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i need ia duo name for ellis and evan bc. i wanna do more with them. they r my favorite boys......
#also bc its one thing to have cassidy and gregory#who will explicitly go against michael#and then ellis#who seems more like the kind of person to focus on cheering evan up over dealing with his home life at all#and like. im wording this terribly#while gregory would want to get involved in evans life (and typically have to hold back from doing so for his sake)#ellis would rather not i think#i mean you can see how he avoided serious topics with tony and preferred to joke around#hes the kinda guy to crack jokes with you when you're crying to make you laugh and feel better#tzu rambles#sorry for rambling in tags im. thinking thoughts
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Take to the skies
...and fly free
#trigun#trimax#trigun maximum#nicholas d. wolfwood#vash the stampede#wolfwood centric#raepliica_art#wolfwood birdliker is smth so personal to me#his fascination for their ability to move freely and unchained.... his desire to fly away from his burden and fears...#🧎#guys he's fine!!! he's with his bird friends now!!!👍👍#i was listening to 生きる懐かしさ from guile by Oblique Occasions and this idea descended upon me like a meteorite#🧍<- guy who looped that 4 min music track during the whole drafting process#i have so much to say but im terrible at putting my thoughts into words so I'll let this comic speak for itself. hopefully.
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Tell me your opinions on the stuff. Any stuff.
Grins. Smiles, even
I'm using you as an excuse to infodump my theory about the Island because I've had no in to do that, and my theory is pure opinion. Anyways:
THE ISLAND IS STUCK IN THE FUCKING FUTURE
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Hi so you might ask me. What the fuck do you mean by that. Well. Let's start with what we know about the Island, the King, and Wish Craft. (long ass post under cut. sorry)
The Island was redacted from the perception of outside world, via Wish Craft.
Wish Craft has the power to enable Time Craft. We see this primarily through Siffrin's timeloops, but also through the King's powers.
One of the King's powers is to show the saviors a "vision of the future."
...And this same attack is deflected back at the King by Mirabelle in ACT 5, in which the King is able to see the Island before being frozen in time.
...So. The King's "vision of the future." We're never told explicitly what this vision is. All we know is that it's apparently powerful enough to wipe the party in one hit, hearing it from a distance hurts your head, and that whatever Siffrin (and Loop) saw, they don't seem to actually be able to describe it. Even the King himself doesn't know what his vision entails.
We don't know whether the party all sees the same thing when struck by the vision, and Adrienne's answer to the question about it in the Reddit AMA is. vague? It's not a "no," and the specific wording makes me think the answer might be yes. But that's me reading into it.
Now. What do we know about the Island's redaction? The Island was affected by the wish recently, as in "like a decade ago" recently. We know that nobody in Vaugarde or the rest of the world is capable of thinking about the Island, anything closely tied to the Island's culture, or people on the Island for very long. When they do recall these things, they slip right out of reach. Particularly, the consequence for trying to think about the Island (or, more specifically, break the wish that forces the Island out of perception) is significant pain, localized in the head.
And that said pain is enough to become lethal, if pressed hard enough.
From here forward I'm running with the assumption that the King's "vision of the future" is not personalized to any individual, and is unchanging throughout the course of the whole story. Now. Remember the end of ACT 5, where the King gets hit with the deflected "vision of the future", and instead of dying, he recalls the Island and gets frozen in time? Very odd, yeah? Why wouldn't the King just die like everyone else does? He even does take 9999 damage when trying to say its name, like Siffrin does, and like the party does when they're hit by the attack.
Well. We know that he has a "true wish" that the ability to freeze Vaugarde in time grants. I don't think it's at all a stretch to guess that the King's "true wish" is to be able to remember the Island. My personal guess is that the King (and Siffrin) brought this "true wish" into effect via the "SAY ITS NAME" sequence- he even tries three times, a significant number in wishing.
The King (and Siffrin's) wish breaks, because it can't be fulfilled in this moment without breaking the wish to prevent the Island from being thought about. However. Consider the conditions at the end of ACT 5- the King sees the vision of the future reflected back to him, and what he sees is the Island. He remembers the Island, fulfilling his own wish, and is frozen in time. I consider this a compromise between his wish and the one binding the Island- the King gets to remember the Island, but nobody alive is able to think about it, because he's frozen in time; it's like the Universe is correcting itself (I WILL GET BACK TO THIS). The wish of all of Vaugarde to defeat the King is fulfilled, since he is no longer a threat, and Siffrin's wish wraps itself up soon after.
