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I like to hc that, yes Eddie uses venom as clothing (or rather Venom wants to show off). But combination of black/ leather texture and venom's teeth always manifesting in design, makes Eddie look really punk-ish. Even tho he's just trying to blend in.
Then he's just somebody cool uncle, ig.
#tbh in comics hes rlly badass#the t-shirt is from venom issue where eddie dies and comes back to live#thats why himbo Frankenstein#hate fucking drawing caps#was on lil weekend vacay thats why i was awol#for the love of me can't finish any wips#art#fanart#symbrock#venom#nex#tom hardy#veddie#eddie brock#marvel#nex art#wip#outfit Pinterest#venom clothes#venom last dance
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Charlie Kelly from Always Sunny is my favorite representation of dyslexia in anything ever. Specifically because everyone's frustration when his dyslexia gets in their way feels very true to my frustration when my dyslexia gets in my way. I like watching people get mad at dyslexia lol
#also i like how casually everyone is like yeah well charlie cant read ya kno what can u do?#and its the only dyslexia rep ive seen where its not framed as 'wah im bad at school' or 'im dyslexic but i can succeed anyway'#thr problems of dyslexia extend outside of school and continued to be a struggle even if its masked by success to the outside world#but this is from the mouth of a person who does not enjoy being represented in media. bc im like fuck off i hate u when i relate to#characters lol. or ur not writing it right fuck off. tbh it makes me feel better to watch other dyslexic ppl fuck up in the same ways i do#like on tv typically characters dont constantly fuck up the words coming out of their mouth unless somethings medically wrong with them but#thats a very dyslexic thing to do bc theres a problem with language and its translation in ur brain.#the dyslexic rep i hate the most is probably p3rcy jackson bc like i get the point of succeeding depite handicaps but i hate it and also he#has visual anomalies in the movie so extreme its probably more an eye issue rather than streight up dyslexia which is the inability to read#and that makes me feel like a dipshit bc the words arent running away and i still cant read lol. also fucking hate that they retconed sp0ck#as sorta vulcan dyslexic. mostly im just being a hater bitch bc i havent watched it but the sp0ck story is so so so fucking good bc hes#stuck between two worlds and experiencing prejudice of both sides. is that not enough for you????? fuck off. i reject u dyslexic sp0ck#but again. im a fucking hater and a contrarian so i mostly just get mad when i relate to characters#unrelated
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meta talk. i don't quite know how to word this properly, but adding french creators to the qsmp is the riskiest thing quackity studios could've done and it doesn't surprise me that the success to which it was executed was minimal.
adding portuguese speaking creators exclusively from brazil as the first batch outside of the initial english and spanish speakers was the perfect "soft expansion" for the server when you consider the reason for the project's conception - because quackity had experienced poor treatment from white americans as a bilingual latino creator and sought to unite his two communities in an empowering way, further expanding this very noble and personal idea to encapsulate all communities and all languages spanning across the entire world. inviting more latino creators who have likely had the same experiences and would be able to appreciate what the project is trying to achieve is a no-brainer.
it's an uncomfortable thing to touch on (which is why i've never, ever, seen it spoken about on this website), but minecraft projects and communities have always had massive problems with all forms of bigotry, but especially racism. white americans and white europeans have probably not felt the euphoria of seeing their culture celebrated in mainstream global entertainment projects as they already absolutely dominate the entertainment industry on a global scale. as someone who is visibly brown and living in europe, i've always got a lot of grief from classmates and co-workers in the form of ignorant jokes and flat out exclusion - it's an unfortunate cultural norm that bleeds into streaming due to the medium's casual and open nature, unnoticed or unchallenged by white viewers who don't want to have to confront a content creator's bigotry in fears of having to stop watching them. something that cannot be ignored by the people it's actually affecting. there is a reason dsmp and hermitcraft cosplay meet ups are dominated by pale skin.
i love the qsmp because its inclusion of latin american creators and quackity's selectiveness based on personal experience have largely (and i do mean largely, not entirely, but that's a discussion for another day) eliminated that problem.
the most prominent and succinct example i can think of is the photo of quackity's bedroom that was mocked countless times by his english speaking community and his bigoted english speaking friends when he streamed on the dsmp - when that photo was brought to the qsmp, forever, a fellow latino creator, was the first person to gently offer solidarity because he had come from the same impoverished latin american background. to me, and to a lot of minorities, that is what the qsmp is about. yeah, sharing languages in a minecraft server is novel, it's a fun way for americans who did poorly in high school to get back into learning spanish, but it stands for so much more when you're a racial minority. when your pleading in the dsmp fandom was drowned out and ignored for the entire duration of its run. when you're completely unrepresented in minecraft tournaments, and when known bigots are encouraged to participate in said tournaments to boost viewership because numbers are paramount. when you are finally seeing your culture appreciated rather than mocked on streams with tens of thousands of viewers all over the world as part of a massive project with a brilliant, engaging story.
