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If I weren't leaving Paris for good, I would give flowers to my crush on Valentine's Day and take her that weekend to a matcha café and gift her the timebomb necklace I commissioned
But alas, the world is cruel and money tight, so I need to leave and go back home 😔😔💔
#for once I wanted to be romantic but the world won't let me😔😔#my genious plan shut down#I will give her the necklace in that cafe tho. Just another day i guess#and maybe flowers before i leave???#idk i don't want to make it too overly romantic because y'know. I'm leaving.#purple rambles#*shakes fist into the air* WHERE'S YOUR WHIMSY?? WHY WON'T YOU LET ME!!!
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Paper flowers seem beyond you now but you can always go back to the basics, paper cranes are easy enough...
#in stars and time#isat#LMAO I FINISHED BEFORE LUNAR NEW YEAR#anyways if you saw my sketches then you know what the deal is#anyways i want to expand upon paper flowers and the act of giving them through viet siffrin#like folding in important or iconic memories into them to give to someone esp on new year for good luck#perhaps small tiny wishes cradled in lotus flowers for your loved ones to celebrate the lunar new year#maybe even once upon a time a litany of bright and red paper flowers flooded the streets for good fortune#i think siffrin would unconsciously fold a memory into each paper crane they make in an imitation of that#the act of giving oneself and maybe a piece of you being the highlight of the year#that you are made of your community be it enemies and loved ones and you also make up others#can you tell giving the king a flower has impacted me heavily? can you tell????#would love to explore siffrin making paper flowers for their family based on different cherished memories they have of them#in which forgetting is not as scary as i t could be once you know your family has the memories for you#the draws#i forgot i dropped off of tagging spoilers this applies to loop#think of loop making paper cranes at the favor tree made out of leaves#okay im done
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✨🌸 Sunshine on your skin, flowers in my soul 🌸✨
🌊🫧Summary → In the midst of his reconciliation with Team Wish, Dusknoir begins coughing up flowers. This unfortunate brand of bad luck should be a cosmic joke. A spiteful punishment that the world has brought down on him out of malice, out of vengeance for his past deeds. A cruel, agonizing curse manifested with the single unjustified purpose of preventing him from realizing happiness, ever seeking redemption, ever righting his multitudes of wrongs and moving on with his life. But that's not true, and he knows it deep down. Knows it in the very core of his soul like the flood of petals building in this throat.
This is his fault because he is a coward, and that's all he has ever been. A backstabbing, lonely coward.
And now he is going to die because of it.
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[CH. I -- Word Count -- 13,290]
🌒💫 Return → the act of going back to a place, person, or memory
[CH. II -- TBA]
#(Momentarily comes back from hiatus just to drop this and then proceeds to immediately leave)#I didn't forget about my fic that I promised literally a year ago! Woo!#Here's the 1st chapter fellas!#I've been through misery and hell (still there tbh) but I'm hanging in there with my pencil and paper#(mutuals I did this for YOU)#(scribz once again THANK you for the art ilysm)#I gave up on trying to write everything coherently like a perfectionist before posting chapters#I've decided I'm just gonna post 'em as they're done instead of hoarding them all until I'm satisfied with the entire fic#It was unhealthy and hard to be motivated while writing all of this in my own little isolated box#Maybe with some feedback from readers I'll be more willing to focus on this and get it done rather than let it rot in my docs for months#Sunshine on your skin; flowers in my soul#my fic#Dusknoir/Grovyle#Dusknoir/Grovyle/Celebi#Hero/Partner#Echo/Sora#echo/umbreon#sora/lucario#pmd ocs#lots and LOTS of feelings in this fic be warned my friends#Must admit I am so nervous sharing this publicly cause it's like baring my whole heart to you guys#If you take a peek then I hope you end up enjoying it c:#pls leave me asks if you wanna share thoughts!!! I'd be so unbelievably happy to talk about this fic if anyone is interested#or maybe post a comment or kudos on AO3 instead!! anything pls I'd be indebted to you forever#No promises on a fic update schedule but I will TRY not to let it take months this time#pmd explorers#pmd eos#pmd sky#pokemon mystery dungeon#pmd fanfic
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A bit of a sketch dump, featuring a new Oc, more Clem and Crystal, and Mikhail and Raz. The lanky af dude is Cleff Foote, Clem's uncle.
