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I miss cutting
#i cqnt really cut bc i dont have any real long sleeaves stuff i can wear rn :/#hate living in such a stupidly hot climate but isnt this is winter???? why tf is it so hot here#i cant wear long sleeves bc it is quite literally just that rare for most people living here unless it formal wear but my mom would expecial#ly take it off of me for sure so#meh#i was looking forqard to this season but nvm ig :/#what other way can i stop feeling sad#i really cant think of anything#thats why until now i quite literally didnt think#im so stupid
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I know this isn’t a particularly common characterization of them (at least not what I’ve seen) but I personally think of the two;
Shanks rarely gets restless, he’s the one more content to just bask in a moment, it may not be in silence but he’s comfortable just doing nothing with his crew. As long as there’s alcohol, a hammock and the people he loves, Shanks is straight.
Contrary to that Mihawk is always itching to do something, entertain himself in some way. If he’s not dueling/training, he’s gardening if it’s not that then he’s cooking or he’s reading and if nothing else will do then he naps. but he’s always trying to occupy his time with something.
I think a lot of people don’t notice it because it’s not the jittery hyperactivity that people associate with it. But Mihawk is restless, endlessly so. He’s in a never ending fight with his boredom but it’s all internal.(except when he decides to make it someone else’s problem ala Don Krieg)
Mihawk’s the type of dude to implode instead of explode so it makes sense that things like restlessness don’t really show themselves in an outwardly physical way. Instead it’s more of an internal pressure and incessant need to stave off boredom. But because of his preference for being alone and the fact that the activities he chooses aren’t ones usually associated with restlessness. It goes unnoticed.
Except by Shanks who’s always going out of his way to make the life of a pretty little birdie a litte more interesting.
#Mishanks#It’s less flitting from project to project and more this burning need to be entertained#throwing thoughts to the void#it’s something I identify heavily with because by appearances I’m just lying in bed at peace#but restlessness and boredorm are a Pressing heat in my head that’s hard to get rid off#so maybe that’s why I identify with him that way#but I’m interested to hear other peoples opinions on this#I know alot of people characterize Shanks as hyperactive but he’s always felt more bubbly calm to me#like he’s sunny and loud but in a lazy way but that might just be his age showing#I’m not shitting on the take just thought I’d give my perspective#Shanks being the only one to truly see how lonely Mihawk is is something I hold dear to my heart#and something I’ll probably one day post about#dracule mihawk#akagami no shanks#hawkeye mihawk#one piece#op#red hair shanks#a character who has Mihawk’s general disposition but not his restlessness#is Zoro who much like Shanks is just chill to be lazing away in the sun in the presence of his crew#and sure he trains a lot but it never feels like it’s because he’s just looking for something to do
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Wait if all the journal 3 pages were restored after Weirdmageddon why does Bill’s book insist there were still missing pages that just conveniently happened to pertain to his incredibly sad backstory and concepts brought up earlier in that same book
#going off of memory here for that first bit but iirc the journal gets chucked into the bottomless pit alongside the other two#with all of their pages still intact#right?#so then why would bill have more pages if there shouldn’t be any more?#gf#screw it this goes in the general tags too#gravity falls#the book of bill#ANSWER ME YOU FUCKASS TRIANGLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#ALSO if the answer is supposed to be “ford tore them out of the journal out of shame” wouldn’t it make more sense to leave them in as a-#cautionary tale? he already left the “my muse” pages in why should these be any different? to protect his identity? fiddleford’s?#the last half of journal 3 throws all anonymity out of the window too#so then if he didn’t tear the pages out himself… why would bill have them? HOW would he have them; he’s stuck in the theraprism!#did he stow them away somewhere? nope; he burnt the journals and then got punched into oblivion. could one have popped up at the theraprism#nope; specifies its journal 3 lost pages! how could he have gotten journal 3?#okay so the pages are fake. what about the events that happened on them?#look into my eyes and tell me you really believe fiddleford won against the krampus. the guy who built a mind eraser gun after getting-#snatched by a different monster.#sure SOME events could have happened— who’s to say they didn’t? but when you take into account everything else about the pages and the book#how believable is it really?#how believable is anything he says for that matter? how much are truths? half truths? lies on paper but truths from a different angle?#“LIE UNTIL WHAT YOU WANT TO BE TRUE BECOMES TRUE.”#“LIE UNTIL YOU CANT REMEMBER WHATS A LIE AND WHAT ISNT.”#“LIE UNTIL YOU ARENT LYING ANYMORE”#how much are lies that he wishes were true?
