#and she reallyyyy looks like her sister in these lol

[captainmartin20]

prettiest girls everrrr

[thecousinsdangereux]

i just recently discovered your soulmate au and i loves it so much. so incredibly intriguing and well written and damn is it hot 🔥 thanks so much for sharing with us. in your mind, does it have a happy ending for them?

also wanted to ask if you'll be checking in to see the big warrior nun announcement coming tomorrow?

Ahhhh thank you! This ask is kind of tragic now given how everything with Warrior Nun ended up going, but I thought I'd use it as a way to share my ideas for the rest of a beggar in the morning, if anyone is interested in learning how it was going to go. Long story short, it was going to have a happy ending. :)

Here's a full outline for what I had in mind for the second half of the fic. Under the cut because it's very detailed in the parts that I'd started writing. Also in case anyone cares about spoilers? At the moment, I don't plan on finishing this fic, but I do plan on returning to writing in general, so guess there's a non-zero chance that I could come back to it. Stranger things have happened.

Beatrice keeps looking for the recipient of the Letter she's been trying to deliver and starts taking trips out into the countryside. She takes Ava's advice and takes to enjoying the journey - stopping into small cafes for lunch rather than eating in the car, taking the long way when it means she can enjoy a new view, etc.

During one of these side quests, she's told about a man who lives way off in the middle of nowhere who has the last name of Reis (the last name of the Letter recipient: Lara Reis), and she tracks him down. He had a sister who had a child with someone who was not her Match. I wanted to go more into what this looks like (and how the church is still anti-abortion in this world, because they think this could potentially ruin a future match, cue eye-roll) but in this case, the woman was basically run out of town. The man directs Beatrice to an orphanage where the child was raised.

This trail eventually goes cold because the orphanage has no records of the girl. They only know she left when she became of age.

The end of chapter six is basically Beatrice being frustrated and taking some 'advice' from Lilith to find someone to fuck hfkjshlk so she goes to the bar and ohhh nooo Ava is working that night, filling in for someone. Ava gets jealous, Bea does some shots, and it's basically a rehash of the lemon drop scene from the show, but hornier. Eventually, they make out, and decide to be friends with benefits.

Chapter 7 was honestly just going to be porn. lol. It's actually some of the first stuff I wrote for this fic - just a page of porn. Beggar came out of a Secret Santa fic exchange, and my friend Alex asked for lots of sex and a soulmate au. So... Chapter 7 was the payoff (part 2). Here's a few disjointed scenes, in case anyone is interested in reading some unedited very E-rated stuff.

A few months go by and all the nuns visit Beatrice for her bday and they're like huh so what's going on here and Beatrice has to pretend that it's not that serious with Ava (lol). I also wanted to do a conversation between Shannon and Beatrice where Shannon talks about the whole Mary thing and loving someone against the will of god (or at the very least, in the very gray areas).

The end of chapter seven is Ava finally talking about her past, which is that Ava doesn't remember hers. She woke up in a hospital without her memories and then spent the next decade traveling around trying to find something that felt like home.

In chapter 8, a lot of time passes, and the fucking continues. Beatrice is kind of losing it, poor girl.

I hadn't exactly decided what was going to happen next, but Ava was going to overstep in some way (or in some perceived way) and Beatrice was going to panic. Either Beatrice was going to have a brief thought about being in love, they were going to have reallyyyy soft sex, or something like that, but either way, Beatrice was going to have to admit she has deeper feelings for Ava than what's allowed allowed, so she goes back to Spain and ignores Ava's texts/calls/etc.

Eventually she realizes she owes Ava closure. She comes back and kind of explains why she's reacted the way she has. She gets more into why she joined the church and it's not for God or the Church itself, but because she does genuinely believe that love itself is holy. She admits she's falling in love with Ava, but she can't break her vows. She believes giving into her feelings would be putting herself above the whole history of love... the sanctity of the entire universe... and to be that selfish would be monstrous.

There's a callback to their early game of three questions, and how Ava still owes Beatrice one answer. Beatrice nearly asks if Ava loves her, but pulls back because she's scared of the answer. They basically break up, but Ava tells Bea to let her know when she's ready to ask her last question.

Beatrice takes it HARD. She buries herself in her work and starts visiting hospitals in various towns. She finds a Spanish doctor and he recognizes the number (or rather, the system behind the number) that is on Letter Beatrice is still trying to deliver. He tells Beatrice she's not looking for a hospital in Portugal, but rather in Spain - one in a small town in Andalusia. He mentions a patient who was in a coma, who woke up without her memories.

At this point, Beatrice obviously knows and she flies to Spain in daze. She visits the hospital, gives them the number, and asks for the name of the patient. When they'd brought the girl in, no one knew where she came from, she didn't have an ID, memories, etc. Nothing except for an old receipt from a restaurant in Portugal. ("Beatrice braces herself for what she already knows, but doesn't want to face.") The nurse at the hospital tells her they used a generic Portuguese name for the girl and it stuck: Ava Silva.

Beatrice visits Cat's Cradle because what else is she supposed to do? How is she supposed to deliver this Letter to Ava, who she's obviously in love with. She talks with Mary and we get the other side of the whole Mary/Shannon thing, and Mary is kind of like, okay, the Letters matter but they don't Matter. Beatrice asks Mary what she would do if she got a Letter (since Mary isn't a nun and could get one, but Shannon never could) and Mary basically says she would throw it away without opening it because she wouldn't want to give Shannon a reason to go self-sacrificial.

Of course, Beatrice doesn't really think this is her call to make. She's going to deliver Ava's Letter. There's this whole scene of her very dramatically and angstily getting ready for the delivery in the Official White Habit, then walking through the town she's come to associate so completely with Ava. And chapter 9 ends.

When Beatrice walks through the doors of the bar, Ava looks up, but doesn't seem surprised, even says 'oh, finally', which is pretty much the last thing that Beatrice expected, but then again, maybe it should have been the first, because Ava is always surprising her, and shouldn't she expect it by now? She asks Ava if she'd known that she was the person Beatrice had been trying to deliver to all along and Ava looks confused at this, like she hadn't considered that at all. "It's not that. I just knew my Letter would be coming because I'd already met you."

Beatrice is like, no no no. That's not how this works. It can't be me. I've been carrying this Letter with me this whole time - before I met you - and the Letters are only sent to a person when they've met their soulmate. And obviously, Beatrice is a nun and can't have a soulmate, etc. etc.

And then Ava says something like this: “Maybe every once in a while, God -- or the universe or whatever it is -- knows that it’ll be really hard to make two people meet organically, so it fudges the rules a little bit. Makes one girl a nun, makes another one hard to find, and sets up the dominos really early on."

And when Beatrice says she's being ridiculous/it's impossible, she says, "I know what’s in that letter. It’s you. I don’t need to open it to know it's you." and "Maybe it’s like some people say and god arranged it all. Fine. Then god chose me for you. Simple. He made me in this exact way, down to my hands and toes and whatever, so that I was perfect for his favorite creation in all of the universe. Because that has to be you."

And: "Or maybe it’s like what those other people say. You know - the past lives reincarnation stuff. Fine, then in our first lives we fell in love and then I found you in the second and third and the five hundredth. I found you and I picked you and I wanted you every time. Or okay, fine, maybe it’s what the the pseudo science people say. Even if those guys are right, I still know. It’s you because at the very start of the universe - at the very beginning of everything - we were the first two bits of something. The first two tiny little sparks. One of those was you and one of them was me. And even when we split off into a million trillion billion infinite pieces, the core of one was you. And the other one was me."

And: "In every religion or in any theory, the world exists so that I can find you again, and the world will do whatever it takes - bend the rules in whatever way - to make sure that at the exact right time, we would meet. And maybe it wasn’t perfect - maybe it was stupid hard for us to get to this point - maybe there was an easier way to make it happen - but I don’t care. Because it worked and I found you and I fell in love with you and I would do anything for that. So yeah. This Letter is telling me that I’m for you. That’s easy. It’s not faith. It’s just a fact.

