#and now i’m like okay yeah. yeah
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totally unnecessary and personal diary entry but i love to overshare
getting a lot more sure of my heds dx recently (can’t see a specialist for a proper dx for possibly years so i’m on my own lol. i’m fairly sure i Just meet the strict criteria but even if they rule it’s not severe enough to call heds and it’s “just” hsd it’s quite obviously the same disorder so idc anymore)
so kinda getting it through my thick skull that my issues + needs are real even if they’re not the worst of the worst or don’t look exactly like someone else’s (and let’s face it. i’m constantly realizing they’re probably much worse than i think). so starting to rethink how i approach mobility aids as well, and the issue of short vs. long term damage and fatigue vs. pain and recovery vs. prevention and needing something vs. being helped by it
feeling a lotttt different than i did even a few days ago since some things were pointed out to me lol idk i think i’m finally kind of over the worst of the self doubt and moving on to the self care it’s been roughhhh but i’m feeling kind of majorly reinvented rn. like it’s real i have concrete evidence to point to i’m not crazy and i feel like i’m finally allowed to relax and take care of myself 🤧🤧
#basically did some research i hadn’t really thought to do yet#and then grilled my mom about some stuff#and now i’m like okay yeah. yeah#p
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reading and watching “classic” books and films is such an interesting experience because, before you get into them, when you only know them by name and maybe the vaguest plot outline, they’re intimidating and stuffy and up on a pedestal, but then you finally take the leap and check them out and realize that almost every story that’s achieved such a legendary level of popularity did so because something in its emotional core reached out and grabbed a lot of people by the throat and you are NOT immune.
#not that anyone but me probably needs to hear this but…#it’s OKAY to have Big Feelings about popular things#they’re popular for a reason - it makes sense to have a big reaction#but yeah - i should really know by now but i’m STILL floored every time i read or watch a classic and it Gets Me#like. this story has been Getting people for decades or centuries or MILLENNIA and yet STILL i’m surprised#‘i didn’t think the story would Get me’ says man about story that’s Gotten everyone who’s ever heard it
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Meeting the Light Dragon ✨🐉
[tagged as spoilers!]
#do you like the color of the sky#sorry long post#anyways#everyone’s talking about ‘the theme of totk is hands’ okay yeah but have you seen the eyes??#this game is so good I’m biting my hands#I just wanted to get this one off my chest bc im tired it didn’t turn out the way I wanted but that’s okay#coloring was really fun though!#im sad now gotta draw happy stuff to cope#totk spoilers#the legend of zelda#legend of zelda#tloz#loz#tears of the kingdom#breath of the wild#totk#botw#Zelda#Nintendo#totk link#totk Zelda#totk light dragon#light dragon#totk zelink#zelink#tloz fanart#totk fanart#art#my art
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been watching a lot of hermitcraft recently and am happy to report that i am hopelessly endeared by these little goobers 💕 they’re like bugs to me
close ups under the cut!









gonna be real this was absolutely just me taking the opportunity to get my grubby lil mitts all up in their character designs lol i heart interpreting mc skins
#my post#my art#hermitcraft#hermitcraft fanart#oh boy here we go#zedaph#tangotek#bdoubleo100#bdubs#rendog#falsesymmetry#stressmonster101#iskall85#cubfan135#goodtimeswithscar#WHY are there so MANYYY (<- is the one who drew that many)#anyways i love them they’re so…………#also just for the record i have Peaked with that lil ouppy rendog just LOOK AT HIMMM#i will never draw anything better than that he’s literally perfect#don’t. don’t worry about how long it took to draw one tiny thing it definitely wasn’t embarrassingly long struggling with dog legs#i’m also really proud of horsegirl bdubs giving his horf a big ol ‘MWAH!’ but that’s just because that one’s real cute :)#but yeah this was just a lil somethin somethin i poked at whenever i was in a Mood and needed something to draw forrr however many months#i tried challenging myself to draw hermits i probably wouldn’t much otherwise :)#it was fun i love designing my interpretations of various skins#it was really funny tho how i was fighting for my LIFE drawing zed and meanwhile ren and stress turned out perfect first try#was that purely on me for giving him wool and a terrible angle to draw a face at?#……..yeah probably but STILL#but i’m really pleased with how he turned out so 100% worth it babyyy#anyways posting this so i’ll stop poking at it i’ve gone ‘okay it’s Officially Done’ like 5 times now lol i need to leave it alone#POSTING THIS AGAIN BECAUSE I FORGOT TO TURN ON A LAYER AND DIDN’T NOTICEEE IF YOU SAW THE OG POST NO YOU DIDN’T
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some sketches of Lorenzo de Medici and Galeazzo Maria Sforza :)
⭐ places I’m at! bsky / pixiv / pillowfort /cohost / cara.app / tip jar!
