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"I don't know, I can't remember. I just know that when I wake up, I've lost something" PEDRO PASCAL as JOEL MILLER The Last of Us | Episode 6
#my god#his face#but also that line#i just know that when I wake up I've lost something#that at this point he can even accept nightmares#because it's the only way he can see her#because when he wakes up he feels that empty fucking hole bore in his heart#because he lost her#he lost his baby#all he wanted was to be a father#and that was ripped away from him#pedro pascal#this is why I love him as Joel#yes maybe there were actors that were biblically accurate to game Joel#but pedro managed to make you feel for Joel#cry with Joel#because you could see his grief in every moment bleeding through#he made the emotional parts completely his own#gosh I love this man#you are valid if you don't like it or whatever#just stay away#joel miller#tlou#the last of us
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thanks for listening
#look at me#look at m#i need you to ignore canon for a second and let them have this moment#it occured to me that soundwave would’ve been the only one who could hear bee after he got his voice ripped out#and i drew this so fast#someone called them ‘soundad and bumbleson’ aND THATS ALL IVE BEEN HINKING ABOUT HAHHUAHA#i have a lot of thoughts about these two#soundwave is probably really accustomed to liars and twofacers after being around characters like starscream for so long#so when he meets bee#and all he gets is this blind honest truth from everything he says#he’s probably blindsided by it#like this little guy. this little yellow guy#has so much faith and love and nothing to gain from giving it away#it’s not some ploy with ulterior motives or lie to win his favour like starscream or sentinel#nope. this little guy just radiates the plain honesty of his truth#that he adores him#and soundwave has never seen anything like it before#soundwave#transformers#maccadam#b 127#transformers one#tf one#SORRY FOR THR PARAGRAPH RANT YOU CAN PRY THEIR FATHER SON DYNAMIC FROM MY COLD DEAD HANDS#and yes bee still calls megatron dee in his head#he never stopped
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The bad sanses and (some of) their first times seeing the surface! ^^
(I kind I’d headcanon that not only has Killer (as sans) been to the surface quite a few times, but he’s also been traveling with Nightmare for quite a while haha. Nightmare… well, he always was able to see the sky so yeah haha)
#darkzyx#undertale au#undertale fandom#utmv#killer sans#utmv doodle#dust sans#horror sans#corrupted nightmare sans#nighmare sans#utmv bad sanses#bad sanses#nightmare gang#anyways I love them so much#think Killer was apathetic when he saw the sky for the first time in forever#and Nightmare took notice of it and asked him why#something about it being hard to get excited over something you had that was constantly ripped away from you#and Nightmare would listen to him and just tell him that there isn’t anyone in the multiverse#that would dare to take something from him or his subordinates#not on his watch#think Killer would start to feel a bit more alive/less apathetic after that#just a little
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Sometimes, I think about the fact that Wymack is Kevin's dad, and I want to weep. He dedicated his entire life to helping others who had grown up like he had, only to find out that his own son had grown up a caged and abused wreck? That's a level of pain that I can't even fathom.
#wymack being kevin's dad but not knowing and not being able to stop the world from breaking him is so fucking cruel#whats more#wymack got his second chance at life through kayleigh teaching him exy#and she knew his dream of making the foxes#and then she lied to him and ripped away his chance to be the father he never had#i want to weep#aftg#all for the game#david wymack#coach wymack#kevin day
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ik i've done like 5 panel redraws from 265 alone but this is the last one promise
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#yuji itadori#itadori yuuji#fanart#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#yuuji#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#jjk leaks#jjk 265#timelapse#jjk but its me and im the one possessed and i cant stop doing yuuji panel redraws :'>#fr tho im done i swear i think ive drawn all my favourite yuujis from the leaks i can stop now#....the one of him crouching while fishing Is good too tho...#IM JOKING I WON'T (today)#my pinky actually hurts rn i will rest#the thing w timelapses is theres never much 2 say abt the process bc like. its all right there#th red flash was me accidentally hitting the paint fill button gomen :'< i always do either that or i accidentally crop it#they should move those buttons further away from each other >:((((#hmm other than that total time abt 4 hours his hair fought me a bit during the render but gojo voice Nah Id Win >:)#symmetry ruler my beloved <333 until i get 2 his scars n have to turn it off rip#anyway im going 2 go rest my hand do some stretches etc etc#self care i hear they call it
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STOP calling his little barrel a cuck chair it's NOT a cuck chair my best friend Christos confirmed Hodge CHOSE to sit separate from the nasty little mutineers so he could look at them DISRESPECTFULLY. if anything this is his FUJOSHI THRONE