And: "Besides, whatever’s on that paper? It’s going to be you. If it’s a picture of a butterfly, then it’s going to be you because of that time we went to the dam and one landed on your hand and you said “isn’t the world beautiful?” and that’s when I knew I loved you for the very first time. If it’s the notes to the first bar in At Last, then it’s you, because we used to play it all the time in the bar and I always thought it was fucking stupid to think you'd know like that right away, before everything, but it was the song that played in my head anyways when you walked in the bar that first night. There she is, I sort of thought, a dream that I can speak to."

"It could be any single word or phrase or letter and it would be you, because I love you and I love you so much I see you in every part of this entire world. I love you and I want to keep you with me always, and so you’re always there in my thoughts, slipping over and into everything else and I love it. It makes me love everything I see a little bit more, because it reminds me of you. It makes the world more beautiful."

"So, no offense, but I don't really give a fuck about the Letter. I already know it's going to be you. But I think you need to see it. So you know you’re not as selfish as you think you are."

And Beatrice admits that she wants to be with Ava anyways. Even if it makes her selfish. (Even if it makes her heretical.) Love is holy and what she feels for Ava is holy too, even if it's a sort of holy no one else will ever understand.

I went back and forth about whether they actually SHOULD open the Letter. lol. But I think I eventually settled on that they should, and that when Ava does open it, it's a blank page with like, 7 little dots and Beatrice is like??????????????? But Ava recognizes it instantly and it's the freckles on Beatrice's cheeks, the ones she's always tracing, and she does that again, following the ink on the paper.

Beatrice had been ready to give up her religion for Ava, so getting to keep it, maybe, suddenly is a LOT. She can't quite believe something divine would do something like this for her. But maybe she can believe that something divine would do something like this for Ava.

Later, I wanted Beatrice to have a conversation with Mother Superion. I thought it would be interesting to get into the philosophical bits of it. To debate if Ava could actually be right in her ideas about how this could be, and still fit into what they know about god/Letters/religion. I liked the idea of the conversation ending with neither of them really knowing, and Mother S being like, look girl, you'll never know for sure, but that sounds like faith to me. And Beatrice says no, no this is different, capital F Faith is for the divine. This is just trusting that Ava isn't lying about the freckles thing, or won't get tired of me, or won't find someone else. Etc etc etc. because it's panicking time for Beatrice, suddenly. And Mother Superion just raps her knuckles sort of in the most gentle way she can manage and says "That's love, Beatrice." in the way way someone might say "That's pussy, babe."

Beatrice does leave the church (though she eventually goes back to 'consulting' kind of like Mary). And when she does actually physically leave as well, Ava is waiting outside on a bench. Beatrice asks why she didn't just come inside, and she says something about being a little afraid of churches these days. She did steal god's favorite, after all.

And then they walk off into the sunset, with Beatrice being like wait a second, I thought you said this was all God's plan. And Ava shrugs and says that she would never willingly give Beatrice up, so god might come to her senses and change her mind.

I was going to end it there, but I did consider doing an epilogue as well. Early on in planning I had this idea where, years later, all the nuns regularly come over to the Silvas (because Ava does keep her 'second' name, though she does start to learn more about the Reis family, and meets her Uncle - the dude Beatrice learned about the orphanage from). And on one of these occasions, the nuns are all in white, and they're delivering Beatrice's Letter, which is addressed to Beatrice Silva. In the end, I decided against this, because I liked leaving it more open-ended, but nothing had been set in stone at this point, of course.

So yeah, that was going to be a beggar in the morning. lol. I plotted most of it out before I even started writing, because it wasn't the sort of story you could make up as you went and still tell it well. And I did want to tell the story well! There's a part of me that's sad that I wasn't able to, but I do think it was worth writing what I did. I really loved seeing people realize that Lara was Ava, even as early as chapter 5! And I also loved people coming up with theories about how Avatrice would be endgame. Some of them were honestly really good and maybe better than mine fhdskjhfd I had one person be like PLEASE let Ava's Letter be for someone else so they can metaphorically spit in god's face and honestly that was valid.

I don't know if anyone is going to bother to read this very, very long reply to an ask that doesn't actually ask for any of this, but it honestly just feels nice to put all these ideas together and 'complete' the story. Even if I've done it in the most half-assed way possible I am so sorry fhadskjlfhldsj

[youremyheaven]

i am so here for the mercurial slander omg. i had the displeasure of being friends with a mercury-ketu girl who was genuinely unhinged and extremely immature. like i'd say something completely innocuous and she'd sit on it for like two days and then i'd receive like 4 paragraphs of her chewing me out just because she misunderstood something i said

the other two mercurials i know (free me) are the biggest yappers i've ever met. one of them would literally send upwards of 150 messages to our group chat daily of just a never ending stream of thoughts, which was annoying in and of itself, but the real issue was that she'd yap endlessly and never read any of our messages or ask how we were doing. i've noticed this theme a lot with mercurials where they just use people as a sounding board and forget to even ask how your day was before the yap fest begins

😭😭😭😭 sister,, I can tell the pain is fresh because you did not hold back 💀🫡

Using other people as a sounding board is soooo TRUEEE OMG 😭😭ILL SCREAM

my former friend, Revati Moon who ghosted me for 3yrs came back into my life last year and from the way she spoke about her circumstances I knew that she was alone and just wanted company lmao but I thought I'd give her the benefit of the doubt anyway and what followed was a huge lesson in trusting my gut and not giving anyone the benefit of the doubt 😮‍💨💀🤡 I was her unpaid therapist and soundboard for several months. The conversations were often too long for comfort or she'd go on one of her rampages about how awful people are (Mercurials are unfairly critical of others, have you noticed?) and she frequently took digs at me and was one of those people who make jokes at the expense of others. I had to reallyyyy hold my tongue bc she was clearly at fault in half of the situations she's describing and i couldn't stand how she was always putting down absolutely everybody she spoke about.

I'd have to come up with lies or sometimes I'd pretend the call dropped or something bc 😭 7hrs is too many hrs to be talking to someone night after night (and the conversations are majorly heavy or unpleasant) i felt like she thought I owed her my time unless I had a "valid excuse"

during these months, she'd go on trips and I'd be as good as dead to her in this period. Once she was home and bored again, the calls would restart.

she said something awful to me and I stopped talking to her and maybe a month later after she said some other awful thing, i confronted her and she started shouting at me saying she's been mad at me all along for not talking to her 💀💀💀💀 which

a) isn't true (I texted her like 2 days after the first incident and she didn't respond to it --- she shouted at me saying she wanted me to call her???)

b) she literally said something godawful to me which made me want to not talk to her???

Needless to say, that "confrontation" was a spectacular display of Mercurial manipulation. I asked her why she was so goddamn mean to me and she said "I don't think this conversation is helping either of us, I'm sorry, now let's move on"

🤡😭😭 and I asked her about incident 2 and she said she's used to being around people (read: men) who bully each other playfully and that she wasn't used to my "sensitivity" (for context: I sent her a semi nude picture and she told me my shorts looked too tight around the waist and that looking at my "realistic" body helped her feel seen bc she's used to seeing photoshopped women and went on to compare both herself and me to our friends who are more petite 🤡)

After almost a year of being her unpaid therapist, she once interrupted me telling her something and told me to "wrap it up quickly" 😭😭😭 (the audacity) like she didn't gaf about what I had to say unless it soothed her ego somehow lol

As if all of this wasn't enough, I decided to call her a month ago, even though by this point we hadn't talked for over 2 ish months and she ended the convo 2 mins in saying she'll call me back and never did.

