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another elesa for the pile
#pokemon#pkmn bw#gym leader elesa#myart#its funny how the coat isnt apart of her og design but left such an impression on me that i need her to have a big top silhouette#there was a time at which i didnt like her bw2 design *sigh* how things change#elekid looks like it has a sad face on her chest....creeper face#outfit up top is magnezone/magnemite 👍🏾
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he must be held gently
@intotheelliwoods
#sad•leonart#rottmnt#rise of the tmnt#rise leo#rottmnt leo#rise leonardo#rise future leo#rise future leonardo#2 arms left#2 arms left fanart#2al#2al fanart#send help#i thought this was a new pose#but looking back through my 2al folder no.... this is a fairly common pose i've drawn#though the closest comparasin would be one with big leo and sprout#and that makes me cry /lh
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If im not here tmrw its cause im grieving
Finished watching love in the big city
Gonna cry myself to sleep now
#drowning in sorrow#this show...........#rly encapsulated the ups and downs of life#and left me big sad
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It was sad boi post SV canon YQY hours at the qijiu servers again (courtesy of me) and obviously we once again inevitably set YQY up with reincarnated [insert animal] Shen Jiu up; the QiJiuist MO as I call it It's Crane Jiu's glorious return!
PS. ofc he cultivates human form again
#qijiu#shen jiu#yue qingyuan#crane jiu#svsss#btw the sad boi hours was basically just me thinking about post canon YQY missing having to clean up SJ SQQs messes#because even if it wasnt pleasant it still undeniably inserted SJ as a big part of his daily life#and now post SV canon YQY has lost it and now with the new found time on his hands it slowly truly settles#that he's not SQQs special person anymore#they still meet but its not the same#because it's not him anymore#and for the first time in forever#YQY cries#because now that SJ is gone#no one is left to cry the tears in his stead
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DAY 4: DRAMA - Put on your prettiest face for the masses!
gonna start adding silly captions actually. [POINTS ACCUSINGLY] MELTY FUCK (AFFECTIONATE)!!
#disco elysium#drama#de drama#disco elysium skills#skilltober#skilltober 2024#de skills#voliart#GUY WHO IS GOOP AND SPOTLIGHTS!! he can form the lights into hands but usually theyre lights!! i think bottom left face is always sad :']#lmao i don't know why i was worried about posting on schedule with everyone. im VERY MUCH BEHIND hgkj but we stay silly!!#also BIG OOF GUY WITH ONE (1) SKILL POINT. NOT FILLED IN. THAT'S GENUINELY JUST ONE.#harry is a BAD LIAR. its really funny to me like all INTs are supposed to have 2 at LEAST??#but the Remote Viewer's Division thought LMAO sorry for nerfing you for fic reasons bud :']#to note: unfilled skill points also count as one! so if you see six skill points and three are filled that means 9 points total! :]#empty skill points are just the skill cap. technically even this is wrong since thoughts just remove from the number and not the diamonds?#but NEVERTHELESS i dont want to work on this anymore so let's carry on shall we?#i love his swept up chapter. empathy (highest level skill! 9 points!) and drama put on a little play together :3#and no one is jealoussss of anyone!!! certainly not!!! :)!!!#the thing about it is that i also have concept completely done too; EXCEPT for her quote caption!! so i'll just have to post xer later :']#alas <33 sleep time for voli!!
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One of my 666 extras ideas evolved into something that's almost certainly going to turn big enough to be a whole separate installment, I think!
#personal#hazbin hotel#radiostatic#my writing#vox#alastor#feeling a little weird about posting this after how BIG the original reaction was to the series not having more planned at the time#idk 666 just got so big that sometimes the responses were a little overwhelming#it culminated unfortunately with the last installment because it was a combination of people being sad that the series#didn't have more explicitly planned for it#and because a number of people got weird about the CNC (particularly a number of people who hadn't read the rest of the series)#in a way that at least at the time felt like it overshadowed people actually enjoying the series#so it left me with some weird feelings about the whole thing#and now I'm a little apprehensive to post more#I'll get over it a lot of the overshadowing was just because negativity feels louder than positivity and I'm just venting a little!#writing snippets#staticradio
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finally sending my busted old montblanc in for repairs after sitting on it for over a decade everyone wish me a not too expensive quote
#fountain pens#it was properly messed up. i spent a long time trying to fix it myself to little avail#its so special to me i really wanna see it working again someday and parts for its particular make are SUPER RARE#old man gave my mom a big bag of old pens as thanks for her help back when she worked at the bank and she gave it to me#and the montblanc was the one fountain pen in there and it was like a magical treasure to me#especially cus the nib feels SOOO good. it feels amazing#i can only assume the old man was left handed cus it's worn down in such a perfect way for me specifically#also embarrassing and sad but the damage was entirely caused by 14 year old me trying to take apart the piston to clean it#its my one big regret#whenever i think about the time machine to go back and fix something scenario the first thing that comes to mind is this pen#going back to teen me and saying PUT THE PEN DOWN IT LITERALLY JUST NEEDS TO SOAK IN SOME WATER AND A LITTLE FRESH SILICONE GREASE#my bemoanings
