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While I'm still bursting with motivation, cracked cold sisters.
Isabela: As everyone expected, she became the matriarch once Abuela passed away. As years passed, she became calmer. She doesn't particulary enjoy to do this, but after years she's getting used to it, burying her feelings even more than before. Even if her marriage is cracking at the seams, she won't say that there anything wrong in the family. She just keeps smiling and keeping everyone in place, pretty much following her Abuela's way of solving the problems by closing her eyes on them
Luisa: Without Mirabel's help, she kept getting crushed by everyone's expectations. And it was getting worse, as Luisa just physically couldn't do it anymore. Her productivity lowered severely, which caused her to work even more to make up for this. As you can guess, her burnout only get worse because of it. Also, have you hear that severe burnout can cause alcoholism?
Mirabel: She stepped aside as she was told to. As her own generation started to have kids she couldn't stay in the nursery, so she moved out when she was twenty. At first she kept close contact with her family, trying to visit almost every day. But as the years passed it turned to occasional short visits, then she started to appear only on celebrations. Then she stopped visit at all. By the point of au's plot (22 years after Antonio's ceremony) she's barely contact with her family, even if she misses them so much.
#encanto#encanto au#cracked au#isabela madrigal#luisa madrigal#mirabel madrigal#cw implied alcoholism#wow three post in a row#and then I'll leave it for another month
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that "draw ur two comfort characters as that one steven universe meme" trend that was going around twt a few months back Uhm !
#favourarts#grian#mcyt#do i even WANT to tag this PLZZKHSDJHDSHJ#okay fine i'll do the usual Just bc i want ppl 2 know that i still draw#if this leaves my target audience then .#im going offline for another couple of months LMAO /LH
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what would you do if you weren't afraid? / astarion & aune (durge)
#I finished this a few months ago and never got around to publishing the post!! better late than never? OG tags:#another exercise in: it's okay just to leave it in the sketchy stage!#it's okay if you had to upsize it because you drew it teeny tiny thinking this was just a draft!#😂 I just have a feeling I'll lose a lot of what makes this sweet if I try to refine it - so I'm leaving it here!#durgestarion#astarion x durge!aune#oc: durge!aune#astarion#bg3 fanart#bg3#my art
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How did Tucker and Sam first find out about phantom? Was it just that some weird ecto shit was going on nearby and Danny sorta changed without trying to and all, and Sam and Tucker just kinda saw it going “what the fuck-“/silly
Okay and an add on to that, has anyone ever seen Danny change that shouldn’t have, since if he can’t really control it in this AU, I wouldn’t be surprised if there were some close calls because Tuck and Sam found a way to cover him
Seconds after Danny leaves for the restroom, a ghost (the Lunch Lady) shows up. In the panic, Sam and Tucker run to check if Danny's okay. Or just generally, get his low blood sugar, close to passing out butt away from the danger zone.
As to how they find out? They rush into the closest restroom. And kinda see the idiot(s) passed out on the floor mid-transformation 👍
I fiddled a lil with the timeline so now the au is kinda no one knows? But Sam and Tuck find out the second the first big bad ghost shows up. In the Dannys' defense, neither of them had any idea what was happening.
Actually... not really? Since Danny and Phantom have Tucker and Sam to cover for them and the two are at Danny's side 24/7, pretty much no one has seen them transform. Wes is the no one.
