#and now having my own bottle
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oooughhoughgghfghmm im dying /pos
#vamp’s rambles#whew#im very nervous and excited#the rush of adrenaline that im gonna get tomorrow when my binky is delivered is gonna put the final nail in the coffin#when i found out about age regression 2 years ago#i never thought i’d actually really participate#as cute and comforting as it sounded#and now having my own bottle#and my own little safe space where i can be little in my closet lmao#makes me happy
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mildly entertaining pjo fandom curse (mostly in that you can make games out of it):
everybody draws Piper showing skin. half the time Shel as well. literally almost EVERYBODY. go look at Piper fanart. is she wearing a crop top? i bet she is. or if she's wearing a dress hers is gonna be one of the most revealing. bonus points if they gave her a belly button piercing. and it's almost always only Piper and/or Shel. i thought we had a whole discussion about sexualizing young indigenous girls back in like 2021 but i guess nobody processed that part cause pjo fandom acts like if they dont have Piper show her stomach or have her shirt ride up they'll die.
the curse is that you will never unsee this. have fun with that.
#pjo#riordanverse#piper mclean#my friend inflicted this curse onto me and now i must inflict it unto you#like obviously just drawing Piper wearing a croptop by itself is not egregious on it's own but its EVERYBODY *ONLY* draws her in a croptop#as like her default outfit. constantly.#and *ONLY* her. this is not done for any other characters - including other Aphrodite kids. Only Piper (and maybe Shel)#anyways this is what i have to deal with every time i look at piper fanart#its like same 4 things: crop top. bad skin tones and/or stereotyped nose. feathers. and/or beaded earrings#thats it thats all Piper fanart in a nutshell#(the last one like nine times out of ten ends up just feeling like exoticization)#(cause if pjo fandom doesnt have a visual indicator of her being native american or cant ''make her look 'more native''' they die or smth)#btw if you ever say the phrase ''make her look 'more native''' about Piper or Shel or etc i'll eat your kneecaps#saying those words gives me legal permission to hunt you for sport. btw. it also means you owe me 20 dollars.#anyways fun drinking game or etc: take a shot every time piper has a crop top or her shirt up somehow in fanart#warning: my friend and i played this game with water and we both finished like two full bottles of water in like an hour#its REALLY BAD#we literally have a game of every time we share piper fanart in the gc one of us will call out ''her stomach is showing'' and we all scream
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This is more an allegory for what's wrong with my soul
#hazbin hotel#husk#hazbin husk#drawing meme#at con last weekend an artist I bought from said they love how I draw Husk and they bought a print#I bought a husk Keyring off them dw we bonded#but I just kept thinking about it and the very first time I tried to draw husk I tried to copy vivzies style and couldn’t#and so I’ve always just had fun doing my own#but I realised it’s been six months and I’m a lot more familiar with vivzie now so I should try again#and so here I have spat out this little number#I cba with the shelves of bottles#apologies#but yeah I know I have a more furry style but#it’s so fun seeing them side my side#and yes I know my canon style one is a bit wonkey but unless you out it by the reference it’s fine#I wish I drew them arguing with eachother ahahaha maybe if I do another#anyway enjoy#I can not tell you how often I forget how skeleton like husk is in canon cause in my head he has fluff and a primadoral pouch and is chunky#just cause I think tall a slender and shirt and stout is a more dynamic and insteresting contrast for when he is with angel
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As soon as I heard black and orange I knew what had to be done 😩
#just remembered this one time when I was in Peru and it was New Year's#So we're shooting bottle rockets right?#but then this random ass kid who we did NOT know#Started shooting rockets at us so now we're having a full on WAR#But this kid like#NEVER ran out and we were so confused as to how until we chased him#And saw his dad owned a FIREWORK STORE and the kid had been stealing from it#Also my cousin shot a nun with one and she called the police on us so we had to hide for a bit 😔#red vs blue#rvb#rooster teeth#felix rvb#rvb felix#issac gates#edit#edits
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reading other people’s ma theses and getting irrationally jealous of their dedication sections where they list all the people who emotionally or financially or physically (as in doing cooking and such? what is that called) supported them through their work and didn’t let them give up
#no one in my life really cares about this#the only one who does is also very busy#so it’s not like i can often talk about it to anyone#studying feels more and more pointless#even though it’s not really#but i’ve learnt enough from this program#i want to now write my own stories#not write research#and my life is just constantly like#doing everything alone bc ppl are busy or live far away#looming threats on the horizon and always the question of money#almost crying in public bc i lost one euro from the bottle returns#and it wasn’t there when i went to put the bottle money in the atm#which meant i couldn’t pay the bill due#and had to borrow money for one euro#one!#bc i spent all my money on medicine to help me sleep#and it’s not even working#and i don’t have a therapist and can’t afford one anyway#and i need a pet to stay alive for but i can’t afford one either#i am tired of being disabled and i am tired of everything#txt#personali
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very few 'parenting' things frustrate me more than parents who give their screaming kids an ipad, but I think "emotionally neglectful for 20 years and then wondering why their kid isn't thriving/adjusting to adulthood well, so they try to make up for it by being an overbearing helicopter parent" might take the cake.
