#and no no no im not one of those ppl thats like I Cant Believe They Made My Perfect Heterosexual Men Gay OBVIOUSLY

[aceyanaheim]

kishimoto: tehee isnt it funny they're girls so they diet and care about being skinny isnt that funny im so funny. ( 😬🙄💩)

me was a girl child in the 2000s: nah that's disordered eating/diet culture dressed as "girl children told they need to be pretty" fam.

[phagodyke]

nvm im too tired and overstimulated for this shit

[aroace-genderfluid-snake]

man maybe im just a hater but ppl calling arthur dumb or saying its stupid he never realized merlin was a sorcerer despite him actively telling him or doing magic in front of him kinda pisses me off cause thats an intentional characterization??? like thats meant to show that arthur believes and trusts merlin as something good so fiercely that merlin cant have magic in his mind because magic = evil, evil ≠ merlin, therefore magic ≠ merlin. arthur is shown over and over again to be an extremely trusting person and this is just one more of those ways. the other knights tho i have no excuse for

[inameating]

TOKYO GHOUL CHARACTERS GOING OT THE DENTIST listen i dont fucking know if these people (well not rlly) go to the dentist i dont know how ghoul teeth work but im treating this with my knowledge of dentistry which is limited to the fact that ive been quite often the alst couple months so in short trust me bro real ones know i love stypid hcs so here is some the dentist question has only been raised by one person on reddit 10 years ago so im just going to treat this like ghouls are human people who go to the dentist

starting with the quinx girl if u think shirazu goes to the dentist ur dumb. he walks in and the receptionist goes 'aww are you here to get your veneers fitted?' because he has sharp teeth like when ppl get their teeth shaved for veneers i think .. his teet h probably yellow as FUCK im not saying that hatefully i just think he forgets to brush his teeth sometimes .. thts all

mutsuki is probably scared of the dentist or maybe im projecting but i jsut think he is . and thats ok.. (he doesnt go) (but his teeth r fine he brushes thrice a day and prob uses floss and mouthwash)

urie goes to the dentist i reckon .. probably uses those whitening toothpastes too .. idont think hes afraid of the dentist but i think he'd get that kind of 'ugh do i have to' feeling everytime an appointment is coming up

saiko might go to the dentist if its a pretty girl who can bring all her tools to her bedside! so no she doesnt but she makes sure to pick food out of her teeth

akira mado has never missed a dental appointment and i strongly believe that . every 6 months . she opens her mouth and it hurts to look at bcos they are WHITE not whitened but just like naturally white . shes probably the healthiest person in that institution tbh

ui either goes to some posh dentist with super comfy waiting room seats OR he goes like once every 4 years . i choose to believe the former bcos he probably would be upset to have 'smoker teeth' ... he probably hates the taste of mint though but still uses mint toothpaste and breath mints cus hes an idiot

hairu!!!!!!!!! she probably has those trendy toothpastes that r in diff flavours in the cute pastel packaging, i saw them on tiktok . she probably has flavoured floss and like pink mouthwash aww😭choosing to believe she dyed her hair pink and she is just cutiecore as fuck by the way . she probably brushes her teeth twice a day because she doesnt want them to get bad . aww aw ... also she probably is on really good terms with her dentist and probably texts them like theyre her buddy . she probably goes a normal amount so like once a year maybe once every 9 months

juuzou hates brushing his teeth . which is bad because he likes sweets!!!! id like to think that hairu would give him a toothpaste to try (while internally praying he does so because his breath fucking reeks) and i think he'd be ok with it . i think he'd keep forgetting but he'd try to make a routine of it at least every evening (god forbid he tries to take up even more time getting out of the door in the morning) . juuzou has also many several dentists . shinohara encourages him to go and then eventually drags him into the chair and they always end up having a 'juuzou you cant just keep biting shit' talk

i cant think of any more yap ill make a part 2 maybe

[pumpkinsy0]

hcs for ponyboy's gay awakening?? me personally i think it was paul newman. also maybe hcs for curly finding this out??

pony came out the womb knowing he had a lil sugar in his tank actually

•for ponys awakening, i personally rlly dont think it was THAT complicated, when it comes to guys, first guy crush was jfk, jfk dies, then hes into paulnewman, then clint eastwood (particularly him in the good, the bad and the ugly)

•the gang knew pony liked movies but pony REALLY liked watching the movies those guys were in, he always complained about movies being showed over and over but when their movies were played again, he would see them when he could and just say “i rlly like it, so i dont mind”. pony wasnt THAT obvious in his crush other than that, he hid behind him liking them as him thinking they were tuff

•telling u rn, pony has a thing for rugged guys (in movies) bc of the ppl he grew up around, his tendency to go more into depth about guys around him, its a funny lil cycle. its also y ponys almost never into soc guys, pony saying a guy looks like those ones in magazines/movies is a huge compliment coming from him

•if pony was still 14, the gang wouldve thought “yea alright whatever ur young that makes sense”, but ponys like 15-16, u would think the kind of admiration he says he has for em would die out but it didnt and THATS what got the gang thinking

