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i feel like we as a fandom don’t talk enough about the fact that steve’s redemption arc had nothing to do with the upside down
like, yes, he grows pretty steadily as a person over the course of the entire show, and yes, his relationships with dustin and robin specifically are a big part of that growth and both those relationships are rooted in UD shenanigans, but that isn’t where it started. and it wasn’t nancy either
he has that whole speech in s4 about how he needs to get conked on the head to start moving in the right direction, and maybe that’s true to an extent, but the wallop he got wasn’t “monsters are real” and it wasn’t “ough pretty girl,” it was him, completely on his own, wanting to change
because the death of king steve is 100% a choice steve makes, voluntarily, before he knows about the UD, totally separate from his desire to be with nancy. he realizes fully independently that he isn’t proud of being a bully and he wants to do better. that’s entirely steve deciding that for himself
he goes to jonathan first. he doesn’t apologize to nancy first, he’s not trying to get back on her good side, he’s not trying to get ahead of any story and convince her to take him back. he still even actively thinks jonathan is sleeping with her, at this point
he has every logical reason to believe that jonathan 1) violated him sexually (and publicly!) and 2) fucked his girlfriend. he has every reason to think his girlfriend cheated on him! his anger with jonathan (and nancy!) is, from steve’s pov, given the information he has, completely justified, and steve still, with no reason at all to like jonathan or forgive nancy, with no reason to go against tommy and carol (given that they’re his lifelong best friends and have seemingly just been proven right about hating his gf), decides completely independently that the things he said to jonathan were out of line
he has literally no reason to be kind to this dude, and he’s working against a pretty engrained habit of teenage cruelty, and he still makes that call all by himself. for no other reason than that his conscience demands it. that’s an astonishingly humble and selfless act from any 17 year old, but especially one who was raised on money and popularity and has no real reason to go against that upbringing (and has never done so before!). the moral fortitude that takes is incredible
i couldn’t have made that apology at 17, i was way too caught up in myself and far too scared of feeling any kind of shame or social consequences. i would have focused on the things that fueled my anger, that made me feel justified. i wouldn’t have been capable of seriously reflecting on the ways i might be in the wrong. but steve does. he makes that call completely unprompted. he chooses to not only acknowledge that what he said to jonathan was fucked up, as was what he and tommy did to nancy (even when, again, his anger, if not his actions, was fully justified), but to apologize to jonathan first (risking him convincing nancy that steve isn’t worth forgiving, and he still thinks this is the guy fucking his girlfriend, and this is the guy who never apologized for the creepshots!) and to abandon his social safety net to do it (horrifically difficult to do at that age)
and then the poor guy gets attacked by a monster and the first thing he does is save the asshole who took naked pics of him and basically risked showing the whole school, and the girlfriend he has every reason to believe is fucking him.
steve harrington is a fucking saint and we don’t talk about it enough.
#steve harrington#stranger things#everyone else has character growth jumpstarted by the ud directly#nancy’s comes from barb#jonathan’s comes from will#joyce and hopper’s whole arc is ud-initiated#robin only admits steve doesn’t suck after he gets tortured for her#eddie only confronts his biases after chrissy#steve is literally the only one to make the choice to start growing up on his own#no monsters in sight#he decides to be better because he wants to be better and that’s it#king steve didn’t die with a nailbat in his hands he died holding a squeegee to a movie marquee#and that’s a big fucking deal ok#that takes strength of character most people don’t have#it takes strength of character i certainly don’t have#i just think he should get more credit for consistently choosing to be the best person he can be#even when he fucks up he’s still making the choice to apologize and make amends and do better#he’s just very important to me ok
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tarpit site.
