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#i hate my physical appearance so fucking much#and not just in a emo teenager way#i deeply fucking loathe everything about my body and i don’t think anything i could ever do would change that#why the fuck do i have to exist in this ugly fat disgusting body#it’s truly brought me nothing but pain#it’s just been a hard couple weeks#i literally cannot even look at pictures of me#because that would fucking shatter the last bits of self esteem i have left#just the fucking reality of what i look like#what the fuck is wrong with me
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danmarch 🐉💎
#honkai star rail#dan heng#march 7th#danmarch#fanart#hsr#what else do i tag. i have no idea#anyway. im breaking my VERY LONG oc art streak to post my one(1) contribution to star rail#i care them very much#ive been playing this game so religiously and they have not left my team#tragic past(emo) vs tragic past(girly pop)#theres NO WAY with marchs very teenage girl mind that she does not have a crush on the hot cool mysterious yet caring dragon guy#who stays in the room right next to her#and the fact that he teases her so much........#the whole ass belabog quest he throws in little harmless march roasts every so often#he fucking CARE her#i bets shes like a filipino mom with that camera. every oppertunity (picture!!!!)#and dan heng gets dragged into it#he is honing his photography skills against his will#any nice place? shes like (lemme pose can you get a photo of me?)#dan heng just sighs#they bond over silently judging stelle rummaging through the garbage#cast each other that best friend glance as half her body is sticking out of a trash bin#i like to think you see them hanging out on the train together#with dan heng reading some obscure 8th century book on civilization pattern and development#and march is humming and putting stickers and aesthetic shit in her scrapbook#taping a piece of antimatter legion loot in the middle of a page#and with bubbly handwriting (we beat some bad guys today!!! <333 so fun!!)
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my pretty princess x
#girlhood#female hysteria#girlblogging#girlblogger#i’m just a girl#it is what it is#hell is a teenage girl#my chemical romance#emo girl#frank iero#gerard way#music#mikey way#mcr5
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thinking about love in danger days
this is part of my conspiracy theory that that album is aroallo, but i've always gotten the sense that romance and romantic attatchment is much less important to danger days than any other mcr record. with bullets&revenge it's quite obvious as the demolition lovers take up like, everything, and the black parade has a heavy focus on a romantic relationship as well.
while i do think there are lines in it that are romantically coded, there is a definitive lack of emphasis on it- like it's nowhere in the plot at all.
i do think danger days represents a very familial type of love though. while other albums visit a sense of "i want you, i need you, i miss you, i hate you,", this is more like…"i love you, i want to protect you, i'm sorry"
i find this especially strongly in s/c/a/r/e/c/r/o/w:
"Nevermind about the shape i'm in, I'll keep you safe tonight"
"love, love, love won't stop this bomb"
"run, run, bunny, run"
and other songs:
"i'll find you when the sun goes black"
"just save yourself and i'll hold them back tonight"
"how long until we find our way in the dark and out of harm"
relevant things i can't cover with just quotes are planetary go, oft-theorized to be about party poison and kobra kid, as brothers, leaving battery city together; sing, about the killjoys' last message to the girl while saving her; goodnite dr. death, phrased as him saying goodnight to children; and summertime, which i can't discern the meaning of but seems more like a family type of love.
i think it makes sense that danger days is like this, seeing as it features main characters that take care of a child main character as opposed to main characters that love other main characters of the same age/ability.
another thing i noticed while re-listening to the more sentimental songs for this essay is that there's just a distinctly different vibe to it. So much of it is focused around wanting to protect people, keep them safe and out of danger (<- ha that's the name of the album) and loved. i think this also makes sense, because the killjoys live a very, well, dangerous life without much security, and they'd want to provide what they lack the most. another semi-related thing i noticed is just how much of an emphasis there is on childhood in this album. i feel like there's a vibe of youth or teen-hood throughout the earlier ones, but this is just VERY strongly about kids. again this makes sense cause not only are the killjoys teenagers (a type of kid!) they also have a proper little kid to watch.