•GONNA SAY IT RN BEFORE I START!!! curly didnt even know he was gay either, never got w a dude, never had a crush on em either until later on, which means no crush on pony, pony wasnt his rlly gay awakening in the way ur thinking, pony was his realization that he doesnt wanna b alone fr and truly doesnt mind if its a dude he ends up w. he wasnt jumping for joy when he found out pony was gay bc he realized he had a chance😭😭

•if it makes u guys feel better tho, curly was very slightly part of ponys awakening, curly doesn’t know it, pony would prefer it that way curly has a big enough ego as is. it wasnt anything HUGE, just a “man he looks rlly good” kinda thing, plus curly was his age so he was like “yea ok i like him” NOT ENOUGH TO LIKE HIM ROMANTICALLY, but grrrrrrr i cant explain it just get what im saying already

•curlys toxic in the sense that he feels every guy who likes “feminine things” is gay so he was teasing pony for being gay way before pony had a slight CLUE he was. curly believed pony was gay from the jump, his nicknames for pony??? “fruitboy”,”fruit punch”, anndddd “twinkletoes” was his fav bc pony ran track

•had skittles been a thing invented at that time he wouldve called pony skittles 1) bc of the taste the rainbow slogan 2) bc him and m&m could match❤️

•pony was a selfshipper before most selfshippers were even BORN!!!! he very rarely drew himself w hot guy characters in movies and curly being the snooper he is wouldve found ONE on accident and nevvveerrrr let pony live it down never ever

•curly would think ponys attracted to any guy out there, im sorry to say curlys one of those guys who find out ur gay and is like “woahhhhh well dont get a crush on me now”

•in the same breath curly would oddly try and make pony flustered even while neither of em didnt have a thing for each other (YET). would pony still get flustered??? yea but not bc it was curly, just bc of the action

[jinbeisluffy]

Me and my friend hung out for a few hours yesterday and yapped about op way too much so now i wanna contribute more sexuality hcs but for side characters instead of any specific group. you can have ur own hcs these r just mine

ace - TRANS TRANS TRANS TRANS TRANS you will believe in transmasc ace agenda. he is so trans, what are you doing walking around shirtless CONSTANTLY if not to flex your top surgery scars. he’d beat up anyone as a kid who called him a girl hes known this for a WHILE. sexuality wise hes gay, hes gay and theres not a hint of asexuality in him because hes a freak and unapologetically loves men openly. gay icon in the op world

law - i havent seen law being shipped with a woman once and i find that really funny and telling of what people think of him. and theyre correct, hes a gay man. difference between him and ace is that he’d rather die than admit he even likes people so yk. cis but he did ace’s top surgery

sabo - i have never before seen a character so very much be aromantic without being an implied aromantic character. hes not repulsed by romance its just that hes preoccupied with overthrowing the government and supporting his brothers at all times, he has other things to worry abt. gender, could be anything and could honestly fluctuate depending on the day. at the very least, he fist fights transphobes on the daily and in a modern au would hangout at iva’s drag bar and fight anyone who acts weird

yamato - if you dont think yamato is a transman i want you to get away from my blog okay thanks. that isnt a hc, thats a fact and ppl who disagree are weird in my eyes. sexuality wise, he could honestly like ANYONE, but he just finds himself drawn to men more often than not (ace) so if you were to ask him he’d just say “oh men are cool, women are pretty but you know i cant find myself drawn to them” and he thinks hes normal get a load of this guy

kaku - most proudly bisexual guy to exist. i think he started to think more to himself about things during his time at water 7. he could also be okay with it and live his life that way without any shame because he wasnt an assassin working for the government there, he was kaku so yk, he could actually openly be with whoever he wanted. gender, cis man but if you talk about him using they/them only he’d just laugh and not correct you

lucci - hah gay. him and kaku probably got married in water 7. cp9 questioned kaku for marrying lucci, meanwhile pauile just questioned to himself how things would work cause of the pigeon. lucci is such a gay man, he fucking trans too dont ask me how i know i just know. Ai can sniff out my fellow transguys from a mile away alright

kalifa - oh i love it when women hate on men but the second a woman shows up she acts all flirty and confident. totally heterosexual of you kalifa. no but shes such a man hating lesbian, she always has been and could probably be due to men’s treatment of her during childhood which made her really not like most of them. i need to write out a backstory for her damn. oh and shes trans trust me on that one

koby - sometimes a lot of op characters will be inlove with luffy and never get their feelings returned, and one of those people is koby. yeah hes gay, and asexual he just kept discovering stuff like that when training under garp cause garp is so okay with everything, and then we incorporate more moments between him and helmeppo like in the live action where they sit and talk about stuff. koby realises hes gay and sighs. “that explains a lot…”

buggy - gaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy he doesnt like women he cant bring himself to he had his first tragic yaoi relationship as a teen and never looked back. gender is whatever you want it to be baby. freaky as all hell my GOD every time im reminded of the cross guild and what they do to buggy i just know. theyre so freaky

shanks - bisexual icon but hes been hung up on the same ex (buggy) for so many years that other romances are less prioritised cause “omg what if buggy comes back:}” get over it man he aint coming back for u. trans man, look at him and his pussy yeah thats a trans dude hell yeah

