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aeolid-funkt · 14 hours

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Jinx wagering on vi let's go, sister-sister solidarity

Also Vi beat Lock's ass within her line of sight in episode 3. She knows who's winning that match.

#arcane #arcane season 2 #geekedweek #jinx #vi #the way she calmly raises her slip. There is no hype or energy left in this girl just calculation #and probably some amount of concern #but like #she's just lurking #like a bird of prey #perfectly still #shes so creepy i love it

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thefloatingwriter · 2 months

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sunrise on the reaping is where headcanons go to die.

#thg #the hunger games #thg sotr #sunrise on the reaping #i think it’s actually a little concerning that this is the first thing i thought when the book was announced…#i have an entire list of victors… i have wrote a scary amount of lore abt them… i am terrifyingly attached to them #but like even the canon victors!! if beetee doesn’t win the 40th i’m jumping off the roof.#if wiress’ last name is confirmed and it’s not lisiecki suzanne and i are going to have words.#(i hc her as polish and for some reason this hc is very personal to me. she also has to win the 48th. i don’t make the rules.)#if brutus doesn’t win the 43rd! if lyme doesn't win the 46th!! if any more victors are mentioned by name i will jump out of the window!!!#suzanne don’t you test me #so yeah anyway!!!!#normal abt them.#(i am not in fact normal abt them)#(fun fact i have a pinterest board with sections for each victor. yes it does have 1500 pins. no it is not my biggest board)#so yeah i am so sorry for the rant in the tags but its my post and i do what i want <3 #sotr #second quarter quell #oh yeah also the first quarter quell victor!! if their mentioned by name.. or district… or anything i swear to actual god #suzanne im outside your window. yeah i just want to talk.#for legal reasons this is a joke #it’s not important that if any of these things don’t align with my personal fanon i will probably just ignore them. that’s not important.#dayne talks

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distraughtlesbian · 6 months

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literally the best part of this whole stupid book iwlove weird obsessed horndogs thee villain archetype of all time. he’s so silly. “we could’ve had a life together”, he says to his lesbian ex-neighbour who he’s just shot with a crossbow bolt meanwhile her girlfriend who he’s also just shot is half dead across the room. god i love it here he said me and the bad bitch im going to fumble

#WHAT A FUCKING FREAK IJBOL!!!!!!#MORE PSYCHOSEXUALLY OBSESSED WEIRDO VILLAINS PIXELBERRY I KNOW YOU HAVE IT IN U.#their villains are usually so cringe and one note at least this one is memorable #mind you this could have used more buildup. up until like chapter 19 he still had the benefit of the doubt #his ass was NOT beating the twist villain allegations but the fucking freak allegations were a whole separate beast #and he could be presumed innocent in those. like sure i guess these are just average fanatic werewolf hunter antics.#like EYE had my suspicions. him sending that frat bro to sexually harass mc was a fucking freak move #but like in general he was coming off as someone who was just a normal amount of concerned about a friend of theirs falling in w a cult #like girl why am i following my cringe fwb into the pool house to be all ‘babe this isnt u :(’#i dont CARE i wanna go engage with the twist antagonist who at this point my mc still thinks is kind of normal/their friend!!!#but alas that’s just pb for you. we WILL NOT stick a landing ever. they make all the new writers swear to never write a villain that makes #sense or is well foreshadowed. ONLY side characters who you would never suspect bc they have like 5 lines in the whole book.#like you’ll never be duffy veilofsecrets you’ll never recapture that magic.#anyway. markus choicesalpha the fucking weirdo cringefail stalker incel loser you could have been…kermit looking out rainy window dot png #maeve speaks #playchoices #choices #pixelberry #choices alpha #channing lowe #markus barnes #side note this whole thing probably has a Much different vibe with a male mc #but as it is it’s like ijbol. channing is cringe and emotionally unavailable but how could you POSSIBLY compare to a buff werewolf bitch #he is so completely not a contender that its comedic to me. you think WE could have had a LIFE TOGETHER?#even if my mc had never ever met channing SHE IS A LESBIAN!!!! SHES GAY DUDE STOP IT LOL #and with a female mc and male channing its like yeah whatever average incel number 10 billion. wow youre going to kill me bc some other guy #is hotter than you? eyeroll. at least channing canonically gives great head.