#early days probably. in their 20s? altho the first one is definitely more like. teenagers.#anyway. hello. I’m back from visiting family in the ICU. I connected dots about Galeazzo and Lorenzo so thank you#to everyone who helped with that!#at long last. a conclusion was reached. I’m also going to bed now.#drawing tag#italian renaissance tag#the last 3 were ideas for more serious drawings tbh. the hand one is going to have blood on it for sex and violence reasons. ofc#the snake thing was a clown car connect the dots moment because I was looking up something about tristano and went#‘what the fuck’ when I saw the image of the coat of arms on Wikipedia. like. yeah okay that’s thematically on point for#this family. but WHY#lorenzo de medici#galeazzo maria sforza
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Mike “At least she treats me like I’m somebody!” Wheeler
Will “But would she love you if you were nobody?!” Byers
Mike “Nobody loved me when I was a nobody!” Wheeler
Will “I did!” Byers
#I love breaking my own heart every now and then#byler#has this been done already#probably#the worst part abt this is that will DID always treat mike like he was somebody#because to will#mike was his ENTIRE WORLD#okay I’ll stop I’m sorry…#nvm guys ALSO#mike’s biggest insecurity being that he’ll never be enough for el (or for will) and then will says this#and Mike’s like YEAH MAN U ONTO SOMETHING#WOULD SHE? WOULD YOU?#would ANYONE love me if I was a nobody?#and most importantly#AM I a nobody?#gtg sob in my room now byee-
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“Haven’t You Noticed (I’m a Star)” from Steven Universe works so ridiculously well for Leo
#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt headcanons#rottmnt leo#rise leo#listen it’s morning now and I haven’t slept so bear with me for the sudden unwarranted lyric analysis haha#a lotttt of the lyrics work so well for him#not even just the overall theme the words just work great#first lyric is literally ‘I can’t help it if I make a scene’ which is one to one with ‘Leo’s makin a scene’ from the rottmnt opening like-#‘I’m turning heads and I’m stopping traffic’ -> Leo has not made it a secret that he values his looks a LOT#-not just his looks but also his ability to get people’s attention#‘when I pose they scream when I joke they laugh’ -> I feel like this speaks for itself#-posing and joking for the crowd and himself#‘I’ve got them dazzled like a stage magician’ -> works both with Leo’s canonical love of magicians and his aptitude with tricks in general#‘well everybody needs a friend and I’ve got you and you and you’ -> I just think it’d be cute to imagine his friends here just as his bros#‘I got you and you and you’ = ‘my brainy guy my smashing guy and eats peanut butter with his fingers guy’#‘haven’t you noticed that I’m a star?’ -> Leo loves attention and especially loves when his feats and efforts are acknowledged#+ he loves glam rock and sci-fi and being a champ and - listen he has a LOT of star symbolism with him#‘haven’t you noticed I made it this far’ - Leo is well aware of how dangerous situations get and thinks himself only a part of a whole#-so hey it’s notable that he’s survived this long yeah?#‘now everyone can see me burning’ -> self-sacrificing with his family bearing witness + all his star and flame symbolism in general#+ how attention naturally goes to him - including bad attention where his mistakes are highlighted and burn bright#also even the limo lyric-#obviously this boy has never and will never own a limo but one of his main secondary colors IS pink so even that#okay that one is just a joke but he would#(on that note though I think the other colors the boys gravitate to outside THEIR color are fun to notice)#I don’t actually know too much about Steven universe beyond the songs and some eps but I like the music#and this just came to my tired mind so here you go anyone who’s interested#may draw something with these lyrics dunno yet#it’s a good song in any case even though it’s super short
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Okay ignoring that I am one day late

Heard it was this guy’s birthday yesterday and apparently so did some others (They are not getting off the island alive after Tails drops that hat onto Knuckles’ head)
#guys i swear i’m good at keeping track of my favorite blorbos’ birthdays#and by that i mean that i never know until like the last possible second#or until like. way after.#thank you goodbye#sth#sonic the hedgehog#sth knuckles#sth sonic#sth amy#sth rouge#sth tails#knuckles the echidna#amy the hedgehog#amy rose#oh yeah hedgehog day as well. yipee.#tails the fox#rouge the bat#okay thats it i will now die in shame and dishonor#cable doodls
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(UPDATED) COMMISSIONS ARE OPEN!
