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psa

hello!!

i came here to say that i’m going to be posting all my oneshots on my main blog from now on, which you can find here. the only reason why i used this one was bc i was too lazy to fix up my old one but i did it lol

i won’t be active on this one much anymore, but i’ll be leaving these oneshots here :) thank you to all who have showed this blog love! i appreciate you ^^

- mims <3

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I did not slightly tear up reading comfort. Your writing skills are to good it felt too real.🥲

i will cry omg THANK YOU SO MUCH :’) <3

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comfort

mark lee drabble bc he is the only thing keeping me going

“breathe, y/n, tell me what’s wrong,” you could hear mark coo through the phone speaker.

swallowing down another sob you shakily took another breath and wiped the tears that fell down your cheeks, gripping tighter at the phone in your hand. “i just can’t do it, mark.”

back at his dorm, mark pulled on his shoes and grabbed his keys, keeping his phone tight against his ear while rushing out the door. “talk to me, y/n, let it out.”

you sniffled into the phone and wiped away the stray tears that seemed to keep falling. “i don’t have the motivation to do anything anymore and everything just feels like a chore. there’s things i know i should care about but i just can’t find it in me to.” you heard the familiar beeping of mark’s car alarm and you sat up. “where are you going?”

“what, did you think i was going to let you cry alone by yourself? i’m coming over,” mark explained.

“i’m fine with just talking on the phone, mark-”

“sorry, what was that? what did you say? hello?” mark’s playfulness managed to make you smile despite the state you were in. “it’ll be five minutes, okay? do you want me to stay on the phone?”

 “no, no, i’ll wait for you,” you said softly. “thank you mark, really. you didn’t have to.”

“don’t thank me, you know i’d be there for you in a heartbeat. take it easy, okay? i don’t like to see you upset...or hear you since i can’t see you, but you know what i mean. don’t push yourself, i know that you’re doing your best. you can do it! see you soon, i love you!” 

you smiled to yourself. “i love you more.”

“impossible. i got to go before i crash, but i’ll be there soon! love you!” 

mark ended the call and you were left staring down at his contact photo. you didn’t know how you got so lucky to have mark in your life, but you knew that you wouldn’t trade him for anything. a text message from mark caught your attention.

mark me in your heart

btw u sound kinda hot when ur voice is all raspy LOL

you couldn’t help but roll your eyes and laugh, quickly typing back a response. 

y/n <3333333

stfu and drive

i love you, u know that?

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thanks for all the love on my last oneshot, i really didn’t think so many people would like it so thank you <3 hopefully i’ll be able to update again sometime this week but in the meantime say safe & healthy and happy holidays :D

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stupid, silly crush

mark lee x reader, bf2l, fluff 

summary: i have a stupid silly crush on mark lee so i’m making it into a oneshot before i lose my mind

curling up on your couch, snuggling in blankets and eating your favorite snacks was what you planned on doing for the rest of the night. after having to take over for your partner’s side of your group project, you were exhausted and wanted nothing more but to rest. 

your friends, on the other hand, had other plans.

you crashed onto the couch of your apartment and were ready to take a well deserved nap, but were interrupted by the vibration of your phone. you shot your head up and snatched your phone from the coffee table, glaring at the contact name.

“what?” you asked, clearly irritated.

from the other side of the phone, you could basically hear yuta’s smile. “come on, we’re going to the school festival!”

“no, i’m tired.” you pulled your phone away from your ear to hang up but stopped once you heard yuta’s faint protests. reluctantly, you held your phone back up to your ear. “you better have one convincing reason as to why i should go.”

“well, for one, because we’re your friends and you love us so much,” yuta teased. “and also, mark is going!”

you stayed silent, contemplating how you were going to strangle yuta once you saw him. “just because you said that, i’m not going.”

“what? y/n, just imagine how cute it would be if you were to confess to him at the top of the ferris wheel, or something!”

you laughed at him. “first of all, mark is afraid of heights, so that’s not happening. and second, i’m pretty sure he doesn’t like me back. i’d probably just make a fool out of myself.”

“you’re kidding, right? are you stupid?” yuta gaped at you, a humorous smile laid out across his face.

you rolled your eyes. “i didn’t stay on this call just so you could call me stupid.” you felt your phone vibrate in your hand and you looked to see that it was a text from no one other than mark. “i got to go, yuta. see you.”