#at least be consistent in your parenting style#ughhh#'oh no i neglected my kid for 20 years/was unstable (and still am!) and now they aren't thriving. surely it is the vieo gamez and not me'#i s2g if i break up with my partner their mother will be one of the reasons#the sucky thing is generational trauma hopefully gets distilled through each subsequent generation but it is the parents' job#to choose whether they are 1) financially ready and 2) emotionally ready to make that change and give their kids a better life#my grandpa grew up digging through trash for things to eat and decided when he had kids he would not be mean like his dad#and that they would have food on the table#my partner has literally said his mom 'just wanted a kid' and basically baby-trapped his dad#and she was like... in her mid-30s by this point#insane. insane. insane.#i understand baby fever and all that but at least make sure you are in a stable relationship first??#and also my partner's WHOLE FAMILY is like this#just... generation after generation of awful upbringings and kids rebelling and having kids too young and getting in bad relationships and#dealing with undiagnosed mental health disorders#maybe we should just break up at this point idk#delete later#i think i am freaking out because i got news about a possible health scare about one of my own family members so i'm spiraling#thanks for letting me vent. again#if my crap is too annoying PLEASE unfollow me#i don't keep a diary because i'm too immature to do that and thrive on others' validation and i am too broke for therapy#delete later maybe#i might keep this one up just so i can look back on it in a few weeks and be like 'girl u need meds' like hells yeah i do#a good thing that happened today is i avoided my urge to drink the half bottle of wine in the fridge#irish genes be gone from me today muahahaha
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So I was supposed to find out yesterday was Winx Club's anniversary this morning???
AAAHHH

HAPPY 21ST ANNIVERSARY TO THE WINX CLUB
Could honestly go on and on about this show and what it has meant to me all these years. {Or ramble about being close to its age and it reminding me that I am getting older}
But maybe that is best left to the viewing of my page... I don't think I have expressed my love for this show enough on here!
#little rambles#happy birthday to my hyperfixation that has melded into my personality a decade ago#Winx club#my beloved comfort#To see the reboot before the year's end is everything to me#I only wish there was more subtle merch for this franchise {or any new releases}#I am sucker for the fairy dust bottle designs.. and the alfea crest from the gate.#Oh to finally learn sewing and craft my own charmix pouch#I tried making art for this franchise over a year ago now. but hated how it came out and never attempted again.#I should try.. before the reboot comes out lol#maybe i'll post the sketch?#Winx Club 21st anniversary#can you tell I like this series?#I don't think you can...#I do have merch though.#I have fallen for capitalism
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dip pen ink comm round 3! for one Bakugames, one Mouse, and one Sol
#commission art#bakuspecial#mmmm. the nib is Doing Things this round babeyy#I! dont hate it! but it is definitely not the Delicate Pretty Lines it was doing before lol#idk why. I dont get it. might be the ink again#I'll try and switch back to the old ink to see#if it really is the ink then its gonna suck a bit lol cause I bought that bottle of indian ink while I was in france#gonna be Something to try and get it from where I am now#but. well. once again! result not bad. I dont hate it. its just. a bit more aggressive? just gotta get used to it#ok ok remember!! in around five hours!! if u wanna get one of these for ur own little guy#gonna be reblogging that post too lol#ok now I go and re-grind the freecell streak I had before. I had to clear cache for the airplane ticket thing and lost my freecell score#it was over 1k man. Im a bit mad. but everything can be rebuilt. its like my own timeloop story for me#have a good night lads! I may nap or I may not. but either way it is in fact dark out
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Okay yeah getting high and chilling in the office/craft room and listening to my current musical obsession is a fantastic time and I forgot how nice it is getting high and existing somewhere other than my bed
