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Ai...how do u wear short skirts and revealing outfit.. want to wear too but hate men and the attention you receive from them when you wear those. How do I ignore those and still wear it. I feel very uncomfortable wearing even jeans out because they can see my ass shake, lol
i get what you mean, i hate the predatory attention that comes with it but i just want to wear what i want and i do and idc atp. luckily ppl are decent where i live but every now and then there are gross men that overstep any boundaries and then i either ignore or confront them tbh mom is terrified whenever i talk back at such ppl, she’s like someone’s gonna beat you up one day bc of your big mouth why can’t you just shut up, sorry mom i can’t one day you’ll see me on the news 🥲
#[ ai—mail ]#just half an hour ago some OLDER men catcalled me in front of my apartment complex 🥲 there’s a small cafe in front and they were drinking#beer there and i walked by and it was super awkward i just rolled my eyes and kept going like my feet were killing me atp bc of the heels i#just wanted to get home and take them off tbh#+ i see them there very often but usually im with headphones and don’t hear anything most of the time#today i was without them bc my battery died and apparently they call me ‘the girl with the headphones’ 💀💀💀#they were like ‘she’s so pretty she’s not wearing her headphones today’#and other stuff but nvm#like these are the lowest breed of any living being pls just go die and do us a favor 💀#they probably have wives and kids at home but yk they’re all big talk in the streets#i’m so mad now 😭
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doodle went outta control 🌹🍎
#twisted wonderland#twst#ツイステ#ツイステッドワンダーランド#mmarts#riddle rosehearts#epel felmier#yeah epel dina big brain moment#i miss summon night 2 i miss loki/reki my dear#and bunny riddle cause idk i read his suisui personal story and i got the sudden urge to make him more cute#i used a random brush i dont really use uhhhhhh#i went crzy on that part haha oops bye.. but.. nvm XD#eugh i shoulda fixed some other stuff too#but ineed to go lol#why do i color random doodles and not the ones i actually wanna color ueeu
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something’s wrong?
#heheh what a name for a town. borger. brother that is a samdwich!!#I could prob talk about what this means to me but I don’t wanna#actually nvm I just thought of a funny way to describe the feeling:#you have two wolves inside of you. one HATES everything it sees soooo much. the other only sees beauty. you’re jaded.#or something like that#I’m trying to be conscious about only bending man-made structures and objects#unless it just looks extra cool to bend the natural stuff too#not rly a critical commentary. the basic premise is to show you how fucked up these little towns are;#while also communicating how they’re typically found in naturally beautiful places.#weird right? like finding ruins. it’s like these places settled and then worldly-priorities changed and everything fell apart#but you can tell - usually - that somewhere in the history of these small towns someone said:#‘what a fucking sweet view. let’s make camp’#my art#glitch art#aesthetic#art#artwork#webcore#glitchcore#internetcore#abstract#artists on tumblr#photography#abstract art#distortioncore#glitch#weird art#americana#southern gothic#angels
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LET’S FUCKING GOOOOOO
#yuurivoice#yuurivoice seth#seth yuurivoice#rp audio stuff#god bless what a glorious day#i am Winning with the selection of audios that my fav creators have been dropping lately what is going on#was gearing up to make a vent post but nvm misery postponed this takes precedence#had such an intense reaction to scrolling across this on my YT feed ohhh my god /pos#like. suddenly sprung to life. bouncing in my chair. leg pulled up in the air slapping my knee. shaking my phone around in the other hand.#embarrassing behavior but it’s fine no one saw me. and no one knows except everyone on Tumblr now#which i only make note of bc of how rarely anything makes me react so strongly like that. happy stimming? i think???#anyways i’m like the twentieth person to say this but that timing?? impeccable#my period just snuck up on me today so this audio will go live around the time i’ll need it most#southern comfort? heating pad and back rubs?? period comfort from my fav YV boy??? i am. So happy. i’ve wanted this for YEARS. YEARS I SAY#thank u yuuri for the early christmas gift i literally could not ask for more#sorry the alt text is prabably bad but i’m feeling like shit rn and awake past my bedtime and need to get this post made ASAP#*probably smh ok bedtime 4 me gn world
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i'm late but i just saw this now. Different outfits and hearing that Seto is sleepy cause he stood up playing online games, that's somehow unexpected lolol
#kirisaki daiichi#kiridai#knb#hanamiya makoto#seto kentaro#i was aware of the 10th anniversary stuff at the time but did not expect any crumbs for kiridai#just archiving this for myself#the lore drop that Seto plays online games im writing that down#also hanamiya says he doesn't play anymore which idk how much i buy that#tbt that drama audio where hanamiya played a co-op online game lol#wait nvm i think imayoshi was in that one too ok i get it now lmao#wish we could have heard the other three talk too
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You heard it folks, Uriel headcanons Top KDJ and would only settle for vers, maybe bottom only if he inherits Eden's story
#orv#orv spoilers#orv liveblog#liveblogging#my biggest takeaway from the constellation banquet arc#nvm the other stuff
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wait something just occurred to me.. if brian slade is david bowie.. and curt wild is iggy pop. is jack fairy.. brian eno???
