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pick your battles
#my art#my stuff#art#comic#original art#pride 2024#pride month#trans allegory..... or not even allegory. just trans .... ^_^#i technically cannot come out yet but i don't think the people who i need to not see this stalk my tumblr#i know they stalk everything else like my twitter and my instagram but this might be safe#so fuck it we yap. this is a comic about picking your battles#this is a comic about how for almost a year now everyone at home in singapore has been crying about my sore throat#my terrible fucked up voice. my you know. etc#i came out as not cis and using they/them pronouns in 2015 when i was 14#but no one ever used my pronouns. none of my classmates or friends even up until i left for college in 2020#from 2020 onwards every year i wrote an angry vulnreable essay about how much it hurts that they dont remember#and people would dm me apologizing on their hands and knees and commending my bravery#and then forget about it all over again. id ont mean 'they misgender me and then catch it and apologize and correct themselves'#i mean they dont even get that far#and so you might ask yourself: why have you kept them around all this time?#and i would have to explain that by pure bad luck i grew up in the most conservative close minded community#that all of my ex classmates that stayed in singapore are cishet and upper middle class and chinese singaporean#that i Am the trans person. that they were able to ignore me for a decade partially because there was no one else#so this is a comic about how there is dignity and grace in staying in the closet sometimes#about how not everyone deserves to see you at your happiest. about how some people can go fuck themselves#you know your truth and THATS THE ONLY THING THAT MATTERS!!! YEAH!!! i love you
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I hate this zest fuck.
#This man has terrorized me twice in my dreams#He better stay in the closet#uncle samsonite#uncle sam#jake bowen#🐊GatorChomps#🪨Skipping
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IK Knows What You Are
#lucifer thinks ik is playing 3d chess and ik thinks lucifer is doing a really bad job at staying in the closet#i had an idea and went supersonic mode to draw it immediately#i promise i will get back to the requests now#obey me#art#obey me lucifer#jtta ik
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I... I cannot take myself seriously in this hat.
#siegfried farnon cosplay wip#my face#don't worry Crow this hat is staying firmly in the cosplay closet#please excuse my pupils just went to the eye doctor
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Angel: Husk let me fell asleep with my head in his lap and kissed my cheek when I woke up. He's so cute. I wish he liked me.
Cherri: *looks into the camera like she's on The Office*
#Cherri is 100% done with Angel’s pining bullshit#Angel you gay disaster#Cherri: Angel I love you- but what the fuck#Cherri- *throwing both dumbasses in a closet*: NOW YOU ARE GOING TO STAY IN THERE UNTIL YOU WORK OUT YOUR FEELINGS#Angel: what the fuck cher I came out of the closet DECADES AGO#Husk: *thinking* ‘ohmygod he’s an idiot. I love him’#poor Angel has no self esteem#HUSK FUCKING ADORES YOU ANGEL YOU LOSER#ANGEL DUST NEEDS A HUG#CONSENSUALLY#AND PREFERABLY FROM HUSK#Angel: the fuck do you mean Husk likes me? husk don’t like me. right whiskers?#husk: …#Angel: whiskers?#husk: well- you see legs-#Cherri: YOU GAVE EACHOTHER NICKNAMES FOR THE LOVE OF SATAN FUCK ALREADY#Charlie: *in the background* 😍 hey! you two should kiss!#huskerdust#angel/husk#hazbin angel dust#hazbin husk#Angel dust#husk#they’re so gone for each other#they’re gay your honor#they’re in love your honor#Hazbin hotel#incorrect hazbin hotel#cherri bomb#husk and Angel cuddle and I will die on this hill THEYRE MY OTP OK LET THEM BE HAPPY
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First Anniversary - Jan. 9th - word count: 298 - @wolfstarmicrofic
Sirius looked into the mirror, making sure that everything was just right.
He was wearing his leather jacket, a dark crop top underneath, and skinny jeans. (He had bought them the last time he convinced Effie to let him go to Muggle London.)
He also had a touch of makeup on- some eyeliner (which had taken four fucking tries), a touch of mascara, and a bit of lip gloss.
Sirius frowned at his reflection, debating on whether or not to change again.
Just then, James opened the door.
“Pads,” he said, walking in. “Moony’s downstairs. Don’t keep your lover-boy waiting, or he’ll rebel. It’s your first anniversary! ”
“Yeah, yeah,” Sirius responded distractedly, messing with his hair. “Coming.”
