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erowidexcerpts · 15 days

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“Conceptual Apocalypse,” a 2018 Ketamine and Cannabis experience report by Regis L for the Erowid Center.

#I like this whole one a lot #personal fav #weed #ketamine #erowid #they listed some others as daily but they didnt appear in the report #and one is an antidepressant. so

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starry-bi-sky · 3 months

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new Danyal al Ghul au just dropped! --or at least some art of it did. I call it the "Stillborn? No, no, still born" au (or stillborn just for short)

it's based off a batfam comment I saw that mentioned in the early comics Bruce knew about Talia's pregnancy and was ecstatic to be a father. So much so that Talia feared he'd give up being Batman for it, so when she gave birth she put the baby (Damian) on a doorstep and (seemingly) told Bruce that the baby was stillborn.

I saw it, thought "mm, tasty!" and thought what if that baby was Danny instead of Damian? By default I was thinking of making him a few years older, however, it works just as well with demon twins. I need to think it over. Meet Daniel Brown! 14 year old foster kid whose been with the Fentons for the last two years! He has SO many issues haha. hah. lmfao even.

Danny's theme song is literally just "Good Kid" from the Percy Jackson musical, to sum him up.

#dpxdc #danny fenton is not the ghost king #dpxdc crossover #danyal al ghul au #dpdc #dp x dc crossover #dpxdc art #dc x dp #dcxdp #dp x dc #stillborn? no still born au #stillborn au #danny's been fucking through it!!! watch me jam this kid pack full of issues. :)#long haired danny fenton #poc danny fenton #danyal al ghul #this boy needs antidepressants. therapy. and probably some rehab. we'll see where i go with that last one #the fentons have been the best foster family he's had so far. although best is not synonymous with safest.#that fourth one was me doodling how i imagine danny's first meeting with bruce goes. and by first meeting i mean #'danny doesn't even realize bruce is his bio dad but bruce comes to the awful and ugly revelation that his firstborn child was alive this #whole time and that talia lied to him again. and also his firstborn was fistfighting a fucking inter-dimensional being with a KNIFE'#danny's too busy fighting skulker to care about who the guy at the outdoor cafe is beyond asking him if he could borrow the spare patio #chair at his table. its so he can throw it at skulker. he didn't have time to transform so!! fenton fight it is!!#i looked up the most common and generic last name for danny and 'daniel brown' had too much of a nice flow to it for me to bother looking #for something else. technically his name *should* be danyal bc that was on the note. but :) we all know how the system can be.#long hair danny ftw

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rudnitskaia · 2 months

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yay a week until my 29th bday ✨🔥😎🔥✨

#about myself #heldig life stories #birthday #it's hard to believe that a year ago in that same period of time i wrote my last will haha #the only reason i didn't make an attempt on myself was my hyper responsibility 'cause i wanted a notary to approve my last will #so my beloved ones would have no problems with my property and my corpse after i die #but i had no time to do so and then my husband led me to psychiatrist and she confirmed i'm having a suicidal depression all my life #after i described my habitual living she was shocked that i managed to go so long without any medication just on my inner will itself #just because i constantly pushed myself forward from 'you need to go everyone counts on you'#but then it was awfully worsened by my long term burnout due to constant work crunches to the point when my inner will became not enough #and i stopped functioning like a normal person completely: not eating not getting up from the bed not wanting anything except disappearing #now i'm on antidepressants and it feels like i'm awake from a living time nightmare #it would have been so much easier if someone gave me antidepressants back then when i was 14 and tried to take my own life for the 1st time #fortunately unsuccessfully #so it will be another happy birthday to me that i wasn't supposed to live haha #don't be like me pls don't ignore yourselves and your condition and instead take care of yourselves dudes <3 #go to the doctor if you need to it's neither scary nor shameful - it can literally save your life #hug you all tightly