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Cleff is a Psychonauts agent, and he used to be a field agent, but a recent-ish injury got him pulled from field work. Which, honestly, is alright by him. It gave him more time to sort out legal matters and pull himself together enough to take in his nibling.
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Also starting to try sketching in coloured pencil on paper. I looove the fact that it doesn't smear, omg-
#i like to think that clem is still into cheer#like its a part of her and they love doing it#even if it does get exhausting to put on a smile all the time#but thats alright#the more they cheer the less they think about the fact that her parents straight up gave her away to their uncle#at least her uncle is a good guy#also the bit with mikhail is more just me tryn to cope with and lock in the fact that hes like 13? i think?#iirc#and i like to think none of the other campers really knew eachothers ages unless they told eachother#and the idea of mikhail leaving the camp then having some crazy growth spurt before any of the other kids see him again is so funny to me#just imagine this kid thats your height#maybe an inch of two taller#and you dont see him for a while#but then he comes back and hes now like a foot taller than you#so funny#anyways#psychonauts headcanon#psychonauts oc#psychonauts 2#psychonauts#psychonauts fanart#razputin aquato#clem foote#crystal flowers snagrash#mikhail bulgakov#my art#oh also i saw that 420 was not listed on the True Psychic Tales wiki and i knew what i had to do#/lh#/silly#i hope my writing is sorta eligible
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Little "bouquet" of random flowers I found growing wild in a yard
#flowers#photo diary#I think people are way too mean about ''''weeds'''' and not appreciative of them. Like.. dandelions are super nice looking#and bright and pretty.. forget me nots are so cute and a nice color.. etc. all of these random things that just spring up in the yard#are so neat. and it's evil that people tear them up and mow them down all the time#I guess maybe I get dandelions because they can kind of take over a space?? MAYBE?? but even then#if I was going to have a yard that is just a giant empty plot of blank grass. I would ratherit have a scattering of dandelions than#just like....... nothingness.#Also super cool that this person I know has columbines growing wildly in the yard. They hate them and pull them up#since they've kind of ''taken over'' a patch of grass near a bench they use#but they're soooo cool... Though they only have the single color ones just purple. My favorite columbines are the ones that are two colors#and almost look like two flowers in one or something.#There's a hill near a road around here where poppies seem to be growing wild.. ough... I wish I could go and take some or something#I've tried to transplant forget me nots everytime I'm in some realitive or friend's yard who has them and I ask to dig a few up but#I think theyre just not the type of flower that really grows long term on a deck lol.. but I wish they were... I just really like the blue#color. THOUGH this year in someone else's yard I found a very cool flower just randomly growing wildly that I had never seen#before. It's called Bethlehem Lungwort and it has spotted leaves and multi colored flowers and it looked like a flower out of a cartoon#at first. Since it was randomly growing wild in a yard the person let me dig one of them upand its' still aliveon my deck actualy#It's not blooming flowers anymore but the leaves are still prospering fine. Though it seems to really dislike the super hot sun#and will wilt in this heat wave if I'm not watering it at least once every other day lol.. anyway
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gods, do I try to dig up any info on the city of Salle in Antiva or do I just make up a bunch of shit and hope no one else tries to fact check me
#did I comb through 8 Little Talons because I had a vague memory of Viago mentioning returning home to a specific city?