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Things I find myself saying these days that I never said during the 10+ years I had severe depression:
- I love my life
- my life is fun and exciting
- it’s a great time to be alive
I honestly never thought I’d be here. I never thought I’d be free. But I’m so grateful I survived.
#I wouldn’t wish depression on anybody#it was the worst thing I’ve had to go through#and slowly#I’m starting to forget what it was even like#which is kinda weird and also nice#personal#text post#just screaming into the void
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and remember kids: if you pull enough all nighters, your sleep schedule will eventually shift until you become practically nocturnal and wont be able to fall asleep until 4am
#:)))#i went to bed at 11pm and then woke up around 2:30am 😩#its not even 3pm and im so sleepy#i want to take a nap but i CANT#i have to save the sleepiness for tonight#screw this executive dysfunction and my inability to complete tasks until the last minute#on the bright side chapter 4 is coming along nicely#and slowly#but thats bc im sleepy#BUT ive outlined up till chapter 9#i am very proud of myself#thank god i dont have any classes i need to recuperate from the last week and a half hahsjdsfkdf#summer post#original
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okay, but. consider:
what if it's not you, that changed?
cakes for when you die and get brought back but there's something wrong with you and everyone can tell
#what if the grief and horror of losing someone close to you made you lose sight of who they really were#and when you get them back#they break apart all of your perfect fantasies and remembrances of how amazing they were and how incredible you were together#and slowly#unwillingly#you start to realize that they were only ever a person#instead of this symbol you've built them into#and that maybe you never really knew them as well as you thought you did#what then?#where do you go from there?#the cake is red velvet#by the way#the lavender is a red herring#bc you thought you knew what you were getting into#but it turns out that you /really/ didn't
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Ive said this before but swear the biggest skill to learn as an adult is how to resist high-pressure sales tactics. You do NOT have to answer questions with anything other than "Sorry I'm not interested." No matter how nice they are or no matter how many follow up questions they ask or even how agitated they get when you stand your ground. Just keep saying I'm not interested. Don't answer their questions. Don't give them an opening to try to push back on your reasons. Be a fucking brick wall of I'm not interested.
#You're going to feel like you're being rude and that's okay#They're going to act like your best friend at first#And slowly get more agitated#the more you try#To stand your ground#But they're not your friend#They're trying to sell you something you don't want
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not romantic not platonic but a secret third thing [what would happen between earth and the moon if the earth stopped spinning as illustrated by xkcd randall munroe]
#'your moon is here' things that make me explode like a supernova#UGHHHHHHH what if i was perpetually in your orbit. influencing the tides. protecting you from asteroids. and slowly drifting further away.#then you stopped moving and i was only pulse to your dead heart. orbiting you. right where ive been left. and so you started turning again.#ria.txt#personal#space opera au#(<- not about what you think is about)#hiiii this is gaining traction so glad we're all going insane :D your moon is here is SO fucked up. so good.#xkcd#randall munroe#space#moon#anyways xkcd comics are so good. entertaining witty and informative. check em out!#ok this is about false and ren from hermitcraft#falseren
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starting a compilation of my favorite "no thank you" buttons from when they want you to subscribe so bad
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am i blanchin?
girl we blanchin!!
HI HIII happy birthday to everyone's favorite mystery twins!! how did they grow up so fast!!!!
Palestine: Funds | Action | eSims | Info Sudan Resources | Congo Resources
#gravity falls#gravity falls fanart#mabel pines#dipper pines#still wild to me to have once been just barely older than them when the show was first airing#and now........ ough..#anyways i think starting today im gonna slowly start watching back through gravity falls again :) gotta return to my roots!!!#edit thank god i finally have a new keyboard i couldn't add any of my resource links on mobile ;0;
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Oh god theres more
#gravity falls#stan pines#stanley pines#stanford pines#dipper pines#mabel pines#the book of bill#book of bill#gravity falls memes#me when#made by me#as seen on tiktok#as seen elsewhere#I might be slowly becoming normal again#nevermind im still mentally unwell#how do I explain this to my therapist
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Birthday gift great blue heron, watercolor and ink.
#Drawing birds for bday is slowly becoming a separate category of my art lol#art#artists on tumblr#traditional art#birds#heron#watercolor#watercolour illustration
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Expertise can't help you here.