#answered asks#jekyll and hyde au#mooties ask#frens ask#glitchyk#danny phantom au#dp au#danny phantom#dp#danny fenton#sam manson#tucker foley#wanted to draw out more but eheh no more artsy shenanigans for me today it seems jsjsfn#danny is allowed to leave for the bathroom if he feels unwell without question since he has a doctor's note ever since the accident happene#due to the blackouts he's mentioned to his family#ray's doodles#anyway so basically sam and tucker find out a month after the accident#since that's when more dangerous and powerful ghosts start showing up#ray's ramblings#i see your other ask kay i'll get to it i promise just give me another month... or two-
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I think we should just bring back Wungo Wednesday and start a fandom collective anime rewatch
#Because otherwise I can feel I won't last much longer#Because like. The last two hyperfixations of mine ended the moment I started feeling like there wasn't any new content#And two days ago in one day I started a new manga a new book and rewatching a favourite show#Whereas I hadn't started anything new in the two years ever since I got into bsd. Which makes it NOT a good sign#But the bsd anime has now ended for one month and 25 days and that's the last time the plot actually moved forward.#And if I counted right. The manga took 4 chapters (that is chapters 110-111) to adapt 6 minutes#That means it's going to take another 12 months (18 minutes left to adapt. that's 12 more chapters) to catch up with the anime#Yeah I'm not. sticking around this long with nothing new to see I'm sorry#Best case scenario I take a one year hiatus but that doesn't make it sound likely that I'll be back#And I know it's fresh news as early as this morning that author said they were introducing a new character but like.#They also said they finished writing this arc like. One year and half ago if I remember correctly?#And we still have yet to see the end of i t so...#That is to say. I'll probably be starting an anime rewatch starting next Wednesday. I've been meaning to do it for a while anyway#I don't want to leave the fandom I like the one chapter a month format#On the positive news I still have a queue of original posts that spans over ten months#And I was meaning to start the reblogs queue too in these days. So there's that#random rambles
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btw in case anybody's wondering what i've been working on as of late i've mostly been redesigning this guy for the 4th time because sometimes good ideas are bad
#he wears biker gear now 👍 the level of detail is murdering me in real life but it looks cool#atbb#karma#not art-tagging or main-tagging this bc its a wip#but i'll still leave rbs open for a bit bc i don't plan to post any finished redesigns until a good bit in the future#oh yea im gonna be redesigning like the entire atbb crew btw . i wanna Fix them all now that i have the skills of someone older than 14#as shown here by karma no longer being a skinny rectangle with a head the size of a prized pumpkin#and the fact that i'm not nearly as scared of actually drawing wrinkles in clothes anymore lmao#i was planning to start drawing the new refs after i finished the whole ebony thing#but my brain decided to go on strike until i drew a different character and after 4 months i had to give in to demand 😔#i'll get back to that hopefully soon enough once i get back into the groove of drawing but for now i'm focused on Hellish Details#pro tip never design a character with biker gear it looks sick but you'll be in pain the entire time#especially if u try to make the collar accurate. dont ever ever make the collar of a leather jacket accurate just trust me on this one#anyway thats all for now i will disappear for another ten thousand years
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The power has done out multiple times today😔 not the most ideal when it's been so hot lately-
#pan rambles#The power is back and I've been keeping cool dw!#But yeah-afjsbfjd The heat always makes my progress slower unfortunately#on another note. Man...I need to let something consume my life again-gksnfkdnfkd#I've been enjoying multiple things lately in the hopes something will stuck but lately it feels like nothing it working#Like. I'm enjoying them! They're good games/manga/etc.#But it's like that connection I normally feel is Not There and it's so frustrating-ajfsnjfsn#Surely not a side effect of how much I've been going through it the whole month /hj#but yeah- Hopefully I find something;;#On a more lighter note#🪽 (Sure I'll use that as a tag since I'm still too shy to say her name) popped into my mind earlier today and I got all fksnfksjfjdj#I'm not used used to crushing on girls#Sure! I've thought many girls are cute and cool and amazing and so gorgeous that they leave me flustered and speechless-#but I've never connected those feelings with a crush y'know? So it's definitely an interesting feeling-afksnfjdj#Anyways enough rambling!#I think I'm gonna log out for tonight <3 Perhaps read some manga!#Or rewatch my favorite anime
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im sorry i have to rant im so fucking pissed
my exams end on 19th and I have to get rid of some books and buy some books which are quite pricy online so I had planned on going to college street on 20th and selling my books and buying the new ones at a cheap price and i was frankly really excited about it because all I get is a one day break to relax bcz i have to start studying for entrances from 21st so all I have is 20th and i wanted to spend it at college street and then get some food and basically have like a solo date kind of thing.
