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senzasord · 1 year ago

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I got like four hours sleep, Cody is apparently sick again and can't see the vet until 4:45, my mum asked my uncle to help me move without asking me first which has kicked up a whole bunch of awful memories, and I have a stomach ache because I'm so stressed.

But I am finally getting some assignment work done.

#i know the last few days of inactivity have been because of burnout/recovery from the house hunt and Christmas #and also a hormonal flare #and not because i was being lazy or anything #but that doesn't stop me being frustrated about it #and feeling like i was being lazy #im pretty sure my uncle isn't going to call me because hopefully he realised my mum was trying to be helpful without asking #I really do appreciate her thinking of me because she knows im incredibly stressed about my assignments #but i explained to her that i think him being there would be much worse because he'd want to be in charge and he's quite chaotic with moves #and tends to break things and will also throw things out without asking #and i like to be very organised and in charge during a move #and so it wouldn't be a good time #moving is very triggering for me (he actually helped my mum in the move that is one of the triggers)#and id rather pay for a moving truck than put myself through reliving that again #i also have friends who have offered to help too and i trust them much more than family #because they're the ones who have been there for me every time i've moved #i've even gotten to return the favour sometimes which makes me very happy #fuck im so worried about cody #he's an old dog i know #but i just want him to be okay #fuck the worst thing about stress like this is ive survived like mortal peril #but apparently cant handle normal people stress #booooooo #sorry for the whinging im just very overwhelmed rn

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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 5 months ago

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Trapped in a vicious cycle of pining? Try gay sex! (More things to learn over at Tiger Tiger!)

#tiger tiger #jamis arlesi #remy bonnaire #Arno #through a series of unfortunate events I will be posting this after the update will be out so my timing will be more so:#“Alternate take on how that scene played out” Rather than my funnier “My prediction for how it will go down”#I truly think Remy would rather admit to crimes he didn't commit than confess he has a thing for men.#It would be funny! It would be so funny if this is how Jamis found out. Alas...Not yet...Not yet...#I do love the idea that Jamis completely overlooked the all the elder god horror to get right down to the question of 'HOW DO YOU KNOW HIM'#Remy knows him. Knows him carnally. Wouldn't you like to also know your captain better? In spirit and body and mind?#Jealousy looks good on Jamis. Now he just has to do something about it.#Poor Remy though...He love Jamis so much he'd do anything to prevent losing him.#Which entails never giving Jamis a chance of rejecting or accepting his feelings!#Meanwhile...Jamis is a bisexual disaster man who is at his *limit*.#(For the MDZS fans looking at this Tigers comic who still have no context:#This is like Lan Xichen finding out Jin Guangyao hooked up with Nie Mingjue after LXC spent all that time thinking JGY was straight.#Better yet. This is like WWX just starting to realize his crush on LWJ and then finding out he and JC hooked up in the time skip.#'Nice to know you're into men but why did I have to find out like this' moment.)#((Yes I am trying to bridge the gap between the fandoms I am in. Yes I am still on my propaganda train. Choo Choo!!!))

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thatnununguy · 2 months ago

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PLEASREE PLEASE SHOW MORE EQUIGAM ART PLEASE!!!!!!

When in doubt — post yaoi art. Or however the saying goes. Perchance.

#doodle #homestuck #gamzee makara #equius zahhak #equigam #thanks for the ask!#and sorry it took so long lol #why the fuck did i decide to ship the two bitches with the akwardest to mash together names possible #and i cant come up with something cute cus people wouldn't know wtf I'm talking about #also i have basically zero imagination #i saw the twitter hs ship pole and that equigam was in it BUT FOR MY OWN GOOD #i decided not to follow it cus i would get insanely tilted lol #apparently it already caused some funny drama so I'm not missing out lmao #anyway I've been preoccupied with Halloween prepping and planing my costume #so wish me luck in making hs horns for the first time lol

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revvethasmythh · 2 months ago

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The way Veilguard approaches the concept of leadership is so interesting, actually. Because in previous installments, leadership is something that just happens to the main character. The Warden is volunteered for a leadership position by Alistair because he doesn't want it and also for the video game mechanic of "you are the main character." Hawke leads presumably out of sheer force of personality--how else could they hold all those disparate personalities together and actually get anything done? The Inquisitor is made leader due to the magical MacGuffin in their hand, but beyond naming what the Inquisition is for, little of their leadership technique is directly interrogated.

