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We're a month away from Valentine's Day and I was hoping/begging for you to write something very heartbreaking or angsty with Eddie, maybe something where she finally has the courage to confess her feeling for him and he rejects her for another girl who's prettier and cuter. Idk I just want to cry and feel sad on Valentine's Day, please ❤
TW: hurt/no comfort, dead dove don't eat, best friend!Eddie, rejection, angst, Reader wears a dress, smut (18+ only, minors DNI).
WC: 1.2k
Divider credit to @saradika
“Can I ask you for a huge favor?”
Eddie Munson turned from the TV, eyes wandering to keep an eye on the screen as Shelley Duvall swung her bat at Jack Nicholson. “Shoot,” he said through a mouthful of popcorn.
This was it. You took a deep breath, steeling yourself to say the words aloud.
“I know you hate dressing up…and school…and, well, people,” you started, relief flooding your chest when he smiled at your joke, “but I was hoping you’d go with me to the prom? As friends,” you hurriedly reassured him.
His smile faltered, butter-greased lips forming a grimace. “The prom? Seriously?” Eddie blew out a breath. “You do realize I’ve made it through almost six years of high school and never once went to those stupid dances.”
“I know. It’s just…I can’t go alone. The school has that antiquated rule about needing a date.”
“You should tell them to suck it.” Eddie tossed a piece of popcorn in the air. It missed his mouth, bouncing off of his chin and landing on the floor. “Just show up solo. It’s not like they’ll kick you out.”
God, just the thought of it—the humiliation of being turned away at the door, your beautiful dress all for naught—sent a preemptive flash of heat through your veins.
“Please, Eddie. Think of it as paying me back after all of the times I let you copy my homework.”
He sighed. “Okay, okay. I’ll go. But only because you’re my best friend, and it would kill me to watch you moping around the place for the next two months.”
Without thinking, you flung your arms around him, nearly knocking over the popcorn bowl in the process. But as soon as he hugged you back, you couldn’t be bothered to care. Everything just felt so right when he held you.
Just last week at Hellfire, he’d slung an arm over your shoulder and congratulated you on casting the fireball that defeated the demogorgon. You’d practically leapt out of your skin at the weight of his forearm against you, fighting the urge to thread your fingers with his. How natural it might be.
That longing grew even stronger as prom night approached. When you picked out your prom dress, you couldn’t help but twirl in front of the mirror and imagine Eddie’s hands on it. Every conversation about corsages and boutonnieres sent a giddy wave rushing through your body.
The moment that left you spinning was when Gareth teased Eddie about slow dancing. You expected Eddie to launch a pretzel across the table, aimed squarely at Gareth’s forehead. Instead, he blushed.
Blushed.
“Shut up, man,” he grumbled. “You know I don’t do that shit. If I can’t headbang to a song, it’s not even worth listening to.”
You spent the rest of lunch imagining swaying to a slow beat, Eddie leading. His lips would brush against the shell of your ear, sending shivers down your spine, as he murmured something about how beautiful you looked.
Then his lips would travel down your jawline, placing kisses in a trail to your own mouth. And everyone else in the decorated school gym would fade into the background, shrouded in a haze that kept you and Eddie in your own world…
Except you were going as friends. Friends. Nothing more. You had to remind yourself of that fact, had to shove down the burgeoning hope that kept rising to the surface.
Eddie’s van stuck out among the Beemers and limousines that filled the high school parking lot. It didn’t matter to you; it never did, not even when the engine backfired or the axles squealed. So long as Eddie was your date, you didn’t care if you’d pedaled to the prom on a tandem bicycle.
Green, white, and orange streamers hung from the gym ceiling, brushing against the matching balloon towers every so often. A band played some song from the sixties that your parents played on their record player, though you couldn’t quite place the tune.
“This already blows,” Eddie mumbled, snaking a hand through his curls. “You really owe me, y’know that? This is worth much more than homework answers.”
You bit back a snarky comment. Tonight was a special night. Maybe Eddie just needed time to enjoy it. To appreciate it. To appreciate you, in your off-the-shoulder floral dress with your makeup styled just right.
He loosened his bowtie the second he sat down for dinner: some baked chicken and wilted lettuce leaves that constituted a salad. Perhaps not the best way to convince him that the prom was worth his time.
“I need a cigarette.” He blew out a breath and stood up, the chair screeching behind him. “Let me know if I win Prom King.”
You offered a weak smile at his joke and watched him walk away. He’d be back soon, with plenty of time for a slow dance. And maybe even tell him the truth about why you’d asked him to be your date.
Eddie, I like you. I’ve liked you for a really long time, and I want to be more than friends.
Simple and straight to the point. If only he’d come back from smoking that damn cigarette.
After fifteen minutes of no Eddie, you took matters into your own hands.
The late May evening still held some warmth to it as you pushed open the double doors and walked outside, ready to ask him–beg him–to dance with you.
“Eddie, shit, someone’s coming.”
You whipped around to see Eddie–well, part of Eddie. Specifically, his ass. His slacks were pushed down, the belt clanging as his hips thrusted into one of the cheerleaders. Her own dress was hiked up around her waist.
“S’fine. Just be quiet, mmkay?” Each word was punctuated with a gasping breath. “God, you’re so tight. So good.”
No. No. It couldn’t be…he was there with you…
“Didn’t you bring a date?”
“She’s just a friend–oh, fuck, I’m gonna–”
Just a friend. Brutal honesty, not a lie, and yet it stabbed you like a knife in the heart. Your breath flew from your throat, and you clapped a hand over your mouth before anyone could hear you cry.
Just a friend. Just a friend. Just a friend.
From outside, you could still make out the band playing a slow song. Maybe the one you and Eddie would be dancing to if he wasn’t burying himself inside of a gorgeous cheerleader. There was no way you were going back into the gym. Not with your makeup streaming down your face. And you certainly weren’t going to stick around and wait for Eddie.
Instead, you plucked your heels off of your feet, grounding your feet into the sidewalk, the cool cement letting reality seep in. Walking home sounded lovely compared to any alternative.
Just a friend.
The words echoed in your brain with each step.
