#and she was like why would you go get me that you didnt have to

[transificationbeem]

Every single occassion in my life where gift giving is expected, one of my relatives gives me womens things. I discuss with her that I literally cannot and will not use these things, every single person in my family has known for a decade that I will not use these things. And yet every single holiday at her house is soured by me genuinely hoping this year she'll actually follow through with the list I gave her or the indications I made while shopping or the very firm "I do not wear womens clothes, so no I do not know my size in womens", and her going out of her way to buy me ugly, poorly sized, ultra-feminine cut clothing in pinks and pastels. Humiliating me in front of others when I inevitably get upset. She sometimes caves with ONE thing that I do in fact wear/use (a denim vest, a video game hoodie, a set of cool rocks) but all of those things are either direct links I gave her or a mere pittance buried beneath a pile of feminine shit I will never wear that would show my chest down to near the damn nipple.

This woman was the first person to ask me if I was actually a boy.

I had to FIGHT for my right to exist in my own house outside of femininity. To cut my hair short, to buy mens clothing, to wear shirts that didnt show cleavage, to not wear dresses. At least twice a day I heard nastily sneered "you look like a BOY" in the most disgusted voice possible, usually followed by "queer" "whore" "bitch" and other lovely words. My lean towards masculinity as a child was directly punished with feminizing and sexualizing insults and language.

Like yeah for fucking CERTAIN men and trans femmes and gender queer folk percieved in ways that spark transmisogyny have it fucking awful, especially about clothing and clockability and the general awful stigma of "men wearing dresses". But goddamnit why the fuck won't you sit down with people like me and commiserate. Why does my experience need to be belittled and erased to prop yalls up. Like, do you really think trans men, mascs, and gender queers raised as women can just fully step into masculinizing fashion and behavior without backlash? Are you really that blind?

I think its pretty incredulous to say no-one is forcing men to wear dresses and makeup if you're anywhere in the trans community. Are we not men to you? Do we not fucking matter?

now, i did not get my ass dragged to easter dinner in the frilliest little can’t-go-play-outside-for-the-egg-hunt fuckin dress every single year of my childhood just to put up with you sayin all this bullshit

[rinsnumber1fan]

MDNI 18+

When bllk men think you're cheating but you're really just reading smut. But when they catch you? You're cooked.

Featuring: Itoshi Rin, Itoshi Sae, Michael Kaiser + smut.

Itoshi Rin:

Rin has been watching you for a few days now. Giggling on your phone, thighs pressing together to avoid being caught wet, biting your lip, cheeks red and thousands of other signs.

But he played dumb for now.

Rin knew it was a man, it was his instincts, he called isagi once and asked him about it and isagi tried to be logical "Maybe she's not cheating. It could be anything just because she laughs---" blocked. How dare he not agree with rins opinion?

It got to a point that you would hide your phone behind your back everytime he'd enter the room. And if he spots your phone you flip it to the other side.

You were lying on rins apartment bed, it was a day off and rin had gone to practice so you had the room to yourself. A smug grin forms on your lips as you open ao3 whilst listening to music on Spotify. Your legs and thighs pressed close together as you scroll through the pages, reading through every little line: he grabs a chunk of your hair making you moan in pleasure, "fuck.. I didnt know you were into that."

You didn't even notice when Rin got home, he was standing right behind you his tall frame hovering over yours casting a shadow over you and you still didn't notice. He leans down glancing at your phone and his brows furrow in confusion, "bondage? What the fuck." He asked loudly enough and you screamed. You jumped back, pulling your headphones off and looking at him wide eyes and flushed cheeks. "Y-you-- why didn't you tell me you were home??" You paced and he scoffed, "what the hell are you reading?" He somehow snatches your phone from your hands and has you frozen in embarrassment. "No..." you murmured as you watched his eyes trail left and right over the text on your phone. "NOOO!! I-it opened on accident!! See I was watching a movie and uh it was a pop up ad!! So I clicked and it led me to this strange website!!!"

Rin glanced at you and back at the screen,

Bondage, pet play, breeding kink, degradation, spanking, hair pulling, exhibitionist, public teasing, corruption kink...

