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Bad faith? Have you read what you wrote?
Let's take a look at your new example of "50-person art collaboration that will only be affordable to middle class kids with middle class disposable income." None of these things make these kinds of zines "a new and alien graft on an old medium" because none of these things push it out of the "self published magazine" category. It is not "alien" from zines of old because creators can use new technologies and tools to do it, or because there are so many people who want to participate that you have to curate the selection. If Kirk/Spock shippers of the 60s had the means and methods to make bigger, shinier, collaborative zines, some of them probably would have because the spirit is in publishing something yourself with whatever tools are available. We have more tools now, so we have more kinds of zines.
It is is perfectly possible to make a post promoting and discussing more accessible forms of zine-making without also insinuating that other methods are some kind of perversion of the true, pure form. You could also discuss how fairs, festivals, conventions and online spaces force very different zine forms into a shared context where one is devalued over the other. But if you try to start this conversation about these differences and changes in zine format and culture by boldy stating that the new forms aren't actually zines or by claiming people who participate in other forms of zine making "exploit the connotations of amateur, punk production values" of a practice they have equal claim to, you will get people arguing with you about semantics because that's a load of shit.
Zines are not defined by production value, and fanzines cannot "exploit" the name of traditions they are directly carrying on. The examples you posted yourself prove this. They show that there is no "foundational meaning" of the form that you're claiming to preserve because zines are a FORM they are not defined by content any more than any other forms are. And the examples you added are all ancestors of all the shiny, submission based, kickstarter backed projects you hate whether you like it or not.
Hey, If this post reached only 5 people I wouldn't give a shit about your bizarre take, but I don't want people's introduction to zines and zinemaking (which your post now is for some) to give them the false idea that people who make 8-pagers are making the good, pure zines and people who contribute to or organize or buy the more elaborate projects are masquerading as zine makers when they're basically just cousins.
the whole point of a zine is that it's cheap to produce, amateur and homemade. if you're being asked to apply to participate in a print project, it is not a zine. if the final product is being printed and bound professionally, it is not a zine. if you are being asked to enter into any kind of licensing agreement more complex than "my work can be reproduced as part of this publication" it is not a zine. nine times put of ten if the final product costs more than $5 you have left zine country. im so serious about this.
#sometimes you have to actually think through what you write before posting it because if you jsut throw out the boldest hottest takes#that come out of your brain you will inevitably write something down that itself needs endless defending and thus derail#the real conversation you wanted to have#is it bad faith or are you just a bad writer?
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brb. currently screaming at the DETAILS of gelboys ep 1
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I'll leave the raving about Boss and his team's meticulous craftsmanship toĀ u/ThoughtsAllDayĀ and others, but man, there's so much detail packed in here, I had to take notes. Which wasn't easy while watching on iQiyi without VIP, as each time you inadvertently scroll back past an ad insertion point it forces you to sit through another minute of unskippable ads that just ended five seconds ago. Anyway, some thoughts:
The biggest question I had from the series reveal was whether it's going to be one of those works that could generate endless discussions of "Is this a BL?" And so far it sure looks like one of those works. This first episode is the sliciest a slice-of-life teen drama could conceivably be. Or maybe it just feels that way because it's so different, due to the fact that...
The entire series being shot on iPhone (though they just say "phone" because Apple isn't paying them) gives the whole thing such an indie guerrilla film vibe, which is interesting to say the least. The unrestrained depth of field, the sound design picking up on every little jingling of the charms and chains the boys have on their bags, result in this raw, artsy feel that is almost jarring compared to conventional production values.
The open environment alone sounds like a continuity nightmare, though not having paid much attention to the people and cars in the background, I didn't noticed anything egregious.
The opening toilet shot was... a choice.
The song Fourmod's mother plays in the beginning isĀ ą¹ąøą¹ąøąø”ąøµąøąø±ąøąø«ąø²Ā (Dek Mi Panha) by, of course, Four-Mod. It's one of the biggest early hits from the Kamikaze teen-oriented record label. Faye Fang Kaew is another of the label's first groups. You can tell their mother is a huge fan. (By the way, the iQiyi subtitles spelling Fourmod's name after his Instagram handle is really annoying. Hope they drop it soon.)
Fourmod said "this term" when asking to take the BTS, so it's probably the start of the second semester, i.e. November. Senanikhom Station opened in December 2019, while the entire northern extension opened in December 2020. Either Fourmod was referring to starting his P.6 and M.1 years after the station and line opened respectively, or the series is set in 2023.
I laughed at how they needed a disclaimer warning not to run up the escalators and to hold the handrail - clearly mandated by BTS the series sponsor. If you're wondering about the sponsorship, by the way, it probably just involved them making special arrangements for location access and not any cash - this was the case for the 2009 movieĀ Bangkok Traffic (Love) Story, which revolved almost entirely around the BTS. Here, the lack of crowds during the morning rush hour points to most of the people probably being hired extras.
