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my poor little dog is so sad and uncomfy lately :( he was doing so well but whatever is wrong with him is back and now he’s MISERABLE
#maybe he looks it to us#and the rash thing looks so bad!!! all of a sudden!!!! after being so good and better!!!!!!#we’re taking him to an emergency vet tomorrow because we need to figure it out#his real vet was fine but it took three tries of meds and stuff to help and then. it didn’t even stick. so#if anyone has experience treating their dog with some severe uhhhh#malassezia dermatitis. let me know. you’re suggestions. i’m begging.#(he’s wearing a cone and we’re trying to wash the area with topical shampoo but only so much helps)#and i’m so sad looking at him :(#we also just changed his food so maybe that’ll help :( idk what to do now :(#your* suggestions UGH
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The Mario movie was cute, best scenes are the ones with the bros just being. Bros.
Peppino is their cousin. That's it, that's the funny.
And per tradition? I guess? Some more (unfortunately Mario-less) doodles under the cut.
... Yeah. Twinsomnia again. These damn sibs are still on my brain. They're here to - Oh? Oh, Peppino's not a kid? They had the wrong address? Oh well. Might as well help him get through the tower!
Something-something functioning as a single character, something-something throwing each other around, something-something basically Gus and Brick.
Some more self-indulgent crossover'ish nonsense...
Same mirror, same man, different time, different reflections. Shoutout to @/rascal-rose for the idea of young Peppino having curly hair!! I cherish him.
And some wholesome stuff to top it off. (I feel like my handwriting is especially bad on the last one, so just in case, it goes "Buongiorno, ranocchio. Do you want the coffee?".)
#mario movie#LMAO AS I WAS TYPING OUT THIS TAG TUMBLR SUGGESTED ''m*ri om*ri'' (censored to avoid infiltrating that tag)#imagine.#anyway#mario mario#luigi mario#pizza tower#peppino spaghetti#fake peppino#twinsomnia#not gonna use the f///nf tag because i feel like i'd be pushing it#like listen. so many times i go into the tag of a thing. and i'll see posts just briefly mentioning that thing and barely having it.#maybe i'm more upset than i should be but i just UGH!! someone out there may be STARVING for g*stavo content and me mentioning him here-#-brings that person to this post.. BUT THERE IS NO G*STAVO!!!!!! NO BLORBO!!!!!!!!!!!!#i could never do that to someone. i know that pain all too well to put someone else through that.#also why i wanna refrain from tagging people i don't personally know. like yes awesome artist look at my insanity that has one brief-#-mention of your awesome idea. obviously credit is necessary but emnemnemne i'd rather do it quietly
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Long Face is a fucking banger
#funny story tho:#I listened to it on YouTube then started playing other random songs#whatever popped up in the recommended that I felt like listening to#after a while YouTube randomly suggested Toxic Love from the Fern Gully soundtrack#and I said hell yes! I love that song#my daughter said ugh that sounds like your stupid vampire song#and I couldn’t stop laughing cause she’s right#iwtv#amc iwtv#interview with the vampire#long face
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Really resent my culture's relationship to food. Food as a commodity, as something to be grown not to be eaten but to be sold overseas and to rot uneaten in fields and behind grocery stores. Food as a comfort, one of few things you get to actually choose and indulge in, and the least healthy choices are the ones that are easiest to buy and consume. Food as a point of control, you can't buy food if you don't sell at least so many hours of life to the Machine, and then what you do get as someone at the bottom of the hierarchy is dictated by others- paternal lawmaking, or arbitrary restrictions, or food given that is unpalatable or outside of your culture or that you don't know how to prepare. Food as a product, what you want is what we have paid for you to want, the food choices you make dictate your marketable lifestyle, the things you eat and drink show your allegiances and your subculture and your sub-subculture, you must eat this much to enter.