#personal#delete later#for context a tweet i made in the middle of the night blew the fuck up and brought the attention of anime fans who've been#harassing and hassling me about my big factual blunder for an entire day straight#“ok i'll apologize” “bro it's not that serious.”#“you're right it's not that serious“ ”why won't you just admit that you're wrong and apologize!“#i'm not going crazy right. i feel like i'm getting manipulated into thinking i must've been wrong#it's crazy how twitter hate will trick you into believing saying something someone else disagrees with is a moral failing#sorry i haven't seen frieren i guess but what's it to you. i wasn't making a claim or statement#also because nobody has gotten this in the original post i wasn't talking about the quality of animation i'm talking about solid drawing#which is a very specific principle of animation. dandandan has really good solid drawing wherein all the characters are animated#with realistic and proportional 3d depth. newsflash but trigger doesn't prioritize solid drawing in their animation and that's fine#it's an aesthetic choice and has ties to production limits. none of this is a big deal. this is all so stupid lol#i've dealt with worse and more annoying weebs though it's fine i'll put on my clown nose twitter needs their stupid guy for the day#oh btw at the end of the day this doesn't matter. it'll be over by tomorrow. all that's happening is petty angry emotions.#so please don't involve yourself by jumping into the argument and prolonging this shit#i'm about to go on a date with tulli after being apart for a month this is the furtherest thing from my mind rn
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#I have been subjected to so many bad takes#Regarding the gamefreak leak#People trying to have the most monetizable reactions#Like my dudes they just wrote pokemon as yokai myths#Then decided not to go in that direction after they wrote those myths#Its really not a big deal#You don’t need some online persona to tell you its ok to still like typhlosion or octillery#You can look at that and go ok and continue playing your games#Also fuck the leaker for doxxing employees#But future content was the line they refused to cross#Chud Behavior
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I think it's really annoying that leo has completely falsified memories of jason too and this is barely acknowledged in the books
#it is also barely acknowledged by the fandom but I blame the books for that#call me crazy but I think that's a big deal actually!#he grew up with nothing! no close friends! now his memories of his best friends are fake!#the whole tlh gang obviously become close in the end but I just think leo and jason in particular warranted more thought#rick clearly doesn't dwell on it with leo bc friendships and romance are not given the same weight#one of the first things pov jason says about leo is “if someone like this guy is my friend then my life must be messed up”#(not a callout of jason I think it was hilarious and understandable. he is So Confused)#but idk instead leo's reaction in the books is mostly framed as Ok finally I don't have to be the third wheel anymore#Wait fuck they're dating again anyway!#which is also understandable but I would love to also see him Struggle More with the fact that those memories aren't even real to begin wit#something something friendships are just as valuable and significant and consequential as romances#leo valdez#jason grace#rr crit#<- this is barely a fleshed out criticism of the books themselves but just in case#pjo hoo toa#I could say something about how people hate jiper for this same reason but I won't bc I don't care about jiper really#beyond my general feelings that the way their breakup was written was one of rick's worst writing moments
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today's insane concept to keep my mind off of other matters: will smith hockey getting a gay little earring.
i think it could go something like: mack's just fucking rambling again, of course, always going on about something, and will tunes in just in time to hear, 'would look good on you, smitty, like hot i think. girls love that pretty shit.' and will has to do a little mental reset before he can laugh awkwardly and go, 'mack. what.'
mack's like, 'i'm telling you dude, you've got the face for it i swear.'
'no,' says will, 'what the fuck are you talking about.'
mack rolls his eyes. 'you're such a shitty listener. you should get your ears pierced, dude.' frowns. 'or ear. less --' waves his hand around as if to indicate the broad, nebulous idea of homo that he doesn't like to actually put into words. will appreciates that about him.
'hmm,' says will. 'i don't know.' but mack starts up right where he left off -- it'd be so hot, smitty, and what's your problem anyway, no way you're afraid of needles, lmao (pronounced luh-maow). and will's like prepared to just forget this entire conversation happened, and mack forgets about it pretty much as soon as he gets on the subject of their boston game, which is coming up, and he's got ideas for how they should be on the same line for it. but will catches himself in the mirror a couple days later and thinks, mack said it'd be hot. and, he reasons, he can always just take it out if he doesn't like it. duh.