Said friend i yapped with is —> @brooks-heart-sunglasses pookie 🤞

[sonikkublue]

goin on here to rant so most my ppl dont see, im not that active here anyways so who cares, i sure dont. my year has dragged me to my lowest point till ive become sucidal again. i dont like thinkin abt it but its there

i want to quit. i want to quit friends, i want to quit art, i want to quit everything. everything. including my au. i want to drop dead off the internet and prob go kill myself or reflect or smth. idk, one of those is better than the other, but again i dont know. everything is always hurting and ive been so numb to everything since this year has started, its only gotten worse. my friends arent makin this any better either

im done bein used, im done getting manipulated, im done seeing ppl favor one another right in front of me, im done w/ ppl not listenin to me when i try expressin smth im struggling w/, even if it wasnt much or none at all. i dont even vent a lot or at all. why?? cuz no one ever fucking listens, gets mad at me while i try talkin, pushes my issue away w/ another topic immediately. they my friends act more excited towards the other everyone else gettin smth meanwhile i get lil to none. i recognize im not gettin appreciated as everyone else in my friend group, like they're uninterested in me anymore. that they dont care. ive tried bein positive, i cannot. my friends have offered and offered and offered for me to talk to them if im ever bothered- "u can always talk to us if smth wrong" or smth like that...ok?? last time i broke down in call, one of my friends was playin cookie run to distract themselves, so they werent even fully listening...another time i just got flat out ignored, my issue got pushed aside by another art topic, "damn". NO ONE FUCKING CARES. i already know the cycle. too many times ive lived thru it and im only enabling it by gettin vulnerable. at this point, i cant trust my own friends cuz its so hard too believe them when they keep doin the same thing to me over and over. they're trying to prove smth to me to make me think they care. i dont fucking believe it cuz no one has ever shown care back for me, regardless of how much i give to them. theres that word again. i give so fucking much, and i hate myself for bein this way. most of the time i wish my au didnt blow up cuz its put so much pressure on me like the new friends that came and left in my life, me realizing i have to maintain an audience... idk, maybe im a lost cause. i cant do any of this anymore. i want to die. i dont like thinkin it, but i want too. theres so much stress, so much unbearable stress and anger. and no one will fucking care. ive been hurt by my own friends too many times. i dont say anything cuz its just gonna happen all over again, no how many times i *try* and bring it up to them, they will not fucking listen. no one ever fucking listens to me. i didnt like makin friends from the beginning, ive loved bein alone from the start, but everything happens naturally...unfortunately

i give and give and give and i get absolutely nothing back. im all used up.

idk everything fucking sucks rn. i didnt have to worry abt all of this when i was a smaller acc and i had myself. thats all i needed. now im just miserable. im depressed, sucidal thoughts are everyday, i cry to myself everyday and night cuz of it, im stuck living w/ this thing i made out of my pure "imagination" and that same thing almost made me kill myself one time, ive almost killed myself twice a couple months back- one in my parents bathroom and almost sneakin out of my window to wander away from home.

one day im goin to leave, and im not gonna say a word

[shoezuki]

ok it seems dream has slowed down or went to cry himself to sleep or something idk but now im gonna try n chronicle this shit as unbiasedly as i can. but whoooooa baby

anyways. it started when Nicolas Cantu (yes yes junkyjanker gumball voice actor) was replying to the dream parody account, dreamwastalen.

(also yes he knew it was a parody acct dude said he was roleplaying lmao)

Dream qrted the 'you can't joke when u an actual pedophile' tweet essentially saying that cantu is a horrible person, accusing him of assaulting dream, treating an uber driver horribly, and that he was saying the r word and being racist. Also says cantu apologized to dream on twitter by blaming it on alcohol and weed.

nicolas qrts, saying 'yes i slapboxed you in front of the hoes', confirming he mistreated an uber driver and said he tipped the driver well after and has been handling his drinking, says he called dream 'fat and a predator'. Nicolas denies being racist. He ends it with "hire a harvard professor to calculate why despite texting every twitch streamer in austin not a single one wanted to fuck you."

also in a qrt to a now private account that basically said 'dream reaching out to streamers doesnt mean he wanted to fuck them' nicolas said dream was sending streamers dick pics.

dream replies saying that nicolas didnt even tip and with screenshots of the dms nicolas had sent him apologizing. The dm is a massive text of paragraph . In an attempt to summarize it is essentially cantu apologizing for hitting dream n that he was out of line, mentioning he was drinking and high, that he thought dream would be an asshole but says he is 'humble, grounded and decent', that he relates to the pressure/discourse around having to deal w fame and havin a lot of influence at a young age, and also that he doesnt know who is and isnt lying w the allegations but he knows having lies n rumours spread bout u sucks.

worth noting im not sure when this message took place so I cant say if its extremely recent, but later dream i believe mentions it having to do with the latest twitchcon. idk [edit: looking ahead robbo mentioned this happened months ago]

Another contender, robbo, comes in saying he was there and that dream was slapped for calling a girl they are friends with a whore. They technically recant this accusation, saying they mixed the cantu slap up with another event that took place at twitchcon, but they continue to claim dream did this.

dream qrts this saying robbo 'wasnt even in the same state' at the time, that he doesnt know who robbo is, that he doesnt go around harassing women and accuses robbo of upholding the benevolent sexism trope of women being weak and needing to be protected by men.

