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every day I open social media apps and realise that maybe I am smarter than 98% of the population after all
#random things#people are so dumb#and so gullible#and often so wrong but so loud#also- GET THE CHILDREN OFF SOCIAL MEDIA#THIS BRAIN ROT SHOULDN'T BE IN THEIR REACH
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every so often, i start thinking about this incredibly cursed scene transition from the Hellverse movie. Renji. Rukia. Where did you come from? What were you doing, Renji and Rukia?
A few seconds later it pans out and you might hope that it provides some context. It does not. They are on somebody's roof.
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what were you doing??
#renruki#bleach hellverse movie#napping is literally the only thing i can think of#it's more likely than you think#the first time i watched this movie i think i yelled 'where did they come from?' out loud and mr p *instantly* replied 'blowjob'#it pains me to say this but i think the angles are wrong#and of course everyone's pants are inconveniently on#but the fact that this was his first instinct really reaffirms my wisdom in marrying this man#also that's probably the reason i think about this scene so often
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#alt with eyes hidden under the cut#cofagrigus#their eyes are shiny. made of plastic. so they're looking a little bright. apologies for this#so. generally when i have quarrels about the pronunciation of a pokémon's name (since i don't watch anipoké)#where someone else and i pronounce the same pokémon's name differently. which doesn't happen very often‚ since typically i talk about#pokémon mostly entirely in text. because most of the communication about things i like happens in text. and the pokémon games#are not voice acted. so pronunciation of their names is sparse and sometimes limited to anipoké but even they're inconsistent i think#but whenever i have quarrels about the pronunciation of a name. someone else and i pronounce it differently. i go to pokédex 3d pro#on the 3ds. because every time you go to a pokémon's dex entry‚ the pokédex guy says their name out loud#i basically treat this as gospel for how to pronounce pokémon names. i've been proven wrong a lot but i've also been proven right a lot#and this guy. oooohhh this guy. before pokédex 3d pro i pronounced this guy's name as though the F-slur was right in the middle#only recently did i learn that it kinda sounds like “grievous‚” [kʰɐ.fə.'gɻiː.gəs]#at least. that's how the pokédex 3d pro guy says it#whereas i had been pronouncing it [kʰow.'fæg.ɻɪ.gəs]. so. you can see the issue that arises with that pronunciation#a lot of these pronunciations that i have to double-check just live in my head. and it's only when i say them out loud that i realize#how i'm saying them. like how i pronounce “centiskorch” as [sɑ̃.t͡si̠.skoʁʃ] for some fucking reason. my brain sees it and is like#yeah that's? a french word? even though it looks nothing like one#i also tend to pronounce “grumpig” as ['gʀʊm.pɪç] because of the “ig” at the end. i guess. german instinct#of course these are pronunciations i never say out loud but the first time i Have to say this pokémon's name out loud i'll go#oh yeah! it's not pronounced like that. i should probably not say that#and then i do not. just a fun little story about my twisted and fucked up mind. a little peek into my enigmatic brainspace#jesus christ these are some of the longest tags i've ever written. i'm gonna stop
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just watched alien stage and i had barely any idea was was going on half the time but bro that last episode HURT.
