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the-land-of-dreams · 1 year ago

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IVE DONE IT. IVE FINALLY DONE IT. IVE FINALLY DONE MY BRIGHT REWRITE

May I introduce you all to Dr. Clover "Charm" McCoy!! The reason for all the different amulet designs is that Clo's 963 changes form depending on what part of the body it's put on, and is just the main charm while not on the body :-3

(also btw Clover is transfem non-binary and uses she/they pronouns, just fyi)

more info on her version of 963:

if you guys have any questions about her feel free to send me an ask about it! im genuinely really proud of them and am super excited to use them in future projects >:-D

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dkettchen · 6 months ago

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#meme #homemade memes #cw dysphoria #trans #bones are stupid #cw dysphoria venting #waiting out current phase of transition changes to happen #(cause I got my dose raised again in april & am waiting for my next two surgeries & continuing tryna build muscle 😔)#hoping it'll get to a point eventually where the affirming bits are overpowering enough to ppl's perception #that I can dress the bits I can't change (like hips) in things that suit them #and do the whole embracing looking trans thing without worrying abt the misgendering #but alas I won't believe in my body's ability to do that until I see it #seeing as I still get lady-ed & unquestioningly she/her-ed 5 years into HRT + post two highly visible surgeries #+ fully dressed in men's clothes + sporting the shortest hair I've ever had -.-#cis ppl learn what transmascs look like & what that means for words you use on them challenge 2024- difficulty level: impossible apparently #I've had several ppl in the last few months that I literally TOLD I am trans/'it's he/him'/was clocked as trans by #who then STILL proceeded to misgender me anyway???#like what more can I do than literally straight up tell you????#I told a clinician who was looking at my knee the other month that I was trans (cause they always ask abt all meds n diagnoses)#and he misgendered me as a trans woman on his report like-#sir I am 5'4" and have a flat chest baby face and facial hair #and I was telling you abt how I've been on HRT for years and have had several Transgender Surgeries #you're a bone doctor you know how bones work and what their limitations are and you have functionning eyes #you should be able to put 2 and 2 together abt how this works even if you've never met a trans person holy fuck #(I wrote a complaint and they amended the report and sent me an apology meanwhile but still like- buddy wtf)

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chipsncookies · 11 months ago

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Yukiko hugging a little zorua ❄️💖

Someone's jealous 🦊

#chips's work #akio #yukiko #chips's oc #hisuian zorua #im thinking of giving them an (adopted) son eventually bc im weak for cheesy found family stuff but idk what situation #would lead them to adopting someone #right now they're still in the 'figuring out what they think of each other' phase

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phasewashere · 5 months ago

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i need to write vdm

#phase weeps #i need to write them beating the shit out of eachother and then fucking #young vdm were absolutely insane and i stand by that #yes they have their tender moments but i feel. atleast in how i perceive them that they never ever had they true acceptance of feelings #they were never lovers or husbands but they were partners and i think that they were in love in the way that people like them could be in #love. but i think theres a lot more potential to tem then the cut and clean “they are husbands” narrative #i want vdm to be as ugly and rife as every other relationship in game #and i especially want to put emphasis on their inability to let go of the past and living in this “free and wild” world #and i think this dream of dutchs deeply affects how he views relationships #as just another gust of wind. just another sunset #just another desert flower #his romaticazition of being on the run. painting the blood on his hands as holy #the rough and tumblr hospitality of the american dream #is so deeply packed into who he is as a person that he cannot see beyond his own viewpoint #and dutch is a self centered man #his viewpoint is his world. because dutch is the sun. and everything revolves around him. and everything that gets drawn in burns up #eventually #and i think hoseas trick is that you never get that close #there is a longing to vandermatthews that speaks of a chasm between them. on the cusp of deep understanding yet skirting around it #they are life partners #and they hold each others hands through the darkest parts of their self made hell #but their is nothing romantic or holy about it #they are a visage of the american man and twisted american kindness. and they are people soldered parts of themselves together but the deep #parts are left to be seen and not touched. i just. theirs so much potential for tragedy in vandermatthews i dont think we're touching

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my-hyperfixations · 2 years ago