Nicolas cantu makes a reappearance and screenshots dreams reply and tweeting it, then qrting his own tweet with a video of classical music and showing a text allegedly from dream (the name 'clay' at the top of the screenshot) saying 'tsk tsk whore' to someone. The video also has a clip from when dream was in mcc with captainsparklez and said 'we should lynch them' in reference to i think ppl allegedly cheating?.

thats the most of it so far. although robbo and dream continued to argue and at one point dream said he was going to sue them for slander/defamation and robbo qrted with 'sue me.' theres more to that bit but im not puttin screenshots this shit is already too long

anyways. my final opinion: i literally odnt know like half what happening here or if nicolas cantu really was racist or if that screenshot was 'real' and cantu said he wouldnt reveal who the friend dream called a whore is cuz he dont want to pull her into this. so im like what. but dream gettin clapped by nicolas is fucking hilarious and dream pullin the suing thing again is wild. i seen ppl in qrts saying how he already said he was gonna sue amanda and didnt, sayin he instantly pulled the dms w cantu but wont show the evidence showin amanda lied, etc. and those r a lot of what i think a this like. i feel he got angry and exploded again when eh coulda let it die out. but that always happens

[shouyuus]

rain what are ur fav books!!!!!!

hi romy!!!!! sry this is late sldkfjsi this weekend got away from me a bit --

i have a good few!!! some of them are more modern, some aren't but in no particular order:

the book thief; a modern classic at this point! super beautifully written, very touching subject matter pls do read this if you haven't already !!!

dreams and shadows; this is one of those books where there were sentences that sent me spiraling like i had to take a lap of my apartment multiple times when i read this book just to like reconsider the meaning of LIFE

any jane austen novel; but i mean pride and prejudice is like... the most popular for a reason, though i will say emma does have a special place in my heart too cause the main character is so like... flawed and kind of annoying but in an endearing kind of way

picture of dorian gray; oscar wilde's only novel, and my go to answer if someone asks me my fav book/novel of all time bc like... its just so lush, the prose is unmatched and trapping ur immortal soul in a painting to then act out all the carnal sins of the flesh while sustaining no damage in ur physical body? a VIBE tbh.

starling house; this is a newer book! i've recoed it to a few ppl but it contains one of my favorite subgenres of like urban fantasy/magical realism which is: anthropomorphic house!!!! i love a good living house u__u

the secret history; bc im NOTHING if not dark academia TRASH like for a solid few months two years ago, i went through and read every single book that could be categorized as dark academia yeah. yeah. also donna tartt really knows her way around a gooddamn sentence

every heart a doorway; another more recent one, it's actually a novella! the first in a series of novellas by seanan mcguire (another one of my current fav authors) -- i realized that i just adore portal fantasies ??? like it's another subgenre of fantasy i fucking cant get enough of and this is one of the best, imo. again, writing is so lovely and visceral and there's good representation in this one too! the mc is openingly asexual!

daughter of smoke and bone; bc laini taylor will always be one of my favs. AGAIN. her prose is so gorgeous. also who doesn't love a cosmic level love story complete with angels and demons and also like an earth-shattering war?

the great gatsby; there are lines from this that are such SICK burns esp when describing tom and i just -- i can't stop laughing every time

a midsummer night's dream; one of those shakespeare plays thats not like THEY ALL DIE AT THE END ukno? also its just silly and fun times. everyone falls in love with the wrong person and chaos ensues; so many BANGER lines tho -- the rly famous one of love looks with the mind and not with the eyes and thus is wing'ed cupid painted blind? that one? from this play!!!

rebecca; another classic, tho it's not as old as some other "proper" classics so it's easier to read -- like it reads like a normal novel, there's not like a weird syntax barrier (like im struggling with with jane eyre right now sigh) and its like the og southern gothic novel of like woman moves into a big house and Weird Shit is happening

lolita; this is a controversial one, so thread carefully, but no one can argue that nabokov is one of the true masters of the english language and a genius to boot. like. you know a book is good if it's been banned and this is i believe one of the books in history (for obvious reasons) but still