The BTS got plenty of indirect advertising in exchange, of course. Fourmod buying the monthly pass seemed almost forced at first, but was soon leveraged to explain why he didn't know how to tap out of the system, since he'd presumably only used single tickets before. (Like Thoughts said, the attention to detail is incredible, with things like these that you have to zoom in to even notice.)
The depictions of locations are so super specific to reality, almost as if this were a documentary. The school is fictional, of course, but it's slotted into the exact location of Watpathumwanaram School in real life, and everything around it, including the path of the students' commute, is real. Don't know why they'd take a tuk-tuk instead of walking 400 metres to Siam Square, though, as the traffic is totally impossible.
I have no idea how much creative liberty they're taking with the school's flexibility with body accessories, electronics, and transgender students. I'm sure the creators based it on what's possible at some actual schools nowadays, but I can't tell how realistic it is for the setting at all. Very much appreciate the variability in theĀ lengths of the students' shortsĀ as a reflection of their personality, though, as it's rarely seen on screen anymore.
I raised an eyebrow at Fourmod asking for extra MSG in his fruit dip. (The subtitles mistranslate it as "chili salt".) Didn't even know it was a thing - usually it's just sugar, salt, and chilli - but apparently recipes that also add MSG aren't uncommon.
I'm about curious about the passage of time. Their painted nails almost growing out suggests probably two months passing during each of the time jumps, but that would be almost the entire school term already.
It's funny to imagine how they got Yuedpao as a main sponsor. Their shop is actually opposite Kantima Salon, one wonders whether it's a coincidence or they found the location first, then got the sponsorship later.
The Kluay Kluay banana dessert shop was clearly included to keep older viewers connected - it's probably the only Siam Square location in the entire episode that's recognizable to someone who knew the place from the 2000s. Heck, the neighbourhood has changed so much recently, few of the scene locations would have looked like shown even five years ago.
Which brings me to my final point and main impression from the episode: Everything in it feels so deliberate in its depiction of today's youth culture. Which is of course what the creators set out to do. But the thing is, I (and probably most Millennial and older viewers) can't quite tell how accurate it is. I trust that the team did their research well, and on the whole it feels real enough, but the script's particular references, slang and vernacular might as well be a foreign language. It feels rather eerily uncanny how changed some things have become in the space of a generation, and yet how familiar some things remain.
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Back on my Feminizing The Blorbo bandwagon.
Hob's a drag queen, he does some numbers at the local tavern every few Saturdays. Dream's always in the audience, not just for his husband but for the love of the general art of drag. And because he likes to see how fast he can take everything off Hob.
One day, Dream agrees for Hob to put him into drag himself. While he loves looking at the art, he has exactly zero makeup skills beyond smudging eyeliner and not enough commitment to ever buy any clothes for himself.
Hob puts him in a more sensual look, with darker makeup but done in a way to make him look more feminine. Dream stops talking about halfway through the face makeup. Right around when Hob says "you'll make for such a pretty girl" as he figures out where to put a product. Not out of the ordinary, whatever. He isn't always talkative. Hob puts him into the dress, a small, tight, black dress, and probably some fishnets too. And many layers of necklaces.
Dream is brought to the mirror with a happy "What do you think?" From Hob. But Dream just stares. Then lets out a few broken sounds intended to be a response.
Hob laughs. He doesn't need Dream to tell him how he feels.
"You're way more into it than I thought you'd be, love."
And Dream just helplessly nods as he tries to avoid biting his lip to keep from messing up the lipstick.
Cue Dream getting sucked off basically immediately against the wall with the skirt of the dress hiked up around his waist. Hob maneuvers his underwear so his dick can be out without taking off the fishnets too, just for added effect.
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I love the idea of these two doing drag <33 I just know that Hob would have the filthiest, most deranged act. He's completely gorgeous and his jokes are so dirty, even Dream is sometimes a little bit shocked.
Dream, though? Dream is a lady. Decked out in a slinky black dress, complete with pearls and bright scarlet lipstick, Dream looks like something out of old Hollywood. "Such a pretty girl", Hob remarks, helping Dream into a pair of platform heels. He kisses all the way from Dreamās ankle to the crease of his thigh. He cups Dreamās arse under the layers of his gown while Dream simply whimpers and grips his hand desperately in Hobās hair. He keeps whispering little phrases about how Dream is such a lovely girl, a proper princess, a little jewel. He talks about how he'll fuck Dream so hard later that he'll sweat and cry his makeup right off his face.
Dreamās legs are shaking so badly he can barely stand, but he does manage to let Hob take a few pictures before they fall helplessly into bed. And next time he gets all dolled up, Dream even makes a brief cameo in Hobās drag set - of course, the audience are very appreciative! But no one is quite as appreciative as Hob...!
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HELLO POOOKIE
Can i ask for hyun-ju with a partner who loves to buy her things? Like dresses, makeup, perfumes, you name it ;3
thank you šš
Hiiii!! thank you so much for such a sweet request! šš«¶
Summary: Your gf is broken so you buy her everything she wants (and more).