#I really can't wait til I have my own desk setup in here#still unpacking and shit cuz ya know I don't have a lot of free time for this kind of thing#but I'm working on it now and I'm gonna try working on it as long as I can#so here's hoping I get a lot done today#I already did a fair bit condensing my large glass bottles#I put a bunch in a pretty decorative box that matches the theme of this room#so our bedroom is a lavender color and we're primarily doing white and black accents with other shades of purple too#monochromatic peacefulness (neither of us has had a colorful bedroom ever so we're greatly enjoying this)#and the downstairs room is gonna be wanderlust themed#like holy fuck I cannot wait this is my fucking JAM#I have ALWAYS wanted a wanderlust themed space#my husband actually had the primary say on the bedroom wall color bc I wanted the craft room to be green#so we made a compromise and since purple is his fave color we were able to get a gorgeous color called water hyacinth#so I get my wanderlust room :D#I've been collecting wanderlust decor for AGES and have a lot of fabric of the same theme in monochromatic colors#so we can tie the two rooms together that way (with awesome throw pillows made by moi)#anyways I have so many goddamn map patterned things it's not even funny#I'll definitely show the space off when I can
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love watching weather science videos but like. why am i 1000x more interested in tornadoes over hurricanes. they're both spinning air
#we wanted to be a stormchaser when we were younger#nowadays we have to worry about our health too much to have such a risky high-stress high reaction time job#been watching nothing but tornado history videos for days it's one of our intermittent special interests#stemming from the weather science workbook we OBSESSED over as a kid#would read that thing cover to cover multiple times a week. i was the kind of autistic who would read the Encyclopedia for fun#i actually had a fave encyclopedia entry as a kid and now i cannot fucking remember it 😭#i also learned what sex was through the encyclopedia 😭😭😭😭 was legit my first exposure to the concept#but like even though we watch A TON of weather videos including tons of stuff about thunderstorms and blizzards#(thunderstorms my fucking beloved. favourite weather pattern ever. cumulonimbus my bestest friend <3)#most of the videos we watch are mostly tornado videos. and hurricane videos feel boring to us#even though hurricanes are wayyy more powerful#tornadoes are still fucking powerful it's just more. concentrated#tornadoes to me feel Targeted like. that's weather that says Fuck YOU in particular actually#especially multivortex tornadoes where you can literally have two houses both in the middle of the storm at once#and still only one of them gets destroyed#or like pictures you can see of demolished houses with their mailbox in the yard simply untouched#i like to watch tornado videos bc they help me. prepare. just in case#our state gets hit with tornadoes pretty frequently though not as much as tornado alley#and i like to know all the information for sheltering and what to do in the event of a collapsed building and such#i have a little survival kit in the bathroom just in case with like basic first aid and a radio and bottled water#bc thats probably the safest room for me to be in since it's not near any external walls and also hiding in the tub is usually good#also in the event you're caught on the road during a tornado#DO NOT UNDER ANY CIRCUMSTANCE shelter under a bridge or overpass#those work basically like straws where as the air gets pushed through it goes MUCH faster and gets dangerous way easier#as far as im aware the best place to be is in a ditch or hole if you absolutely cannot find a shelter in time#if you do not have a car with roll protection then being in your car will probably be worse#NOT AN EXPERT THO pls verify this information on your own if you think it is relevant or necessary i have poor memory and can be stupid#i just know that overpasses are dangerous as hell
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Its 5:13am and i just did about an hour and a half of research on different types of cyanide poisoning, lethal doses, time course, recorded uses on humans, and symptoms. Because i want to accurately write a fanfic that 0% of people are going to fact check <3
#the Google man looking at my search history: what the fuck. this guy is definitely going to kill someone#me writing an ace attorney fanfic: wheeee :3#not my fault phoenix ate a bottle with at least a few drops of (most likely) liquid hydrogen cyanide. they expect me to NOT write abt it?#and i think the case would have been MUCH more interesting if the vial actually poisoned him and it proved Dahlia guilty#like he lives ofc. but also bratfeen where phoenix is in the hospital with fucking cyanide poisoning. i need to write it. listen.#a.txt#ace attorney#< bc of my tags#also re: the poison bottle‚ even without drops of poison still intact‚ the glass itself is a dose of poison on it's own#due to cyanide residue‚ that glass is now extremely toxic. so even without hypothetical drops‚ Phoenix would still get cyanide poisoning
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I went to chinatown today and finally managed to find some gochujang sauce