MY POINT BEING. The King's attack is a vision of the future. This "future" is of the Island, in some uncorrupted state. The saviors see it when he attacks them, and he sees it when it is deflected back to him.
The logical next question is "okay, so the Island exists in the future, but how do you know time shenanigans are even related to the Island?"
Recall a very odd series of interactions throughout the game, in which you try to interact with a piece of equipment that you already own.
The game rewinds slightly, before the item disappears, as the Universe corrects itself.
This is awfully similar to two particular events: looping back without seeing the death screen, and talking to the Daydreaming One about her sister. The latter is more interesting to me for the purposes of this theory.
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In both instances, something is misaligned within the Universe (an item existing in two places, someone remembering something they're not supposed to) and it is corrected through some sort of rewind. Also compare the dialogue above to when you try to give Mirabelle the Stylish Bow when you already own it.
The world glitches, but Siffrin defuses the situation before the Universe has to intervene. Omitted from the screenshot is the fact that Mirabelle's portraits switch to happy from "catastrophically anxious" with no transition after Siffrin shows her where the bow is. Important to note is that when Mirabelle tries to recall receiving the bow, her head hurts, much like how trying to break the Island wish causes a headache.
The Universe leads you away from perception, and you can only follow.
My theory that I keep circling around is that through Wish Craft, the Island has been displaced temporally. The denizens of the Island, as well as the Island itself, still exist, but they are in the future. The Island is still loaded into the world, like how equipment is before you try to interact with it, and the Island cannot leave this quantum state, because it never actually went anywhere. The magnitude of the redaction event is so severe with the Island, because it is so much larger as an entity than a sword or a bow. There are of course things I don't really have pieced together, like why somebody would wish the Island into the future, how far into the future it is, or why equipment behaves this way. But it's the only Island theory I've seen that I have some level of confidence in, so I might as well lay out my cards for it.
#asks#this counts as an opinion right? idk#isat meta#isat theory#isat spoilers#isat#sorry i fucking love talking at people but im terrible at coming up with things without a hook so im just saying Any Words#also i cant have opinions without citing my sources.#i'm literally not even the first person to come up with this theory but it has been slowly eating away at my mind for months#and since that one person in isatcord who is smarter than me brought it up i havent really seen this theory in circulation#so i've been wanting to make a post compiling evidence for it for like. fucking forever#sorry to dunk you guys in images hell but like. I need you to See It. See my vision. of the futu- (is shot)#thank you feli as per always your website is so sexy andawesome and cool and it's the best forever.#(SORRY FOR THE YT EMBED BTW. TUMBLR HATES MEEEE)#this is not the most cohesive theory in the world via both my terrible explaining abilities as well as the holes i mentioned#but i think it's an interesting theory and i want to share it. sorry anon
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I WAS TRYING TO ASK HOW WOULD HIS EXOSKELETON UNDER HIS 'EXOSKELETON' LOOK BUT I PHRASED IT TERRIBLY AND MY PFP ISNT MAKING IT ANY BETTER
#prismos search history^#not for nefarious reasons but just cause hes curious and has no clue how bugs work/cant ask him directly cause that would be real awkward#this is terrible#im sharing this here as well because i must admit it is a bit funny#BUT I DIDNT MEAN IT LIKE THAT ! ! IM JUST AWFUL AT WORDS#my ass got lampooned over this so fast#im just trying to design him a proper exoskeleton#ALSO MY FRIEND ASKED FOR A IMAGE TO LIKE MAKE SENSE OF HIS EXOSKELETON BUT I SENT THE WRONG ONE AND IT JUST MAKES IT LOOK WORSE 4 ME#this is how i die#adventure time#fionna and cake#scarab the god auditor
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go read Memento Nori and Like the Stars and What Friends Are For and just generally all of Ad Astra Per Aspera by LadyDaybreaker on ao3
#peak fiction#two of these are like 3/4th retelling of the actual episodes#but they add so many little details and changes and i love it#little things that explain why characters act the way they do later and all that#its all good its like 341k words total if you ignore parts 6 7 and 8#best part is#of course#lizzy and uzi and thad fucking around with a laser pointer#idk im just obsessed with murder drone fics its more of all my blorbos#opacity is my best friend i love opacity i love fucking with it#non anti aliasing is also my best and worst friend. i love the pixels but its terrible when trying to draw small#art#murder drones#murder drones uzi#murder drones lizzy#murder drones thad#murder drones n#murder drones v#serial designation n#serial designation v#is that the most characters i've had in a single post? who knows#also for you fuckers in the last post. if i connected those letters i would have been rendered incapable of reading my own fucking post#i cannot read it if i cant tell where one letter ends and the next begins
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Maybe im too woke but i im lowkey tired of seeing grantaire, the guy described as extraordinarily "ugly", offten drawn as a poc/with darker skin , in contrast to Enjolras, the guy described as beautiful, who drawn as a white person/with pale skin. It always feel so icky to me as a black person lol, especially with how commen it is.
