therealaxlrose

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ILLI MCMILLIN MY BELOVED

i love you illi, master of the wicket

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yuo on a random day:

“Call me zero, zero, zero

Call me zero you are zero

Call me zero, zero, zero

Call me zero you are zero”

- @pridefulphantom

IVE GOT AN OFFHAND WAY OF GETTIN INFORMATION 🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️‼️‼️‼️‼️🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅

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WHY ISN'T ILLI CAPITALIZED BUT MCMILLIN IS

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wait I haven't cought up on my one singular Percy Jackson book in a while is that the story where it's the musician guy who goes to hell to get his wife back and hes like the best musician in the universe or sum shi bc that's my favorite story send help💀🙏

idea

idk if this has been said before, it may have been, BUT!

epilogue tcfsr, demolition woman recovers, and goes to hell to try and save her husband, Orpheus and Eurydice style

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come with. your. arms. raised. HIGH!!!!

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There were more background screams in Prison??????? And they were hiding them from us this whole time????????????????

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and we’ll love again we’ll laugh again we’ll cry again and we’ll dance again!!! and it’s better off this way so much better off this way I CAN’T CLEAN THE BLOOD OFF THE SHEETS ON MY BED!!!💥💥💥

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as much as I love and agree and am inspired by this statement, SHITTING IT I CANT 😭🙏

guys we have to kill him we just have to

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welp I was GONNA work on some nu metal/general/unfinished art but I've discovered that little fucking bitch "illi mcwhatshernameiforgorhelp" so now ig I HAVE to draw I'm not okay Gerard or should I say "illi mcwhatthefuckwasthelastnameagainhelp" bc if I just HAVE to draw that cunt like I literally have NO choice guys🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄

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XOXOXOXOXOXOXO /ref

- @pridefulphantom

send help what's the reference 😿😿😿😿

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I CSNT REBLOG AMYMORE O REACHED POST LIMIT SLSNSLBSKSGSKSHSWOSLSLSLD ......... 💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔

- @pridefulphantom

OH NAURRR😿💔💔💔/gen where u wanna talk now?

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I KNEW THE AU MAKERS WOULD GET TO IT LETS FUCKING GO‼️‼️‼️

im feeling really normally about the 4k remaster and the release of gerards character name so here r my im not okay headcanons :ppp ive drawn frank and ray maybe once ever

more thoughts under the cut vv

okay i might make these fuckerrs into a little comic because theyre eating in my brain like a little worm.... similarly to the im not okay mv the primary inspiration is rushmore but id also want to draw from like heathers and blue monday and eltingville etc

here are some screenshots w notes on them and dynamics etc

illi: glue of the group, introduces them all to each other. for the sake of this, illi and louise are not related. name is from the 4k rendition of the mv. incredibly ambitious and always creates the main idea for the schemes that the group gets up to. kind of only nonbinary due to the fact that illi is an incredibly interesting name, and a very open opportunity for me to make revenge gerard even more nonbinary. their uniform is neat and tidy, not particularly out of respect for the school, but more out of awareness of their own appearance. into fashion but doesn't really know how to deal with their hair. just lets it grow out and fucks with it in the moment. croquet mallet is blue, so draws a lot of inspiration from veronica sawyer. they/she pronouns? maybe? but i lean towards they/them.

frances: placeholder name i guess? it's important for him to have the initials "FTW" to play on both ft willis/fuck the world but i think percy also works since it's a bit of a play on pencey prep. incredibly strained relationship with louise- very different personalities is a source of conflict between them. frances has the messiest uniform because he's the least put together, and has the most carefree attitude about things. hes really into being a problem but hes an unnaturally bright student when he actually gets into doing the work - taking a page from max fischers book here lmao. chipped nail polish. wears barrettes sometimes. very clever.

louise: i've always been enamored by that interview where gerard says that the band used "louise" as a nickname for mikey so i've associated it specifically with his glasses era. no last name for now but i think it has to have the same ou sound. primary inspiration for his character is max from rushmore. used to wear his hair slicked down until illi staged an intervention and forced him and frances to hang out one-on-one and style hair. neat uniform, but doesn't fit him properly for whatever reason. hand me down? transgenderism? he's just too tall? idk! connected with adults more than peers growing up and as a result is very under-socialized. involved with student leadership at the school.

ray: ughhhhh WHYYY did he have to write ray rules on the paper it would have been so fun to make a completely new name. okay anyways i just like graham and i think it suits whatever i have built for him. undiagnosed adhd and if anything a bit of a halfway point between illi and the rest of the group. illi is really intense and cannot be stopped sometimes so graham is kind of the "babygirl i was made to understand you vision" person. yeah im getting this from the hand on shoulder and sitting closer in that one scene but be nice to me im working with like. two minutes of footage as a launching point. uniform isn't buttoned, not because of carelessness, but forgetfulness. he's a little bit inconsistent about everything he does.

the school in general: rushmore style private school, kind of dying in recent years so funding and management is all over the place. mascot used to be the dogs or something but there were copyright issues with the logo and now they are the bears.

i thiiiink thats all i have for now?? im going to draw them more just you guys wait lmfao. ive always loved im not okay more than any other mv by a large margin so all things considered this is me being normal.

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I fear they're too at the bottom to be his.. and too small.. i wish tho 💔

wheres the mxr community did yall kust die ??????

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stuff from a sketchbook i recently got scanned, there's a lot of mcr sketches in there so check it out!! (it's free!!!)

first page is featured in 2.5mg just ain't enough for me music video btw!!! actually insane

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this gee (and not gee) as monster ultra strawberry dreams!! 🍓☁️ ✮⋆˙

I love this one