“wait, are you-”

quickly, you ended the call and opened your messages.

mark me in your heart

yo u going to the festival?

y/n aaaaaa

ehhh not really feeling up to it

yuta told me you and the others are going so bring me back a stuffed animal

mark me in your heart

whaaaaaaaaaatjrjklf why not?????????

i’m not gonna win u one bc ur gonna win it urself

also bc i probably wouldn’t be able to do it anyway

i’m picking u up

y/n aaaaaa

you’re gonna have to drag me off of the couch then

i don’t think it’s worth it

mark me in your heart

u act as if i haven’t done it before

already omw 

feeling defeated, you slumped against your couch cushions and awaited mark’s arrival. had it been anyone else, it would’ve been much easier to flat out say ‘no’, but with mark, the word was completely erased from your vocabulary. you were only able to have about ten minutes of pure bliss before you heard the jiggling of your doorknob and mark’s faint humming.

“thank goodness for the spare key!” mark cheered as he entered your apartment.

lazily, you turned your head towards him and looked at him with a dead gaze. mark only laughed at you and jumped onto the couch next to you, barely missing your head. 

“tough day?” mark asked, reaching for your leftover drink that sat on your coffee table. he cringed at the watered-down taste before standing up to go throw it away.

“yeah. you know that group project i had? they didn’t do jack shit,” you grumbled into the cushion.

“you know what’ll make you feel better?” he kneeled down to meet your eyes and smiled. “going to the festival!”

he reached for your hands that you desperately tried to hide from him and began to pull you up into a seated position. you groaned in response but made no move to fight against him.

“come on, i’ll buy us ice cream once we get there,” mark offered. you looked up at him to see him staring at you with his wide, doe eyes, basically begging you to say yes. he made it impossible for you to say no.

you hated it, but you gave in. “ugh...fine.”

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“wow, they went all out this year, didn’t they?” you mumbled as you stared out the window of mark’s car. you couldn’t help but admire the colorful lighting that lit up the area.

“i know right? it’s awesome,” mark agreed.

after parking the car, the two of you made you way to the ticket booth where you paid for your tickets and entered. you stayed close behind as mark searched for your other friends, flinching when he grabbed your arm to drag you towards them. 

someone’s arm slung around your shoulder, weighing you down. “so, you decided to show up?”

you looked up to see yuta smirking at you, raising his eyebrows and shifting his gaze back and forth between you and mark. you glared at him and shrugged his arm off, punching him in the ribs. “oh, shut it.” luckily, mark had been too busy chatting away with johnny that he didn’t notice yuta’s odd behavior. 

“so, are you gonna do it tonight?” yuta asked you excitedly.

“do what? confess?” you snorted and shook your head. “i already told you, yuta, there’s no way he likes me back.”

yuta groaned loudly, catching the attention of a few other students walking by. “the two of you are going to drive me insane, i swear.”

you furrowed our eyebrows in confusion, but before you could question what he meant, mark was tugging at your arm and leading you towards the games.

“okay! i’m gonna make it a mission to win you a stuffed animal. which one do you want?” mark asked you with a big smile.

you chuckled at him and shook your head. “i was kidding, mark, you don’t actually-”

“no! i’m gonna do it. now, tell me which one you want.”

you couldn’t help but laugh at him as he said that, falling for him and his dorky antics all over again. scanning the area, you spotted a dinosaur plushy that was practically calling your name. immediately, you took mark by the arm and led him over.

“oh, this will be easy!” mark said confidently after seeing it was a basketball based game. he turned to look at you with a smirk on his face. “just watch.”

you chuckled again and stood off to the side. “don’t get too cocky now.”

mark had always been a naturally funny person, so it wasn’t surprising that after only two minutes, you were clutching at your stomach, unable to hold in your laugh. mark had somehow managed to miss every shot and approached you with sunken shoulders and a shocked look.

“wow, i didn’t know i was that bad. in my defense, that shit is a lot harder than it looks.”

coming down from your fit of laughter, you pat his arm comfortingly. “it’s okay, mark, i didn’t expect much. let’s go find something else to do.”

“hell no, i’m going again.” before you could protest, mark was already stepping up to the booth and offering his money.

you shook your head at him and sighed. mark really made it hard not to love him.

after about ten minutes, mark finally returned to you victorious, a proud smile peeking from behind a large dinosaur plushy. gratefully, you took the dinosaur into your arms. “was it worth all that money? you really didn’t have to, you know.”

mark let out a soft laugh. “yeah, but i wanted to.” you were lucky the dinosaur was big enough to hide the wild blush upon your cheeks. “what next?”

