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offkilterkeys · 6 months

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I think that this was the first time one of my posts truly broke containment which was horrible, anyway here is the original version I made a million years ago, Karkat actually gets to hold the honorable fujoshi title because he would the end.

#homestuck #homestuck meme #karkat vantas #vriska serket #kanaya maryam #terezi pyrope #eughhhh I feel so sick #I had a terrible day at school and then there was just too much notifications #I saw some of the additions are the ones from my mutuals were funny and nice but the ones from strangers stressed me out #which is unreasonable cause like #I posted it on the internet what did I expect?#turned reblogs back on ten minutes after turning them off because I hate to be a coward #screams

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clownsuu · 1 year

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Small detour of what I usually post, but I absolutely wish (other) clown the best of luck during these confusing and almost hopeless times- nobody knows how to deal with such amount of attention in such short amount of time- a blessing and a curse to behold

#Seeing their posts absolutely shattered me #I may never be able to relate to how he’s going through rn but at least I can relate to the fear of living in absolute fear #the fear of unable to be yourself in your own home with creative and personal freedom #The fear of being terrified that the thing that gives you the most innocent happiness will be heavily demonized and threatened #The fear of getting caught doing something you love and being yourself with your found identity #The fear of destruction #I relate heavily to this and to feel you are going to be caught doing anything that isn’t a crime hurts #I wish him safety and love during these stressful days #He’s brought so much joy to my life that I must keep private irl too #Whatever he decides for the fandom I will fully support it #I will still continue posting of course unless he wishes otherwise #If he sees this (which I doubt) hey other clown lmao- you are loved and not alone #It may be scary but you are not alone- you will never be alone #There will always be people out there who love you and there will always be those who are not even worth giving time of day #The internet is both a blessing and a cruel cruel unforgiving place #I hope it doesn’t deter you from doing what you love and hold dear #I hope you have anyone you can be with online or in irl that can give you the comfort you need #You deserve peace and security #Do what you feel is best #Welcome home

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rnmyn · 2 years

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Thought process months ago: drawn like a moth(xian) to a flame (hgj) >> "if only there was an insect that lights up" >> sitting up in cold sweat at 3am a few days after, realizing fireflies exist Σ੧(❛□❛✿)

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support me on ko-fi ☆

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amystarrstuff · 1 year

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caine wants to play the silly little card game he found in some buried files labeled "DO NOT OPEN"

big thank you to @ghostlygunk for your encyclopedic knowledge of card sigils

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moeblob · 8 months

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New OCs

(briefly, humans and supernatural beings have to team up for building better relations with each other and all the supernaturals can shapeshift and take on human appearances but also have their 'original form'.)

OK so I was GOING to draw fanart today - I had a fun idea and everything! But health anxiety (and anti-anxiety meds) wore me out so I kinda .... slogged through OCs as a treat to me. I am going to go to the doctor tomorrow so HOPEFULLY it's all okay.

#my characters #also kite is the worst socially and says things he thinks are surely fitting for a human conversation #but ends up insulting grady with 99% of the comments and that makes grady not fond of him #but then grady is like super pleasant to others and doesnt know how to act around kite and flubs a lot too #its a disaster and the twins are like oh no this is painful #mr tengu that was so tacky you cant say that to a human #mr tengu you cant DO that to a human STOP BEING LIKE THIS #while callum is just like wow this is hilarious thanks for bothering my younger brother its adding character to his life #and kite is stressed because thats the least encouraging thing to hear ever thank you v much hes TRYING to adapt #but also kite isnt his real name and he doesnt know squat about humans BUT he knows they have the internet #and so hes like well the problem is i dont want to actually say my name to you all because what if i am Online (TM)#and so he asks for a new name and then is like he should name me - the tiny one who wants to kick my ass should name me #so grady is like ....... nooooo...... dont............ and then suggests kite bc he's done google research #and kite is a type of bird and according to wikipedia has some familiarity to tengu so therefore yeah #and kite is like !!!!!! DOES HE ! KNOW THINGS ! and happily accepts the slightly researched name while the other humans #are like grady stop that is bullying the poor guy leave him alone pick a normal name!#anyway not drawn yet but there is a human guy partner for the twins and he immediately is like perfect #i know which is which lets go out and explore the human world for your research #and they dont understand how he knows them apart so fast and none of the other humans seem to tell em apart #but then none of the humans are shocked at the guy who knows so the girls are like sir howst do you know #and hes just v casual oh right yeah younger identical twin sisters - i have Practice ! and they are endeared to him haha #anyway if you read all those tags ty #and yes in his tengu form he does actually have the long nose please do not be mad #i just dont draw noses normally and im too tired to practice rn so #i only drew the second one today anyway - the first pic was done a couple days ago but i didnt wanna post on main #but then here i am posting on main #im sorry