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I suppose I'm a little late to the party, but I needed time to collect my thoughts.
Here's the thing, everyone's caught up on Caiti's age and whether she consented. To me, that isn't anywhere near the point. Her being so young is certainly creepy and strange, but not the point.
Here's the first thing, though less important than the next. As an adult, it is blaringly clear how irresponsible these "adults" were. Two grown ass men supplying alcohol to underaged girls in a hotel room. They were up drinking until 6am. They were one noise complaint away from getting the cops called.
Second thing. While underage drinking in the US is fairly normal, 18 is still pretty young here. Also, publicly admitting to supplying alcohol to an 18 year old is crazy, but not the point.
18 year olds can't compete with grown adults when it comes to alcohol. They don't have the same tolerance. There never should have been any "one upping."
No one should have gotten that drunk. The fact that there was a girl leaving, vomiting in her hand is fucking ridiculous. When someone, regardless of their age, is drinking too much too quickly, you cut them off and give them water. This is how college parties are run. Once you start wobbling a little too much, your speech is slurred, and you stop being a person, someone gives you water and walks you home.
And nobody walked her back to her hotel room?? Two grown men. I don't give a shit how tired you are. You always walk a girl home. Who the fuck raised you??
I am an adult man in college. I have been around a lot of different men. I have hung around men that behave like this. Let me promise you this: they got those girls drunk like that on purpose. They both wanted something. When they didn't get it, they just let the girls go. They were never interested in their safety. They were never interested in who they were.
And let me promise you this: there's never just one girl. And any well brought up man would have cut them all off and sent them on their way. There is way more to this situation than lets on.
And of course George never asked for her consent. It was never a question. They brought those girls back to that hotel room with the thought that they'd get something out of it. To George, he heard 18 and thought, "oh cool, she's legal."
I see this happen all the time in college. Usually men don't grow out of all of it, but they usually grow out of begging like a shitty dog in some random girl's DMs. To hear a grown ass man, 26 years old, behave like a fucking 19 year old sophmore in college is pathetic. I'm not interested in giving pathetic men any more time.
Also, love and light to Caiti, she looks like she's 16. "I didn't know she was 18!" First off, doesn't matter. Second off, I would've guessed she was a minor, so I know you checked first. Or else you're even dumber than the fucking college kids. Damn.
#in a few days im sure ill have a less angry post about it all#remember men#it is your responsibility to look after the women around you#cut them off give them water and walk them home#if a girl doesnt wanna fuck you whatever#dont let your ego get so bruised youll put a women is danger#are you out of your fucking mind???#anyway#anyone trying to claim that caiti is lying isnt seeing the point#these men put young women in danger because theyre pissed they didnt get laid#danger that they themselves put together#this isnt a debate#thats fucked up#also#if a woman is so drunk shes not acting like herself anymore#use some fucking critical thinking#can she consent?#fuck no dipshit#if you need to get a girl wasted to get laid#maybe you just have the charisma of fucking ball sweat#take the L and go home#yall fucking exhaust me jesus#thoughts of dante#caitibugzz#georgenotfound#gnf#dream#dreamwastaken#oh that bitch isnt exempt either btw#hes trying to say what happened was ok
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How is it that I am more accepting of all the stories and theories I've read about the Oshi no Ko than where we are right now?
