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Just scored an Eddie Munson plush toy, who now can join my Robin and Steve plush toys in my bed. The only problem is I don’t have a Nancy plush, and I don’t want her to feel left out 😭
#he was only £2.99 in the shop what’s a girl to do other than take Eddie home 💕#I got the matching Steve and Robin ones for Xmas the funko ones#and couldn’t find any Eddie plush toys online then at all and funko only had the matching stobin#but I found him today for soooo cheap it’s dznr which I haven’t heard of before but the boxes r cool inside#I also got my first Joyce merch last week I got one of her funkos!!!!#buying things to do with my hyperfixation when I’m poor gives my adhd riddled brain the biggest dopamine boost on earth#and makes my heart happy forever <3#I don’t want Nancy to be left out I need to find a plush toy of her 🥺🥺😭💔#stranger things#cc chats
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portrait of a young artist, c. 1760s
(happy birthday dear john! 🌻)
#john laurens#historical john laurens#laurens siblings#laurens family#laukids#HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOHN!!!! hope you are happy and at peace wherever you are <3#making art of him after what feels like an eternity!#its so surreal to go back to paint him again the love never truly dies#its been so long omg . john will have a big part of my heart forever <3#i hope yall enjoy this little present of a kid john portrait!! im happy to be back again 💖#hes a watercolour artist in the making and he's proud of showing his little birdie hell yeah
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Tom 🥰😍😍
#Tom Cruise#Nick Morton#The Mummy#2016#interview#he's so gorgeous#forever handsome#this man I swear#he just does something to me#I feel so many things#he makes my heart happy#I love him so much#Tom <3
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#rc9gn#randy cunningham 9th grade ninja#torn pages au#randy cunningham#rc9gn first ninja#first ninja#rc9gn oc#it has begun....the ocs... they are coming!!!!#lol but no worries ill try to not make them too much of a focus#can u believe it? freakin 9 more pages holy sjiet. and we didnt even got to the actual idea i had im gonna cry#trying to be normal and not enjoy little dad things i make first ninja do ;3#like helping kids dress cause waiting for them will take forever. the mom hand across body to protect them and the panic run.#the 'fuck the child took off without me' panic run is very familiar for me because i experience it from both sides#when i was a kid i accidently took off into traffic (on the crossing road but on yellow light) thinking my uncle was ahead#but in reality he was behind having a heart attack at my actions and taking off after me#and when i was a teen a family friend's kid i was looking after in the mall took off somewhere and i had a panic attack i lost him lol#his mother was NOT happy#kids? amiright?
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questioning what life is rlly about but then u catch up with the girlies over dinner n life is worth living again <3
#i don’t go clerb hopping but restaurant hopping <3#w my fav ppl <3#i love my friends <3#n im so sad we can't see each other as often#love my uni friends too but the bond u have w the friends u made when u were little are irreplaceable#i've been besties w a friend since we were little tiny babies just barely able to move around#also! they surprised me w a bday gift bc this year i didnt celebrate bc i wasnt home n life was hectic#n one of the gifts is a bookmark w my name engraved on it and!!!!! featuring pressed flowers#its the little things that make me cry </3#like how adorable is that#anywayyy that gift was just tew cute had to mention it#i wanna have nights like this forever😔😔😔#like no do not ever ruin ur sleeping schedule for a man but yes ruin it for ur friends who take u from one restaurant to the other <3#so so sleepy but i'll sleep w a full n happy heart today <3
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HIM AND HIS LITTLE ERRAND GIRL
#I didn’t realize you could talk to General Oliver before speaking to Mr. House.#I SCREAMED when he said that.#I know it’s supposed to be insulting but being Mr. House’s anything has me twirling my hair and kicking my feet.#ALSO HER RELATIONSHIP WITH MR. HOUSE GETTING ACKNOWLEDGED BY ANY CHARACTERS MAKES ME HAPPY!!!!!#AWUGHHHHH FOREVER GRIEVING THE CUT CONVERSATION BETWEEN MR. HOUSE AND GENERAL OLIVER!!!!#IT’S CANON IN MY HEART </3#Where Mr. House says -> I see you’ve met my star employee. {Beat pleased} A real performer obviously-#a lot more {emphasis} reliable than the other candidate I considered for the position.#I’d pay very close attention to what she has to say as well as any official papers she hands over your perusal.#{eager to enjoy triumph} Let’s get on with it shall we? Hmm?#GhostCoupleofVegas
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Can we talk about how cute the graveyard scene is!?!? Oh my goddddddddddd this is never leaving my fucking brain
Like I cannot get over how beautiful and sweet and unexpected the entire Astarion romance arc is!? For what was nearly an enemies to lovers situation (depending on how you played)?? What the actual fuck, I didn't see a ton of spoilers but I had seen some by accident I think, and yet it still absolutely surprised me in all the best ways. So so adorable, romancing him forever. jesus