[therealaxlrose]

happy birthday kurdt <3

this is really really silly but i am not kidding in the SLIGHTEST when i say this man changed my life. I remember the man who sold the world and come as you are for the first time, it was like a whole new universe opened up for me. nirvana was my gateway drug.. to rock n roll!! i wouldnt be who i am rn w/ rock music, or nirvana, or kurt! as much of a troubled person he was, he was a kind and good hearted person too. and that in a person can outshine any negative in the world. its a real shame he died so young.. ive had two dream about meeting him and i have no complaints. everything kurt believed in, every taboo topic he pushed, every fucked up fascist he pissed off, every broken teenager he helped and still helps heal, it made a difference in rock. he and his band alone bitch slapped the industry. say what you want, but out of all the ppl titled with voicing a generation, kurt did it best. Nirvana was really the first ACTUALLY woke band. I find so much relation and comfort in his music its not even funny. actually it is kinda funny bc a lot of nirvanas lyrics are known to be "meaningless" and "spontaneous when in reality u just have to be at the same mental level as these dudes to get it. I never thought i could get so sad over a dead junky i never met, hell i never thought i would miss one. but thats exactly how i feel, i would do anything to bring kurt back especially in these dark times we're living in. but im glad his soul continues to live on all these years later through his music and art. i cant believe hes a grandfather now too, god that child is gonna be badass (we love u ronin) if only he could see how loved he is.. god i miss this man, and he died years before i was even born!!! even tho kurt and nirvana arent my main hyper fixations at the time, i will forever love him and the band with all my heart. i'll never forget them till the day i die. if kurt has fans i am one of those fans, is kurt has 5 fans im one of them, if kurt has one fan i am the one fan, if kurt has no fans I have gone severely, deathly, dangerously, beyond borderline insane and i need hospitalized and i need to be burned at the stake for 3rd degree homicide of my FUCKING SANITY. i will love him after death idc what u say.

kurt quotes to live by:

"i'd rather be hated for who i am than loved for who i am not"

"wanting to be someone your not is a waste of the person you are"

"the sun is gone, but i have a light"

"no one is afraid of heights, they're afraid of falling down. No one is afraid of saying i love you, they're afraid of the answer"

"they laugh at me because im different, I laugh at them because their all the same"

Happy birthday kurdt kobain, you are loved and missed more than you could imagine <3

[ontodeathrow]

NEWEST YELLOWJACKETS EP SPOILERS!!!!!!!

bro coach scott rest in peace. u were my fav and you deserved so so so much better. he was suffering so bad and when nat finally did it he looked so so happy and peaceful and that was all he wanted like almost the entire time they were in the wilderness. i knew he was gonna die since like season 2 but man his death was so sad bc he was begging for it every day. and STARVING HIMSELF SO HE WOULD JUST DIE AND THEN BEING FORCED TO EAT IN THAT WAY........ yeah god id want to be out of my misery too. he didnt deserve any of this. also tho where tf did the kids get plates and a funnel and tube?!?!?! am i crazy?!?!?!? oh and i believe he was lying about setting the cabin on fire. i dont think he did it. i think he just wanted nat to kill him so he was trying to make her mad. anyways ik the girls are a cult and they are fucked and crazy but man coach scott shouldve stayed alive and been treated good.

but him dying and the girls yelling and "singing" bc of it and then getting found bc those birders or hikers or whatever heard them and found them....he rlly was the bridge home but just......in a horrible way. but since the hikers saw his SEVERED HEAD DEAD.... AND THEM BEING CRAZY ....... i think the girls are gonna kill them honestly and refuse to go home. we already know the hikers died because when adult Shauna, Van, and Tai listened to the tape of them yelling and seeing the hikers as kids they said "the only ppl who know of this is us or they are dead" YEAH WE KNOW THEY ARENT TALKING ABOUT THEIR OLD AGE THEY DEF KILLED THEM AND STAYED IN THE FOREST. but it also has me thinking about.....HOW DID THEY GET THAT TAPE......ONE OF THE GIRLS MUST HAVE KEPT IT FOR THAT LONG?????? idk but the only person we know that kept those things for so long was Shauna 🤔.

im also thinking about....if ben just stayed alive maybe one more night............they might've gotten saved and ben couldve stayed alive but i do think it was bc the girls started yelling after eating him but idk weird to think man he literally couldve survived but idk 😭

ALSO the girls literally setting his head up as decoration as they ate him is crazy ik they are a cult but jfc this was ur goddamn coach from school. days before this he was expressing to u guys how much he cared for all of you and how he cared for all of you. coach scott i wish u just quit the team and stayed with ur bf pre-crash😭

and real tai being trapped sumwhere and evil tai like controlling everything shes doing..........BRO THATS SCARY I LOVE IT!!!!!! and the phone with no phone line and real tai saying she cant help or something i dont rlly remember rn 😭??? and the sleep thing too like real tai waking up and asking for help YEAH SHES TRAPPED SUMWHERE AND EVIL TAI IS KEEPING HER TRAPPED SOMETHING ISNT RIGHT HERE!!!!!!!