“i’ll win you one for a change. i think that if i let you play any longer then you’ll spend all your money,” you nudged him gently with your shoulder.

“i didn’t do that bad,” mark whined, pouting at you. 

“whatever you say, mark.”

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like any other night you spent with mark, it was filled with laughter and jokes. you seemed to always have a good time with him, it was one of the very many things that you loved about him. he had the ability to turn your frown upside down, as cheesy as it sounds. the two of you had regrouped with your friends with stuffed animals in both of your arms, as well as bright smiles plastered across your faces.

“did you win her all of these, mark?” yuta teased the two of you.

while you blushed, mark laughed it off and shook his head. “actually, y/n won majority of these. i’m not as great at those games as i thought.”

johnny approached the three of you, an ice cream cone in his hand reminding you of mark’s promise. “fireworks are starting soon, we’re gonna go grab seats on the grass.”

“i’ll come with,” yuta called after him. he waved the two of you goodbye and, again, it was just you and mark.

“hey, you promised me ice cream!” you said to mark.

mark’s lips curled up into a shameful smile. “i was hoping that you would forget...whatever, i was craving some anyway.”

“i’ll go get us a seat,” you told him, taking his stuffed animals into your arms. he nodded and you went your separate ways.

thankfully, you were able to quickly spot johnny and yuta who had already saved a spot for you and mark. as you sat down, yuta scoot himself next to you and nudged your shoulder.

“you should confess today or i assure you this crush of yours is gonna end up going nowhere,” he said.

you scoffed. “i was already expecting it to go nowhere.”

yuta groaned and grabbed your shoulders, shaking them. “are you an idiot? do you seriously think mark isn’t head over heels for your dumbass?” he let go of your shoulders and dramatically sprawled himself across your lap. “you two are both big, oblivious idiots.”

“why do you keep saying that?” you asked him with furrowed eyebrows. 

yuta sat up and gave you a dead stare. he sighed, “like i said, big oblivious idiot.” he averted his gaze to someone behind you and then back to you. “just trust me on this, he likes you.”

yuta was gone before you could ask how he knew, and mark took his spot next to you. he handed you your ice cream, which was your favorite flavor, and scoot closer to you. his shoulder brushed against yours, making you blush. if you weren’t too busy trying not to choke on your ice cream and looked over, you would see that mark was blushing as well.

as the night grew colder, you cursed at yourself for not bringing a jacket. the coldness of your ice cream didn’t help your situation. you only hoped that mark didn’t notice, but he was already shrugging his jacket off of his shoulders.

frantically, you shook your head, encouraging mark to keep the jacket for himself. “you’ll get cold, mark, it’s fine.”

he shook his head and draped the jacket around your shoulders, a soft smile sitting comfortably across his features. “i knew you were probably going to get cold at some point, so i wore a sweatshirt too. thank lord you got cold, i was lowkey sweating my ass off.”

“thank you,” you giggled.

the lights dimmed and you and mark both turned your attention towards the sky. you felt mark lean backwards on his arms, one of his arms settling itself behind your back. as the first firework set off in the air, the crowd erupted in sounds of awe. even beside you, you could hear mark let out a small laugh. turning to look at him, you couldn’t help but adore the way his eyes glistened and shimmered in amazement. 

mark could feel your gaze on him and he could feel his hands grow clammy. "they’re pretty, aren’t they?” he asked without turning to look at you. 

you turned to admire the fireworks again and smiled, feeling glad to enjoy this moment with mark. “yeah...”

you felt something soft hit your cheek, and looked down to see a gummy bear sitting in your lap. you looked around to find where it came from and found yuta staring at you with wide eyes. he was mouthing words at you that you were barely able to make out.

tell him.

nervously, you chewed at your lip and scraped at the melted ice cream in your bowl. if yuta had been dropping that many hints, he couldn’t have been lying, right? before you could say anything, mark beat you to it.

“hey, can i tell you something?” mark said suddenly.

“um, yeah of course...but actually there was something that i wanted to tell you,” you chuckled nervously.

“oh, really?” mark asked, clearly surprised. “okay, yeah, what’s up?”

out of habit, you turned away and laughed fiddling with your hands in your lap. “i um...” you gulped down the lump in your throat and wiped your sweaty palms against your jeans. “i really like you, mark.”

you were too scared to look up and see his reaction, but his silence was scaring you even more. when you looked up you were expected to be met with rejection, but were surprised when you saw mark smiling down at you, his eyes shining the same way they did when he was watching the fireworks.