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ofmdee · 7 days

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gifs on twitter 🔞

#mine #ts4 #sims #sim spice #ofmd #gentlebeard #ofmd sims #im mopey 2day 😭#pms has been kicking my ASS since i switched antidepressants #like the new one works better overall i feel but for some reason? this time of the month gets Rly Difficult #i'm just so SAD!!!!! but i feel like i don't even rly have the energy for that? idk that makes no sense #anyway. idk just whining i guess #it'll pass in a few days but man

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thedeerman · 7 days

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me: i’m gonna make sure i remember to take my meds properly

my doctors office: actually we’re gonna just… not refill that for a while. yeah, you can call all you want. we’ll say we’re working on it and then not do it. enjoy the withdrawals, bitch

#crying #no seriously i’m so mad #i FINALLY started feeling better after remembering to take my meds #and now i’m out of them and my dr is a piece of poo #i’m now on day three of no mood stabilizers:)#i’ll admit tho that between this one and my antidepressant #the withdrawal from the antidepressant is MUCH WORSE #like i get intensely sick when i don’t take it #this one is just making me tingly and on edge and not sleeping well #i can’t focus for the life of me #i just wanna lay in bed :(#fuck the us healthcare system #why you gotta be that way #just give me the pills i’ve been taking for the better part of a DECADE why do we go through this like every three fucking months #it’s just never easy with this shit #sorry about the rambles

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hertwood · 4 months

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overwhelmed with guilt that i gave my trans friend a can of grapefruit flavored sparkling water and it did not occur to me until hours later that since grapefruit interacts badly w/ birth control it might interact badly with hrt (it does) i feel soooooooooooooo bad

#like. it CANT be that harmful she only drank half of it its mostly water anyway 😭😭😭😭😭😭#i feel so bad even though i know no one is gonna be mad at me for something soooooooo unintentional #she speaks #AND IDK IF SHES ON ANY ANTIDEPRESSANTS. I DIDNT EVEN THINK OF IT. like its not my job to monitor that but OH MY GOD

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lesbianphan · 3 days

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good morning phannies if I wasn't late for work today i might be dead or injured rn how is everyone's morning going???

#personal #holy fucking SHIT #the bus I'd usually get crashed BADLY #so many ambulances and people on the floor like holy fucking shit that could have been me if i didn't oversleep #hoping no one died #it looked so bad #anyway I'm about to have my week in March cause i ran out of antidepressants and this ain't helping #edit I'm getting meds today don't worry about me okay it's just been two days without meds and my mind is FUCKED

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frost-faerie · 9 months

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Little follower fellers should I watch someone play ghost trick because I'm too poor to buy it

#ghost trick #cw for drugs (antidepressants) ->#im on new antidepressants so im like suuuuper bored #these ones are cheaper though!! win #but yeah... holiday leave really making the seasonal depression go hard #been keeping up on the laundry at least :)

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aro-culture-is · 1 year

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Aro culture is debating for YEARS if trauma made you aro or if you always were. Then you get informed about Avoidant Personality Disorder and now you’re sitting here like.. I’m aro and have a personality disorder?????????????? Because that makes a lot more sense. I do yearn for connection because of the disorder but I do not feel consistent romantic attraction 😳😳 it’s like bearly there at all like an incense that keeps going out.

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#aro culture is #aro #aromantic #actually aro #actually aromantic #ask #mod axel #at this point i've accepted that whatever's going on in our head is symptom soup #like there's genetics for a number of things and trauma so whatever the result is #i can at least say with certainty that therapy alone was Not E-Fucking-Nough for reducing depression symptoms #and neither therapy nor anxiety meds reduced our anxiety to any noticable degree #and i mean like. therapy through my university required us to fill out the PHQ9 and GAD7 every single appointment. i generally had 3 weeks #in between appointments.#2 years of pure therapy mildly reduced the depression numbers - from the 96th percentile in students - to something more like...#still major depression but not *that*#and anti-depressants got me to like... just ever so barely below the threshold between severe and moderate depression at its best #but! as we noticed while talking about this #i had one (1!) single score over three years of therapy that was not IDENTICAL for anxiety including when trying antidepressants with #anti-anxiety capabilities and when trying a specific anti-anxiety med #the single difference was by one point down and honestly it was mostly a little blip of nice life events #brain sure goes brr in here