“Okay!” James called, already leaving the dorm.
Sirius sighed, throwing one more glance at the mirror before walking out and down into the common room.
Remus was sitting on one of the couches, fiddling with his hands. He glanced up at Sirius, and Sirius could have sworn he had to do a double take.
So he did what any normal human being would do.
“Moony!” he cried, launching himself into his boyfriend's lap. “My love, I have returned from war. I dost think we should goeth yonder, into the adventures that lay before us!”
“Yeah, hi, Pads,” Remus sighed, smiling. “You ready?”
“Duh. Why else would I be down here?”
“To take me to bed, mayhaps?” Remus asked, eyes sparkling. “Who knows?”
Sirius gasped dramatically, putting a hand on his chest. “How dare you, my good sir! The fact that you would even suggest the deflowering of our pure bodies-”
“Yeah, okay, we get it,” Peter interrupted from where he seemed to be discussing a prank with James. “Now are you gonna leave or are you going to get a room?”
#they totally did this type of banter#and then they would make out#also fun fact they never actually went on this date bc in my head they would make it halfway across the grounds before they decide “fuck it#and stay in one of the closets/abandoned classrooms for the rest of the day#emi writes sometimes#remus and sirius#remus john lupin#sirius x remus#sirius loves remus#sirius orion black#sirius black x remus lupin#sirius black#sirius being sirius#remus x sirius#remus lupin x sirius black#remus loves sirius#sirius#atyd remus#remus lupin#marauders era#peter pettigrew#james potter#marauders#wolfstar fic#wolfstar microfic#wolfstar#marauders fandom#dead gay wizards from the 70s#the marauders#mauraders
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multiple times now I've seen people genuinely claim that the solution to aphobia is for asexual and aromantic people to stop talking about their asexuality and aromanticism. if you think like this you need to be put in a meat grinder like actually
#'yeah guys the solution to aphobia is for aces and aros to just shut up!!' what if i destroyed everything you loved actually#and i assume the solution to homophobia is for gay people to stop talking about their homosexuality right?#same thing with transphobia?#yeah guys the solution to your discrimination is to just stay in the closet!! thats totally a normal thing to suggest!!#oh no suddenly thats homophobic and transphobic to say#but its fine to say it about aces and aros bc everyone hates us i guess#aphobia#asexual#aromantic
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my favorite relationship in isat is the one i have with siffrin (attempting to get the party as concerned as possible for them against their better wishes so maybe they receive an intervention)
#isat#in stars and time#i am not. done with the game. so . notifications muted#isat siffrin#me when i go in the secret library after odile's quest and check the list of people who have checked out books and bump into the counter and#check the closet and#STAY SILENT and ask the king the same questions
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This weeks comic is a little bit of a sad one but I hope it helps others, it’s difficult knowing you missed out on so much but it’s also not impossible to do a lot of things you did miss out on 💜
#transgender#queer artist#transfem#lgbtq#small artist#artists of tumblr#furry#lgbtqia artist#furry oc#queer experience#trans experience#I wish I had come out sooner#I hope trans kids won’t have to stay in the closet like many of us have done for years
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it’s so pretty!!!
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okay pitch for season 8. 911 redux of captain bill hader catching jake and amy making out at work and having a heart attack but gerard walks in on buck and eddie's first ever kiss which inevitably turns into more and just drops fucking dead on the spot.
#sami rambles#in my head it's after the first time eddie goes to church and nothing has been resolved it's actually made him a bit worse in the#immediate aftermath and buck can see it on him so he keeps trying to corner him about it but eddie does not want to talk so eventually#buck corners him in the supply closet and they have a bit of a whispered argument and then eddie just fucking kisses him#and buck kisses back because. this is eddie what else is he gonna do? and also he's forgotten all about his boyfriend who even is that?#and it's messy and desperate and a little bit spiteful but it's them it's them and then the door opens and gerard starts cursing them out#before he clutches his chest and drops to the floor and eddie just gets to work because to him this is a sign from god that he's not allowed#to be gay actually whoops!! so true bestie i will stay in this closet then! meanwhile buck is just malfunctioning#911 spoilers#911 show#buddie#evan buckley#eddie diaz#buck x eddie#911 spec
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Goetias
Feel free to draw with or take inspiration from these redesigns with credit
#do not repost#my art#stolas#octavia#stella#hb stolas#hb octavia#hb stella#ah yes a gay man a closeted lesbian and their emo daughter#helluva boss#helluva boss redesign#s#got a few more in the queue stay tuned
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Okay but Tommy drops out of high school — he told his father he was gay and he told him he could either be homeless or go to military school. He goes to military school and joins the army and he likes flying the helicopters because it means he doesn’t have to do any of the killing himself. And he makes some friends.