and i was so so excited about it i told my boyfriend about it like 500 times bcz i kept forgetting i've already mentioned it and it was literally on my mind a lott so i kept bringing it up and ik it seems like not a big deal cz i can just sit at home and chill too but i literally do not get to go outside my house. like- the last time i went out was new years eve and after that the only time i've gone out is to school or to give my boards that is it. my mother has some weird like problem wiht me going out like even if i tell her that i just want to go to our terrace for 5 minutes just to get some fresh air she won't even allow that she'll be all suspicious and like sTaNd In ThE bAlCOnY aNd TaKe FrEsH aIr like she herself doesnt leave the house (and blames it on me and my brother ???? when have we ever stopped you bro, she said I HaVe To Be HeRe To KeEp An EyE like im 18 i dont need to be watched 24/7 stop blaming me for choices you put upon yourself) and i just feel so suffocated ALL THE TIME i feel so overstimulated and im so sick of rotting on my bed and i dont want to wait for some birthday party or friends meet up to be able to leave my goddamn house i just wanted to go and have a fun day and get me some books thats it.
anyway so initially the plan was that my mom would go along but something came up so she wanted to postpone it to 21st and i didn't want to bcz i'd already be missing 3 days bcz of my boyfriends birthday, holi and my brothers birthday (all of which are important and i dont want to miss which makes me the villain apparently bcz i should "adjust" and cancel my "parties" instead of trying to stick to my plan bcz that makes me too demanding and selfish apparently) so i suggested that ukw why dont u go do ur thing which came up and i'll go to college street by myself...which is when the solo date idea came which i had really wanted all along but didnt bring up bcz i knew she'd say no but now there's a valid reason for me to go alone so like, its a pretty easy fix i can just go alone but noooo. First of all,
I've been to college street multiple times before so its not like its an unknown area to me
im going by metro which is quite safe
im going when there is stark daylight and i will return home much much before it gets dark and im literally 18
she never lets me go anywhere alone, not even take ubers alone if i want to get back from somewhere my bf has to come drop me everytime and then go backwards to his house which is so so so stupid and i never get to go out alone unless accompanied by family or by a male friend, so obv when i said i'll go to college street alone she refused to let that happen and started screaming about how 'if its so important to go on 20th bcz u dont want to miss a day of studying then cancel ur 'parties' and study then' and i was like no its not about missing a day its just that there's a very easy and logical fix to this problem which is i go alone and its not inconveniencing anyone so why cant i just do that but she will not listen to that bcz im 'adamant' and 'everything has to be according to me' bcz i found a viable solution to the problem. so instead of letting me just go she was literally ready to pay much more money and buy the books online, like.....why cant i just go bro??? (and she keeps telling me im a waste of her money bcz i will amount to nothing in life and my education was a failed investment or wtv so like now why are u wasting more money??? im literally trying to save the money that u 'waste' on me so just let me ???)
anyway i called my dad last night and told him and he was super ok with the idea he said its a good idea that i go alone and that he would speak to her but then today when i asked her if dad spoke to her she said yes, we'll go on 20th and i was like .....we? so apparently she CANCELLED her previously immovable thing for which she wanted me to cancel my 'parties', she cancelled that and agreed to go with me on 20th just so that i dont get to go alone- like ???????????????? what is ur problemmmm
so obv i was super annoyed and i went on a whole ass rant about how i literally struggle to even cross roads bcz i dont know shit about basic travelling bcz all my life ive been in a car and its a running joke with all my guy friends that i 'cannot navigate' and 'dont know any places' and obv??? if im never allowed to go anywhere then how tf will i know the places- the only places i know is bcz recently i've been paying a lot of attention and asking my dad stuff about what roads to take to reach certain places and when i go out with my friends i kind of try and learn a bit but thats it i've only ever gone alone completely alone to two places which is my beauty parlour thats 5 minutes away from my house and one bazaar one time that was 2 bus stops away, thats it. thats my extent of public travelling alone. and now im supposed to go to a whole new STATE for college and i cant even call myself an auto without struggling. and like- is this not a basic life skill??? like ok yeah its not rocket science and i will probably figure it out even if i start later in life but why not now? most of my guy friends literally go everywhere alone, why not me? and my dad agreed with all of this but my mom was just like "you'll be in the hostel only, no need to go out of the campus" like ARE YOU FOR REAL????????? and she's like "if u want to learn skills learn how to cook" like ok yes i will also learn how to cook for sure but i wont have a fucking kitchen in the hostel but somehow cooking is an urgent skill i should learn but going places by myself is unimportant bcz i should just never? leave? the? hostel?