Just. A. Friend.
That’s all you were. All you’d ever be to him. You weren’t the girl he’d kiss and whisper sweet nothings to. You weren’t even the girl he’d have sex with behind the gym.
You were just Eddie Munson’s friend.
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i need more sevika and masc reader now🙏 you got me giggling like a school girl
ur so real i need more too jdhdhshs
Sevika x masc!reader pt. 2
pt. 1 is here !
her big mama muscles and your baby muscles. she trains you in calisthenics: "one more baby you can do it." "you're doing so well, up up!"
she shadowboxes in the living room at six in the morning and you hear her panting and whispering "one, two" while you brush your teeth
you decide to get a midriff tattoo and she worships it i tell you "if it weren't winter i'd ask you to wear crop tops every day."
she's never more in love with you than when you're wandering around sleepily in boy shorts and a tank top early in the morning, half asleep and ready to swing at anyone who talks to you before you had your caffeine (except sevi ofc)
cursing out all the heteronormative propaganda in old movies (but still watching them because they make nice background noise while you have sex)
smoking weed together on the fire escape of your apartment and stoned sevika ends up emotionally telling you she wishes she were yours but she thinks she's not your type because she's a butch and she thinks you like femmes and she also thinks you're really handsome and if you just gave her one chance,,, ...and you're just staring at her in disbelief thinking "yes...this is the idiot i am in love with,,,this is the beautiful idiot i chose"
sevika comforting you on days when you're just fucked over by gender dysphoria and body image - but the way she does it is so silly you forget to even be sad - words of affirmation are not her strong suit so she just puts on your funky tinted sunglasses and says "look...these glasses make everyone look like the most perfect version of themselves...and you haven't changed one bit"
sevika asking you to cut her hair and you panic and watch like 5 hours of yt tutorials only for her to be like "babe. i just wanted a trim"
you're obsessed with her neck. like the back of it, the buzzcut hair, the muscles, my god you could just write pages of poetry about the way she looks when she chugs a protein smoothie after a workout
(you did write the poems, she found and read them, and teased you for days after) "how does my NECK look from this angle babe :)" "sevika i will murder you in cold blood"
the two of you aren't big on pet names. she calls you "babe" or "baby" if she's feeling soft. you call her "sevi" or just her name but then one day she's spooning you in bed and you just say "you are my mitten." "what" "because you always keep me warm <3" "stop."
but she's now "mitten" to you. to counter, she calls you Thing. and refuses to elaborate.
you're both touch starved but you're also both too embarrassed to admit it so when one of you DOES initiate a cuddle session neither heaven nor hell could break you apart - um but maybe getting hungry can
speaking of, once a month you can never agree on what to eat for dinner because you both sync up periods and also always crave exactly the opposite things "why. why pad thai of all things right now." "i need NOODLES IN MY MOUTH SEVIKA" "you wanna know what I need in my mouth?"
"sevika" "mm" "gender is a bitch :(" "put that bitch on its ass"
a conservative relative at the family reunion said they couldn't tell if you were a girl or a boy. you tell sevika this later on and she high fives you
fighting over who carries the heaviest bag on vacations "let me carry it for you sevi, you might strain your back 🤪" "i KNOW you did NOT just call me old."
she plays jazz in the mornings while brewing coffee for the both of you, you blast alt rock in the shower
you being ready to fight a bitch in the bar when she tries to flirt with sevika and sevika having to hold you back
...she turns around and sucker punches a man that same night because he catcalled you
it's all fun and games fearless butch x fearless masc enby until you find an enormous roach in the kitchen and it takes the two of you to fight it
one time you had to go on a trip for work and she wore the hoodie you left behind all week because it smelled like you and she missed you
"is that another iced americano???" "sevika you know me. you know i can't live without three iced coffees a day" "but it's 16 degrees." note: this possessed me oh my god. the brainrot is brainrotting a bit too hard rn @mascdom thanks for feeding my obsession 😭
#sevika#sevika arcane#sevika x reader#sevika x you#sevika headcanon#sevika x masc!reader#sevika imagine#headcanons#lesbian#arcane
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Bullying, Mean, and Honest Truths About Spirituality
Under the cut is an honest and crude description based off of my own bias and opinion of new people joining Spiritual practises, the occult, or seeking magic and mysticism.
So you want to start practising the Occult.
You are drawn to the idea of Mysticism, Magic, the Occult, and “Witchcraft”. Let me say that again, but louder.
You.
Are Drawn.
To the IDEA Of Mysticism, Magic, the Occult and “Witchcraft.
A lot of people like the idea of pets.
Pets are fun! You get a cat or a dog and they hang around and you imagine yourself going for long walks or hikes with a canine companion, or sitting at home and enjoying the company of a furry feline. Maybe it isn’t a dog or a cat or a common household pet. Maybe you want a bird! They are fun, right?
You see people on the internet through videos on whatever platform you’re wasting your hours on. You fantasize about what you would do or have. You spend hours entertaining this fantasy while looking at everyone else’s lives and situations.
You are drawn to the idea of something.
And then you ignore the important detail that these things require work, time, and dedication.
The Occult is just like people and pets.
There’s more people that i know that should not have pets than people that I know are responsible pet owners.
This, for me, is the same with the occult. Only, if you choose to neglect the Occult practise you claim to be drawn to, there isn’t really a penalty like a vet bill or a dead creature that you were supposed to be responsible for, for your negligence.
“Oh, I’ll just pick a “class” like an RPG and I’ll roll with it.”
Will you though? Will you dedicate the time and energy to do research on the subject matter you claim to be interested in? And not only will you give it the time and energy to just begin with the research, but will you also put in the dedication to put it into practice?
Be realistic with yourself. What are you actually going to do? Are you capable of maintaining routines and managing yourself and keeping up with the demands of the occult? Or are you just whimsically interested in it because it sounds “cool” and you had some friends in school that played with some tarot cards so now you think you’re a witch.
Let’s pretend you do actually have the self control and discipline to dedicate yourself to a spiritual path and practise. Let’s pretend you have that kind of integrity (but let’s be honest, you and I both know that’s a load of wash.)