Warnings: Just fluff, no use of y/n, g/n reader.
author's note: English is not my first language so, sorry if there's any mistakeš Hope you enjoy it!!
Hyun-ju x g/n reader!
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Hyun-ju was never the kind of person who would spend a lot of money on herself, as she already spends a lot of her money on her transition, so she wouldn't give herself the gifts she would like.
You knew about that since you met, when you both went shopping you noticed how she admired the cute dresses placed on the mannequins.
Anytime you asked her if she liked it, she would always answer with a simple "it's cute" and look away, too ashamed with herself for not being able to buy it.
"Are you sure you don't want it? It'd look amazing on you" You said while looking at the tight black dress in front of her.
"I don't know my lov-" She started, but you cut her off. "Try it on at least? I'll pay for it" You said excitedly, at first she denied it, but you, being so insistent, finally gave in.
You knew about her economical situation so you offered to buy her the stuff she wanted so much, but she always denied. She didn't like the thought of you spending too much money on her.
One time you both were shopping at Sephora, because you really needed to buy some products. As you were looking around the shop trying to find them, out of the corner of your eye you saw Hyun-ju in the perfume section, spraying her wrist with a perfume bottle to smell them one by one.
"Any that you like?" You asked her, while hugging her by from behind, wrapping your arms around her waist.
"This one actually smells amazing, but it's way too expensive, maybe I'll come next month when I get paid". She said, putting the perfume back in it's place.
Some minutes later, when Hyun-ju was distracted, you picked it up and put it in your bag to pay for it later and give it to her when you got home.
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"I have a little gift for you" You said while handing her the little box with a golden print. Her eyes widened as she opened the present.
"Honey, you didn't have to" She started
"Shhh it's okay, a little gift (40$š) won't hurt"
I have the feeling that she would LOVE makeup, but like she would be obsessed with it, loving how she looks when she wears this thin black eyeliner (she'd be SO good at it btw) but of course, almost all of the good quality makeup brands cost like an eyeball, so she would have the most basic stuff. But you love her and want to see her happy, so ofc you would buy her anything she laid her eyes on.
"Darling, don't you think you already bought me enough stuff?" She asked while you picked a Rare Beauty lipgloss and two different blushes.
"You'll pay me when we get back home" You teased while letting a soft peak on her lips.
At the end of those little dates, you would be carrying thousands of bags filled with just gifts for your dear girlfriend.
When the two of you get back to your shared apartment, you would make her try all the cute dresses, skirts and crop tops you bought her.
"You look gorgeous my love" You said while admiring your girlfriend, who was looking at herself in the mirror with a little cute smirk on her face.
Of course she would thank you with a little make out session.
"Thank you for everything baby, I loved it" She muttered as she gently pressed her lips against yours.
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a/n: It's 1 am and I'm so so so tired but I can't sleep š
Anyway, I hope you guys liked it!!!
Requests for Hyun-ju are always openš«¶
#cho hyunju x reader#hyun ju x reader#player 120 x reader#cho hyun ju#hyunju#player 120#squidgame x reader#squid game#hyun ju squid game
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I've seen your tweet which criticizes the worldbuilding in Helluva Boss and how the Goetias feel like "Hollywood with royal titles" rather than true aristocracy, and I would like you to elaborate on that, if that's OK.
Thank you so much for this ask as I never got to expand on this point at the time. For those not in the know, the user is referencing this exchange on Twitter.
As much as the elites of our world would like to disperse the truth, the reality is that all societies are constructed around power. Who has power, how and why. That is the fundamental basis of every social dynamic from children on a playground to the politicians in our governments. So the very first thing we should even approach in regards to the narrative is how does power work in this universe?
So when I responded to Elcee in the tweet being referenced, I am evaluating power and power structures. Mainly there are two wholly different constructs of power between something like the aristocracy and celebrities.
The closest thing to an aristocracy we have in our modern day are the financial oligarchs of Capitalism. Elon Musk, Jeff Bezos, Bill Gates, etc. They have control everything from how our political parties engage with us to how we think based on the wealth they were born into. They curate our lives behind the scenes in ways that sound worthy of a tinfoil hat, but isn't a conspiracy. The wealthy were threatened in the 1970s by an educated proletariate. In response to our questioning the Vietnam war, the higher education that was once free or at least extremely affordable suddenly became prohibitively expensive.
So much so that only the financial aristocracy could access it. Whereas working class individuals are forced to jump through hoops and prove themselves suitably subservient to the existing power of the oligarchy in the form of scholarship applications, teacher recommendations and application letters before being granted access. This is not a mistake or how it's always been, this is by design.
Meanwhile, Celebrities are not elites. While we think of celebrities as being overpaid and living in luxury, it only takes a glance over at Chappell Roan to see the difference. When Jeff Bezos or Elon Musk or any large corporate CEO walks the red carpet, they are treated as royalty. When celebrities walk the red carpet, they are commodities.