"So that's what you've been doing." Rin said, his voice low and raspy as he puts the phone down on the side table. You knew you were absolutely fucked when he leaned closer. You pulled back, trying to slide off the bed but he grabs your ankle quick and pulls you back towards him. "That's what you were into?" He laughed, not in happiness or whatever but in mocking. You couldn't speak. You remained quiet. "So this is what you get off on? Books..?" He furrowed his brows "fucking pervert."

He obviously wanted you to feel atleast a little ashamed but you were a goner at this point. Hearing him call you a pervert made you hornier. Made your thighs shut tighter. Made you feel humiliated. And he noticed it, very well. He blinked once, twice, "are you kidding me?" He rubs circles on your ankle "you like it when I humiliate you? God, there's no saving you. And here I thought you were a good girl." He pulls you towards him, leans down, and grabs your jaw, "you like being humiliated? being a slut?" His words were like weed to you right now and you gasped lightly "yes- yeah.. i-" you panted, "i like it." And he shoves you down, sliding your panties to your side and pulling his shorts just low enough.

"Then be a good girl and take it." He groaned, pushing into you and making you scream loudly, "shut the fuck up. You want someone to hear?" He slaps the surface of your thigh making you squeal.

You lived off of being humiliated by him. "Freak." Is all he said to you, leaning down to whisper in your ear and you came. Hard.

His eyes widened slightly and he spoke "just from that, huh?" He grinned. "I'm gonna have fun with you."

Itoshi Sae:

Sae loved you. But he noticed things about you more than he loved you. Like how you always hide your phone from him. Today he's going to confront you.

You're on your phone again, in a restaurant date. He went off to the bathroom and meanwhile you opened up your phone to check some stuff and while you did, you ended up going back to wattpad to read something.

Sae had returned, your phone was in your hand, and when he sat down? You almost threw your phone away in panic. You didn't sense him coming. Sae blinked, "what is it that you're always doing on that phone?" He glanced at you and you stammered "Uh well.. lots of stuff like-" "let me see your phone." His words made you pause, smile almost run away. "W-why?" "Because I asked you to."

You grab your phone hesitantly and licked your lips. "Okay but why?" You sighed and he deadpanned "because youre cheating on me."

"WHAT?!" You said it out loud, heads turned and you turned red in embarrassment. "I'm not cheating on you, I'd never!!" You put your phone in his hands immidently "then what are you always hiding?" He frowned and you pouted "um..."

He scrolls through your phone, opening up one of the apps called wattpad. "What's this? Book app?" And you froze. Ready for the humiliation, he went through your reading lists. Smut..?

"It's not what it looks like!!" You said in a loud whisper and sae blinked. "Wow." He said, "I didn't know you were into.. cnc." You almost crumbled.

"Sae I'm- no. I'm uh" He tilts his head, "do you like it when I force you?" Your brain stopped functioning at this point and you leaned back and cleared your throat.

"N-.. y-..yes'nt?" You replied and he paused his hand trailed on your thigh for a moment. "You wanted that you couldve just said so" He leans his head down to your level. His hand playing with the hem of your skirt. He puts his hands through, pulling your panties down, just a little bit. "Sae.. what if someone-" "that's better." He cuts off, his hand going through your inner thigh to cut through your walls. He let's his fingers get sucked in as he twists them in a way he knows you'll like. You whimpered, clinging to his arm helplessly with a red face "S-sae..." and he glances down and back up at you, "dont make too much noise." He glances at you. "You didn't want anyone to hear right?" He goes in and out and you hide your face into his arm. "S-saee..." you whimpered as you reached your down, came all over his fingers. "Let's finish this, hm?"

Michael Kaiser:

You thought you were careful.

Reading your spicy books under the blanket, screen dimmed, thighs squished together in a pathetic attempt to be discreet.

But Michael Kaiser? He noticed.

He noticed everything.

From the way your breathing changed.

To how your eyes would go glassy.

To how flustered you got when he walked in suddenly.

So one night, when you’re curled up on the couch, knees pulled up, phone close to your face...

He snatches it.

Just like that.

“What the hell—KAISER!”

“Relax,” he says smoothly, holding the screen up as he scrolls.

Then he stops.

Grins. Slowly.

“spanking?”

You freeze.

“Give it back.”

He doesn’t.

He reads aloud.

“‘He slapped her face and told her to say thank you like a good girl.’”

His voice is mocking. Drawling.

“...Aww. y/n.” He glances at you over the screen.

“You like that shit?”

Your face burns.