it was obviously necessary to branch out of the americas at some point with what the project is attempting to achieve, but such a task is daunting when the next group you're inviting and their community probably do not have the capacity through personal experience to appreciate what the project stands for at its core in the same way the first batches do. can non americans all relate in discussions of the internet and entertainment industry being america and by extension english speaking centric? yeah, of course. but can white europeans relate when the only representation you have in said media revolves around harmful bigoted stereotypes? can there be a quiet solidarity between a white frenchman and a brown brazilian based on experiences with government, racial profiling, and online mockery? no. and in the landscape of livestreaming stupid jokes for entertainment alongside fast paced gameplay, these nuances are probably not going to be acknowledged.
in complete contrast to the solidarity exhibited between quackity and forever when discussing their poverty growing up in latin america, i have not forgotten and never will forget aypierre excusing his constant racist jokes aimed at the brazilians on his uniquely "french dark humour" that the brazilians, hurt by his comments, could "not understand." this is not an excusable cultural difference, but a symptom of white european privilege, and total ignorance towards what the project is meant to stand for. a smooth integration of all the world's cultures necessitates white european and white american introspection in a way that i haven't seen a lot of streamers capable of. admitting fault to such a degree and the ego of a large online personality do not often mesh well.
i'm always very irritated when people (especially english speakers) complain about them not "adding the germans" sooner despite us seeing applications for german speaking admins many months ago - because it would not be a task of simply throwing out server invites to content creators and cobbling together an animation of a submarine crashing into the island. you cannot downplay the ambition of this project and the mammoth task its trying to accomplish. people take for granted and forget that this is an unprecedented melding of cultures that would never otherwise interact and clash on the rare occasions they do. the french qsmp community being small and the french creators largely being outliers when it comes to the qsmp is not something born out of malice or purposeful exclusion, but simply a symptom of an unspoken lack of solidarity and inability to meaningfully relate based on everything from wildly varying privilege to global placement.
and don't get me wrong - i'm not excusing things like the times at which events are broadcast (i literally live in europe and have to stay up until sunrise to see most events, i think the admins do have to bite the bullet and begin structuring events around a new timezone that isn't the globally inconvenient unsustainable PST), or the exclusion of clips from french content creators at the presidential dinner, but i think attributing those admin choices to the brazilian community being unfairly favoured is downplaying what the qsmp as a project means for minorities, especially when the brazilian community receive the most scorn for infamously being the first to call out bigoted behaviour from qsmp content creators. yeah, it sucks that the french haven't slotted into the qsmp as well as the brazilians and aren't anywhere as numerous, but with all these unspoken contributing factors being taken into account, i can't be surprised.
i wish quackity and his team the best in smoothly integrating more languages and cultures in this amazing project in the future, but for the love of god please understand that the implications of this project and its impact are far larger than any streamer "drama" you might've witnessed in the past. and stop underplaying what this project is trying to achieve in an online landscape saturated in bigotry.
#sorry if this is worded weirdly im still recovering from a brain injury. ill fix typos as and when i notice them reading back on this#also dont tag this as discourse because its like.....not. and thats so unhelpful in recognising what im trying to get across#edit: ive seen a few people bringing it up now YES dont worry i am aware that etoiles isnt white thats why i made sure to specify white#when talking about where the issues were coming from#mine#qsmp
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girl i have fanfics in my head u wouldnt even dream
#fics that i think of when i day dream/ try to fall asleep dump in the tags:#au where st1 happened but nothing since that so mike and will write comics together and el is their iconic character#and they both have a special relationship with the character...#eventually some stuff happens with brenner and or govt being like well ig u guys must know smth ab her since ur writing ab her! and thus#danger... also will still has that slug in him so that would be an issue#and eventually when el comes into the story she is sooo different from how they imagined her#wait i forget do i have others#oh i had one from awhile ago that i rembered where mike gets a vecna vision thats like hiii queen im gonna tormet u to control el and will#and so mikes like ok i'll take myself out of the equation but then like hop or someone stops him and then hes like damn did i make it weird#and eventually goes to visit max and thats all i rlly remember#ohh the buffy au#and some sort of horror au/version of the story that i havent quite worked out#OHHHH THE ONE WHERE !!! mike lowk ghosts will and goes off to college and when will comes to nyc to visit el and everyone he walks into the#apt and gets attacked by a mini mike and hes like ??? U HAVE A SON??? and mike's like yeahhh long story my TA was a catholic........ and so#the party and co has just been helping him raise this kid and i forgot why but i had a good reason that no one told will#i think mike did smth REALLY shitty to him before hs so they didnt wanna say anything bc will walks out of rooms when mike is brought up#my elmike txf au but honestly smth more specific to st but like... imagining the parents are forced to give up one of their kids for smth#like thats just fucked hp hawkins world and joyce refuses and they take will and they take el from terry and they take holly... and somehow#like someone made the wheelers choose holly and theyre like yeah we lowk hate our son bc hes our bastard son wish it couldve been him#(FOX MULDIFICATION AGENDA YK!!!) and idk he tries to get holly back meanwhile el and will meet in where#thinking ab like. karen and ted blaming mike and him blaming himself for holly like mulder with samantha ......#mmm thats all i got rn#if anyone read this far and is interested in hearing me talk more ab any particular one lmk#i will probably never write these bc i do not even have time to write my own stuff and that is literally my profession so
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ingrid, sweetie, i'm so sorry
#fe3h#ingrid brandl galatea#even though you can see where the boys are coming from if you know them better#claude isn't used to being yelled at for showing non 'leader like' behavior in public (sleeping when tired)#which is fair (but why did he say men like women that smile)#sylvain had altered dialogue and is showing symptoms of csa and said she could stop doing that#but still ingrid has to clean up his mess#felix can't stand the idea of knighthood bc of how his brother died and thats why he wants her to give it up#but its her dream and he told her to find a husband instead#raphael really is trying his best but he is also so hungry and it's not bc its ingrid he is always like this#but it did take a toll on her i'm sure#i get why in hers and seteth support she is so happy now. a man is listening and trying to help with her issues... poor girl
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holy fucking shit i finally Get It. i finally Get urinetown. i get what little sally says when she says "urinetown is here", it's because urinetown is a world where everything wrong with society is placed into one box. what's interesting about this, and this is what makes it so intrinsically Brechtian, is the fact that even though urinetown is conceptual, it's still inherently society, because all of the conflict in the story stems from real life issues.
#whats also interesting is that by putting every problem into one world you start to see common denominators#there is always a rich antagonist#there is always a young naive boy who thinks he can change the world#there are always doting cops who only deepen the wounds they initially caused anyways#there is always a desperation for self-preservation#the only thing thats different are differences in problems#they need to pay to pee but theyre also poor and sick and thirsty and hungry#because there are so many issues placed into one bubble its impossible to ethically solve them all at once#but at the same time thats exactly what occurs in a real society#thats where the self awareness comes from#urinetown#please god tell me this makes sense
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ok i've listened to the latest ep now and u cannot tell me albin and sol are not qpr. sorry but they are bonded 4 lyfe like that. we already knew this but now it's finally canon. Do Not Ask Caldwell Or Murph but it's canon. i'm not crazy-
#they havd always been soooo qpr to me and then the rushed 'you taught me how to love' before saying goodbye??? cmon now man#or they can b gay also. im pro solbin#but 2 me they are qpr first and foremost#the Important thing to understand is that they are inextricable#still separate people ofc. who honestly did have to have time apart from each other to evolve and find themselves#but there is a bond there that isnt leaving.#and it's Good! and they dont want it to leave! it's not just the trauma btw#the trauma is part of where there lives have met but thats not what it's about#there are shared troubles and there is time apart and there are clones and hacking and world saving etc#but with all this they still want to come home to spaghetti in a tupperware in the fridge#and tgi skydays at the booth with the guitar in the wall#and a shared bathroom with stained shirts soaking in a basin and a nightstand sitting by the tub#boxes in the corner of the living room full of comic issues they Certainly did not get for free#that are sometimes fond nostalgia and sometimes pain thats hard to even look at#a home well stocked with toilet rolls and yarn#they can and will go far but it comes back to frog pal and albie at the end of the day#albin pembroke#sol bufo
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Like. The vibe I get is that at the Studium Alisaie honestly came across as more of a Rich Bitch than Alphinaud, because she was moody and aloof and quiet until someone did or said something stupid, at which point she would tell them off.
