#and makes me think I lost my keys.
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still ruminating over Lost In the Book With Spooky Skeletons Part 1, so here's a selection of some of my favorite little bits! (...some more loosely paraphrased than others) (I just feel like Idia has no room to criticize in general, okay)
anyway, I'm sure we're just going to have a fun time celebrating Halloween and nothing bad is going to happen whatsoever! :)
#art#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#lost in the book with nightmare before christmas#hajimari no halloween#calling dibs on skeleton kisses as the name of my band#man scully is just a delightful little weirdo and i'm enjoying him immensely#(i'm going with scully until we get something official just because it makes me think of x-files)#(スカリー is also how the agent's name is transliterated and i don't know if it was intentional but i love it as a bonus reference)#(i want to believe™)#gosh though#'no one at school likes me because i won't shut up about halloween and jack skellington' i'm feeling VERY attacked right now twst#look scully your people are out there#just get on the forums and -- oh wait you're probably from like the 1800s or something#(my theory is that he's from the past and there's just some Book Magic going on to bring us together)#(LOOK they made a point of saying that the book fair has been held annually for a super long time)#a hot topic goth born before hot topic was invented...so sad 😔#i dunno i could be wrong but that feels like a good working theory for now#if it wasn't for mal sensing twsty ~magic~ on him i would think he's like. a christmas elf who's going to kidnap jack in a reverse-nmbc#(not ruling that out though because it would be amazing)#god all the sprites in this event look AMAZING. loving the desaturated colors and the extra drawn-on lines 😍#i'm genuinely kinda sad that we aren't gonna get to see every character like this#who knows...maybe halloweentown will be imperiled again next year...#come back and destroy my keys again please#(that said i'm doing weirdly well so far?)#(i promised i'd save for sebek and just do cursory pulls to get the SRs and not hope for the SSRs)#(...but then leona jumpscared me four coffins in anyway. halloween magic is REAL)
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not to step where i dont belong but why do i see shippers and saiki aroace truthers beefing all the time ... guys :( .. guys PLEASE .. WE CAN HAVE BOTH. I WANTS BOTH CAKES.
#as a saiki aroace truther myself its impossible to deny his relationship with Kokomi#like theres SOMETHING there#they are CLOSE#besties or dating guys its anyones guess#saiki to me is def aroace but that doesnt mean he isnt close with people. he loves his friends. sees them as family.#i just think his perception of romance is Different#this also goes for most other ships with him too#a lot of that stuff gets lost in our traditional views of romance tbh even though that complexity makes it so so interesting#idk i think his like. apathy. is so key to him#a core trait hes trained into himself thatll take time to break down. let himself be more emotional. in his own way.#i want that to be in my damn romance !!!#PLEASEE#anyways i lost the plot a little bit#guys we can have ships and aroace people !!#two cakes !! two cakes !!#will admit tho i havent finished the show yet cus ive been Scared. ik ill be devistated when i finish watching so im putting it off#for the record i am on season 2. in the middle of it#how he uses romance as a tool actually is kinda supporting this. he just doesnt view it as the same as others. THAT IS INTERESTING TO ME MA#I LOVE IT BRO#anyways snzzzz#saiki k#saiki no psi nan
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I love them your honor
#genshin leaks#genshin impact#arlecchino#sandrone#arledrone#I HONESTLY DIDNT THINK I WOULD ACTUALLY LIKE LONG HAIR ON ARLE BUT THEY REALLY DID SOMETHING BY GIVING HER A LOW PONYTAIL;;;#rika pokemon looking ass..... i love u sm#sandrone looks SO pretty too and I wasn't expecting her outfit to be as dark as it is#also curious about the lil key thing jammed into her back ngl she's like a lil wind up toy#LOWKEY kinda grieving over her being the size of a garden gnome tho#@ the other 5 tall woman model sandrone believers we lost#random observation but i like how in all of sandrone's appearances she either is making a neutral :I face or a :) face#despite this I still can and will draw her looking like she's constipated because it's funnier#her being officially short now only proves my point further because short people are closer to hell and thus angrier#just like me fr
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always thinking about shtola calling the wol the beacon of hope towards which all men are drawn
#i started thinking about how ppl will call her cold and anti social and im always like where#she can be prickly and mean but she’s so compassionate and also she likes working with and being with others#she’s not matoya 2.0!!#i did the grand cosmos the other day and she kept making comparisons between the occupant and matoya#and near the end she was like ‘they must be so lonely.’#or something like that idr the exact words#but someone who thinks like that isn’t someone who wants to spend all their time alone#idk i just love her sm as she is. kinda mean but so caring#and ppl attribute so much. idk. antipathy. to her that she just doesn’t have#ough. sorry good morning i saw an entirely unrelated post that got me thinking lol#also i cut off the rest of the convo but she told esti to worry about the eye and he was like no i got it. and then he was wrong ashfords#heavensward spoilers#i need a text post tag#i lost track of my point here which is i was doing another quest this weekend where she said something similar#about celebrating our successes thus far#and i was like 🥹🥹🥹 idk. she’s not losing focus on what work there still is to do but she’s also taking heart in all their success so far#cute 2 me…i love her#WHY does autocorrect keep changing my key smashes into words. wth is ashfords. that’s ahdjdkskd
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well.
