#and maybe a melatonin--

[bitchkay]

I need to start going to sleep at night why Tino just told me good morning💀

[stealingyourbones]

Why must the medication give me other mental health issues. I trade the Big Sad for the No Sleep and it gives me more Big Sad

[dittanyinbloom]

Thinking about how we meet Sebastian and he’s instantly like, “I want to bring you home to meet my family.”

Damn boy…chill. That’s a lot of pressure on me. This is moving a little too fast. Don’t you want to know my favorite color before you take me across the map to your family home to meet your dying twin sister that means more to you than anything else in the world?

[horseshoemybeloved]

Fire and flames and torment

[heartorbit]

still chipping away at that pjsk major arcana

[chronicpaingirlie]

hi beloveds do any of you have any ideas for things that might help with sleep ? i haven’t been able to sleep thru the night for like a week and it’s rly taking a toll on me 🥲

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

days where i have nothing to do: ohhhh im so sleepy im so so tired no one is more eepy than me

nights where i have to wake up at a set time: I Have Never Been More Awake In My Life

[shrews-things]

Why didn't anyone warn me that after a certain age sleep doesn't come easy anymore 😔

[petalsthefish]

I’m going to get nothing done this week except arts and crafts just you wait and see

[thereareeyesinsidethetrees]

something about that whole incident must have changed something in my brain chemistry cause my insomnia’s gotten bad again

the past few days i’ve getting to sleep at two or three. kinda sucks i guess, but i don’t really want to resort to taking melatonin again

[teruthecreator]

this is only slightly related but thank fucking god my medication seems to be working. idk yall it was so dark in my head for a while and now im like actually having ideas and the motivation to write and its like. man its life-changing when medication actually fucking works

[tazmiilly]

just realized it's 4th of July:( fireworks :(

[becauseicantthinkwritings]

Chelsea, once again, I am in your walls. I worry for Teeth!Billy and reader so much 😭😭😭

😘😘😘😘😘

[binch-i-might-be]

actually I would be interested in finding out specifics about real life George Washington's dick. we know it was unwashed, as was fashionable back then, but. was it big. was it proportional to the rest of him. did it complement his fat clapping ass and childbearing hips. do you think the aides ever saw it when they were all bathing in a river or some shit. do you think Hamilton and Laurens, Known Gays, were losing their absolute shit about it later. most importantly, how the FUCK did he have sex with his wife, who was famously like a foot shorter than him; a height difference which, I am inclined to believe, was almost equivalent to the length of that filthy revolutionary schlong,

[elegantartisanperson]

ah shit dude 60 melatonin pills for 8,62 dollars? that is too much now my sleep schedule will never be fixed😔

WHAT 30 PILLS FOR ONLY 8,51 DOLLARS, THIS IS A STEAL, now I can finally fix my sleep schedule

[yukipri]

I feel like over the month+, I have like 1-2 hours a day max where I feel relatively awake, and every other hour I'm fighting bone-deep exhaustion. I'll bring it up with my doc at my check up on monday, but tbh i know the solution so idk if she can help

And I can work-work when I feel half-dead, or rather I force myself to because I don't want my cats to starve, but when it comes to creative stuff, it's like my mind is slippery sludge dribbling out my eyes...

The Solution, of course: just stop working 3~10 AM every day (and then taking a short nap, working during the day, and then taking another short nap, hours vary but repeat), and maybe get at least 6, ideally 8 uninterrupted hours of sleep at least every other day, ideally every day.

But do I see that happening? No.

Like rn I know I desperately need to edit fic and reply to comments and do several arts but I'm nodding off at my desk after boss DMing me work at 5 AM and dealing with repair people since 8:30 AM...