#this is spawn Astarion fyi#i heard he's way different if ascended and tbh im scared to see it lol#controlling dudes arent my type so im hesitant to go back and see the difference but i will one day or in my next playthrough#Astarion#baldur's gate 3#bg3#baldur's gate 3 spoilers#bg3 spoilers#GOD and the symbolism of fucking on his grave lol#also it is so very goth in all the best ways he's really making my little emo goth heart sing huh#plus i LOVED seeing him reclaiming his sexuality and doing that playful little push omg#he and my tav are so fucking cute together im dying#i was never expecting his story to be as good as it is even after i heard it was really good#alsjfjslajdjd i could talk about this forever#i am so happy he gets to be happy with her can't wait to see what's next#and now they're EQUALS! ahhhhh my kink lol#pk plays bg3
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at some point i am going to have to force even to go back and deal with donna & tentoo & rose & all and everything they ran away from. and that will probably involve them losing tentoo’s chameleon arch watch by giving it back to its rightful owner, whether she chooses to open it or not. and that is. not going to be a very fun or stable time for them.
#this part is v vague and fuzzy because i want to watch the rest of 12 & 13 and finish the doctor/donna specials before i set anything in#stone about it. but i think i need to rearrange some things in the timeline here vis a vis when the doctor is also forced to go back and#deal with his baggage.#i dont think 14 exists in even’s universe for this reason. and for the reason of tentoo kind of taking on his role? the human part of the#doctor who can stay with donna & with rose.#she’s also trans to me because i love trans!tentoo. her name is johanna. i think it’s pretty. i make a singular exception to my rule of#never changing characters names when i trans them.#but i think. what im getting at here is that this cant be a happy ending. not so cleanly. its more bittersweet.#like i think this version of the story. what i have so far. donna does remember. (tentoo doesn’t but that’s because she’s become her own#person. the doctor is who she came from but she isn’t just the doctor anymore.) and rose knows her doctor is out there and loves her but#she has her wife at home.#and even. oh even. you can’t hold onto a heart that’s not yours forever. you have to give it back.#this. i think. is a moment of respite and recovery for the doctor. and a really really low point for even. however this works out.#its not perfect but there’s kindness in it. and there’s a home to go back to. if they can bear it. both of them.#but like i said. this is all preliminary based on what i might play around with here. and how watching more of the show changes my ideas.#but i think. whatever revelations come in 13’s arc. i think in even’s universe they have to come after donna. i’ll find a way to make it#work.#but mostly right now the important thing is forcing even to give up the watch because why would i let them have one single comfort object <3#dw oc
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#i cant do a thing abt it but oh it hurts#and i feel bad bc i feel like he'd think im selfish?#i want him to be happy but cant i be hurt? cant i be sad too?#and i wont chase him. i'd never do anything like that. 9/10 if i dont *feel* wanted regardless of truth#im out of there bc i have avpd </3#but i cling to him?? i mean in an emotional way. like i never put up walls in my mind to numb my feelings for him the way i do w avpd#why is he so different from everyone else for my brqin and heart? i mean i obvi i think hes amazing#but i dont get why my brain doesnt protect me emotion and feeling wise the way it does w everything else#how could he cross all of those boundaries and walls my brain has put in place?#this is why i thought i had found my person. but it gets tricky when i am not his person#nor do i think i can be whrn he's chosen someone else. (i get that i really really do and thats why it hurts sm)#but yeah i'd never chase.. bc like why would i? when i know he didnt choose me to give a chance to. i'd never be as arrogant to try to#think i could be worth a chance or that i could do anything abt it.#so even if it's selfish i hurt sm. even tho at the same time i want him to have what he wants even if it isnt me and never was#bc i do also think.. even if it makes me sound naive.. or actually maybe this is just how *i* feel#if u love someone sm and truly want to be w them u find a way to get there. which i wanted to do bc yeah.. i felt like he was my person#but it's just me. it's me alone in this room and i cant.. stay in here forever bc how is that a life? :(#so idk ig i'll hurt and ache and be in pain for a while. and hopefully one day be able to move on#but facing the world & future without him and not knowing if we'll even talk again is so scary and so hard :(#and like will *i* ever find someone who lights my heart on fire and makes me deeply feel and not being so scared i turn away from it?#the way he does... idk :(#i cant even imagine wanting anyone else but.. im alone in that feeling too so.. it is what it is it is what it is it is what it is
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Thank you for existing, trans men. Your very existence does so much good in so many ways, and we need you like we need trees and like the world needs the color green.