Also, some people really think that OnK readers are furious about the story because it was tragic? Tragedies are endings that will linger on you. Tragic endings are endings that will give a lasting feeling and in my opinion, they're more weighted than happy endings. In all cases, not all endings should be happy. I am very accepting of tragic endings but I just can't ride with this one because killing off Aqua did not feel like the only option left to punish the antagonist of the story. Why was letting the authority punish Kamiki not an option when they've already caught Nino red-handed?
The story has never been fair to anyone. Like crow girl oh my goodness what was the point of her existence anyway? She just narrated and talked in Aqua's dream and that's it?!
Ruby! She lost her beloved sensei. She lost her beloved idol. And now she lost her twin brother. So is the story we want to tell here is that life is shitty but you should pick yourself up and fight to the end because okay yes I get it but was killing off Aqua really necessary for the story to proceed? Because again there are other options we could've dealt with Hikaru so is this just tragedy for tragedy's sake?!
Akane! How come she's doing a detective's job when she should be doing her job as the genius actress that she is?! How come you put that weight on a character who almost killed herself and had felt indebted with Aqua's kindness to the point that she's willing to sacrifice herself for Aqua? How come you write off this character with the greatest deepest love through self-sacrifice wheh she is a young lady with a bright future ahead?!
Miyako! You made her take over Ichigo Production, take care of Ruby and Aqua, made her watch them from the sidelines. She knows she can never replace Ai as the twin's mother but she's done her best to be a mother to them then you decide to kill off Aqua could you imagine the guilt she will always feel for not protecting her son enough?!
Taiki! He was happy knowing that he has a brother because apart from the director, he's been alone all his life. I doubt they would ever know that Aqua committed suicide but could you imagine the despair Taiki would feel for losing his parents and his brother to suicide?!
The movie 15-Year-Lie! Even that movie was handled unfairly because are you telling me that with all the hype placed for that movie, with the story of Ai, the nation's favourite idol being told post-humous, is still not enough to be successful so let's kill off her son whom all she ever wanted was to live healthy and happily.
So maybe the message here is to endure life's cruelty, be strong, survive and live on "towards the stars and dreams"? Is that it?
#I am honestly so exhausted thinking of this manga like I feel like something happened to Akasaka sensei towards the end of this manga#are you telling me the manga took all those break for this hahaha#because honestly killing off Aqua and Kamiki is the simplest route this story could take#I want to be one of those people who finds nothing wrong about this conclusion for the manga#because I was honestly so intrigued with Akasaka-sensei's writing now I'm just flabbergasted#or was that really the objective? to surprise the readers?#to scar the fans who have written beautiful analysis and theories only get to the killing-off-the-main-character conclusion#Again I'm okay with that because if I wasn't#just reading on the first chapter and seeing that Ai died I would have dropped this if I don't like stories with dying characterz#wait I just realized Ai and Kamiki's company Eye even their eyes are not addressed properly hahaha sure they're lying eyes but#what's the difference when it's white and black fans have interpretations yes but why don't we get that from the manga hahahaha#I am so sad about this like really haha#oshi no ko#just go to hell you idiot aqua
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ngl. every time i see someone talk about a fairly standard/innocuous bong or pipe that isnt that structurally complex and they talk about the way it would be "impossible" to keep it clean my concern for the ways y'all treat your glass (and therefore your lungs) rises by 10 notches........