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sukibenders · 9 months

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Being a woc fan of Bridgerton can be a struggle, especially when it comes to liking the poc characters on the show, especially the woc. Like I remember when s1 came out and the blatant microaggressions and just plain racism coming from this fandom was atrocious. You had people spewing very hateful things about Charlotte, Marina, and Simon and undermining the latter two's pain and trauma at the hands of the white characters---Marina was treated terribly by the Featheringtons and, whether you like Penelope or not, you cannot deny that she also played a part by releasing that letter to the Ton and Simon was violated Daphne no matter how people try to spin the story to offer her some form of sympathy (it still blows my mind that people would want to though).

S2 is just as bad (not even including how they changed the Sharma family's storyline than how it was in the books when that wasn't necessary) and the racist undertones many of the fans have towards Mary and Edwina (as well as Kate but for her it's carries more brown woman needing to be saved by a white man when Anthony is involved because a lot of you all in the fandom are quick to use this trope such as "oh, he's the only one who truly knows her"). The lack of screen time for this family really ends up hurting them to but even with that, whether you like Mary and Edwina or not, it would be a lie to deny the racism a lot in the fandom hold towards them (and how that falls onto the actresses because it was very apparent how many in the fandom couldn't let two Desi women shine without having to bring down the other and Netflix played into that too for drama) and paints every small thing they do as being terrible crimes but in the same breath will not have the same smoke for the Bridgertons, who have their own set of problems (but because they are also the main family, among other things, they are provided more grace without consequences).

#bridgerton #edwina sharma #kate sharma #mary sharma #marina thompson #queen charlotte #simon basset #like fandoms can be a very hostile place especially toward poc #and don't even get me started on some fans acting like they care about the poc characters but only still fall into the tropes i presented #im nervous for how this post will be received bc ngl when people call out the racist antics in bridgerton people love to downplay it #and that's just not right (for any fandom)#and this impacts actors too bc there should be no reason that charithra can hardly be excited about her role in the show #or how ruby had received so much hate that (probably) as a result had two breakdowns #on top of still being asked by polin and pen fans to denounce marina to uplift their white faves #dni if you can't have a calm conversation here #also seeing the creator of the show say for s3 kathony that there won't be as much angst #more happy couple scenes irks me in a way bc that amount of angst didn't have to flood s2 if they weren't so concerned with pointless drama #like the books themselves gave enough angst without the engaged to your sister plotline and such #also would have made anthony seem like less of a prick and actually respect a woman's honor but nope #don't even get me started on how it seems more common for the poc characters to have to gripe and struggle #(especially with things that....they should not be blamed for) at the hands of or as result of white characters #when in the same breath that courtesy isn't extended to said white characters #(e.g. marina having to push colin in pen's direction even though both failed her #to simon begin assaulted and then blamed for it by daphne and the narrative #to kate having to move mountains to grow (even though for most part she wasn't wrong) but don't even see anthony apologize for his actions)#all the actors especially the woc experience racism (and other forms of discrimination) from this fandom #i haven't even gotten into the shitshow from some fans towards simone and the actor who plays simon #as well as the racism the actresses for queen charlotte faced #a lot of yall need to do better

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tj-crochets · 9 months

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Hey y'all! Weird question time again So I have kind of a lot of emergency/as needed medications that I have to have with me in my purse whenever I leave the house, and a few more that I have to take with meals, so if I'm going to leave the house for longer than a quick errand I need those too. The problem: I have two nieces that live nearby-ish, one of which is an absolute bundle of chaos of a toddler*, and the kidlet I babysat is going to visit next year. He's nine. If I spend time with any of those kids, how do I childproof my purse full of medications without making it difficult to access emergency medications I could need at very short notice while potentially pretty significantly impaired, like my rescue inhaler? *her parents babyproofed some doors with those latches high up on the door and she figured out how to take a broom and unlatch them