#I love that trans women exist and the world needs them and I just reblogged something along those lines as a love balm and anti-hate thing#I need enby and ace and aro people in my world there are so many false dichotomies where the answer is “neither?” or “both?” or “that's dum#I'm opting out#opting out forever of all of that nonsense"#My least favorite bit of the trans pride flag is that it acknowledges the whole blue-boys pink-girls nonsense#but it's fine it's all fine#someone wrote that whether the three-Os Jehovah-god exists or not “he exists in that the idea of him affects people and society”#and the same is true of gender#and the silly colors#but oh my goodness#my best friend says their life was saved by Bujold's character Bel Thorne#A male friend is fat and bald and happy with it because he is friends with a trans man who sought out that very body type as desirable#And let's not get into TERF hate except to say things that make it clear it's stupid and wrong hateful poison#another thing that the existence of trans men helps repudiate#this is from my heart#the wordsmithing part of my brain is trying#but sincerely thanks for existing and do please hang in there and be well#<3
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He's so gorgeous 😍😍
#Tom Cruise#Top Gun Maverick#TGM#TGM behind the scenes#Pete Maverick Mitchell#Pete Mitchell#this man I swear#he does something to me#handsome man forever#that gorgeous smile of his#he makes my heart happy#I love him so much#Tom <3
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— OCS + SONGS.
i was tagged by @honeysofte @nuwanders and @katsigian to share a few songs that remind me of my characters and by @morvaris @devilbrakers and @nuclearstorms to post 5-10 songs for a ship so i just put together both things into one single post, these two are like one single entity for me anyway jdfhkds. thank you all SOOO much ily!!
tagging: i feel like i bothered so many ppl already with tags in the past days dsfjk and probably everyone already got tagged so idk but @uldwynsovs @arklay @steelport @swordcoasts @girlbosselrond @reaperkiller @faarkas @sufferthorn @indorilnerevarine and literally anyone that wants to do this
full playlist of the 2 idiots if you feel brave
1. IN UN CERTO QUAL MODO - ghemon
when you stay with me || even in the moments when i feel like i'm going crazy || you make me feel like, you know, that certain way || that i can't explain and yet, love, i try
2. DISCO (I LOVE IT) - ditonellapiaga
and it took the summer to say || that you wanted to disconnect, leave || a classic, an ending already experienced || and you left me between a kiss and a shotgun
but i don't care what you do anymore || if you cry between smiles || i'll look for your heart inside an old record || and now more than ever || if you were here i would tell you (i love it, disco, disco)
3. ESTATE - selton, priestess
summer || you're warm like the kisses i've lost || you're filled with a love that has passed || that my heart would like to erase
summer || which gave its perfume to every flower || the summer that created our love || to then make me die of pain
4. OUT OF TIME - the weeknd
the last few months, i've been working on me, baby || there's so much trauma in my life || i've been so cold to the ones who loved me, baby || i look back now and i realize ||
say i love you, girl, but i'm out of time || say i'm there for you, but i'm out of time || say that i'll care for you, but i'm out of time || said, i'm too late to make you mine, out of time
5. WICKED GAME - chris isaak
the world was on fire and no one could save me but you || it's strange what desire will make foolish people do
what a wicked game you play, to make me feel this way // what a wicked thing to do, to make me dream of you
6. ADORE - jamilah barry
tell me the truth || do you feel the way i feel for you || don't say you do || just because you think i want you to || i want you to || but not like how they say you should
7. I COULDN'T LOVE YOU MORE - sade
i couldn't love you more || if time was running out // if everyone in the world || could give me what i wanted || i wouldn't want for more than i have // i couldn't love you more, boy || stay exactly how you are
8. LOVERS ROCK - tv girl
are you sick of me? || would you like to be?