I'm 30.
#one minute ago#damn I really REALLY thought I'd have my life more together#I mean to be real I 10000% did not expect to live until 30 good grief#but in my day dreams of 'what I might have been like if I lived to be an adult' this was not it#not still living like an emancipated minor in a 1 1/2 that's not even official it's more of a charity by the people who own the garage#that it's built in#not remembering to eat every day and eating the same 'gotta eat something' random assortment of whatever is in the cabinets#that I've been eating since I was 4#still working 4 jobs and not having my phd yet#literally never gone on one date and still feel too young for a relationship because I don't ever EVER want to be that guy#who doesn't know how to do anything and expects their partner to take care of them#I can barely do laundry and I straight up refuse to do dishes#I buy paper plates and cups#I'm not going to impose that on anyone#I keep thinking when I grow up I can have a relationship but I'm not old enough yet#but buddy I'm a freaking grown up now#30 is no joke#it's official#I just suck.#it's not about age its about being a garbage person#like i would never ever EXPECT my partner to take care of me but in practical terms I would fail at keeping the house clean#and they would pick up the slack becuase they don't want to live in a trash hole and would get mad and/or bitter with me for making them#living alone my bad choices only effect me#when i've lived with roommates in the past this has always been a key point of breakdown#even when I've tried to be extra dilligent I would forget a glass somewhere becuase I planned to reuse it and my roomate would wash it#and be mad that I felt entitled and expected them to clean up after me when I absolutly did NOT in fact I was horrified#that they needed to clean something up after me- I just simply lost track of it. and that was 10000% unfun for everyone involved#I was ashamed 100% of the time and they felt used 100% of the time and no one had a good time
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Masaomi being too strict of a father with the activities his son did led to him not experiencing the canon dad event of trying to keep your family together at a theme park in this essay I will—
#if you're asking what sparked this post#i was looking at old family pics on my usb#and seeing my dad trying to navigate a waterpark alongside his brother and his wife with their twin 1 y/o boys#my mom and her sister with her 3 daughters one of which was 3 months old#and then my mom's brother's son#on top of my parents trying to keep their own three kids together#it makes me laugh thinking about the struggle they must have gone through#masaomi should have experienced that#he needs to know the struggle of making sure your kid is not lost or drowning or both#also those shitty inflated waterpark prices for food#and also his kid heckling him for money to try winning prizes at the game booths#and then eventually dealing with his kid crying on the way out of the park because he doesn't want to go home#he missed out on a key element of dad lore#a travesty#kuroko no basket#akashi masaomi
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i don't want spook the nervous filly that is Maybe This Show Wont Suck by saying anything but after being extremely unimpressed with season two (THE CREEPY OLD MAN CHAINED TO THE WALL WAS LITERALLY ABOUT TO TELL YOU ANSWERS ABOUT WHO PUT HIM THERE BOYD WHY DID YOU SHUSH HIM??????? and then tell no one about it for half the season UGH lack of communication that is of obvious mutual benefit in order to keep characters pointlessly confused/at odds with each other is such a lazy writing pet peeve of mine) I think From is really getting back on track this season. An interesting horror-mystery premise with effective creepy-ass monsters that we're seeing a fascinating escalation of this season. Now just don't drop the ball!!! 🤞🤞
