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Still not over the head of cardiology, who said she wouldn't formally diagnose me with dysautonomia because she didn't want me to think of myself as disabled.
As if good vibes and a can-do attitude can stabalize autonomic dysfunction.
#chronic health tag#ableism in our medical system???#it's more likely than you think#I still remember having to inform the ER doctor that the reason MCAS wasn't in my file#was because the head of allergy for the hospital he worked at#'didn't believe in it'#this was one week into the pandemic#and this man touched his face out of exasperation#and muttered something that might have been 'dense mother fucker' under his breathe#anyway#there should be a screening process for people who want to go into medicine#if you think the only disability is a bad attitude#you should be jettisoned from your course and directly into the sun
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sure it was a perfect storm of a pressure cooker but i promise destiel was about destiel
#like 2020 was all building towards something. the isolation the pandemic the general uncertainty of day to day life#toss in the heated election and counting process. sure it *couldve* been anything else. but it *wasnt*.#it was destiel. that night there were even other rumours circulating about other shows. another show even had a huge reveal!#but the most widespread and known was destiel because of course it was! because thats what everyone was losing their mind over!#look at the statistics chart of a history of destiel interest over time! i promise the destiel interest is about destiel!#were people all equally invested? no! were some people memeing? yes! but by and large nov 5th became a juggernaut bc of destiel#as someone who literally was refreshing for election news and developed mania from seeing destiel go canon. it was about destiel#sure the intersection of destiel and election results was fun. but i posted way more destiel than election stuff. cause it was about destie#anyway. idk why im on a soapbox#char speaks#destielputinelection#destiel
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[ Watching the Sky — 2019 - 2024 ]
#I took absolutely nothing away from the pandemic except a sort of boiling fascination with the sky#it lingers to this day. I spend so much time thinking about it.#the quality of brightness; the clouds; the position of the sun#I can tell you the story of my apartment in how the light slides through it over the course of the day#at different seasons. (winter sunlight comes in through a different window.)#I'm just fascinated by it.#wherever there is light
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Yes, I remember Pete's butterfly familiar
I also remember that her name was originally Luna
#no shade to ally of course it WAS the beginning of the pandemic#and luna was really for flavor#cute as she was#dimension 20#the unsleeping city#time quangle#the unsleeping city 2#pete conlan
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no wonder kids are so fucked up these days. there’s no micro communities of virtual world games powered by flash anymore. There’s no safe spaces for kids who want to play online but can’t be on social media yet. There’s no PetPet Park or Nicktropolis or Bella Sara or anything left for kids to enjoy on modern internet. PetPet Park when I was an eight year old was like my safe spot. It gave me an outlet and a place to speak in a filtered way with the same people every day who would log in at the same time and who I would never know the names of. Kids are so lonely and so bored now and they’re being completely suffocated by these advertisements they don’t even understand. I think this is maybe the most hostile time on the Internet for pre teens and kids to be online and I mourn all the virtual worlds other children would have loved to have played at my age.
#text#petpet park#nicktropolis#Bella sara#children’s rights are constantly being ignored and we just let them go online with nothing to play with meaningfully#of course the teens now are miserable pandemic babies.#they had nothing to go to#edited bc apparently poptropica is still alive which like thank god
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Some of the stuff from the TotK Master Works would have been so great for the game that either Nintendo is struggling to understand what its fans want and cut a ton of stuff that fans craved, or some of this art was created specifically for TotK Master Works and isn't true concept art. Stuff on the cutting room floor is often tantalizing, but some of this seems too perfect for a game with a full development cycle. (Here's a rhetorical question) Seriously, why was some of this stuff cut?
I think that perhaps what you and I might call “nuanced writing” or even “intriguing worldbuilding” isn’t a concern for most people who play Zelda games. This is nothing more than my own impression, of course, but I get the sense that the vast majority of series fans care about one of two things: gameplay mechanics, or being able to see conventionally attractive young people have a happy ending.
I don’t have an uncle who works at Nintendo, so I don’t have any special insight into the company’s decisions, but I’d assume the devs were aware they’d be competing with Final Fantasy XVI and Elden Ring. If I had to guess, I’d say that the decision to tone down the initial “dark fantasy” elements of Tears of the Kingdom was based on practical issues related to marketing. Instead of trying to beat FromSoft and Squaresoft at their own game, I think the Zelda devs wanted to appeal to the core audience of the series, and they considered that core audience to be professional gaming journalists obsessed with unique gameplay mechanics and creative influencers on social media who ship Zelda/Link.