#dungeon meshi#kabru#laios touden#falin touden#Happy Thistle Thursday once again. Have I been holding on to this comic for several weeks? Sure have!#I forgot how long it takes for Chimera Falin to come into play.#I still really love my 'better drawn' art of her - unfortunately it was several weeks too early for the anime only folks.#Slowly getting the hang of drawing Laios. I don't know why I struggle so much but I am getting...somewhere.#Meta time: God damn I love how the chimera shows off the expertise and gap between Kabru and Laios.#The truth is: they are both *right* and they are both *wrong*.#This creature is a combination of monster and human and they only have the skillset to deal with one of those.#Kabru goes for all the human vitals - but she isn't human.#Laios tries to approach her as a monster and is struck down by the humanity he sees in her.#She is something new that defies what they *both* understand about the world. And that makes her such a perfect antagonist.#The damsel was the dragon all along!#...She is really so cute though. Terrifying! But adorable. I am so excited to see the boom of fanart for her.
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Spent a ridiculous amount of time last night obsessively editing my hand written zines in Photoshop to take away any tiny blemishes so they were definitely readable.
Whatever. Understand or don't.
#I can't always read hyper-neat cursive. Doctors get away with being worse than me.#I'm allowed to be messy#nariart#1 sheet zine#mini zine#8 page zine#zines#zine#Taking time to write slowly enough to be understood was a special kind of torture in school.#My brain was going 100 km/h and I couldn't keep up and also be legible.#Now I can take my time and take breaks. But I still have that little voice in my head.#narizine#nariwrites
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It would have taken another immortal to keep up with him.
so i haven't read the books but i did read the Devil's Minion chapter and this part made me laugh out loud:
#my art#interview with the vampire#iwtv#amc iwtv#armand iwtv#armand#daniel molloy#devils minion#armandaniel#ancient and powerful 500 year old vampire stalks Random Journalist for 4 years and accidentally falls obsessively in love with him#delectable feed it to me slowly like grapes#genuinely before i read this chapter i thought the armand/daniel dynamic was a nandor/guillermo type of renfield situation#i was not expecting it to be so weirdly wholesome#these two have canonically watched hit 1981 british comedy Time Bandits together like 800 times#deeply unserious i love them so much
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i have a boyfriend 💗
#he���s the sweetest angel ever#i knew we were similar from the start#like we both romanticize everything listen to similar music read similar books have similar roles socially etc#i think it’s funny because i noticed him and thought he was cute a while ago#and then i thought#i’ll make him love me 🧘♀️#just as a thought i guess 😭#but then we became friends#and slowly#over the span of months#i made him fall in love with me#left him no choice 😁#and now every day he’s like i can not believe a girl like you likes me#it’s the cutest#like okay teenage dirtbag go off#<3#romance#diary
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Please. Someone. Help. I really need to watch Gravity Falls.
A week or so ago something about [first name] Hirsch made its way onto my dash and I liked and reblogged it. That led to a chain reaction, with stuff from the Hirsch guy and then stuff from that godforsaken show going all over my dash.
I've never watched Gravity Falls, never really thought about it until now. When I saw all of this Gravity Falls stuff I didn't have context for it. And yet...it's still iconic. Now I need to watch it. So much that it's preventing me from sleeping and invading my thoughts.
The problem is, I don't have time for another obsession. I already have etymology, and linguistics, and pure math, and reading, and school on top of it all. My life does not have space.
Even worse, I feel like after consuming Gravity Falls Gravity Falls would consume me. It would eat away at my thoughts until only fragmented shreds remain. I would hate and love that show simultaneously; hate it because it secreted the right to control of my thoughts away mid-first episode and left me defenseless against its majesty, but love it because I have no other choice. Because whatever-his-name-is Hirsch created something that doesn't allow for halfassery. You can't just watch it casually, and if you try...then you're foolish. Trying to resist the inevitable, even when its already occured.
I'm afraid that if I dip a toe in Gravity Falls' murky waters then something just under the surface will intrigue me enough that I'll welcome the touch of its tentacles, then leap more than get dragged down into its merciless embrace.
#until I can no longer see the light from above#and slowly#I forget why above was a place I wanted to stay
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What accent coach is working magic behind the scenes of iwtv. A british man plays an american man with a thick new orleans accent that slowly fades to a standard american accent. Another british man plays an indian man with a french accent that morphs into a british accent. An australian man plays a french man with the strongest most unintelligible french accent youve ever heard
#iwtv#is this readable#interview with the vampire#yall ever think about louis slowly losing his accent while claudia kept hers. i do.#BTW when i call armand indian ik its an oversimplification since he predates india as a country but yk what i mean
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