but if you're too drunk to drive || and the music is right || she might let you stay || but just for the night || and if she grabs for your hand || and drags you along || she might want a kiss || before the end of this song
9. DUE - elodie
what do you expect if you already know how it ends? || hidden by the thinnest veil all my fears || that again tonight wrap around you
you want a woman who isn't there || and if you think about it, our love was just born || but it's already ended badly || and if now you're looking for me, forgive me || tell me, why?
10. KILLSHOT - magdalena bay
if i wanna stay alive, you should never cross my mind || yeah i knew it, i've been through it || if i fall in every time, wicked love will leave me blind || oh god, can you make my heart stop? || hit me with your killshot, baby
#tag games#thank you everyone again for the tag MWAH!!!!!!#many italian songs there so i can sing along with all my heart as i listen <3 it's a bit messy on vibes?? but u know what. fuck it we ball#when wicked game goes 'what a wicked thing to do to make me dream of you' yea makes me insane 😔#and when lovers rock goes (all the 3:34 minutes) i'm laying on my bed & thinking of life forever hope this helps#my personal fave here is in un certo qual modo bc every time i listen to it i feel like happiness truly exists. i love life all of sudden.#oc: vesper#oc: fenix#OH and art in the banner is by agnes cecile which is one of my fave italian artist <3
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Oops thinking about Kylo coming home stressed out, he doesn't need to say a word and I'm already dragging him towards our bedroom(nothing sexual calm down.) I help him get undressed and we snuggle up under the covers together and I tell him how much I love him and how much I adore him~
I pepper his face in kisses until he's smiling and partake in one of my favourite pass times, kissing along the very large scar that's at the top of his eyebrow and goes all the way down, over his cheek, down his neck to his chest. I can feel him tense under me a little and I reassure him of how beautiful he is and reiterate how much I love and adore him inside and out, that he is absolutely gorgeous to me in every way~ he'll ask
"How do you do that?"
To which I'd ask him what he meant.
He would state that he forgot what he was so stressed out about and almost instantly relaxes under my touch after that, telling me that he feels so lucky to have me in his life, I am his light, his sense of peace and calm. and that he never wants to lose me. That he loves me so much that it feels like he could burst <33
I just like taking care of my husband~
#Thinking of him and my heeaarrtt#I'm not doing too well mentally at the moment so thinking about comforting him and making him relaxed and comfortable brings me#my own sense of comfort and happiness. <3#I love him so much. Despite me talking about other f/o he is my number 1 from now until forever. he means so much to me that words cannot#even begin to describe how much he means to me <333#ah my world my heart soul and home <333 I love you so much babyyyy <333#you had me under spell right from the start;
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happy wrapped 🎮 edition to the tadfools of balduring gates the third and mail deliverers of the wasteland <3
#leg.txt#*personal#t*w3 i played on g*og but its there in spirit <3#happy wrapped 🎮 edition to morgaine my mail deliverin bbg and my clowns of baldy gate <3#(making direct eye contact @ yana / tissaia / amavet / vaermina AAND castellan 🌸💕😌#AAND VINDAA AND YELENAA MADE IT congrats to my ex m*orag tong turned less than thrilled daughter of destiny as the d*ragonborn#with begrudging feelings for one pain in the NECK named caranthir 🥀🥴✨#AND MY DEAREST LW LITTLE SAINT OF THE WASTES ANGEL PIE SWEET PEA YELENAA#HEHEHEHE CORAL MADE IT <3 i didn’t at all spent a week straight when it launched playing it until like 6am *wheeze* CONGRATS 🌸💕☺️#game of my heart already truly <3#aanyway i hope y’all are well !!#(and alsoo if y’all want to i think(?) it’s in my pinned if y’all want to be besties on s*team 🌸💕☺️🥺 !!!!!!)#f*allout once more proving it’ll have an unwavering VICEE grip on me forever and ever (affectionate)