Im really wondering who is gonna die next in the adult timeline and who is gonna kill eachother bc every single time they die in the adult timeline its sum1 killing another............ hmmmmmmmm

[tlouconfidential]

people have got to stop crying about "not treating ellie/abby like the WOMEN they are!!"- do you all realize that butches/stone butches do exist?? that stone tops exist??? that lesbians who use he/him pronouns and masculine terms like "husband" or "boyfriend" exist??? and thats perfectly okay??? and also that doesnt mean they are men??? yes its an issue when those things are projected onto people without their consent and say-so, but the keyword there is people. abby and ellie are fictional characters, therefore just about everything about them that isnt canon is up to interpretation. i literally saw a post headcanoning abby as nonbinary (i believe thats what the post said, i forgot) because of the whole "you said ladies first" interaction with manny is seattle day 1. COOL

i think we as sapphics are kindve losing the plot when it comes to gender expression and identity- letting masc sapphics not be boxed into the whole masculine image is great, because no gender expression should feel like a box- but in doing so, some of yall are inadvertently boxing presentation back in lmao. saying things like "shes a woman, so she should be called pretty! if youre calling a woman handsome, youre treating her like a man!" is not all that productive as you may think it is (not only that but it sounds a little terfy, just saying)

why? because psa: no sapphic identifying person can ever have proximity to a cis man (bc thats who you all are referring to when you say that) sapphic masculinity ≠ masculinity performed by cishet men- and that is the reason. our masculinity is not a performance we are pressured to keep up- its a sense of self, it makes us feel comfortable; if anything we are socially pressured outve it

(sidenote where is this sentiment with abby and ellie even coming from???💀 no one ever claimed them to be stone tops, theres just a lot of fics with them topping the reader cs a lotve ppl want to be topped and or dommed by them??? (hashtag relatable??) and sometimes those fics arent all that well written so the character feels flat?? that doesnt mean theyre being “treated like a man”- there are many fics where either of them are subbing or bottoming (tbh i cant rlly speak for ellie fics cs i dont dabble in them much, im an abby girl🤞) on top of that, there are many posts delving into their characters!! into their EMOTIONS (gasp ! i thought people who "treat masc women like men" didnt do that)

sorry for the yapathon but um moral of the story guys!! masculinity isnt owned by cis men, let abby and ellie be headcanoned as handsome boyfriend husbands or something cs its not like they came outve your screen and told you "save me from these FREAKS who keep calling me HANDSOME on tumblr dot com!! i want to be treated like a pretty princess"

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[nomeniko]

hi :D for the ask game What do you wish more people understood about kazui? Which trial 2 MV do you enjoy the most, and why?

thank you for the ask i would grovel at ur feet in gratitude i hope the sun shines down and makes the light dance for u and you only today

1. if anything ive seen a few theories of kazui possibly revealing himself to be a two faced manipulator of sorts due to his self proclaimed liarness…. like ‘ohh u cant trust what he says he cld be trying to make himself look pitiable to the audience to get voted inno’ sort of theories which is. no he wont do that???

is he a liar? to a degree yes—liar not in the sense that what he says are direct falsities, but more like hes built much of his character to constantly disguise his true intentions/feelings as a defense mechanism. the lies he says are less of words from a schemer and more of redirections from someone who is, all in all, an insecure adult scared of what will happen if he isnt able to meet peoples expectations of him

as much as he calls himself a liar hes mad honest about where he thinks his capabilities lie, which is to say he doesnt believe in his capabilities at all lol. when amane asks him for help with her studies, he turns her down after some consideration bc he doesnt believe himself to be smart enough to help (despite having graduated from a university; sports degree or not credit shld be given where credit is due). when he talks to shidou post ktk attack, he refuses to admit doing any of the work in taking care of the situation and instead puts all the praise onto shidou. even his physical strength and skill (which is arguably the one part of him he does acknowledge and take some sort of belief in) is something he treats as less of something that he has achieved himself and more of an obligation of his—like, hes strong bc to him he HAS to be, bc it is expected of him to protect those who need protecting. he does want to protect others, sure, but much of that wanting comes frm how ingrained it is in him that thats what hes good for, thats what his strength is for (his timeline w/ yuno on her bday says as much nyway)

the way i see it, that self deprication of his plays back into his obsession with meeting the expectations placed onto him, or at least lessening the disappointment of others by lessening those expectations in the first place. if u tell someone that u didnt go to the right university, that u didnt do much to help anyway, that u were born so fundamentally wrong as a person that everything is bound to go to shit as long as ur there (he basically said this to es in his t1 vd im not even kidding), wouldnt that ensure the safety that youre less likely to ruin someone elses confidence in you? less likely to ruin bc in the small chance that u still fuck up, theres not much left to ruin at that point

in the end ig what i wish more ppl understood abt kazui is that hes a liar yes, but not a manipulator. he lies to stay safe, not to be a sadist or whatever. you cant take what he says at face value (in much the same way u cant do the same for any other prisoner tbh), but that does not mean u shldnt take anything he says srsly at all!!!