#as someone who smokes DAILY: PLEASE FOR THE LOVE OF GOD CLEAN YOUR GLASS OFTEN#if you just change the water daily even/try not to leave it filled with wet it will significantly improve your smoking experience#if your bong is getting BLACK AND MOLDY WITHIN THREE DAYS PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE DO ANYTHING DIFFERENT OH MY GD#filters.... change the water more.... DON'T ash into the water........ anything??????#😭#also not rbable bc this is very judgemental in tone and i dont feel like ppl crying to me about why they Should be able to do this#like ultimately do what u want im just really concerned for ur lungs & u can Genuinely have such a better smoking experience 😭#(<totally not autistic ab weed & smoking (lying))#also if u genuinely dont know how to clean ur bong effectively: get at least 70% alcohol & the frequency of cleaning depends on how much u#use it but when im smoking from the bong a lot i do it before every sesh (yes it takes extra time. i find it peaceful but regardless. you#will just need to keep track of ur own habits) and fill the (empty) reservoir ~1/3-1/4 with the 70% and then plug the mouth piece and stem#hole with your thumbs and shake that bitch a couple times to slosh the alcohol on the walls. if theres grime add a couple spoons of coarse#salt (or rice if its a lot!!) and then shake shake shake (be careful dont hit it ofc) and then dump that out and rinse repeatedly#(i personally fill it with as much water as i can and dump it out lile 4-6 times but just MAKE SURE THERES NO MORE ALCOHOL)#bottle brushes and straw cleaners help with residual grime / harder to clean spots but are unnecessary in my experience if you are cleaning#it often enough. for bowls (& pipes) I recommend letting them soak for a bit in some rubbing alcohol while you do this#and then by the time the main piece is cleaned you can use a straw cleaner in the hole part or even a toothbrush or a q tip to clean off the#resin/gunk (i clean my actual bowl less often than the bong itself but also i use filters and the resin helps that stay better)#anyway i love cleaning my bong and i love glassware so much and bongs can be beautiful just be niceys to it!!! it needs baths!!!
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i actually really need tao silently pining after me as well also miserable and sick over it.
#i think tao would be one of the worst with pining#just in the sense that she’d rather jump off a bridge than admit she’s been hopelessly in love with you for years#like fully plans to live and die with her feelings with you never knowing#except she shows her feelings and kinda reveals her hand on accident#if you’re looking#she kinda fusses over you or like#takes care of you………..does all these things she doesn’t do for others#makes sure you eat…buys your favorite candies or sweets for you….#calls you dumby#you have a problem in your life? she’s taking care of it#and you get all moony eyed and maybe even teary sometime like tao 🥺 thank you so much 🥺#and she goes tch. whatever. you’re just lucky i can handle it.#<- is literally dying inside at how cute you are and how much she loves you#she likes to ruffle your hair….knock you around a lil#you’ll be like aw tao did you get me my favorite candy? 🥺💗#and she’ll be like no.#i just got it bc i felt like it#<- is lying horrendously and 1000% got it for you#cielo rambles!
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People really think trust issues are just "aww they're scared of love" and it's like bitch no. Trust issues as in I'm deeply in love and the issue is I'm waiting for you break my heart after undergoing periodic abuse in relationships. I'm not scared of love I'm scared of what you'll do with it.
#ahahahaha anyways. ranty time in the tags wheeee#paranoia has been terrible today. everyones mood is off. everyones acting different. everyones acting colder. they hate me im sure of it#and all this stuff i want to be happy i just know is gonna be ruined or left with tainted memories now and its my fault#but maybe its not because why the fuck cant you be consistent. why is it so touch and go#i support ppl through the worst parts of their lives and when i need the support nobody is there#i will literally take time off work to be with someone if theyre having a hard time but me? cant even afford more than three words#im sick of being told i love you and finding no proof outside empty words. i sure as hell dont feel fucking loved. everyone is lying#it's just like my ex. he smothered me in love to cover up the major lack of actually viable love#empty words make me sick to my stomach now. everyones a fucking liar and i dont get why the wont just tell me the truth!#if im such a burden then just fucking say it! if im horrible to be around tell me! how am i supposed to every grow if nobody tells me#i just wanna be loved and not unconditionally. i want to be loved by choice. i want someone to choose me despite everything#i want someone to love me to every little detail and hold my hand even when im at my lowest and just UNDERSTAND#i want someone to love me wholeheartedly and think about me as much i do them. i want the little gestures and the sweet things i do#but here i am. always the one carrying everything and putting in all the effort. when was the last time someone really liked me.#when was the last time i existed in someone elses head. when was the last time someone cared enough to check on me. to do something?#this savior mentality is gonna kill me but im only being straightforward when i say i cannot pull myself from this alone. i am so weak#and god im fucking tired#spent at least two hours straight sobbing while regressed because even as a kid i cant outrun this#and im just getting sicker. i cant sleep. cant eat. cant stay warm. feel like im slowly fading away#and nobody even cares. its so fucking selfish and childish but my whole life ive screamed for help and nobody has seen me#do i have to become another number in the statistics for you to care? or would you even care when i die?#because at this rate i dont even need to try. my heart hasn't slowed in three days. i think i really am dying#sad thoughts#vent blog#sad blogging#vent#vent post#venting#actually mentally ill#actually traumatized
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my mom, audibly agitated, about an alleged interaction with justin two days ago that he didn't remember having had: I didn't just completely make it up! why would I totally make up a conversation that didn't happen??