“really?” with the way he looked at you, you knew he thought you were joking. you gave him a soft smile and nodded. 

“yes, really.” you chuckled at the way he sat up in shock. 

“no way, i was going to tell you the same thing!” mark beamed. 

the two of you stared at each other with idiotic smiles on your faces before you both burst into fits of laughter. 

“you’re not joking, right? because i’m not joking,” you asked to clarify.

mark laughed again and grabbed your hand. “no, i’m not kidding.” he threw his head back with a frustrated groan. “man, i thought yuta was lying to me, we could’ve gotten to this point a lot quicker.”

“it’s okay, i thought he was kidding too,” you reassured. 

you weren’t sure what else to say and could only stare at mark with the brightest smile that you could give him. he tucked a strand of hair behind your ear and let his hand cup your cheek.

“c-can i kiss you?” he stuttered out nervously.

frantically, and quite pathetically, you nodded your head. 

as if he had been waiting forever to kiss you, mark crashed his lips against yours and pulled you closer to him, his thumb caressing your cheek. your eyes fluttered shut and you gripped the soft material of his sweatshirt, trying your hardest not to smile. luckily you didn’t have to worry about ruining the kiss by smiling, because mark had done it for you. you giggled against each other’s lips before pulling away and smiling at each other stupidly. mark pulled you into his chest, wrapping his arms around you and kissing the top of your head softly.

from afar, yuta smiled proudly. “i told you they’d do it. you owe me.”

johnny rolled his eyes and handed over ten dollars. “oh, shut up.”

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definitely worth the read omFGGGG holy shit

into the wilderness | pjm

summary: alright, so last summer’s camp was… disastrous. from the murky green showers to the wasps nests, it was all-around a bad time. but none of those things could be quite as catastrophic as the end-of-camp counselor campfire, when you told park jimin that you were in love with him. and if telling him was terrible, then seeing him again this summer, one year after your fruitless confession, just might be the death of you.

{camp counselor!au, unrequited love!au, friends to lovers!au}

pairing: park jimin x female reader genre: angst, fluff, comedy word count: 27k warnings: unrequited love, camp shenanigans, awkwardness, secondhand embarrassment/hurt, ot7 cameos a/n: hello and welcome to the one thing that guyi has wanted to write for literal years now but never go around to! finally i can cross camp counselor au off my list. anyway, it’s been over a year since i wrote for jimin so i hope that this monster 27k fic can make up for that !!! i swear the ending is happy. i swear. i promise.

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just gotta say, i used to work at disney world and the fireworks never failed to make me cry, so i really liked your last fic :')

awww i’m really glad you enjoyed 🥺💜

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fireworks

fluff, taehyung x reader

summary: you and taehyung share a sweet moment at the happiest place on earth.

you waited patiently on the curb of the sidewalk, your bag placed next to you saving a spot for your boyfriend, kim taehyung. your eyes scanned the crowd in hopes to find him somewhere among him and smiled when you saw him humming to himself while waiting in line for churros.

while giggling, you snapped a photo of him and smiled at your phone before shoving it back into your pocket. you went back to observing the crowd around you, zoning out.

taehyung returned with two churros in his hand and a big smile on his face. you laughed when you noticed his was practically already half gone.

“couldn’t wait, could you?” you teased.

he shrugged as he sat down. “i can always eat some of yours.”

you scoffed and shoved his face away gently as he tried to steal a bite. “we got our own for a reason. i knew that you’d eat it all if we shared.”

he pouted and sighed dramatically. “fine. i thought you loved me, but i guess i was wrong.” he complained playfully.

he turned away with a pout on his face making you chuckle. you leaned over and placed a kiss on his cheek, resting your head on his shoulder. “...i guess you can have one bite...” you gave in.

almost immediately, he turned to kiss you on the forehead before taking a bite out of your churro. you gasped at the amount he had bitten off.

“tae! what the hell?” you couldn’t help but laugh at his stuffed cheeks and his cheeky smile. you shook your head. “i should have known.”

the two of you continued to try and steal bites out of each other’s churros, sometimes getting a little too rowdy. families around you stared, making your face flush in embarrassment. tae only laughed at you as you were too distracted to see him take another bite out of your churro.

the sky grew darker and the air grew colder. taehyung noticed you huddling close to his side, indicating that you were cold. he pulled his jacket off of his shoulders and placed it around yours. you stared up at him.