cue will showing up to practice with a diamond stud because he thought it was like, showy but not too feminine. it's like, a classic. diamonds are always classic. and mack's like HOLY SHIT DUDE. I TOLD YOU. will has to stop him from poking at it, because now that he's got it he's at least gonna make sure it heals properly, and mack's hands are all grimy like a toddler's. but when the rest of the team starts filtering in it's this weird mix of guys who think it's neat, guys who don't bring it up at all, and maybe one or two guys going 'what the hell's this all about, dude?' which is, you know. will's not insecure or anything, that's a girl thing, but he doesn't love that reaction.
so will revisits himself in the mirror later and thinks aw shit, maybe a hoop would've been better. maybe the diamond IS gay. maybe it's too sparkly and i fucked this up and i should just take it out and be done with it and, oh shit, what happens if i get hit in the fucking head and my ear starts bleeding and everyone on the ice knows that i went out and got a PIERCING on PURPOSE which is just SUCH a gayass thing to do, oh my god. and will's like convinced himself fully to take it out, it was a stupid idea anyway, but there's a very, very small part of him that's thinking about mack reaching for him in the room that morning, mouth open in this fascinated little o, going, 'did it hurt? can i -- it looks so good, bud, wow, just like i thought. sick, dude, i --' like he's trying to figure out how to ask for something he doesn't even know he wants. so will leaves the earring in.
#leno clocks it immediately at dinner after the boston game and is like smitty what the fuck.#will's all bluster trying to get him to leave it. it's not a big deal dude. i just thought it'd be fun#leno's not like. particularly gracious about calling will slurs at dinner. but it's just jokes dude jesus#will doesn't know why he's freaking the fuck out about it. anyway does leno really have a leg to stand on#when HE'S the one who always looked over and went 'you wanna?' last year#but that's not helpful either because like. will definitely did wanna. so that couldn't mean anything#because then it would mean BOTH of them were. whatever.#and then he goes to the bathroom to splash water on his face like a stressed out movie protag#etc etc#bees speaks#rpf talk#271#ok back to trying to edit excerpt for class :3
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HENRI TOIVONEN, JUHA KANKKUNEN, CHRISTIAN GEISTDÖRFER, TIMO SALONEN & MARKKU ALÉN in a lift while waiting for WALTER RÖHRL during the 1986 RALLYE DE PORTUGAL
#FNBEWJOPIVOEFWOFIOEJWROWJPGIBPOEIPJGIRGI0DEFWOHIIJOHUEOIJVOEJFIGROEWIROJWGFBOIEFOWFJEGOIPIWJFKOEIJKRORIJKNRGEFWOKJFNEWDKFJNFKEOBJNRGEONJGOIJ#OK HELLO ?? HI ???????????????????#THIS IS A BIG DEAL FOR THREE PEOPLE [ME. MYSELF & I]#HOLY FUCKING SHIT#this is like the lift ride of my dreams#this sprung up on me just like that. and i am going fucking crazy over it.#henri & juha i have been waiting fucking MONTHS to get ONE FUCKING PHOTO of these two together#because they were besties...............................................#AND NOW I HAVE ONE BETTER WITH ACTUAL FOOTAGE OF THEM !! THEY ARE MOVING !!!! JUHA IS USING HIS HEIGHT TO HELP HENRI FIND WALTER :')#and then fucking CHRISTIAN !!!#CHRISTIAN FUCKING GEISTDÖRFER !!! THE FUCKING MAN HIMSELF !!!!!!!!!!!!!!#look at him in that bigass sweater i am weakkkkkkkk#sir u have no right looking that good while searching for your driver like PLEASE#and then there's timo & markku in the back as well#like seriously the gang is all here#i think we should thank the cameraman for filming this moment but also not filming ilkka#because that would hve been it for me. i would not be able to recover from that. like seriously. that would be too much.#but oh my god imagine he was in there as well with christian & juha & henri eeekekekekekkek oh my god that would have been the dream for me#i should have been in the lift !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#i have a lot of thoughts of this six second of footage and i will not stop thinking abt it#1980s#wrc#motorsport#world rally championship#group b#rally#henri toivonen#juha kankkunen#christian geistdörfer#timo salonen