The way Mercurials exploit others to just bitch and whine and yap needs to be studied

Everything you said about your friend, I can also relate to (unfortunately)

Most Mercurials are friendless or have superficial friendships and tbh it makes sense bc they make it really hard for others to stay friends with them 😭 sorry to say it

[luckyqueenreign]

LITG: Double Trouble EP 8 Recap

HERE WE GO!!! spoilers underneath!

ok now that I think of it...with 5 guys coming in for casa I guess we do have the same amount of bombshells for guys and girls. WHOOPSIE!!! still shocked a girl is going home!! and still have no idea who theyre gonna choose 😬

"steady grace...its a public vote. it sucks thinking someones going home" Ozzy are u thinking about mc???

awww Amelia tbh I would be SHOCKED if she was dumped tonight. it cant be double trouble without the double! aww the good old days option is cute...little twin sleepovers, missing prom to sit around eating and gossiping. they seemed super tight...I wonder what happened 👀 OZZY my guy...I love you sm BUT WHY INTERRUPT NOW WHEN SHE CLEARLY NEEDS TO CONFESS SOMETHING TO US??? is Amelia not who we think?!?!? 👀😩🫣

at least it was Ozzy tho, if it were literally anyone else I would be so mad at fb rn...as a Noah girly this Ozzy route is already SO MUCH BETTER. we get the angst, we get the little looks but Ozzy is actually pulling us for chats and letting us know where his head is at. It's confused but still we never got that from Noah. I always felt like I was the one chasing him around the villa. OBVIOUSLY im gonna flirt it up with Ozzy!! eeek sorry grace im moving in for a kiss. OK as much as I hate that he pulled away I kind of love that he's trying to be a respectful king 😭 EEEK Grace 😬😬😬 the worst part about this route really is ruining my budding friendship with grace. I wish Ozzy was coupled with Ivy would be so much easier 😭

Couples Quiz!! Roberto better get every question right since he came in knowing every tiny little thing about us 🙄 awww Ozzyyy 😭😭 Jamals fear being pigeons is so funny to me. slow and sensual...noted Bella! Lewie's a giver....also noted! they needed to bring the toe sucking in at some point...we all knew it was bound to happen and the restrain to only have it in the third volume is honestly impressive ill give fb that.

ahhhh ok fb all the answers were from my chats with the girls earlier got itttt. then Roberto is gonna ace too because he knew everything about mc on the date. Roberto's how do u say it...phallic? now im reading this in an accent and hes even cuter lol 😭 wait whattt lol how did Roberto get that wrong??? A scientist?? the man came in knowing every single tiny detail about MC INCLUDING HER JOB!!! HE MENTIONED IT ON THE DATE THAT IT WAS SIMILAR TO HIS SISTER'S!!! and he cant remember it here??? BOOOOO FB!

of course she picks Lewie for her date....can ivy just go now... obvi going to put her in her place.

EEEK Grace wants a chat.....ugh so not looking forward to this. wait Grace lolol you just came and said Ozzy is pulling away, somethings obvi up with him and I tell you he said he'd be sad if I left and theres something more there and you LAUGH??? lol im sorry but now she cant say I didnt tell her later...

still playing the middle ground with Roberto...did ask him if hes ever been in love..he said once a while ago.

the amount of snooping MC is doing this season is sooo good lol. lets not tell anyone about what happened??? What happened Lewie????

I reallyyyy need an option to skip the getting ready chat. I need it to be MC what are u wearing and immediately show me the closet.

[sasukeless]

while i do think part of late stage naruto writing was just to wrap things up, sasuke completely forgiving itachi really just shows that he will always be the little brother. i mean not just logically lol like the personality, the little brother that looks up to his big brother and looks up to him and looks to him for guidance, regardless of how right or wrong it is. like yes sasuke was gonna attack konoha when its the opposite of what itachi wanted, but in the end its still influenced by his feelings for itachi (non rom. obviously). itachi can do whatever he wants or thinks he has to do and sasuke will forgive him. meanwhile you have itachi who also will always see sasuke as the little brother, emphasis on little, controlling him and what he does, up to the very end, never seeing sasuke as a grown person that can make his own decisions or even considering why sasuke does what he does, always clouded by his unquestioning loyalty to konoha. i think ironically people calling him a genius really fucked with his intelligence since he always thinks hes in the right (planning on brainwashing his own baby brother??).

i think it would be super interesting to see a what-if scenario where itachi survives post-war and continues this. probably not to the same degree but you cannot tell me he would just suddenly go 'ok sasuke i trust you know whats right for you:)' there is just no fucking way. and sasuke having the time and space to actually think about how his big brother is not right, not just pushing it aside to blow konoha up in grief and anger. like actually getting to work these things out and. idk where im going with this. feel free to reply publicly

u really read my mind like to me itachi the worst case of Older Sister u will ever see but sasuke also is the worst case of little sister when u actually stop to think it through because he reallyyyy would forgive itachi for all and i cant say that doesnt makes sense. im a middle child but for the longest time i was the little sister and i know whats being on the spot of forgiving the worst things from my sister does even when i KNOW i wouldnt forgive that from anyone else (not to trauma dump here but i was literally outed by my own sister to my parents horribly and even if its one of my worst memories like Ever. i really forgave her the second she did it). like of course in sasuke and itachi’s case is soooo far worse and their power dynamic is so much more messed up but it makes complete sense to me i cant lie about that. and also i find their relationship one of the most compelling things in the manga along with sns because of that. its horrible but god if its not gut-wrenching. sasuke will ALWAYS deserve better in my eyes but his love for itachi is so so big and unfortunately for him itachi also loves him the same his problem is that his way of loving sasuke is soooo bad, that in the end even if its sad to see sasuke losing his brother a second time itachi dying is the Best outcome for both cus had he kept living his way to love sasuke would just have continued to mess with sasuke’s life. Like youre so rightt had itachi survived post war he wouldve NOT been suddenly become the best brother thats just not how he ever was w sasuke, even if he didnt saw it he wouldve kept trying to make sasuke follow the life path he puts for him, but also like u said i think w itachi alive and sasuke himself growing up he wouldve also on his own began to put his foot down too to itachi Worst Older Sister syndrome. because the thing about grief is that when u lose someone you love you dont want to think of the bad memories so it makes sense after itachi’s death sasuke refuses to think badly of him even if he has all the reasons, and keeps him STILL on that pedestal of older brother and its insane but like i said. i get it

[hotarutranslations]

Kiso, Congrats On Graduating!

Kiso,

Congrats on graduating~~~🩵🪽

June 10th, At the center of everyone and at the center of attention, Kiso really was the main character today

It was really beautiful..🩵

The way it started was, Too!!!!!!! cute, Hearts shining on the side was cute too, And it was genius to be able to hold them!!! Everyone waving them was too cute

(Please let me know Tsubaki fans, with this, was it the same set for the tour, was this how the tour started?)

(Whichever it was, it really, felt like it was the shape of Niinuma Kisora, I'm sure she did a good job with suggestions and such, thanks for your hard work)

It was like it was telling a fairytale…right?

From beginning to end…

The last costume she wore, a dress that went right down the middle, It reallyyyy suit her

Kiso, was a princess~~🥹🩵

Really from the beginning to the end,

Since I got to see all of the cuteness, Of the idol Niinuma Kisora in Tsubaki Factory, In a few hours,

On the contrary,

It looked like she was prepared to do it for the last time, I thought it was cool

Whenever we talk, The impression that she is a funny girl wins out← I was able to meet her before the performance today as well but! Was she happy to meet with me or not, She gave a reaction that was difficult to understand🧐 lol

I'm happy that we met lol

She told me, Ishida-san, you cut your hair~ I said, as expected, I can't do twin tails But I thought Kiso would be in twin tails surely today🩵🪽

It was funny but,

She looked cool on stage today as well!

At the last part in Atashi Rhythm, I like it every time, its super cool

Rikoriko, Risamaru, Kishimon, Kiki-chan,

Everyone was also cool

Maybe because I've watched them since their formation, It didn't feel like time was passing so much But everyone has really become older sisters,

The Little Camellia's are also really cool

The 3 new members are certainly fresh,

I felt the depth of Tsubaki Factory

Also with the presence of Niinuma Kisora, Her singing voice, appearance, funniness and as a leader, There are various things, definitely, That she has engraved into Tsubaki Factory so, I hope that you're aware, of the magnitude of you've done--!