“N-no—wait, it’s not like that—”

“Nah, no need to lie now.” He tosses the phone onto the table and stalks toward you. “You’ve been holding out on me.”

You try to scramble away.

He catches your ankle and drags you into his lap, caging you there with his arms.

“Cute little girlfriend, always trying to act innocent, gets off on being called a dumb, used-up whore?”

You squirm. Whimper.

And that’s when he notices:

You’re wet.

“…No way.”

His voice drops.

He presses his fingers over your soaked panties and laughs.

A dark, wicked laugh.

“Oh, this is perfect.”

“You’re actually getting turned on right now.”

You try to push him away, humiliated beyond belief, but he grabs your jaw and forces you to look at him.

“What else do you read?” he hisses against your lips.

“Getting tied up? Slapped? Filled with a stranger’s cum? Is that why you get all shaky when I’m mean?”

You tremble.

And that’s all the confirmation he needs.

You’re His Now. His Little Pervert.

He doesn’t even give you time to think.

Pulls your panties to the side. Pushes two fingers in.

“You know what this means, right?” he breathes against your neck.

“You’re mine now. My little toy. My filthy, depraved, closeted freak who’s gonna say please when I make her crawl.”

You whine. Already falling apart.

He’s relentless.

He Makes you read out loud from one of your bookmarked smut scenes while he fingers you.

“Slower. Louder. If you can read it, you can take it.” he spanks you when you get shy or stumble earning a whine

Marks you. Everywhere. Neck, chest, inner thighs.

“You don’t need books anymore. I’ll give you everything you want, baby.”

You thought he'd stop soon maybe, maybe.. but no.

He Breaks You In.

Kaiser takes full control.

Choking. Spanking. Praise mixed with filthy degradation.

He grabs your face, makes you look him in the eyes as he thrusts deep inside you.

“You’re mine.”

“Say it.”

You choke out: “I’m yours.”

“And what else?”

“I’m… I’m your pervert.”

He smirks. Kisses you deep and slow.

“Good girl.”

“Now moan for me like you do in your head.”

A/n: HII GIYS IM WORKING ON THE REQUEATS IGOT BUT I HAD THIS IDEA AND I D3VIDED TO OOST IT DONT WORRY THO IM GONNA TOTALLY POST THE OTHER REQS TOO SO YEAH AND PLEASE LEAVE A COMMENT AND ALIKE BECAUSE 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 JUST BECAUSE.

[blackheart-6]

toriel dark world design

hi yall

i wanted to have this done last sunday, but if theres anything you can expect from me, its that im slow lol

so, after an extra week, here is my design for a dark world toriel!

it took me so long to come up with this design, especially the colors. i knew from my very first sketch the basic color palette i wanted, but i kept struggling and then at one point i almost went with a different color scheme, but i ended up going back to the original (mostly).

i knew i wanted her to be a wizard of sorts, so thats why she has the big hat and long flowy dress. i also gave her an apron sort of thing since she bakes, a hat with a ball end similar to her night cap, but ill admit things like her bow or her little sleeves under her dress (kinda hard to see) are just cause i like them ^^

i really struggled with coming up with her weapon. i didnt know if i should choose something more magical and wizard like, or something more along the lines of her baking, like some cooking utensil. i thought about for awhile, and i eventually came up with the idea of a book! i imagine it works in a way where each new book/weapon she gets is a different one, which gives her a different spell.

so maybe she starts with a cook book, and it gives her a healing spell, but maybe then she can get a bedtime story book which would give her a spell to induce tired. stuff like that, yknow? and for just normal attack its funny to imagine her smacking enemies with a book lol

i plan on making a part 2 to this, with sprites, but it took me so long just to get this done that i thought i should post this now :P

but thats it for now, bye yall!

ps.

heres some concepts i had for her ^^

[alealuvshayden]

Scott Barringer - FLUFF ANGST

Scott Barringer x reader

𝙧𝙖𝙞𝙣𝙮 𝙘𝙤𝙣𝙛𝙚𝙨𝙨𝙞𝙤𝙣

@ysrjune your idea.

Newbie. That‘s what everyone called him. Well not really. Everyone called him handsome.. and funny. The dude had striking blue eyes that anyone could fall for. Although.. he was moody. No one knew why.

☆���｡𖦹°‧★

His first day here Juliette and Shelby immediately fought over him. Shelby made her way and sat next to him, making small talk.

