#Kate looks so pretty here 🥲

[captainmartin20]

prettiest girls everrrr

[sskyeh]

10 songs/10 people

Thank you for the tag @notquiteaghost !!!

1. Eat Your Young by Hozier - from his new single!! had this on repeat the last few days. Hopefully getting tickets for his show in September…!

2. Through Me (The Flood) by Hozier - see above

3. Spiralling by Keane - um it’s good. Found it looking for songs for a Joel & Ellie playlist 🥲

4. Sure Thing (Sped Up) by Miguel - it’s a tiktok meme song but it’s rly fun to sing along to with my little siblings ok

5. This Is Why by Paramore - my fav song off their newest album. It’s definitely more than incidentally cringe hottopic-esque but what’re you gonna do

6. Wuthering Heights by Kate Bush - so fun to sing along to. SO fun

7. four ethers by serpentwithfeet - courtesy of jacob anderson’s louis de point du lac playlist. gayass

8. Soldier, Poet, King by The Oh Hellos - tumblr ass song

9. Runaway by AURORA - v pretty

10. Crystal Ball by Keane - courtesy of the playlist they play at work :| can’t believe I’ve never heard it before that

Ummm idk who to tag cause I don’t interact on here a lot… @cicadaemon @gec2unow @bloodsbane @anaryllis @fellowshipofthegay 5 will have to do

[leahseclipse]

If I only could I'd make a deal with God, and I'd get him to swap our places | E.M

Pairing : Eddie Munson x gen ! reader

Warning : ST4 VOL2 SPOILERS, possible mentions of graphic details, coma, BUT it ends well, it's a fix-it fic !!

Summary : After the recent traumatic events, Eddie has ended up in the hospital and fell into a come. Reader visits everyday, in hopes he'll wake up.

A/N : yes I needed to do that after what happened 🥲 this is my apology for the other fic LMAO @smalluniversecollector

W/C: 1.3k

It marks one month since Eddie hasn't opened his eyes, today. One whole month without him.

Without the sound of his voice.

Without moving his arms in all directions like a sugar - high toddler.

Without the sound of his guitar playing.

He's just been there, laying in this bed, doing nothing else. I just wish he was awake.

Without the smell of whatever thing he'd smoke.

A month without all of those things. I have to admit, it feels empty, not having those in my life. It's like the world doesn't make sense now that it doesn't have him to fill it.

He's just been there, laying still, doing nothing. We probably couldn't have gone out of the upside down without injuries, so I just wished he had something that wouldn't keep him so long at the hospital at least.

I wish Eddie wouldn't be the one going through this. I've been feeling so guilty with my sprained wrist, it's nothing compared to what he has, and I wish we could've swapped places. I love him so much that I would do that for him.

But again , he'd be the one worried to death , just like I am right now. The one that wouldn't be in a coma would still suffer in some way.

I just wish we would just have something that wasn't bad at least. I wish he'd be there with me, and that we'd just have to laugh about a stupid sprained wrist and something else kind of broken, but not fatal for him. He'd play non-stop with his crutches if he had to have those.

We'd switch between his house, my house, Dustin's, we wouldn't stop moving around.

If only that was the only thing that happened. I wouldn't be here, sitting all day, hoping he wakes up.

"You know, I actually knew you before." Eddie said.

"You did?" I asked, surprised.

"In elementary school. You probably don't remember, because we weren't even in the same class. We never talked. I was... Much quieter before, the quiet type that wouldn't have the courage to tell he liked someone. I always watched you, from time to time. I still liked you, even with your bad haircut."

"That one was horrendous! How did you still like me?"

"I guess I just really loved you. And I will always love you, even if you get a messed up haircut."

If only Eddie saw what I did to my hair. I couldn't stay with this upside-down-monster-blood on my hair, even if I'd wash it, and it reminded me too much of what happened— so I just cut it off myself.

It's grown a bit since, but everyone can still see how badly cut it is.

But he won't care, probably. He'll still somehow find me pretty, in some way, even if I have no idea how. I'll probably mess with him a bit, it's funny when he goes into attorney mode to defend his case.

I hope he has nice dreams, at least. I don't want him to be trapped constantly in a nightmare. It's best if he dreams of hellfire, moments we had in the cafeteria, when we smoked under the bleachers, or when we skipped school because we didn't want to go to science.

That's what I want him to dream about.

As I got up from the chair, taking my stuff, I approached his bed and took his hand in mine. He still felt warm, he wasn't gone.

"I have to go back home, I'll see you again tomorrow though. I promise I'll be back. Sleep well." I said, kissing his forehead. I let go of his hand slowly, looking back at him when I stopped in front of the door, before leaving.

Eddie will wake up soon, he has to.

++

Crossing the doors of the same hospital I've been going to for more than a month, whose every corner is no longer unknown to me; I went up to the staircase, walking up to the 2nd floor to the room that's almost at the end of the corridor..