Food as a tool for shame is one of the worst offenders. You shouldn't have eaten those things, you should eat this thing instead, why aren't you doing what you're supposed to? You listened to those advertisements and ate what we designed to be as delicious and consumable as possible? You're disgusting. Why won't you eat what you're given? You're ungrateful. Why would you have that carb? Sorry, why would you eat that meat? Sorry, why would you eat anything besides meat? Then, food as a punishment: you must eat the unpleasant thing in unpleasant ways, or else you are irresponsible and deserving of great cruelty. Or, you must not eat anything, or else you are weak willed and deserving of great cruelty. Or, you need to get better, since eating disorders are a feminine problem, a mental health problem, a physical health problem, and being unhealthy is immoral, and unhealthy people are deserving of great cruelty. Why can't you just be normal? By the way, your entire workplace is going keto this month. Your friend is intermittent fasting. Your parents are back on Weight Watchers. Why can't you just be normal?
Then, the way white supremacy permeates it all. Different is disgusting, new is untrustworthy, flavor is unhealthy. I feel like I've been so much better since I started clean eating. That MSG gave me migraines. No, I don't mean from chips, those are fine, I mean from all the stuff they put in Chinese food. Not sure if I want to go in on some tacos, my stomach can't handle it, haha. You know that fried food is always unhealthy, right? And unhealthy is always immoral. Did you eat your vegetables today? Oh, no, of course curry doesn't count. Those vegetables were seasoned and cooked. Processed vegetables don't count. You should have a salad with that, then. You should try this quinoa salad I made. You should really be using agave instead. You should really try out this cleanse.
Food as an entitlement, too, for those with the power in this culture. Violence waged over tropical fruit. Panic over access to anything wanted at any time being interrupted, not even halted. A lack of willingness to change even the smallest amount of their diet when they find out it's killing our planet to farm this many steer, or catch this many fish (and their habitats and the bycatch), because I want steak god damnit, it's a free country!
We're sold poison for our binges and diets for our purges. Our options are growing slimmer, as time is stolen and markets are shuttered and prices continue to go up while packages continue to shrink. Health is kept behind paywalls and sickness is moralized. And somehow, you're the one who's wrong if you don't buy in.
#its enough to make you want to burn the whole thing down#ugh. anyway glad that's off my chest#eat local if you have the means and eat food you like when you're hungry.#can't even say listen to your doctors because doctors are also people stuck in the same malaise everyone else is#and sometimes their suggestions are also bad
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Valentine Vuong is a transfemme they/them enby, I am not accepting criticism at this time 😇
#wednesday spoilers#deadpool spoilers#not impressed with Val's character design in this issue suddenly having MASSIVE BAZONGAS#combined with Tasky misgendering them (without acknowledgement or correction)#it really feels like the narrative intent was to make SURE we know they're AFAB#so it was clear that the Valenpool closure convo was between Wade and A GIRL#hey marvel writers. I see your “Deadpool has to be with a girl” and raise you ”that girl has a dick and Wade LOVES it“#ugh. idk. the whole thing is leaving a bad taste in my mouth#Val's previous character designs did suggest afab but not strongly#their agab wasn't confirmed either way and I really liked that#because like? it's not our business? what's in their pants or down their shirt?#(obligatory disclaimer that of course enbies and transmascs can have a majestic rack and still be 100% their gender)#(I know a lot of pre-op and non-op trans men!)#(but in this specific context that doesn't feel like what they were trying to convey)#(in an ideal world there would be be more than one enby character in the entire fucking universe 😭)#(so the burden of “good representation” wouldn't be all on Val's shoulders)#(but here we are. and so the small choices they make about the character have a HUGE impact)#I guess the curse of being a comics fan is hating the portrayal of your fave 90% of the time#still it's disappointing#ANYWAY Val makes their own E#and they bought those [redacted] with merc money and they were worth every penny#valentine vuong#deadpool (2024)#valenpool#deadpool#wade wilson#gender blender#water logs
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for the first time in his immortal life , the former pianist feels blessed knowing he no longer needed to sleep. this ability allows him all the time he wanted to admire his new lover as he comfortable sleeps in his arms , long fingers gently caressing through his curls as he allows sebastian the rest he so deserves. what a plot twist this man has become for him. an eternity of loneliness , a life cursed with sorrow now brightened fully by this professor's existence , pushing his way into the vampire's life despite the resistance mason initially put up upon their first meeting. he normally believes himself to be stronger when it comes to avoiding others advances , but sebastian was different from those who usually pursue him. they had an immediate connection & understanding of one another that was rarely ever found , enticing the vampire to pursue this friendship with him , but of course , romance eventually found its way. there was true fear in mason's non - beating heart when he revealed to the professor what he really is , but somehow sebastian managed to accept him all the same , knowing that despite his monstrous form , he was the one he was meant to be with. a lifetime of loneliness has soften him slightly , he fears , but he can't resist the human any longer , not when he's managed to make him fall for him , a task he never thought to be possible.