Then it all happened. His manwhore, quarterback ego was back. Scott changed from Juliette to Shelby. Juliette was heart broken. But who was the real heartbroken one here? You. You were.

All of this comotion happening right in front of you and you acted as though it didnt affect you.

The guy was handsome, but he was too much of a manwhore for your liking. Everywhere you turned you saw Juliette and Shelby at each others throats because of him. Like bro goddamn he cant be ALL THAT.

The cliffhangers had made their way to the forest for a campfire. Including you. Scott and Shelby were by a tree trunk doing whatever.. they kissed. Afte that Shelby laid her head on his shoulder. It was a daily occurence so it was nothing new.

You and Auggie ate crisped marshmallows together on a stick, staring at Scott. Auggie noticed and spoke up.

„Y‘know.. he‘s only using her.. wants to be with someone else. He told me.“

„Oh shut up Aug… they obviously love each other, dude.“

„Not so sure about that.. just keeping you up to date.“

☆⋆｡𖦹°‧★

You kept thinking about Auggie‘s words. If they had been true or just a lie to keep you hoping for Scott. Whatever it was, it kept you thinking about it. At night everyone built tents and you all had a campfire. Scott sat by you, unusual.

„Soooo, y/n… what‘s up???“

„The stars.“ you brush him off.

Scott‘s heart dropped and sighed deeply. „Tell me what‘s wrong.. did i do something?“

„Something? Something!?“

Scott kept his eyes on you, insisting you to continue..

„Dude.. y-you give me mixed signals! I dont know who you want anymore! Choose!“ you got up and sat down next to Ezra.

Scott glared at you and him and thought long and hard about your words. Later on you all went into your tents. You shared a tent with daisy, Scott with Auggie.

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„Auggie, bro, I dont know what got into her! I like her! She just doesnt get it!!“ Scott whined about you and continued ranting the whole time.

„Well, dude, what do you think? You change between Juliette, Shelby and her everyday.“

„So?? What should i do then!“

„Show her you love her, bro.“

How could he possibly show you how much he liked you? How?

☆⋆｡𖦹°‧★

It had started raining a bit but not harsh anough to break your tents. Scott‘s mind wouldnt stop thinking about you. It had gotten to the point he got emotional and started crying. He couldnt let Auggie see that. So, eventually he made his way over to your tent. Silent footsteps, careful not to step on a branch and make noise.

He pulled on you tent, you and Daisy jumped up.

He reassured.

„I-Its just me..“ he sniffled and entered the tent, hiding his face. You sensed something wrong..

„Daisy would you go and share a tent with Aug tonight? Please????“ you whisperly beg. Daisy groaned but agreed and left.

☆⋆｡𖦹°‧★

„Scotty are you crying..?“

Scott finally looks up at you with tearful eyes and breaks. „I-Im sorry. I love you, I promise.“

Lighting, a storm, it made you both uneasy. You being plainly scared and Scott having the trauma of his skanky stepmother.

„y/n I-I promise I love you. I‘ll do anything you ask me to. I‘ll stop talking with every girl i swear!“ he cried out.

Your heart ached. You couldnt let him feel that way and fall into his embrace. Both of you snuggled up under the sleeping bag and kept each other warm in each‘s emrace.

Both you and Scott fell asleep hand in hand, your head on his chest and him kissing your head and forehead.

Scott‘s player era was gone.

He was now your lover boy.

i have a twin!sam/scott SMUT in my drafts but idk if i should post…

NEVERMIND hope yall like this one i had to think deeply to get an idea for this sorry bae.

taglist: @mvst4far @divineani @dollfilmz @madsluvsdilfs @hearts4sammonroe @seraphrelic

lemme know if you wanna be added or removed🤑

[losver07]

eyyy dw there's not a "late" for answering things :)

thanks for the luck<3 i've decided that i'm going to repeat this year and take it easy cause my brain cannot cut it anymore lmao

also the "i hate vampires theyre so evil" is so funny jxbckdbsk

"what am i drinking? oh, just lil potion not to turn into a beast. it's a full moon, ya know? i'm fucking kidding gilderoy, it's for my fucking knee alright? yeah cause of the limp you won't stop asking about. fucking prick."