#no bc i didnt think of the rpf-ification of other vg characters i was like ok brian is bowie curt is iggy#but then i saw a pic of young brian eno and i was like oh waittttt#now. i probably would get this sooner if i were already into like. the 60s-70s music scene......#im going wayy too slow through all the stuff i want to listen to. but nvm.#velvet goldmine#piksla.txt
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falling headfirst back into my middle/highschool hyperfixation of shipping blossom ppg and dexter laboratory (aged up ofc), except now im a lot better with characterization and relationship dynamics so their whole story in my head has gotten a huge glow-up of sorts & i love them even more now
too bad they dont rlly have a fandom that gets Like That about them, ao3’s got slim pickins & most of it is just kinda basic
#lime rants#*taps mic* anybody else insane about these two like i am#and yes i know about aitommy on yt. i watch their stuff#but im also insane about other minutiae#and then a whole other part of my brain is like If You Ship Aged-Up Child Characters You Will Be Cancelled#nvm the fact that the big blossdex artist back in the day was fuckin BLEEDMAN who just. Ew#didnt even bother agong characters up just straight-up sexualized those elementary school students#eugh. *shiver*#anyway this isnt in the context of his shit anyway its my own multiverse bullshit#fusionfall was a nice platform for shipping them too but now it kinda feels meh#blossdex#dexbloss#i cant believe its known as dexbloss now. im gonna tear my face off#it sounds so bad#not as bad as ‘dexsom’ tho. some ppl used to call it that#ppg#dexters laboratory#blossom ppg
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re: the last post i reblogged bc i am realizing just how much i yapped in the tags and i do not wish to subject the wider tumblr public to that rant LMAO
#copying the tags bc it is very much a tag rant#bros. truly it has been nothing but a wonderful time here#perhaps even the most enjoyable time i have ever had in a fandom despite being here for like 3 months tops#(bc i'm actually posting stuff and interacting with people for once but i digress)#but i cannot deny. being part of a smaller quieter fandom after coming from some of the larger ones on here has me scratching at the walls#guy on the left was me in september where everything was new to me and i had all this wonderful fanwork to go through. autism heaven#guy on the right. me rn. please do not ask me how many times i have refreshed the tags on both here and ao3. it's ungodly#has me doing things like (on top of actually interacting with people) rereading fics. long ones. which i have done before. twice?#out of many years of reading#i've hunted down nice long fics older than me (also never done before) (because none of my other fandoms are older than me but still)#[edit nvm i remembered there was exactly one fandom i've dipped my toes in that is also older than me so ive definitely read some fics#from there that were Aged. didnt hunt those down tho it just happened. edit over]#but i've put off reading them bc like. what if they don't get them like we do yknow. what if they write something and it's Wrong#perhaps a terrible thing to think of them because what i can tell their writing is very high quality but still..#every day i consider rereading welcome to the panopticon on ao3 and one day the demons will take over and i will be reading all 88k words#once more. among other fics#congrats to these guys they truly have consumed me and i fear it is terminal#kit yap session
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my emoooootional issues and my physical iiiintimacy issuuuues
#chirps#two dogs playing tug of war in my mind. one is 'its ok to have issues around sex whether they have a cause or it's just how you are'#the other is 'yeah but you were a bad girlfriend though. you werent easy or simple and you behaved nonsensically'#it's easier to assign all the blame to myself for our incompatibility. but i don't think that's the most realistic way of looking at it#or the kindest.#still. 'isnt it a good thing if you know your girlfriend wants to have sex with you?' I WOULD THINK SO TOO#i just turn 'frigid' as they say. im demand avoidant.#'they expect something of me' is the true terror. makes me turtle up#in any case. i think me and her just think too differently. like we are just really cognitively different#i mull over stuff a LOT (i chew over things a long time in my head) while she's a lot more direct and straightforward#im also just a hashtag introvert while she's a hashtag extrovert#i need alone downtime and that fundamentally doesn't make sense to her#this breakup happened 2 years ago. but we took a two week road trip in september.#ok wait i just remembered smth that happened to me that may contribute to this. nvm
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p4posting as promised. hope you like.
bonus rei
#persona 4#not quite as high concept as my other stuff. but maybe you will like it#p4#listen. listen. hear me out#nvm i cant justify myself i like when theres friends ok. ok#thing i made#megaten
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One of these days. One of these days, I will figure out what the hell makes the tipping point beyond which either a) there’s socialization that I feel insulated from and kind of numb about and too tired to pursue, or b) socialization where the very notion of so much as expressing one (1) internal thought or emotion suffuses my whole body with adrenaline and blaring Nope instincts.