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This is my petition

If “Bernadette” by IAMX is the Fyolai song

And “Partners in Crime” by Set It Off is the Soukoku song

Then I raise to you all:

“Angel with a Shotgun” by The Cab as Suegiku’s song

#‘I’ll throw away my faith babe just to keep you safe’#THATS LITERALLY TECCHOU WHEN HE SAID ‘For just five minutes I will place Jouno above justice’#THE SONG IS SO THEM #honestly I discovered this song when I was like 11 and I knew my nightcore phase would pay off eventually #this is that time #suegiku #soukoku #bsd soukoku #fyolai #bsd fyolai #bsd suegiku #I’ve been playing Angel with a shotgun on loop ever since I found out how well it fits #I could write an essay on ‘for just five minutes I will place Jouno above justice’#I could and I will

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bobmckenzie · 5 months ago

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ALMOST 100 THIRST WATCHES

#I THINK ive backlogged them all the way back to 2015 now LOL #i just remembered i had a short-lived edward norton phase 🧍‍♀️ I DONT REMEMBER WHEN THAT WASSS it was only like 3 movies it's fine #maybe I'll figure it out eventually but I AM BORED OF BACKLOGGING NOW LOL #caitiechat

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arolesbianism · 5 months ago

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Some more concept designs but this time for two guys I’ve never talked abt before oops

#keese draws #rain world #rain world oc #iterator oc #rw iterator #rain world iterator #these two are still mostly in the brainstorming phase but I do enjoy them #they share a structure and are also the worst <3 #and by that I mean after the mass ascension they eventually start doing some mafia shit #synch started developing ways to carry out construction and repairs and such to the twos structure along with some renovations #the big one being to join the twos chambers so they can actually physically interact #and this gave light some ideas of ways to make sure the two would have access to enough resources to thrive long term #so they and synch worked together to develop different ways of transporting goods and supplies long distance mostly through organisms #and eventually as their fellow iterators began to slowly break down light started offering synch’s services to them #they’d use the chance to get all sorts of data scraping software into other iterators along with all sorts of other shit #and they’d use their newfound leverage over these iterators to blackmail them into giving up their resources for them and synch #often times at the threat of direct structural sabotage that they would follow up on if the iterator didn’t comply #synch is vaguely aware of the stuff that light is doing but doesn’t rly care that much since she rarely talks to other iterators #synch just wants light to be happy and would let her get away with pretty much anything

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appreciatingtokrev · 4 months ago

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hey guys do y’all remrmber me ..... i am alive and doing well 👍👍

#very VERY sorry for suddenly leaving so long ago #idk i just. leave my social media accs randomly sometimes idk sometimes i need space ig #but i wanna try n be a lil more active on here again <3 #a lot has happened since i’ve truly been active on here but welp such is life #i have an active dnd campaign n more close friends now #and i almost booked tickets for the bronze vb olympia match !!#sadly they were all sold out :(#there’s still some old ass asks in my inbox i wanna get to eventually !! taku n anon z i see ur asks! i will answer them !!#might take me a bit to get used to tumblr again. generally not sure just how active i’ll be #we’ll see ig #in case anyone actually reads this especially if i know you: hey!! hello !! i missed you all :((#especially taku n anon z ofc !! <3 #bc i mostly only rlly talked to you guys haha #i’m on anti depressants now n actually doing much better in case. anyone was wondering haha #and i’m once again neck deep in a tokrev phase bc i just got a friend into it (we watched the whole of s1 together)#(it took us 5 days)(we were on a school trip n didn’t have anything better to do)#so. uh. yeah #hopefully expect some tokrev stuff from me :3 #glad to be back guys <3 #really missed this tbh #☆—`elys rambles

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plumbogs · 10 months ago

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i love making backstory images to put in as decoration. family album stuff yay