mason continues his gentle caresses until finally the professor stirs hours later , blue eyes meeting his own hazel as he smiles , leaning in to gift his lover a good morning kiss. ❝ mmm. you slept beautifully , ❞ he mumbles against his lips , deepening their reunion a bit with a heady sigh , having wanted to continue their physical exploration since their first kiss the night before. never did he think he'd find something that tasted better than blood , the professor's lips the closest to something sweet he's ever had in over a century. the vampire has no need to breathe , but he parts to give sebastian a moment to compose himself , tucking his face into the crook of his neck & plying gentle kisses along the sensitive skin. he won't dare to bite or mark him here ━━ to do so would be an invasive & terrible move , & mason refuses to do that to him , not unless he expresses the desire to. ❝ to sleep , perchance to dream . . . what did you dream of , my darling ? ❞ mason purrs , kisses now moving to his jaw. ❝ i quite enjoyed holding you all night. it felt so peaceful & safe watching you rest. i honestly think i could do that for longer if you'd let me. ❞
˗ˏˋ ᵒᵛᵉʳᵗᵘʳᵉ· entering the stage ﹕ @wineassassin as sebastian moran.
#wineassassin#˗ˏˋ ᶠᵉᵃᵗᵘʳᶤᶰᵍ· sebastian moran.#˗ˏˋ ᵃᶜᵗ ᶤ· ﹙ ic ﹚ ﹕ make 'em laugh.#˗ˏˋ ˢᶜᵉᶰᵉ· ﹙ act xx ﹚ ﹕ lose your soul.#suggestive //#ish not really#but ehehehehe#im putting this as post sardi's/mason vampire reveal#u know they slept at seb's flat and mason just laid there#and admired him the whole time uGH#mason is so romantic in this au it makes me wEEP
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hey has anyone ever considered doing shinjiro smut for after the fade to black but he lays you across his lap, like has anyone ever considered the canon praise kink with him more—shinjiro who scolds you, calls you trouble and tells you to stay close to him like a "good girl", shinjiro who acts tough, pretends to be fed up with you pushing him around (he loves it, but that doesn't mean you're not gonna hear about it), ignoring what he wants, so two can play that game, and you think, god, he's not holding back anymore, he's going to kiss me, finally, we're going to— but no, he settles on his bed and pats his lap and tells you that you need to "take responsibility" for teasing him like that, messing with his feelings — "be a good girl." remember, you started this.