.🤨👏🏻

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Kiso, I don't know if you will go out to eat with me, next time we meet may be on the job? At that time, thank you very much for your support everyone? lol

Thank you for always loving me🩵 I also love Kiso🩵 I cherish you🩵

May your future be happy and healthy🩵

see you ayumin <3

[aclosetfan]

i hope they don’t bring it back either! Or if they do, it’d be like a running joke or something they’d collectively giggle about for a second before moving on. they clearly kept the buttercup crushing on ace thing going long enough in the og show (which is just a completely different issue that i don’t think would pass nowadays especially when people remember how old ace actually is), so it’d be cute if this is something they joked about. i’m kind of hoping for a (positively written) development for bc where she comes to terms with her role and accepts that she won’t be leader, but understands her responsibility as second-in-command. i think it’d also be a good way to bridge the relationship between the sisters and open up more positive communication. also, ugh, i get why bloss would play a mom role, but i feel that’s just something neither her sisters nor the professor would let her get away with in the first place? in also makes it seem that she can’t distinguish between her role as a team leader and her role as a sister (albeit older by mere milliseconds, she’s still the same age), which is a disservice to her character and only works if her arc in the story would be her learning to differentiate. circling back to the central point, they’d clash heads a lot but they’d definitely be best friends. as a side note though, if either of them would be butting heads with anyone, it’d be bubbles and the shenanigans she’d put them up to in some of these fics😭 but yeah, overall the sisters would love each other over everyone else (with arguably the exception of the professor) and that is the core of who they are, pure love for each other. i think a lot of writers would benefit greatly if they kept that in mind when writing their fics, it’d reallyyyy change the way the characters are written.

okay, this ask has a few things going on in it, so bear with me lol

Controversial, but I thought the callbacks to buttercup's crush on ace were fucking hilarious when I re-watched the show as an adult because it was always like her sisters looking at her like 🙄👀 "that's so embarrassing," and poor BC, like "I KNOW! MOVE ON!" Like such a sibling move on their part, but yeah, probably not something they'd pull again. I mean, kids do have puppy crushes on adults, and that episode was probably to show kids not to trust "adults" like Ace even if you like them, but idk idk i don't know if it'd get past censors today.

Again, I didn't see Buttercup gunning for the leadership position as much as everyone does, but if they do make that a bigger issue in the reboot, then I can only imagine that the conflict is resolved the way you envision it! The show writers probably don't want to break up the team! Tbh, thinking about the reboot, I wonder if McCracken wants to expand more on the cameo we saw in Kid Cosmic. Maybe instead of a power struggle, the girls get invested in a superhero group. Idk! there are so many possibilities.

I agree with what you're saying. The girls are all individually interesting characters, and that allows us to explore all these different parts of them (like Blossom and her needing to learn to differentiate), but at the end of the day, a satisfying story ends with the three of them coming together because that's the point. Lol their sisters and they love each other <3

[tellywoodtrash]

immj2 02.11.20 lb

this fucking episode my dudes. i just went through it like...

business maharani is doing some more bitchification of bhaabi, ki dekho phir nikal gayi aapke peeche. even used the same lameass mandir excuse, the idiot, instead of coming up with something new.  

hubs like riddhima is a major pain in the ass, but she's MY PAIN IN THE ASS, where isss sheeee, why isn't she back yet???????? is she ok????????????

ishani getting a call about someone in the hospital and......

bitch, it's her friend who's in the hospital. why the fuck would anyone call ISHANI of all people if riddhima was in the hospital????

lo aa gayi.

gujarat registration gaadi waale bhaiyya was a careful driver. unlike literally everyone else on tellywood. good for him.

concern!maxxxxxxxxxxx about her haalat.

asks about her bleeding hand and she's like i'll tell you if you tell me about how YOUR hand got hurt. noice.

again, rrahul's not putting on the vansh voice in this scene and it's 300% more watchable. for the love of god stop directing him in a way that impedes his performance!!!!!!! LET THE MAN MOVE HIS FACE AND TALK IN HIS NORMAL VOICE!!!!!!!!!!!

cliche dialogue about “shareer ke ghaav jaldi bhar jaate hain par dil ke ghaav..........”

this asshole is like yeah who would know that better than me???? BITCH WHAT IS THIS, THE TRAUMA OLYMPICS???

she's thinking ki yeah, i'm not gonna fall for your fakeass parwaah anymore. good. i like. she needed this stupidass illusion of her's broken longggggggggg back.

ohohohohoho ib waala mangalsutra breaking and slipping off trope idhar bhi hai.

“tooti hui cheezein kabhi kabhi dobara nahi judti.”

dialogue maarke chali gayi, lol.

but notice she's the one who caught it anyway. which makes me think she's gonna choose him/this relationship YET AGAIN. *deeeeeeeepest sigh in the world that sucks up all the oxygen in the atmosphere*

“jaise mera dil.”

OHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOH.

“lekin ab waqt aa gaya hai bohut se cheezon ko sahi karne ka.”

again, he looks menacing and all, but is probably just talking about making sure all the paperwork is up to date for upcoming end of year audits. he's a very rich accountant, remember???

ragini's medical reports have come.

lol being married to ishani is taking yearssssssss off angre's lifespan. roz naya tension, naya drama.

also, angre refers to vansh as "vansh bhai" when talking about him to ishani, but calls him "boss" when referring directly. interesting. veryyyyyyyyyyyyyyy interesting. you guys need to sort out that relationship, my dudes. it's the only stable, healthy one in this whole damn show.

ishani is like you're his right hand, what the hell are you doing about riddhima spying on him and getting all up in his business???????? dang, this might be the first conversation they're having about their only common interest: vansh's well being.

also i notice ki shivaay ke saare shirts angre ko diye gaye hain. huh, the shirts must have a kanji eyed wearer clause in their contract.

“mujhe shakti dijiye ke main apne emotions se upar uthke sahi ke saath khadi rahoon.”

damn, first time i've had a lil respect for riddhima. i mean, i know ultimately it's all gonna go to shit, but she's trying.

lmao a dhaarmik aarti version of the title track is playing. a version for every situation!

“main ragini ko bacha ke rahoongi. yeh mera aapse, ragini se, aur apne aap se vaada hai.”

YESSSSSSSSSSS BITCH, SISTERS OVER MURDEROUS MISTERS!!!!!!!!!!!

OMG WHY WON'T Y'ALL JUST DRESS HIM LIKE THIS, LIKE ARNAV, WITH THE SHIRT AND SWEATER COMBOOOOOOOOOOOOO. PLS GODDDDDDDDDDDD STOP DRESSING HIM WITH THAT STUPID SCARF WAALA BLAZERRRRRRRRRRRRR I BEG OF YOUUUUUUUUUU

he's talking to some shadow (def a woman) about how they're his humraaz about the whole ragini issue and nothing is hidden from them and how everything is going as they planned and the story will end soon.

it might be siya but omg i hope to goddddddddddddd it's ishani. i really really reallly want it to be ishani and see the hot demon siblings do some scheming and planning together. the sibs that conspire together, stay together!!!!!!!!!

menacing growling about riddhima and how he needs shadow chick's help in "handling" her, so that she doesn’t leave the house.

“chaahe VR mansion uske liye jail bann jaaye, i don't care.” cool, real healthy. also copied from this week's naagin 5. i'm telling you, these two shows be copying their homework off each other.

vansh leaning real hard on how he trusting shadow chick. hmmmm. reallyyyy hope it's ishani. though can’t say i wouldn’t be delighted if siya also turns out to be just as fucking twisted as him.

ofc ms. snoopy here has come to snoop. SIS TUM THAK NAHI JAATI KYA ISS SAB SE. MUJHE TOH DEKHTE HI THAKAAN HO GAYI HAI AND I NEEDS ME SOME GLUCON D.