#the person behind the yarn #medical mention #medication mention #harm to children mention #not like specific actual harm it's hypothetical harm I am trying to stop from being an issue #but I know that can be a big issue for people so I tried to tag for it #but like some of the meds I am on can be REALLY BAD if overdosed even a little #one of my meds was used as the murder weapon on a tv show!#and that's the one I (a fully grown not-that-small adult) take 0.05 mg of daily #my nieces are not fully grown and even 0.05mg is probably a dangerous amount for them #but I have to have that pill with me when I leave the house because sometimes I need an extra dose #and if I need an extra dose and don't take it I can get very sick very fast #the benadryl I am less concerned about because A. it's a children's dose and B. it tastes terrible #but I reaaaaally don't want to risk making them sick but also. I HAVE to have those medications with me when I leave the house #and I HAVE to have most of them very easily accessible #because it is difficult to think or do some fine motor skills (like undoing child locks) when wheezing really badly

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fuckyeah-bears · 1 year

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you know 99% of the time i get nice, totally reasonable, polite, and frequently kind asks on bearotonin. but every now and then i get some asks that just make me wanna reply snarkily so badly lmao

#the weird shit people send me #like unsolicited 'helpful suggestions' about how to run my blog better #or 'concerns' about the way i run it or some of the photos i post #and it takes a significant amount of self control not to be snarky #because i am not allowed to break brand continuity #but like #people really gotta learn that it's not cute or helpful to come into a stranger's inbox and critique/suggest they run their blog differentl #and i get that most of these (admittedly not that many but still frequent enough) asks are probably not meant to be obnoxious #like i'm sure the person who sent them doesn't have bad intentions #and probably just doesn't realize what they're doing is irritating and a basic etiquette no no #but it's still annoying #sometimes people just gotta learn to keep their opinions to themselves #not every opinion should be shared #just being clear 99.9% of the many asks i get are totally fine and nice #but because i get a fuckload of asks the 0.1% of annoying asks i get is substantial enough to get annoying and tiresome #don't mind me im just vague post venting here as a stress relief so i don't reply snarkily on bearotonin #okay im done ranting now #please ignore me lmao #Posts about bearotonin

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grey-wardens · 2 months

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glad to see that wyll is getting fixes/reactivity improvements with patch 7 but it doesn't sound like they'll be making any changes to his quest or really equalizing his overall content with the other companions :/ hoping i'm just being pessimistic!

i know they said "no new narrative content" but honestly i wish they'd bring back his romance scene from EA with the appropriate edits for his release characterization and re-record it with theo solomon because that is technically not """new""" content lol

anyway anyway i am looking forward to hearing this line in game

#they didn't mention it in the beta notes i don't think but there will probably be more epilogue dialogue for astarion and karlach #to address the situations where the pc can leave them at the end - they're already in the patch 6 datamine #wyll does have some as of the last patch 6 datamine i saw but not as comprehensive as them :/#as much as i love them though they already have a good amount of content i'm mostly concerned with wyll #as long as i'm ranting here i also wish they'd make his pact decision like sh's parents or aylin decisions #where you can let him choose for himself but the choice depends on various things done so far...#for example his approval level what happened with karlach if ulder died in the iron throne etc

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fudge24-7 · 8 months

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Wondering if tumblr is really good for me