#shinjiro aragaki#suggestive#i also like the idea of asking him to do something and he outright scoffs like fully has an attitude about it#tries to remind you what he said about ignoring his needs and asks you what makes you think he's gonna pay attention to yours#you think you get to ask him anything? that's cute#i love playing into that though like i know everyone is all in on the 'i ain't holding back anymore bit' but sorry#man says 'you think you can just push me around? ignore what i want? yeah. well. two can play that game' in that VOICE too? whew boy#like i think he should get to do that a little bit i think he should put me over his lap until i behave#fuck i think it should be more than that though like imagine him lifting you and just. like. tossing you onto the bed.#trying to sass him about the noise and he's like 'you think i give a shit about those guys when i got you right here?' like#i want him to take the wind out of me ya feel i want to talk shit get bit#hit a little too but like open handed#or maybe he tosses you on the bed and you're like 'oh shit oh shit' and then he sits at the foot of it and fucking#PULLS you onto his lap and rucks up your skirt just like that and there are a few moments - a hitched breath#'under negotiated kink' i don't CAREEE that's part of the fantasy like how hot would it be to just have someone tick those boxes untold#either way whether he gets wild or not (preferably yes but maybe needs time to warm up)#it's like. god. he should get to y'know. like (some of) my autonomy being taken from me without him ever overstepping is hot. hot. hot.#he should bend me over his lap and make me keep count while he very tenderly very lovingly mocks me#condescending about the great leader letting herself be treated like this and enjoying it literally makes you turn around#and finally finally touches you properly but he fucking laughs and you're red-faced and he goes 'isn't that embarrassing' and ramps up#so you can't even answer him#god should i try to write this#i think i'm too much of a perfectionist to do this sometimes because i'll stew and never get it done ugh#anyway.#filth#pure filth#thank you#i think we outdid that suggestive tag#smut#(for safety)
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My biggest issue in Epic the Musical is Odysseus, actually. In this essay, I will....
#good god I hate his (lack of) character arc#if you want me to believe he is a monster then he gotta be consistently!!!! monstrous!!!#but no he is constantly allowed to be a poor pissbaby because portraying him as anything *gasp* morally dubious is bad#idk i don't know anything about the og myths but to me Epic's Odysseus bounces around between moods far too fast but he is always allowed t#reset back into what he has been from the start#none of his angst feels earned at any point because basically all the “bad choices” he's been put into have been outside of his control#except maiming the sirens and sacrificing people to scylla#which feel so out of character at that point to me because the next song he's whining to Zeus to not make him choose between him and his me#bitch if you were willing to sacrifice them two seconds ago why not now#why not have odysseus be the one to suggest sacrificing his men instead of him to show how far he is actually willing to go#but noooo his hand needs to be forced because???#at that point in the musical I feel like he should've been far more cruel so the Ithaca saga will actually feel like something#gives this man some agency to be a fucked up guy by himself. please.#it would've made the poseidon fight even more satisfying. he's capable because he has grown so cold. but no#idk maybe I'm missing the point but ugh#I saw a great comment unrelated to this that was like#“if you aren't comfortable with dark implications in your stories then don't write dark stories”#which I feel like applies here so well#epic the musical critical
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something distinctly sad & frustrating internally about watching someone go through something chronically awful & similar on the face of it to your own horrors & wanting to reach out and talk to them about it to offer support & knowing that by nature of the similarity that is almost definitely the last thing they want/need & so you have to sort of watch from afar and psychically beam your words at them and hope it clicks soon
#the paradox of never wanting to be a burden. of becoming someone that doesnt annoy anyone#is that you feel guilt for talking about the pain with others#and so. you falsely but understandably think isolation will be the perfect solution#''if i isolate then im suffering but if no one hears about it no one cares and no one is bothered so i win''#is a fundamentally cruel take. is the thing. and it is so hard to accept that because of the guilt and the feeling that there is no winning#but the thing is when you isolate and suffer people are now both worried about you and feel discarded. feel hopeless. etc.#and i dont think you should do everything for others. and i think when you are making choices for others it is worth being#realistic about what you are deciding for them and knowing when it is irrational#bc the thing is people do care and that does feel uncomfortable#and you do feel guilty for people being ''bothered'' by your suffering#and i understand the instinct to say no! the point of me isolating is so you dont feel bad about me! stop caring!#thinking this is the righteous thing to say to someone when really it is just something that hurts to hear#i'm still learning it too. i'm not perfect at it. i'm chronically suicidal and always going back and forth with myself about all the horrors#two things:#1) guilt is not absolute as an indicator of rightness. learn to recognize when it is lying to you.#2) the best way to unburden yourself to others is to not kill yourself. to find hope or curiousity or whatever will keep you alive and#grab it fiercely with both hands. to start to be kind to yourself when it's hard and to at least recognize the goodness of others#instead of cruelly dismissing them. i don't think therapy is the only answer or even the best answer. i think too much is too expensive#to suggest anything that isnt something you can do on your own#and it is fucking hard and feels impossible and you'll have a lot of bad moments with it but like. i know you can get to a place where#you're not cured but you're not cruel anymore. and it gets easier from there#ugh none of this will ever get to that guy but i just really wish him the best and ill respect his wishes and not think abt it anymore#but just for the record that does hurt bc i care about people and it sucks when im not allowed to but thats his perogative and#he is his own person and i just really hope things look up for him soon bc hes cool and has nice art
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so many youtubers with commentary channels truly have nothing interesting to say all they do is repeat some facts and go and like yeah... its really strange ! over and over again. have some backbone say something ANYTHING !!