“aren’t you cold? i’ll be fine without it,” you insisted, getting ready to return his jacket to him.

tae shook his head. “no, no! it’s okay, babe, i’m fine. i don’t want you getting a cold.”

the lights dimmed and people around you began to stand, so you and tae followed suit. you turned to him again. “i don’t want you getting a cold either,” you frowned.

he smiled softly at you, pecking you on the lips before wrapping his arms around your neck from behind. “i’ll be fine like this.”

you leaned your head against his chest and hummed in content. the firework show begun and people around you began to cheer. you smiled at the sound of the excited children. your eyes lit up in awe as the sky lit up in the colors of the rainbow.

you tilted your head to look up at taehyung and couldn’t help but smile at his expression. the smile on his face was so bright and you could tell he was having fun. the amount of happiness you had felt in that moment was overwhelming and you could feel tears building up.

you weren’t sure why you were crying, but you knew it wasn’t out of sadness. you were so in love with taehyung it had managed to make you cry. your grip on taehyung’s arm tightened, which was something he didn’t fail to notice.

“babe? you okay?” he leaned down to look at you and frowned when he saw you tearing up. “w-why are you crying?!” the worry in his voice was evident.

he held your face gently in his hands and wiped your tears away. you laughed gently and held onto the material of his shirt.

“i don’t know,” you smiled at his confused face. “i’m just...really happy.”

he cooed at you and pulled you into his chest, running a hand against your hair. he pressed a kiss to the crown of your head.

“i love you,” he mumbled into your hair.

he rested his chin against your head and you turned to rest your cheek on his chest as you watched the fireworks together.

“i love you, too.”

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lullabies

fluff, jimin x reader

summary: you have trouble falling asleep, but luckily jimin is there to help.

typically, falling asleep had never really been a hard thing for you to do. you usually fell asleep with ease but, for some reason, your body refused to let you rest.

it felt like hours that you had spent tossing and turning under the covers of your bed before you finally gave up and grabbed your phone off of your nightstand.

3:32 am

you groaned at the time and contemplated on how you could possibly fall asleep. your eyes landed on the wallpaper of your phone, a soft smile overtaking your features.

it was a silly photo you and your boyfriend, jimin, both smiling with frosting smeared across your faces after nearly attacking each other.

your thumb hovered over his contact, debating on whether or not you wanted to disrupt his slumber. you shook your head, not wanting to bother him, but your phone slipped out of your hand and your thumb pressed call.

“shit!” you mumbled under your breath.

as you scrambled for your phone you faintly heard jimin’s sleepy voice.

“hello?” his raspy voice indicated that he was sleeping before answering. “babe? are you okay?”

“yes, i’m fine, i just couldn’t sleep. sorry, i didn’t mean to call, my phone slipped.” jimin could hear your sheepishness through the phone. “sorry to wake you...”

“no, it’s okay. do you want me to talk to you until you fall asleep?” he offered.

“no, no! go back to sleep, minie. i don’t want to bother you,” you tried to convince him. however, jimin insisted.

“i don’t want you going to sleep too late, babe. how about i sing you to sleep?” you knew that he wasn’t going to take no for an answer, so you obliged.

“fine, but only because i know you’re going to do it even if i say no.” you could practically feel his smile through the phone.

you set your phone next to you as you laid your head down on your pillow, hugging your stuffed animal, pretending it were jimin.

“are you laying down?” jimins soft voice asked.

you hummed in reply, somehow already feeling drowsy after hearing his voice.

“you’re already falling asleep, aren’t you?” he teased.

you chuckled and sighed. “...just sing, minie.”

your eyes fluttered shut in content as he began to sing ‘serendipity’. the way his voice was the slightest bit more grainy and muffled through the phone made it more soothing. you could feel your energy drain and you fought to keep consciousness but were failing.

you used your last bit of energy to mumble a few words before you completely fell asleep. “...mm...i love you, minie. thank you.”

you heard his laugh and smiled ever so gently.

“i love you too. goodnight,” you could tell he was just as sleepy as you were, but he continued to sing you to sleep.

*******

you don’t remember falling asleep, but you knew that you had slept better than you have for a while. you saw your phone still next to you on your bed and turned it on to see a message from jimin.

from: minie <33

you sound cute when you snore lol

you rolled your eyes but laughed anyway, texting back a good morning text and another thank you.

you had always felt grateful to have jimin in your life, but you always forgot how lucky you truly were. and now you realized you were indeed the luckiest person in the world.