#and seeing him miserable and sad

[angeart]

On some level, isn't having the ability to doubt your feelings also kind of proof that those feelings might be real? Like, if charmspeak is supposed to make me fall that hard, would it really leave room for me to question that I fell at all?

If it was something I truly didn't want, surely some part of my brain would register that, even if it's just a small part buried somewhere. If I'm doubting at all, at worst maybe a day or two away from the person isn't overall unreasonable to try, so they can't keep allegedly using this power on me and give time to see if my brain does go wait why am I doing this? (And if we're looking at Scarian specifically hey look 100 hour hardcore happened, that's like 4 days worth of time Grian was supposed to be by himself, even tho Scar showed up 8 hours in)

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i think the difference here is that grian doesn't think he's completely manipulated. he's not just a lovesick puppet, blasted with charm magic constantly. but he still doesn't know if his feelings came from his own heart, or from an outside influence.

i really like your idea for a potential solution, though! yes. they should spend some days apart.

(insert stressed out scar, thinking he'll never see grian again. he knows how much grian overthinks things and how very capable he is of pushing people away, even if he cares about them.)

(insert grian who's equally stressed because he instantly wants to go back, but is trying to stay away, and he doesn't know how long is long enough for this test, and. it's a whole mess actually too. grian's primed to resist, he just doesn't know if there's any end to it. is he resisting the magic? or himself?)

they don't understand the magic enough to know if it has lingering effects. they don't know how long those would stay.

by the end of it, this experiment doesn't prove anything to grian.

[ruporas]

post ep 11

[esprei]

Emmet month - Day 18: Food and drink

emmet pancake 🥞

[spriteofmushrooms]

The interesting thing about Jiang Cheng is that he refuses to be his mother's golden child to Wei Wuxian's scapegoat; he actively chooses Wei Wuxian again and again. He defends Wei Wuxian from her until she dies. It's unusual.

This doesn't mean that Wei Wuxian's experience was any less fraught--being hated by a caretaker is awful even if everyone else loves you. But it was an interesting choice by MXTX.

[stiffyck]

Okay what if the winners got to meet previous versions of themselves through the life games.

Like grian meets no one. He didn't have any previous "versions".

Scott meets 3rd life Scott.

Pearl meets 3rd life and last life pearl.

Martyn meets 3rd life, last life and double life Martyn.

Scar meets 3rd life, last life, double life and lim life him-

This whole thing was an idea that I got just because I was thinking about ll and sl scar because they were both so lonely like wtf and I just though about a scene that would be so. Grips chair.

Ll: "We won?"

Sl: "Yeah"

Ll: "Did we have allies? Friends?"

Ll scar probably thinks sl scar won only because he had allies to support him. He knows what its like being lonely and he hopes no one has to go through that loneliness. And he wants to be optimistic for once that sl scar, future him, gets allies, gets friends.

He tries to hope and then he sees the look on sl scars face. Or maybe sl scar tries to lie- maybe he tries to say they had allies.

Ll scar sees right through him. He's him after all. Maybe he's always gonna he lonely anyway

[solargeist]

for over a week now i keep thinking abt grian and kid xelqua. something abt him taking care of this alternate universe child version of himself. i just stare at the ceiling and my eyes blur

[usertoxicyaoi]

"His drawings were so good, I thought he might be an art major. But ... I can smile much better than in these drawings."

MY PERSONAL WEATHERMAN (2023). Episode 7.

[mrmeepsmadmind]

human(?)formers wavewave teehee. um don't hit readmore if u don't like some RLLY scribbled gorish (‼️) anatomy. nothing rlly detailed, tumblr takes my quality of already low quality art & gargles it with pebbles & rocks so it's not like. terrible but. ( the gore, not my art LOL) but still! hiding it under here just incase! take a peek if u like

tortured genius, literally, LOL -- read in soundwave's monotone

[seaglassdinosaur]

It’s the fact that he didn’t have to be miserable.

All of his agonies about his weakness and monstrousness and lack of control was self-constructed, self-inflicted and he didn’t need to be miserable.

[fadedrainbowbookshelves]

Eddie's Sick Day: Part Two!

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[jils-things]

the immense rage i felt while watching this entire scene go down was so strong. the gall to find joy in someone's misery, misery that cant even be stopped by them even if they wanted to change it. i feel so sad for him seeing this go down

if u need like... a brief explanation on what happened, heres how it went

these two miners probably knew that he gets so excitable when he sees money, so one of them throws a coin to catch his attention which he does, and nor.ton desperately tries to catch it. the coin lands on one miner and they step on the coin and they laugh at him as he tries to lift his foot up and then they continue to toss the coin around until they were done with him :((((((((((( he keeps the coin but you can already understand how hes feeling there :(

[atelierlili]

I felt like making myself sad so I thought of what would have happened if Katniss decided to run away with only her family and Gale’s 🙃

[psychomusic]

I LOVE MY STRONGHOLD ON NAR SHADDAA

[capricioussun]

Does anyone have any um. artist recs for artists that draw soundwave frequently? Asking for a friend

[sejjiplinth]

ma knowing marcus by name hurts me so bad because i can only imagine sejanus telling her about him after the reaping, after the zoo, how he remembers him and how terrible it all is. drives me crazy thinking about it

[shhh-secret-time]

No, see, because, like, you fucked up. Now you have to write that. I need that. I need the Star Park AU.

Below I will present my case:

1) That name is so freaking cute and I love it

2) Your tags made me fall in love with it

3) I know you have more ideas in that beautiful brain of yours

4) I really want it.

Please see points 1 - 4 if you have any questions.

Aafjdjakak Dude?! I'm cackling!

Fuck it we ball. Please look forward to it I guess.

I'll throw more in the tags!