Rook essentially receives field command of the team after being Varric's second for half a year. The uncertainty of that is palpable. This is not someone who's meant to be in direct command, but finds themselves in that position anyway and the narrative is interrogating that. Thoroughly, even. Solas asking what their role here is, the way they have to mediate the group, multiple conversations about the actual mechanics of being a leader--it's very interesting, because previous protagonists unequivocally were leaders but this is the first time it really feels like I, as a player, have access to the levers that control what that leadership looks like. How someone tries to keep a crew functional and working together and make hard calls while trying to minimize the pain it will cause the rest of the team (and often failing at even that). It's a fledgling attempt at leadership in the worst possible moment and you can feel that. More than anything, it makes the Veilguard feel like an exploration of the work it actually takes to tie a crew like this together and make it possible for them to face world-ending odds, and I'm really enjoying the experience

#datv spoilers #rosie plays games kinda okay #that dragon sure does age #i feel like a bit of a mother hen at times but also. that IS what it would be like wouldn't it?#that IS what being a leader in these circumstances would entail and it's honestly fun to do that #especially given the level of uncertainty it feels like rook has #very consciously someone who knows they weren't supposed to be in charge but is trying SO HARD to be a good leader #i kind of love it

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egophiliac · 8 months ago

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Hi it's just to let you know that the official romanization of Revaan's name is Raverne ! Also they have romanized Baul's name to Baur !

Twst coming back at us again with the least expected romanization! thank you everybody (oh god my inbox) (no it's great, I literally asked for this and the reactions have been INCREDIBLE, thank you all!)

I do like Raverne though, I think it's got a nice fancy sound to it! (I had kinda suspected it was going to be an R instead of an L, so the fact that it's SO close to Laverne except for that is hilarious to me personally.) and Dragoneye Duke is honestly probably the best translation for his title, I wasn't envying the localizers that one. :') Baur instead of Baul I was NOT expecting, but in retrospect I think his name's supposed to be a reference to the Bauru crocodile, so that actually makes way more sense!

someone else also said Meleanor has become Maleanor, which is the REALLY weird one to me, because I was so surprised it was written as Mel instead of Mal in the first place?! oh god no I can't decide which one I like better. 😭 (I wonder if they might change it to Mal...they have made romanization changes before) (like I remember House of Distraction being corrected to House of Destruction in Playful Land) (I did check and she's still Mel for now, but I dunno, they might Mal her up and some point and save me from having to make a decision about which one to use) (HECK I CAN'T DECIDE)

uhhhh thank you for letting me ramble about anime names, let's just say MONOGRAMMED SWEATERS FOR EVERYONE

#twisted wonderland #twisted wonderland spoilers #twisted wonderland episode 7 spoilers #twisted wonderland book 7 spoilers #twisted wonderland episode 7 part 4 spoilers #twisted wonderland book 7 part 4 spoilers #mel is so cute but mal fits with the rest of the draconias better #eng version no you were supposed to save me not make things MORE confusing #anyway raverne huh #that uh. that sure feels like it's supposed to evoke raven doesn't it.#what does it mean WHAT DOES IT MEAN #hold on i'm going to flail around embarrassingly about anime character theories now #(okay first a disclaimer: i do think we need to sit down as a fandom at some point)#(and have a discussion about exactly what is actual canon versus meta speculation versus jokes)#(because i think there has been. some confusion. over that re:crowley and raverne specifically)#(but i do feel justified in being like THEY ARE PROBABLY CONNECTED SOMEHOW RIGHT?! right now)#like i really don't think it's as simple as crowley being raverne but with memory loss or something #(and if they pull that on us i'm going to need an EXTREMELY good explanation to go with it to justify that)#they've gone out of their way several times now to make a point about them acting and sounding different and it feels very intentional to m #(and once again: i super 100% absolutely do not believe that lilia wouldn't recognize him with the top half of his face covered)#i just think the contradictions are a lot stronger than the connections right now but there ARE some connections and i'm 👀ing at them #to be fair the connections are mostly meta like crowley being diablo/raverne being evocative of raven #also the general 'raverne mysteriously disappeared and apparently had distinctive eyes' thing #versus 'crowley's past is unknown and he never shows his eyes'#(i will argue that crowley DOES seem to have some kind of canon connection to briar valley)#(since he is clearly some sort of fae and the masks are a briar valley thing)#and that is kinda it right now isn't it #okay hold on i had to delete some tags because i used too many (thanks tumblr for letting me know and not just vanishing them OH WAIT)#so tl;dr: i'm in the 'crowley is connected to raverne somehow but it's more complicated than just him being in disguise' camp personally #but that will probably change as we get more info and also don't take this as an anti-speculation thing because i love theories HOORAY

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peace-hunter · 23 days ago

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"can megatron see the ghosts?" sometimes :)

haunted au

#i talk a lot <3 #tfone #transformers one #maccadams #optimus prime #megatron #tf primes #megatronus prime #solus prime #prima prime #onyx prime #vector prime #my art #haunted au #they're totally bluffing my the way. they cannot actually do anything and this is a last resort.#no they aren't incredibly pissed off about this they're totally normal about the fact they can only stand and watch #as their little brother is almost killed in front of them they're not hanging by a thread what are you talking about #'why are there only five of them?' good question #the watsonian explanation is that manifesting like this takes a tremendous amount of energy and five of them doing it at the same time #is already pushing it. normally it wouldn't be worth the strain this puts on both them and optimus but desperate times and all that #the doylist explanation is that i'm tired and this already took way more time than it should have :( it's actually embarrassing ://#and fitting thirteen bots in one shot is so fucking hard OTL

