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espytalks · 2 years ago

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I miss my mom

#espy talks #like they say don't trust your brain after 9 pm #and thats p much true #but its not gonna change the fact the loneliness i feel rn is cause my moms gone and noone else is up #ill just go to bed sad and hope i wake up better tomorrow #aint much else i can do

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alienglowgarden · 1 month ago

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Im bad at writing coherent things but I need to get this concept out of my head so it stops haunting me.

I had this idea for another fic called The Undine Colony.

The setting would be the second colony by the sea- started when Sol is in their forties- the story taking place an unknown time after that.

It starts with the alarm that the original Stratospheric colony has gone silent. Collapsed all its networks, killed every signal, spirited away every colonist. As it still houses much of humanity's most advanced tech, like the servers for their holonet, essential parts of the power grid, this is an issue of extreme urgency.

And who better to turn to in their moment of need than Sol? So here they are suddenly jolted into wakefulness.

Their first thought is that they cannot feel their body. They quickly learn they are not in fact the real Sol, but only an AI copy made of their brain-scan from many decades ago. Though they cannot access the future vision as an ephemeral bit of software, they have superior computing on their side.

The gist of it being that AI Sol is now in charge of the 2nd colony to replace the hole left by Congruence, all while being tasked to figure out whats happening to the og colony & trying to reestablish contact. Aaand trying to piece together their own existence on top of it. Trying to find out what even happened to the original Sol. If they have something to do with this blackout.

So yeah, itd be slowly unfurling that mystery, piecing together the gap in their memory & issues of personhood.

#texted post #why yes I have played SOMA and it did irrevocable damage to my psychology #true pain is still being unsure if I should just spill the twists and resolutions or not #on the off chance I do end up attempting to write it after all...#bcus yes I do know whats happening uwu #and if sol is alive n what they have been up to #theres some very very fun revelations abt that in particular #also very much based on my fave greg egan stories #aka making a fucking digital copy of yourself to inhabit your smart tech #severence also has good shit like that...#torture yourself until you finally agree to live this subpar existence #one big downside to it is that itd p much be an all new cast #much of the og cast would be dead or very old and most likely stayed w the original colony #like I could maaybe get away w a middle aged nougat or smthn but thats not much to go on. n maybe some gardener contact...#getting a small dose of good feedback(even when its on an unrelated fic) sure does awful things 2 my brain like suddenly inspire me to want #to do more of it #i was a teenage exocolonist #if somebody wants to adopt this idea we can talk uwu

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premamelody · 2 months ago

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#undertale #frisk #flowey #utau #undertale au #premaposting #no idea what to name this yet but its an au ive been building for a while now #also yes frisk's hair intentionally mimicks the floppy ears the dreemur family has #um i dont know when im gonna post this #so if i post this before really explaining the au #heres the explaination:#in short this happens at the end of true pacifist where the game continues on than having a definite end #a few months after. frisk and papyrus leave to the underground to meet everyone and p much uproot flowey and bring him to the surface #even though he can choose to leave or not. though didnt want to initially #i think i placed winter alarm 6 months post true pacifist end?#so about another half year later. or a full year since the route. flowey kinda gets adopted?????#chilled around frisk a lot anf accidentally ended up as their brother #and then they grewed up. this is like #7 years since true pacifist #a pretty good amount of stuff has changed #so thats why they look a lot older #OH WAIT I FORGOT TO MENTION #like frisk and toriel decided to have flowey pick a bday since he forgor in this au #like what it was #its now like november 2nd bc all souls day and marigolds associated with the holiday #IK HE ISNT A MARIGOLD #BUT THATS THE CLOSEST IM GETTING #oh so on like the 2nd bday frisk w alphys get him a soul and that why he can life now #proceeds to post this without lore explaination because school look in tags yall #utpyrt

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odysseys-blood · 8 months ago

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im guessing itd be safe to assume that belphie's the youngest out of all the kings right? like its established that lucifer is the oldest and im guessing asmodeus would be older than the main four (though i dont think thats been confirmed so its staying a guess for now), and considering this

id assume beelzebub was older or at least starting to take on some of his duties when belphegor was born (honestly doubt hed be doing any of his duties before young adult age at the earliest also so id also pin him as being around that range too)

#cliffnotes/.txt #whb #whb spoilers #the babiest king...spoiled little man that does the bare minimum #in true youngest fashion #i think thatd make him the only king w/ subordinates that are likely older than him too #cause gusion was shown with kid satan and beel #and it sounds like most of the other nobles tend to be younger or at least thats a guess based on how bimet and valefor talk abt #the lab and mammon in ch5 #tho this is all speculation considering its p ambiguous and doesnt rly mean much in the long run

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momonokopan · 2 years ago

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4/20/2023

happy birthday kyuubei!

she is so important to me

#gintama #gintama fanart #銀魂 #柳生九兵衛 #gntm #gtm #yagyuu kyuubei #my art tag now bish #she has such an important part in my Bizarre Gender Adventures #its a good thing sorachi didnt go ambiguous route w kyuubei like how dangan did chihiro cue mass confusion #the main thing about some jp trans narratives is being true to who you are despite sex and gender #and thats the same w kyuubei’s being raised masc all her life and has only now reconciling w her more feminine side #but it doesnt make her a woman. sorachi even discarded his original idea for kyuubei abandoning this narrative #and made her so much more realistic in a sense #the nonbinary narrative here is very jp-like and he did it p well i think #kyuubei solidarity frfr #color palete challenge

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pastellmochi · 25 days ago

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non paralive moots im begging yuo listen to my wife singing