#was literally saying NO NO NO WHAT NO out loud#my mum is working out with music on otherwise she would have probably come in to ask what was wrong lol#except i talk to myself pretty often so maybe she wouldn't find it too strange#alien stage#alnst till#alnst mizi#bro that was a rideeee#now i need to read the wiki to understand what was going on lol
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Hate when I start writing something that is, technically, cute, but then immediately starts to feel out of character/contradictory to what I already wrote
#listen. this is about the sm au#cause i decided that in twi'leki culture saying i love you out loud is something that you don't do often romantically#unless you're married#which is fine because there's also the lekku sign for i love you! so kanan would know that hera loved him too when he said it!#BUT NOW#I'M IN SEASON THREE#AND HE CAN'T KRIFFING SEE IT#how pray tell do i write around this?#part of me is thinking 'oh well hera would say i love you! she'd know that he can't see it and want to express it to him'#plus she'd know that humans have different traditions so not saying before marriage is a liiiiiiiiiittle impractical maybe?#but then. it's kinda. starting to seem like an analogy for something else#in a way that i don't particularly like#because if i keep writing it the way i am i'm taking the side i wouldn't want to take personally#SO IT'S KINDA WACK OKAY#I'M NOT SURE WHAT TO DO#because hera and i hate hate hate hate the fact that kanan can't see her say i love you anymore#like seriously. i realized it the other day and it physically hurt#but i also know that kanan wouldn't want her to do something that was (to her) wrong just for him#but SHE DOES LOVE HIM SO MUCH OKAY IT'S COMPLICATED#ugh#i hate it when this happens
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why are children allowed to run in the library
#🦭#I KNOWWW SHES NOT DOING ANYTHING WRONG BUT LIKE#it's so distracting amd loud and Well ok im realizing i may be having an autism moment#because the library is often unreasonably overstimulating#still love it tho!
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parents' incapability of apologising to their children should be studied
#they don't have a book that tells them how to be parents but truly the words “i'm sorry” would do wonders#they don't need a book they need to show to their children the same respect they expect from them#the way i genuinely can't stand it anymore#my father complains about not having a good relationship with me and yet does nothing to fix that#he just always makes things worse belittling me constantly#he's a master of gaslighting and he seems to enjoy making you feel insane#and he uses it so much whenever it fucks it up with one of his stupid comments#like i often feel sick and today at lunch i said that i felt nauseous so i couldn't eat much#and he whole ass snickered and sarcastically said “just for a change huh?”#as in to mean that i always feel that way so i'm just exaggerating “as per usual”#and he's been doing this shit for years#every single time i feel unwell he always says that i'm just exaggerating and that it's not true#and then he goes on and on on how i should just be treated as an old car and go outside to get demolished and thrown away#and that's the kindest thing he says because usually he says worst#he's been doing this for so long that sometimes i fear getting sick because i don't want to listen to him making fun of me#today at lunch he did again indeed and i simply finished my food and then went to my room and now as per usual he pretends nothing happened#he always pretends he has done nothing when really 1 “i'm sorry” from him would be enough#it's the fact that he doesn't want to apologise that makes worse#because he knows he does something wrong but he has too much pride to admit it#so instead he expects me to get over it and if i dare mention it or the fact that i'm still hurt he starts insulting me#and he starts playing the victim card#and 10 minutes ago i have mentioned that i was still upset (because he asked me “are you angry with me?”) and all he said was that he#doesn't even know what he did and that i should fuck off#this happens every single time#even the other day he hit me in the head for “laughs” and when i got angry because he hurt me he just went like “are you stupid?”#as if he did nothing and then he realised what he said but he didn't apologise he just pretended he was ready to fight me#this is like another thing he does a lot like he knows that i get anxious with loud noises and sometimes he purposely makes loud noises near#my ears when my back is turned to him so that i don't realise that he's about to do it#and then he pretends he's just playing around with me and then he insults me if i don't laugh with him#i'm truly just so tired
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i think Simon is the kinda guy who doesnt cuss much. so like when he Does cuss it gets everyone's attention
#or at least if he's cussing most of the time he's doing it in asl so anyone who doesnt know it/isnt paying attention wont notice#he doesnt cuss Out Loud that often#anyway a lil bit of Gutsfics Lore: i was raised. somewhat mormon? mormon enough to not like saying Bad Words while we were still members#anyway when i was in like 4th grade i think we Really started to pull away from the church bc my dad being gay. thats not the important par#but like since i was realising that parts of the church were bs (bc a bunch of people just suddenly flipped on us bc of my dad)#i thought hey maybe the church is Wrong about a lot of things. maybe i WONT go to Hell if i say ass instead of butt#so like one day at lunch we were talking about something idr what but i think i called it like “shit” or something#not even one of the worst cuss words. but EVERYONE at the the table went quiet for a few seconds b4 being like#“HOLY FUCK THE JESUS GIRL SAID SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!”#it was awesome :]#i meaaaaan. technically that wasnt the first time i cussed bc i once jokingly said that something was “from hell”#& defended that by saying i was using it the way its used in the bible#the mormon friend i said it to Did get mad at me though#anyway there is ABSOLUTELY a moment where the first time Si drops a Fuck Bomb everyone stops and goes “wtffffffff”#it happens during Ace arc he tells Asher to Shut The Fuck Up when he resigns from the comittee <3
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people who are extremely emotionally repressed and incapable of expressing their feelings are most of the time only capable of feeling and expressing anger, irritation and bitterness. and they HATE seeing people who openly express all of their feelings and emotions, and are emotionally intelligent enough to understand the complexity of emotions. they absolutely hate them and it evokes such irritation and anger within them, because even if they dont understand it themselves, they are envious of ppl who dont take emotions so seriously or see it is being weak.