“ragini riddhima se jeete-jee milna toh door, usse dekh bhi na sake.”

uh a little too late for that my man, lol. your girls already had a catchup session this afternoon. they're going for brunch and manis next weekend!

oh ho, she knows that angre's gone out. so this is def someone else in the house. DAMN, I'M REALLY INVESTED IN THIS SHADOW NOW.

yaaar, kya haalat bana rakhi hai shivaay ke room ki. best room hota tha iss set ka, aur isko bas ek random space banaa rakha hai.

ASLKFJSLDKJFLSDKJFLDKSF

this fucker crazyyyyy. like fulllll on flipping cray cray!!!!!!!!!!!!!

wow ok he's shaking from rage. more unhinged than i've ever seen him. which is really something. something scary as fuckkkkkkkk.

kudos to riddhima for just being like same old, same old, instead of being scared. i'm really liking i-give-no-fucks-riddhima.

DUDE. THIS FUCKER HAS COMPLETELY LOST IT.

also knife play copied from shivaay. this dude like a much much worse version of shivaay. never thought that would be possible, but never say never with ITV and the year 2020.

ok i don't like this angry version of him that's outta control, all shaking and growling and panting. not only is it really bad acting, it's hard to take seriously as menacing. ppl are always scarier when they're ice fucking cool with their anger.

blah blah blah some more growled warnings and riddhima and i are just here like............. “ok and????”

she's not even allowed to leave the room.

oooooh brave sis questioning him back and provokingggggggggg himmmmmmmmmm. got a death wish, this one, but i like her like this. i was sick of her just collapsing all over the place weeping. thaaaaaank god she found her longlost backbone.

“tum jaise haiwaan ki baat kabhi nahi maanungi.”

sarcastic slow clapping and slightly turned on by this show of dheentness.

“chalo aaj tumhari bahaaduri ko celebrate karte hain.”

uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

“piyo, zeher nahi milaaya hai ismein.”

OK NOW THAT YOU SAID THAT I'M DEFINITELY THINKING THAT YOU HAVE.

omg ridhhimaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa you idiottttttt.

ok he's def put something in it. his face almost looking pitying as he takes the glass back.

“jaao. jahaan jaana hai jaao. nahi rokunga tumhe.”

ohhhhhhhhhh boy.

dslkfjsdlfkjdslkfjdslkjflkd her legs don't work no moreeeeeeeee.

THIS FUCKERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR. JESUS CHRIST THIS CRAZY ASS FUCKING D;SLFKJ;SLDKFJ;LDSKJF;LDKJ

EVEN THE CHANNEL PUTTING BIG BOLD DISCLAIMER OVER THE SCENE LIKE THIS SHIT IS SERIOUSLY UNHINGED AND FICTIONAL THE CHANNEL ABSOLUTELY DOES NOT CONDONE THIS FUCKING MADNESSSSSSSSS

I CANNOT STOP SCREAMING THIS FUCKERRRRRRR IS OH MY FUCKING GOD WHAT THE EVER LOVING FUCK IS THIS THIS SHIT IS MAKING 4 LIONS MEN LOOK LIKE SOFT CUDDLY LIL SOFTBOIS I AM LITERALLY GOING OUTTA MY MIND WITH RAGE AND ANGUISH WHAT THE FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK

i need a break. i seriously need a break to go cuddle my cat coz my god this deranged fucking showwwwwwwwwww.

ok cuddle break done. i’m not feeling any better but at least the tears of blood have stopped flowing from my eyes?

all i gots to say at this point is that CHEELANSHU SINGHANIA FROM NAAGIN 5 WOULD NEVER DO THIS. ONCE AGAIN SANKIIII CHEEL BOY >>>>>>>>>>>>>>> HUMAN MEN.

“haiwaan hoon main. rakshas hoon. aur rakshas kuch bhi kar sakta hai.”

electric chair for you, dude. ELECTRIC FUCKING CHAIR, GREEN MILE STYLE.

he literally gave her a paralytic.

“isse ek luxury relaxing spa treatment ki tarah enjoy karna.”

OMG I WISH I HAD SOMEONE MAKE ME SLIP INTO A PARALYTIC COMAAAAAAAAAA WHAT ELSE COULD A GIRL WANT FROM PRINCE CHARMING UWU TRUE WUVVVVVVVVV

omg inn paplu taplu ka chip waala naatak abhi bhi chal raha hai BIGGER THINGS HAVE HAPPENED IN THE HOUSE YOU IDIOTS KEEP THE FUCK UP LITERALLY NO ONE CARES ABOUT YOUR SADAA HUA MEMORY CARD ANYMOREEEEEEEEEE

anyway they decide to put it in the bank locker. omg why though, under the mattress was suchhhhhhh a safe and secure spot!!! badal kyun rahe ho tum log?!?!?!!?!?

“good morning.”

sis, lower half is paralysed. haath abhi bhi kaam kar rahein haina??? PICK UP WHATEVER THE FUCK YOU CAN GET YOUR HANDS ON AND HURL IT AT HIS FUCKING HEADDDDDDDDDDD

“don't worry, bas kuch der ki baat hai. uske baad tum apne pairon pe khadi ho sakti ho. main tumhari help kar deta hoon.”

TELLL HIM SIS. TELL HIM TO STAY THE FUCK AWAY AND NEVER EVER COME WITHIN A 3 DISTRICT RADIUS OF YOU. 

“phir se zidd. tumhara naam riddhima nahi, ziddhima hona chahiye tha.”

ok can't deny i lol'd at that.

OK NO BACK TO HATING HIM. PUNS WILL GET YOU NOWHERE WITH ME, YOU BLOODY PSYCHOPATH.

“abhi toh bas ek chota dose diya hai jiska asar sirf 10 ghante rehta hai.”

oh how sweet. such a considerate husband. Star Parivaar Pati of The Year you are. haan behen, aur rakho aise pati ke liye karwachauth.

“agar baat nahi maaani, toh agla dose double hoga.”

seriously though, where can i get one of these? all i want is to be put in a coma so that i don't have to be conscious anymore. esp with the USA election today............ give me a 5x dose, daddy.

YEAH RIGHT LIKE SHE'S EVER GONNA CONSUME ANYTHING YOU OFFER HER EVER AGAIN LOL

“tum chaahe kitni bhi koshish karlo vansh, main tumhe ragini ko nuksaan pohunchaane nahi dungi.”

determination toh behen ka top classssssssssssss hai. where do ppl get such mental will from? i face the slightest inconvenience and i need a 6 hour nap to cope.

LMAO VANSH YOU DUMBASS YOU LEFT HER WITH HER PHONEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. YOU KNOW SHE'S A SPY AND HAS SOMEONE ON THE OUTSIDE. YOU WANTED HER NOT TO GET TO RAGINI BUT NOW SHE CAN JUST CALL WHOEVER SHE’S WORKING WITH TO GET RAGINI THE HELP. GOD, BEWAKOOFON KI TOLI HAI YEH SHOWWWWWWWW.

ab yaad aayi kabir ki. my god, he seems like such a mellow weirdo now compared to vansh, just into some casual costume-changing and quasi fratricide. almost a tolerable level of deranged compared to this other fucking madman.

sent a voice note to him.

SHE HEARD SOMEONE COMING AND FLUNG THE PHONE ACROSS THE ROOM INTO A PILE OF CLOTHES. OH HO WHYYYYYYYYYYYY, YOU COULD HAVE LITERALLY JUST HID IT BACK UNDER THE PILLOWS WHERE YOU FOUND IT!?!?!??!?!?!?

“hi riddhima! tumhe iss haal mein dekh kar, dil ko bohut sukoon mil raha hai.”

asldkfsjflkjdslfkjdl i honestly love her the most. she's so fucking petty and hilarious.

ishani is like thank god bhai has seen fiiiiiiiiiiiiiiinally seen your real face.