i think there is always going to be some weird problems when people try to draw a "ugly" and "pretty" character, because beauty standards are so very rooted in racism and colorism, and are also different everywhere, but to have a character who is canonically ugly and white be drawn so offten as a person of color with brown/dark skin, somthing that has historically been deamed as ugly, is very bizarre.
I dont think people do it intentionally, and im not going force you to change the way you draw characaters, draw Grantaire as a poc if and Enjolras as white you want! Who am i to stop you! But like, maybe think about the iffy implications when doing that while drawing him next to a pale ass enjolras LOL
Anyways sincerely- a black les mis fan who is TIRED of seeing black people and other people of color deemed as ugly 😭
#i personally like to see them both as pocs#and i like to think of other ways that could make grantaire “ugly” rather then his physical appearance#idkidk dose this make sense??#also with the “character who is canonically white” is not hating on people drawing white people as pocs i do that shit too#im TERRIBLE at putting my thougths into words LOL#les miserables#les mis#enjolras#grantaire#les mis enjolras#les mis grantaire#les mis fandom#fandom problems#rant
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wow... what a season. it feels weird to say that this little 6-episode side quest, in all of the 19 seasons of d20, is one of my favorites they've ever done but it just is. it had all the stakes and humor and drama that you could possibly want, all balanced with an incredible cast of players. the table chemistry was excellent, the characters were so perfectly themselves, the TROPES were OFF THE CHARTS!
i can't quite remember the last time i finished something and ached so sharply for there to be more. i just know I'm gonna be thinking about this one for a long time
#i didnt delay watching the ep like i normally would so i feel like ill end up delaying making posts about it instead lol#i dont WANT to. i have lots of thoughts id like to share. but also once i get started putting them to words im gonna get WAY off track.#lots of revising will need to be done.#the adhd is strong with this one.#v excited to continue collecting cool art and fanfics tho. ever since trw ive been on the verge of picking up writing again#and i fear the worst for my already terribly hectic behaviors when it comes to hyperfixation consumption#dimension 20#d20#mentopolis
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can we please stop telling people to kill themselves and to rot in hell and that they deserve to be bullied and that they are inherently horrible people who deserve to die and get doxxed. please. can we please stop doing that.
#like#okay first of all. do you understand the gravity of what youre saying or are you just throwing words into sentences#second of all. that kind of language is so fucking harmful for people with ocd or just obsessions with morality#because i mean not to make this abt Me (though this is kind of a vent ) but when i see people saying that it just. Sends me into spirals#because if people can say that to other people then what if they say it to me because i secretly believe the same things (even if i don't#-most of the time!)#what if im an inherently horrible person deep down? am i going to rot in hell for feeling slightly bad for this person?#i cant imagine that others dont feel like this or something along those lines.#im so fucking sick of death threats they do nothing. they do fucking jackshit except make more people feel terrible.#if you send death threats to people or say shit like this im blocking you. i dont want you in my space#bee.txt#moral ocd#scrupulosity
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This is the worst day of my life.
