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Hi, okay, so words can even describe how much I love him even more
#tree talks#nonsense#jax loves violence#jax is the violent asshat I wanted#and nothing else matters /j#and said some certain lines in this episode that’ll stick with me for a while#tadc#the amazing digital circus#tadc jax#jax
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the butch euphoria of two (2) people mistaking you for an employee at the Home Depot
#I’ll always hv that. I guess.#maybe that’ll sustain me#op#anyway if you want the Strat. wear a hip bag. bc I was literally in the shorts I slept in so I assume it was the bag they were clocking#or. the hacksaw. that I brought from home. and was sticking out of the bag.
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my poor little dog is so sad and uncomfy lately :( he was doing so well but whatever is wrong with him is back and now he’s MISERABLE
#maybe he looks it to us#and the rash thing looks so bad!!! all of a sudden!!!! after being so good and better!!!!!!#we’re taking him to an emergency vet tomorrow because we need to figure it out#his real vet was fine but it took three tries of meds and stuff to help and then. it didn’t even stick. so#if anyone has experience treating their dog with some severe uhhhh#malassezia dermatitis. let me know. you’re suggestions. i’m begging.#(he’s wearing a cone and we’re trying to wash the area with topical shampoo but only so much helps)#and i’m so sad looking at him :(#we also just changed his food so maybe that’ll help :( idk what to do now :(#your* suggestions UGH
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GIVE IT UP FOR A NEW DAY OF THE WEEK!!!!! durge duesday……. 👁️👁️
#baldur's gate 3#bg3#dark urge#bg3 durge#oc: idrael#him/her pronouns for this one babey#his name’s idrael so i couldn’t exactly come up with a better day of the week lmaoooo#we make do though ✌🏼✌🏼#and omg let me tell you durge is a RIDE so far#i didn’t expect such a stark difference between a durge and tav but i am living for it 😳#i cut off gale’s hand at first aldjAKDJSJ reloaded bc i love and need him in my party#but oh i can’t wait to do smth fucked up like that again and let it stick…… especially as a paladin bc that was enough to break my oath!#so i’m hoping smth else will pop up soon and i can break my oath fr#i know about alfira already so that’ll probably do it aldjsjdj#oc#limited edition post
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had a little oopsie
#near death experience got me feeling a little silly#no injuries whatsoever. miraculously.#only the sudden loss of my car and the memory that’ll stick forever hahahahahaha#seriously though i’m okay. just a bummer that it happened
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Live footage of me hearing someone talk smack about Classic companions
#i have no idea how you can watch all of their episodes and come away with the impressions this person has#the outright slander i just witnessed against some of my favorite people (and perhaps worst of all against steven my beloved) was insane#that’ll teach me to watch random youtubers. i’ll stick with the people here that actually understand the characters.#classic who
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A message to the recent & future transgender pick-mes.
If you’re a trans pick-me (no matter where you align with gender) there’s a special place in Hell just for you & I don’t even believe in Hell. Having trauma isn’t excusing your actions of going out of your way to hurt other people actively. It explains that it comes from a place of hurt potentially or you’re just turning into a rage-bait influencer because it makes you money. Either way you come after trans people who don’t do being trans exactly like you so they “aren’t really trans.” You get a taste of the right-wing rage-bait money pot & you wanna keep going because money & maybe some weird part of you thinks this will save you from transphobic attacks? Honey, we’re all just fags to them no matter how we look or act. Even if you’re a cis person not following the norm or unaware of the politics of it all, you’re still just a faggot to them who they will eventually want to snuff out. I’m saying this as a tranny fag just to be