also, i wonder how much of this stuff was due to gerard becoming a parent. just something to think about
#mcr#my chemical romance#danger days#ddttlotfk#danger days: the true lives of the fabulous killjoys#barely on topic but i hate how everyone always brings up the different greek words for love whenever they talk about different kinds of lov#I DONT CARE ABOUT EROS AND PHILIOS OR WHATEVER!! its actually okay to use adjectives to describe nouns. its okay. you dont need to use more#at any rate im not USING the damn greek love paradigm i see no reason to be chained to its definitions#ppl will be like errhmmm (nerd emoji) (pointing emoji) did you know that the greeks actually had different words for brotherly godly and ro#erhm yes i did know that.#sometimes i feel like danger days feels more energetic and youthful. less serious than the more emo other albums even though i acknowledge#but in some ways i also think it's a lot more mature#like the black parade is a serious mature story but it feels very young adult/teenager vibes. danger days is so strange because it feels si#i guess that makes sense cause the killjoys are teenagers (apparently) but also sort of parents of the girl#i think they have similar conclusions of acceptance and letting go#they just feel so distinctly different#i feel like this is kinda incoherent but i dont care about the thesis enough to edit it#okay since i wrote that tag i have since edited this the autism won#i have to resist the urge to say “stick that in your skillet and let it simmer” (the thing that stoner otter says in acnh) every time i say#i was writing in my notebook earlier and dropped a metaphorical bomb about the black parade and then i feel like i didnt have anything to s#it was so hard not to write that there😭😭
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baylan skoll (from ahsoka) over time, inspired by the realization that he's the same age as baby yoda
(+ designs for his first padawan + commander)
#not silm#tcw#the clone wars#ahsoka show#baylan skoll#(the age 8 outfit is a Space Star Wars shirt)#he still dresses like he's going off to fight the mandalorian jedi war at the age of 60#obviously his teenage fashion sense was a bit... interesting#his poor master: 'baylan i get you like to dress like that but we're on a diplomatic visit to the queen of alderaan'#'yes Padawan Skoll the skull pendant is funny but the trade federation probably won't get the joke please just leave it at home'#he stops wearing the skull pins when people start thinking it's a Sith Thing and not a pun#though one perk of being sith-adjacent is that it doesn't raise any eyebrows wearing all black armor and leather to a political meeting#and yes grogu is absolutely judging him#i'm sure there's a commander skull somewhere#and no way whoever did the batallion assigments could have passed up that opportunity#as you can see his style evolved from weird emo-ish teenager -> old republic goth teenager -> Respectable Jedi -> old republic goth 60yr ol
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emo scotsman pls
His emo phase arrived years ago after it stopped being popular
Beard
#thomas and friends#ttte flying scotsman#Scotty was just a sunshine but life made him this way#after being saved on a museum for years he didn't return to be the same#the rest of the gresleys that are still functional don't see the difference#he went from happy puppy to awkward teenager to gay emo cousin vibes#just realized I made his hair to only look good on 3/4 perspective
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Virgil is ‘not like the other sides’ and Logan is so tired.
#logan sanders#virgil sanders#sander sides#ts logan#ts virgil#sasi#thomas sanders#incorrect quotes#anais draws#i love virgil but in my own special secret way (it is not that unique i am just dramatic)#like he is so angsty and dramatic and dumb#he is silly and angry and a brooding teenage loser i am attached to#dumb emo beloved
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past mejo would be thrilled to learn i officially know how to cut and dye my hair exactly how the fuck i want it to look <3
#rant#teenage mejo would be beyond thrilled to learn i finally look the way i imagined sksksks#i tried to do blue hair like 4 times in high school and it never turned out quite right#this time it did babyyy#also the first time ive successfully given myself that layered emo haircut ive loved since age12#i remember 3 times at salons i got a mullet instead of this cut (now called the wolfcut sksk) because i was going cheap#and the salonists that were cheap could not do layers well :/#i do feel peculiar though? in that this color is permanent as fuck#im not used to permanent things lol. i feel like its like: okay so u like me? u like this look? congrats it will LAST fucker#but im not used to that... so im like wow. it'll really last? im just supposed to NOT fuck with my hair for months? absolutely WILD#if u are the kind of person who messes with ur hair. u might as well just keep doing it. ur only gonna learn how to do it the way u like by#trying many times#maybe next year i'll go green
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literally still thinking abt the liveshow. like that will be burned into my memory but also im SO SAD bc i think bc of technical difficulties this show isn't actually being uploaded to the paetron BUT IT WAS GENUINELY SO FUCKING GOOD. Like the dads as teens interacting with the s2 teens ??????? the dads as babies ???????? GENUINELY? I WISH I COULD BEAM MY MEMORY OF THIS SHOW INTO ALL UR BRAINS i need more ppl to know of its existence so i can scream about it. Also never fucking recovering from emo teenager henry actually