#i could make a really terrible joke but ill refrain#but somebody else must relate to having a post about your favorite ship immediately get ran over by a ship you like less but is more popular#also I didnt realize until a week after making the dc post that theyre literally the same post#same wording#same format#im so predictable#its embarrassing#stony#stevetony#superbat#the stony one has been around since like christmas and the other one has been around for like a week or two#smh#SORRY IM BIASED#this post is for nobody#IN CASE YOU DONT KNOW THE POST ON THE RIGHT IS MINE FROM MY DC ACC#IM NOT CYBERBULLYING I PROMISE
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#clemart#toontown corporate clash#ttcc#macthinker#mac opsys#prethinker#brian ttcc#i debated on maintagging this but whatverWHATEVER#i was drawing this and all i had a voice yelling at me in my head the entire time this is too embarassing sorry guys#if anyones curious bc i just realized not everyone deals with those things. the thing thats in macs hand is a omnipod pod#basically a little device that lasts a few days that you fill up with insulin and when attached you can control it through a meter#in other words it's the alternative to taking insulin shots but you manually have to fill it with insulin#whichis what the otherone is doing but trying to hold it like that is incredibly inconvenient#funfact about them. if you let them expire for too long they do this really high pitched annoying shrill yell that you cant turn off withou#a tiny thin needle. or taking a hammer to it. the hammer also works. speaking from personal experience#and yes if you cant tell another incredibly self indulgent drawing. like the finger prick one . WHTAEVER. WHATEVER.#imagine im grabbing my head with my hands and shaking around and yelling incoherently#waited till 1am to post this. as if im not the only one on here with a terrible sleeping schedule
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my heart is so full its unreal. am i loved? i think i am. im known. im loved. oh this is nice. quite gentle indeed. i could get a bit more used to this. not too much lest i become evil... thank you all for all the kind words. it means more than i can describe. they echo in my heart and mind for long, long periods. even as they fall into my amnesia's grasp, they remain as marks in my little stupid heart. thank you. thank you a thousand times, and more. thank you all
#chok3d up with emotion so i have to say this#i feel terrible accepting gifts#or compliments#or kind words#but im learning to get better#im learning to accept these good rhings#im learning to be nicer to myself#and i cant take all the credit#youre all so nice to me#even when you call me slurs or slap me in the back of my head. i know its love. i know its friendship. fellowship. joyous#thank you all for everything#i would die for you all#but most importantly#im gonna learn how to live and take care of myself for you all#so i too can offer support and cheer#thank you again and again#ill never forgive any of you for making me cry like tbis. (positively#buhgposting#buhggytalk#𓏵⠀unsorted trinkets⠀♡#hopecore tag
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sometimes i read fics w the breaking up and making up tag and its like. in theory im so down for it i love the drama, but in practice i think i might just be kind of a bitch but 99% of the time im like. wtf. how could you just get back together after that. if someone said that to ME i would NEVER kiss them again let alone two seconds after they manage a shitty apology. if someone did that to me i would dump their ass for GOOD. fuck that guy! at least tell him "actually i need some time to think about it" when he comes back grovelling. bruh. where are your STANDARDS.
#rimi talks#theres my random thought of the night (<- having a terrible day and coping by reading fics but . well unfortunately im opinionated as ever)#i think. my take on drama in relationships is that even when its a real ''theres no right answer/no one person is fully wrong'' situation#if they are assholes about it. i immediately want em walloped lmaooo#like if u massively hurt ur (ex) partner i want to actually see that hurt get worked throughghghhhh#not just get glossed over bc you still love them and they still love you!!!!#where is the broken trust i ask you. where is the regret and the unspoken words and the burnt bridges#like obviously if theyre gonna get back together it can't be permanently burnt but whats the POINT--#--of burning a bridge if you don't let me watch it getting repaired huh#tldr once again im picky about fics what else is new#(this isnt about a dc fic i read today btw bc i do not read dc fics often)
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it might b getting to the point if I stay up past 11 I start getting a teeny tiny itty bitty passively suicidal. nothing crazy but it is like mildly annoying
#sorry im dead silent here unless i wanna randomly bring up killing myself i dont do it on purpose lol#ive been in my head about my appearance the past few days and felt so bad like yesterday i didnt wanna live the house and its so stupid to#be stressed about something as trivial as how i look but i look bad bitch and its fucking me up#i give it like 5 days before im back to thinking im hot shit and i forget what my angles look like but until then. moping and wallowing all#over the floors for days on end#i think way too much about too much shit. too little shit. at these hours. unbelievable#in other news my smoke detectors been beeping for like 2 days driving me insane and i just figured that out now and theres peace once again#the terrible beeping. i have to get a new battery for it now#okay thats all i just wanted to say something gniiiite#kae.txt#*didnt wanna leave the house... wrong word leave...leave
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someone read this and tell me im shakespeare. its cowboys Btw if u couldnt tell from the Very obvious religious stuff. ok anyway
"The intimacy of being at his neck.
