#slowly going insane

[lrrrkan]

THE UNSPEAKABLE

here’s the full image bingbong bingbong. i wish i was john’s crucifix sometimes (im sorry💀)

John don’t flip out but i think there’s something behind you idk

[iamchaos1234]

So I wanted to make references for myself-

Individual shots with extra info below :,D

[wormsinperil]

unfit to lead.

[prettyypenguin]

Thinking about smoking weed with a pretty little someone. We're both sitting on the balcony, staring at the stars sparkling up above. I'll take a drag, grab her face and slowly blow it into her mouth, sealing it off with a kiss.

[mentally-stable-mephone]

You can do it! You just have to believe in yourself!!

Can I really do that? Is it that simple?

[pandasleepy07]

It just clicked. Terzo is headless. HEADLESS. The man could very well just be holding his head which makes him look shorter, hence the reason the guy we see in the window barely being as tall as the doorknob. We also only see ONE hand trying to open the door.

Is this a stretch? possibly. Do I care? no.

[daiyaarashi]

I just love aizawa so much hes jusst so sillyy :33 likee the silliess XD so soo silly :3 me whenn when me i amm whennn sillyy XD

[gazumirei]

I deadass just stood in his room and kept buying items I couldn't buy just to hear him talk💀

[doll444luv]

Does anyone else feel like they’re never going to be anything? I mean, I have no hobbies, i hate making plans with people. I have no friends. I start college in eight days and I’m so uncertain because I’m going into something that I don’t want to do and I’m never going to full enjoy.

I don’t know, maybe I’m crazy but I feel like there’s not a day that passes where everyone else is ten feet ahead of me and I’m still stuck at the starting line. I hate spreading my feelings because I can never do it without feeling unwarranted, like I’m not allowed to be upset but everyone is

I like to imagine that one day I’m going to wake up and be proud of who I’ve become but I can’t see a possible future where that happens and where I sit there and know who I am and I love the girl I’ve become. Because I can’t. And I can’t say “she isn’t me” because I don’t know who ME is. I don’t know who I am or who I want to be because I can’t seem to find a way to find me.

I feel like I’m constantly in a loop of failure and worry while everyone is so sure of themselves. It makes me feel so jealous because I know I deserve that just like everyone else

[faeriiyeon]

in doing fine guys!! (ao3 is down and im losing it.)

[derww]

DAY 29: HAVOC

CW: Death, suicidal ideations

It is almost too easy to make a decision: after all, he has not been afraid of death for a long time, and he has nothing to lose. Therefore, he casually takes a step into the void, solving the hostage situation at once. Of course, it still hurts to die, but for a moment it seems as if the Abyss is stroking his head and telling him that he will be fine in the end. And then he opens his eyes and he's on a floating island. Cherry tree petals flutter around him.

What do you want, a wind whispers to him. Some peace of mind, he replies, and it ruffles his fur. Jumper is calling him, but he's fine, so why worry? He watches the dawn for a while, wondering if they will come to try to kill him again, but they never come. Jumper arrives and he smiles and hugs her and they move on.

He only in snatches here and there, a soft smile and an amethyst blade, difficult questions, but never – another sword in battle, and he wanders around the server as if he was in search of something, following the breadcrumbs of what was lost forever. Slowly but surely, he is preparing to say goodbye. He doesn't know for how long. He admits that maybe forever.

His magic is as diligent as ever in his hands. It obeys him as if finally accepting him as the true master. For the first time, he feels at one with this reality, and there is an irony in this.

He goes to the spawn and sees a huge voidhole in the middle. For a while, he just stays silent and stares. He's not sure if he should have the words for it. His hearing is filled with whispers in other languages, and he looks straight down into the void, and the spells themselves half-form in his palms.

– Don't you have a void team? – he asks distantly, not addressing anyone in particular, – accept me.

– What? – standing behind him Bacon asks, taken aback, – you know that we kill people, right?

– I know, – he nods, – not a fan. But Jumper is with you. I have to make sure she's in good hands. – It is only half of the truth.

He does not turn around, peacefully looking at the microcosm through the end of the world. There was something special about being a dead man walking. He didn't care if he died. All he had to do here was to tie up his tails.

Bacon is silent for a while. And where are even all the others?

– If you don't like killing, then what can you do for us? – he finally asks. Vi shakes his head.

– No one will believe that I am connected to you. Even with Jumper on your team, everyone knows my relationship with Zam and the rest of you. I'll tell you everything you need to win.

– Do you think Zam will agree to take you on the team? – Bacon asks skeptically. Vi smiles.

– Yes. He owes me.

– I don't think this Zam respects any debts, – Bacon cautiously remarks, but still calls a meeting – Zam, Mapicc and Jumper, dazed from the surprise.

Zam giggles, claps his hands and says he is happy that Vi has finally realized how cool it is to just kill people altogether. Mapicc opens his mouth, clearly thinking to contradict him, but stops himself in the end for some reason. Bacon shakes his head disapprovingly, but votes "Yes". Vi is surreally accepted without any objections, and he stares at the moon in the void without any fear, sharing that it reminds him of Subz, and then jumps down, and the void accepts him almost reluctantly, as if not wanting to accept as a sacrifice.

He doesn't like the idea of killing innocents. He knows it's inevitable in a world like this, amd still can't learn to accept it. But his morals don't matter now. After all, it had never actually helped him.

He spends one month with the Abyss: calms down Jumper, decorates his house with amethysts, plants flowers, flies over the void and sends reports. He goes to the Abyss meeting room a few times, and they, along with the newly accepted Pentar, occupy all the chairs and discuss plans in half with complete nonsense.

Nobody on all server attacks him. It's a quiet life, the best one to peacefully write a final will. He reminisces about his time with Subz, whose departure was like the absence of a left hand. He knits cute small things and gifts them to everyone. He admires the full moon and asks for her forgiveness. And then he calls Jumper into the heart of his home and forces her to kill him.

Abyss wins the war, and the spawn turns into a series of parkours and hanging islands stretching across the void. Jumper wears his hood. The central chair in the meeting room remains unoccupied. The black and purple ceramic platform becomes decorated with cornflowers and tulips.

[humongoustimetravelconnoisseur]

aghhhh! Unraveled is at my house. It is in my line of sight right now. But it’s wrapped up and I’m not allowed to open it for two days. It’s so annoying because I know it’s there but I can’t have it.

[ezustvarju]

Sam: Did you hear that Jóska won't be buried tomorrow but next week?

Dean: Why, is he feeling better?

Gerbeaud recipe - from Feri's funeral

[quiet-art-kid]

Happy spooky season here's a furious fic

[ivaeow]

047..047……..0.4.7

047..047……..0.4.7 !…

047..047……..0.4.7 !!..

047..047……..0.4.7 !!!….

[lcvescountdown]

the prisoner's throne spoilers

ok this is far fetched but what if the next faerie book is about nicasia because like chapter 24 was a sign THERE'S MORE COMING but it seems like jude & cardan's stories as the main characters are done (I WISH IT WASN'T) but did u hear THEY'RE GOING TO THE UNDERSEA so what if nicasia is the main character and then we get jude & cardan baby hopefully