Celebrity is the modern day face of the American Dream. Gone are the days of a single family home and a white picket fence. The boom of content over art, luxury over practicality, and excess over comfort is directly the result of selling to the world the idea of capitalistic success, which just amounts to perpetuating the system of turning humans into money. And for as much money as these celebrities make, it has been proven over and over again that they are just as susceptible to poverty as any other working class individual.
Celebrities are products we buy, and when we stop buying them, they vanish.
Meanwhile the aristocracy, the financial oligarchy, thrives in obscurity.
The difference in power is about who still has it when we no longer see them. And the more invisible and pervasive it is, the more real it is. However one as an individual thinks about the celebrity class, they are simple a different type of specialized tool to the true power behind the scenes.
With that differential in mind, the Goetia function more like celebrities rather than CEOs, and while Elcee fails to see the bigger picture, that subliminally tells the audience that someone with the title of prince, with armies sworn to his allegiance and infinite cosmic power, is no different than a working class joe.
This isn't intentional propaganda, however. It's not her trying to further the agendas of Jeff Bezos intentionally. Just like my other post covering how Medrano tries to excuse cheating, not realizing the only time one can argue such a blanket concept of forgiveness for such a betrayal can only happen when the option of choice is non-existent (ie Divorce is not on the table for reasons outside of the charactersā choices), this is the danger of not engaging with media with your mind turned on. You will innately, no matter how careful someone tries to be, engage with the material through the eyes of the creator.
Celebrities and average people are the same: commodities in the face of real power. But Medrano cannot tell the difference between someone like Elon Musk and his employees. She sees the aristocracy, the ones who were born into a legacy of wealth, as āhardworking average folksā. And if you aren't thinking, you might find yourself implicitly believing that too. Deeper entrenching the power they have over you as an individual and society as a whole.
How we got to where we are in our real lives is mirrored in the media we consume. And that isn't an accident.
#ask and answer#power structures#helluva boss critique#helluva boss criticism#helluva boss critical#vivziepop critical#vivziepop critique#vivziepop criticism#elcee is such a tool
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Goddammit I have things to say about Arcane again. I've said it before and I'll say it again: I have never been this obsessed with a show that pissed me off so much. Fucking hell.
Longish critical post under the cut.
Husband and I are re-watching Arcane from the beginning, specifically so we can do some critical analysis and frame-by-framing. This watch, I'm really fixated on the way Vi is reintroduced after being in prison, because it does not make any goddamn sense.
If Stillwater is primarily full of Zaunites working for Silco, and Vi is constantly fighting with them, but she's also constantly being tortured by the enforcers...who the fuck is watching her back? How is she alive? Yes, she has a solitary cell, but we see her let out into the common areas. If she has that many enemies in Stillwater, how has she survived this long? The answer seems to be "plot armor," and that's...not a good answer.
If she has literally zero allies in prison, and she is hated by both the inmates and the guards, she'd be dead. Even if we're supposed to assume Marcus gave the order to the other enforcers to keep her alive, we know for a fact that the enforcers are still abusing her, so they clearly don't actually give a shit, nor do they stop the other inmates from fighting with her.
Like, I don't care how much of a badass she is, she has to sleep sometimes. She has to eat sometimes. She has to take a piss sometimes. She is clearly in fighting-fit shape, she is clearly healthy enough to immediately start parkouring all over Zaun after release, so who's letting her have access to workout equipment? You don't get or stay that jacked just by punching a wall. How's she getting enough calories? You don't get the good food if everyone in the prison hates you. For all that she makes a joke to Caitlyn about prison food tasting awful, she is clearly not malnourished.
And who the fuck did her tattoos????? They're extensive and fairly high-quality. If someone else did them, who was she on good enough terms with? If she did it herself, who liked her enough to smuggle, sell, or share supplies with her?
It really wouldn't bug me as much if it weren't for the fact that the narrative seems to want me to see her as a forgotten loner who has nobody in her corner until Caitlyn. Fundamentally, that cannot be true, or Vi would have been murdered and dumped in the water long before Cait showed up.
Also, if Silco has that many people in Stillwater, how does he not have his fingers in the prison smuggling operation that clearly exists? I don't buy it. If he owns Marcus' ass that hard, and he's already involved in smuggling, he'd have spies and smugglers in Stillwater, too. I do not believe that Silco has the power and the confidence to casually threaten Marcus by showing up in the man's personal home, but not enough power and confidence to get spies into a prison that's already full of his own allies/underlings.
There are definitely possible answers to some of these questions, and I certainly have my own headcanons, but it really doesn't feel like the writers' room spent a lot of time thinking about the actual social issues and politics that they invoked for aesthetic.