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if i see one more post about how solas/mythal/elgar'nan had a weird love triangle thing going on i'm gonna scream
#probably gonna annoy some people by saying this#but i think it is really telling that taash's response 'they were doin' it'#is positioned in a way that strongly implies it's the immature response to take#not to say i'm 100% right bc they left it deliberately vague for a reason#you're meant to make up your own mind#and i personally do not see this as a stupid love triangle bc a. i fucking hate love triangle plots they're overdone and boring#and b. it's stated multiple times that the ancient elves felt things in different ways that can't be fully understood by mortals#so deducing that it was a romantic bond is an oversimplification of something that's actually very abstract#falon'din and dirthamen were called both twins and lovers by legends but it turned out to be neither of those things#they were just one spirit split into two#the only two that i think were actually romantically involved were ghil and andruil bc it's stated that they fell in love in the abyss#and there are statues of them naked holding hands apparently#we didn't get enough info about sylaise and june to really say much about their relationship#the actual regret memory of solas and mythal meeting in secret#is the memory that the inquisitor gives to rook#and it appeared after the ritual was interrupted and solas killed varric#when varric told him to stop#when varric expressed his love for his friend and died for it#the parallel is not of lovers but of solas taking mythal's place and varric taking his#ugh i'm just so uncomfortable with the solas/mythal romance stuff#like it actually nauseates me#not out of jealousy but bc his whole story is him dealing with the horrific trauma bond he formed with her#and those are so often borne from family bonds#like mythal is just one big mother wound to solas#i honestly think if they were lovers they would just state it as such#but people have a hard time imagining devotion as being anything other than romantic ig#sad bc platonic relationships can sometimes be more intense than romantic ones
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Can I request Shadowsight for the designs? Or maybe Frecklewish if you'd rather?
I'm curious what either would look like in your style! (Which I adore btw it's SO good)
i know Shadowsight is described as small in the books, but I prefer to interpret him with the Tigerstar(tm) tallness with Dovewing's build, and that he tends to shrink down/lower his voice while talking to appear as meek/non-threatening as possible because his peers get nervous around him
#anonymous#my art#cheez design#shadowpaw#shadowsight#ashfur#shadowclan#starclan#the dark forest#// thanks for the kind words anon!#// i just want more big/imposing medicine cats tbh sdklglkds#// saw a post talking about how much more crushing Shadowsight's alienation would be if-#rather than being small/endearing- he was big and framed like a ''freak'' for his quiet/awkward manner#// that post never left my mind op if you're reading this you cooked so good#// this guy makes me so sad. just the thought of his scale/bulk being irrelevant#while he's shrinking away from a smaller Ashfur who is more psychologically domineering
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#can i yap for a moment#im extremely sleepy but im feeling very upset and mad and confused#also lowkey questioning whether me feeling all that is justified or if i am overreacting#anyway#made out w a boy tonight#and he wanted to go to his place#and i was like no i wanna stay and dance with my girlies#and he gets upset??#asking why i'd kiss him if i don't wanna hook up and i said i just wanna have fun?#made me feel so stupid#that anger in me led to a little fight with another boy (who was unfortunately very cute) and i just wanted to punch him#i just hate when boys think they're so superior#so i argued with this stupid but hot man#until an ex? friend shows up and he was pretty drunk just yapping about things#anyway he basically told me he'd like to rekindle our friendship#but not in a heyy haven't talked in so long let's meet up again#it was in a heyy let's hang out again got a new big car and moved out of my parent's house 😋#which gave me the ick bc that's why we aren't friends anymore and i told him no multiple times#and got sad bc he was one of my closest friends#anyway and then we left the party#this guy pulls me aside the parking lot#and i was so embarrassed bc there were so many people and they were all looking and i could already see people gossiping about it#and i just wanted to die#and then he just CONFESSES??#gives me flowers and all which is saur saur cute#but i legit have zero feelings for him </3#and have commitment issues and have never been in a relationship and don't wanna be in one#actually grosses me out thinking about relationships </3#the confession was so random and i kinda lost another friendship? even tho i wouldn't rlly consider him a friend we just share sum classes#but yeah boys are so stupid and confusing and i dunno how and why i get myself into these situations :') m sorry just needed to rant </3
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🍷<3