#i think a lot of times people get angry with me for openly being able to express my thoughts and feelings#they dont understand that when i vent about something it allows me to release the pain and severity of it a little bit#while they walk around holding that anger that turns into poison and hurts them everyday#somehow it is my fault for not being ashamed and feeling like i have to hide my#thought and feelings deep inside#the way they do.#and that for me feelings and thoughts arent written in stone#it doesnt scare me to face my dark and unsavory thoughts#they arent all i am#but somehow they get angry seeing someone dare to express everything#but its totally ok for them to fixate their anger on a total stranger that doesnt even care to take their existence into consideration while#expressing their feelings and thoughts ie they arent even abt them#idk i just cannot for the life of my understand that mindset#if you see someone vent about their experiences and thoughts and feelings#and get so angry you feel like punishing them or harrassing them#there is like something deeply wrong with u emotionally#it is just so frustrating to have to be bothered by those ppl so often#because i will NEVER shut up#i will never cower. i believe in total freedom of expressing things#even if i have to be burdened and bothered by stupid ppl trying to sew my lips shut and cut my tongue out i'll never stop#it isnt my responsibility that they cannot cope with someone just saying shit#it's just sad that this will def ensure that i'll keep have my accounts shut down on any platform 🙃#bc we dont live in a society where freedom of speech is a thing#and it will also make me very very very lonely bc not many ppl can handle someone who speaks openly#(plus im not a degenerate which many loud ppl are so i cant fit it w thm sadly)#but i've trid to keep it all inside and nod and smile but that just makes me....#have very very many homooo... ;))) cidal thoughts haha#cant live like that i'll explode#at least im glad i have my mom tbh#like very glad. she understands almost everything i say. im more extreme than her but she gets many things i say that others wouldnt
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unrealted but what does endo mean? /genq
Short hand for endogenic! Which usually means anyone who is plural for non trauma reasons! or who doesn't relate their plurality to trauma. if you don't know what plural means, there are a lot of definitions! I'd recommend googling around or talking to plural people, because i dont have good words today. plurality is often associated with DID, but that's not the only source or cause :) another common one is MADD (maladaptive daydreaming disorder) or immersive daydreaming!
take this with a grain of salt, though - people will often change their personal definitions of what it means to be plural or endo to exclude others. perhaps because of their own internalized ableism, or exerting control over their online spaces is the only control they readily get, or because picking on a subculture of a subculture means that their targets often won't be defended and they can get away with using them as stress toys. Similarly to queer infighting, and aphobia. Thumbs up emoji
#not emojis#it is often debated by people with DID in particular whether or not endos even exist#and i think. whether or not they do. anti-endos are pretty mean about it! their posts on it remind me of transmeds or aphobes.#i'd rather support people who later change their IDs or are wrong about themselves then people who bully them#been told both sides suck. i dont go into discourse. wouldnt know. but there are loud and mean people everywhere.#and the fact that people call it 'sides' when it's experiences... telling...#i prolly wont answer questions like this in the future#because i usually get hate mail afterwards! which is stressful or annoying depending on my mental state#i was not open about being plural for a long time because if you do it the “wrong way” or have unfinished or clumsy opinions#or ways of wording them... people wanna hurt you over it.#but anyone can ask me anything. <3 and i want to help.#so. risking it today. feeling brave/stupid i guess!