#have a way too hyperspecific meme that is for noone but me#manchester#manchester chinatown#gochujang#food#meme#homemade memes#not me standing at the japan and korea shelf in the middle of the shop holding my bottle of gochujang#silently mouthing japanese words as I try to read stuff and fail to recognise like half the kanji I should rly know by now smh#I did however also manage to find a sewing shop near affleck's which is very good#and bought a bunch of clothes at the a bunch of charity/vintage/thrift shops around there#including cute tops from the women's section that actually fit my flat-ass post top surgery chest and I am HYPE about that#I am still not used to actually going to central for errands#london brain can't compute not just buying everything in your own neighborhood and central not being a bajillion miles away
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#had another night of drinking wine with my bestie and it was so cozy despite both of us being heavily hungovet from lasy night lol#now i'm home tho and have a thirs of a bottle left so i'm just vibing? on my own?#i hate drinking alone bc of old habits and family trauma but now i feel like its okay#drinkinh alonr at 2.30 in the morning... slay#personal
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Heading off to summer school and have to be true to myself and be a nerd and hang these fuckers on my bag
#localgardenweed#the weed is rambling#funny thing is that im going to take world geo#MY HETALIA ASS WAS READY FOR THIS#sad though cause no one i know is also going ESPECIALLY for world geo so like i have to be sad and alone#maybe my hetalia plushies will be a calling card /j#ive also turned Alfred mexican as a mexican myself because i saw his outfit on a salsa bottle and made my parents buy ut just for it#and realized it totally fits him and i made him wear it and my parents have now claimed him aswell#so just image some pushing 60 grandparents claiming this pasty white boy as their own and showing him la balie de los viejitos#i forgot what he’s wearing is called im sorry community my grandparents told me and i already forgot i feel fake i know#i tries putting it on Kiku but his outfit made it harder to slide it on cause obviously thats mot going over his head
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madaleo + 22… pls. ty
ask game
…in a rush of adrenaline.
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Leo was breathing heavy as the song came to an end, spotlight bright on his face. Nothing could be better than being on stage performing his music for people who loved him, with people he loved. The Knights and Double Face joint live had been an interesting proposal and Leo had been shocked that Tsukasa had allowed it, but with Madara at his side, Leo had never felt more alive in the spotlight.
Of course, there was another reason Double Face had wanted to do a joint live with Knights, and they'd go their separate ways after this set, but for the moment Leo wanted to savor everything.
The lights dimmed and the stage began moving down, allowing the stagehands to move set pieces and everyone to prepare a costume change. Leo's hand found Madara's in the dark before the taller man could run off to his other business and Leo used his other hand to reach up and pull Madara in for a kiss. It would mess up his makeup and slow both of them down, but Leo didn't care. For a brief moment it was just the two of them, everything else could wait.
#message in a bottle#anonymous#shay writes#madaleo#wow my brain feels like mush why did 8 hours of yarn detangling make my brain feel like garbage.#sob sob. well i'll leave the other 2 rqs for now... i'll do them tmrw#also in keeping with my goals i ended up writing 300 words for the fantasy au by unrelatable dude.#that was like. 10am? 11am? like right after church which eugh. whatever#anyway i'm gonna go play enstars and try and finish my starries and shared live....#also why are knights and df doing a live together? does it matter if i can make both of them kiss? no#so idk you can make up your own reason it was just an excuse for me to have them both on stage together for this
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Hey y'all remember the dragon age dnd I play with my bf? Well.
I would like to announce that Zevran Arainai just became the 5th talon of Antivan Crows by finally eliminating Ezio. Currently the last ones as certain Emilio went on a rampage.
I also love how Viago or Teia own like.. couple casinos or banks or restaurants or whatever. Meanwhile Zev is there with a maximum of 500 gold pieces and just got a loan of 23 platinium so he can buy a 2room apartment and have some sort of headquaters :-) my boy is so fucking poor help
#he has no little crows either#aave? sure but he aint a crow oh god#alistair and ariana are in fereldan#he's there like Hello I have Power now Ohhhhh and a massive target on my back i see#what kind of mansion am i buying? glad you asked I want that one nice room near the elven aliance#HE OWNS NOTHING OMG#its not like having raven queen as your god helps in this case#but yall he's so cool omg#i was gonna return Valisti's ashes in an empty bottle of brandy but decided not to#that was almost too offensive
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