Hi hello hi! Commissions are open! if you are interested here is a google form below with all the info at hand about my commissions and workflow! If you have any questions my DMS are open to answer and talk it out, thank you so much, reblogs are extremely appreciated to spread the word as I would like this to be my main post for commissions from now on!
Busts sketches(colored/BW):20$ Fullbody sketches(colored/BW): 30$ Busts cleaned Lines(colored):30$
Fullbody cleaned Lines(colored):40$ Full Rendered illustrations:80-86$ (price range may change depending on complexity)
-an extra character counts as another illustration and will be a fee of the price doubled of what you have chosen.
-There is an allowance of 3 revisions after the line art is complete,
after that if you want changes, it will be a fee of 5+dollars for any additional changes after the line art has been considered approved.
-simple backgrounds are allowed for the Cleaned Flat commissions if the client so desires.
-sketch commissions may be shaded in black and white or simple flat colors (no rendering). lineart commissions can be with or without colors if so desired.
-Illustration pieces are large entirely intricate rendered scene artworks with very detailed backgrounds and character.
-tips are optional and greatly appreciated!
#I hope this is easier or better!;;#I really like to have an easier way to do this I always get worried I might forget a client with how much I do aahhh there’s only so much m#fucked up little ocd memory can do PF#BUT YEAH A I hOPE THIS IS OK#commissions open#commission work#art commissions#art#my art#art comms#art comms open#please reblog! Likes don’t really help this kind of post PF…#smoki rambles#BTW for any current clients you don’t have to fill this. Since I’m already working on your things it’s okay! But for anyone else#id prefer you fill this from now on!
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What the fuck is up with Hook
Why is he at some random prep school? He’s already got the hook hand, so Peter Pan has already cut it off meaning he’s been to Neverland, also he says he’s a captain so like why the fuck are you here
I hate this movie so fucking much, nothing about it makes sense to me, why is Hades a teenager, why did they make some fankid of a Sofia the first villain instead of using one of the many Disney Villains that exist, why is Maleficent a lackey, why am I devoting so much of my time to try and make sense of this movie
#I can’t believe that Descendants 4 was the movie that finally broke me#Disney I am at your door and I have a knife please explain things to me#descendants the rise of red#Descendants 4#Captain Hook#James Hook#Descendants Hades#morgie le fay#(The fuck kinda name is Morgie btw)#descendants maleficent#The only Villain that I’m okay with being there is Uliana#Like idk why she’s at this school but like I get her deal and I dig it#If you’re reading these tags then congrats you will now here my suggestions for who the villain sidekicks should have been#I think either one or both of the evil stepsisters#Like yeah they’re not that intimidating but with the stepmother as an important character it would make sense#Why were they not in the movie tho like wtf#Hans is another suggestion#I think he’d go to that school plus he’s a modern villain so that’s fun#Facilier could have been cool#Prince John from Robin Hood as like a cat boy#But the one that I think would have been the coolest would have been Adam#Like Pre-Beast when he was all vain and shit#It might have been a lot to unpack but I think it would have been cool as shit#If not then like Gaston#Disney hire me
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*Holds up Félix and Chloé* It’s not obvious because it’s all WIPs and very little has been posted but I care them so much. I love putting them in a room together and locking the door to see what happens. They’re two somewhat territorial cats who are fighting one minute, then totally chill the next. They’re judging each other. They like to hang out and judge other people. They’re mocking each other one minute and then planning each other’s parents’ (Andre and Audrey’s/Colt’s) murders. Amélie invites Chloé over and treats her like a daughter. Chloé is breaking down crying in Amélie’s arms because she feels loved one moment, then smirking at Félix because she’s stealing his mom five minutes later. Sabrina knows Félix by his full government name due to Chloé’s ranting but has never formally met him. They both love Adrien so much but they’re not the greatest at remembering to tell him. They both have so many issues. They complain about each other. They have blackmail material for days. They would kill for one another if it came down to it. Do you feel me. Do you get me. Did any of that make sense. I know I’m taking a five second interaction and allusions to what their relationship was before and blowing it up out of proportion but they interest me so MUCH and I WILL make headcanons about it.