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perenial · 2 years

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#gene.txt #new poll time!!! go antidepressants go #the last two are newer ones so i dont expect many votes for them. viibryd is a sick name tho

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graveyarrdshift · 9 months

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i cleaned my room today!!! Who's proud of me? :D

#I've been feeling so much better today!!!#for the first time in a long time #i think my new antidepressants are starting to kick in? idk #bye zoloft you stupid bitch #today i even cleaned the inside of my pc #everyone clap!!!#tho I'm really yearning for a gf #i want a gf please give me one 🤲#rambles

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bethama · 2 months

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As long as this current Emotional Shit is still going on I should start keeping a log of the random ass nonsense that triggers my Genuine Anger.

Today it was finding out that Harriette Winslow was originally supposed to be the central character on Family Matters.

#real life #anxiety #depression #amazingly this current bout isnt directly impacting my interpersonal relationships so theres that #but im maxed out on all my antidepressants and ADHD meds so #therapy again i guess?#also i already knew urkel was supposed to be a one off but i had no idea the show was a spinoff

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sighssss · 3 months

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i’ve had such a strong urge to be self destructive lately and it’s getting harder to ignore

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sergle · 1 year

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so sorry if this is too invasive of a question but did you ever start an antidepressant that didnt affect your ability to nut or did you just discontinue your meds entirely ? asking bc i started a new antidepressant recently and have been afflicted with the same condition but im like so embarrassed to bring it up to my doctor idk if theres even anything they can do or another medication that wont do this 😭

OH Man yeah okay, I haven't been Thoroughly cataloging my medication journey but like... first of all, I Did Not Tell my doctor about the nut curse. I just didn't. so you can definitely get around that if you don't want to bring it up as vehemently as I did. but, after I went off lexy, I started on bupropion. which does not impede my ability to nut. in fact, ever since my dose on it got raised, it's doing the opposite of that.

#I think it's bc SSRIs have the potential for the Nut Curse and most antidepressants are That #but bupropion isn't. it's a (tabs away to google)#NDRI.#so the list of side effects seems to be different #I can't in good conscience Recommend bupropion to you bc I'm not your doctor but it Is a medication that (for me) doesn't Nut Curse.#but yes!! there are in fact medications that don't do that!!#or I am pretty sure that if you are on an antidepressant that's WORKING very well for you- BUT- it's giving you a nut curse #then you can stay on those meds but maybe take some other thang to counteract the undesired side effect. butttt that would require #having a conversation with your doctor about specifically your ability to bust a big one. which...#some ppl are stronger than others. i am weak. i did not wanna have a conversation like that #and also lexapro didn't work for me AT ALL it actually made me worse. so just switching meds was the smarter option #sergle answers

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speedlimit15 · 10 months

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i keep thinking i’m depressed bc im in my room so much but it’s honest to god mostly bc my interest in my hobbies came back after literal years of not enjoying anything and doing nothing literally nothing except watching tv and being on my phone so. who’s to say if i’m actually depressed or if i’m just so anxious about everything on earth and would rather quietly do stuff that makes me happy in the safety of my room

#i am depressed but no more than usual and my quality of life is arguably much better than when i was on antidepressants so.#I missed doing stuff so bad like i can’t describe how embarassing and dehumanizing it is. so iykyk on this one

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arozoid · 4 months

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was jacking off and then got despondent over how I miss being able to feel emotions

#started antidepressants again so the bad feelings are gone. but the good feelings aren’t there so it’s back to square one in a way #szpd #schizoid #dpdr

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