mrsdeanfluenza-blog
Anxious and Unsighted
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mrsdeanfluenza-blog · 8 years ago
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Woooo 4 love
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mrsdeanfluenza-blog · 8 years ago
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DONT EVEN SHOW ME PGOTOS OG JIYONG HE DOES UNHOLY THINGS TO ME
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mrsdeanfluenza-blog · 8 years ago
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Alive or just breathing?
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mrsdeanfluenza-blog · 8 years ago
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I'm not usually one for angst, but I just had a thought and maybe you can give your insight on it too. What if Seven & MC both died in [insert some sort of accident here] and entrusted their child(ren) to Saeran? How do you think that would go? qq thank youuuuu
(◞‸◟;) so sad but I will write!
The news of the car accident was jarring for Saeran
But his new title of legal guardian to his niece, his brother and sister-in-laws 6 year old daughter, was overwhelming to say the least
He remembered them asking if they could put him down in the will and he just shrugged it off as something you did, he never actually thought anything would come of it
The first day was the hardest
She was quiet
More quiet than she normally was
He could tell that she was sad and scared
In her little hands she had been clutching a picture of her with her parents on her 6th birthday 
His place wasn’t exactly set up for kids
He hadn’t even been able to grab most of her stuff or her bed from the old house
So he placed some blankets and a pillow on the couch for her
“Are you…hungry?” he asked
Though she still didn’t make eye contact with anything but the floor, she shook her head ‘no’
And Saeran sighed in relief
As he was staring into his empty cabinets at a few cans and an old box of crackers
A grocery store trip would be a must the next day
He had Yoosung watch her during the afternoon so he could go out
He figured it would be too much for her to go home and see everything so soon
It was sad to see all of the things scattered around the apartment
Saeyoung’s half-finished toy projects still lay on his work bench
The calendar hanging on the wall with appointments that will never be made
Spoiled food in the fridge
He lingered in the hall to look at photos
There were the wedding ones
 Saeyoung hugging Saeran during the reception, a huge grin on his face as always 
And pictures from the birth of his niece
He had never seen Saeyoung so happy
Saeran remembered holding her small body for the first time in the hospital
“She’s…cute,” he said with a half smile
He threw some toys that looked promising in a bag and loaded her bed up
Taking one last look at the place before leaving
He would have to figure out what to do with everything eventually, but for now he’d focus on his niece
His computer room was cleaned out and he moved her bed into there
“You can decorate or whatever…I tried to grab what I thought you would want but I can always go back,” he placed the bag next to her bed
She ran to the bag and began rummaging through it, throwing out a few things until she found what she wanted
A cat stuffed animal she’s had since she was an infant
She pressed the paw and Saeyoung’s voice came singing through
He had recorded both of their voices singing lullabies and saying sweet things to her
“Mommy and daddy love you so much”
She clutched the cat and began to cry
Oh shit, she’s crying…
Saeran froze for a moment not knowing what to do
He knelt down next to her and placed a hand on her back
“It’s okay to be sad…and it’s okay to cry,” he said softly
Not the best words but it was all he could think to say
He made a mediocre meal for dinner and she picked at it a lot without eating much
Saeran didn’t blame her, but he knew his cooking would improve the more he did it
Which, he guessed, would be just about every day now that she was there…
He cleaned up the plate’s and bowls from the table
“Is this normally when you go to bed?” he really was lost
She nodded and grabbed her kitty plush to get ready for bed
He could hear the sound clips from the cat going off intermittently as he washed the dishes
When he finished and her light was still on he peered in from the doorway to see her sitting in the bed crying softly
“Do you need something? To like…talk or something?”
She shook her head
“Well…mom and dad would…read to me,” she said through whimpers
Right, of course
“I’ll be right back,” he said
When he returned he had a book in one hand and was dragging his computer chair in the other
Sitting next to the bed he showed her the cover
“S-” he choked for a second, “your dad used to read this to me when we were your age,” he opened it up
“Dad did?” she wiped her eyes and seemed interested for the first time since she arrived
“Yeah, he did. He always made sure to explain things to me, and do voices,” Saeran smiled remembering it
“Dad did that for me, too,” she smiled
“I’m not your dad…but I can try my best to read it like he would.”
He closed the book and stood up
“Do you like ice cream?” he asked her
“I do”
“Stories are always better with ice cream, I’ll go get some.”
He had seen her smile finally
Perhaps he was getting somewhere
“Ice cream? In bed? Is that okay?” she asked
Saeran shrugged
“I think for tonight it’s okay.”
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mrsdeanfluenza-blog · 8 years ago
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THIS IS NOT A DRILL Y'ALL! Lolz -admin m
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mrsdeanfluenza-blog · 8 years ago
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absolutely in love with his songs ♥
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mrsdeanfluenza-blog · 8 years ago
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DEAN requested by anon
I hope you like them!
*Please like/reblog if you save/use. DO NOT REPOST WITHOUT CREDIT*
-Admin H
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mrsdeanfluenza-blog · 8 years ago
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No Good (Notorious) part 2
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Part 1 - Part 2
Rated - angst, gang au ~ some not so very nice words included
Artist - DΞΔN
Word Count - 1676
Summary - after that night, dean disappears and he suddenly comes back. that kinda messes up your emotions
Okay I finally managed to put this up and get it done! Thanksyu all for your support and encouragement you send me to continue this story (@baekslutt, @alovelie, @noir-locke, @pandacorn19985, @muneo-ah, @l-jimin-son and all the other lovely anons
For this part, I decided to put together two other jealous Dean scenario requests that we had gotten
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mrsdeanfluenza-blog · 8 years ago
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ugh i love dean so much it hurts💔
©;don’t repost or take credit;
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mrsdeanfluenza-blog · 8 years ago
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[Phone Wallpaper] DEAN Photo © owner; edited by @deanx130
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mrsdeanfluenza-blog · 8 years ago
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Bonnie & Clyde 3D Version - Dean
wear headphones to hear the effect + turn up your volume
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mrsdeanfluenza-blog · 8 years ago
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You Didn't Know? (M)
» dean, 2.7k, rough dean who feels bad for leaving you on your birthday
warning: smut (tbh I can’t remember, orgasm denial and oral and riding, slight dom!hyuk)
“I can’t lie to you. I did want to fuck you, so I’m going to do that. Don’t cum though baby, not until I let you.“
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mrsdeanfluenza-blog · 8 years ago
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dangerous || officialdean
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mrsdeanfluenza-blog · 8 years ago
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please listen with headphones~!
more edits + dl
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mrsdeanfluenza-blog · 8 years ago
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lockscreen [x]
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mrsdeanfluenza-blog · 8 years ago
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I live my life like this tell me how could i miss giving you everything you deserve.
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