#fudge does a talky talk #idk im just thinking #i keep on going to reply sections (bad idea)#and find myself getting into arguments #but what im most concerned about is how #idk harsh i feel im becoming?#like i try my best to somewhat be polite even in repkies but I find myself failing #and i feel like the hostility in tumblr reply sections in general might be a part of that #idk i probably just need to stay away from replies #i geuss whats concerning as well is that i usually tried to avoid arguments in the past #it felt like a pointless waste of energy that wouldn't change the other oersons mind anyway and woukd juetclead to anger on both sides #maybe in some ways its better that I'm more open to the idea people won't always be closed minded but #idk if thats worth the amount of aggression that usually comes with using tumblr reoky sections #or if replying and argueing at all is really worth it #or maybe I'm just blaming tumblr for a me problem idk #because I'll admit deep down kindness is not my first instinct #it is unfortunately to insult and attack perceived threats #i try to manage that but i don't always succeed #maybe tumblr doesn't help but idk #I know I don't usually make posts like these but #i geuss i should in case this leads to me not using tumblr as much? idk if thats going to haooen honestly but I'm thinking #In case it does i felt i should post this so people would udnerstand whats going on #i geuss i don't exactly owe anyone that but #I also wanted to get this off my chest #the more i think about it i think this is more of a 'tumblr bringing out the worst in me' then 'tumblr making me act a way i usually wouldn #idk what haplened with the reoly sections though i really used to not do that #geuss I've been desperate for human interaction? and getting into arguments is easier then starting a freindly conversation with someone #and idk maybe I've been feeling frusterated and like I can't really express my feelings to the people around me #so I've also been craving being able to actually say I don't agree with something #vent post

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mossflower · 11 months

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ok i’m gonna set an alarm but it is not the end of the world if i miss the lecture tomorrow

#i am quite frankly concerned by my attendance. i am not academic weaponing it up. i am being academically attacked #it’s fine it’s fine. i always get caught up and i’d say i’m making it to a solid three quarters of them. but it’s not ideal yknow #turns out living alone is very hard and i am oh so tired. all of the time #which yes is in part bc i’m struggling with sleeping. and also low iron is low ironing bc i’m bad at remembering to take my tablets #and social awkwardness is quite frankly reaching the point where it’s probably just actual anxiety. teebeehaitch #it’s better than it was when i first got here but uhm. not by much #even posting on here is freaking me out a bit bc i keep remembering that i have like. 1700 followers for some reason #like you’re telling me that what amounts to my diary is hypothetically being read by 1700 people. that’s fucking insane. what am i doing #like i only get a few notes on personal posts obviously but still. it kinda freaks me out #might make another blog idk. not right now i am going to have a nap <3 and hopefully attend my lectures <3 #i can hear birds singing outside. why do i keep doing this to myself #morganposting

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snekdood · 2 months

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wonder if trans people advocating for a bloody revolution weigh in the fact that you will have absolutely 0 access to consistent hormones.

#in spite of how you might feel- we got it pretty easy rn. even if you cant medically access hormones- its a lot easier to get them from #*other sources*. during a bloody revolution? yeah. good fucking luck even prioritizing that for an inch.#you'll be too concerned about keeping your arms attached.#even if you have a moment to catch your breath you'll probably be too busy doing exactly that- catching your breath.#you will have little to likely NO contact to anyone who can consistently provide you with hormones.#your phones connection will be shut off. you likely wont even be allowed into a place to charge it for shit.#and if it breaks entirely? welp. good luck out there bud. but this is what you advocated for.#bc for some reason you decided it would be better to cook while your house was on fire instead of putting THE GODDAMN #FUCKING FIRE OUT FIRST.#this isnt my little pony. this isnt steven universe. theres no amount of friendship that will save you.#theres no happy ending where the Bad Guys Realize They're Being Bad And Feel Bad About It. no. they shoot you in the fucking face #without a fucking second to consider.