clear! You can’t be playing these exclusion games & thinking it’s going to make you powerful! Even Milo Yionnapolis or whatever that fucker’s name was got dropped by the Trump Administration! They do not like us & they never will like us! Democrat, republican, whatever it is; if it’s capitalist, it doesn’t like us! No matter how much you lick those boots, it’ll do you no good. You’re a faggot/tranny just like me & the rest of us, that’s how these suits see it & always will see it no matter how much you try to prove “I’m one of the good ones.” They aren’t going to save you, we’re all on the chopping block to them no matter what our politics are. These government folks don’t see any of us as “one of the good ones.” Get over yourself, grow the fuck up, and stand side-by-side with your transsexual siblings! All we have is each other, these cis people aren’t shit! 💜 Down with cis! 💜
#if you don’t know what a pick-me is read the post and or look it up#I’m not going to name names because I’m not a pick me bich with a big following#& unlike the money making influencers I don’t have the luxury of people demanding my account be brought back on other sites#hate that word ‘influencer’ but it serves the purpose of this topic in particular#this goes out to certain Kellys & Bucks & Kalvins & all the other sniveling whiny irrelevant pick-mes who play the I got mine so screw you#card & betray the very people who supported them & for being a traitor to their wider community of trans siblings#imagine wanting to be a bitter angry obnoxious influencer until you eventually pass away; that is honestly a skill issue#grow some compassion & learn to love the people & things around you; that’ll do you much better than a life of pointless performativity#I think we should bring back the phrase#down with cis#& I mean that genuinely#these self hating trans circles much like the people crusading after trans people will only eat themselves & each other alive#you’re better off supporting & sticking by your trans siblings; yes even the ones who you think do gender weird or have neopronouns#get over yourselves please; neopronouns aren’t even probably new tbh but this isn’t a history post#mine#op#trans#transgender#nonbinary#enby#tw slur#tw slurs#cw slurs#slurs tw#tw t slur#tw f slur#f slur#t slur#slurs cw
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Trying to stave off art block so I made a Hollow Knight OC- little moth who decided they wanted to be a merchant and traverse the kingdom. Went pretty well until it didn’t djdjjdjd
#going with nier as their name rn but who knows if that’ll stick djdjdjdjd#anywho uh. traveling merchant moth! have them djsjjsjsjs#sorry for the lack of art btw my brain is not being kind djdjdjjd and it’s giving me art block#which is not ideal given the amount of things I want to doodle#but uh. anywho. moth. look at the#m#doodle#sketch#oc#hollow knight oc#hollow knight#moth#nier#still might change the name but I’ll tag it for now#ask to tag
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I can go on that ramble about the future and housing and aromanticism though now. It’s like man, the future is already something that is so inconceivable to me. To then have the sexuality that does not allow me to slot in the cookie cutter you find a romantic partner that you end up moving in with is terrible. And like In this economy I sure can’t live alone, and I know at least when I’m sick I desperately want someone to be there. And then there’s I’m likely to move around a bunch how do you deal with that housing, other than the work having paid housing. like constantly having to find somewhere that’s looking for roommates and it isn’t terrible? And then long term, when I find a job I stay at for a while (that’s remote so I’d love to live in a remote place) is it like I find a place to stay and then I’m stuck there forever and I just have to hope that I make good friends at this new place. (Friends that don’t want to live exclusively with a romantic partner no less.) I want to live with close friends so bad and I’m not sure if that’s a feasible thing for my future. I’m a person that has so much hope so I have to assume that yes it will work out, I do believe that. But man just hearing someone mention it, sparks that hope.