2. ok this one i have to give a bit of thought, mostly bc i cant pick just one

if the standards were which t2 mv do i enjoy for its direction music n visual wise, purge march takes the cake so quickly. the music itself is so bomb (which like, i cant even find a logical explanation as to why… its just so good to listen to) n the mv itself does such a great job at creating the right atmosphere, both in its flashy theatrics and the subtle uncanniness under it. mayb i have a slight bias bc tpm was the whole reason i got into milgram in the first place, but i stand by it idccc

aesthetic wise, def all knowing and all agony. the horror elements r genuinely disturbing, but not so overbearing that it overwrites the pop style that milgram has going on. i luove the use of amber for blood, plus the filters that remind me of found footage u usually see show up in asian horror movies. i think i was actually terrified the first time i watched the mv

symbolic wise, its cat always and forever god bless. it takes advantage of its aesthetics to hint at subtle secrets so well that it makes me giddy as hell. the use of colors as a part of the set, the transitions frm scene to scene having its own part in making the story, n honestly making the bg more blank than usual readjusts the focus of the mv on what matters p well. i cant mention every detail rn or else id be here all day

[ilynpilled]

im sorry for complaining about this again and im gonna remain frustratingly vague as usual but to me it feels like there are some fundamental misunderstandings when it comes to jaime and some of the things that are being explored in depth in his arc and how, and a lot of that misunderstanding is deflected with the “redemption vs no redemption” discourse where that very concept isnt even meaningfully defined, especially in the context of his story. his character is very often simplified down to an extreme (and also confused) dichotomy that does nothing but force all discussion of complicated characterization, themes, and actual difficult choices being made (and why, and how those choices are restricted by external or internal factors, and what desires of his are selfish or commendable) to a halt by virtue of being frustratingly reductive. like a lot of ppl just dont engage with this character properly because of the “complex asoiaf characters being locked inside of fandom created boxes they dont fit” phenomenon. one of the greyest characters in asoiaf is just not allowed to be grey because of the redemption dichotomy. he either has to be a golden retriever with no agency of his own when it comes to the evil he does or enables who is only making selfless choices since jumping into the pit (as if this kind of simple linear trajectory is a requirement for an arc to be one thats exploring reformation and the struggle with atonement & redemption, among other things) or a morally black villain with all of his redeemable and heroic aspects diminished, whose difficult position of being in the middle of a lot of conflicting oaths that is full of moral grey area (so many vows speech) and cannot be made to compromise — as well as his house (including his 8 year old son) being under existential risk — is just outright ignored, his internal conflicts, guilt/shame, and self reflection misconstrued, his development denied, and everything he decides to do being read in bad faith to neatly fit a specific narrative that actively rejects the questions proposed through his character arc (that the author himself openly talks about in interviews, if you still refuse to believe it is the intention). and please stop acting like george is even trying to give you a straightforward easily digestible and resounding yes/no answer to these questions. like theres an actual allergy to complexity here, and i cant even act shocked when i see some of the most basic aspects of his character being missed. and for me it is especially easy to recognize when certain talking points are being regurgitated rather than actually thought about meaningfully or independently bc ive seen every opinion on him under the sun, and it is really not that hard to spot

[pumpkinsy0]

i humbly beg of you for papercut and dallas hcs or more angela and pony hcs 🙏🙏🙏

we get both!!! im joying everywhere😂😂😂😂

•angela refuses to believe pony SERIOUSLY didnt know who she was, she thinks pony was just trying to b a dickhead. when curly told angela that just made her hate him more, BUT NO!! PONY WAS DEAD SERIOUS!! curly mentioned that angela didnt like him and pony looked at him so confused and went “whos?????angela???????”, curly thinks the whole thing is funny, ponys a lilllll scared, he doesnt wanna b on ANY of the shepards bad sides

•dally couldnt give less of a FAWK about pony and curly being together, hes the only person who TRULY WHOLEHEARTEDLY does not care and curly hates that fact, out of everyone else to not care, its dally. curlys ONNEEE REALLLL way to “infiltrate dallys gang” and get under his skin using the ppl around him, and he doesn’t care, dallys taking tim and whos curly taking??? nobody💔💔💔💔🤦🏽‍♀️🤦🏽‍♀️right above soda, its dally curly wants to annoy

•angela gets rlly good grades and is in some of the AP classes pony takes. bc pony and angela r the only rlly young ones the teacher tends to pair them up much to their annoyance, HOWEVER theyve both agreed that they wanna look string in front of all the socs so they semi swallow their pride and work together to look more in tune than they rlly r

•dally the kinda guy to just sip from the milkshake pony and curly were sharing a straw from, pony was trying to drag it towards curly but dally intercepts it halfway, drinks from the cup (not the straw he doesnt want their cooties) and hands it to curly. MIND U ITS NOT A SIMPLE SIP EITHER, straight up gulps he was taking😭

•angela cant b mad at pony and say the name PONYBOY, she thinks shes so crazy that nobody else says something about it, if shes mad at pony she calls him michael to show that she knows more than he thinks about him or just curtis