#i like how the lesbian couple have had entirely independent storylines this season. small but very good production detail#oh god the way boyd kept repeating 'i know i know' to [BELOVED CHARACTER] and then repeating their last words... an amazing performance by#harold perrineau 👏😭 when his writing isnt inconsistent he's my favorite character#i feel like we're finally making progress on the mystery of it all for the first time since season 1 which is another point that bugged me#about last season. dont spoon feed us answers but ya gotta balance the give & take (which considering that many people from Lost are involv#involved w this show it uh doesnt surprise me that they sometimes miss that particular mark lmao)#and last season nothing really happened. the radio thing was a waste of time. the monsters just became more confusing vs gaining any#new useful information. just 'ooo new people' which wasnt enough to scratch any itches for me#so much of it is coming back to victor & his mother... i shant speak my theories but i think the key is closer to home than the#otherworldlyness of the town reflects. idk i guess we'll (hopefully bc ya never know in this tv climate) see!#anyway now that ive sung a bit of praise for this season the great cosmic coincidence will ensure that the final episodes are ass lol#dani talks about tv
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WELCOME BACK BIRL!!!!! i've missed seeing you on my dash!! i really love when you answer asks, i feel like it helps make your bcu feel so much more full and i love reading what you have to say <3<3
THANK YOU!!!! yeah i really needed the break afjslghsdkjf, i was stressing myself out so much with trying to grind out fic and stay on top of my inbox and i was also just like, exhausted from work, and tbh i was getting worried that if i kept trying to force myself to Create Content™ i'd burn out and not want to work on any of my stories anymore
so!! took a break from asks, took a break from ttdl (which was actually more just to finish lachrimae, but i do think that having an Unplanned Hiatus was good for me bc it reminded me that this is not my job and i can hit the pause button whenever i want ajfslhkhgkjsdf), got some breathing room, and then today i felt ready to be back so! here i am!
#should i make an inbox tag#i also started antidepressants and Y'ALL??? WTF??? WHY WAS I DOING LIFE ON HARD MODE#it's insane. my psychiatrist was like 'how are things going'#and i was like (with a haunted expression) 'yesterday i was out all day and didn't obsess over whether i'd lost my keys'#there were some things i wanted from the grocery store so i just?? WENT AND GOT THEM?????#the really insane part is that i didn't think i was really struggling before u know#like i was having a functional life#i just didn't realize how much it was taking out of me#until it was suddenly not like that
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i perceive bkg as demisexual and people are free to write him however but a lot of his character just does not make sense to me unless i view him as primarily gay
#his demiromantic / demisexuality allows me to generally write him however but like. i really think that guy likes men#i think the concept of physical attraction is genuinely lost on him too like the emotional bond is key#but its WAYY easier to form emotional bonds with men and connect to other men#also. completely realizing that this applies to my fics#like a healthy amount of my fics for him SPECIFICALLY are afab but gn. oh wow i did not realize that i was even doing that#LMFAOKJDSKJ. DAMN#I DIDNT REALIZE I WAS DOING THAT#i feel like people just read my fics as fem reader no matter how gn i make them#which is fine but i do actually just make them gn a lot huh. hm#GOT DERAILED
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Sweet sweet sweet children I am sorry I am so sorry you know things you shouldn't and there's no going back I wish we had done better
#this literal middle schooler buying ana huang with her mum like please please how can we save the children 🙏😭#13 year olds going batshit crazy about hard kinks#what happened to reading enid blyton or geronimo or idk what#this makes me sooooo sad#my sis herself has read stuff thats just genuinely not at all teen friendly and i don't even know what to say to her because she confides in#me and she thinks im cool with her reading literal smut but tbh im shitting bricks and high key so fkn sad about innocence completely lost#p
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sotd.