i think The People™ are going to label this as their fave book from now on ngl

fuck em honestly, they're together again. (they might not be tomorrow tho, it's a russian roulette). oh and yes she tries to give me feminist speeches and im like..... okay but you're the opposite of that. okay but people don't transition to "steal your rights". okay but if me shaving is social pressure, where do your blonde highlights come from? idk she's a hypocrite but she puts up w my dad as a divine punishment so there's that

uuuu matt groening is the guy who made the simpsons!! (and more stuff, but im guessing you know the simpsons)

mine are gold gold :) actually fun fact my best friends little sister copied my glasses when she had to get ones (shes such a cutie i love herrr)

oh yeah i've been learning a bit abt genocide and uhhh she's definitely trying to start one and she's sort of succeeding at a minor scale, cause she (and other people like her) are demonising and villianising a group of people and making the rest of the population set them apart, like labeling them right away just for who they are. idk in my humble opinion we should go to her house mansion whatever with torches and pitchforks and burn the w(b)itch

uuuu that explains why this week my head is empty. hope the kid is having fun at yours

shes the most adorable living creature on earth 😭😭

oh yeah i get that, last year i had to learn like?? four diff poems/monologues??? in a week?? i don't even make scenic arts it was for my lit class bro. now there's a whole emily dickinson poem stuck in my brain forever (not complaining tho)

I HAVENT LISTENED TO ITTT😭😭 you know what ima do that as soon as i post this!!!

oh yeah very true, some things just stop clicking. im working on a band au now tho and im having fun so that's neat :)

that. is. so. cool. i think my neighborhood mascot would be the fucking garbage truck man

waitwaitwait there's a thespian fest?? like??? wow okay didnt know that. and omg i used to collect feathers as a kid too (we lived near a garden centre and they had peacocks n stuff) but uhhh we moved and my mum threw them all. in hindsight it was probably not sanitary lmao. anyway yeah i love my lil crystal collection :) and my pins n stickers too :))

yeaaa actually he got me an ammonites ring yesterday (he felt bad cause im depressed 😋) so that's cool too (every time he feels bad he gets me fossils jewellery idk it's a long story lmao)

that sounds weird?? but so cool???? honestly i think most of my mental health stuff comes from seeing images in my brain so at least you won't be getting that. oh and i could not function without a monologue. i think it's the only reason why im good with languages tbh (i couldn't be talking to you rn if the lil voice didn't pronounce the words for me. fuck english phonetics so much)

i can't sell you one at a distance but i'm sending you good vibes instead :) and yeah uhh i will never forget that fateful day

nope, i have two mother tongues, so spanish and basque :) tho at this point i think im better at english than basque tbf and it pisses me off a bit :(

also mandarin???? a friend of mine has been studying it for like 10 years bro why is it so complicated?? 😭😭

YESSSS cute bird pics 😭<3

oh true, i think there's something in the hellsite's water tbh

"my child is fine" ma'am your child prioritises memorising every single full moon that happened in 1975 over their schoolwork

[mrsfudd]

Toxic Paige and Azzi HCs

Toxic Paige and Azzi HCs

Smut warning

- They get very jealous of each other and make sure you feel guilty about it.

"Why did I see you give Paige a hug today? You must only wanna be seen with her huh"

"So you think its cute to let Azzi rub all up on you knowing I was standing right there?"

-They are both very aggressive in bed, they love belittling you.

“Look at her az, dumb slut” Paige chuckled to Azzi while ruining your insides.

“Nobody can fuck you like we can, remember that shit baby” Azzi told you as she watched you fall apart.

-They are very controlling, especially in your outfit choices.

Paige sat on the couch while Azzi was in the kitchen, they both were waiting for you, tonight was date night. Paige saw you first, you wore a dress that sat right above your knees with spaghetti straps, assuming nothing would be wrong with it.

“Yo Azzi, get your bitch bro. Fucking look at her, shes dressed like an attention whore” Paige snapped watching you walk out the bathroom.

Azzi snapped her head around to see what Paige was talking about, you could see the anger on her face. “See this is why we dont take you anywhere, go fucking change, nah actually me and Paige going out your staying in the fucking house”.

-After yall fight, they have very unhealthy ways of reassuring you.

“We didnt mean to make you cry mama, i just needed you to understand how it makes us feel when you say hi to people like that. You only need us dont forget that okay baby? Paige told you.