#ffxiv#alisaie leveilleur#alphinaud leveilleur#Alisaie is the vaguely antagonistic rich girl in a shoujo who is just ~misunderstood~#Alphinaud for all his faults tries very hard to come across as approachable#(maybe not the right word?)#in fact thats where a lot of his issues came from- assuming a level of...relatability? common ground?#that he didnt have at all
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rose being hyper paranoid and trying to prep several years in advance to keep his capitalist empire from eating itself alive is an interesting concept. its a shame that the way its handled is kinda lame
#like. i get hes supposed to be unreasonable. but they really fail to make the player grasp where hes coming from#they couldve leaned into like. him maybe feeling guilty for what hes done to galar bc he clearly respects its history a lot#and that guilt has caused him to spiral and try to tackle issues that he cant do anything about#bc to actually make progress hed have to give up his companies and ohhhh he cant do thaaaaat#and one thing that jn did that i actually really like was say that his dad died in the mines and thats skewed his perspective#like. yes. rose is being irrational here. i get that. but something to give his motivations more weight wouldve been great#also it doesnt help that the game has been gatekeeping the player from the rose plotline bc ‘’the adults need to handle it’’#like cmon now#echoed voice#shield nuzlocke
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does the person youre talking to online have an attitude or are they just using bigger words than may be necessary
#wordvomit#ppl when the autistic person has tone issues or a neutral affect they can project anxiety/insecurity onto >:0#am i being aggressive or hostile or could this be a situation that might be making you feel a little defensive#thats not a bad thing per se but there is no way to tell if the time isnt taken to find a resolution. so who knows!#bc. if im not trying to be hostile and im uncomfortable and tail tucking. and youre not trying to be hostile and youre getting uncomfortabl#affirming what we each are understanding of each other is the solution. then u can compare and contrast and correct misunderstandings#actually get somewhere productive know where the other person is coming from intellectually or emotionally. or both
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I agree with your tags, I could see this making sense if it took place earlier in magneto's story. But this takes place after he had been headmaster of the school and in charge of the new mutants? Hello? Magneto has had deep and meaningful relationships with hihgly empathetic people before hanging out with rogue in the jungle. It doesnt make any sense for either character.
Not to mention it made what is supposed to be rogue's solo series all about magneto. The entire last issue was all about him. I love him, but cmon. This is rogue's book.
OH SO WE'RE JUST BEING GOOFBALLS FOR THE SPORT OF IT OK
#//ro/gue//n/eto talk#not explicitly but thats just my savage lands tag atp jVELKJAKL#snap chats#was lit thinking about his relationship with lee forrester like theres clearly been times /before/ this where hes had times to reflect#if its already been established in this series he was already headmaster then his character-turning points should have already happened#AND YEAH NO my fear seems like its come true where this book's focus shifts away from rogue#ik people told me it focused on her well for the first couple issues so awkward to see it fall flat at the end#so sad that the other gals' books have been doing well for them and then rogue's comes up short#just reminded myself that the first arc of magik's run just ended today and i cant get my hands on a copy yet... tragic..
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tldr of an essay i havent even wrote yet, but i do think with how they treated him since the very beginning kip showed interest in joining the patriarchy, by literally calling his dead dad a loser and kip a disappointment among other things, there is just absolutely no real way kip would want to join forces with them willingly without an ulterior motive of making them break for the hell they put him through at one of his lowest points
#theres much more that goes into this but i think thats really all the proof needed to see the betrayal coming#yes i will not stop talking about this. it should be obvious#im afraid tks booking might disagree with me which will suck ass cause i have so many issues with it from story and character pov#but thats for whenever i get around getting through all of this material again to source my claims lmao#i do consider myself somewhat of a kip scholar so i gotta act like one i guess lmao#also when its not 6am and i have actually slept ough#for now have this. tho you should absolutely already know where i stand with this whole thing i think ive made it pretty obvious#box thoughts
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It's always interesting to hear about people's weird/unexpected "alternate life paths". Like, something that you could have done with your life, a job you almost took, a school you almost went to, etc - that was still actually realistic enough that it could have happened, but NOW it seems to not suit your current personality.
Like for example, I currently hate advertising (how manipulative it is, brands trying to be 'relatable', social media amplifying it to an obnoxious extreme, etc.) so much that even seeing a little ad before a youtube video is grating to even witness, but there was a point in time where I was genuinely seriously considering going into marketing/making commercials as a career lol. Or like, I have a relative who was very inclined to be a pastor when they were younger, even though today they're a super strong atheist, etc. etc.