There's one guy who's like the squad leader who's a few years old and built like a Greek god and Tommy's young and a little bit in love. And they're friends maybe even family because this whole group of people spend every waking (and sleeping) moment together. And they all talk like a family and they all say they love each other and tease each other and it's nice. And one night it's just the two of them trading a flask of some sort of alcohol that Tommy doesn't know the name of and the man asks Tommy why he joined the army and where he wants to be in five years and Tommy trusts this man. He's half way in love with him so he doesn't even think twice before he tells the story about the time he came out to his family and his father nearly beat him to death before sending him here. And the conversation tapers off after that and he doesn’t register the change in the air but when he wakes up the next morning he’s being dishonourably discharged because he poses “unacceptable risk to the high standards of morale, good order and discipline, and unit cohesion that are the essence of military capability”. He knows what that means.
Tommy joins the fire department because he doesn’t know what else to do. He represses anything regarding his sexuality because he knows now that it’s wrong. He almost feels like he has a family again because his captain seems to like him and some of the guys are cool even if they say things he doesn’t agree with. And then he starts agreeing because maybe they’re right and he’s wrong and he’s just inherently wrong. So he follows their leads and is just straight racist because that’s how he can fit in.
And then a black lesbian woman joins and says she’s a black lesbian woman and Tommy doesn’t understand that either because you can’t be queer you just can’t be because it’s wrong.
But he nearly dies and and an Asian man saves his life and a black lesbian woman comes up with a better idea than any of them had and she tells them she’s no different and she is just as capable. So he improves himself he does and he tries to be better but he still can’t be who he is because the last 2 times he was honest about that he was betrayed.
Tommy leaves the 118 and “don’t ask, don’t tell” is lifted and he meets this guy he likes who likes him back and the 217 don’t seem to have a problem with the gender neutral pronouns and he slowly but surely lets himself open up again and be who he is and when the thing with that guy doesn’t work out because he’s moving to New York and Tommy’s not sure he’s ready to leave, it’s okay because his crew is there and they support him and he can still be himself.
#years later he flies a helicopter into a hurricane for the same people who stopped him from going too deep#into something he didn’t even believe in#and there’s this guy with a birthmark above his left eye and the widest smile there is#and he’s saying absolute nonsense and Tommy can’t help but smile#and there’s this other man too also gorgeous but not his type#who has all the same interests as him and he thinks if anything he’s made a new friend#and then the cute dorky guy calls the next day stumbling over his words saying his name is evan - from the rescue mission#and he asks for a tour of the 217 and Tommy agrees because how could he say no#and then he’s asking to go out but he already has plans but rain check? because there’s something about this guy that maybe…#and Tommy thinks that’s it but then evan turns up everywhere#and then things get a bit funny and Tommy feels like it’s his fault and he has to apologise#so he goes to Evan’s house not expecting anything just to say sorry#and Evans there looking absolutely amazing as always and he’s saying things that Tommy can’t help but read into#and he’s getting closer and closer and Tommy can’t help it#he kisses him and keeps his eyes shut just a moment longer just in case#he doesn’t want to open his eyes and see a disgusted look across Evan’s face so he stays closed just a little longer#but evan just looks like his brain has restarted and he’s nodding and joking when Tommy asks if that was okay#and they’re going on a date#and it hurts when evan says those worlds because tommy has spent long enough in a closet being someone he’s not and hurting people#and he can’t go back there he just can’t and he doesn’t want to be the one to force evan into anything so he leaves#and then he gets a call a stuttered invitation to meet at a cafe and of course Tommy says yes#he doesn’t know what he expects but it’s not this#Evans beaming at him with the brightest smile asking him to be his date to his sisters wedding#how can he say no when he looks like that (as long as he never buys coffee again)#and evan holds his hand even though everyone is around and ok that’s good#he’s late to the wedding and practically dead on his feet but he said he’d be there so he comes and the moment evan sees him#hes kissing him and he’s ok that’s great he could get used to this#bucktommy#911 abc#tommy kinard
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Two all 2 people who follow my tumblr
GUYS THIS IS REALLY IMPORTANT
If you’re of voting age in the US and not registered, PLEASE REGISTER NOW!