#One of these days I’ll get to write something proper and my rambling will make more sense#there’s a few moments in CTS that I really wanna get to bc they mean so much to me#I wanna see them interact more. I think it’ll be funny/interesting/heartbreaking. I’ll take anything#I haven’t written anything for it but I do think it would be interesting to have them talk post season 5#Where Chloé is at her lowest and thinks she can’t get better. and then Félix rocks up like ‘Been there#‘C’mon let’s get you some self reflection and view changing experiences. Or don’t I can’t make you’#and she’s like ‘What you’re suddenly perfect now??’ and he’s like ‘HA. no. but I’m getting better. trying to anyways. and you can too’#‘But you have to WANT to.’#and. yeah. I just think about them a lot okay#miraculous ladybug#felix graham de vanily#felix fathom#chloe bourgeois#SB Speaks#SB Rambles#oh boy I did a lot of rambling
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I survived getting into storytelling podcasts and all I got was a fucking gender crisis
#I know I will be so cooked when I get into tmagp (? I think that’s what it’s called) and malevolent….#I’ve been fine being basically cis while being okay with gender neutral pronouns#… but now??? it’s like how I explain that I feel MOSTLY girl?? is that something???#like oh yeah I’m probably a girl and maybe a little something else but I don’t have time to think about that#this is about#the magnus archives#the penumbra podcast#tma and tpp what the hell man#him/him lady Juno steel was the realisation and also#I started dressing like my tma designs and idk how to feel about that
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if i may... late night bike rides with lighter 🫶
whether you know how to ride a bike or not, most of the late night bike rides are on his bike. he makes sure that everyone is asleep before heading out with you. this way, he could have your arms wrapped around his waist as he drives out of blazewood. the road is pretty smooth for the most part so he takes this as a chance to sneak his hand onto yours, as if to fix your hand placement. in reality, it’s his way of knowing that you’re there, holding onto him.
it gets colder during the night in the outer ring. no blazing sun, the skies are clear, the iridescent edges of multiple hollows. he knows the perfect spot to stop at that had the best views. he clumsily removes his gloves off before putting a hand out for you to hold as you got off the bike. he has all these sharp parts on his gloves and he does not want you getting poked by it.
the stars twinkled across the night sky, it was breathtaking. with the outer ring depending on oil rigs, carbon emissions were high and yet it seemed like this was the only area untouched by it. your eyes may have been on the stars but his eyes were on you. you’d tell him to take his shades off because what’s the point of wearing them at night but he doesn’t want you to see how smitten he is.
it started off with just sitting on the ground. then it progressed to laying down side by side while talking. after a while, he’d notice your change in speech. how you’re talking slower and quieter. that was when he knew that you were getting a little tired. so as usual, he makes sure you’ve got something comfy under your head.
using his arm, he’d guide you to place your head on it. he’s definitely going insane at this moment but you were too busy trying to fight off your sleepiness to even notice his flushed face. you were practically talking nonsense now at this point and then a sudden silence mid sentence.