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Find someone slightly annoying but in really small harmless ways so I decide none of the behaviours are worth bringing up with them → realizing: hey, Im also annoying! solidarity! → realizing we have a lot in common and starting to bond → finding out other people find this person annoying and are vocal about it behind their back → finding out this person has ADHD like me that's (at least one reason) why we have all these traits in common → fear.
#trying to be as vague as possible even tho this is someone I know offline and no one involved follows me online#on one level I get it that relying someone who is forgetful and does things slower/differently than you can be frustrating#but like its a medical condition. and u dont need to know someones medical info to have some empathy instead of assuming malice/incompetence#i just found out they have adhd today but day one i was able to go 'wow i did not like the way they handled that but i dont think they were#being hurtful/careless we just handle this task differently. rhey didnt do anything wrong and i can let this go and adjust my expectations'#not to say im perfect and never ableist towards others. my first reaction to seeing traits i dislike in myself (from my disabilities)#in others is often to get annoyed and needing to adjust my thinking#i get annoyed with myself when I cant focus / cant be coherent or concise / cant finish tasks quickly etc#→ get annoyed sometimes when I see others doing that → realize thats not fair to them → realize thats not fair to myself#→ assume good intentions and find ways to communicate/collaborate better with them → get along better and maybe make a new friend!#sorry i am rambling#idk its scary seeing someone being disliked for adhd symptoms/traits that im mostly doing a good job of managing/hiding in this#social environment so far and knowing that could happen to me in the future#but im also like ready to have this persons back#me 🤝 them: prioritizing the wrong tasks and overexplaining things and struglging to get our points across#and not noticing when we talk too loud and forgetting tasks halfway thru etc#not to be that guy but : without love it canmot be seen!!!!#lifes so much better if u just assume ppl arent doing things a certain way to be annoying + let go of / adapt to the thing that are annoying#but not harmful#thats not exactly what without love it cant be seen means but thats one of the ways i apply it in life#just like dont assume malice. assume u dont have all the info. approach ppl/situations with empathy.#or youll make yourself more miserable needlessly#again like only for shit that's not harmful obv#i need to shut up and go to bed
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I hate how the fandom just assumed hero and Mari are extroverts. Like they have four friends and three of them are their little brothers’ friends
#just because someone’s optimistic or outgoing doesn’t mean they’re an extrovert silly#Take me for example#I’m loud as fuck and act outwardly confident as often as possible but would die if I had to talk to someone I don’t know that well#though this misinterpretation can be explained! In headspace hero and Mari are very extroverted#And I believe this is because sunny looks up to them#He just sees them as being good at interacting with others because they’re confident around him#Uh oh OMORI analysis hours!#No but actually I think they interact with others so often in headspace for this reason#Sunny sees them as confident older sibling figures#he believes that they’re good at talking to others because of the way he perceives them#When in reality they don’t really interact with anybody else. And I think that’s really neat#and a very cool little detail#I could be VERY wrong and we just don’t see them interact with others often#But this is just my observations ha#sun’s silly ramblings#omori#omori hero#omori mari
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Goodreads review pet peeves:
--using gifs
--using photos of people you imagine as the leads (which are always like, 10 years out of date, or like, Victoria's Secret Angels for the girl next door heroine, Henry Cavill, Henry Cavill, and Henry Cavill, especially when the hero is described as: scarred, kinda ugly, GIANT, blond, brutish, none of which describes Henry Cavill)
--"I love a man in uniform" okay blue lives matter
--"I loved this book.... but the heroine was SUCH a bitch, he deserved better!!!" [heroine had an active role in the plot, basically]
--"it just bothered me that he used violence against her" [consensual spanking]
--"I just wish authors would keep their pOLITICS out of MY BOOKS" [hero or heroine expressed regard for basic human rights]
--"I miss accurate historicals" [there was one (1) person of color who may or may not be a lead and wasn't suffering, OR the heroine is not a virgin and is not a widow]
#romance novel blogging#there are so many more#the thing about GR is that. highkey. many of the top romance reviewers are conservative cishet white women#lol let's say the quiet part loud here#and don't get me wrong... many reviewers are great#but when i see these voices uplifted and then know that ppl are dismissing like#interesting progressive books bc the top review is a 1 star from january 6th janet#.... it pisses me off#and ofc this is especially an issue w historicals lbr#it's not even the majority of reviewers bc these books often do have a high star rating which indicates the majority of readers liked em#it's the weird toxic trait of low scoring reviews getting the most likes#which is a thing in many places but imo GR has a big FB vibe to it#so it's a little more noticeable there#(some of these notes were more shallow but like. let's point out that these reviews are not only dumb or gross but UGLY.)