#don’t get me wrong I think I *do* feel fairly Normal about. idk. a good portion of my social interactions#enough that I can go about my daily life just fine#but the numb times and the freeze-or-flight times are always Mightily inconveniently timed#with regards to actually forming new friendships#and there’s a certain threshold of Acknowledging that I Personally Exist where it *all* becomes freeze-or-flight fffff#(it goes like this: I start to think ‘it’d be kind of neat if—‘)#(and then I consider the actual logistics of getting TO the If. and one way or another — fear or tiredness — it becomes ‘ah. right. nvm.’)#(and then if it’s a bad day I have the further thought that the If probably wouldn’t be fulfilling for other involved parties anyway)#(which is. self defeating in the extreme and a distortion and I know it. >_>)#(but it’s ALSO objectively true on some specific axis and like. mm. some nights finding that balance is hard I guess)#(on the one hand not putting myself down but on the other hand being realistic about what I need vs. what other people need)#(and the fact that there are just some types of socialization that just aren’t a good fit for me)#(and that I can’t be for or have with other folk without burning out spectacularly)#life flails#mental health flails#my stuff#complaining
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I miss cutting
#i cqnt really cut bc i dont have any real long sleeaves stuff i can wear rn :/#hate living in such a stupidly hot climate but isnt this is winter???? why tf is it so hot here#i cant wear long sleeves bc it is quite literally just that rare for most people living here unless it formal wear but my mom would expecial#ly take it off of me for sure so#meh#i was looking forqard to this season but nvm ig :/#what other way can i stop feeling sad#i really cant think of anything#thats why until now i quite literally didnt think#im so stupid
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so real for the blond men thing
tsukasa tamaki and kurapika are my top three blond men
i need them out of my head
YES my top three are tsukasa tamaki and teruki we are basically in the same yellow boat. theyre always crawling around in my head 😞its not just blonde men though the ladies have captured me.. i actually have an (unfinished) mashup of All of my favorite characters from my current interests (excluding ppg bubbles is just here bcs she was a fave when i was younger) and. well. this is how its going
#multimedia#help this actually looks so bad#why are they takinf up this much space#blonde characters#how do i even tag this one god#tsukasa tenma#project sekai#saki tenma#teruki hanazawa#denji#csm#mp100#mob psycho 100#gwen stacy#across the spiderverse#legend of zelda#im not doing anymore nvm. this is insane. i didnt realize i was into this much stuff#no wonder i keep forgetting prsk lore i have So mucb other stuff to keep track of#my apologies.#Random
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lukatill save me save me lukatill
#it's fucked up that my interest in ALNST currently primarily lies in only lukatill of all things#I mean I do very much like everything else too!#but the only thing I ever really think much about? fken lukatill. why.#I guess it just happens to have exactly what I'm into. somehow#i (ai)#lukatill#tilluka#EDIT: nvm I rewatched all the MVs and I like some other stuff a lot too
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monachan haul has arrived ✨safely✨
#ft. the gigo collab merch that i had proxied s o b s#‘how many albums did you buy m y g o s h’ j-just these 3…#thanks delivery guys for not notifying me when haul pt 2 was delivered lmao now my mother’s mad at me for not showing her what i got :(#‘just show her man’ d u d e she’ll lecture me about wasting my money— wait nvm i’ll show her my lls gk dvd that came in maybe that’ll help#im gatekeeping monachan from my fam idc if we’re related y’all c a n ’ t have her#b u t on another note the mona album standee looks really cute beside the new sena natsukomi standee#mona looks taller than sena in it but they just. look really cute next to each other aaaaa#though. yk. speaking of the gigo merch and stuff… man. i think i went to that arcade last year lmao#i didnt go up to the floor with the food and stuff since i was only there to play crane games and i was too lazy to climb the stairs#but seeing posts about the collab reminds me of the 1000 yen i spent trying to get ena pjsk nui in the mzen crane machine#i had. like. 4000 yen at the time and around 1/4 of it went to that machine… never forgive never forget#‘why didnt you withdraw more money then’ w e l l the debit card was with my bro and i broke off from the family to explore by myself s o—#and that was how i spent my birthday last year. on the 4th or 5th (cant rem) floor of gigo trying in vain to get enananui#that doesnt have anything to do with monachan but i needed to cry about it somewhere ig lmfao#m a n. what am i even doing with my life lmao#o k that’s enough of being annoying for one night see y’all for daily nagisa in a few hours byeeeeeeee
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