Most likely, you’re coming from an Abrahamic Background, aren’t you? In the least, you’ve spent a lot of your life surrounded by vaguely misshapen ideas of “some sort of binary system where there’s good and bad spirits” or something or another and demons might be a thing? You don’t really know. But you took a class once that talked about Greek and Roman gods or maybe the Norse and Celtic gods, so you know there’s Gods out there! So that’s a START! Let’s go!!!!!!!!
You can just pick a god and run with it, right? Like, who cares? Just pick what makes you go “Yeah that’s neat and cool. I’ll take this out for a spin.” and pretend that you’re somehow deeply connected to this being. You read something or another about this deity or this pantheon at some point or another (or something like that). Just google search and read the Wikipedia page and waste a few more hours on it till you’re a Reddixpert on it! You have everything you need and a few days later you throw down a candle and incense and you’re blown away by feeling a strong connection to this god! HOLY COW! It’s working?! Let’s face it, you’ve not been connected to anything at all in your self obsessed life for a long time. So you think it’s “Special” when you get an answer. It’s not.
Sorry, sugar. You’re not special. You’re not a little special little sugar plum fairy that is adored by the gods. Because, believe it or not, you have to build relationships. But not just that, you’ve just pulled a “White Person” move. Most likely, you didn’t consult with or have any discussions with practitioners of the ethnicity and belief system you are interested in. Nor did you research the culture and how the religious and spiritual beliefs of those people manifest. I would suggest you learned some or a little bit or even all of the language of the people that the religion belonged to, but let’s be honest again with one another, you don’t have that in you for sure. You chose to take a God from a Pantheon and chose to take it entirely out of context. Congratulations! You pulled a White Colonialism Move so good that you took it to a spiritual level!
What? You thought you could just pick whoever from wherever and just rip them out of their culture, place, language, and people and water it down till it suited you? What is this, Wicca?
It might be! If this sounds like your idea of fun, check out Wicca. They’re full of it. You have gods from across all seas (Except for some reason the Pacific? Not sure if it’s a weird Asian racism problem or if they’re just focusing on everything the British Empire stole from) being Shipped together like smutty fanfiction. It’s insane. Anubis and the Morrigan are having babies every year, I guess, and their child, who’s always a Son, is the next Cernunnos who is also Pan but also Hades and also is Thor every third life (or something, I don’t know I’m not Wiccan).
What, you didn’t think that you actually had to respect a culture and the people that a religion belongs to? What are you, a pilfering bandit? There’s a right way and a wrong way to do these things. But what’s important is that you have to be honest.
Yeah that’s a big word. “Honesty”.
How honest are you with yourself? How true are you to what you think you can achieve and accomplish? Are you really going to read all of those books and write notes and document things? Are you really going to make a whole entire lifestyle change that surrounds and accommodates the culture, belief systems, and structures of a culture’s religion and beliefs? Are you? Are you really? If you make the change, are you going to commit to the change? Or, in a few weeks or months are you going to revert right back to the way you’ve always lived your life?
Again. This is the difference between enjoying the idea of something versus actually doing the work. And that is what the occult is. It is work.
Work. Work. Work. Work. Work. It is putting you on the grindstone and making you both rethink, reshape, and re-evaluate your entire being. It is going to make you uncomfortable. It is going to challenge you. It is meant to help you grow and be better. And growth doesn’t happen when you’re being spoon fed off of a lace spoon. Your idea of what things are is going to be challenged.
That’s another word that has a tendency to throw people out of the Occult. Challenge.
If you’re new to the Occult, you’re going to have to learn a critical skill that, in my opinion, very few possess.
Everyone wants to be “right”. It sucks when you’re wrong. How well do you handle it when someone corrects you. Let’s be honest. It’s awkward. It’s embarrassing. Everyone wants to be right. YOUR PRIDE IS SENSITIVE DAMNIT!
You’re a sensitive snowflake and you need to be swaddled in soft cashmere and reassured that you’re perfect because of course you are, sugar-pie.
But we have to touch some grass and live in reality. Yeah, I know the occult feels like you’re indulging a fantasy, but it’s not. Spiritual practises and spiritual beliefs are real things that have real people of many different cultures and languages and walks of life. And these practises are not just little badges and stickers you can throw on a water bottle and make yourself feel like a “Validated Witchy Bitch, Baby! ‘Cause we’re Feminist and COOL.”
(And by the way, you are not “The Daughters of the Witches you Couldn’t Burn”. Get fucked, you uneducated slut.)
You are going to have to approach everything, and yes I mean everything, with the air of caution in your heart and mind that says “Maybe I do not know what I am talking about.”
This is almost impossible for some (haha just kidding it’s pretty much everyone. I’m guilty of failing at this sometimes myself), to approach everything that someone says with an air of “Maybe this person knows more than me.”
When you engage with other people and you give them the space to speak about a subject that they are educated in, always be open. You must be so open that you automatically assume that you know nothing about the subject that someone is going to educate you on. Assume you have no education at all. And then listen. Yeah, I said it. You have to listen.
Listening??? To someone else??? Telling you what’s what???? Are you kidding me? What is this, a Learning Experience?
Yes, Yes it is you poor summer child. It is a learning experience. And if you can’t be bothered to learn and to try and learn then you’re not going to make it.
And if you can’t be bothered to listen, to read, to do work, to give effort, and to re-evaluate yourself constantly, you are not going to make it.
So make the choice.
Commit. Or walk away.
No one is going to think poorly of you for admitting that you’re not cut out for this.
But everyone. Everyone you interact with that is a real practitioner with a real lifestyle that encompasses their spiritual practise (because, surprise! The spiritual and the Mundane are intertwined in a very close and intimate way for practitioners) will be able to sniff you out from a mile away and know that you’re not worth your own salt.
It’s okay to be “casual” in some circumstances. It’s okay to be “subtle” or to follow paths that are more accommodating to your needs. That’s fine. Don’t get me wrong. This is a high energy and very taxing experience. There are paths that are accommodating to your needs and your degree or spoons, your laziness, or your life conditions. (I’m inclusive, dammit. Some people are disabled. Some are just fucking lazy. Some are kids with a fantasy fetish. I don’t know. I don’t care. Figure out which you are and make choices like an adult).