I’m endorsing Kamala Harris for president.
The fact that’s it’s even close makes me sick to my stomach.
You can disagree with Harris or Biden or their administration on a lot of things, but not seeing that she is clearly the better option is scary.
Queer people’s lives depend on this.
If you care about us, PLEASE VOTE
If you are mad at Harris for not stopping the genoc1de, remember that Trump will absolutely not stop it either and that he’s a moron who no one respects. I’d rather have a g3nocide overseas and have queer people (and poor people, women, poc) in the US protected than have a g3nocide overseas and not have them protected.
And if you say “well Roe v Wade overturned and other conservative laws happened under Biden” Remember this was the CONSERVATIVE supreme court that did this. And another Trump term will make the court even worse for decades. The implications of this are huge.
People are on the fence, it’s simple. If you care about your queer, disabled, poc, poor, female loved ones VOTE HARRIS. If you’re centrist and won’t vote because you don’t care you’re a pushover and a coward. If you’re farther left and think she isn’t left enough, yes you have a point but this is all we have, PLEASE use your brain and stop being chronically online and self impressed.
I don’t care if I lose followers for this at this point, I’m just out here doing everything I can, not to panic and want to hide who I am. A lot of people don’t have the options to move to another state let alone country and we just want to live.
I’m lucky to live in a very safe state but I’m still terrified.
Please care about us. Please vote.
#kamala harris#tim walz#vote harris#Harris is the only option#use your brains#harris 2024#please care about us#lgbtq#abortion#autism#you’re allowed to criticize her but come on be senseible trump is way worse#like seriously use your brains#tired of chronically online leftists who won’t suck it up and vote for someone just because they’re so stuck up#like about Palestine I get it#I support Palestine but trump won’t help them either#do people not understand??#there’s only two options and staying home or writing in is bad in an election this close#like one option is clearly better for us#only one option#if you care#please#i’m begging#i’m serious#if trump wins I’m gonna lock myself in my literal closet#the panic in my chest daily#I’ve started praying again even tho a god who lets trump live clearly abandons us a long time ago#that’s how desperate I am#but I think we’re on our own#please just suck it up and worry about the other stuff after the election#like actually gonna blame y’all dumb people if orange man wins
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Halloween 2011: The first costume I ever put together myself! I was so proud of it! and then everyone thought i was a duck (poorly drawn dramatic recreation below). Perry the platypus was my very favourite blorbo. he was my little guy. Breakdown of my 12 year old self's creative process below.
This was the first costume I ever made myself. Before I always got like Walmart princess and witch costumes. I was convinced that 2011 would be different.
-Foam hat and duckbill mask (from Dollarama).
-Teal craft shirt from Micheals. I actually still have this shirt and use it as pjs. At the time it was scratchy craftstore quality but it has literally held up to 13 years of use with barely a fray.
-Foam tail. I (my mom) bought giant sheets of orange foam from Micheals that I sewed togther to create the crosshatched texture. I used velco on the back of my shirt to attach it. I actually literally just used the leftover velcro this morning (see, sometimes hoarding materials is a good thing)
-The feet were also orange foam. I cut retangular pieces to glue to the top of my black Uggs (it was 2011 afterall) and toes to the foot part of the shoe. I thought I was a genius for this and I'm pretty sure I kept them on my shoes past halloween.
In addition to a nurse asking me if the guy on my shirt was an angry bird, literally everyone thought I was a duck that night and it made me very sad lmao.
#perry the platypus#agent p#halloween#halloween costume#my art#perry the platypus cosplay#im still proud of that tail idc#the uggs really date this costume#the hat and bill stayed in my closet for YEARS until i threw them out#also not lying i literally still have that shirt micheal quality doesnt not fuck around#spooky season#halloween vibes#art
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I hate how Sam Smith being nonbinary doesn't seem to respected by literally anybody. I wish people would get that they aren't a man, and that's totally fine. They've been out as nonbinary since 2019. Honestly I'm heartbroken anytime I see a fellow nonbinary person misgendered. Sam Smith is just a really prominent example because even other queer people will misgender them despite the fact Sam is nonbinary is pretty well known.
#sam smith#i am not even the biggest fan but they released a gender neutral version of stay with me last year and it is great#this isn't something they said and then went back into the closet about. i know we all didn't forget about the fiasco transphobes made
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