#dndads#cal rambles#like there was genuinely so much#so much stuff that I KNOW the tumblr part of the fandom would absolutely lose their shit over#IM SO SAD THAT IM NOT GONNA SEE THAT HAPPEN#WHILE SIMULTANEOUSLY BEINF SO ECTASTIC THAT I GOT TO WITNESS IT#normal stabbed tilt in the heart with an arrow btw she kept trying to call his bluff and he got increasingly more unhinged#I CANT EVEN DESCRIBE EVERYTING THAT HAPPENED ACTUALLY SORRY IM JUSY STILL REALING FROM NORM STILL BEING SO MISERABLE AND UNHINGED#DESPITE THIS BEING PRE-S2 CANON#anyways genuinely if anyone has ANY QUESTIONS AT ALL abt it I WILL ANSWER!!!!!!!!!#rolling on ghe fucking ground i cant cover everything#not over glenn telling taylor he's perfect just the way he is ans to never change#not over henry telling normal to be his best self and GIVING NORMAL THE PG FIRST DRAWING OF TEENIE THEREBY INSPIRING NORMAL TO BE TEENIE#not over Scary instantly having a crush on emo teen Henry#not over Link saying PEACE OUT FUCKERS and leaving them all behind in what is essentially dimensional prison#not over the teenage Henry writing poetry abt Daryl and wanting to ask him out#TBH I HAVENT TALKED MUCH ABT IT BUT THE FIRST HALF WHERE THEY WERE BABIES? THAT WAS FUCKING TOP NOTCH TOO#anyways. i need to calm down and go the fuck to sleep
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honestly have many thougjts about sabo and sabosan but im embarrassed to ever speak of em
#i may not show it but ive been thinking about sabo 24/7 lately#he wont leave help#tin talks#like. the brainworms are so bad#why am i thinking about emo boy sabo lgnwlcjw#scene luffy would go so hard btw idc#but emo sabo???:? im going to die#also i do consider myself emo but shfjhshshhhshh#im so.#i will never be normal#i need to stop having thoughts what am i Thinking#im not even cooking the house already burnt down#and im not talking abt 'ugh it's not a phase!!!' just. he happens to be that way idk#LIKE. im more talking about the looks and not the stereotypical emo teenager#rlly just Everythings the same but sabo is living the emo lifestyle#help me god#just bc i can do what i want doesnt mean i should
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midwest photography
#average drive on my way home from work#girlhood#hell is a teenage girl#i’m just a girl#lila rambles#midwest#southern gothic#midwest emo#grunge
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rip Magnus Carter you would have loved causing problems for the general public and also not having mad cow syndrome
#i heart that funky bisexual boy#fun fact he's a spiderman oc that got into some complications with cannibalism and morbius. those two things are unrelated i just wanted to#clarify. hes not a good guy lmao#imagine if spiderman wasn't really spiderman but he was some random ginger teenager living in the sewers 'communicating to the spiders' who#he feeds by dragging helpless strangers into the sewers and letting the spiders eat them ! so basically spiderman already kind of exists#in his universe but he's like. a weird freaky villain guy varient of them somehow? I couldn't think of any weird spide rvillain names so he#is just kind of known as The Spider or The Spider King but I'm also a big nerd for greek myths so I kinda wanna make him be known as Arachn#anyways the way that he's technically kind of like spiderman is because he was bit by these weird carnivorous sentient spiders that were#experimented on by some big company probably oscorp and they tried to eat him but when they bit him he got the silly powers and so they wer#like 'ooooh! he is the one we follow! please feed us human flesh little human boy!' and so he listened to them because the poison that gave#him the powers in the first place was already incredibly corrosive so it very much made him a lot more physically ill than he already was#but the spiders were like 'noooo what we have no idea whats going on just take some more of our acidic blood so you can be all powerful !'#even though that was killing him anyways eventually skipping over a lot of stuff i dont have time to yap about he figured out that he could#control the spiders kind of in a way? idk i made this when I was an emo middle schooler ignore this if it's cringe but anyways spiderman#kind of started realizing what was going on so he ended up kinda having to fight that guy and he ended up killing his Gwen Stacy and since#this spiderman doesn't have a no kill rule he kinda killed him :p theres more lore for him but that's just his universe's magnus#carter lore anyways sorry for infodumping I got excited and silly cause I haven't gotten to yap about him in so long#I really like it when villains are genuinely horror novel level disturbing if that makes sense for why he's so fucked up and weird#oh also the morbius thing is for a different version of him ! I may yap about that version of him at a future date
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Genuinely, why did so many people stop watching BNHA when it started getting good.
It's as if when BNHA finally started digging into their core themes of caring for the oppressed and "broken" did people start to not like it anymore. Its as if when diving into the serious flaws and tears in their society and ideals did people start to think it "fell off" for the mainstream audience.
When the story became more than kids wanting to be heroes, wanting to be stronger- but about something much greater, bigger, and scarier, did people think it got "worse"- or no longer a story they want to engage with.
What does this say about the anime/manga community? You tell me.