#its dreamer heavy because i just did them today so i don't loathe them yet. and they are cuties. darleen come back we need you #the capps were done long ago but i need more pictures for them. hermias PAINED smile. me too #i havent done the brokes together yet but it will happen eventually...#there were a few more of the goths but i didn't like how they came out so you only get emo phase.#teenagers getting their picture taken expressions i am not forcing them to smile its gotta feel candid.#and there's a 70% chance i will redo all of these anyways because i'm abnormal.#TECHNically the hugging one is not a backstory image i just love them ... whatever dusty gets to wear that shirt though #i don't have enough cute kids clothing argh #i'm figuring out how loyal to stick to outfits i think too hard about these things... suffering #spinning them all in my mind #siv silliness #i also don't have a real world timescale for these so its going to be a MESS of anachronisms <3

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starthelostboys · 1 year ago

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all of the lost boys were born to be annoying theatre kids and they never got that chance. they shouldn't be killing and eating people they should be getting in blowout arguments over the songs in cats.

#to be fair i think for all of them being a theatre kid would just be a very long phase #they grow out of it eventually but keeps the dramatics #the lost boys #tlb #kate's bad takes

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chirpsythismorning · 2 years ago

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☎️🎲 🤼‍♂️ ✈️🚪 ➡️ 🫀🎮⌛️

I'm Not In Love by 10cc

previous ⏪︎ now playing ⏩ next back to playlist

#byler #stranger things #bizarre love triangle playlist #mike wheeler #mike’s pov #this song is so denial ridden it's quite remarkable #the insistent denial of anything deeper than platonic #'it's just a silly phase i'm going through'#mike thinks his feelings for will are childish and that he'll grow out of them eventually if he just tries #'and just bc i call you up-- don't get me wrong-- dont think you've got it made'#this is kind of sad bc it fits perfectly with mike not telling will about how much he actually did call #bc here will compares mike's book of letters with el to mike's lack of calling him #mike has no choice but to keep the truth of the matter to himself #he's also so defensive like the lyrics here bc he's scared will can read him and his feelings plain as day #which is why he has to throw in the “WE'RE FRIENDS WE'RE FRIENDS” line #'i keep your picture on the wall. it hids a nasty stain that's lying there'#'--so dont you ask me to give it back-- i know you know it doesn't mean that much to me'#mike hanging up will’s art crumbs 😣#this is just SAD #this dude thinks he's caught and he's trying to pretend that the other person has it all wrong #even though we all know they're just making a fool of themself at this point #and then finally it ends with #'ohh you'll wait a long time for me'#aka it will have taken five seasons for mike to finally come to terms with his feelings for will and accept them by the end #4x02 #gif

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thefabelmans2022 · 2 years ago

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i kinda think of the canon stranger things ships only lucas and max would actually stay together after high school.

#el needs to figure out who she is by herself so they at least need to break up for a little while #suzie is similar like i want her to leave mormonism and just have an absolutely insane phase #so she needs to be single for that and also i think the distance might eventually end up being too much for them #but lumax? oh my sweet babies they were made for each other #they adore each other first of all but most importantly they're a TEAM #they're very compatible too they get along so well & they've been through so much at this point i think they could make it through anything #stranger things

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droppingartintotheinfinite · 2 years ago

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I hate him so much his hair is stupid and his glasses are stupid and his weird pants are stupid and his shirt is stupid it is absolutely unforgivable that he’s my favorite. Why are all parts of him things that I can’t draw. Why does this keep happening with homestuck characters I feel targeted

#art #sketch #digital art #fanart #homestuck #dirk strider #like no you don’t understand he’s tailor made to include all of my weaknesses #like first his fucking hair. it is the stupidest shape in homestuck and homestuck has some pretty fucking stupid hair shapes #it is completely different from literally every angle and completely unlike any other hair I draw so I have NO muscle memory for it #his glasses are stupid too but in a manageable way and I love hal so they get rights. we can ignore the glasses #his fucking SHIRT #you don’t get it the wifebeater is my fucking nemesis #I don’t draw anatomy I draw loose clothes in a way that implies there’s anatomy underneath #HOW THE FUCK AM I SUPPOSED TO DO THAT WITH A FUCKING WIFEBEATER #also he has like? actual muscles? you think I know how to draw muscles? think again fucker there’s a reason I give everyone sweaters #the hat on his shirt. WHY. I will figure it out eventually but until then WHY IS IT SHAPED LIKE THAT #hate it hate it hate it #his pants wouldn’t be a problem if it weren’t for the shirt but the shirt is a thing so now I have to figure out how HIPS work?#like y’all think I only draw twinks on purpose but it’s actually because hips are my nemesis and I do not understand them #so I just draw a straight line instead #to draw dirk properly I’ll have to get better at art and like I’ll do it but ughhhhhh #the worst thing is it is completely in character for him to be this way. he would get a kick out of it don’t tell me he wouldn’t #there’s a fucking reason I figured out all the other human kids first ok. I knew this was coming. my only failure was in underestimation #phase 42