#yeah yeah I did and he said Salle which on a map that I found of Antiva marks it as a (seemingly) port city south of Treviso#so the de Riva House is not from nor stationed in Treviso and Viago sure is just There#which does make some sense with how he treats Rook#I can't imagine he moved his House to Treviso to deal with the invasion#it'd leave his own city weaker and in danger from it's own invasion or another House trying to oust him#likely only brought enough Crows to form a menacing deterrent to the Crows in Treviso and for his own personal use as agents#and then Rook his protege his annoying half sibling half child who he seems to rely on A Lot in the game#which can either be blamed on Game Mechanics#or! Rook is one of Viago's best Crows and agents despite the absolute chaos goblin that they are#maybe he only brought a handful of people because Rook was supposed to be enough#and then he has to send them away because they fucked up and the Talons want blood at the worst time#it does make me wonder who he left in charge in Salle#is Rook being groomed to take his place or does he have someone else#someone younger but with potential#it compels me#anyways I'm drowning Salle in flowers and no one can stop me (well maybe one google search can but it's almost 3am and I ain't doing that)#really the snag is simply how much older is Viago than Rook and I settled on ~10 year difference give or take#so making Rook the next Talon is nonsense lmao#for my canon! just for me I wanted Renn to be in a similar age range as Lucanis because it squicks me otherwise#I'm chipping away at the events right before the game's opening in the fic and want Renn to be homesick for Salle and not Treviso#and then got too in the weeds about it all lmao as usual#DAV Posting
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Got 3 more tattoos the other day, I'll post them when they've had touchups and have healed again but this time I got the paw print of my doggie that died recently, some soot sprites and the blue spirit mask and white lotus tile
#my arm was bleeding like mad?? both me and my tattoo artist were confused because all other tattoos were fine#but that does mean she couldn't see which parts she'd properly shaded anymore so touchups will happen#anyways now Ive got my own big 3 fandoms on me#atla merlin and loki being the things that have kept me alive for over a decade#soot sprites is more recent but still very fitting (thinking of the ghibli theme where you always leave something behind and cant go back)#now Ive got one more planned with the flowers we reveived when my dad died and I want to add pikmin to that because both me and my dad#played that (my brother too)#but drawing those flowers is still to hard so it'll have to wait#I also kinda want a yugioh tattoo and a moth and maybe some more original art#(and an arcane tattoo but forcing myself to wait a year before I put new fandoms on my body)
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it ain’t sunday, buuuuuut…
pls don’t mind me thinking about miss chiyo and the way her brain probably short-circuits the first time she hears her partner beg. she definitely considers herself submissive prior to being in a relationship; as much as chiyo has read, there are certain things she can’t know she likes until she experiences them. begging is likely the first sign that she enjoys being in control some of the time, and it’s pretty thrilling, especially if her partner is into it. if they aren’t, it’s not so bad bc chiyo will happily play the role of brat regardless, and that helps release part of that desire to be in control. the struggling and pushing is enough to help with that itch. but i’m 👁️👁️ and also very soft thinking about chiyo discovering what she likes with her partner :’ )) the idea of them encouraging her when she gets nervous — like no, no, this is very attractive of you, so keep going!! is very adorable to me!!
#honestly i’d love to write this sort of thing bc i think it could be really sweet uvu#and chiyo’s getting into a mood now oops asdfg#little more than hour before i can leave and maybe indulge her perhaps…#i sit before flowers & hope they will train me in the art of opening up | headcanons#shield your eyes | nsft
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Folks, do you believe in signs? Like, omens and superstitions?
#I will talk about a recent personal experience#Last night I asked for a sign to come in a dream#If I dreamed about one thing it meant “yes” and if I dreamed about another it meant “no”#so I ended up not dreaming about anything 😅#But!!!#I saw something that could be interpreted as a sign#for conversation context#I asked to dream about a flower: if it withered it was a bad sign and if it bloomed it was a good sign#This morning I saw a huge blue butterfly flying in circles in the backyard#(maybe it's just because it's spring)#but the butterflies that come here from time to time are much smaller and of other colors like orange#yellow or white#and I think I must have seen only about twelve blue butterflies in my life so far#and very few were as big as that one#and she flew in circles for a little while before leaving#So do you think this is a sign or am I just seeing what I want to see?