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people talk a big game about how weird Fallen London’s worldbuilding is but nobody ever mentions that the crabs fucking float. Why the hell do the crabs float
#CALCIUM CARBONATE IS ALMOST 3 TIMES AS DENSE AS WATER#ARE THE CRABS FUCKING HOLLOW. WHAT IS THIS#‘ooh their blood is bioluminescent. spoooky’ i cannot express to you how inconsequential this is to me#ok so their hematopoietic tissues also generate luciferase. big deal. AIR BLADDER WHERE#it’s probably the same principle that lets the goldfish swim in the air but i also don’t understand at all why that happens#this is me being zalty that i lost another captain to angler crabs in Sunless Seas. btw#laurelnose.txt
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This is so stupid and such a small thing and idk what it says about me but I always laugh and giggle to myself when people ask me how mom died and I tell them cuz the reaction is almost always “Oh! Oh….oh my god….” Like yeah Baby girl that trauma is trauma-ing big time for me lol
#Mama#as long as Barry and I have been friends he didn’t know how mom died#mostly because I don’t go around talking about it obvy#but I just told him today and like listen Barry is usually a goofy man#like he’s goofy and he’s caring but like doesn’t usually show the caring side a lot#just….just think Bakugou coded ok cuz that’s him#but yeah anyway I told him today#and he of course had that same reaction like ‘Oh! goddamn’#but what got me was immediately after he said ‘the way you react to that kinda worries me Ms. Marq’#he said ‘you said it as if she had died from cancer or something. like you knew it was coming’#and I was like ‘oh no. I didn’t at it was a complete shock lol. that’s also why in the group chat you don’t see me respond until morning’#and he’s like ‘wait why?’#and I was like ‘because most of the time when my phone goes on the bedtime do not disturb mode I am afraid to check it until the morning#and what really made me happy was that he was like ‘Aw. ok I see…. and then paused for a bit and was like#‘I’ll send a ‘good morning Ms Marq’ in the group chat then before I bombard yall with my foolishness#like 🥹🥹🥹#he didn’t make a big deal about it…he understood I’m a little fucked up#and then was like ‘well I’ll offer this little happiness for you maybe it’ll help’#it was a nice moment. I’m very very thankful for work wife and work bestie Barry
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new weird yuri au just dropped (featuring a super old "corrupted" bachikin design heavily based off of her in mo2 (that i should probably remake one day..))
colored version + extra doodles
#adukin mo4#bachikin mo4#mo4#ekurambles#tw scars#i was so sleepy while drawing this so the anatomy is definitely fucked#be nice to me ok..#i love adubachi but i also love fucking up characters severely#i NEED to make a better corrupted bachikin to match my adukin..#shes meant to be sort of based off of both horror game protags and monsters#her ribcage is technically the only real bones left in her body ^_^ gou replaced most of them since they were severely damaged from her-#-doing monster hunting as a big part of her part-time jobs.. she gets pretty beat up in the process and can't tell how injured shes gotten-#-due to the natural enhanced strength of ikenumas#she hates touch because she feel like the ship of theseus at this point. if you touch my body are you even really touching me type deal#if i do end up redesigning the corrupted bachikin i want to add more wings to her#more.. MORE.. MORE!!!!!!!!! she needs like 50 wings.#uh oh im rambling.#oops#ermm..#i should go to bed *embarrassed*
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aau rework version of the overload/boss fight where it actually has consequences and bearing on the character dynamics save me,, save me aau rework,,,,