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i think something's wrong with me. i just almost got into a car accident and i feel. good. that adrenaline or panic or something i don't know but i feel good and i want to feel it again
#boink#genuinely is there something wrong with me#ive been restless all day#all month all year#i just Need something#like screaming or playing loud songs on the piano#or dyeing clothes or cutting my hair#like going out or fucking or putting on too much dark makeup#like almost getting run off a bridge apparently#like?#what?#i get like this so often#its either empty death nothingness#or fucking adrenaline death wish#like i either need to do something drastically creative#or like. run off a rooftop#but not in a death way#in like a. im not sure if i even could die way#is that worrying#i feel too invincible sometimes#i keep fucking myself over like that
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i hate fire alarms so so much
#theyre loud and have scary panic-inducing sounds#mine are super sensitive even to humidity#so they go off OFTEN#its so scary i HATE IT#its fuckin 4:45am and it starts going off#NOTHINGS EVEN WRONG
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if I'm chattering about my friends/crush here all the time anyway, I have to admit that I have a severe aversion to philosophy after whatever the fuck happened the last year of secondary school (so the year right before university) and I have personal beef with Plato, but my crush is actually interested in that and tbh... I will not go out of my way to study it, but I would probably hang onto every word my crush would say about it and I should maybe tame my first reaction of distaste (though, the intro to philosophy class I had last year wasn't That Great either, so I don't have a lot of good experiences academically with that subject)
#morningtalks#Gotta at least share some fun stuff and now just the Might Have Gone Horribly Wrong In So Many Ways event at the end#God I love this girl so much#And we're starting to spend more time together. It's fun#We spent a decent chunk of last night playing a 5000 year old boardgame#I eventually won but it was close the entire time#And while she was often the one enduring awkward stories about her being told she kinda did it to herself a bit#And I did try to defend her whenever I could#With a mutual friend of ours we might also have developed a new very weird inside joke#But like. Really weird...#But the night was genuinely so much fun#Even when we were at the bar. I hate bars I hate dancing I hate loud music I hate the lights but my friends were there#And she especially was there and it was fun. I had so much fun#I am still very much shaken by what happened (it was less than 24 hours ago ...)#But I am genuinely mad that they soured the entire memory of this night so much#I had fun. We laughed we joked I was so close to her the entire night she did sexy dances at me and I got a bruise#But it all had to be ruined in the most terrifying of ways#Again. I was most importantly scared for her safety. Mine was secundary as long as she somehow wouldn't get hurt#But I want to think about the good things that happened that night too. It was so incredible and I don't regret any of it#Well maybe having moved a bit while she danced (and even then I barely moved. She just calculated the distance poorly) which led to said#Bruise. But it was in such a funny context and she said she was fine after so it's all just one funny event in a super fun night
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