I leave more thoughts in the tags, in case you're interested
#I legitimately believe that ppl started to stop watching bnha#when it started putting in the center#just how much they fucked over these ppl. the heroes and villains.#and why they became that way#and how Deku gets all “emo” and shit#its not being emo its being self-sacrificial and suicidal#and also how nearly EVERYONE misunderstood Ochako.#how ppl think its Ridiculous that Shoto wants to save his family#and even heals with his FATHER. his ABUSER.#when the “oh so evil villains” are given so much HUMANITY#when HEROES arent perfect shining idols#people were just not comfortable with that#so they stopped watching#bcus hey it was just supposed to be abt teenagers getting stronger and saving people#i swear to the heavens above#i genuinely dont trust ppl who think bnha “fell off” anymore#you just...really dont understand the text thats Right There#sigh.#and again this series is FAR from perfect. it has FLAWS#but it is also compelling and unconventional okay.#evelynprtext#bnha#mha#boku no hero academia#my hero academia#deku#izuku midoriya#ochako uraraka#uravity
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yknow what bugs me is when ppls criticism of YA media boils down to them just not knowing how teenage crushes work
#'bella being depressed because edward wasnt at school is unhealthy obsession' no that's called having a crush#'him asking her out by them hearing a rumor saying theyre dating and bella going 'what should i say' +him responding 'well i guess you could#tell them yes. yknow just because its easier' is lame and boring' are you kidding me i ate that shit up at that age#when two shy awkward people flirt thats how you end up in a relationship is you both kind of just sidle your way up to it#and i dont even feel like that one contributes to like 'things abt him that arent necessarily red flags on their own but as a whole point to#bad things' like. from what i gathered feom the movie bella did not seem like the type to like some big first move#like. shes an emo bruh girl. if it wasnt some sort of edgy teenage heartthrob performance then shed just brush him off like#every other Conventionally Attractive Dude™ falling all over her#ppl keep acting like her not going for every other dude who wants her is a character flaw or bad writing but. like#literally just have you ever met a depressed teenage girl.#shes Not Like Other Girls™ and finds regular guys who express emotions in regular ways boring#her wanting him over every other bland boring safe guy she could have in an instant isnt a plot hole‚ its characterization#also i disagree with the vibe that she's just a blank slate like. as someone who was a depressed teenage girl#she didn't come across as blank to me#she came across as. depressed and emo and trying so very hard to look cool and mysterious at all times and had#spent her life up to that point praying to find out magic was real and could whisk her away into a life of adventure and romance and drama#you look me in the eyes and tell me that girl didn't spend middle school chewing through every book she could get her hands on#as fast as possible.#idk#origibberish
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What’s your favorite movement from Gustav Holst’s The Planets and why is it Jupiter?
STOPODSNFJBDSFHJBDSFJHB
well of course it's jupiter. seeing as jupiter is one of the best compositions in all of history as it truly makes you, the listener, believe in peace and joy on planet earth. and also i am very jolly 😇
no joke jupiter means so much to me i'm planning to get a tattoo that represents how i feel about it (+ mini ode to 2001 a space odyssey movie) which is this beautiful infared scan of jupiter from nasa. look at her <3
#asks#jupiter used to save me regularly in my teenage years. band kid type of emo music for real#i also think venus deserves some love ... venus makes me want to throw up and cry too 🫶#i really do want that tattoo. been planning on it for like 2 years.#i just am way too picky and haven't found an artist i want to do it yet nor coughed up the cash for it
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its so important to me that william is a jealous petty little bitch. its so important to me that hes an absolute shithead about it. you go girl be so toxic<3
#im allowed to say this because i was like this#literally “youre the most jealous man i know” “YOU KNOW OTHER MEN???”#no but fr. i like that hes shitty and jealous and petty and mean about it. i really really like that#william wisp is like if danny phantom was me in middle school and i will stand by this fact until i am proven wrong or i die#whichever comes first#i cant put it into words much but. representation for the jealousy bitches without completely villifying them immediately <3#is it cool to do? no. is it mean? yeah absolutely. does it hurt other people? sometimes!!!#but also sometimes youre a teenager whos been hurt by the world in more ways than you can count#and the one person whos had your back through a lot of it is now#spending all their attention on other people and treating you like youre invisible (<< a particularly harsh jab for this specific case)#you thought what you had was special but it was never really *dating* was it?#so technically theyre not doing anything wrong but that doesnt make the knife in your heart hurt any less !!!!!!!!#sorry im having ghostknife emotions tonihht i just finished episode 5 its so important to me that william is petty and shitty and jealous#reaction time#i BETTER see some fics out there with this.#you people are not allowed to sand him down to be the sad quiet emo softboy.#which he is but like hes more complex than that. let him be shitty and mean.
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