Usually this is where I'd say, "I wonder what the S&P notes looked like, and I wonder how many episodes they got screwed out of, because so much of this could have been fixed with a little more runtime." Sadly, based on the shit that keeps coming out of Christian Linke's mouth, I don't think we can blame the corporate office for this one. If Christian Linke is telling the truth and the show got all the episodes they wanted, my ever-present "TV writers keep getting screwed, so I have to analyze the finished product with the knowledge that the creators likely got fucked over" goodwill completely vanishes.
The problem really seems to be that the show was written by centrists with a fundamentally flawed understanding of class struggle, drug use, the drug trade, and the prison-industrial complex. It's not surprising, but it does disappoint me.
And while I'm thinking about it, why is Shimmer somehow both drinkable and injectable in seemingly the same form???? Drugs can absolutely come in different forms, but we see people drink the exact same type of shimmer that other people inject. You don't drink injectable drugs. Fuck's sake, this is Skooma levels of "the writers just threw every scary-sounding drug in a blender to make Scary Super Drugs without knowing anything about how real-world drugs work."
Also, if the Firelights' big thing is that they hate Silco Because Of Drugs, I really wanna know how the hell Ekko found that many straight-edge anarchists willing to build a secret compound together. Are they against all drugs, or just shimmer? Where's their line?
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Valentine's Day Bingo 2025: Wild Flowers - Lee Dutton x Reader
Tagging: @kmc1989 @yousigned-upforthis @trublu2u @wabi-sabi1090 @bellarkeselection
Prequel piece to:
Wedding Bells - You and Lee tie the knot in secret.
Until Your Dying Day - You make a promise to Lee.
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You wake up to the scent of wild flowers. You find them resting on the pillow beside you when you open your eyes to find Lee absent. You smile at the pretty shades of blue dotted amongst the reds and yellows, your fingers running over the petals as you raise from the sheets.
Itās your wedding today and Lee has handpicked your bouquet from the flowers up at the wild boom. Theyāre bound with brown twine, the tiniest wooden heart threaded through the string, one he carved himself from left over wood.
You carry your bouquet with you down the stairs, your gaze coming to rest on your man as he sits at the table, working through the list the two of you had drawn up yesterday. His brow is furrowed, his fingertips rubbing lightly at his temple as he studies it intently. You know he has everything in hand, Lee, heās meticulous like that, always double checking his work. Itās the product of being John Duttonās son.
āYou look like you are taking this all very seriously.ā You say as you set the bouquet down on the table and slip into his lap. He relaxes back into the chair, his arms wrapping around you as he buries his face into the curve of your throat.
āI just donāt want anything to go wrong.ā He murmurs, his lips ghosting over your pulse point, kissing that sweet spot. āYou know what happens if my father finds out.ā
āWe run away and get married out of state?ā You tease, your fingers threading through his hair. āLive Ā the rest of our lives as jazz musicians in New Orleans?ā
New Orleans, another place heĀ hasnāt visited. Heās barely been out of the state since that year he disappeared from the Yellowstone because his father likes to keep him on a short leash. He isnāt sure if itās a punishment or out of the genuine fear that heāll abscond again.
āWill you take me sometime?ā He whispers against your skin. āWill you show me all the things Iāve missed?ā
Itās the yearning in his voice that breaks your heart, the want. You used to talk about all the places youād travel together before you left all those years ago. Youād visited some of them in your time apart but Lee, heās been stuck here in Montana.
āHow about you make a list of all the places you want to go?ā You murmur, your cheek coming to rest on the top of his head. āWeāll go to New Orleans first, find our way from there.ā
āWhat about Hawaii, San Fransico?ā Lee asks you, his head tilting to meet your gaze. āI want to do the Stephen King tour in Maineā¦ā
āWe will do all of that.ā You promise him and you see the hope in his eyes, the prospect of what this new life together can really mean.
Freedom, a chance to experience the world for himself.
You settle yourself back against his chest, his chin coming to rest on your shoulder as you flip over the piece of paper heās been working on. You pick up the pen, scrawling the words āLeeās Awesome Travel Listā at the top before you hand it to him.
āWeāre got some time before we have to get ready for church.ā You say, tapping the piece of paper with your fingertip. āLetās use it to work on that list.ā
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Hey, so I wrote another email to Colourpop about the issue I have with their participation in the appropriation (and bastardization) of Quileute culture by doing a New Moon collection, especially one whose marketing leans into the 'wild' vibes.
Here's the text. Modify as you see fit, but don't copy word-for-word, please. You too can send an email to colourpop here, or you can comment on one of the New Moon posts on their instagram.
(Here's the one I wrote back in January.)
Hello,
I wrote to your company January 19th, and received an email that I would get a response in 3-5 business days, though there may be a bit of a backlog. Given that it has been three weeks, and so fifteen business days, I assume that my email was deemed less urgent than those of customers with missing packages or similar issues.
However, this is a topic I feel quite strongly about. When I look at your collection, which leans so heavily into the 'wild' nature that Meyer emphasized so heavily about the wolf pack, naming shades after things that draw so directly from the Quileute people, a federally recognized tribe, and marketing with 'wolfish' imagery that continues to use a parody of indigenous culture to sell a product, it is concerning.