#like there's people with thousands of views that i think oh this looks good ill check it out and they say NOTHING for half an hour#i get mainly women as suggested idk if this is a problem with men too i never click their videos but i assume probably so#but just because you can chat a bit of shit with your friends does not mean you need to have commentary vids#on youtube .. and if you're going to deep dive ... actually deep dive get interesting ...#it's an over saturated market i suppose but going on youtube is crazy cause every video#is this exploration or examining something and none of them are saying anything !!!!! but they have this dramatic title for clicks#ugh anyway this isn't that deep it's just boring#laura says some things
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Chu, just wanted to ask, did y/n or gojo put any safeword during their late night actives? and if so, did they ever use it?
hMMM now that you said it… yes i think they do have and there’s one occasion in which the reader uses it😦
…i love hurt/comfort and this fits my criteria perfectly so nonnie—
#nonnnieeess the way you are all giving me ideas and i want to write most of them😭#there are several other suggestions too that i still save!!🥹#and summer… if you see this… i’m so writing your tiktok ask#🥹🥹🥹#that’s so brilliant i can totally see gojo doing that ugh#—chu’s mailbox 📬
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frustrating how fucking. disabling. being disabled is rn. im tired
#migraine buddy helpfully showed me my midas score which puts me in severely disabled bc of my migraines based on their impact#which on one hand was helpful in a sense of like. hey dude. these things fuck you up and have a huge impact and jts a thing#most peiple dont have to deal with. but also was like. god yeah i sure am and also i sure am still working full time and having to just.#work thru them and cope bc i certainly cant afford to have less money#its so fuckin i furiating being disabled in the us. i cant stop working bc then ill loose my healthcare which still costs me so much money#scream. tired.#my PA for nurtec was denied bc my ins wants me to try a diff one first#which is stupid bc like one why do u get to override my dr for your budget.#why does my healthcare need to suffer because youre cheap. you arent living with this shit.#and also the alternatives they suggested are injection based which. is scary for me as someone who used to have a terrible needle phobia#jax is able to help me w them which is good bc i know i cant give myself them (maybe could do the auto injectors but idk)#but its still so. why are u like thia. also it took u so long to deny my PA and im on no preventatives rn waiting for Something#to be approved. ugh. scream.
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Short rl life rant:
I was put on antidepressants 7 years ago, a certain AD that nobody is supposed to be on for THAT long apparently. Nobody told me.
The psychiatrist I saw regularly every 3 months for 6 of those years just kept on prescribing them to me. When I told her I would like to get off them she told me the side effects are going to be a very tough journey cause I WASN'T SUPPOSED TO BE ON THOSE SPECIFIC ADs FOR SO DAMN LONG.
The stories of other long-term patients of hers sounded awful, with nausea and vertigo that can stay for up to A YEAR WTF.
Like, the shifty eyes she had, I could read the "oh fuck" on her face.
I'm so scared of reducing my dose further or even stopping 😭 Fuck you psychiatrist lady, if you knew why didn't you tell me??? Was she just assuming I would take them till the day I kicked the bucket? I'm so mad.