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ch1zzie · 3 months ago

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Had this in my pocket for a while so here u gooooo

SCARY MONTH

#welcome home #partycoffin #wally darling #welcome home arg #welcome home fanart #welcome home wally #i havent posted in AGES here i just dont have any ideassssss waaaaaaaaah #my motivations been messy too WHYYYYYYYYY #also yeah i didnt color the stripes on his pants it was to hard😭#i hope my brain gets ideas soon AND i hope my motivation will be friendly and go up so i can do things #i kept this drawing for a bit because i was gonna plan to add more drawings to this post butttttt i guess that didnt happen😭#its all good though #yay yippy #maybe next time ill have more to share #i cant wait for Christmas I WANT TO BE JOLLY #my family already decorated for Christmas #what if i dressed as santa claus for Halloween #it would be a jollyween wouldn't it

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madootles · 4 months ago

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watched over the garden wall today for the first time! I love u horror fantasy mystery genre

#over the garden wall #otgw #a friend and I were looking for a show similar to gravity falls to watch and I mentioned that I had heard of this one #I didn't realize it was so short! But I love it #I love you succinct shows I love you planned out endings #fan art #wirt and greg #otgw beatrice #the frog #can't remember his name #art #this is the first time in so long that I've felt good about art I've made :o #stayed up all night doing this #wouldn't have taken that long but photoshop crashed right when i was getting close to being done and I lost soooo much progress #it was devastating but I decided to start over and I am glad I did #anyway hope someone enjoys this!

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suchscary · 7 months ago

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REACH OUT AND TOUCH FAITH

#my art #jjba #jojo's bizarre adventure #enrico pucci #stone ocean #I had such a good time with this piece. I didn't even want to finish it so the fun wouldn't end

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somnimagus · 30 days ago

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very cool rat from my sketchbook that i colored like a year ago and forgot about

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#freya crescent #final fantasy ix #final fantasy 9 #ffix #ff9 #i love freya. she's easily one of my favorite designs in all of ff #i really love the style and proportions of ff9 overall; visually it stands out to me the most in the series #freya and vivi are my favorite characters looks and personality-wise #i like that they're shaped like little badminton birdies #fan art #my art #i also kinda want my art to look like this all the time i think #but the way i do these wouldn't work as well for bigger drawings...#finding a way to consistently draw that's fun and looks good is so hard

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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 1 month ago

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Bonus 13: Beware the Grapes of Wrath.

[First] Prev <–-> Next

#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #wei wuxian #wen qing #wen ning #WWX's main weapon as the Yiling patriarch is considered to be 'Wen Ning' - which makes sense as far as the whole necromancer thing goes.#However...That *is* Wen Qing's beloved baby brother!#In her perspective WWX skipped town for a few days (or so) and took WN with him #only for them both to show up bloodied and in a state of disarray.#There's no way he told her he was going out to duel Jiang Cheng. For several reasons.#He doesn't want to involve her in his messes anymore than he already has.#It's less that she would try and stop him and more so that he honestly wouldn't even think to say something about it to her.#WQ and him aren't partners in this situation. He actually openly disregards her opinions several times.#Wei Wuxian's emotional distance from everyone around him is a big part of this arc.#Like all good tragedies...his biggest flaw is his hubris. He doesn't *need* anyone when he's so capable on his own.#He doesn't need to ask permission when obviously this is the only way forwards.#He has to do it all on his own! No one else needs to be involved!#And if you've been in the position of realizing you have a problem of toxic self-reliance - you know how harmful this mindset is.#It's why it's so satisfying to see WWX in his 'new' life start to let other's share his burdens.#I will die on the hill of 'love means carrying each other's weight. All a burden means is that I can give you support and you support me.'#YLLZ is less 'competent and sexy' and more 'depressed and can't see it'.#Another lovely nod to the main theme here is how he starts leaning more and more into the rumours about him.#Though we are also still confronted with how these rumours fail to actually live up to reality.#Rumour has it the Yiling Patriarch is undefeatable. What a shame if that rumour turned out to be untrue!

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raiiny-bay · 5 months ago

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Love, Dhes

Parker,

It's unfair how time with you feels so short. How the last 10 years have felt like no time at all. I like to think there are other versions of us out there, somewhere. Maybe in another timeline, another universe. I like to think we find each other no matter where we are or what we're doing. That we're together and happy and I get to love you in a dozen different lifetimes. That's what I hope, anyway. And I hope when this lifetime ends, we get to start over and do it all again. Because once just isn't enough. Not for me. Not with you.

I hope the next 10 years pass slower.

Love, Dhes