But don’t go picking a path or integrate yourself to a spiritual lifestyle that has high demands or you cannot adhere to. Not only is it disrespectful to the culture, the people, and the beings involved. But it’s not good for yourself, either. You will not benefit from the experience. You won’t make it anywhere and you’ll be left constantly feeling like a failure because you cannot accommodate the demands of a lifestyle and belief system that has expectations that are outside of your parameters to accommodate.
But back to YOU! Because let’s be honest, this is mostly about YOU. Everything is mostly about you and yourself. That’s just how a massive amount of people think. Which isn’t wrong, don’t get me wrong. But you have to be Self Aware. (I know most of you are not self aware. Get over it). When you set yourself up with all these fantastical expectations and then nothing progressive and fantastic happens with your practise, it is mostly because you failed to follow through with your own work. Something happened along the way where you struggled for some reason or another and you didn’t have the discipline and the integrity to keep up with something. And that feeling sucks. You feel “Let Down” by the Occult. But you let yourself down. In some way shape or form, you let yourself down. Because everything is about you, this means you have to be responsible for YOU. Yeah. I said it. You have to be responsible for yourself. No one’s wiping your Spiritual Ass for you. You have to do your own work and wipe your own spiritual butthole, and that also means cleaning up your own spiritual messes and doing the spiritual work and dedicating the time and dedicating the energy and making the changes to your life you need to make and then committing to them. It’s all Change, baby! And if you can’t handle change, then you can’t handle commitment to the occult.
And that’s okay! If you can’t handle some things, then DON’T FUCKING DO THEM?????
Maybe step away from that. And yeah, it’s okay to “try” some things to a degree. But please. For the love of fuck, approach them with the respect, dignity, and understanding that they deserve. Always approach a practise (And 99% of all practises have roots in SOME sort of ethnic culture!) with the respect it deserves. Do your best to adhere to those cultures and their beliefs and be as strict as you can while accommodating those traditions. They’re called “Traditions” for a reason. Treat them like they are sacred because they are. I shouldn’t have to explain to people that “Traditions of Spiritual Cultures are Sacred”, yet this post is being made because, quite clearly, this is a common issue.
I’m not “Gatekeeping” anything by saying this. I’m telling you to explore as much as you can. But when you do so, don’t explore different spiritual practises and traditions like the tourists that make the locals want to commit a homicide. Which is how so many people getting into the occult treat Traditions they are exploring.
You want to be a good and a welcome guest. You can’t just trample whatever you feel like because you’re too self centred with your selfie stick in Greece to be aware that you’re disrupting people trying to live their daily lives. The locals should want you. Try to connect to the people and their language and culture. Don’t just stand in their ways and think their society should accommodate you because you’re visiting.
It is okay if something turns out that it isn’t for you. Be honest about it. Be respectful about it. Thank the people and the culture and those gods for their time for being Gracious Enough to Host you. And then move on. A little respect goes a long, long way.
The Occult and Spiritual practises opens the way for you to re-think everything that you believe and to apply new ideas, beliefs and principles to yourself to help you grow and explore yourself and your connection to people and places with deeper understanding.
Be honest.
Be open.
You have to grow. And if you are interested in the Occult, Spirituality and Mysticism, get ready because there’s going to be so many growing pains.
And if you can’t handle that,
Then why are you here?
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NUMBER ONE GIRL
54. everybody wants you (written)
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Karaoke sounded like a good idea, but seeing all these strangers staring at the bunch of drunk assholes who just arrived makes you have second thoughts about it. Different from other karaoke places you've been to, this seems more like a club. There are private rooms but they're too small and where's the fun in that anyway.
"Let's sing 'ME!'!" Beomgyu rakes your hand and basically drags you across the room to get to the improvised stage.
Your brain is foggy and you know you're gonna regret all of this tomorrow, but right now you're having fun. Just for tonight, Beomgyu is your bestie and your friends get along. Moreover, Yeonjun and Minho are still having the time of their lives taking shots and laughing with each other. This is almost too good to be true.
Beomgyu's voice is surprisingly alluring, even when he's drunk. You're dancing and screaming and it's just so fun.
"And you can't spell awesome without me!" You hear your friends sing along while you're both jumping around.
You don't even notice Yeonjun's eyes following your every move and his dorky smile that makes his eyes almost disappear.
"Listen to me!" Minho screams at him and they go back to whatever argument they were having.
Drink after drink, and song after song, the fun seems to be never ending. Yeji is having the time of her life with Felix and even Karina is having a few drinks with Lia. You really hope they end up dating or something, Karina deserves to be happy.
Yeonjun is just being his clingy self and it's been an hour since he decided you need to be in his arms at all times. Not that you're complaining. It's actually nice being with him after spending so much time with your friends. You love your friends, but you also love just existing with Yeonjun.
It's almost 4:00 am and the place is even more crowded than when you first arrived. Some of your friends are nowhere to be seen and a bunch of them are taking shots at the bar.
"You're having fun?" Yeonjun is so tender and soft, caressing your cheek as if you're made of glass and dragging his words cause he's just so drunk.
"I think you're the one having fun," you laugh and he just whines.
Not too far from there, Minho is drunk as hell and just complaining about everything to Chan. He keeps staring at you and wishing he was the one making you laugh right now.
"He's an idiot!" He says for the eleventh time.
Chan just keeps rolling his eyes at him. "You said you were gonna step aside."
"But I don't want to, why does he get the girl? It's not fair." He's just being childish and maybe even a little selfish.
"And what are you gonna do about it?" Chan is so done with this conversation.
"Something remarkable!"
Out of everyone in here, Minho is the last person anyone would expect to walk up to the stage and type the name of some mystery song.
"Cam I have your attention, please?" He sounds drunk and some people cheer, they're as drunk as him. "So, it has come to my attention that some shit is just not fair. Like I don't get it. I was there first and sure I messed up but it wasn't so bad. This doesn't make sense, but whatever. Fuck you, Yeonjun."