me, justin, mom's husband:
#lmaooooo#THIS was a tiny minor thing with zero importance so we all-- all four of us-- very quickly just went WHATEVER it doesn't matter#but this was extremely funny kdhgdk. yeah mom good question! GREAT question.#totally unrelated but I love living in an era where most communication is text-based and thus creates a paper trail#anyway it must be said that two hours later she texted the group chat like#'I forced myself to really think about it and realized it was actually [brother's friend] I had that conversation with'#WELL waddya know! were you AGITATEDLY INSISTING something happened that you completely misremembered? 🤔#also I wanna just throw out there that the conversation in question was:#'do you want something to drink?' 'sure I'll take a coke :)' and then mom wandering off and forgetting to get it#so already she's group texting this two days later like ohhh my god JUSTIN I'm so SORRY I never got your COKE#okay!#ohhh my god you guys I'm sorry you're right it wasn't justin it was TYLER I didn't get the coke for#.... okay!#justin didn't accuse her of lying or anything either to be clear he was just. REALLY confused dkgjhdfkjgdh#about me
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I really feel like such a helpless adult baby sometimes. Some things just take too long while to heal, and even when I think I've got no more pain left, something refuels it. Some wounds feel like putting a fireplace somewhere in innermost part of one's being; as long as it is there, there is a risk of someone throwing fuel in it and making it burn. And these fireplaces are so, SO darn hard to uninstall. Just.. how do I heal this?
#/vent#personal#yes it is about A again#I just can't believe that for her someone being rude when hurt/harmed/scared/belittled/etc is-#-much worse than stalking harassment bullying and lying#and that she wanted to take revenge at me for words I took back THAT SAME DAY to the-#-point of hurting two other mutuals she liked that never did anything to her at all#like.... I just can't cope with the fact that someone wanted to harm me to the point of willing to-#-pay a PRICE to do that#and over what? over me blowing up when she told me I was wrong about who the stalker was#also when they got caught after sending message off anon on accident A also pretended that-#-she never doubted who it was#like dude? you deadass told me I was wrong because you 'asked them and they said no'#for someone who lied SO many times A sure is strangely oblivious to the fact that guilty people can lie!#i just wish it stopped hurting already#like every time I think I got over it something 'fuels the fire' again#how I am 26 and still feel shocked that some people are JUST cruel and treacherous? for no reason?