“I know, Im sorry i forgot how sensitive you are, just dont do that dumb shit again alright? You wont like what would happen.” Azzi cooed

- When things get really bad, they love texting you whenever you walk out on them.

Paige: So you done with us or what?

Azzi: We all know your gonna be back so just save us the wait alright?

-They are very friendly with other girls, when you feel some type of way about it they become extremely defensive.

“Oh my god Y/N, do you hear yourself? Why would I flirt with her? Sounds like you were saving herself for yourself”. Paige screamed.

“Your fucking crazy Y/N. I would never do no shit like that. You must be deflecting.” Azzi said with no passion in her voice.

-They never really apologize, just buy you things.

“You like it baby? Yeah I know you do. So you forgive me right??” Azzi said handing you a new Chanel purse.

“I know its nice right. Still think I was fucking with that girl?” Paige asked while you showed her the dress she got.

Sorry to whoever requested this, i 100% lost it but enjoy 🙏 Sorry for typos ik this is short.

[unhakies]

i see that ur requests r open… heh… give me a leehan x idol!secretly a marine biologist reader NOW. like reader is a good idol friend thats done a collabd either bnd and leehan really liked her and then found out she does marine biology professionally behind her idol life and he js falls in love THANK YEEEWWW😛😛😛😛

the tides between us. k. leehan (req!)

pairing: idol!leehan x idol!marine biologist fem reader.

word count: 716

genre: fluff, romance, oneshot

notes — i was gonna go to sleep but this was SUCH a good and cute idea that i HAD to whip something up real quick.

you weren't trying to hide anything. well, not really anyways. but in an industry where one can get hated on for simply 'being smart' it's obvious why you would keep that part of your life behind.

nobody noticed.

well, that's what you told yourself.

you met the boynextdoor members during a special year-end stage collab, and needless to say you've been close since. there was woonhak made you laugh until your cheeks hurt, or even jaehyun who dragged you into chaotic tiktok challenges you definitely didnt want to take part in.

but then there was leehan.

he didn't say much at first. but you could always feel his eyes on you.

you sat in the corner of the practice room, cooling down after a tough practice session, tongue poking out of your mouth in concentration as you scribbled away in your notebook.

you were so engrossed in drawing you hadn't even noticed someone was standing over you until they spoke.

"nice whale."

you almost screamed.

"oh my GOD, leehan you scared me." you put a hand over your chest. you breathed out a large breath before continuing. "thank you, it was just a little doodle." you smiled before putting your book to the side.

he sat down next to you, examining the drawing. "you draw often?" he asked, flipping through the pages.

"mhm, sometimes. it helps me think." he just nodded in response, stopping back to your recent drawing. "i think i've seen this species before." he started.

you froze, looking up at him with wide eyes. "huh?"

"the whale. it's dorsal fin, it's head shape. it's pretty easy to tell that its a sei whale." he pointed as he names the characteristics.

you stared at him. you knew he liked fish, but wow.

he gave his signature grin, "i have a knack for this stuff."

you blinked. "well, you're right, it is a sei whale."

he smirked. "lucky guess."

but you knew it wasn't luck at all.

he was reading you like an open book.

days passed by, and it was like he was in a true crime documentary, collecting evidence like his life depended on it.

when he dropped by your dorms to pick something up, he spotted the plethora of sea life books on your bookshelf. he noticed your necklace, the small seashell shaped pendant catching his eye. or even the way your eyes lingered on his fish themed phone case.

the two of you were left in the break room. the rest of the members left to do god knows what. you were doodling in your fish themed sketchbook again, as leehan kept his gaze fixed on you.

you looked up at him.

"are you trying to figure me out?" you chuckled softly.

"a little."

"so, whats your verdict?" you closed your book and sat forward.

"i think you care about a lot of things most people overlook,"

you swallow and look away, you couldn't bare to look at him in the eyes. it's like the room got smaller.

"and i think that's beautiful." he finished. you mustered up the courage to speak. "thank you.." you said, cheeks burning.

he just gave a knowing smile and said nothing else.

the next day, you walked into your break room, your eyes landing on the familiar fish cover of your book. but this time, there was a yellow sticky note on it.

"your whale drawing the other day was really good. ps; i named him seihan." - L

you laughed, startling the staff members who were working on stuff around the room, but you could care less.

leehan found a part of you you thought nobody would see. he didn't just accept it. he liked it.

he liked you.

your staff mentioned something about someone leaving a gift for you in your break room. again.

you didn't need a degree to know it was leehan.

you opened up the small pale blue box. inside a seashell, delicate and smooth with soft blue and pink lines, and a note.