Some people laugh, even Yeonjun does, but a lot of smiles falter when the song starts.
"Oh my fucking god!" Beomgyu is almost hyperventilating in the background.
"Gleaming, twinkling..." Even when drunk, Minho's voice is sweet and surprisingly soothing.
Yeonjun smiles and even sings along. You're also having fun until you make eye contact with Minho and he doesn't look away. He's been looking at you since he got on that stage, he's been looking at you the whole night and you're now uncomfortably aware of it.
You take another shot and look away from him. It doesn't make sense. He's your friend, he's not singing about you.
The song ends and before Minho gets to say anything, Chan snatches the mic and makes a joke about having to pay Minho. Of course, it was a bet, you relax at the thought and go back to having fun with your boyfriend.
However, someone on the sidelines doesn't seem so convinced.
"This is gonna be a fucking mess..."
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I'm really really really sorry for making you wait so much for the update 😭 (stuff came up and I was super busy but I think everything is falling into place so you won't have to wait as much for the next part)
made a mistake and forgot to add something but it's all done now 😅
Minho is drunk af
Chan is a real one
and I'm so in love with yn and jun (I almost feel bad for what's gonna happen in the near future)
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I'M NOT READYYY
EVERYONE LOOKS SO GOOODDDD
SHEN AND MUI HAVE KIDS
MICO IS THEREEEE
"fuuko's attendant" THERE'S STILL TIME TO ADD A THIRD MEMBER TO THE WEDDING
I'M STILL CLASSIFYING THIS AS YURI
WHAT IF WE KISSED ON MOUNT ARARAT
I love this goal for them
Also WIND because they WON
We finally have an organization that doesn't have the UN beginning because there's no more negation abilities
I AM LITERALLY VIBRATING WITH EXCITEMENT I LOVE THIS SERIES SO MUCHHHH
LET FUUKO BE BUTCH
BILLY AND TELLA AREN'T MERCS ANYMORE
It's because of working at Chikara's school, right? God I fucking love that for them
Everyone's doing so WELL I'm going INSANEEEEE
FENG IS A TEACHER
FIVE POINT LANDING BABY
I love how they're both taking the knee it's so good. You're not even supposed to do that in a wedding! That's for proposing!
With the MOON IN THE FUCKING BACKGROUND
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THAT WAS SO FUCKING GOODDDDDDDDD
I've had my issues with the pacing in this series, but my god is this the perfect finale. Everyone's doing what they want to in life, they're all still friends, the wedding is just as batshit insane as these two deserve...
You know what?
For a manga like Undead Unluck, this is the greatest ending-
No, the greatest death-
Ever.
Now let's enjoy life, everybody.
#undead unluck#uu spoilers#julia u stitia#ichico nemuri#leila mirah#latla mirah#haruka yamaoka#sadako kurusu#void volks#phil hawkins#top bull sparx#chikara shigeno#victhor#fuuko izumo#andy undead unluck#billy alfred#tella undead unluck#creed deckard#shen xiang#mui undea#rip tristan#nico vorgeil#enjin banba#gina chamber#tatiana undead unluck#mico vorgeil#yusai undead unluck#feng kowloon
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bucky Barnes x reader: Duality
WARNINGS: none
Bucky Barnes had always thought of you as sweet, shy, and reserved. Whenever he was around, you seemed almost bashful, always looking to him for guidance or approval. You’d blush at the smallest compliment, stumble over your words, and let him take the lead in every situation.
He didn’t mind. Honestly, he liked being someone you could lean on. It made him feel protective, needed even, which was something he hadn’t experienced in a long time. He’d catch himself smiling whenever you nervously tucked a strand of hair behind your ear or murmured a soft “thank you” after he held the door open.
But all of that shattered one Friday night.
The team had planned a small gathering at the compound, nothing fancy—just drinks, music, and an excuse to relax after a long mission. Bucky hadn’t seen you yet, but when he walked into the lounge, he froze in the doorway.
There you were, standing in the middle of the room, holding court like a queen.
“Sam, I swear to God, if you don’t stop hogging the chips, I’m going to throw you out myself,” you barked, one hand on your hip as you pointed accusingly at him.
Sam smirked but reluctantly handed over the bag. “Fine, Your Majesty. Didn’t know snacks were such a hot commodity.”
“And you,” you continued, turning to Nat, who was smirking behind her drink, “don’t think I didn’t notice you sneaking my drink earlier. You owe me one. Make it a double.”
Nat raised an eyebrow, clearly amused. “Bossy much?”
“Damn right I am,” you shot back with a confident grin, plopping down on the couch as if you owned the place.
Bucky blinked. What the hell was happening?
The shy, soft-spoken woman he knew was nowhere to be found. This version of you—loud, confident, and commanding—was like a completely different person.
You finally noticed him standing awkwardly by the door, his metal hand shoved into his jacket pocket. “Bucky!” you called, your tone suddenly sweet but still laced with that confidence. “There you are! Come sit with me.”
He moved on autopilot, making his way to the couch where you patted the spot next to you. He sat down, still trying to reconcile what he was seeing.
“Want a drink?” you asked, already signaling to Sam. “Bring us two beers!”
“Wow, you’re bossy tonight,” Sam teased, tossing you a bottle before handing one to Bucky.
You grinned. “I’m always bossy. You’re just slow to catch on.”
Bucky raised an eyebrow at that. Always bossy? He glanced at you as you bantered effortlessly with the rest of the team, cracking jokes and giving as good as you got. The way you carried yourself was so different from how you acted around him—there was no hesitation, no nervous glances. You weren’t just confident; you were magnetic.
Later, as the night wound down and the others began drifting off to bed, it was just you and Bucky left on the couch. The room was quiet now, save for the faint hum of the music still playing in the background.
“You okay?” you asked, tilting your head to look at him.
“Yeah,” he said slowly, his brows furrowed. “I just… didn’t realize you were like that around the team.”
“Like what?” you asked, feigning innocence.
“Confident. Bossy,” he said with a small smirk. “Not that it’s a bad thing—just… different from how you are with me.”