#sotd 2023#vent incoming!!#grits my teeth. today has (so far) kind of fucking sucked#guy who did my tattoo kept complaining about me 'wiggling' SORRY ? U ARE STABBING MY FUCKING STOMACH ?#I CANNOT HELP THAT MY STOMACH KEEPS SUCKING IN LIKE THAT SHIT FUCKING HURTS SORRY???#and then when i got home and went to lock my car MY CAR KEY FUCKING SNAPPED AND BROKE#so i went to autozone liike 'HEY MY CAR KEY BROKE CAN U HELP??'#and they told me to go to another autozone store somewhere else and im like. fuck man. i'll do that tomorrow#and i go to starbucks bcuz ive had a rough day and i want a silly treat for myself#and 1) i realize I LOST MY FUCKIGN WALLET#and 2) THEY WERE OUT OF THE SYRUP TO MAKE MY DRINK BUT I THINK THEY WERE LYING TO ME. I WORK THERE IVE SEEN THE BACK OF THE STORE#WE DEFINITELY HAD MORE#BUT LIKE. FUCK ITS WHATEVER MAN#ITS JUST ITS WHATEVER#im going to drink my monster and play omori and cuddle with my cat
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saw an old pic of myself and was reminded that less than a year ago I had HIP LENGTH HAIR
#and this was while it was CURLY 😫#rip to my mane 💔#it’s almost back to my waist now but I think I’m going to have to cut her again#cause the ends are NOT healthy#and yes I KNOW the key to healthily growing out one’s hair is regular trimmings here and there#but who has the time for that 😒#I love having long hair#it makes the little girl in me who longed to be some sort of esoteric witch veryy happy ❤️#one day I’ll regain what I lost#I swear it ✊#iris speaks
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🫛 !! curious..
came up with an idea on the spot we’re gonna roll with it
“Okay,” Jocelyn said, curled up next to the flames. “I’m ready to go.”
“Move then, Joss,” Delfin said. She reached over and shoved at her shoulder.
Annie rolled her eyes. “Put out the fire,” she said, digging in her coveralls pocket. “I’ll…”
“What?” Jocelyn asked, sticking her head a little more out from her blanket cocoon.
“Have you seen the key?”
“Annie,” Delfin said, and Annie could hear her trying not to laugh. “Did you lose the skiff key?”
“No,” Annie said, kicking sand at her. “Obviously.”
She’d absolutely lost the skiff key.
make me write
#ask and you shall receive#gutfaced#yep. I’m gonna put Annie in one of the dumbest situations I have ever found myself in for today’s Annie week prompt but also it’s such a#classic. who among us has not done that#(I didn’t lose a skiff key obvs I just lost the car keys bc if I ever lost the skiff key I think my dad would’ve died)#make me write
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In other news Odile crashed my game during her friend quest. Smiles in pain.
#rat rambles#stars posting#I just want to get to act 4 alreadyyyyyy#I have. plans.#and while I know theres more stuff I can do rn in act 3 I would rather save most of it for later#anyways. time to hope I saved before starting the family quests#odile saw I was trying to speedrun everyone's dialogue and said nuh uh try again#also Im glad I got the coin scene like the absolute millisecond act 3 started I was worried Id have to sit around for forever#speaking of the coin I got a fun glitch with it earlier#I was near the favor tree and got the coin dialogue where a glitch rewind effect happens#and the tree jumpscared the hell out of me by suddenly getting stretched out and huge covering most of the screen#I had to walk out and back into the are to fix it it covered like half the area#it genuinely slightly scared me for the split second that it wasnt obviously a glitch lol#gotta love the universe breaking itself to try to keep itself together#one thing that did surprise me is just how much optional content I've never seen before there is#I knew there was stuff that most ppl who play the game dont ever see but I guess I forgot most ppl dont obsessively shove their faces into#walls until smth happens#love making my sif grapple with his lost past the absolute millisecond I am allowed to every time a new scene is opened up to me#the lost contry scenes are all easily my favorite scenes in the game and its honestly not even close#theyre both very important to me and also just incredibly well written and interesting#its low key what boosted sif from being a character I have a complicated relationship with to character I adore#to be clear the complicated stuff is all in the rest of the self recognition I face when I see him spiral#you see jackie is recognition through the other (derogatory) but like in a god damnit you have adhd dont you sorta way#while sif is more like. hoo boy. uh oh.#which is ironic because jackie is the one of the two whos actually a terrible person lol#you see I like picking her apart while with sif it feels like theyre picking me apart which is significantly more uncomfortable#I forgives them I just need to not think abt them for too long at any given time or I start feeling depressed lol