he doesn’t dare wake you up, instead choosing to watch you sleep. the way your chest goes up and down with every breath, your body unconsciously moving closer to his, searching for some sort of warmth. with his scarf, he’s slowly wrapping it around your neck instead. it’s not that big but it’s enough for the time being. the sound of your breathing and the sounds of wind in the outer ring, he finds it serene enough to rest his eyes, falling asleep right next to you.
you’re woken up by the soft light of the sunrise, eyelids fluttering open. you don’t see lighter next to you but his scarf is still wrapped around you. his voice calls out to you, casually leaning against his bike. he’s facing the sunrise but his eyes are on you. he wouldn’t mind doing this again, as long as it means he gets to spend time like this with you.
#lumiresponds ˚✧₊⁎☆#lighter zzz#lighter lorenz#zzz lighter#sorry i think i underperformed with this one#i took a while to answer this one#mainly because i had to restart it multiple times#NOT ANON’S FAULT OR ANYTHING I REALLY WANTED TO WRITE THIS#but this one had me stopping and restarting a lot ? idk why#and i’m still quite dissatisfied with it#i love the idea though#also cuz its lighter#and i like thinking about him hehe#ITS SO LONG WTF#i just looked at it again now and DAMN#okay yeah eat up lighter enjoyers i hope you enjoy mhm
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So basically ATLA brain rot has hit me like a truck
#atla#avatar the last airbender#zuko#toph beifong#what happened was I was forced to watch the live action#which is actually pretty good if you get past the first few episodes#and if you don’t have someone in your ear telling you it’s awful the whole time#first episode is definitely the weakest and that’s 50% gran gran’s fault#aang and katara are also pretty flat but whatever#sokka’s good and zuko’s fantastic actually#they did goof on a few things but overall I think it’s a fun time#just don’t expect it to be as good as the cartoon and you’ll be okay#ANYWAY it got me missing toph#so i rewatched the blind bandit episode#and then wound up watching the entirety of books 2 & 3 in a few days#and now I’m brain rotted#which is especially weird considering when I first watched it I was like#yeah that was good! and then never thought about it again#i dunno what changed but i need help it’s taking over my life#wanted to draw Sokka too but he looks hard to draw#and i had enough trouble with these two#maybe someday#sorry for rambling in the tags goodbye
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↖️ Andrew needs some way to make the spurned and eavesdropping nearby noble even more angry, and if he can do it by being sweet with his guard/consort? What a shame 👀
So Abram returns the favor in a slightly different manner ↘️

Find the royal au masterpost here 💕
#Abram ONLY knows how to do things with/for the prince by being completely genuine about it#yeah andrew means what he says and does but there’s sometimes an excuse#usually it’s ‘i need to get these other people off my back so I’ll make it obvious who I’m interested in’#but Abram?#he sees this and says ‘oh okay. I can do nice names too’#‘I liked it when Andrew did it so let’s see how Andrew feels about it’#and 100% of the time#Andrew dies inside#(in a good way)#now how often are these names *actually* spoken aloud?#probably not too often#but if it’s peppered amongst their letters that’s their business#fan art#my art#aftg#all for the game#neil josten#andrew minyard#andreil#royal au#chibi
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Oh man, I actually haven’t been this mad at bioware in years lmao (see my last reblog if you’re seeing this without context somehow). It’s oddly refreshing. Almost comforting even. Like ah, yes, of course they did something stupid, that’s just the world working as it always has. Sky blue, water wet, bioware making an absolutely massive fumble that fills me with burning rage. Normalcy
#I’m trying so hard not to make up my mind about it based on pre-release info but. damn this ones really bad y’all#like what is even the point#will have to wait till it releases and see if my trusted sickos (beloved mutuals and friends) enjoy it or not#cause right now… yeah not feeling it#also not trusting the review of ANYONE who hasn’t played all 3 of the prior games at this point#okay okay I’ll shut up now I promise#text#dragon age#veilguard#veilguard spoilers#shut up nerd
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