anyway after much screaming and shouting my dad gave up and just cut the call bcz he doesnt want to get into an argument with my mother and my mother was being all suspicious like why do u hAvE tO gO aLoNe AlL oF a SuDdEn even though i literally explained why i want to do this alone but she doesnt think thats valid. so she refuses to let me go and i asked her for one reason why i shouldnt cz usuallt its always "no u have exam what if smthn happens" but now i literally dont even have exam so whats ur excuse now? streets will always be unsafe forever so "what if smthn happens" is not a reason to never let me go out without a man so just gimme one reason and she couldnt give me a single reason she just said "i said no, thats it".
and now she's gone off about how im useless and blah blah and "high maintainance" bcz i want books and "everyone else (some pishi's son) just studies online" and so the whole option of college street is apparently now cancelled and she's trying to set up a whole ass kindle account (half the books i need arent even available as ebooks) just because i wanted to go by myself.
#in our house kids dont stay outside past 6:30pm'' but now all of a sudden its fine for my brother to play#till 10:30 at night#she literally stopped me permanently from going down in the evenings since i was in class 7-8#this is why ive never had any friends outside of school bcz she wouldnt let me leave ths fucking house#and now that my brother is in class 7#he's allowed to be out playing with his friends till 10 freaking 30#he comes home an hour late sometimes...45 minutes and almost always at least 30 minutes late at NIGHT and she says nothing except like#one sentence#yeah im only the villain i only keep u locke#up in the house its all my fault#this is just so damn unfair#like literally insulting#im not a child what is her problem#what sort of fucking solution is 'never leave the hostel' like ok even if i do that what happens then??? after i graduate?#i'll be a 24 year old who doesnt know shit about going from one place to another without a man present]#and then this woman preaches how she 'always raises her son and daughter equally' like srsly shut the fuck up#my whole life i've been told abar late?''#and for me bcz i would come home 5-10 minutes late nd i did it maybe once or twice she made me completely stop going down to play#5-10 minutes late from 6:30 wherein he comes an hour late from 9 fucking 30#and this sounds so stupid bcz im an 18 year old now and i dont give a fuck abt how long i got to play but its just unfair dude#with me it was always smthn or the other either exams or she gets miraculously sick every time i want to go out to play#im not even kidding she did a whole “i have fever and ur going to leave me like this and go play?” on me one time bcz i was adamant abt goi#after months of not being able to go bcz of exam or smthn or the other#she did not have any fever it was fucking bullshit#and how am i supposed to help with ur imaginary fever anyway im literally 12#its so fucking annoying man and then if i say anything at all she'll go on a tirade about how#like YOU DO THOUGH??????? im sorry ur feelings are hurt bcz i said you do smthn that u LITERALLY DO#istg not even 2 days ago she was having a fight with my dad abt how he should teach my brother to learn how to cycle so that he can go buy#groceries#i can cycle
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i need to make a change but i dunno what
#omg kiera no one cares#scared again to leave my job you guys keep saying the job market bad and i have NO skills#running away to another state or country just ain't as easy as it used to be#i wish i wanted more piercings or knew how to get tattoos but instead i got nothing#maybe I'll dye my hair and risk hating myself for months after again
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Melatonin is a delicate balancing act, it took some time to find a dose that helped me fall and stay asleep without leaving me groggy after 8/10 hours. For me, that has been 10 mg gradually increased to such over a few weeks then steady since.