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heart cake !!! i have a little pink heart cake :DD
#just me hi#joy is so real man hfhbsh :DDD#the gas station by our house has these little cakes that change with the seasons#i like the spring/easter ones the most bc they're bigger tho (and also they're the first kind i had so i have the Attachment to them lol)#but yyyayyy pink heart cake :DD#there is something about a little pink heart somethings that makes me so happy. cannot explain#it is the Epitomy of joy and love on planet earf god bless#[chanting] heart cake heart cake heart cake !!!#//in other news!! there is not much news Lol :3#though it's starting to get warmer which means it smells like spring which means i am nearing my Maximum Brain Functioning hfsh#something about spring has me making like 5000 new characters and stories and then dropping them as soon as the weather hits the 80s lollll#if anybody wants to take any of these things off my hands. please help Hbvsh#though i am very attached to everything i've ever made so they may just sit in my brain forever anyway pff#//gosh i am !! filling up with ~+~sparkles~+~ and blueberry jelly#/blueberry jelly is the BEST jelly of all time by the way. absolute Peak condiment#it tastes perfect and the little blueberry bits they put in there?? wow now That's a real gift hfhshb#i don't really like blueberries but blueberry jelly could steal all my belongings and i'd let them bvhsh#/why Are berries so sour though?#is it cuz of all the sugaryness i'm used to? cuz if so that is so tragic#little berry is trying its best. its not their fault i like confectionary sugar :<#sad!#//OH but if you have the time please look up a variety of fruit-based cakes#orange and grape cakes are very pretty :D#don't look up banana though after you do that you may be slightly grossed out (even if you know you shouldn't be Hbvhsf)#//hm is it hard to read what i'm writing sometimes lol ?#cuz i'm always trying to get the full thought out in one breath and i think that translated over to my writing hvsh#//oo i'm running out of tag space#i must depart !! for the moment !!!! :00#see you on the moon !! [crawls under a traffic cone]
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#3 am and talking with a friend about the last con I attended and thinking about all the girls cosplaying Chuuya and Dazai I saw...#How as re they doing. Do they know I would die for them#random rambles#Looking at that photo were I'm in the middle of them all awkward and happy and like.#I caught them with beer cups in their hands AND YET THEY WERE SO FABULOUS ABOUT IT. THERE'S THIS DARK ERA DAZAI STANDING SO MAJESTICALLY#WITH A FREAKING PLASTIC CUP IN ONE HAND AND A BRIGHT YELLOW PLASTIC BAG IN THE OTHER AND THEY'RE SO IMPOSSIBLY COOL ABOUT IT.#And Chuuya has this little crouched down pose that is so in character akdvdbakdvjebsks I don't know what those two people are doing now–#but I hope they're sleeping well and no worries will ever hit them#That other skk couple I caught with cotton candy in their hands!!!! I now feel so stupid for offering to old it for them off camera while–#my sister took the photo because it was literally the most adorable skk date scene ever.#But it's okay cause I'll keep it ingrained in my memory forever <3#Anyways if you're a cosplayer of any kind I love you#also shout-out to skk cosplayers for making me ship skk on instant without hesitation or second thoughts#Literally my only regret from that comicon is catching a glimpse of Servant Of Evil Rin#(like. Victorian costume and everything)#from the bus and not urging the driver to stop the bust and go to them#Ghost Evil Kingdom Rin a saw for half second from my bus sit you'll always be in my heart#*Daughter of Evil I don't know why I said servant (actually I know why it's because it's 3am... )#** Also the style of the dress is clearly Baroque-inspired not Victorian that's a whole different thing. Girl go to sleep
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