“sirf vansh ne hi nahi, inn sab mein maine bhi vansh ka asli chehra dekh liya hai.”

“kya matlab hai tumhara?!?!!”

ok, i'm thinking ishani is shadow girl. from day 1, she’s wanted riddhima to see vansh in a certain way; as someone dangerous, the way he projects himself. (as opposed to dadi and siya who want her to see his soft side.) this statement from riddhima makes her wary that did she get close to the actual truth. INTERESTING. VERYYYYYYYYY INTERESTINGGGGG.

she's now grumbling about how vansh treats her much better than she actually deserves. I REALLY WANT MORE INSIGHT INTO THIS BROTHER SISTER RELATIONSHIP THEY HAVE IT'S SO INTRIGUINGGGGGGGG

le, kapde chale gaye laundry. phone ke saath.

———————————————————————

precap: kabir listened to the voice note and now him and mummy are in panic about ragini disclosing the truth about 3 years ago. RE DEVAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. OFC THESE TWO WERE INVOLVED IN THAT KAAND TOO. LITERALLY EVERY ONE IN THIS SHOW IS A DERANGED MENACE TO SOCIETY.

kabir coming to meet riddhima.

but ofc.

ugh she turned back saying “K.........” and he's like there's literally no one in this house whose name starts with K.

*facepalms for allllll eternity till my godforsaken face itself falls off.*

i think i’ll go watch s2 of mirzapur now. i need something ~~~light and fluffffffffffy~~~ to take my mind off whatever the FUCK this was.

[an-ambivalent]

Sksks ok so I've done some changes to my OC for my novelish. Doing further research into hindu mythology actually helped me come up with some more characters ;) anyhowww. My main girl changed a little 😅

I wanted to keep her representation as close to desi as I could so like dark brown / black hair or something but it didn't feel right 😭 its a fabtasy au. I reallyyyy wanted her to have colourful hair hence now the purple xD

here we have Urvasi, known as the most beautiful apsara in Indra's court (in the legends). She was the main protagonist in the novel meena reads

This is Manasa. She is the male protagonist's sister.

And uhhh idk what to name him yet. He's a Rishi (sage) lol. Since he is a Rishi, he evidently always wears a Tikka (that's the closet i got in picscrew to a tikka 😭) and wears a lot of gold jewelry that is meant for protection. The analogy is that since many Hindu gods like Shiva and Vishnu etc are seen adorned in gold jewelry in their portraits, he mimics everything gods are depicted to wear and be etc bc he wants to reach their level.

(sorry ik the skin shades all look very similar but they really don't have much choice to choose from) :/

LOL i have no one to talk to this about so I'm goinf to post about it on here instead... Since it is my writing blog 😳

[stonerbughead]

Maria watches friday night lights (#7)

this got long oops! So here’s 3x07 on its own. Whatever I’m unemployed just out here vibing

-Omg Lyla’s brother said “I’m playing soccer”; the unspoken words being so he doesn’t have to deal with Buddy micromanaging his life. Good on you, son whose name I don’t know!

“How long is this expected to last?” Eric Taylor driving up to the McCoys’. Me AF.

-As if Jason, Tim, Billy, and Herc renovating this house wasn’t already funny enough, they’re now gonna try to sell it themselves?! Amazing.

-Tami is SUCH a queen. Ugh.

-omg Landry’s new bandmate is cute af, look at her with that cute haircut making up a song on the piano to cheer Landry up. Love that.

-Wait Buddy’s son is ALSO called Buddy?! This poor boy never had a chance.

“I used to not have pubic hair too but things change!” “Pubic hair’s not a bad word.” “for a second there I forgot I was back in fascist Texas.” Lyla’s sister Tabitha is my new hero!!!!

-that Devin and Landry kiss was super awkward. Like very accurately teenage actually lol did she not want to kiss?

-me, later in the episode: yesss devins gay okay it all makes sense. I should’ve known. Duh she’s clearly such a lesbian.

-is it time for Eric Taylor to kick JD McCoy’s ass right off this field??? Bc Jesus this dad is the Certified Worst. AbusiveFootballDad.com

-I like stepdad Kevin more then Buddy, it seems like we’d get along.

-yo if your kids actually changed to veganism you can’t bring them out into the woods and feed them straight-up meat. Like their bodies are gonna rebel and you’re still gonna be in the woods and it’s not gonna be pretty.

-oh hell no I sympathize with these kids! They’re allowed to be mad their dad betrayed the entire family’s trust by cheating. They definitely did not get an actual good apology from Buddy and now he’s just not listening to anything they say and steamrolling ahead with what he wants. Fuck Lyla for being on Buddy’s side, stand up for your siblings!

-Me literally out loud at the screen while Buddy is crying and Lyla’s comforting him: “fuck Buddy! Nope, I don’t care!”

When I tell you I SHRIEKED at Tami’s reaction to Landry debriefing his “rejections” from Tyra and Devin:

-Okay Jason meeting that agent who gave him his card and asked him to ring him if he’s ever in the big city — the exit arc continues?

-why is Eric’s job literally to pull JD’s abusive dad off of his player like Jesus Christ

-oh btw since Matt and Julie were barely in 3x07 I’m gonna headcanon they’ve been holed up having a lot of protected sex now that they’ve finally done the deed

-I appreciated this little Jamarcus storyline

-ooooh this reveal that JD’s mom takes him for junk food when his dad is being all pissed off away from them reallyyyy humanizes her

-yesss Tami’s on-point pep talk got Landry to be very respectful with Devin and accept her sexuality and omg now he’s singing her song from the band room! Hashtag FRIENDSHIP!

“Oh my heart!” -literally me out loud at the Tim Riggins highlight reel Jason and Billy made

-I do appreciate this Lyla and Jason talk about how Jason would be a good sports agent. Glad they’re still friends! Y’all know I stan friendship above all.

[ofcgenesis]

✧ · ˚ .zendaya ? nah, that’s just genesis iver. you know, they’re the twenty-two beauty guru from jefferson, texas… still doesn’t ring a bell ? come on, dude ! they’re all over ME.MIAMI’S homepage. it’s impossible for them to stay off of it because of the fact that they’re super calculating & deceptive. they’re not all bad though, ‘cause they can be elegant & amiable too ! you can totally tell they’re a scorpio… it’s almost scary. look, if you want to remember them, just think of glossy pink lips, solid gold hoops, and big birkin bags. , and you’ll be golden. ( her/she, cis female.  /  raq, 19, her/she, cst. )

new stuff is bold 

tl;dr: genesis is a beauty youtuber who’s done really great at hiding who she really is from the world. just like every really big member of the beauty community, she has had her scandals. but, for the most part her image is still this  super sweet, barbie kinda girl but anyone who knows her irl knows she’s… faaar from sweet. to make it short and sweet, she’s a two faced betch!

legal name: genesis barbie iver-zaleski (yes, she legally changed her name to barbie.)

vc: saweetie and nicki

she’s a mess ok

grew up in jefferson, texas aka really small, really rural town

she grew up pretty normal. not necessarily in struggling, but ya’ know not lavish either. a normal middle class, texan family. her parents are separated and her dad is soon to be  remarried. she’s only got one older biological sister.?? wC???

her parents were kinda strict and suppper religious and traditional you’re run in the mill she’s never allowed to go out kinda thing.

she wasn’t much of a popular kid in school?? had her small group of friends and that’s about that. was the girl everyone went to to have their makeup done in middle school/highschool for dances and birthdays! she’s always been pretty talented with makeup, dabbling into it at a young age thanks to her older sister’s.

really the classic youtuber come up story for her: she got a camera for christmas on her 15th birthday. did a few funny videos with her friends and posted them to youtube thinking nothing much of it. over time, she just gained a social media following.

in came brand deals, and collabs, and pr packages.