You shrugged, a hint of your shyness creeping back in as you avoided his gaze. “I guess I’m just… comfortable letting you take the lead. You make me feel safe. With everyone else, I feel like I have to be in charge, you know? But with you, I don’t.”
Bucky stared at you, his chest tightening at your words. He’d always assumed your timidness around him was just who you were, but now he realized it was more than that—it was trust.
“Well,” he said softly, “I like both sides of you. But I wouldn’t mind seeing this bossy side of yours more often.”
You laughed, a genuine, carefree sound that made his lips twitch into a smile. “Careful what you wish for, Barnes. I might start ordering you around.”
“Bring it on,” he teased, leaning back and letting his arm rest along the back of the couch, brushing against your shoulder. “I think I can handle it.”
And maybe he could. But as he watched you laugh and relax beside him, he couldn’t help but wonder what other surprises you had up your sleeve—and he found himself looking forward to discovering every single one.
The next morning, you were in the kitchen with Sam and Natasha, making coffee and chatting about the night before.
“I gotta say,” Nat began, smirking as she leaned against the counter, “you’re like a totally different person when Bucky’s not around.”
Sam nodded in agreement, sipping his coffee. “Yeah, it’s weird. One minute you’re telling me to get my ass off the couch, and the next, you’re blushing and stammering around him. What gives?”
You shrugged nonchalantly, stirring sugar into your mug. “So? What’s your point?”
Nat raised an eyebrow. “My point is… it’s suspicious. Like, what’s the deal? Why do you act so different around him?”
A sly smile tugged at your lips as you took a sip of coffee. “Because I want to. It’s not that complicated.”
Sam exchanged a look with Nat, both of them clearly amused.
“And he doesn’t know?” Sam asked.
You smirked, tilting your head. “He knows enough. The rest? That’s for me to decide when he finds out.”
Nat let out a low whistle. “You’re playing the long game, huh?”
“Always,” you said with a grin.
Unbeknownst to you, Bucky was lingering just outside the kitchen, listening to the exchange with a small, bemused smile on his face. You thought you were keeping your secrets, but he was learning more about you every day—and he liked every single piece he uncovered.
#avengers#natasha romanov#sam wilson#bucky x you#black widow#bucky x reader#bucky fanfic#james bucky buchanan barnes#james bucky barnes#bucky barnes#winter soldier#x reader#avengers x reader#x female reader
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I'M SCREAMING OMG (ノ≧∇≦)ノ ミ ┻━┻
HIIII!!!! I love how you coloured that panel with All might it looks really cool ദ്ദി(。•̀ ,<)~✩‧₊ May I suggest this panel from when All Might and Stain first met? Or any other panel from their meeting :D
Coloring random MHA manga panels day 3 [Request]
#reblogs#all might#toshinori yagi#stain mha#manga coloring#THANK YOU SO MUCH OP#prev ->#I'm not used to cold tones but I think I did it pretty well#The translation is slightly different because I got the panel from another website to have better quality ❤️#<-#“I think” buddy you don't even have to think LOOK#holy moly HOW DO YOU COKOUR THESE THEY LOOK SO GOOD???#also sry for the bad quality pic :'] I tried to find a good one but google was betraying me hahahxhd#anyways#LOOK AT TOSHI'S HAIR#BRO LOOKS MAJESTIC#grrhhhhh HOW DID YOU SHADE THE KATANA????#I will have to look at your coloured panels everyday because HOW DOES ONE ACHIEVE THIS LEVEL OF COLOURING#oh my god look at Stain's eyes THE RED IN HIS CORNERS RAHHHHH#and my god everyone look at the background#THE BLUE IS SO DELICIOUS IDK???? It makes my brain happy to look at it#RAAHHH THE TEXT BEING COLOURED TOO#also damn in the pic I send Stain is straight up insulting Toshinori-#wtf man not cool not cool 😔#okay so OP TY VERY MUCH I WILL LOOK AT THIS PANEL EVERY MORNING WHEN I WAKE UP!!!!!#waking up to this was the best thing today lol so imma repeat that#TY ILY BYE#*runs into the woods*
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And that's why she's a Queen
#the fact they even had this idea...#no need to insult the first lady and a whole country like that#the last sentence of saint javelin very much#friendly reminder that the whole Navalny family are neither friends nor supporters of ukraine and are highly problematic#and Navalny is not the perfect little angel now everyone pretends him to be#that so many in the west now worship him and kiss his wife's feet and completely ignoring what he said and supported in the west#but god forbid one Ukrainian breathes in the wrong way or ze forget to say thank you at some point#“the image of women resisting putin” my ass#no need to pretend theyre the same and no need to insult olena like that#still cant grasp the fact that someone was like oh were letting them die and stop important aid for month#but let's invite her so she looks pretty in the background#this is insulting on so many levels#to reduce her to just a pretty object jfc#alao the audacity to put her next to that woman and in the same room with the people who are responsible for Ukrainians dying
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Another doodle ft. a very sickly Nick
Bonus mini doodle under the cut lol
#blind man's bluff#ladyredms#bmb spoilers#l4d2#doodling a scrungly looking nick is my best stress relief i can't help it LMAOO#the walk to the boat chapters.... god i love them#so much tension and tender character moments and lore!!! and the borrowing of the hat??? AAAAAAH its so iconic & loving & i'll stop now#also i had so much fun making the background!!! i'm actually happy with how it turned out hehe#getting back into art has been therapeutic and really enjoyable so far!!! i never realized how much i missed it#thank you to everyone who's interacted with my goofy doodles before you're all so kind
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EVERYONE I need you all to see this absolutely wonderful commission I got from @quinns-art-box!! Gonta and Kaito doing sciency things is so special to me and I'm just obsessed with how it turned out!! Thank you so much again OTL
#kaito momota#gonta gokuhara#kaigonta#gokumota#danganronpa v3#drv3#danganronpa#commission art#id in alt text#everyone look at them NOW!!!#God Im just so obsessed with all the details#the hercules beetle in the process of being pinned.. all the cute little bug doodles in gonta's speech bubbles..#Kaito's flagrant lack of respect for ppe...#GONTAS MAGENTA SCRUNCHIE !!!!#They are my laptop background. Gonta is my icon. Peace and love on planet gokumota
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Magnet Train
Hello,,,
i have been working on this for an embarrassingly long amount of time (i am v out of practice!) (proportions suck!) and it's time for me to just post it already :::)
of course johto's one and only train is called the magnet train. too perfect to pass up.