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hwanghyunjinenthusiast · 1 year

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#today is probably the best day I've had in a very very long time #i took a long shower did some pretty thorough skin care which are my favourite self care activities #finally restocked my toiletries #actually started the book i need to do for my essay #i haven't felt this good in probably a concerning amount of time lol #and now I'm going to tap out #I'm hoping I have enough energy to work on this fic #I'm a little disappointed that i didn't post it today like i would have liked to but hey i made significant progress in other areas of my #life today #it feels nice and it's also nice reminding myself that i can do these things without wearing myself thin #rj talks #also i think everyday i grow more and more grateful that i chose to take a gap year #lowkey it's the main thing pushing me through this last stretch #just the thought of finally getting a break #I'm so excited for all the writing plans i have ontop of the gap year plans you guys have no idea #you're going to be sick of how much i post lol #not to jinx things but

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bastard-of-a-bog-being · 1 year

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Wip but you know what

I was initially SO bothered by this guy not having a nose or eyebrows but the more I make art with him I’m just like “oh thank fuck the little guy doesn’t have many facial features this is way easier than making Poppy or whoever else”

#Welcome Home #Welcome Home fanart #clay art #clay figures #clay figurines #clay sculpture #polymer clay #art wip #wip #ngl right now he looks like if ET dressed as Elvis Presley #I just need to finish his other foot and clean him up some and bake it #but it’s been fun to work with clay again!!#I feel like anyone who’s followed me for a while and maybe saw me post one or two things art wise #are now probably confused and concerned by the sheer amount of art I’ve produced in a short time #for a fandom I’ve just joined #however I fucking love these little guys’ designs and they translate so well into other mediums #it’s made me enjoy art again which honestly like #I’m sure it won’t be long before I’m bored again and I just stop making art for this fandom lol #but it’s been nice to give in and just sketch and doodle whatever and whoever #my art

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cozy-mp3 · 2 years

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im going to be honest every fancast ive seen for abby has been not good at best

#i just want her to be cast as muscular i feel like im not asking for too much #like please #i love and respect the skinny girls but abby is not one of them #also would prefer her to be played by an adult considering the amount of abuse thats probably gonna be directed at whoever plays her #no one should have to deal with that especially not a teenager #scared for whoever plays lev too #hopefully the series will mean they have more supporters than insane neckbeards hating them in the end #but the first half of the season is gonna be rough i fear #they can probably mitigate some of if with press too like interviews showing all the actors getting along to remind people it isnt real #idk i have a lot of concerns i guess lol

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loud-whistling-yes · 2 years

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I get a lot of "omg you're so nice and non-judgemental you're such a good friend" and "omg dude you're way too nice to this asshole they should not be your friend" from irl friends and family and I don't know how to say this but uh, if you had friends like I had when I was a preteen you learn to count your blessings real fucking quickly and stop being choosy on who you befriend. The bar is six feet under by now if they don't encourage the entire class to boycott me it's a win.

#fweeet #my mom was appalled at the amount of... questionable friends i have these days and this came to me #look some of the friends i had when i was 10-12 included:#2 different girls who on seperate occasions forbade me to eat lunch with anyone else because they got jealous #a group of kids who lowkey for some reason were really into touching eachothers butts??????????????#a girl who made constant sex jokes as a 10 year old and once wrote a story where i got... uh...#two girls who got into an argument so heated they exchange kys notes #THIS BASTARD OF A KID who tore my lunchbox in half and laughed at my face #(also the only person in my lifetime who found a way to bully me in my spine brace with...#lets just say its very painful and i hate being pinched now)#OH MY GOD THE LIST NEVER ENDS #THIS ISNT EVEN INCLUDING YE GRAND MIGHTY YANDERE MOTHERFUCKER SUPREME #THE ASSHOLE WHO HAS MADE QUITE LITERALLY A THIRD OF MY LIFE A LIVING HELL #anyways people ask me why i can stand so many 'fake' people and assholes nowadays especially if theyre my friends #and you see #at some point in life ive learned to think to myself Hey at the end of all things at least im not being actively doxxed on youtube again #mom i understand your concern but i have to unfortunately inform you my current friends are probably the sanest people ive ever met in life

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cuntwrap--supreme · 2 years

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Night 2 in a row of not being able to sleep because my pelvis hurts too fucking much. I took ibuprofen before bed, but it didn't do shit, much like it didn't do shit for me throughout all of yesterday. So sick of there always being something that hurts bad enough to disrupt my sleep.