all of this, of course, she kept hidden from her parents. not like it was hard. 

and the rest is history. at 18, she moved to flordia to meet casey so. yuh. skdfja

her parents really wanted her to go to college. so guess what sis did?

she lied. sksksjaagj she told them she’d be going to flordia state in the fall and, since they hadn’t a clue about her youtube/social media influencer career, they were proud. dropped her off at the airport and she was picked up by…. casey!

her secret internet boyfriend that didn’t last for very long tho lmao

they found out cause of course they did lol and the video that put her on the map entitled “I LIED TO MY PARENTS ABOUT GOING TO COLLEGE?” honestly people thought it was clickbait and were flew when it wasn’t sksks

and that video like SKYROCKETED her subscriber count.

thus, this was her entry into getting more pr and more brand deals and

hello she did a collab with too faced (the one jackie aina did hennyways) to create more diverse foundation shades. she was the face the launch.

and after that! she started her own beauty line

so rn she’s just being a vlogger/beauty guru/ makeup mogul icon bad bish

and kinda a rapper. she’s gen so she takes everything she does rEally seriously, and is sorta dabbling in music right now.

is now just engaged to hal ! 

personality:

suppppperrrr sweet when you first meet her, but lowkey kinda?? fake?? there’s a high chance she’s smiling in your face and silently judging what you’re wearing.

really the typa girl you think you’re friends with but definitely shit talks you behind your back.

extreme type a personality. loves to control situations, has everything planned by the minute. she /lives/ with her planner.

she’s reeeaallyy concerned about her image and brand so she might befriend you for clout (kinda, not all the time.)

don’t make her mad, she’ll throw a literal tantrum.

your fave relatable youtuber/beauty guru? thats her.

really superficial, kinda bubbly, reallyyyy boujee

i wish i could say she’s getting nicer now that she’s engaged and happy– but tbh that’s just boosted her ego sO

[soyoursoulisgreen]

🍼🍃🎄🍒 (just cuz it's a cherry lmao)

🍼- what is your favorite memory?

Hmm, that’s a toughy! The stereotypical answer I think would be when I first held my baby sister the night she was born, what can I say lol, but I have a lot of really strong memories that were really happy too and that one’s faded a bit :’) The most recent memory I can think of where I was just deliriously happy was when I returned to the Challenger Learning Center - give it a look if you haven’t heard of it. I didn’t get to participate since it wasn’t my class but going there the first time was a really formative memory for me, so coming back was delightful

🍃- would you rather live in a sea with mermaids or a forest with fairies?

Another tough one!! I’d daydream about both of these things when I was a child hehe. Realistically, I’d wanna live in the forest so that I could go into town if I reallyyyy needed to hehe. I wouldn’t want like a reverse Little Mermaid where I couldn’t see my family again!

🎄- what is your favorite holiday?

Does summer vacation count? Hehe I like having my sister around! I miss her during the day haha. For a singular holiday it’d probably be Halloween, 2018 was the first year I missed Trick-or-Treating in over a decade!!

🍒- how do you act when you have a crush?

Lol I should’ve thought of that to send to you haha. I like to think I don’t change much? The one time I knew for sure I had a crush I never confessed so I can only assume she never noticed lol. I will develop little squish-crushes at the drop of a hat tho so I suppose I get very excited all by myself lol

[glampacked]

THEE weirdest fucking thing happened today, yo. it’s so bizarre and i still can’t believe it lol. 

so last night i had to stay at school late and just drew Micky James. while stalking his instagram looking for reference photos i noticed a little vintage shop i like posted a photo of him a few months ago wearing a leather jacket he got there! badass. i wanted to finish the background so i could post it last night but didn’t, oh well. but it was the first drawing i’ve done for myself in MONTHS, so that was good progress!  

early today me and my mom drove up to a craft fair and planned on riding our bikes along the delaware river after, but i noticed my bike was making a weird noise so we figured it was best not to ride far and have my bike suddenly fall apart since we didn’t know what was wrong with it. our end destination was to be one of my favorite little towns (that happens to be the home of previously mentioned vintage store), and i was pretty bummed, so she offered to just drive there and walk a bit instead of just riding our bikes through. i mentioned the only store i really wanted to stop in was the vintage store, and showed her the photo they posted of Micky, just ‘cause i thought it was cool, my mom doesn’t really know him.   

so we walk down the main street a bit, stopped in a few shops to look for a necklace my sister wanted, then before we got my vintage shop on the other side of town, i noticed another cool vintage shop i like and asked to go in there. my mom didn’t really want to but i insisted it was the only other store i wanted. so i go in, look over at the counter, and fucking guess whom is standing at the counter talking to the workers. 🙃 i’m not even gonna say his name, lmao. what. the. fuck. so of course i had to awkwardly go up to him and talk to him but he was just super cool and of course my mom had to ask to take a photo of us (while i was in my uncool biking outfit lmao). it was just the weirdest thing. i barely knew what to say to him because?? i wasn’t prepared to see him there obviously? i thought he was from NYC but it turns out he lives a lot closer and was friends with the people at the shop. i did end up going to the other vintage shop i originally wanted to go to and of course he beat us there too so i had to awkwardly avoid him so it wouldn’t seem like i was stalking him UGH. but now i don’t even wanna post the drawing i did of him because i reallyyyy don’t wanna seem like a stalker god dammit. 😂 but my other friend who also loves him saw the photo of us and was telling my mom what a sweetheart Micky is, and my friend even saw him in LA opening for The Struts a few weeks ago and apparently Micky remembered my name and everything when they were talking at that show!? i don’t even remember telling him my name when i saw him back in March, god.  

anyways. how bizarre is that for my first public encounter with a musician. everything happens for a reason, i guess. shoutout to my bike for deciding to make a weird noise today to ruin our biking trip!!           

[mrsashketchum]

Send me a character Ask Game: Maka Albarn.

Thank you for sending an ask! Sorry this took a while ;;

ALL THE PEOPLE I SHIP WITH MAKA:

1. SOUL EATER EVANS

im not even gonna explain myself, but i will definitely ship this for the rest of my life tbh. gotten more into drawing cuz of this ship. made new friends with this ship. so proud of this ship. so proud. like a proud mom. aaaa

2. Death the Kid!

this may come as a surprise (or not? idk). if you’ve followed me long enough i may have drawn one MaKid art and requested some from other artists. like im down for soma and makid. like they’re just so cute??? idk??? especially in the manga tbh

3. Black☆ Star

hell yeah they’re my brotp!!!!! childhood friends!!!! i just love their dynamic?? buff friends who just want to arm wrestle and punch each other for laughs. they’re probably sparring partners sometimes too

4. Tsubaki ❤

GIRLFRIENDS FOR LIFE

guys, tsu-chan is the mom-friend we all need in our life. i absolutely love her motherly friendship with maka too! and they’re both so sweet aaaaghh im filled with feels~~~ brotp!!

5. Liz (the rockstar of the series, let’s be real)

i kinda accidentally shipped them while coming up with my plot for the gravity falls AU (picture has nothing to do with the AU– it’s just maka and liz chatting over lollipops), and i really wanna show the AU to the world someday!!!!! also she’s almost like female soul? which is kinda why i see the dynamic work. but either way, she’s reallyyyy cool. like seriously. maka would be game.

6. CRONAAAAAA

OK MY CHILD I LOVE CRONA

this was the ultimate brotp. i want to hug them both. maka’s done so much for crona and crona would do anything in return. just- so caring!!!!!! hugs forever!!!!!