#The Terror#George Hodgson#his anime girl posture. the little footrest he gave himself.#the perfectly positioned hole in the knee of his trousers making it look like he bought them pre-ripped from hot topic.#I can't take it anymore he's not supposed to be out there with those disgusting little rats!!!!!!#He's supposed to be locked away safe and sound in my attic this is literally sooooo sick and wrong!!!!!!#He doesn't even have anybody to stroke his hair with a toothbrush to simulate the tongue of a mother cat I have to RESCUE HIM!!!!!!!!!#Starky's original posts#gentlemen I am fucking unwell or whatever the hell that guy said
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chosen one
#star wars#anakin skywalker#darth vader#darth sidious#emperor palpatine#thinsks about these 2 and rips my hair out#dynamic so toxic u need a hazmat suit to approach it#GET A JOB ???? STAY AWAY FROM HIM
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anyone ever notice that mainly the only way that bruce and jason mend their relationship, both in canon and fics, is by jason realizing bruce actually feels bad for everything he did or is shouldering too much and it guilt trips jason into trying to fix his relationship with bruce? this isn't all cases but it definitely is the case with most popular fics. bruce apologizes sometimes yeah but it's usually just someone telling jason or him realizing just how heartbroken and depressed bruce is. jason then internalizes out of guilt that he needs to lay off bruce and realize that maybe bruce is trying his best
in fact most relationships jason has with the bats in fanon is like this. jason calls tim replacement until oh nooo the poor baby is so sleepy and running on coffee and awww he's just a little boy i need to stop being a menace, meanwhile tim or alfred never apologized for every nasty thing they said or imagined about jason when he was robin. enemy to caretaker makes me barf. do not make my boy who has been a caretaker to adults since birth take care of this rich boy who's been taken care of extraordinarily since day one. tim having this supposed childhood trauma fans talk about doesn't take away from the fact that he was taken care of as a child
#this is strictly a ramble because i got pissed off reading something and needed to immediately vent#i don't give a single fuck about tim having abusive parents because it's so exaggerated by fanon that it makes me laugh#i wouldn't be angry about it if his fans didn't use it as a way to make jason feel bad and take care of him#it's so telling the way jason's autonomy has been constantly ripped away from him to the point where he's a caretaker even for tim#who doesn't NEED ONE#leave my boy ALONEEE#jason todd#red hood#anti tim drake#anti batfam#anti bruce wayne
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thinking about teen bruce in his training days. thinking about how softness and vulnerability was literally tortured, beat, and groomed out of him. thinking about how SO many gaps about the reason why bruce is the way he is now can be filled if people just asked about his training days. thinking about how bruce sees those days as near-worthless (unless he needs to remember a certain skill/teacher) because it didn’t affect his mission of cleaning up gotham. thinking about how the concept of suffering is so artificial to bruce partially because of his training days. thinking about teen bruce wayne
#dont mind me just remembering how the softest sweetest parts of an already hardened boy were ripped away from him#teen bruce wayne#bruce wayne#batman#batfam#dc comics
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Lower Decks did the impossible and put my two favorite star trek characters together I'm sobbing
#i don't want him to leave please#you can't give me back my boy and rip him away from me#also god i hate how much older brent spiner sounds#damn you passage of time my inmortal enemy#star trek#star trek lower decks#data soong#d'vana tendi#lower decks spoilers
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this shot is so simple and obvious but i love it. the beam of sunlight dividing the room, the invading instrument of claudia's death, close enough for louis to hurt himself with; but does louis know that it's no real barrier for armand? does louis know that armand could cross that threshold and reach him? does louis know that armand could get up and close the curtains if he wanted the room to be safe, but leaves them open anyway? does louis still believe the sun holds as much power over armand as it does over him?
#thinking about how armand rips some of the newspaper away from the windows in SF to let the light in#and later he's the one who controls when the sun can be let in in dubai#i wonder when exactly armand revealed to louis that it affects him less#it seems to me like something he'd keep to himself as long as he could. i dont think louis knew in paris#iwtv#armand#louis de pointe du lac
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Call me crazy for reading so much into a show like House MD but I think the main theme of House is that despite doing everything perfectly and being a good person, shit happens.
Sickness and pain will be inflicted on you and your loved ones and there's nothing you can do about it, but to persevere, to fight for your life, to keep living despite it all - to love is a part of the human condition; our capability of love is what makes life worth living, despite all the pain that you will inevitably experience.