•sometimes pony uses dally as his middle man of bailing curly out when he gets arrested, makes pony in debt to dally but thankfully dally doesnt ask pony to do anything insane, its just demeaning to pony cause he HASSS to do it, not bc he chose to🙄but alllll for curly he guesses

•despite the tension between pony and angela, they would still protect each other, rlly only thing making angela save pony is the fact that she knows how much he means to curly, but whateverrrrr still sweet, angela only wants pony hurt on HERRRRR terms, if hes goin down its bc of HER!!! btw angelas also helped made pony look wayyyyy more intimidating than he rlly is, god damn it if curlys dating someone as much if a “wuss” as pony, angelas gonna gas him up to look as untouchable as possible, if they break up??? angelas taking back all she said and planning for pony to get roughed around

•pony cant fool dally, dallys like the shepard expert, pony comes home w something of curlys??? he can say he just bought it, but dally knows that smell,,,,curly just do something for pony???may look small but dally knows how much it means is a shepard does it for u,,,he sees all!!!!!

•pony and angela r BOTH into literature, just different types!!! ponys into poems (duh duh), angelas into fiction. not to say that they dont indulge in the other forms but those r just their favorite, thats like, the one thing they could talk about and have in common, something they couldnt POSSIBLY argue over, only curly sees it tho. pony cant see angela being into literature and angela just doesnt gaf about pony and his SSSTTTUPPPID poems

•curly and pony getting together was basically the equivalence of two kingdoms combining, the land that is shepard territory is shared w the curtis, same vice versa, BUT when tim and dally get into a fight, dally is EXILED from shepard territory till further notice, if its BAD bad, allllll curtis gang members r banned, now pony and curly gotta beat around the bush

[chenyuvale]

Least favorite ships + why? Idk I like to see what people think😼

(Genshin ships btw lololol)

genshintwt hates me for this

basically every popular mlm ship ,,,

the most popular mlm ship i enjoy is cytham and compared to like. The tall man x tall man ones its not that popular!! agony!

more specifics here so be warned: if i mention a fave ship of yours here, its not a personal attack and im not gonna hold it against you for shipping differently than i do. that being said heres my take on my least fave ships

ok lets talk abt kavetham.. i think they're exes. i enjoy them as a duo but not as a romantic pair; they literally fight in every scene they're in so im convinced kaveh had a crush and they tried dating for a week or even just 5 days so not even a week and kaveh got so frustrated that he broke it off but is salty abt it and haitham only agreed bc "why not, if it works it works and if it doesnt it doesnt" he had no expectations whereas kaveh had every expectation but haitham didn't live up to that so now kavehs just constantly annoyed and angry w haitham bc he doesn't know hoe to move on

i dont like zhongchi or neuvithesley very much simply because i dont. see it. its another case of they dont really like each other? and i think its hypocritical of certain fans to go against ships like zhongxiao bc "they're father/son" when. zhongchi is so much more (by their own standards) problematic than zhongxiao.. like stay? in your lane? and neuvithesley feels to me like ppl just want an excuse to have sigewinne as thier child when. sigewinne is more like wrios mom or grandma considering her actual age ejfhehfhd hes the youngest of the three and fanon loves to ignore it! i wont tolerate that :)

i have a Very hot take on kae/luc that both the antis and the pros dont like; they're not brothers but they aren't lovers either.. i also think they're exes

mostly because thats the vibe i got when i first saw thier interactions in game, it felt similar to asra/julian from the arcana and bc i was into the arcana right before getting into genshin asrian was on my mind, i started looking into them as one does and encountered the Discourse; knowing the cn stereotype though and that it is used to hide gay relationships in cn media; i further took that as proof that they're exes (and Both are bitter about it i enjoy the dynamic a lot. and genuinely they cant live w/o each other) im not going to attack ragbros believers tho, neither am i going to attack the shippers i like the content regardless bc both sides can agree that they cant live w/o each other and it torments the both of them

i could go more in depth bc they mean a lot to me but alas i shall hold off for now

other than that theres some ships i just dont fully understand? like yantao, ittogorou, thomato and eulamber, i get the premise behind eulamber but i cant help but think amber deserves better 😔 yantao i dont? get it and i dont know that i want to at this point it's just confused me bc as soon as yanfei was released ppl jumped on the yantao trainwagon and im confused where it came from? im also a bit more of a yanfei/kuki person myself but before that i didn't have any real yanfei ship; ittogorou feels like ppl just want itto with any guy they want and it bugs me, thomato is toxic. point blank; ayato is constantly bullying thoma and thoma is not the type of guy to fight back but like irs very. family bullying and not romantic partner bullying. and ayato knows how to bully a romantic partner hes very sadistic. but thoma is vanilla as fuck he doesn't want to be bullied so give ayato to diluc who Is a masochist and will accept ayatos bullying :D in that news i also like kaeya x thoma

those are all the ones that come to mind and again if i mention a ship you like dont take it personally!! at all!! its just my view on things and im not gonna shame you for having different takes. i love others interpretations so much im incredibly open minded, id be such a hypocrite if i wasnt