I understand that your contract with Stephenie Meyer may preclude addressing the issue of what is owed to the Quileute peoples in direct relation to this franchise, but that does not make the damages they have suffered at her hands, if indirectly, any less real. If you are unable to address them in relation to each other, I urge you to state independently, but publicly, that you plan to donate to Move to Higher Ground, or more generally to an indigenous foundation of the PNW if you feel that it would come to close to a contract violation.
Were you a small creator or a lone celebrity, or just sharing a Twilight cosplay someone did with your products, I could dismiss it as a lack of knowledge. You are also not, yourselves, responsible for what Stephenie and her works have done to the people who influenced New Moon and the subsequent books so much. However, by collaborating with the franchise, by spending months on these palettes and glosses and liners, you have voluntarily stepped into the conflict that is between those who are concerned about the real impact of these books, and those who are not. You've had months, even a year, for your people to work on these products, and so I imagine it was impossible for you to have not come across, in your research of fan preferences, the movement of fans who want to see these wrongs righted.
You can continue to look away, but it reflects poorly on your brand, and I am not the only person whose view of your reputation is being tarnished. You have the opportunity to do a great good, for the sake of people who have been, and continue to be, harmed by the actions of Stephenie Meyer and her franchise. In engaging with this collaboration, you are now party to that harm.
I want to buy the New Moon eyeshadow palette. I really do. But until you make a public statement on this subject, I cannot.
Thank you for your time.
#twilight#new moon#move to higher ground#quileute move to higher ground#twilight new moon#colour pop#colourpop#phoenix talks
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being poor is literally so miserable
#i hate this so much i hope one day there is enough money for me to actually do something go somewhere buy something i want#and my bday is coming up and i have literally $0. i wish there was anything beyond just enough to pay rent (barely) and eat (sometimes)#idk im just bitching i guess but like holy fuck im so stressed 100% if the time and just wish i had room for a tiny bit of retail therapy#things should turn around soon i hope but then again it seems like money just evaporates no matter how much math i do#idk im just a leech anyways so i have no claim to any of it#and obviously when people are in the same situation as me their first thought isnt to give it away as a gift to someone else its to get#somerhing for themselves like i am saying i want to do. obviously. i would be in the same boat#but holy fuck i dont get graphic design commissions anymore because logos dont get changed very often so my only repeat customer hasnt come#back for more any time recently#and no one buys any of the products i make#and i dont have supplies to make anything new#and so i just wont have money.#god being poor fucking sucks so badly it sucks so fucking badly#i should be grateful i have a roof over my head but like holy fuck i wish i could relax let alone buy something for myself WITHOUT THE#PRESSURE OF FEELING LIKE IT HAS TO BE SOMETHING I CAN MAKE MY MONEY BACK FROM. i have a bad habit of thinking anything i do for myself that#doesnt somehow streamline a chore or produce soemthing i can sell or serve some purpose to other people aside from myself i shouldnt get it#even if i really want it#so i have a wishlist of like 1500 items ill probably never buy despite me still wanting them after years#i just look at them and imagine what itd be like to have them lmfao is that pathetic?#fellas is it pathetic to have desires#idk ive been stuck in this same exact spot for years and thats just how it goes#idk when the last time was that i actually bought something i just Wanted tbh. its all been needs or something rhat in my mind if i could#force myself to keep at it and really Create something that i could Sell it and get money out of it because thats all i fucking get a#chance to think about is money#another pathetic birthday for another dismal fucking year#^ peak pessimism#ŃŠ»Š¾Š²Š°-ŠæŠ°ŃŠ°Š·ŠøŃŃ
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Sign the Petition! Tell Trader Joes what we want!
Some anti-Israel "activists" are trying to pressure Trader Joe's to stop carrying Israeli products. As far as I can tell, they don't even carry many products made in Israel, so this seems very performative to me. You can always just not buy Israeli products when you shop, if you object to them, of course.
Historically and currently, this type of performative anti-Israel protest often comes hand-in-hand with hostility toward visible Jews and Israelis. In the past, these protests have frequently been followed by pressure to stop carrying kosher food at all.
Trader Joe's is the only grocery store to carry kosher food in some US communities and the only one to carry kosher meat in even more US cities. We need Trader Joe's all throughout USA to remain safe and welcoming for Jews and Israelis. Please sign the petition to keep the current Israeli products at Trader Joe's, and keep them a safe place for Jews and Israelis.
If these bigoted "activists" succeed, it could open the door for the removal of all kosher foods from Trader Joe's, even ones not made in Israel, and then those communities that rely on Trader Joe's will be left without a place to get kosher foods.
Tagging a few bigger name Jumblr bogs for visibility.