This show exemplifies the pain of living and the needs and desires of human beings to keep going despite it all
And idk... There's something beautiful about how a show with so many stupid whimsical dumb scenes can impart something so profound in my stupid little brain
#im crying btw#ugly crying thinking about how much i love this show#shit happens and its normal and itll be okay#heph is being sappy again#this show giving house 1000 bad omens and giving him happiness only to rip it away and im just sitting here#house md#malpractice md#hatecrimes md#it is of course not the only theme of this show#but its the main one#theres also everybody lies#and theres also YOU CANT! ALWAYS GET! WHAT YOU WA AAAANT#anyways the yaoi is great but i love the interpersonal relationships between the doctors in my doctor drama show the most#its easy to obsess over hilson but like#its not just about hilson for me#heph.txt#btw im still on s4e13#im scared of the season finale everyone keeps telling me to brace myself#also even from the start this show is very much about pain (house and his physical pain and also his emotional scarring#and every season and episode we watch him cope with his pains with drugs and destroy himself and it hurts so much :[#houseypie
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hot take on billford is that the secret third thing is obsession with being seen by someone for the first time in each of their lives
#like actually seen#its been sitting in me#pondering what the third thing felt like#and its like when you think you love something or someone because it completely takes up the space in your brain#and especially when that person or thing can awknowledge your feelings#and thats what they were for each other#on their first meeting they were already finishing eachothers sentences#and i feel like thats when the codependency sunk the first seed#a lonely man in love with knowledge and a lonely eldrich being that has the access to it all#like why would bill lie about the portal if not scared of losing ford#ford is the only dude to reach out to him#who see him as godsent and not a monster#something bill never knew he needed until it was too late#im ripping things apart with my teeth#take my phone away from me#the book of bill#billford#bill cipher#stanford pines#gravity falls#not platonic not romantic but a secret third thing
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I like to imagine Kudou "Got together with Yoichi in less than 2 months" is infuriated with Izuku "Miscommunication with Kacchan for 10+ years" Midoriya
He is tapping his foot waiting for those kids to talk and kiss already
#he wasn't even there all those years but he sees the way izuku acts around bakugou and wants to rip his hair out#kudou: back in my day we didn't beat around the bush like this. we didn't have time to.#kudou: we just confessed and kissed because the world was in chaos and you didn't know whether it would be your last day on earth or not!#izuku looking at yoichi: First... please help#it would probably be like that#or maybe#izuku: its hard to explain but me and kacchan... we've only just started talking normally again and i can't mess that up#izuku annoyed: it's a lot more complicated than what you think it is#smthg like that idk lol#i feel like izuku would overthink whether the crush is mutual or not because of their history#and kudou's 2 seconds away from grabbing him by the shirt (?) and telling him to confess already#for their (the vestiges) sakes#bnha#bnha manga spoilers#kudoichi#bakudeku#mettys posts#metty posts#bnha spoilers#kudou#izuku midoriya
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Chat I watched episode 41 I had to draw this to cope NIKKIE WHEN I CATCH YOU NIKKIE- No spoilers below, just headcanons!
Torbek can purr. You'd need to pull it from my cold dead hands cause in my heart of cards thats canon. Every time I get into a fandom theres always at least one motherfucker that I stare at and go "you are going to become an animal" and then I just shake them around vigorously and add every animalistic headcanon I possibly can to them. And this fandom has like 3 we are so back! No one is immune from monsterification when I'm in town. Anyway Torbek once woke up washed and cleaned with bows in his hair in the inn and you can NOT tell me that that wasnt Twig and that she wouldnt do it regularly only for it to get ruined every single time (im so sad that he got dirty again so fast but also it was so fucking funny)
Also, I don't see Twig as a child figure to the group, I see her as the younger sister whos actually older but everyone always treats like the baby of the family cause shes small. She can easily fend for herself, but shes got her brothers around to beat up anyone who tries shit with her. Especially Gideon. Twig and Gideons familial relationship makes my heart go skittles colour and melt man, its so fucking precious. Anyway chat its 3am GNIGHT honkmimimi honkmimimi honkmimimi
#fens art#once upon a witchlight#torbek#fanart#legends of avantris#twig toadspring#ouaw fanart#ouaw#that girl licks toads okay shes not a child#did you expect me to not give torbek beans#also there is no bow on Torbek's tail because his tail hurts a lot#ya know since it was chopped in half#his back hurts too but he lets Twig sit up there anyway#this was also an excuse to draw a happy and cute torbek#before I rip him away from you all MWAHAHAHA#jk but I was also sketching some angsty things they just arent coloured yet#hehehehehehehehe
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Okay there’s a lot about Mikio asking Mizu to show him all of herself and then rejecting her but like. “Unsheathe it. Show me your blade.” This from Mizu, who fully believes the whole “the sword is the soul of the samurai” thing, basically asking the same of Mikio. Show me your blade; show me your soul; show me who you are. And she even throws him her sword, because she is truly giving him all of herself in this scene, and she wants the same of him. Honesty. Openness. Truth. And ultimately he does show her who he is, and it fucks them, because who he is is a man who cannot handle her as she really is. Unsheathing their blades ruins them, because it uncovers the truth: they were never compatible, not as who they really are. It was always a lie, a performance; a pretty dream that cannot withstand the light of day
#blue eye samurai#blue eye samurai spoilers#and Mizu did enjoy this quiet peaceful life that got ripped away from her in this moment#but it wasn’t complete because she wasn’t her whole self#but she thought it could be and he betrayed and rejected that trust#but that’s part of what’s so tragic about it#they wanted it to work#MIZU wanted it to work#she trusted and believed she could be herself around him and he revealed himself to be a huge dickhead about it#I feel completely normal about this show why do you ask
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