Before entering, I took a large inspiration like I do each morning in front of that pale blue door. Maybe I'm just preventing a possible heart attack in case I open that door and find Eddie wide awake.

Unfortunately, that didn't seem to be for today.

I expected this. I'm no less deceived than yesterday.

I set my bag on the empty chair, taking out my radio and turning it on to stay in touch with the others in case we need to talk. Dustin's intermissions are the one I hear the most throughout the day, he's a good kid, always tuning in to talk to Eddie, in case he might hear.

I've heard Dustin took over for Eddie as the Dungeon Master for now, they're doing a special campaign Eddie had stored out for them, so every Friday, I keep the radio at a low volume by the bedside table. It kind of acts as a lullaby for him.

Discarding of my jacket, I walked to the window and opened it, letting out fresh air inside. Everything was fine, again. The world was back to normal, almost. No one can ever forget the students who died at the start of the year, so we're just doing our best to heal for now.

Being the paranoid I am, I rushed to wash my hand in the bathroom by fear of giving him some microbe that might ruin his recovery. I just have to do it, even if I cleaned them at the entry.

That damn mirror is still there for me to see my completely tired face that clearly didn't sleep for a full night. It's just been hard to sleep on my own, it's like I don't even know how to do it anymore. Not feeling his weight on the bed as I'm laying by his side feels strange, the bed seems too big for just myself.

I just have to be patient, again. There's nothing more I can do, I'm not a Cleric or whatever. I can't pull off miracles.

As I turned off the water and dried my hands with the towel by the shower, I walked in the direction of the door and I stopped.

Eddie goddamn Munson was staring right. at. me.

His eyes were clearly opened, it wasn't a hallucination from sleep deprivation, right?

Right?

For a minute, my mouth just hung open. I couldn't seem to let out a word.

"Am I dead or what? You seem like you saw a ghost." Eddie said, looking around at the monitors.

"I'm in a dream, right?" I asked.

"I don't even know if I'm real." He replied.

"Oh god." I started to cry, rushing to his side. "You're back."

"I am?"

"You made it out, you're not dead." I informed. "It's not a dream, Eddie."

"Come here." He said, opening his arms to me. I fell onto his chest, still crying a bit. "I'm here now."

"I thought you'd never wake up."

"Neither did I." Eddie said, brushing my hair with his left hand. "Did you cut it?"

Still laying against his chest, I nodded. "I did. It didn't grow a lot since."

"It's okay, it looks good, even if it's not cut right." He reassured me.

"I know. It's horrendous, but in a good way." I said.

"In a good way, yeah." He answered as I pulled away from his chest to look at him.

"I missed you a lot, it's good to talk to you again." I smiled.

"I missed talking to you in real life. I'm glad." He smiled back, reaching for my right hand.

I took his hand in mine, rubbing his knuckles softly, "There's also other people who missed you, you know."

"I know, I'm too popular." He joked. "Can we wait a bit though, I just want a minute... or forty with you."

I laughed, "Forty sounds good."

"You know I really love you?" Eddie asked out of the blue.

"I do, because... I happen to love you too."

"Oh, you do? That's a surprise." He joked.

"Forever and always, Munson."

*

I hope you liked this fic :) if you did, don't hesitate to send me an ask! Requests are also appreciated, I write for other characters as well!

[caribbean-ace]

Tuesdays mean one thing for me= NCIS: Hawai’i, this time i’m watching 2x05, you know the drill folks, spoilers ahead:

It’s funny how americans call this football, for me football is actually soccer lol + he’s cute + oh that’s pretty disturbing yikes + my babesss + they are so domestic i love themm + oh no, drama is going on + Kate gives me such an Ava Sharpe vibes lol + oh moving situationnn + Kate is so adorable i just want to hug her forever + Kai is such a nerdy i love him + that seems tough, the kid knows something maybe + siblings timeee

Watch Kai knock some sense into Lucy + things were about to get heated + uh Kai, more context please + dad is busted + dad knows something + oh crap what are you hiding Kai? + Jane and Lucy teaming up let’s gooo + Lucy looks so unamused lol + oh bff’s that’s gonna be interesting + Kate my loveeee + they are so dumb and so cute😂 lmao Jesse + girlfriends who share one braincell + siblings who share feelings and kick ass together + this is too easy, what are we missing here? + ooh beer, i could use one + oh kid talked, this is bad + crap + Jane and the kids bringing it home + lmao Jesse went extra gotta love my boy + gotta keep it talking Kai + oh yikesss

Two girlfriends sharing one braincell for sure + i love how dumb they are lol + but they are the cutest + Kate is the cutest nerd + “i travel light” we love a minimalist queen + i like how great Jane and Daniel get along + aw this is so emotional🥲 + i got chills from that woah

Light and fun episode, let’s see where it goes, i’d like to see more about Kai’s past, can’t wait to see more of Kate and Lucy being dumb together. Catch ya’ on the next one folks✌🏽