#Ily greif Stricken mj ily trust issues hattie ily pissed snatcher etc#The overload actually being a big deal also works out better bc youknow snatch doessss elude to it with mjs contract that shit will go down#So It fits better to me theyll all get a dynamic shift#ESP with the thought of mj finally starting to bond w snatcher a bit beforehand too fuckkkk#Undid all that progress#AND HAT that fucks me upppp like the one adult person you meet that you trust that hasn’t tried to kill you or backstab you doing just that#That will FUCK HER UPPPPP#THE SECOND IT HIT ME THE REASON I STRUGGLED WRITING HER WAS BC SHE WAS BORING WAS EARTH SHATTERING#BC THEN I WAS INSTANTLY LIKE “ok she comes to befriend mj wayyyy too fast I gotta inflict trust issues upon her later”#Bc I mentioned it like she jokes that mj is the only person on earth that didn’t try to kill her but never played on that fact#So boom the overload is my opportunity#Like they can’t get into a found family THAT EASILY. THESE GUYS ARE FIGHTING TOOTH AND NAIL FOR IT !!#a!au#amnesia!moonjumper au#ahit au#ahit a!au#Also if if ur wondering I drew snatch like that bc I like the idea he’s in between forms bc he’s weakened <mj uses the blue strings on him#Hence why he doesn’t do anything during the fight bc he’s kinda sorta been restrained oops lol#Watching ur forest and subjects get fucked up by a weirdo fucked up you cannot be fun#No one wins in overload arc. Everyone is having a bad time. Lol.#Ok I’m done yapping#Everyone loves Raymond OUT everyone hates mj IN
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people making such a big deal out of bucktommy possibly kissing in front of everyone at the wedding as if tim and the cast haven't explicitly said there are no more 'coming out' scenes and that they don't want to make it this big thing, meaning the rest probably will not have much of a reaction other than 'oh that's great ily' and a .5 sec conversation about it. trust the writters! they never disappoint
#911 spoilers#listen i get that in Real Life it would be a Big Fucking Deal but we're talking fantasy world#where if people don't want to make a big deal of it... they won't!#bet buck will be like 'hey so this is tommy... my date' and everyone will be like 'ok cool'#and fucking move on no questions asked! and i love that bc that's what we want for us irl#let the gays be gay whenever and wherever#if you think buck should not be free to kiss his date whenever then just unfollow me for all i care#maddie would not care and so i won't either
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sorry i keep talking about canada as of recent but actually. fuck danielle smith. i genuinely can’t believe i have to live in the province with her as the premier.
#shut up scott#even looking past the abhorrent laws about trans youth she’s passing (which as a trans minor i have every right to be pissed about)#she barely stands with her own fucking province???#with all the tariffs trump is set to impose where. ok alberta’s biggest industry by FAR is oil and gas#hell both my parents have worked in it and i lived in fort mcmurray for the first ~4 years of my life so i’ve lived around the big areas of#industry. are we good with how we as a province deal with oil and gas and the environment as a province uh. not really in a lot of regards#BUT. it is still the biggest industry here that a lot of people rely on to have a job in#and smith just??? went down to washington and turned a blind eye as trump repeatedly said all this shit about tariffs that could have a#serious impact on our economy??#and then obviously trump was like wooo canada we want your energy and then later basically told us to fuck off#genuinely fuck danielle smith. fuck her for turning a blind eye to something that could impact the lives jobs and wages of the people in#HER OWN. PROVINCE. fuck anyone who voted for her.#i’m so mad that i literally can’t do anything for another year and a half because i’m still a minor#but having that piece of shit be the leader of the province that i#a queer transgender minor with two parents whose jobs are tied directly to the oil and gas industry makes me sick.