#… vaguely related other way too personal ramble#I need to try so hard to keep my friends for a long time. I want it so much#but I’ve never had close friends till now and once I went to a different period in my life the friends I had were gone#and Ive made really close friends now in college and one day I was talking with one of them on a walk home and mentioned still being friend#in 5 years. and they were like that’s not happening this friendgroup isn’t sticking together that long and they were right#at least for them specifically they were the one that came back worse and it’s a big group#there are most definitely different groups inside it and that makes me worry if once I finish college I’ll still chat with them at all#and oh hey tying this into another thought I had earlier… I’m planning on studying abroad next semester (that’s the application I’m procras#inating rn lol) and I’ll be like 8 hours in the future and I guess that’ll be the ultimate test on if I can really keep friends#a trial run before I graduate#and I won’t let this thinking of the future ruin my time now I know that doesn’t help but still.#well… actually summer sorta also is a trial run. and I still talked with them just less often and in a different way… it’s gonna be okay#this is a post i made#uh I am bad at tagging if things are vent posts or not#vent#oh I completely forgot to put the online part of the tag ramble! Ive made quite a few friends online and we talk for a while and I love the#and then it’s a every once in a while going hey I still care about you but I can’t hold a conversation for the life of me#and now there’s. you know who. who I care about so much and we say things I never imagined people saying about me#and I am so scared? (… sure) that that’s gonna go the same way. and I’m not sure reassurance on any of this will really help I think it’ll#just be I will only be less scared of the future as time passes and it’s proven to be wrong#mh hit the I want to keep this all inside and not let this out to not make other people think about it thing#… okay now I need to make a joke that is so tonal whiplash cause uhhh okay siffrin#… I need to go to sleep it’s late I’m sure that’s why all these feelings are being brought up… ’I’m fine’ as great role model siffrin says#… but it doesn’t feel real that people care about me. that I do actually have an impact. that I’m actually a note in someone’s story#I know it logically everyone I’ve ever known is part of me but it’s so hard to imagine that applies to me in others#okay I’m gonna go shower and go to sleep. I wanna say ignore this post but that’s not a good idea I don’t think#though just talking into the void does help a lot. I’m great at talking myself into believing that things are a okay if I just talk about i#… this wasn’t supposed to be a vent or be so long geez
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not me laying here in bed at 5:59am listening to Francesca on loop and full-on crying about how much i love Venti
#heaven is not fit to house a love like you and i#venti#barbatos#genshin impact#francesca by hozier#Seven’s Genshin Commentary#they’re good tears don’t worry. this is a positive post#it’s been nearly two years and the love i hold in my heart for that little God has done nothing but grow and grow#i know this blog’s been dead for quite a while and i haven’t written anything for him in a while but the love never died#i suspect it never will. he’s one of those characers that’ll probably (hopefully) stick with me forever#but good god this song is really making me want to write for Venti again#maybe a sort-of part two(?) for I Lost A Friend…#i was so fixated on a different character when i first heard this song that there wasn’t room in my brain to connect it to Venti#but recently something made me think of the song in the context of Venti#specifically how well it fits for Saoirse and Venti in This Is Unconditional…#i’ve gotta go…#*wipes my tears and opens a google doc*
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Every so often recently I’ve been thinking about how the first time I read The Outsiders was when my grade eight class studied it and I did not recognize the name Paul Newman at all to the point where I genuinely thought he was just one of Ponyboy’s classmates who’s mentioned to make the world feel more lived-in but not actually relevant to the plot and so he never comes up again. And while I really liked the book I never got as into it as I am now and so when I followed @/hotvintagepoll this year and saw him there and actually got into vintage films I never made the connection because I couldn’t remember the opening passage. And then when I reread it more recently this year because of the musical reawakening my affection for it I STILL didn’t make the connection until I was trying to remember the opening passage on my own and thought his name before going “wait no that’s a movie guy. Isn’t it?” and it wasn’t until I actually paid attention to the lyrics of the musical & the context in which Paul Newman is mentioned in not one but two songs and also googled Cool Hand Luke that I finally understood that Ponyboy was actually talking about actor Paul Newman.
#it amuses me to think about#in my defence along my vintage movie escapades I have yet to watch a Newman picture#although actually the plot summary of cool hand luke does intrigue me#so maybe that’ll be my first Paul Newman movie#og#personal#the outsiders#<- not really worth maintagging but I have an organizational system and I am going to stick to it
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Hey, do you got doctors appointments you need to schedule but haven’t for whatever dumb reason (for me, laziness. probably. no no, complacency. That sounds better)? Well, go do it! Now! or soon! You need to just hurry up and schedule that shit! I’m sorry! Make the call! You gotta! You’re probably gonna have to wait multiple weeks for the appointment anyway, so if you wait until the problem is really bad, then you’re just condemning yourself to waiting extra long to get checked out. Jeez!