7. Akane Hoshi (???)

ok this was actually accidental as well. i made this fic out of a prompt i found on tumblr, and while i was writing i was like omg what, no it cant be…. it’s… shippable???? (if that’s even a word) idk man i mean, look at akane. bishounen alert

8. Jack Frost

and this one definitely needs context. uhm, im not sure when exactly it started, but blame it all on my sister (lol no dont) for making a Guardians AU where maka shared a similar wavelength to nightlight (this was before jack = nightlight), and well, yeah. it just went downhill from there.

also jack has white hair. similar to soul… there might be a pattern…

(please read the au it’s actually quite good. i also helped in making the SE characters seem more canon/believable. and there’s soma so why not)

and lastly… my OT3:

9. SoMaKid (*insert air horn noises*)

i am in love with this okay i will fite for the three of them. if there’s anything i love other than soma, it’s somakid, for reals. idk where i started with this ot3 tbh. it just happened. i also saw a few fanarts and some parts in the manga and anime were very nice, and they were the top three most popular characters in the second popularity poll in the manga? but im not entirely sure why i shipped them and what made me ship them.

they just work??? i love them. till this day. (although i’ve been more of soma lately… must draw kid more.)

anyway, that’s all! thank you for seeing my list of ships!!!!! i would love to do this again ♡♡♡

Let’s play the “Send me a character and I’ll list who I ship them with” game!

[lovemesomesurveys]

What are you listening to? A Youtube video.

If your sister came home and told you she just had sex with 15 boys, you’d say? I’d say who is this girl coming into my house claiming to be my sister and telling me about her sex life? I don’t have a sister.

What was the last thing someone bought for you? Food.

What was the last thing you drank? Water.

Are you a good listener? I think so. People have told me they feel comfortable talking to me because of that.

Is someone ignoring you? I don’t think so. I don’t reach out to people, so if they were I wouldn’t know... :X

Is something bothering you right now? Always.

Honestly, what is your point of a view of a friend who goes for their friend’s exes? I wouldn’t do that. It would bother me of a friend did that to me. I don’t know, it’s just one of those things.

What does your phone do when you get a new message? It makes a ding sound.

When was the last time you laughed so hard you couldn’t breathe? I don’t know. It’s been quite awhile.

When was the last time you talked to one of your best friends? Yesterday.

Have you ever dyed your hair? Yeppp. I first got highlights in middle school, and I kept that up through my freshman year. My sophomore year I dyed it black, and then my junior year I went back to my natural hair color and highlights. I kept that up until two years ago when I decided to go full on, bright red. I get that done once a month. Well, I did. I was really good with maintaining it, but as of now it’s been like over five months. :X I reallyyyy need to get it done. 

How often do you talk on the phone? Rarely. When I do, it’s very brief.

The past month, regret something? Yes.

Do you miss someone? A few someones.

Do you believe what goes around comes around? No.

Where will you be tomorrow? Right here in my bed, I’m sure.

What plans do you have for the coming weekend? This weekend is over. Yesterday I went to a potluck birthday party my friend threw for her mom. Today I just lounged in bed and binge watched the Cooking Channel for majority of the day. I don’t have any plans for the next upcoming weekend.

Was the first person you talked to today male or female? Male.

When each week comes around, do you always find yourself looking forward to Friday? No. I did back when I was in school, and Fridays and the weekends meant something. Now that I’m not in school and I don’t have a job, everyday is a day off for me.

How is your mood? Frustrated, irritable, overwhelmed, depressed, anxious...

Does your password have to do with a boy/girl? No.

Are you wearing jeans, shorts, sweatpants or PJ pants? Leggings.

Is your room clean? It’s a little cluttered, which is so not like me. I just do not have the energy, the desire, or the motivation to deal with it.

Do you wear eyeliner? Yes.

Do you get scared before doctors’ appointments? I get extremely anxious. It doesn’t matter what type of appointment it is, whether it be just a simple check-up or otherwise. Though my appointments are rarely just simple check-ups. I always expect the worst. I see a specialist for something once a week, and have been doing so since last November, and I get nervous every time.

Is your bathroom clean? I don’t have my own bathroom, but anyway our bathroom is a bit cluttered on the counter top.

Who was your last call from? My mom.

What were you doing at 12 a.m. last night? Probably the same thing. I’m pretty much always doing the same thing.

Do you wish on shooting stars? I’ve never seen one.

What is making you happy at the moment? Nothing.

What do you have planned for tonight? I’m drinking a cup of coffee right now, doing a survey, and listening to an ASMR video. That’s pretty much how my night will go; it’s almost 11PM. I’ll just be scrolling through Tumblr and doing some surveys.

Would you rather visit a zoo or an art museum? Museum.

Do you ever think about the past? Only all the time. I spend a lot of time these days comparing my past to how things are now. Even just as recent as like last summer. So much has changed since then, and not in a good way.

Do you think your life will be different this time next year? I can only hope so. In a positive way, preferably. I’m afraid; though, of it only getting worse. :/

Should you be doing something more important? I don’t have anything else to do.

What was the last thing that made you laugh? Something on TV, probably.

What was the last thing that made you cry? Life.

Do you watch any cooking shows on TV? I have been obsessed with the Cooking Channel. Like I’ll watch it all day. Donut Showdown, Sugar Showdown, Cupcake Wars, Unwrapped, Unique Sweets, Carnival Eats, and Cheap Eats are my favorites on that channel. I also like to watch Cake Boss, Diners, Dives, and Dine-ins, and Food Paradise as well.

Do you sleep with a night light? I sleep with my TV on, and I also have lights strung around my headboard that I keep on.

Do you talk in your sleep? I’ve been told that I have. I don’t think I do all the time, but I guess sometimes I do.

Do you snore? Not that I’m aware of.

Do you bite your nails? Sigh. Unfortunately.

What does your hair look like right now? It’s in a messy pony tail.

What are you wearing? Leggings with little Santa Clause print all over and a gray sweatshirt that has Darth Vader on it. Ha. Yeah, I’m very fashionable.

Do you swear in front of your parents? Nope. I’m twenty-seven years old and I never have. It would be so weird for me to do so now after all this time. They’d be so surprised to hear it from me lol. It’s not even like they don’t curse, I just feel weird about it for some reason.

What do you think of when I say the word sex? I think of sex.

Do you bite your toenails? EWWWWW no.

What are your pet peeves? When people chew loudly. I absolutely cannot stand smacking, slurping, sucking, licking sounds. Blech.  C r i n g e.

Who was the last person to tell you they love you? My mom.

Whose hand did you last hold? My mom’s.

What is on your mind right now? Everything as usual. At the forefront is health related things.

Are there any important events or dates coming up? No.

Are you basically a jealous person? More like envious. Sometimes.

Do you currently hate anyone? No.

What are you doing on New Year’s Eve? I have no idea. We’re in February, calm down. I’m probably not going to do anything like I did last year.

Who was your last argument with? *shrug*

How are you feeling today? Today has been one of those extra days. Like everything I normally feel on a daily basis, but more so. Just extra down? Like a boredom that nothing can fix because I’m just tired of everything.

If you were alone for a whole day, what would you want to do? Same things I do everyday.

When was the last time you and your significant other danced together? I’m single.

Do you have a favorite hobby or activity? Reading, coloring, surveys, Tumblr.

[popvader]

can i talk about my pups??? (ok they’re not like reallyyyy mine bc one of them i consider myself to have shared custody over bc my ex and i got her together when she was a smol pup, and then the other one is her sister whomst the family got after my ex and i had broken up BUT she’s mine bc they’re like step siblings lol) ANYWAY!!! u guys......

these little doggos are the sweetest. brownie (the one i got w my ex) is such a perfect angel. she’s a sleepy baby and loves to be kissed and have her belly rubbed. she rolls over onto her back as soon as you start petting her face and she starts falling asleep as you pet her belly and when you stop, she opens her eyes and they’re glistening at u and you’re like!!!!!! wow...

pot pot (her step sis) is the fluffiest ball of fur and she’s the clingiest lil thing. she gives nonstop kisses and she always wants to be carried and cuddled with.

my heart melts everytime i see them. i want to stay w them forever. i would look forward to coming home every single day if they lived w me. i love them so much. they make my heart so full. when i look into their eyes i seriously can’t think of anything more pure and precious than them. i love those smol dogs lol