If he bites, now, he could kill, George thinks. If only he bit. If he bites, he could kill. Matthew could bite right through the jugular and chew the muscle and feast. He could feast on holy flesh and live only on the blessed glee he finds within the blood there. I would give him that power. I would trust in Matthew and let my life be given and held in calloused, gentle palms, a horrible difference of worker and work. I am Matthew’s terrible work, the pain, the back-breaking, the work, I am his, and he lets me be his. If he bites, he could kill. If he bites, he could kill.
Matty wouldn’t dare bite.
Matty will live with his mouth hooked by the teeth onto George’s soft neck, but he will not ever bite. He will resist the urge to masticate on that gorgeous, gorgeous meat, and he will reserve himself and only suck, he will taste, but he will not hurt.
It’s vampiric, the way Matty is. It’s like the “vampirism” is the sin George has run from his whole life, and the sin that George is now realising is better than any Heaven, worth so much more than some…eternal love and life, because Matty is his God. Why would he need to fear and have faith, when the true heaven is right at his lips? He will fall to his knees for Him, for Matty, and he will pray at the hot space between his legs with a mouth blessed, and Matty will tell him he is good. Matty is his Lord and saviour whom he will let his life be taken by, and he will love like he has loved nothing else."
i cannot wait until shit starts happening...i promise it will stop being boring soon
#sorry i just like attention and this is how i get it because i like this set of paragraphs#my thraot still hutrs#okay anyway sorry for posting this because its sooo attention seeky but pleaes i like attntion Pls omg#ok anyway u don have to tell em im shakespeare u dont even have to react just i wanna post this SOMEWHERE so it's out of my system#its laready otu of my ssystem but it feels beter to get it PUblicallt out#please please please watch midnight mass#blah blah!#deus in absentia#im So happy with this thank u for reading this far#somebody tell me im amazing so i can be normal#do i tag this as the terrible word that ia hate because it is ugly#gatty#BLEGGGHHHHHH#anyway posting and forgetting that ive posted so i can sleep in peace Gootbye#my fic tag
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Wait do people not realize you're an unreliable narrator? I thought it was obvious
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Its only happened once thankfully. but. oh man. man man man man.
#asks#HOPEFULLY IF I JUST KEEP TAGGING THINGS PROPERLY#SURELY. SURELY I WONT HAVE TO DEAL WITH THIS MORE THAN THE ONE TIME#SURELLYYYYY#but also like#i am CHRONICALLY terrible at explaining things#i am a struggler of words!!!#so im sure itll happen again eventually
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Since (haven’t read CC yet) 3 Maasverse main characters thus far are artists in one way or another (something I love in fandoms and especially these/Maasverse)
With:
Aelin the musician (composer/piano forte player) & appreciator of the arts. Fashionista. & semi-ballerina.
Nesta the dancer (a lil lovely scene tidbit I thought was freeing and mostly fun)
And of course Feyre THE Artist (& best example as this is crucial to how she sees the world).
Especially with the latter 2 in ACOTAR & our Archerons; even their father was a wood carver/sculptor… (let’s stick with the latter phrase… cause it’s too soon for carver to be heard as anything other than CREEPY “bone carver”😅) … so that leaves us with one; Elain.
Random HC here but: what if Elain’s a singer?
Specifically thought of this because of a certain other “singer in the series” ;-) *psst* Azriel the “shadowsinger” cause while I know that’s not what they meant, it sounds fun to me :-)
#head canon#Elain Archeron#Azriel Shadowsinger#Maasverse#Archeron sisters#Feyre Archeron#Nesta Archeron#ACOTAR#hc#elriel#the Seer#ACOMAF#ACOFAS#ACOSF#Archerons#ACOWAR#ACOTAR series#and I can’t remember right now if they ever say if she can or can’t sing maybe they do and it’s terrible but she has a singing & baking vibe#never know what’s headcanon hc or canon or canon… I think I did this right? canon is legit im 99% sure#fanon is either me mishearing words or purely fan based like a crackpost#and headcanon is a fan theory but these can become so popular they almost become real or on rare occasion do get canonized#random mini rambling#just thinking#fangirl thoughts#having a squirrel brain kinda day#if you understand that Up! reference / I made it right cause I’m so tired yall lol#as I type more on tumblr#she’s also kinda a florist#and anyways I just love their hobbies#Aelin Sardothien
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