#BECAUSE I knew I really liked filming and editing things and doing set design and costume design (from having done little bits of that#here and there in media classes and my own stuff - i used to be a lot more into making videos than I am now). BUT I was always thinking#that a movie is WAAY to big and long. even a short film. So I was trying to think of ways I could still like#have the fun of scouting locations to film and dressing up actors and etc. etc. without it having to be a Huge Million Dollar Production#on tv show or movie level. SO then I was thinking about like... just doing commercials. Or music videos. Like shorter things where I still#get the fun of the filming and everything but it's less of an intensive long term project.#So there is an alternate version of me (I suppose if i somehow did not end up having physical and mental health issues#as badly somehow.. or like.. randomly came into wealth and was able to pay my way through a nice college despite missing#days constantly being out because I'm sick or something lol) that works in some corporate advertising office coming up with commercials#and directing or filming them or doing the sets for them or something in that general vicinity.#I also was considering being a corporate psychologist. or whatever its called.. oh from google:#''Industrial and organizational (I/O) psychologists study and assess individual group and organization dynamics in the workplace''#I don't think I even knew what the job entailed. I was at the time just thinking like.. the type of person that comes into a business offic#and gives everyone personality assessments or does MBTI or big-5 testing crap for whatever reason that some businesses get that#done for people. Really i just wanted to be in a Corporate Big Office setting yet still do psychology. Because I used to be really fixated#on living in a big city. Like the ideas of everything being walkable. picking up a coffee in the morning. walking to my job in a Big#Skyscraper Building. people watching in a huge hotel lobby for lunch. flying frequently (I love airplanes and airports aesthetically).#living in an apartment with a giant window overlooking the city. etc. etc. BUT that was before i had really BEEN to a city. Then I actually#hung around a city a few times and went places and I was like... AUGh... The Sensory Overwhelm.. cars people lights loudness noise scary#everything happening all at once. etc. etc. (though even when I wanted to live in a city i NEVER strove for the Night Life. when i say I#enjoy city imagery I mean like... in the day time. Many people who like cities talk about The Night Life and post pictures of cities all#lit up at night and clubs and dancing and restaurants. none of that EVER appealed to me. perhaps a sign I am not a real city person. Like#I am NOT standing in a crowded bar full of loud people in the middle of the night lol.. get AWAY from me!!) but I do adore the#architecture of like bright white clean sterile modern spaces like huge airport lobbies or malls or etc. I think thats what reminded me of#city and what I liked about the idea of that life. Like I always LOVED the layout of schools and hospitals and trainstations and public#transport in general. Though even then I knew enough that I would not be a good architect/city planner. so I guess my adoration for those#spaces was merely to be channeled into LIVING there. but then I realized I didn't even really want to do that that much. I mean I still#definitely aim to live NEAR a city. like the little areas outside of it. I would never live in a rural place 4 hours from anything. I liter#ally just COULDNT since I need close access to hospitals sometimes lol. But I used to want to live in the CENTER of citites like high rise#condo. and now I'm like.... eh....... perhaps a smaller quieter walkable space nearby lol.. ANYWAY.. alternate me in my Business Suit eheh
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Me watching the industrial and commercial demand go up while there is low residential demand knowing that this will cause a labour shortage.
#cities skylines#like STOP!!!!!! YOU HAVE INDUSTRY PLEASE THE POPULATION IS SUFFERING#side note i cant figure out why none of my citizens are educated I HAVE SO MANY OF ALL OF THE SCHOOLS AND MY EDUCATION BUDGET IS MAXXED#i did just discover paths however and i am very very excited about that#today i set up paths and created transport links i have a bus station and a metro :]#problem is i had to remove the trainlines due to thrm being in the way but that means that now the indusyrial district covers the butt of#them#so now even when i unlock trains i dont know how im going to re establish them#side note surely thats going to cause some issues to the other parts of the england map#wait my map is the shape of england where are the trains coming from. this is an island#i am a bit miffed though as the map put me in like. sommerset county but im not allowed to access the sea since its not an unlockable tile#which means that i have NO WATER#ive had to buy all the way up to the river thames to get water and pump all that shit into the bristol channel!#anyway me getting rid of the trains#im just like richard beeching#sigh.#yeah america has their train issues but hey!!!!!! all our shit is privatised and its bad#anyway
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Does anyone ever just think about how they are as a person and then realize that this specific part of yourself is related to something that was low key traumatic in your childhood? Because same
#and thats on my insistence on privacy and having my own room even in romantic relationships and territorial attitude over my things <3#seriously tho sorry to trauma dump (more silas lore??) but my door was taken away from me at age 6(?) and i didnt get it back until i was 13#or around then. it was after i started puberty for sure. and then when i was in my junior year of highschool i made my mom put a lock on it#because my sister kept going into my room and stealing my things and moving my shit around and i hated that because at the time-#i was extremely anxious about my things. i needed to know where everything was at all times. (hooray for abandonment issues)#and so when she would steal my things i would have complete breakdowns and my mom wouldnt do ANYTHING about it other than put a lock on#so now im very territorial <3 therapy helped though and im working with my gf to get better about how high strung i am. i think ive come far
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