insp by this pic
#contestshipping#pokemon#may#drew#johto#magnet train#i had to make a layer for mr. alfalfa here called 'shacket vest' god help us#pls don't look too close at the background ik it's basically unfinished i h8 drawing backgrounds but i couldn't have them sitting on air#@my 3 followers i love u v much thank u for the unwarranted support and kindness <3#i was a bit scared to return to tumblr but this fandom is so kind and welcoming <3 <3#ty everyone <3 <3 <3
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"I relate to Bess a lot. I think that she is someone who is super quirky, I'm a very quirky person! Artist really struggles with feeling validationwith her art and they can be incredibly critical of themselves. And I think that Bess is someone that really cares about other people and I think I care a lot about people, too. Her temper is a little quick, for sure. And that was something that was exciting to play because normally, I try not to make anybody uncomfortable. So I think that was fun, to be a little more sharp and and to find that!" - Brittany on Bess(x)
#little voice#little voice apple tv#brittany o'grady#bess alice king#idc what anyone says i love her#and i wish i caught this while it was still on!#she just wants to take care of and protect everyone she cares about and her heart is so big yet she is unsure of what she wants and needs#i just wanna hug her#she's not perfect but my god she's trying#when she told elaine(?) that she's not gonna let louie get hurt i felt that#also her crying with king of the lost boys in the background bROKE me#i saw someone say that her singing voice is like mandy moore's and i definitely hear it#i'm glad she's surrounded by people who will fight for her and with her for her dreams and aspirations(benny priya louie her dad and samuel#because she also fights hard for the people she cares about#''bess the mess'' is sort of true but so is ''best alice QUEEN'' /hj#i guess by me saying that she's unsure of what she wants and it's that she's unsure if she's even worthy of a successful career#and that she's unsure if she's even worthy of her needs being put before other people's so she rejects those things because she's scared#honestly would've wanted louie and benny's roles expanded if we'd gotten a season 2 and we need to find out where dad is#cw: food#i honestly don't know if this'll make sense but her face looks like a cg disney princess's face... like the eye shape face shape and nose?#she's sooo pretty#actually relearning guitar and piano because of this show#i relate to her so much#it's ugly because it's in 720p rip
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Dysprosium, Mary Soon Lee
dysprosium, AN 66, is a silvery-white rare earth metal. its name is derived from the greek dysprositos, meaning “hard to get at”, owing to the difficulty in separating and isolating this rare earth element. dysprosium is used to measure neutron flux, to fuel reactors, and to activate phosphors. terfenol-d is a magnetorestrictive alloy, meaning that it changes shape when a magnetic field is applied, and is used to manufacture underwater acoustic systems.
jason “robo” robertson, dallas stars #21 for @simmyfrobby’s nhl periodic table poems <3
#i had a couple different ideas for poems that were taken by the time i could go deranged for a couple hours to make this but as I looked#i was like WAIT NONE OF YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE JASON ROBERTSON YOU HAVEN’T SEEN MY TEXAS CAM and had to do it. also was STRUCK with the#sudden immaculate vision of the Dallas D as part of terfenol-D and could not get it out & robo is the most dance! person i know on the team#liv in the replies#dallas stars#jason robertson#nhl periodic table poems#guys i am plagued with visions and no execution skills!! every day i come here and learn one new skill on GIMP the way god intended!!!#today it was emboss. also cannot claim any credit for the pulse to the magnetic beat photo which is so cool that was one where i had a#couple and was like maybe i can do like crayon shockwaves like the art process video kasper showed? and then found that picture and was#like thank you lord stanley for knowing my limitations. thank you for your understanding in this moment it was a trial enough to make#expand contract dance and one would THINK i would have fucking learned from the claude animorphs tragedy!! i did not. but i did use the#shear tool and 3D rotate so at least if we’re animorphing it’s SLIGHTLY better. anyway me frantically doing this like WAIT WAIT WAIT WAIT#WAIT FOR ME YOU GUYS ARE SO FAST i keep seeing all of these and just spinning around in circles until i get dizzy & fall down I’m so happy#the drive folder for this is just called joy!!!!! because joy this is such a cool idea but now because it brings me so much joy#i just saw the Travis dermott one and burst into tears super normal AND someone did exactly what i wanted with hydrogen which was the water#the ice!!!!! it’s so perfect!!! and cody ofc did silver lord stanley. like does it ever make you cry how beautiful & creative everyone is?#anyway if you see me post and delete this and then update it or change it no you didn’t it’s fine. but i wanted to be included#if i could make the dysprosium letters not have a white background i would I simply could not fuck with it at 1AM. we are hitting send#it may not look like it but i queue#pretend i spoke at length about the reasons why i picked all the pictures & the element just know that it’s there inside my brain u can ask#GUYS I TAKE IT ALL BACK I SAW NEONFRETRA’S ISOTOPES AND I COULD MAKE THE EDITS EVEN THOUGH THEY’RE THERE!! ISOTOPES!!!! YOU GUYS!!!!!!#get ready for the edits then. dylan magnesium my beloved child of stars who can never return… like i wish i could say anyone else but it’s#i KNOW number nineteens bismuth don’t make me Google how many years nolan played hockey but also there’s ej for stable so.. also half-life#actinium claude giroux my beloved… when i saw there already was a claude i thought maybe Brady too for that#I don’t know how but flerovium doubled magic is percolating in my brain as was promethium bad boy because I was like hmmm. tyler. but#couldn’t commit and THEN SOMEONE DID BAD BAD LEROY BROWN TYLER BERTUZZI TO PROMETHIUM AND BESTIE I AM KISSING YOU ON THE MOUTH!!! with cons#anyway shane wright germanium with juraj slafkovský but showing him very obviously not missing it. if jack eichel was not an asshole#the narratives WOULD be narrativing. you could argue for a sidovi here with the calder cup and potentially a best friend stealing narrative#(the most recent is cam yorke’s acquisition of jamie d from trevor zegras which would then require a yorkie one for silicon the other side)
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attacks i made this 2024 artfight :3 in order of images, the characters belong to: @maripapercat, @adxmanial, ~AHHHHHhhhhhh664, ~M_the_little_mouse, @returnflame, @jules-makes-stuff, @gothoctopus, ~Sarahfox14, @mx-lamour, faun.draws, ~alkanones, @nouveaumoon, DevotedlyStar, ~Faildemon, cute-l0ve
#i uh. got range#artfight 2024#my art#artfight#team stardust#i think i found a few brushes that i am into and that in itself a win#which was my goal with artfight this year#also yes my beloved cos mutuals that is in fact an alek & strahd piece#god. looking at this im just. there is such a clear curve here with how seriously i was taking it#starting out fun yippee. an easy one here a meme there.#dead serious gripping the pen hours on lighting#bottlecap.#vice s. evened it out to my regular art abilities after whatever possessed me on the prev 3-4#and then it was whatever i can do in the last 5 hours#also i think you can tell how often i draw cats based on this (the answer is very very rarely)#i gotta stare at this and figure out what i like and what i don't#also the background on the guy with the missing assplate is an infernal warmachine the guy's our beloved cleric from our avernus party#and i have been dying to do some kind of pinup-y pose with him for ages. yes those are hammers on his underwear#shoutout to old balding men who can crush you with one hand (or hammer) who show only as much skin as their balding allows <3#also i have no idea how i managed this many#i thought i'd at most be able to pull off like. 5#also also!!! HUGE thank you to everyone that attacked me <3#(mostly posting this for fun btw. and cuz i barely ever post any art.)