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Could I request Celine, Fogado, Zelestia and Emblem Robin all using Levin Swords? Because fun fact: Fogado is an actual beast with magic weapons for a bow knight
The "Levin Sword Convention" looks great
#fe engage#fogado#fe celine#fe fogado#robin#fe zelestia#fire emblem#fire emblem engage#IGNORE HOW DIFFERENT HIS COLORS ARE I FUCKED UP OVERLAYS#also anon casually requesting like 4 characters with extremely complicated designs like its no big deal#its ok i love requests feel free to send more now and forever and always#doods
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forced myself to finish this book even though by the last hundred pages or so all i was doing was picking apart the post-catholicism of it all. bc i feel like it's important to read shit you don't gel with . just because. even though the whole way through i was like they HAVE to prove it's not real. they HAVE to. so not the point of any of it but i was desperate for them to Find The Body etc. and of course instead they have mystical time travel experiences and all that because that is the kind of book the actual star is but i was desperate for them to realize that the star you see is the actual star. and then it wasn't
#the actual star#like i me? personally? am a staunch and firm believer that the star you see is the actual star#i dont cotton to the concept of 'higher levels of consciousness'#or 'transcendence' or the concept that the world is not the home#like. do i think people can put themselves in altered states of consciousness? sure. but none of those states are higher or better#it's just drugs or whatever. hallucination. sleep deprivation. really good/bad mood. brainwaves#i like aggressively dont believe that shit#but the book and the characters here DO. and i had to go with it while trying not to nitpick it too hard the entire time#not my favorite experience but one i was determined to have anyway just to see the thing through to the end#i think my favorite timeline was a tossup between the 1012 and the 3012. but the 3012 mostly in the beginning when it was all worldbuilding#by the end it was getting more mystical and i had too many issues with the future society that weren't going to have time to be resolved#which was very clearly also not the Point Of The Book which is a big one for loose threads and 'decoherence of meaning'#the 1012 plot was more engaging on a throughline level. i enjoyed it beginning middle to end just wish ket had been there more#she was sort of a decoy protagonist she got a couple chapters and then it was all the twins lethally misunderstanding each other#this is also a book which really really gets into entropy which#well first of all its scary. entropy. but secondable it's not as big of a noticeable deal as youd think it would be#what the fuck ever you're alive#who cares if everything is going to fall apart in eight billion years#there's a bit in the last xander chapter where he's like oh i HATE everything i HATE the earth!!! ok and you're about to have#the most formative experience of your life and build a cult around it. on the foundational idea that the earth isnt as real as heaven is#babeeeeeeeeeeeeeee the catholicismmmmmmmmmmmmmm#this book. more than anything. made me think about all of the 3012 jewish buddhist etc ppl living in sedente communities like#watching all of this from the sidelines wondering when Christianity 2 is going to fall apart under its own weight#now THAT'S entropy babey
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i find it endlessly funny that people on twitter saw these early elemental test animations and went “THIS IS WHAT WE COULD’VE ENDED UP WITH???!@;&” like no actually believe it or not there was a time when the animators were still learning how characters made entirely from water and fire worked. It’s almost like it took lots of trial and error to end up with the visually stunning movie that we have today. crazy isn’t it
#it’s not that big of a deal but it did bug me to see so many people just. FREAK OUT over this image#i mean it is really fucking funny don’t get me wrong#but the number of people going oh woe is me what has pixar come to got on my nerves#it’s a nice reminder that elemental is one of pixar’s most technically complex and difficult films ever#and it’s insane that it looks as good as it does#ok rant over bye#elemental#pixar#ember lumen#wade ripple#lou rambles
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Also I started listening to the recording of tmbptmbg today and at the end of the second hour they were talking about how there are people requesting from all over the world because someone requested from the Philippines and then one of the hosts said about the requests that "There was one from Poland. From Ray"... ME MENTION!!!!!!! HOLY SMOKES!!!!!!!
#actually the one big reason why i'm making such a big deal out of this is that i requested where your eyes don't go#and i also said in my text requesting it that i'm doing so in hopes that they play it during the show i'm going to in two days#i actually did NOT think they would play it though. they were playing it in the us and australia but not in the uk as far as i knew#i did not know yet that it would return as an encore during the show on the next day so a day before mine#AND THEN THEY PLAYED IT AGAIN. DURING MY SHOW#and wait i did not mention yet that i had high hopes for finding some tmbg vinyl / cds here especially flood#because i figured that out of all the places outside of the us where i could have even a sliver of a chance to do that#it would have to be in the uk. because that's the place where birdhouse in your soul and flood were once so popular. right#and what do i find in one shop i pass by randomly the day after the show?? FUCKING. FLOOD. . ON VINYL#maybe some sort of greater benevolent force does exist and decided to grant all my wishes this time#like this is actually crazy to actually to think about. how on earth.#if thats not fate then i dont know what it is <- doesn't actually believe in fate. or didn't until this point at least /hj#i'm the world's unluckiest girl until i suddenly get so lucky that i don't know what to make of that cause it's like. what#but ok more of all that madness is to be properly analysed soon of course#goosepost
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