#and other stuff but nvm

[gojoest]

Ai...how do u wear short skirts and revealing outfit.. want to wear too but hate men and the attention you receive from them when you wear those. How do I ignore those and still wear it. I feel very uncomfortable wearing even jeans out because they can see my ass shake, lol

i get what you mean, i hate the predatory attention that comes with it but i just want to wear what i want and i do and idc atp. luckily ppl are decent where i live but every now and then there are gross men that overstep any boundaries and then i either ignore or confront them tbh mom is terrified whenever i talk back at such ppl, she’s like someone’s gonna beat you up one day bc of your big mouth why can’t you just shut up, sorry mom i can’t one day you’ll see me on the news 🥲

[zytes]

something’s wrong?

[cyndaquillt]

You heard it folks, Uriel headcanons Top KDJ and would only settle for vers, maybe bottom only if he inherits Eden's story

[pikslasrce]

wait something just occurred to me.. if brian slade is david bowie.. and curt wild is iggy pop. is jack fairy.. brian eno???

[death-limes]

falling headfirst back into my middle/highschool hyperfixation of shipping blossom ppg and dexter laboratory (aged up ofc), except now im a lot better with characterization and relationship dynamics so their whole story in my head has gotten a huge glow-up of sorts & i love them even more now

too bad they dont rlly have a fandom that gets Like That about them, ao3’s got slim pickins & most of it is just kinda basic

[plounce]

my emoooootional issues and my physical iiiintimacy issuuuues

[thishappenedinsmt]

p4posting as promised. hope you like.

bonus rei

[grumpyoldsnake]

One of these days. One of these days, I will figure out what the hell makes the tipping point beyond which either a) there’s socialization that I feel insulated from and kind of numb about and too tired to pursue, or b) socialization where the very notion of so much as expressing one (1) internal thought or emotion suffuses my whole body with adrenaline and blaring Nope instincts.

[justsquibby]

Made it level 120!! Just with 20 minutes to spare

Last pull.

Last thing I was doing on my side account. Nayuta and Mikage waving me goodbye 🤧🥲Perhaps I should formally reveal I record stuff for tik tok as UltimateMadokaSenpai and I spent the last two days grinding episode levels for a bunch of new girls I got, recording tap quotes, and transformations from my account progress so I can post it. I just barely got nayuta and mikages recorded lol. Like I was so stressed for the last hour recording and unlocking doppels. (Sorry lavi that I didn’t get to yours in time but Christmas girls take priority, maybe if I didn’t have to re-record Valentine sudachi I would have had time but oh well 😭) I think I’ll post them slowly over time like I used to. Just whenever I’m in the mood (or have time) to share some magia record love with the world. The game may have ended but my love for it and wanting to talk about it will continue… like I have so many stories I still need to read and re-read tbh. I will also post one or maybe two more compilations of random gameplay with no BG music on YouTube. I found out I do still have some footage on my phones that I got to sift through but there should be enough for a video or two.

But yeah magia record will live on with the fandom and see you all on exedra!

(Still sad though lol but we move forward :/)

[deus-ex-mona]

monachan haul has arrived ✨safely✨

[tsukasalover]

so real for the blond men thing

tsukasa tamaki and kurapika are my top three blond men

i need them out of my head

YES my top three are tsukasa tamaki and teruki we are basically in the same yellow boat. theyre always crawling around in my head 😞its not just blonde men though the ladies have captured me.. i actually have an (unfinished) mashup of All of my favorite characters from my current interests (excluding ppg bubbles is just here bcs she was a fave when i was younger) and. well. this is how its going

[lupucs]

Gosh I love your art!

But uh whats your favorite deltarune ships?

Thank you so much!! Oh gosh, you really caught me off guard with this one hah!

Well, uh I think it should be pretty obvious which ships I like by now...

It's clearly-

It-

It's obviously...

THOSE GUYS!

[synth-spinner]

I'm going to do somersaults about this

[tariah23]

Noooo…… first it’s Yuuta and Shoko, now they’re yo-yoing back around to Megumi.

[twpsyn-who]

Soulmate AU in which when you touch your soulmate you swap bodies. It needs to be skin on skin contact and is instant. The only way to get back in the previous body is to touch again, otherwise you're stuck like that.

No matter the body all psychological and physical damage stays with you. That means if you get hurt then swap bodies, you will still feel it despite no longer having the wounds. This is only the case of existing wounds prior to swapping ; if new wounds happen to the hurt body after the swap you won't feel them, but the person in the body when it happens will. A very complicated way of saying that you can't get away from pain by swapping bodies with your soulmate as it will follow you.

There's no known consequences to not changing bodies back once swapped, though some might get sick for a few days after swapping back if they waited a long period of time to change back (say over a month, even longer depending on individual)

Now this but, you know... JeanMarco. And of course they find out during their time in the 104th Training Corps, because there's no way their skin didn't touch at least once in +3 years of training and being as close as they are. It isn't until break when they're able to visit home that they learn what it truly means ; up until that point they used it to swap chores (is the only reason why Jean didn't try to kill Eren during their shared chores- because it was actually Marco all along). At that point they knew each other perfectly.

Of course the whole situation was a little bit awkward for both of them when returning. They probably would end up avoiding each other for a bit because teenager boys and stuff, all until someone finally got the guts to mention the tension and ask them what's wrong- which forces them to talk and stuff. Doesn't matter, this is not what I want to talk about.

But the beautiful battle of Trost and what if, hypothetical speaking of course, they touch skin after Jean gets another ODM? And they're so used with each other by now, they don't even notice until the mission is nearly done anyway. And I don't know man, the idea of Jean dying while in Marco's body? Marco (in Jean's body) saying "I need to find Marco" once the mission is a success and research for his soulmate, just for him to not find him?? Not find him until 3 days later when some of them are assigned cleaning duty in Trost and he finds his own fucking body bitten in half???

The realization that it should've been Marco who died that day, but didn't because he was in Jean's body. The realization that not only his soulmate is dead, but he's stuck living his life. He's stuck living the life Jean can't because he died in Marco's place.

SEEING YOUR DEAD SOULMATE EVERYDAY WHEN YOU LOOK IN THE MIRROR. Poor Marco would most likely avoy any reflective surface for a very long time, unable to see Jean's face looking at him.

The guilt of lying to everyone, because how does one even begin to explain what's going on? Him lying to Jean's mother to protect her from the harsh truth of the reality- that her son actually died and the one in front of her was a fake.

And the sad truth is that no one would notice because they've been doing it for months already. They knew how to act like each other to perfection. Even if Marco slipped at some point no one would question it because they got many traits from each other already.

[cinematicnomad]

before i came to visit my parents i talked to my therapist about how if my brother and them start to argue about politics i should just remove myself from the situation, so guess who's sitting upstairs in the guest bedroom browsing tumblr on her work computer bc she left her personal laptop and phone downstairs???