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I was thinking the other day that man, kokuto neji is such a character and I haven't liked a writer character like this since... shang qinghua?
which naturally led me to this thought: jj fic with svsss-style au where neji transmigrates/gets isekai'd into the world of havenna. as domina, of course.
it's extra fucked up imo because at least when sqh transmigrated in his book, he made up all of those characters and they mostly stayed in the realm of fantasy. like, sure, lbh was kinda based on himself in some ways and mbj was his ideal fantasy, but they still mostly stayed fictional, you know? sqq (sy) had to fix his plots because the characters sqh wrote strayed too far from their original plotlines
but theater makes a fictional world a bit too real and personal, especially when you use real people as inspirations for your writing. with neji, he'd be looking at rukiora and see three different people (mitsuki acting as rukiora; rukiora who was written based on a younger version of neji; rukiora who is her own person in this weirdly real world of havenna). neji would see fugio and to him that is both sou acting as fugio and the fugio who grew up with poison flowers. miguel is both fumi and the guy who ran away from his neshiromi fields. the only constant would probably be chicchi. she is too much like kisa in that... well. neji didn't really have a backstory for chicchi. chicchi is a blank canvas just like kisa is as an actor.
anyway. yeah, very sv-style character arc where neji, much like shen yuan in sv, is forced to humanize the villain. except this villain was his creation and is also tied to a bunch of personal issues for neji that he Doesn't Want To Think About and also he doesn't? really understand the character he wrote tbh?
isn't art supposed to process your emotions for you!! why must he process these himself!!
can you imagine neji, who always casts himself as a seer of some sort (fortune teller, ushinoko) or someone who generally has some control over his future or his "creation" (who is mary if not just another side of neji anyway; she's takihime redux, and takihime is also. neji). imagine this dude being transported inside the play he wrote but he doesn't understand it and he has no control over it and everyone's acting both in character and out of character. he both knows and doesn't know these people. they're fictional but also... real? does he treat them as real people? is domina real? he wanted his actors to imbue parts of themselves into his characters. are these people really just characters from a script? are they his quartz classmates? is he allowed to even hope that that's the case?
it's both THE improv exercise of his dreams and also. a nightmare
#mine musings#liveblogging jj#jack jeanne#i do kinda want to write this eventually. like separate from a njmtsks fic#oh god. not me wanting to write a fic about a story within another story. oh rama havenna...#we can even throw in the whole prayer theme. like yes the priest preaches in a godless town and he carries a bible but hear me out#what if the god he's preaching about is himehiko instead#like. prayers and confession as offerings to a theater god. said theater god put you in your own play to “help” you fix it bc you#as the scriptwriter don't even understand anything about your own play#i kinda envision this as a neji & kai fic#though neji mostly struggles with rukiora and chicchi and the way domina prevents him from reacting authentically#neji knows everyone's backstories and inspiration but them BAM he has to face chicchi and he doesn't know anything about her#bc he was banking on kisa making chicchi her own character and being the 'transparent vessel' that helps everyone improve#and also he just had zero notes about chicchi lmao#neji every night at pontartia: is she being ooc right now or is this how chicchi was supposed to be all this time#like remember that time when he said to sou that he only realized what mukai's character was about after kisa got her act together#it's happening agaaainnnnn with chicchi#meanwhile rukiora hates him soooo much and neji is sad that he can't even confess about this to the priest bc it would be ooc for domina#mikki hates him!! except that's not mikki. but she looks and sounds and acts like mikki!! and also like a younger version of neji!!#he'll look to jire and he's all sad and mopey and neji is like. suzu having nuance is GREAT but also suzu not being cheery feels so bad man#where's my moodmaker? hachipochi missing hours :(#he tries to talk to sou but that's not sou that's fugio and also. fugio only cares about chicchi#domina barely even interacts with miguel so neji has to devise ways for domina to talk to him while being in character#but the minute he gets close rukiora is there and miguel would never talk to someone that makes rukiora upset. go away madame!!#neji is left to commiserate with otori/facchio and himehiko is laughing in the background
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come and try it
#bitegore art#go to oozeandgoo-art for my new work#furry#this is why i play the deer game i play. so i can draw shit like this and have it look good#i have got to do more drawings like this. it was sooooo fun carving the shapes out#now i understand everyone else who does this like this lmao#god i love drawing backgrounds
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