#this is mostly directed at me#still having breathing issues#it maaaaay be related to sinus issues. I don’t think that’s entirely it but it’s worth a shot#My sinuses have been messed up for so so long and it’s killing me and I just now set up an ENT appointment#so now. good job at making the appointment. but now you gotta wait 2.5 weeks just for the initial check-in#I just want someone to stick a lil camera up my nose and see why my lil holes always feel so swollen 🥺#my poor lil holes 🥺#but I’ll probably have the initial meeting and then if I can convince them to scope me out that’ll take a bit to schedule. probably.#been having breathing issues lately which you may have noticed if you skimmed any of my recent flood of text posts#went looking back through old head scan reports and and saw some mentions of nasal polyps and blockage#that of course no one ever mentioned at the time#and I’ve always suspected that my sinuses might be deviated or have growths or whatever bc breathing was never my strong suit#but maybe it’s nothing 🤷🏻♂️#but maybe it’s something. that’s the thing. I should have looked into this before it got bad#I have a real bad issue with complacency#life doesn’t even have to be GOOD. as long as I can live and not be stressed and be lazy I will 99% of the time just do nothing#hence… why my life is like… this. uneventful. sad. bare minimum of an existence.#this is getting too existential and self-deprecating#I don’t know what I’m going to do for 2.5 weeks. stressful.#I know it won’t fix all of my problems. not my MAIN issues. but doing SOMETHING is not nothing. especially if it takes the edge off#too many tags#you can ignore this#just go make that phone call!#I’d make it for you if I could!#text
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#starting to think i’m just gonna low-key daydream about going on a low dose of T forever#like. every time a friend has started T my brain is like ��god i wish that were me’ and ‘definitely not gonna unpack that’ in rapid su#*succession#anyway#i’m not a guy i know that#i’m just a person who’s a girl maybe 20% of the time#who desperately wants a deeper voice and more masculine features and ideally some facial hair#but my fears are literally so superficial but they’re still enough that like. i’m probably never gonna do anything about this.#right?#like most valid fear is probably cardio related stuff bc i already have iffy circulatory health#but then the others are literally just#1. getting a T prescription would be such a hassle#and 2. i already have lifelong acne and i don’t wanna go back to having the skin i had at 13#but will i ever stop thinking about it?#who knows!#not me!#been working out more and that’s been helping at least#i’m still wildly unfit tho and seeing the visible muscle my friends on T have gained ‘without trying’ makes me so envious#but like there’s no downside to me working out more so that’s what i’m gonna stick with for now#if i’m really brave i’ll cut my hair even shorter again#gender mess#maybe that’ll be my tag for this stuff#personal
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I’m so glad I have a backlog of 40+ years of games to play bc as disappointing new games have been recently, I could just put my attention elsewhere
#like fuck it why not play all the final fantasy games that’ll keep me occupied for at least 3 years#I’m not obligated to consume any new tloz stuff I can just stick with the old stuff
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YAAAAAAAA TYSM FOR THE NEW PART OMG!!! IM SO HAPPY TO SEE MY BOY TOBY HERE AND HIS LITTLE TUSSLE WITH CODY 😭😭🤍🤍🤍🤍 THAT WAS SO CUTE HAHAHAHAHA
also the wholesome nat, masky and sally content was smth i didnt know i needed until now 🥲
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YISS!!!!
I wouldve liked to give Tobbers more, but I didn’t wanna make it feel forced or anything, so he kinda just got a short lil part :”)
And then the nat, Masky n sally part was totally unnecessary but I thought it was cute so 🥲✨
#I almost added an extra bit#of like Toby chasing Cody with a stick on fire#and interrupting the moment btwn Jack n y/n#but idk#it was already almost 4 k words#and I was like eh#idk if that’ll really add anything#but ah well#I love themmmmm#and tysm for the kind ask!!#makes me so so happy to read#💞💗💕💖💞#a demon’s ask
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Haven’t drawn Rae in a while, so I decided to do a lil ref sheet!
#rae art#rae stellor#this is also my sneaky way of hiding info in the tags#hi I’m working on an animation n I think it’ll b rad#I just gotta stick w it n crank it out#so hopefully telling y’all will hold me responsible#I’m also working on another comp vid but that’ll probs come later#love yall !
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