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the-kipsabian · 1 year ago

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#feeling really weird in my body tonight so im going back to bed #idk just.. have had gender and identity issues today. its just. a lot #like being ngc and not out of the closet cause i dont wanna talk about it is so exhausting and im just. yeah #not to mention the whole aroace thing #just been thinking a lot today. idk. i know im not faking any of it but bringing it out to ppl is just. so much sometimes #i have two irl friends who know. one thats thankfully very careful about it around other friends cause he knows im not out yet #but its still exhausting. especially when the conversation goes on those rails while undermining specifically my identities #without these ppl knowing about it. and i dont wanna talk about it cause technically its irrelevant but like..#idk. im just afraid of being left alone. being called awkward and weird and faking it and that its just a phase and... yeah idk #idk where this is going im just complaining now. i would just like to exist as myself without having to explain shit #cause these are terms and things i would have to explain. oh whats an agender? then why do you still look feminine and not enby(???)#how do you know youre ace if youve never dated? or aro?? as if these things dont work the other way around #im just already tired of it but i feel like eventually i should break it out. these ppl are my friends. we have a trans person in this grou #and ppl understand him and his perspective. i guess part of that is the thing im afraid about tbh. that they think im following a trend #or an example. that i havent been dealing with this for at least like five or six years before they came out as enby and later trans to us #but.. idk. its just hard. these identities are so hit and miss with ppl and them understanding and being hurtful later on #aaaand now im crying. this is so stupid im going to bed good night #night is an absolute mess on main #(tho be clear tho ive known im ace for over half of my lifetime now. the five to six years was about being agender/enby. fyi)

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diluc33rpm · 2 years ago

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What belief do you have that isn’t logically grounded, but you still firmly believe in? 2/3

someday. someday when we look back on it all, against the low tide of the collapsing world, the meteors will fall and extinguish us in a blazing fire and i'll have finally stopped whoring myself for anime men built with the consistency of saran wrap

#...don't think i have a particular answer for this #i mean. got plenty of bullshit ocd compulsions but that's less a lavender essential oils type thing so much as the mental illness luv #if i were to say anything here it'd be in the bent of 'thinking i know how to card count' or 'i understand chess'#sillier version of how i convince myself to obtain skills without throwing in the towel for not being a pro at them right away essentially.#all learning in some way = faking it til you realise you've passed the point of making it #find it's a lot quicker to ease off the pressure of picking up something new with the mentality of simply Random Bullshit Go #you'll sort shit out eventually but the messy sculpting phase isn't usually the time to carve yourself down - it's to focus on taking in #information to familiarise yourself with that uncharted territory. looking at the overall shape so to speak #and if you gotta be a little uncertain and scrape/scramble for a bit that's sth to be more alright with since it's kinda just how it goes #when you're trying to deal in something you don't know much about yet #so at least knowing how to lie to yourself in the right doses has a use. 💀 ??? or some shit like that #this got a lil derailed cause i wanted to make something out of the q even if i didnt have a proper answer so take with a grain as you will #just went off and monologued for a bit there

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army-of-bee-assassins · 2 years ago

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thinking real hard about getting back into my pb&j phase

#this semester i'm spending much longer on campus and i need to start bringing a meal unfortunately #and i did go through a phase back in undergrad where i ate pb&js every single day and loved it #i got tired of it eventually and now i'm not sure if i could get back into it or if i'm done with them forever #it's been literally like 6-7 years so you'd think that'd be a good enough period of time #anyway i just absolutely hate having to figure out meals to bring with me places and this would be super duper easy #assuming i will like it #j.txt

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