I also take roughly a week without it every month or two, as the bottle recommends. Listen to your body and do what you can. Good luck, and thank you for the sweet gay were/pire comic<3
Yeah, I can tell my sweet zone is somewhere between 3 and 6 mg, at least right now. Or at least I think it is. Admittedly my sleep has been absolutely horrible since I was a kid so my standards on "not tired" are pretty low, so I'm not actually sure if they're any good right now. All I know is I'm getting more than 2 hours of sleep at a time, and I'm not spending every waking moment fighting off a nap!
Thanks for the confirmation I've gotta test with it and go off and on and such, my doc didn't give me a straight answer on that (he just kept saying take it as needed... I need it every night!!!). 75% of the time being good is way better than 0% so I'll take what I can get!
And the gay comics are the least I can do 🧡 thank you for reading it!
#my boyfriend actually commented unprompted that ive been complaining less about being tired all the time..m#like dont get me wrong. im still tired#but it has been a WORLD of a difference.#like. its been every day since i was like 14 that just. all day i could fall right back asleep#and every night i wake up every. other. hour.#ive never really been able to sleep longer than 2 hours at a time#so ive never gotten uhm. good sleep before.#and ive had to stay in bed 14. 16. 20 hours to even feel like i can GET UP!!!!#super bad hahaha#but I'll take a week of that every month or so over every day#im just glad ive found a dose and combo thats workint for me cause ive tried melatonin before and it didnt help#but that was qlso before i used those nose strips. which also help me a lot?#so i think the combo is important#and i wouldn't be shocked if in 5 years i learn of another secret sleeping ingredient#anyways. maybe i can line up the bad sleep week off melatonin with the other week that sucks every month auajjddjdjejdj#see how it goes lol#oh ive also been taking other vitamins which have also been helping#so that combo leaves me with some actual waking time that im not fighting off a nap#this is why I've been posting more recently btw lol#asks#jackedupjack
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As many lines as many roses? Hmm can I put 293658 roses? No? Okay fine, how about five?🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹
I mean, you could put that many, but I'm not sure I have anything that would provide that many contiguous sentences. 😂 So instead, have yet another post-canon Fate AU, one I'm pretty sure you've not seen anything from before. And since I'm feeling nice, I'll give you a couple of extra sentences to alleviate the highly atypical (for me) one-word ones.
Thought? What is thought, alone? Nothing. Another voice, distant, the murmur familiar as it echoes endlessly. If she had hands she would clap them over her ears, but she has neither, and she cannot shut it out. (If she had a mouth she would scream, but that too she lacks.) Nothing, the voice repeats, with something she might have once named pleasure, and so we can begin.
[ send me a rose? ]
#wip tag#farah dowling#rosalind hale#fate the winx saga#asked and answered#this opening scene literally grabbed my brain and would not let go#i'm still successfully deluding myself into thinking i'm not writing it#probably cause it's only on my computer#and i need that to keep working#for at least another 6 months#it's tagged 'sabbatical'#and that is absolutely (derogatory)#BYE#(ps still got more of these in my inbox but i'll leave them for another day since i should start thinking about sleep)#(your patience is always appreciated)#(but the asks make me so happy 💙💙💙)
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I already bought christmas presents for 3/5 of the members of my immediate family this year. Let's GO!