"for when you can't hear the ocean, hold this to your ear. i hope it helps you feel as close to home as it does for me." - L

you bite your lip.

maybe the tide has fully come in

and you might be ready to let it.

perm taglist; @sh0dor1

[porsche-grey-barnes]

Bucky’s day out

Pairing: Avenger!Bucky barnes x BakerFem!Reader

Warnings: FLUFF!!!, like mouth watering eye tearing fluff, the avengers being nosey, MJ x peter parker (tom and zendaya),

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Steve was excited.

Not only because this girl was putting a smile on Bucky's face, but because even way back when, bucky was always a ‘one date and we’re done’ type of guy.

Steve could tell buck was serious about this mystery girl, not only because the only ‘souvenir’ he used to keep were memories, or tickets from movies, but because steve hasn't seen that smile from bucky in over 30 years.

The smile that would make him look like he was 22 again, like before he went into war, like…he had something to live for.

He would find a way to thank this girl. One day.

Steve, sam, and bucky headed out on thair run the former two wearing small ear pieces.

“So…buck?” sam started.

“Yes?” the brunett supersoldier answered scepticlly.

“Where is it you run off to every day?” sam asked.

————————————— <3 ——————————————

Bucky didnt want anyone to know.

Only doctor Raynor knew about his secret angel, and that’s because she had to know.

He liked keeping y/n to himself. It was his own slice of paradise.

Talking and flirting with her felt so….right.

“Detour” is all bucky answered.

“Need to work off thoes extra calories from all the coffee you bring back?” sam asked.

Crap. damn it sam, couldnt you leave well enough alone. Cant i atleast have her to myself before people ruin it? DAMN IT! I almost missed the turn.

“yeah , sure, man,hey so listen. You guys go on ahead, im gunna take that detour.” bucky said as he stopped at the entrance.

“Why dont we go with you? I could use a cup of coffee. Steve?”

“Yeah we should-” steve was cut off by bucky.

“NO! I-i-mean i- uhm” think barnes.THINK!

“I use this time to think, get better hold of the old me, ya’know?” bucky technically wasnt lying, when he talks to y/n he feels more like himself then ever before. Even before the war.

“yeah, man, go ahead,” sam said. And bucky took off.

Man, i really want to be next to her. She’ll make this sinking feeling go away, just by being there.

————————————— <3 ——————————————

“He’s on the move. Red one and two, any sight?” sam said.

Sam wasnt doing this to be nosey like the others, him and steve actually cared for bucky and want to make sure this girl isnt using him for some kind of five minutes of fame.

“Red one and two here. We have eyes on the target. Hawk?” natasha said as sam and steve nodded to eachother and started down the same path as Bucky just left from.

“Hawks. The bird has flew from the nest.i repeat, the bird has flew from the nest.” the entier team groaned at clint trying to sound cool.

“Tin man?”

“I have eyes on mr.loverman.” Tony said.

A screech came from the other side of the comms making both men stop in thair tracks.

“Sorry, dear friends, i had pressed to hard on the miniature cell phone in my ear.” thor’s broad voice came threw.

“Brother, you arent supposed to press it twice, just the once and lightly at that.” you could hear loki’s eyeroll.

“Love birds, any sight?” sam asked.

“Mr. lover man just passed us. Hes heading towards green team.”

“We have eyes on barnes, he- he stopped. He’s walking into mars’ bakery?” bruce said.

“No, no no no. please dont let bucky be y/n’s guy, please” peter said.

Sam and steve made it to mars’ bakery, and walked in and hid in the crowed.

They saw bucky get in line, his fingers twitching as he got closer and closer to the register.

Once he got there, it wasnt y/n who was there, he could tell from peters picture, it was peters girlfriend.

“Hey, MJ, is she here?” bucky said, and MJ had a knowing smile, and turned around.

“y/n! Your favriot customer is here! See yah buck,” she said and left.

There was some pans banging and then a woman came out from the back in a flour covered apron and flour on her face.

Her eyes scanned the cafe and she visibly brightened when they laned on him, buckys face a mirror of hers.

“Hey doll, what do you have for me today?” he said.