@spacelazarwolf @freegazafromhamas @tikkunolamresistance @spot-the-antisemitism @edenfenixblogs
#Israel#Trader Joe's#performative activism#petition#tumblr#we went to Trader Joe's today#and there was a Palestine sticker with Germany's eagle symbol on one of the carts - ew#we also bought more of the Israeli products than we usually buy#also Jewish products like challah#IDK if that matters#just want to remind them that Jews shop there#and the Israeli and Jewish products make them money#also you can buy more of the Israeli products there to counter protest#Bamba#Israeli Feta#Dorot frozen spices#supposedly the pita chips and some of the hummus though I didn't see any that said they were from Israel
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22-10-24 āµ tuesday
ah! sorry! i got home super late last night and basically what happened was that i was SUPPOSED to have a normal day yesterday but before i left for school like we got the news that my grandmother (whos been sick for like a while now, about 3 weeks) passed away in her sleep so we fucking RAN over there i skipped school my dad was supposed to present there too everybody was going insane it was CRAZY i was busy the whole day got home at like 9 30 and passed tf out it was INSANE.
šļø to-do
studyblr post
help out w and submit OH game
pack COMPLETELY for melaka
get some sleep maybe?
do some work for dashboard
help clean up at embah's
talk to dr nuraini ab RSP scholarship
submit subj combo form
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honestly kind of happy to restart my productivity challenge! i have some new terms i want to try so they'll be in the tags as well as under #maximum legend challenge / #mlc if anybody wants to follow along. maximum legend is a reference to fabian seacaster from dimension 20's fantasy high btw! good afternoon!
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#haha! okay here we go#maximum legend challenge#mlc#here come the challenges#a) complete >59% of your to-dos (basically 60% or more)#b) follow at least one routine per day i recommend you set a few before starting#c) sleep 5h+ at least 4x a week (change up these numbers to wtv works for you)#d) buy energy drinks 4x a week max#e) spend <6h on your phone (minus productivity apps and such)#f) for at least 3/4 of the duration of this challenge to go out and be active for at least half an hour every other day#please feel free to change up any of these numbers to what works for you and i'll be making another post on this maybe adding more stuff#studyspo#studyblr#theo's study log#study motivation
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... why he sit like this
#in this position his face is extremely 'cartoon cat' shaped.. like the perfectly round cheeks and little#rounded bump of a snout.. big round eyes. etc. stretched over the arm of a chair like a weirdo#cats#It's still Hot Evil Summer time and I have so much to do so am just aimlessly hopping between various projects but not actually#getting anything done. as usual. Also so so so so tired. I almost fell asleep in the middle of the floor like 3 times today lol#Trying to finish some costume photos and also another poll adventure thing. plus I do really want to do a sculpture sometime#I haven't finished one in a while. Hopefully my tiredness is nothing bad.#Maybe I'm anemic again so that's making me tired. Or maybe it's just a Listless phase. not that I'm ever really THAT productive considering#all of the health problems and etc. always holding me back. but still. I'm not usually 'sleep or just stare at a wall literally all day' ty#e unproductive.. at least not for multiple days in a row so. hmm... Sometimes especially in the summer though I will have periods of time#that are listless like that. I am under low level phyiscal stress for months at a time due to summer heat so I guess it makes sense#that would eventually take a toll. I just have SO MANY THINGS I WANT TO DO!!!!! AAUUGhhh#I also came up with a new idea for a game that is so so cool and I wish I could make it but I have to finish the other one first lol#which I will NEVER do. if I spend all day just sleepy unfocused barely able to do anything#I also really need to sell some clothes and sculptures because I'll probably have to buy a new computer soon so I need money. (plus still#recovering the costs of having to euthanize my other cat.. wehh) There's nothing clearly wrong with it right now but it's getting gradually#slower and there's more weird glitches happening randomly and idk.. just weird things that make me think 'hmm... bad.. possibly.'#ANYWAY... I just have so much to do that I both REALLY want or need to do - so it's perpetually frustrating that I just can't for whatever#reason like. Time is always mving forward. every day I waste is a wasted day. The year is already almost half over. I havent finished#any of the projects I wanted to .. and there's only more and more things to do each day. It's overwhelming and stinky#and thats not even considering having to do all of my tasks also with the background noise of economic inequality. everything increasingly#going into an even scarier political direction. active climate change crisis. pandemic that still exists and is insane to act otherwise. et#etc. HOW am I supposed to solo make two whole games . write 3 book series. finish sculptures. do costumes. make outfits. game videos. make#stable network of social connections. do my little side crafts. take care of myself and cats. pay rent. manage health issues. keep a routin#.try to make some sort of money. go to doctors appointments. handle regular maintenance like cleaning and cooking and self care#and buying new plates when old ones break or etc. make sure to do other things like backup my computer data regularly. do shopping lists.#take care of plants. pursue like 6 different academic interests. do the other side side projects I have for fun (like music or carving avoc#ado pits). eat in a healthy way thats okay for my Special Health Issue diet. exercise so i don't die early. etc. etc. etc. AND all while it#82F in my apartment all the time and I have tiny income and also need to move to another country/climate somehow??? lol......#ANYWAY.. ..very frustrated today over my chronic Tired Sleepy.. time for Cat Photos - which cure all of life's ailments lol
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watcher announcement is insane. I don't have anything insightful or important to say but like. whoaoahh that's crazy.