#pain #chronic pain #pretty sure it's endometriosis but no doctor will ever entertain that idea #i had one tell me i have a bunch of cysts after an ultrasound. but when i asked what i can do about that she literally just shrugged #she said something like 'having a half dozen dime-sized cysts isn't cause for concern'#like. ok. but what if that's what's causing the pain?#I've known several people with ovarian cysts who get them removed and suddenly have no pain #but because it's a fEmALe RePrOdUcTiVe SyStEm issue doctors never fucking listen #and i don't have insurance so it's not like i can go pester every obgyn in the area until one listens to me #but I'm looking into booking shit through the health department because it's like $50 without insurance #planned parenthood also does checkups for cheap/free but it always gets burnt down as soon as it reopens so...#like they just rebuilt this summer and are already closed due to severe damage done to the building -_-#i just want to go one day without being in a stupid amount of pain. is that so much to ask?#if it's not my back it's a headache. if it's not a headache it's my knees. if it's not my knees it's my pelvis.#it's no way to live.#and the answer i get time and time again is 'get more active and take ibuprofen for the pain '#cool. great. I'm extremely active. i run like 2 miles a day and move a lot at work. which I'm not supposed to because of my disability.#i take so much ibuprofen that I'll probably have some organ failure from it later #I'm doing what you said doc. when's it work? how many years of 'being more active' until it ends?#I'm literally not supposed to exert myself in any way because it can make my brain problem worse. yet it's what everyone says will cure it #and sure. running will sometimes make the lower back pain go away. but that's just pain from sitting in a chair weird.#the actual pain never ceases. laying down is the only thing that helps that.#and then I'll get the pelvic pain and nothing eases that. not pain meds. not heat. not laying or standing in certain ways. nothing.#so here i am at 7:30am on my day off trying not to scream because I've been up since about 4am doing anything i can to ease the pain

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daisybell-on-a-carousel · 2 years

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I've definitely got something going on up here but I don't have the confidence or the knowledge to say what

#like? i relate to adhd posts Alot. recently ive noticed that i relate to plenty of autistic posts too #and /some/ unreality things DO get to me #sometimes i genuinely even believe that ive suddenly changed dimensions and despite KNOWING full well thats silly #i wont be fully confident that everythings normal until i can confirm it (usually seeing my family's faces)#which like. thats not frequent. i cant think of recent examples. but its happened Enough for me to be aware it happens more than it #probably should #i cant drink water at all because of its texture? liquid density? idk but putting flavoring in doesn't help. i just cant drink water #sometimes ill get so worked up about it that drinking water will actually make me feel ill #i get Distressed if schedules are changed suddenly or if takes longer than planned #and if a question is like time sensitive. like sometimes some1 will ask my if i want to eat at x restaurant and give me 5 seconds to decide #and even if like small things change i get distressed. like. i Need to sit the left side of the table near the wall or window #uh what else what else thats notable. hm. more anxiety? i feel like its a normal amount #but apparently my parents feel its a cause for concern if they wake up with their chest feeling tight from anxiety #which was wild for me to learn #theres also the headaches but those are unrealted im like pretty sure they're from my casual caffeine addiction. but that does remind me of #the sensory overload! i guess thats what it is? idk idk i just know that sometimes i get especially snappish and irritable #but that usually only happens during the headaches. but. thats probably because the headaches lower my tolerance for sound and brightness?#oh! poor object permanence and the absolute worst memory. also can object permanence apply to time too because i notice that more #like something that happend a week ago will feel like a distant memory. like i haven't forgotten anything its just. distant. doesn't feel #like i did that thing just a week ago #potato rambles n speaks #somehow i usally just chalk all of this up to the caffeine problem #while simultaneously also convincing myself the caffeine problem isnt that bad (<- gets headaches if i go like over a day without caffeine)#the caffeine is dark soda. g help me and what i subject my poor body to

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