She went to the coffee machines and started to make some kind of drink.

“I call it a summer fling. It’s a bit sweeter than usual, but you might still like it.” she said.

a voice came in threw the line.

“Barnes just thought ‘this is my chance to start off stronger then usual, to give a hint.’” wandas voice came through.

“Can’t be sweeter then you, doll, but hey, I love to eat sweet things.” and bucky winked. Actually winked.

y/n’s face went red, steves mouth was open and peter was getting up.

“Im going to kill him.” peter said.

“I’v never heard him be so brave. Im honestly impressed.” steve put his hand on peter and dragged him back down as he said so.

“So, im not going to get her phone number?” loki asked. And peter glared at him.

“I-ugh- wow- i- here is your coffee, james. Any reason you’re acting so bold?” y/n asked.

“What can i say, doll? Iv got some plans. Anyway, you guys still doing that message’s on a cup thing tomorrow?” bucky said.

“Oh, uhm, yeah, we are. I cant wait! It’ll be so fun!” the girls smile was wide.

“Barnes thought’s were ‘what i wouldnt give for that smile.’ and ‘make her blush again, barnes!’.” wanda informed.

Wanda’s powers have been growing since she started to work with stephen strange.

“Well thats good. I actually have a question for MJ if i can?” bucky said. y/n’s face fell a bit, but not enough to say anything.

“The girl thought ‘am i too boring?’ poor thing is missguided.” wanda says from the comms.

“Of course! MJ! James has a quick question for you!” y/n says brightly, but im pretty sure we can all tell its fake.

“Red and blue, we have passed our land time by a minute. We have to go.” bruce says.

“Got it green.” Steve says and we all leave and head back to the tower.

And now, we all fake the fact that we definitely weren’t following our close friend to see who made him so happy every day.

[thelov3lybookworm]

yall. my parents have recently been obsessed with caramel popcorn and we get it almost like around 3-4 times a month. yesterday we were out and we decided to try mixed flavours, but the dude at the cinema gave us less caramel ones, so my mom was upset.

today my mum was napping and my dad went to get her the damned caramel popcorn so they could have it for their tea time 😭😭😭

if that aint love, idk what is 😭

[reineyday]

why do they keep making bucky a government-manipulated pawn 😭 from the american military to hydra to whatever weirdass public relations campaign valentina is pushing the thunderbolts through (see: end credit graphics & the cereal campaign), like he had his brief time on the run and his goats in wakanda but he's sucked back into a sketchy institution once again like what are they doing with him. sure the movie was fun, but every time i think about it i just end up head in hands.

[sidesteppostinghours]

ok. question.

ortega ended up hallucinating sidestep after they "died", but sidestep doesnt know about that. they know it got bad, but never the full extent of how their death affected them. so if your sidestep Did learn, if they found out ortega looked for them in every little piece they could, would that change anything for your sidesteps? would their relationship with ortega be any different?

[simcardiac-arrested]

never volunteer for anything university related man. also go listen to this

[triglycercule]

horror is so BLESSED he's the only one out of the murder time trio that has actual good people trying to influence his story 💔💔 dust and killer were both driven to INSANITY because of the choices of their respective humans but horror??? every time without FAIL the polls for horrortale's plotline have always ended in a good place for aliza (either by bettering her relationships/reputation or for her to just. not DIE)

horrortale's potential alternate timelines my beLOVEd🙏🙏 they're SO lucky that we're being kind and benevolent hehe (≧ω≦) now where are the aus based off the possible different outcomes that could've happened in horrortale HUH???? (like how aliza couldve killed toriel or chosen horror's puzzle or gone with undyne to the core........)

[waytootiredstudent]

You ever watch someone write the corporate equivalent of "fuck you and the horse you rode in" (cc'ed her bosses boss and HR)

[burinazar]

[note: i know for a fact i'm doing this for the same reason that i fixate on nebulous fandom anxieties at other times: helplessness regarding anxieties about larger geopolitical issues]

feeling in a very weird position right now thinking about the fact theres a nonzero chance that either one of the cosplayers ive become acquainted with or someone in their immediate circle could do brownface in the future and people are gonna come at me like 'hey why are you not calling them out and/or giving them a racial sensitivity seminar and/or personally fistfighting them on the floor of the doujin circle event'

[waywardsalt]

anyways. my very first attempt at malenia