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i wonder if my ex best friend remembers my birthday every year the way i remember hers
#haven't really thought about her in a while#hope she's well#i don't think she remembers it#i often feel like i'm leaving flowers at the graves of people from my past#lately i've been haunted by thoughts and dreams about people i used to love#and i will always love all of them#no matter how badly i got hurt in the process#a piece of me fractures off when i love someone and i wish they'd keep that piece tucked away somewhere in the closet and dust it off somet#imes. i stil have every letter#every gift every photo every silly thing i've saved over the years#and i know that no one does the same for me#i wonder what my ex did with the drawings i made them after they dumped me for their ex. were they thrown out and forgotten#or maybe did they keep them in a drawer somewhere to find a few years down the line and remember my face. my voice. my laugh#i still have the letter i started writing for them about a week before they left where i was saying i regretted not telling them i loved th#and sometimes i wonder had they seen the finished product if things would be different#my reluctance to admit my love out of fear of being forgotten results in abandonment more often than not#my girlfriend now swears the pattern isn't going to repeat but i've heard that song before and lately i haven't felt safe#and loved the way i once did. she tells me to talk to my therapist. but i don't think it's in my head. i told her if she's thinking of#leaving to just do it now and spare me the pain of love burning out slowly#and maybe she'll listen and that terrifies me#i am my own biggest burden
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I ended up buying even more plants
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Meet Naruto, Sasuke, and Sakura
#speculation nation#i do have a tag for plants. what was it#plants shit#maybe lol. if not then oh well#anyways the cactus is sasuke bc hes prickly. sakura bc of the flowers. and naruto bc uhh. idk i wanted to complete the trio#crocodile isnt the same as a toad but it's like 2 steps removed#and uhhh maybe the leaves are like his hair. maybe.#i was actually looking at the dragon fruit cactus first and thinking about naruto for that one#but then i was like 'oh it's Prickly though. this needs to be sasuke.'#then i saw the orchids and was like What If.......#so i found a third plant to be naruto lol. and thus the trio is obtained.#i dont exactly have room for them but i'll make room. somehow lol#might have to move more cacti down to the desk. cats less likely to eat those.#anyways im on my way home now. got a few hours before the assessment. gonna chill.
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de la tula
#raftel is laugh tale...... oh....#roger and rayleigh being gay in front of oden.....#the sea beasts being like prophets....#roger saying his son will be it.... oof.... also how does rayleigh not know....#so literally the last thing he is gonna do is go have a child.... poor rouge lmao#it is so fucked how they laugh about it.... like it is so fucked up how roger was like living the life and decided to have a son and he is#like CURSED and sad about it..... UNTIL he meets luffy but STILL.... god what a life#roger leaving rayleigh to go impregnate someone..... this is so sad....#we must open wano before joyboy arrives....#hiyori is the size of oden's head.... incredible#why is he holding her like a glass of water 😭😭#you failed to protect my family that one time but do it again while i go fight the shogun. nice plan#talking tag#watching one piece#episode 969#now that oden is an honorable man he wears his robe long... no more pantyshots 😞😞#THE BARRIER FRUIT!!!! OMG NOOOO#oh he has gone mad....#the inherited will. the dreams of the people. the current of time. the answer to freedom. thats one one piece is about babey#so if shirohige knew about the people with the d... he probs wanted to get ace to be the pirate king not only bc hes his fathers son but#because of the prophecy too.... maybe he thought the one born with poseidon was ace.....#oden crying and writhing on the beach after roger died.... he was more stable when his wife got sick 😭😭#episode 971#kaido against moria??? lmao#what is a really good dance going to do.... i do not get it#he promised to open wano right??? this is so bad when you know whats coming#the spy has been there since the start??? omg#public humiliation while they rally more troops for FIVE YEARS??? jesus#the fights are ao cool... the flower petals tunring into blood... banger#episode 970
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So they didn't become void, they were "born" that way
In FaaF there are different species and kinds of higher beings (still a MASSIVE work in progress tbh, trying to figure out how these cunts work, but for now I'm thinking they're extremely rare species with far greater abilities and lifespans than a normal bug's that have a chance to ascend to true godhood (but even if they don't ascend that doesn't stop mortals from worshipping them as they're already very god-like from a normal bug's perspective)), "pale beings" being one of these kinds/mutations.
Well, there was also a different kind once, "void beings", but they all went extinct a very long time ago by the beginning of the story. Shade Lord was one, and last, of them and it lost its life in a fight with Radiance - the same fight that drove her to make her permanent residence in the dream realm out of her new-found fear of death (which backfired spectacularly ngl). Its body was buried in the Abyss, where it broke apart and decayed, or decayed as much as a non-living thing can, before it was unearthed many ages later by the pale wyrm.
Not much is known about them since they've been gone for so long, and the vessels are the only void beings remaining, but since they're not "pure" void beings it'd be foolish of anyone to assume that the ancient extinct species behaved the same way as these ones do. But they were generally greatly feared thanks to the void's freaky, dangerous properties, which partly lead to their extinction as some of the other higher beings purposefully attacked and killed them whenever they stumbled across one out of fear. Now the only thing remaining of them are the rare void sources, where their former bodies still refuse to fully die.