#i'm not usually a 'plan out presents two months in advance' person because i'm a 'GUYS CHECK OUT WHAT I GOT YOU' person#but i wanted to try out jinkies glasses cloths and it was buy 4 get 1 free and free shipping over $25#and since i wanted to get one for my little bro too it would've been $13 not counting shipping which would've been close to $5#so spending an extra seven dollars to get five cloths for $25 was WORTH IT#mine's a donut and skyguy's (which i did give to him asap bc he's bad at keeping his glasses clean) is a used paper plate#and i got my mom the ball of yarn and my older brother the banana peel and my dad the hawaiian shirt and i'm so excited for them to see the#i'll probably do jinkies for my grandparents as well because all of them wear glasses and these cloths work pretty effectively and are#wonderfully wacky and not too expensive#and i might get another one for myself too!#anyways that just leaves skyguy and my sister to buy christmas presents for but that shouldn't be TOO hard#skyguy has always been easy to shop for because we're in the same fandoms so i always know what stuff he'd like#as for my older sister i genuinely have no idea what to get her but i'm sure i'll think of something!#anyways this has been my ramble#kazzy's diary#kazzy overshares in the tags
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WIP // Oh how I wish I had the capabilities to render this right now.
#coreyvoss#aether ghoul#quintessence ghoul#maskless ghouls#medical bs got me feeling like a zombie </3#but I finished the lineart at least so it's ready to go for rendering#and I edited another drawing that has been in the works for over a month now#which I'm debating if I'll be fully rendering or leaving as it is#silly me...thinking i would actually get drawing done today#who do I think I am?
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When I actually schedule a weekend to be free, it's so jarring. I traveled 2k miles this week, ate chip in Milwaukee, slept on an airport bench, made minerals at 480 C, pulled copies of Babylonian tablets, submitted two abstracts, traveled another 4 hours to write a card, declined two overlapping events, and want to fucking die about social communication, and now you're telling me I... can sleep in?
#This has literally been a normal week for me for the past two months.#I still need to draw/design a character which might be what i do today tbh. But just the fact i didnt schedule anything today is... huh#Technically i did. But we cant do that because someone else got sick. So I'm kinda twiddling my thumbs bc I watch shows w/other people.#Washing my hands of scheduling tbh. I need to leave town in three weeks again anyway. Speaking of which#I need to take the vehicle training and make sure im actually in the class...#ptxt#academia#But honestly I think I'm just going to sleep in g'night and g'bye lol~ I'll figure out being productive in another three hours
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#finished day four of a seven day straight stint at work#and I am so fucking exhausted already#on top of being the one responsible for most of our cats#I've also been charged with caring for two puppies who have been fighting parvovirus#and an eight-month old juvenile dog with a bullet fragment in his spine who may never regain the use of his back legs#and my supervisor as well as one of my co-workers who I'd normally be able to split some of this work with will be off#which is only going to leave me and another co-worker covering cats as well as the three dogs we've been assigned to#and this co-worker flat refuses to work with dogs at all and will only work one area of cats#he won't even handle giving out any medications or anything#which means I'll be doing the majority of the work in cats#my one saving grace is that I can get someone from dogs to help me with the dog with the bullet in his spine if need be#since once I've had contact with the puppies that have parvo I won't be allowed contact with any other dog there#I have some PTO time#I'm seriously thinking about taking some of it
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i love spanish conferences. for the london one the fee is £90 (£45 if you're a student) and i have no idea if as a speaker i also have to pay the fee or not. in this one in spain i'm planning to speak at attendance is free and if you want to be a speaker you have to pay a total of 10€ as fee.
#once again. southern europe supremacy#this is what we are talking about when we demand making academia and culture accessible#anyways i have no idea if i'll attend#because if they pick me. it's on may 3rd#i'm still in trento technically by then but. if i have that. idk what i'll do i'll have to consult my parents#cause i was planning on staying until may 8th cause there's a seminar on that day#but i could just leave earlier#the contract is for two months#beyond april i can stay until i want#moreover. the conference is in salamanca#so that's another problem. getting there#i say problem i'm sure there's a train i can hop onto#but it's one more variable to look into#whatever. i'll just apply and worry later#cause the conference is very cool. it's organized by a phd student organization and it is made to present your phd proposals to the public#mostly other professors#to get feedback and stuff#so that's cool i think
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