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musicalmoritz · 2 months

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Literally infuriates me whenever someone assumes Hanako is the MC of tbhk just because his name is in the title. I understand if it’s someone who hasn’t read or watched the series but how can you be a tbhk fan and not know Nene is the protagonist??? She calls herself the heroine like a million times, both in the manga and the anime. A titular character is not the same as a main character, Hanako may be the male lead but the series still revolves around Nene. If he were our main character we would follow him on his own adventures and the plot would revolve around his death rather than Nene’s lifespan. Guys. Reading comprehension.

#saw someone use the title as a “gotcha” when someone else called nene the mc and i had to get this out of my system #one of those moments where i actually typed out and sent a reply before deleting it and blocking them #my anxiety is too bad to do internet arguments so i just stick to blocking ppl #like i don’t want strangers on the internet to stress me out i come here to chill #but damn it’s hard sometimes #this wouldn’t be a debate if nene wasn’t a girl lbr #ppl automatically see men as the “leader” types so ofc they assume hanako is the lead even when the manga itself says otherwise #nene yashiro #female characters #tbhk #toilet bound hanako kun

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rohansdisciple · 8 months

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I GOT THAT CARD OF LEVI 😚!!

he’s so cute ☺️🤍

i got beel’s && diavolo’s card too 🌷~

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lunar-wandering · 2 months

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head hurty

#was up so fucking late last night stressed out of my mind #cause it turns out all the stress and sacrifices i made for the foundational course i took??#all for fucking nothing #''the waitlist hasn't moved.'' yeah cause y'all brought in way more foundations students #than u actually had the diploma course space for #and like. theres nothing else i can fucking do.#if i try to get into a university i'd have to do something like a foundations course all over again #and have to do a bunch of shit i have no interest/talent in in order to get to the stuff i DO have interest/talent in #which is just fucking stupid. why the fuck is it set up like that.#if i'm trying to get into a uni creative writing course why the FUCK do i need to take SCIENCE #and i can't do online courses that are just writing. cause i can't fucking FOCUS in an online course #and any other course i might be interested in are in schools that are too damn far away and that i cant afford #so basically. i can do fucking nothing.#but once i tell my parents that the waitlist hasn't moved and that im definitely not gonna make it in #they're going to start HOUNDING me. even more than they already constantly do #im gonna have to sit through 3 hours of them yelling at me to ''stop pretending to be an idiot'#and to ''pull my life together''#and that ''everyone has to do stuff they don't like sometimes''#(yeah well my brain doesn't work like that. if i dont like the subject of the course i literally CAN'T LEARN)#(i will just straight up not retain any of the information and just be annoyed and stressed and upset the whole time)#and my parents will tell me im gonna end up living under a bridge for the thousandth time #and then they'll threaten to kick me out of the house/take away my internet for the millionth time #and then this will happen every day until i get into SOMETHING