#fuck you so hard#it was like the moment I told her I wanted to stop she realized how hard she had fucked up FOR THE PAST 6 YEARS#like coming out of a daze#she's a chill lady and I have never seen her SO uncomfortable. I've never seen her lose her cool at all in fact. except for this time#I'm thankful for everything she helped me with don't get me wrong#but at the end she asked my 'well why gett off of them at all? this is comfortable no?'#my goal from the beginning was to be antidepressant free. We've talked about that so often#also the cost??? sweet lady the ongoing cost is no joke??? wtf is your rich ass thinking you're suggesting?#just make more money to pay for antidepressants silly :) why didn't I think of that!#fuck me for not wanting the side effects of the antidepressants anymore either. they're not sugar pills. they come with their own problems!#I've learnt how to deal with them but fuck off for suggesting I just live with that forever when I can change that#ugh I'm just really heated right now#I WILL get off them#I WILL overcome that. out of spite if necessary#woodenelaramble#rant post#personal rant
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your writing is amazing and i hope those mean ao3 comments weren’t directed at you <3 but also fic writers are a marvel and nobody deserves rude comments wtf is wrong with ppl
Hi thank you so much for sending me this!! It was not me, it was just multiple fics i was reading (and greatly enjoying) where I went to leave a comment and then there were stupid & unnecessarily mean comments already there. It's just super discouraging to read those as both as a writer AND a reader, because those kinds of comments both 1) make it MUCH harder for the author to find motivation to write more of it or write their next story or even just enjoy their day feeling proud of the thing they created and 2) seem to imply readers who very much DID love the fic are wrong or stupid for enjoying it!! which is just goofy because not every story is going to be enjoyed by every reader but you've also gotta know, as a reader, when to backclick out of something that you don't like!
there is just no need to be hateful over something writers are doing for FUN and for FREE. the back button is literally RIGHT THERE and available to use <3
Anyway apologies for the mini rant anon but thank you very much for liking my work and I hope you'll enjoy the next things I'm working on too!!
#i might also suggest making fandom friends and ranting to them in their dms about characterizations you don't agree with :)#and you can also always post your own headcanons or write your own fics if you don't like what someone else is doing with theirs.#but i also think posting something that's like 'ugh i don't when [Common fanon interpretation/characterization]' in a general way#...is very different than leaving a hateful nasty comment on a specific fic#we all have different headcanons and interpretations and that's cool and I think we can talk about them!#but attacking someone who created something FOR FUN for having a different opinion is uhhhhh. goofy.#asks
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Fukase crunchy
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(also draw Oliver 👍🏻9
#ask#gore tw#blood tw#tw cannibalism#SORRY ugh this looks bad but i wanted to make a joke. also i wouldve drawn fukase w/ regular red blood but it just looks wronggg ugh so. yu#I PROMISE I'LL ACTUALLY DRAW SMTHN LEGIT AHKJHSKJH thank you to everyone else too who left suggestions ill get to em#but i gotta shitpost first its my nature. sorry to everyone who recently followed i make a lot of dark jokes like this so. fair warning#im not gonna get into human (well idk if its really 'human' in his case) flesh texture/descriptions rn b/c nobody wants to hear that trust#but ill just say some parts crunchy MAYBE (ex. fingers) but overall? not really unless you go out of your way to like. dry+salt+fry it#star anon ollie
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I’m surprised you’re here at all given how tumblr can just Put Stuff On Your Dash sometimes and also you have OC OF POPULARITY who people with less impulse control are probably dying to talk about in relation to whatever. I wish you the absolute best but like. Two weeks? Woof.
I've been as close to legitimately addicted as you can get to posting on tumblr since 8th grade so. I DO NOT want to stay off for two whole weeks. to say the least. ✌️
plus so far people have been nice and not spoiled me :) and I can block the toh tag if I start seeing spoilers but I've been posting more mp100 lately so that's what tumblr is shoving at me anyways
#asks#ugh it might be like. a good opportunity to try to become less dependent on webbed site. but also god i like the webbed site#not joking around btw it has had. many negative impacts on my life. for a long time. man. 8th grade. jesus.#whyd you have to go and suggest a responsible and helpful idea. this sucks. i dont wanna acknowledge the price i pay for posting#<- lighthearted! youre being very reasonable. it is i who has the problems
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