Accordingly, I think the bulk of the artbook accurately reflects the primary concerns of the developers. There’s page after page of visual references for Link’s outfits and weapons, as well as sparsely annotated concept art for the temples and shrines. I’m still working my way through the 100+ pages of text at the end of the book, but most of what I’ve encountered so far is a basic summary of what we see in the game. In terms of the more “shocking” revelations, such as Sonia and Rauru having children, I can understand why these elements were cut for the sake of streamlining an already bloated product.
At the same time, I agree with your assessment that Nintendo seems to be struggling to understand what its fans want, and I think this is part of the reason why Tears of the Kingdom was awarded a slew of near-perfect reviews from gaming websites but then more or less forgotten by the broader culture.
#Tears of the Kingdom#Zelda speculation#asks#I think the pandemic probably also caused a course change#I mean who knows#but that would make sense
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TIL that thelema practitioners are still a thing
2. I LIVE NEAR AN HONEST-TO-GOD THELEMA TEMPLE??? (sorry, "lodge," whatever)
3. i went to their website and "lol, lmao" at their covid protocol:
#woo shit#ok i am like. lowkey FASCINATED to see who's going there#b/c i've been in both east and west coast neopagan communities to a pretty substantial degree and#i think both groups i was in were pretty united in That Crowley Guy Is Cringe. Let's Not Talk About Him Anymore#but like. of course my city would never outgrow the cringe (/pos /affectionate)#but. god. invoking the Do What Thou Wilt thing in response to the pandemic. ultimate comedy
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#one of my silly little goals this year is to talk more about my accomplishments even though they aren’t super recent#I’m tired of resigning myself to being a burnt out former gifted kid. I studied at Oxford for a term.#I taught a college class. I TA’d for two other college classes. and volunteer TA’d for the department’s hardest course offering#because I was already being used as a TA that semester for a different class and the professor still wanted someone to run review sessions#I had professors fighting over me to do work and research for them! I had departments fighting over me! I did summer research!#I was the first person in my department in nearly a decade to ask to do a senior thesis. for fun.#I ran programs and clubs and I was a writing tutor for the writing center AND the resume lab/career center#I was the only person in my writing professor’s tenure to earn a 100 on my research paper for that stupid fucking class#in high school I was second in my class and did it while writing one-act plays for production and doing district choirs and acting#I’m so so so tired of beating myself up and falling to my knees and doing penance for the past 4 years.#I fumbled some stuff at the start of my 20’s. I’m an adult with ADHD that no one clocked while I was growing up.#I was supposed to go to St Andrews for an MLitt and then the pandemic happened and I had to withdraw.#I just need to get over it and stop agonizing over every misstep I’ve made since college#otherwise I’m never going to make it out of my 20’s alive#so yeah. for those of you who don’t know! I am a silly cumdrunk braindead good girl PART-TIME#the rest of the time I’m clawing my way back to the high standards I set for myself from first grade onward#my stuff#ignore me i’m rambling
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man I really need to get a grip otherwise I will go back to playing mystic messenger and it’ll be everyone’s problem
#this game#was like peak for the pandemic#I could play in class all the time#I however can no longer afford to disappear from the world for a week !!#(I can of course)#no but actually I’m considering it and like I’m gonna go insane#it will make me insane#I am incapable of liking things in the normal amount#mystic messenger#mystic messager#my post
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Even when there were musicians at her shows it was always like rock musicians or country artists and people who really aren’t in direct competition with her. Really interesting to observe once you notice it!
it really is, especially since everyone and their mother went to the big renaissance shows (london, LA, beyoncé’s birthday show). you would never catch pop stars like ariana attending eras. taylor is just a more controversial figure in the industry.
#also the rwt pulled insane mumbers but they were par for the course for a big post pandemic stadium tour for a legacy artist#eras is a whole new phenomenon
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dear teenagers (and younger) who go to family gatherings and feel annoyed by all the adults who only ask "how's school going?" and comment how big you've gotten:
i'm so sorry. we want to connect with you and unfortunately, school is the only thing we know for sure is a big part of your life. also, you legitimately have gotten SO MUCH BIGGER since we last saw you, and the urge to comment on it is very strong.