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loafbud · 1 year

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maaaan im so mad i cant play the freakin ice cream splatfest 💔💔💔💔💔💔 meh, guess it wasnt meant for me to play

so booooo fml as usual but GO TEAM VANILLA, WIN FOR ME AND LET IT BE A SWEEP ok

#splatfest #general post #i was at least able to join the team ingame right before the internet fucked up my switch ://#i couldnt even do sneak peek stuff #was hoping to play esp after the depressive stress that was life not wanting me to play the zelda fest #like??? literally evertime i tried to play that one there was a setback:#storm power outage.. irl stressing me out.. disconnects #and i was on team power too #smthn told me we were gonna have a sweep victory JUST from all the crap i had to struggle thru #THIS time around i cant even play the splatfest :'))#maaan see i can never be happy dawg LMAO #anyways have fun guys enjoy urselves #eeugh srry for the long rant over a freakin splatfest lol #mostly ranting about how unlucky my life is & this is just one of those unlucky things

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awakefor48hours · 5 months

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”It’s a red flag to not have your Carrd in your bio” it’s 100 times more of a red flag and inappropriate to demand that a stranger shares their private information to the world.

#not to sound like an old man yelling at the clouds #but back in my day #this was completely unheard of #if you so much as shared your favorite color on the internet #everyone was convinced that you’d get hacked #but now I’m seeing kids posting shit like their zip codes online #and it stressed me out #like you all know that you can get killed for that #it’s not that hard

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possibly-eli · 8 months

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once again posting a reminder (very gently, when you consider how fucking frustrated i am) that i am anti-kff! there are otherkin terms that people can use and, instead of educating themselves on this, they actively CHOOSE to belittle and bully otherkin folks, all while being a teensy tiny little bit ableist in how they go about it. its not a "erm these people are just minding their business and they're ALSO kin anyway" NO they are NOT. they are, by very fucking definition, either 'hearted or 'link (IF their connection is genuine ANYWAYS). that is NOT. KIN. and its kinda fucking telling if you think a community whose entire existence hinges on deliberate ignorance and harassment of a group is equal to the group theyre harassing and bastardising the terms and experiences of

#am i making ANY FUCKING SENSE #i swear to GOD #"dni antikin (this includes anti-kff) no the FUCK it does NOT #because kff ISNT. KIN #JESUS FUCKING! CHRIST!!!#kff “kins” are LINKTYPES and HEARTTYPES most often (again. if theyre not just being hashtag quirky on the internet)#also please please fuck off if you use the word “k/nn/e” i dont even care if you arent kff just. please go away #im stressed as balls man i dont like having to think about shit that stresses me out and annoys me but here i am! thinking about it!#this isnt directed at anyone btw i just keep seeing “omg this character is one of my biggest kins (kff)” and im so fucking tired of it #its mainly on tiktok anyways so im kinda shouting at air but fuck off #and like even when i see other ACTUAL otherkin/nonhuman/alterhuman folks say “oh yeah i 'kin' this character for fun”#it makes me so aggressively uncomfortable cause just. use 'link' man #use 'click' or 'heart'#stop Doing That cause thats not a fucking kintype and you are contributing to the problem (though minorly compared to other stuff)#theres also this one server wherein people would act and talk about their hearttypes as if they were kintypes despite outright saying -#- THEMSELVES “oh yeah this is a hearttype”#do you know what a fucking hearttype is?#are you stupid?

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torchickentacos · 6 months

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crying is like computer updates. it's going to happen but if you put it off it'll force its way through at really stupid/inopportune times

#TOTALLY fine btw lmao. this is very /lh and not a vent. exam stress just caught up to me from the last 2 weeks #just had a mini breakdown bc my spotify kept pausing in the middle of a song.#the absolute dumbest reason to cry but i hate my slow internet so fucking much. i'm gonna mess with the router tomorrow #i can't make it WORSE #it's not my computer. it worked FINE with the old router before people went and changed out our router in december #i've been suffering ever since #anyways. the unfortunate mood of 'well SOMETHING'S about to send me over the edge but I'm not sure what it'll be'#at least it wasn't a person. at least i can ethically cuss out my computer #can't yeet it against a wall though. kind of want to.#ok to rb #i mean everything i post is ok to rb. that's more reassurance/confirmation for others than anything else #if anything's ever not ok to rb then i'm just not posting it lmao