#like i dont have any business knowledge i have no idea#but a new streaming service seems like a bad idea#like maybe pushing the patreon and cutting back a little on lower performing shows would be more effective but?#i mean if its between content they Want to Make and content to please advertisers like. i get that thats a hard decision.#but i think financially it's gonna end up backfiring because no one in their audience is gonna buy another subscription#and like. fan loyalty wise i think it's not smart because a lot of people dont want high quality production value#they want down home casual youtubers.#i guess its emblematic of all of capitalism though right-#no one can just be satisfied with stability and success#they have to go for growth.#but if you've already reached all the people you're gonna reach and you keep angling for more eventually you're gonna-#surpass what the people that like you want to / are able to keep up with#anyway. that's crazy.#watcher#watcher entertainment
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Keep getting pissed off & frustrated and now my stomach hurts
#im at the library btw (important detail)#just like looking for internships for some reason makes me really anxious and makes my stomach hurt and i get scared to click on any webpage#and looking at postgrad requirements stuff also freaks me out and hurts and i need to put together some questions to ask my neighbor but im#afriad to ask smth stupid etc etc and just owie#i emailed my one prof to see if we have any homework or whatever and that was one thing i did#checked my assignments but havent started any yet though now i know what and when#then i turned to online shopping and adding to my wishlist like im supposed to but thats whats really make the stomachache happen bc i cant#figure out which product i want between 2 companies and also we live in an advertising hellworld that wants to manipulate me and i hate it#even the thought of me buying a comic on the way home doesnt help atm#bc then ill be going home after being out for 2 hours w my only achievement being writing down like 3 questions for my neighbor (NOT all i#want to say) emailing my prof and working myself into an anxiety spiral about christmas gifts#okay im getting emotional now and am on the verge of tears i should go home bc obviously this isnt working#and my mom is at home and she always makes me feel better#i fucking hate our hellscape and i hate how evil and manipulative amazon.com is. just be a normal service that sells normal fucking goods#jesus fucking christ. its like the whole world will end if i dont get advertised to every single second of every fucking day
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I feel insane. Listening to some people talk about struggling with balanced consistent eating and out of every point they make to why it's a struggle they keep circling back to its so expensive. I feel like. Can people hear themselves. Does anyone hear how insane that sounds. Food is hard because it's so expensive. Food. That thing you need to. You know. Survive. To live . The most basic. Food is so expensive nowadays it's so hard to eat enough. HELLO? THAT'S INSANE
#tide of consciousness#The number one reason for why someone might struggle with eating enough should not be MONEY#THIS FEELS LIKE. DO WE REALLY LIVE IN THIS WORLD#I CAN'T HANDLE THINKING ABOUT THIS I'M GOING TO FALL APART#Everytime I think about how the most necessary tools to just be able to live are the most expensive ones I just#I can't#I can't handle that. God its horrific#The idea that someone out there went here's a thing a large majority of the population needs to literally survive#That means they HAVE to pay me this price for it! Huzzah! Instant money cheat! I HATE YOU#I can't think about glasses I can't think about phones I can't think about insulin or any medication#I can't think about it. Every little thing that people depend on to accomplish anything that costs hundreds to thousands of dollars#Its so scary#The environment this creates makes therapy a near requirement to get through things at times#Paywall that too.#Like how does anyone deal with feeling like every system exists only to push as much money out of me as possible#You have to make money to buy the things you need so you work 12 hours a day to make the money to pay for these things#Like you can't. You can't have a life anymore you just have to work for the most basic necessities and you're left with no time no money#No life at all. Everyone exists just to create product and keep the economy moving#I can't think about this. I can't handle it I can't fathom it I can't I can't I can't
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Starting to feel the solitude of a house that is always full of people
The irony istg
#momochiiee mussings#for a place in which everyone brings their friends over every other day I surely feel like I don't exist#I'm the only one there on mornings and I never have anything to have breakfast#my brother eats everything in a matter of two days#my parents forget to buy cereals unless I am present#I usually end having to use my own scarce money to buy something to have breakfast with for the month#and god forbid I ask for 10ā¬ to afford anything. I'm going to get faces of annoyance#like what gives? I'm jobless now. My brother can ask for expensive shit any day but I can't ask for 10ā¬ a month to buy food???#I'm not even sure anymore about making merch... I have a record of working on stuff and not selling enough to even get back production costs#I like very niche things and I'm terrible at advertising#plus my brain is not always up to the task of creating despite my best efforts#but anyway point is I feel lonely and ignored in my parents house#I need to get better at programming asap I could be able to afford buying a house if I got a decent enough position#meanwhile I'll have to survive on scraps and comms I guess
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