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I want to draw human Paracelsus and upload it here but
The horrors (my intrusive thoughts) :(
#like. for reasons I don't wanna disclose I get pretty antsy about the idea of people seeing my art esp of his human version n acting in ways#I don't want them to w MY art of him#Ik this is pretty rich coming from the girl w the a.ba icon LMAO the comedy isn't lost on me dw#I'm trying to rationalize it. intrusive thoughts aren't rational and yet.. I don't want to warn ppl in my art posts it'd sound weird n#preachy. and like. controlling how ppl interact w my art is a shitty concept#I tell myself I cannot control it either w key para and yet I upload stuff of him (yet no solo I think cause of this) and.. yet.#my thoughts say 'well! more people are into human paracelsus so the possibility of them acting in ways I find iffy towards my art of him#will rise ! and again it's especifically w MY art of him. this brain sucks#he's my special guy n I wanna share stuff w him :/#advice if anyone has it would be cool but not an obligation at all#this probably doesn't make much sense I'm just typing my thoughts as they come. I'll prob delete this later
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Picky but.. when watching a docco/docco style video, while it can be interesting to hear about how you ended up in contact with certain relevant people, or how there were plans to contact people that fell through, or that you couldn't get in contact with them... I hate when the filmmaker harps on and on about their 'investigative' process and try to dramatise it.
Sorry but. I don't really want a 15-20+ min detour of you lamenting over trying to get in contact with certain people when all that's happened is you sent an email and didn't get a reply.
#not gonna single out any particular vid but I'm reminded as I watch a docco style vid on YouTube about niche/lost anime#and i hate it every time. it's a self insertion of the filmmaker trying to make their efforts shown or signalling for attention and shit#and i get it!! there's a lot that goes unappreciated and unnoticed when you're making videos and such#but if you're presenting your videos in a documentary style that's one thing.. calling yourself a documentarian is another#it's amateurish and uninteresting!!! it's a complete detour and distraction when you're talking about yourself in this way#like.. sigh. nuance. i know I've personally enjoyed some doccos/docco style where we hear about the process as they present it#there ARE ways to make it interesting and keep it relevant#but when you're essentially whining that all your cursory Google searches and 'deep dives' into people's LinkedIn's and IMDb pages#isn't yeilding the response you want... SHUT UP PLEEEAAAASSSSEEEE#this is the kind of detail that makes it look amateurish (imo) and is probably making it harder for you to get in contact lol#ANYONE can go looking through a person's online presence. ANYONE can find an email or a phone number and try to get in contact#your whole thing as a docco maker is to do that work and curate it in an interesting and informative way so i don't have to lollll#like i know I'm being picky. there's plenty of awesome videos on YouTube made by YouTubers who have put effort in#but there's such a difference between the standard of professionalism and ethics when you're doing it on YouTube#it's not the only thing that frustrates me BUT it's one of the key things i notice that's indicative of the docco not being of quality#for what i want to view it for#it's especially frustrating to me when the topic is genuinely interesting and i want to see how you present it to me but you're wasting time#when you go on and on about yourself!!#there was one yt docco covering an artist and their body of work that i thought was interesting! but#they were already getting on my nerves even tho i stuck it out for a few hours... AND THEN THEY JUST TALKED ABOUT THEMSELVES#FOR LIKE HALF AN HOUR AND I COULDN'T TAKE IT. I DON'T WANNA HEAR YOU COMPARE YOUR AMATEURISH SHIT TO THIS ARTIST#save it for the back end or an after credits or in some section that's for people who want to hear about you#don't grind the pacing of the docco to a halt cause you're desperate for attention and recognition. you're ruining the docco lol#also yes I'm aware that this is harsh coming from someone who's not even made a docco of any sorts but#if i do get into making it i expect this kind of feedback if i go awry and these are the standards I'll be holding myself to#WHERE ARE THE STANDARDS IN THE YT DOCCO SCENE!? there are a few great creators but there's so much shit#to me i think it overall grates cause like. it's not always being made with the intent to share.. it's made to get clout#and that's a philosophy i just disagree with#anyway wherever. pretentious film bro rant quota filled. i dont wanna hear about how 'difficult' it was waiting for an email that never came#rads talks
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