signed,
a late-twenties adult who acutely remembers what it was like being that kid but is mortified that i have turned into that adult
#i went to a baby shower today for my cousin lol#largely thanks to the pandemic + my brother's cancer; contact with my extended family has been sparse the past several years#so like. kids who i last had contact with who were solidly children are now teenagers and it's JARRING lmao#and i feel bad that i don't know their interests or essentially who they are as people now that they've developed their senses of self#idk maybe other adults think differently about this and of course it differs based on individual family dynamics
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Just when I think the day's going well, I crash a golf cart
#summer camp tag#ace is a mess#i do not have a drivers license and i havent even been behind the wheel in like 4 years since i stopped lessons cus of the pandemic#the day was going fine i got loads done didnt feel like i was irritating my director too bad#doing some paperwork for her and she says when im done well take the golf cart out while its not currently raining#im like ooh fun never been in a golf cart before i see the higher up staff in them im not gonna say no to chilling in a golf cart#i did not realise that meant i would be driving esp when she asked if id been in one before and i said no#she then asked if i could drive and i said not really thought that would be it#cus i was supposed to be studying for my theory before working towards my practical#but no she insists im driving and first off i gotta reverse outta this bay now at least i didnt have to think about gears#but i hate tryna figure out how to turn whilst in reverse in mess with my brain im not great with shape visualisation#we do all our stops its fine for the most part a lil too fast going down some of the hills#and some tight turns but my turns were always like that cus im too busy focusing on the most immediate thing#we get back i park fine and then shes like oh actually there are some more stops we can make so i reverse and turn back out#do our two stops with only minimal confusion about direction then as i go to park into the bay we came from#shes like oh actually park in the bay closest to the health centre and what i should have done was reversed and adjusted my angle#instead i drove directly into the supporting beam separating the two bays 🙃😭#i immediately turn the cart off and expect her to switch with me instead shes like laughing it off oh it was just a little bump it was fine#im like it was not that was a loud ass bang i feel so bad and then she lifts up the light cover i broke off saying its just a scratch#and i feel worse so pf course thats when the camp director comes out to check on the noise and i dont think ive ever worn a guiltier look#but theyre both laughing it off oh just having a little driving lesson :) and i am mortified#she gets back in the cart and shes still insisting that its fine and i should still park after that which i do with great trepidation#but there are no more problems and the lights still work but the cover does need fixing and i just oh my god#ive never crashed before never clipped or scratched a car so of course id crash the golf cart trying to park of all things 😭
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taliesin definitely deserved an emmy for s1 of tlovm btw
#he poured some real heart and soul into playing that fucked up freak of his creation !#cr#cr1#taliesin jaffe#percy de rolo#its been 6 months i still have the line delivery of 'sylas and delilah have never left the confines of whitestone before why here why now?!#rattling around in my skull sometimes. it's just so fucking gooddddd#ntm.. literaly everything abt the s1 finale. he was cooking so hard in what i assume was th inside of his closet during the pandemic#all of tlovm's voice acting is stellar of course but tal and marisha are my favorites <3
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I'm so happy that Dadi Freyr is finally getting to perform live in a Eurovision finale
#eurovision#dadi freyr#remember in 2021 when he and his group had to use a rehearsal video because they had covid#and of course 2020 was cancelled because of the pandemic#justice for dadi achieved 🥲
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One of these days I should write about the downfall of the Lookism web comic. Started off extremely strong, but is now way too long for what it is and lost the plot many months ago.
#sk1 rambles#lookism#the answer is gangism of course#it has been going on since wayyyyy before the pandemic
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Chibnall’s bluntly revealed that the BBC was providing an extraordinarily slashed budget for the marketing of s12 and Flux, which Peter Capaldi said was the exact same thing that happened with s9 and s10. And the thing that has always gotten on my nerves about people complaining about the marketing the last few years is a) THE CAPALDI ERA WAS EXACTLY THE SAME, and b) the people mistaking DWM coverage and readership as marketing that matters outside of fandom. The steady flow of info like this (and Mandip talking about how she and Jodie could share so little screen time because of Covid mandates, to stop production from shutting down in case one of them got sick) vs fandom entitlement that could have seen all of these things if they thought about it for two seconds. I dunno.
#and y’know immediately people are countering with WELL THEN WE SHOULD HAVE BEEN TOLD ALL ALONG#THIS SHOULD HAVE BEEN COMMUNICATED#As if#that’s how this works#at all.#I dunno I feel like it was so obvious the BBC was choking the life out of this era and expecting the impossible with so little.#every objective problem was the BBC’s fault not the fucking showrunner.#and of course y’all know how I feel about the pandemic context. the PRE-VACCINE pandemic context.#Christ. I dunno.
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