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i have now officially told my dad about my educational, financial, and medical situations. i have also now officially lied to my mom about those things. yippee
#its incredibly humiliating to have to make a rent agreement with my gf#its even moreso to have to tell my dad#even with all our differences i want him to be proud of me#kinda hard to be proud of 'dumbass who didnt take better care of their finances while they were healthy and is now taking off school cuz...#...they cant move consistently. so now theyre broke with no job and limited ability to Get one while wracking up medical bills'#like yeah sure whatever its not my fault and i wouldn't judge anyone else for this. but i judge myself and i think my dad judges me too#i don't care if mom is proud of me. she never has been and never will be. so i don't care about lying to her to save my sanity#but i can't lie to my dad. i can't make eye contact while i tell him i'm taking the semester off but i can at least tell him the truth#cuz sure he might be disappointed with me but at least i'm not adding lying to the list of reasons for the disappointment
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Guess who's getting laid off next Monday 👍
#lol. i plan to go talk to my local trade union and build a case to sue the fuck out of them though#im french so there are pretty decent worker protection laws. and even though they wont specifiy the reason theyre laying me off#(i was on probation so they have no obligation to specify it)#im pretty fucking sure its discriminatory and has to do with the fact i had to take a lot of days off due to an injury#so yeah im not taking this shit lying down after i busted my ass at this stupid fucking job#and they do this to me with no prior warning
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Tiktokers stop taking gorgeous vintage dresses and cutting them into ugly mini dresses with glued on rhinestones that they'll only wear once and will be out of fashion in a year challenge
#h talks#I CANT HANDLE IT#IF I SEE ONE MORE TIKTOK GIRLY TAKE A DRESS THEY INHERITED FROM THEIR GRANDMOTHER AND CUT THE BOTTOM OFF OF IT#I WILL LOSE MY MIND#if you're going to repurpose it at least fucking make it into something you'll wear multiple times#its so stupid to take a vintage piece and butcher it and then only wear it once#ok sorry im fine#<- lying#and yk what its not even any of my business like they can do what they want but it still annoys me#I'm not gonna attack them for it but I sure as hell am going to be mad abt it for a while
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#so i got a message from my sister telling me something rather tragic had happened in our family#on my mom's side. one of my aunties passed away&my little sister let me know.#she also let me know that my mother is taking it really hard&shed probably really like to hear from me.#&its weird bc any sadness i felt about my aunty dying almost completely evaporated upon it becoming a way to guilt me#into talking to my mother-- like i was not almost dead for a long LONG time&she was actively disowning me bc i wasnt sick the right way#after a lifetime of refusing to believe i was sick AT ALL which directly lead to developing cancer she screamed at me in public#that i was lying about before pretending to drive off a cliff&then refusing to pick up her phone until she called me an hour later#after i had been calling not just her but anyone in our family who could possibly check on her to tell me that i never loved her#&i wouldnt have cared if she died&it would have been my fault.#so like. i dont really give a fuck if shes taking a death in the family poorly? like i dont actually fucking care that this-- like literally#everything else-- needs to center my mother's bad feelings. i just fucking dont lmao.#&im really fucking pissed off that i now have to feel like shit bc i dont feel like i properly feel bad#about my family member dying bc IT BECAME ALL ABOUT MY MOTHER IMMEDIATELY.#i do not fucking UNDERSTAND.#i cannot even put into words how this all makes me feel lmao. why. literally fucking why.#the cherry on top? my aunty died of gastric issues. you know. the family curse that i def didnt get so i got to work thru it all#while being called a liar. you know the type of illness that almost killed ME. that might STILL kill me.#but yeah my mom is sad so i should call&make sure to hold her hand like i always fucking did lets just forget an entire lifetime#&esp the last five years thatll be totally cool.#a tragedy happened in the family so fuck all MY tragedies actually i guess.
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rin and his feeling about "rin's similarity to sae" is so interesting but confusing
#like this guy states that he hates how his face is similar to his bro#i don't think he is lying about this part#but before the snowy night does he think like that too?#in his spin off novel it was very clear rin get compared to sae a lot and that he is in shadows a lot too#sae even said it in the main manga during their match off (tho im not sure if he really MEANS it)#(like he could be but i feel like there is something more there)#but back to rin. you can't just ignore how much he idolizes sae#you don't just walk out from that. even when he thinks sae was about to acknowledge him his eyes SHINE#doe eyed rin made a come back there so#do you really think he will truly hate being similar to his brother? someone he admires and hold dear for years#the anger is there yes. but the love is clearly still there too#itoshi brothers pls end happily im way too infested already#babblings#i know i said isagi posting but let me have this just for a minute#because like hc but rin might have a mixed feeling if someone said#“oh your face is not too similar to sae actually” like#at first i think he will preens. but yeah mixed feeling i think will describe it better#probably in a further chara development he will takes it casually. but now? yeah no way that's a complex there#when will i walk out bllk hell idk man i would like to know to actually
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