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birdinabowl · 6 months

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Me verses the urges

#it’s not anything bad I just sometimes want to delete my stuff off the internet because I get way to insecure #Ehhh I’m just stressed out sorry for yapping #Like I just want to bomb my art and writing sometimes 😭😭#Vent #I think this one person is just stressing me out way to much which make me rethinking everything ever on the internet #Im just stressed and need to sleep but at the same time i literally can’t sleep #Grahhhh :((((#Sorry for venting 😭😭

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misty-moth · 4 months

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I want to draw… but I should work… but I won’t work… so I should draw… but I have a few things I want to draw… like I’m pretty far into an Arthur piece, but I also have Vlad on the brain and his birthday’s coming up… but I also want to draw a kind of s/i for ikesen… siiiiigh it’s so hard to be a Moth

#whine whine whine #i worked an hour today #which is unfortunately impressive for me #and now i’m whining on the internet #ugh ugh ugh #but anywho my s/i just seems like a cool idea if not a fully thought out one #and i’m playing faust’s route and remembering how beautiful vlad is #and arthur…#i know i’m not the only one who feels this way but #when creating something for your fave it’s… really daunting #you want to make it extra impressive right?#but that self-inflicted pressure makes even the slightest details stressful #why do i keep making vent pooooosts 😩#…#vent post

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terrapin-might · 4 days

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Uh, can i get one boy tortured by future horrors?

Thanks!

ugh i think i made the bg transparent by accident but i cant tell arrgh

This design is up to change but I kinda like it, so I don't think it'll change much; the hair definitely won't, my man is stressed.

Finally decided to call this au "Echoes of Cassandra" cause i couldn't think of anything else. Get it? Because Cassandra of Troy, Cassandra Jones, and Cassandra Jones Jr. It's all an echo! I'm a genius! This didn't take me a week to think of at all!

Also ignore any mistakes, this was a random doodle that turned into something more I didn't use a reference 😞 also it's not plot relevant, gift of prophecy doesn't give you like, light powers. (Or maybe it does, I'll think on it)

Headshot is just for a clearer view of his face and to take up space.

i wonder if i should make an ask blog, seems fun, but if I do I'll wait till i get some comics out for this au.

Also @inkyrainstorms I don't know if you still want to be tagged about posts of this au, if you don't I'll stop after this. Either way thank you for being interested in my au!

#tmnt #rottmnt au #rise casey jr #eoc au #echoes of cassandra #these tags are for the au!#tmnt fanart #rottmnt #my post #my art #btw i would apologize for disappearing but at this point I'm a broken record 😭#stuff happens and when that passes or gets less stressful posting anxiety and shame makes me not want to come back even more 😭😭😭#point is my life sucks a lot sometimes & im terrible at queuing & anxiety will never leave me & i still don't know how to use—#social media as a creator without ducking out to become a internet avoident hermit or a lurker #sorry for rambling in the tags #so yeah sorry i blame my autism and chronic pain and you can too!!/j

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girlscience · 5 months

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screaming crying blowing up

#went to two viewings today the one I was reallllly really hoping would be good was uhhhhh #well. the previous tenants got evicted and the whole place REEKED of urine #they said they would be replacing the carpet but there was no way that would fix the smell #and I don't want to live somewhere that smells like piss and missy would pee Everywhere if we did #the second place could work but it is a studio so I would have to leave stuff in my parents basement #which I could do but with the rent and electric and internet I would be paying something like $850 a month #which leaves me like $150 from my TA stipend #I have savings and my parents said I could take out a zero interest loan from them #but I am very leary of that #it's also 20 minutes away from school which again. I could do but gas #I just don't know what to DO #my parents are talking about buying a place I could rent from them still #but like if we are doing that we need to get on it Now #the first place I viewed is still up.... I could spray really well for spiders and give it a super deep clean #and maybe I could move the fridge so the oven opens #I could just do a one year lease and keep an eye out for other openings #I just don't really want to live somewhere dirty and right next to a bunch of bars #but it was cheap and right across from school #I am just so fucking stressed

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