Shade Lord does get accidentally resurrected in the story bc of all the tomfoolery happening with its body before almost immediately getting killed again by Ghost who inherits its title and reign. Don't ask me how that works, haven't figured that out yet. Magic god shit or something idk LMAO
#thylacines can talk#faaf au#I read somewhere once that if we close mammoths they wouldn't be true mammoths but more like a mammoth elephant hybrid? Idk how accurate#that is but that's essentially what the vessels are. A hybrid species that behaves and looks a lot like the extinct one yet the differences#are significial enough that they're technically not the same thing. And since nobody knows how void beings were like its anyone's guess#which of their traits originated from Shade Lord. You know they could have probably asked it if it didn't want to violently take over#and kill all other gods in rage filled revenge. And then tried to kill its so called children when they didn't want to participate in that.#PK 🤝 SL 🤝 WL parent of the year award#The vessels can't have even ONE good parent sorry#Well SL is less of a parent and more of a...DNA donor? Its kidneys got stolen and turned into babies#Currently in FaaF Norel and PK we're the only ones who studied void so a lot of its properties and origins are a huge mystery. And PK#slowly stopped after the vessel plan began. After Flower/Pure Vessel was taken into the palace the extent of his studies revolved around#them and their health. He only created new moulds when the old ones got destroyed. Guilt played a big part in his reasons for that.#Norel would know a bit more simply because PK's source sample was limited while Norel travelled across wasteland looking for void and#experimented with different sources. And he was considerably more...unethical about them. So he probably knows what void does to a mortal's#body while PK doesn't know much about that bc he was careful to not give any of his citizens and staff void poisoning after he realised it#was dangerous. Also thinking about Norel once having a mole in the White Palace which is how he found out about Floeer and the origins of#vessels. And maybe said mole broke into PK's workshop and wrote down some things before leaving Hallownest 👀 Bc it does feel a little#weird for Norel to know more than PK just like that. And he's a little snake who WOULD steal other people's work.#Like I mentioned previously Norel makes his own constructs which is something I wanted dabble in. Maybe he stole that idea from PK? His#ones are far worse and fewer than PK's but they serve their purpose and he's just starting dabbling in that. By the time he shows his ugly#mug again to terrorise Flower's kids and grandkid he'd probably be MUCH better at that 👀#I love my fucked up little moth#My one true talent is getting wildly off topic whenever sh asks me about my as#Aus*
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turns out that it was not a raven, and as I was walking out to the clearing, I heard the family of ravens calling to each other nearby.
so grateful that it wasnt one of our friends in the woods, but it was ... very hard to tell what kind of fowl it was. it was freshly killed but its end had not been kind.
i tapped down some of the greenery within the flowers and arranged it among the pacific bleeding hearts. and now it rests there for the forest to have. i performed a small funeral rite for it and left rocks and a quartz with it too and wished it well.
whatever stark black and shimmering green bird it once was ... I hope that it can rest easy now
#[static]#i cant figure out why they did that#it was a bit bigger than a raven but its tail was in such bad shape i couldnt really understand what it was#its head was ... maybe missing but i couldnt really tell what was going on there. i just covered it with leaves and flowers.#i can usually tell what bird im looking at even if its all the way up in a tree or flying in the sky#but this one was right before me and i couldnt totally be sure what it was#i did not linger though i felt it was best to let the forest have the body#also i wore protective gear! gloves and a mask and made sure to wash and shower afterwards to be safe#tw gore#tw animal death
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The moon haunts you-- And it haunts mee!!
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#We can ignore the context I know he's just heartbroken here ;-;#He's a gentleman and brought flowers and chocolate!#Maybe should have told he was vegan before going to a meat restaurant#Anyway he hasn't been sleeping very well leave him alone!#Oh Steven the man you are#:(
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My hibiscus can't keep leaves for some fucking reason yet it has the energy to make more flowers
Buddy, why...
#i cannot for the life of me figure out why its leaves are turning yellow like that and falling off#i changed the soil. im watching how much/little water i give it. i didnt see any signs of root rot when i repotted it. the pot was scrubbed#thoroughly and rinsed well before planting#idk what i did to it#maybe the soil isnt acidic enough? one site said they like peat#maybe i should change out the soil and add the peat in with it???#idk what to do#but the little shit is still producing flowers for some reason#that takes up so much energy baby boy#spend that energy on your leaves ffs
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