#when i got hashtag sick i was in hospital and i was doing my regularly scheduled call with my dad#and i really had no plans of telling him bc ive done that before and its not like he can scare the MS away or anything#i dont know what happened. maybe because it was such a fucking bad episode. maybe because i was so tired. maybe it was a secret 3rd thing#but one minute was like fine then i just burst into tears and i was crying so hard which is MEGA EW BC IM NOT A CRIER LIKE THAT#and my dad freaked out and he was like whats wrong and i didnt wanna tell him but I also sounded insane bc i spontaneously started sobbing#and he was getting more alarmed and i was upset that id upset him and so i just spat it out i was like 'listen king'#'its no biggie but my body is trying to kill me again and im just a little sad atm' and he replied 'baba why wouldnt you tell me?'#and this man who has a very big serious job literally dropped everything and took a 20 hr flight over#and he genuinely just grabbed one of his work suitcase because he showed up with nothing but dress shirts and his laptop#and i think maybe it healed me a little. i mean it def also made me sad too but mostly healed me#and he'd been here for a couple of weeks and he left today and i feel shit about being sad about it#again because he has a very big and very serious job and i genuinely dont understand how he even just showed up like that#so I felt guilty throughout#anyway i dont think he drinks anymore but i was like king have a sip of wine with me and he did and it was lovely#and I hope I become my fathers daughter and not my mother's child. praying to both our gods#heres to healing ❤️🩹
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maybe wrangling this new pen for pages and pages is what finally gets me to finish this sketchbook
#art#ink#sketch#i got a pen with a supposed flex nib and it's nothing like a flexy dip pen nib#i think ive got it working smoothly now. im accepting the lack of line variation haha#i hope it will work okay with the waterproof black ink ive got at home (platinum carbon black) but we will See#ive almost used up the entire ink sample i got with this gjslbfkd#anyway ive had this sketchbook since 2018 which is bonkers#up to that point ive filled up probably 30-40 sketchbooks total#but this one i got as a gift and it's like. big hardcover chonky boy#really good quality!!!!!!#and i think i started using it and then filled out a different sketchbook before coming back to it#and it's also around that time when i was done with university and didn't have much Sketch Time as before which is sad#combined with the fact that it's big and heavy and i do not bring it everywhere#it's slow going!!!!! there's so much doodles in it but ive still got like a quarter left of it??? maybe a fifth#but now i have like eight pages of fountain pen wrangling hahaha#i should add that any Thin Lines are not because this pen flexing but me drawing with the nib upside down#for extra fine lines u_u
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Abandoned and broken animatronics make me sooooo sad but i can't stop watching videos about them. My poor friends every single abandoned animatronic in the world </3
#They were big and expensive and complicated and we made them anyway cause they brought us entertainment and joy#but in the end so many of them were left to rot and get destroyed by not only the elements but people breaking in and deciding to hurt them#they do not instill fear in me. only a deep sense of sadness#talk
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“You.. can’t just.. DO THAT”
@intotheelliwoods bro literally as soon as I saw the in your comic I was like “OOOO THATS GOOD” and also aaaaa my heart so this is here now :]
it’s a bit sketchy and I kinda forgot big Leo’s scarf Oop-
silly one I drew too cuz yes
#2 arms left#2al#2al fanart#BRO YOUR 2AL WEEK IS EMOTIONAL KILLING ME AND YET WHOLESOME AT THE SAME TIME#LITERALLY love this comic sm <3#I need to go to Bed now tho i gotta be up in 5 hours Oop#I forgot his scarf I’m so sad#I don’t have time to go back and add it tho#Crie in no time ;-;#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#future leo#rottmnt leo#Jenja yessss#They would totally play a SUPER big game of it I think lol
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I heard telephones, opera house, favorite melodies
I saw boys, toys, electric irons and TV's
My brain hurt like a warehouse, it had no room to spare
I had to cram so many things to store everything in there
#12amy#this should be elaborated on because i feel like i'm sort of also doing a contrast comparison#but i'm sleepy and this is too big for me to explain it in words. so whatever.#also is it a sad song + the song of amy's sadness.#mine 🧫#love the 11's clothes/guitar parallel... and 11clara are both on the right and 12amy on the left. i love being delusional#not tagging properly again because i feel like i'm being too weird#and ... amy drawings being IN the tardis and clara being painted OUTSIDE of it... (snowmen clara's it's smaller on the outside)#trapped within the narrative and breaking out of it + the price you pay for both of these outcomes#there's also something about the implication that 12 painted the clara portrait from heaven sent + amy's art portraying 11.....#amy pond 🌻
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Fema aid station inside a closed Lego store in the mall #floodcore
#today I h#i have discovered that the barnes and noble in the mall near work is a good place to hide from all my friends and my roommates#because. without exception. all my friends who read abhor the commercialism of the big box bookstore#and all my friends who don’t care about commercialism straight up don’t read.#I hate the commercialism in here too but the cafe has a booth and I am just getting my grubby mitts on all their merchandise and not#spending a dime.#ok this is the first time I’m doing this. this isn’t a habit I just do not want to be at home rn for reasons of I’m a loser and people are#pregaming for a massive dj set that I’m mercilessly beating myself up over not wanting to go to#it’s more complicated than that obviously there are years old interpersonal things at play but I’m really sick of my one roommate’s#commentary on my social life right now#as if I’m not so fucking sad a bunch of my friends just left! aughhhh ok well it’s me and this contemporary bestseller against the world#hurricane helene
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