#i was behind the camera nd i never blinked once lookinf at him i will jeffthge killer style burnoff my eyelids so th better i can lookathimw #i need to put My oil in his pores #i woudl fry my food w his face oil i'll let him feed me cockroaches and set me on fire like the one vid of the guy w the cockroach as long #s i get to set him on fire back i hope they project this on time square toe curlinf music tha t makes me gag if i was a vampire and he was #n his period. strawberry jam im in the background of all the shots just watching him itmust be crazy goinf from ibuki imperialism #sitch to kenta character focus all rise for the anthem of every country ever united under one stupid greenfHIS EXTRA VERSE IS PLAYOING OAOO #kenta shimeji that deletes all my shit and only plays his songs #gonna recite thi slike a mantra to myself rock myself back and forth in a corner if i get out of a parakive concert itll look like attempte #murder but i did it all myself in will be the guardian angel to everyone who worked on this everything after gokuluck is opposite of peak #poo. opposite of peak is poodoodoo. imagine having to ppost yer music after peakuluck kenta solved all my problems ever I LOVE WHEN YOU #CAN HEAR KENTAS SNARKY SMILE his little Alrights and okays and buu!If the sneezing when someones talking ab you myth was true #he would be sneezy bc of me HANDSOME HIII HANDSOME how am i gonna talk to non paralive moots what do i even say Hello! How ar e you!#i cant do that anymore im the surprise man from freak month are you sure its alright are you sure UUGUHHHH THE LITTLE wikaioaiugh at beginn #ng i love music thanks for inventing music guys thanks for inventing handsome Lockjaw Parvo Tetnis Botfly kenta tetnis eerm i thought yousa #tetris ☝️‼️‼️‼️ EVERYONE SHUT UP HES SPEAKING. LISTEN LISTENthe world will be like that one scen e in the one movie where they all stop tal #EXTRA VERSE CUTIEBEAR I LOV E YOU YOU SOUND SO PRETTYYY WE FINALLY GOT PRETTY SOUNDING KENTA AWROOO BOW WOW !!!!!! ing when he heads upstai #and just look at him when claudio went how cute how fun how SWEET and also when claudio went i spit in it my saliva is now inside all of th #se peoples bodies thats me when kenta leaves his energy drinks unattended but dw itll add extra fizz Hi ryog A the only way to describe how #i feel about kenta is like claudio gregory shawn mendes you cast a Spell on me Spell on me! STILL ALIVE okau HES SO CUUUTE kenta i will hel #you dispose of every other groups bodies okau man i gotta draw salkenta after this day 1 of scarface I already feel my beast form taking p #HIIIIE KENTA RIDE ON RIDE ON INDEED WAUAUUAA WAUUAUAUUAUA WAUAUAUAUAU kachi toru made lets be like UTV and the archiver babydoll my face is #n fire and SOOOO ARE YOUUUU KENTA COVER OF EVERYTHING FOR APRIL FOOLS CROSSING MY FINGERSS NO POINT IN ACTIN LIKE I DONT LIKE HIM I FOOOOLD #IM YOURS cozmez long forgotten they can be locked in the dome forever for all i care salkenta time im going to sweep kenta off his feet pri #cess style MY PRINCESS YOU DID SO WELL I'LL REWARD YUOUUU youre right youre a musical genius my god my savior my everything you are light y #u are like a fallen angel to me im gonna go kiss him sloppy now and listen to His Own music and draw him GOD WHAT HAVE YOU DONE IM A GOKULU #K GIRL thank you for reading so far i really love kenta and he straight up changed my life i got rid of my ocd opened tabs so i could #watch the stream and i started drawing after 3 years and got back into music and made friends bc of him genuinely i love this guy so much #and no amount of content creation or words could ever convey it but i'll do s o either way i love this community i love my friends i lvoe m #paralive friends i love kenta. i lov ekneta i love kenta

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lilyjinss · 3 months ago

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Sullyoon maining Sigma and Moira in ow is not what I expected to learn today, but I'm glad to have learnt it

#good for her #in another vid bae said sullyoon bae and baes brother used to play minecraft together #and that made me laugh so much like Woah... real babies #im p sure its been around a while but i only associate minecraft with my cousins children so its new and also a baby game in my head #regardless of the fact thats not actually true

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sleepy-stitches · 11 months ago

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oh i should post my gamer wins here too. check this shit

#i have like 40 hours in this game now #this is only on lenient and truly im not that good at it but im having SO much fun. look at me go #onto act ii now. which is fun because i dont think i have anything in there but 6-2 p-ranked #actually thats not even true is it i think i have 4-1 4-4 5-1 and 5-4 all p-ranked also. but i know im missing a lot of challenges in there #ill get to it all in time #original post placeholder tag

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soomanymoths · 1 year ago

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CrinklyTinfoil bs

Just a collection of receipts since krys decided to go ahead and spew such backwards bs im no longer willing to keep this to myself - i only did in the first place because crinkles spouse (nightjarteeth) asked me to keep it tucked away for a while (Night is aware of the events and supports me in the situation last i checked).

Crinkle really hates the idea of their behavior backfiring & someone they hurt speaking about the experience. They will do anything to discredit people, doesnt matter if they caused the sitch in the 1st place. Its all about appearances, distorting events and grasping at straws for them. If you're their reader and you choose to believe them - remember they were comfortable pulling wool over the eyes of their spouse and someone they called a "dear friend". Ask yourself why anyone else would be exempt from this.

I might update this when i have more time on my hands.

Edit: The housing situation crinkle is now with krys is well deserved, he made his bed. Its just unfair that nightjar has to suffer over his choice of "buddies".