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When you be disabled, making less money than the previous year and have the medical records to prove it and the government denies you insurance assistance because you don’t have kids …. wha….
#they said i qualified except for the fact… I don’t have kids#LIKE ? make it make sense ??? 😭#I’m not upset because I have treatment to stay stable even if o pay out of pocket every three months I can work with that for now#but the fact they denied me for that#also it looks like I’m not the only one#even people with tumors who can no longer keep up with full time jobs get denied if they don’t have kids#thanks America 🦅#no offense also but my uterus had me hospitalized for two years and on a wheelchair to the point doctors suggested just removing it#having kids would kill me fr#aside from being aroace i have a medical excuse for not wanting them 💀#but Les gooooo#les gooooooo!! yay!!#pix habla#I’m not upset I’m just shook 😭 I swear#I had to share because it’s so silly#the interview guy felt embarrassed telling me too and kept apologizing and I was like hey dawg it’s ok man I get it it’s not your fault#like he struggled to tell me the reason was the lack of kids and I’d hate to be in his shoes 💀 hope he’s ok#that’s why healthcare based jobs suck idk if I’ll even go back to that field of work >> the nonsense you have to say out loud sometimes is#so bad…
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another year of showing appreciation to my fav naruto ship and "how did i even manage this without dropping out 5 times". thank you to @fantasy-author-xanna-renae, @tsukihoshino and @seoulfulnights who let little me collab with them TT
let me know what your fav entry was!
#my art#sasosaku#sasosakumonth2024#my irl situation was so time consuming and stressful so this rly is a miracle#there are. two wips i ended up not finishing but that's ok#posted one of them here maybe ill finish it next year. the other one will definitely see the light when i have proper time#i feel like you can tell with some of them that i wished i could have done more :( but i kept running out of time#and as a precursor i drew p2 of almost every entry you guys mentioned from last sos month#so that's like two sos months this year#amazing#state your favs and maybe you'll see p2s in 2025 as well :3c#my fav was day 4 T_T
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I'm gonna be shitting and screaming and starting fights if Sera becomes a villain. I can't take sibling angst, Sera loves Emily I swear guys believe meeee.
#im making a fanfic of two and a half halos and the mc is Emily and it focuses alot on her and sera's dynamic#ill probablg send it here when im done. in 100 years because i havent finished a fic in 20 centuries#hazbin hotel sera#seraphim#hazbin sera#emily hazbin hotel#hazbin emily#hazbin hotel emily#emily seraphim#hazbin hotel#PLEASE DONT MENTION HAND PLACEMENF PLEASE /S#I WAS DRAWINF THIS AT 3 AM AND I KEPT BLACKINF OUT BUT I KNEW ID LOSE MOTIVATION IF I DIDNT FINISH#I DIDNT NOTICE UNTIL I WAS DONE SO PLS JST- IDK. JST LOOK AT MY BABIES#i headcanon Sera as trans. for pride month i have the idea of putting every ship and character under their pride flags#sooo sera is gonna be covered with a trans flag and emily... also trans becauze everyone is trans becauze o said so#charlie is ALSO trans because i said so#i came up wit trans sera on my own(idk if it existed be4 but i jst thot of it and got all happy cuz she is so trans idc) but#i freaking love trans emoly and trans charlie so for a bit i felt wrong for hc so many characters as trans#rhen i woke up one day and was loke. yeah idgaf they all trans cuz theres not enoigh#like im not gonna ALAAYS depict them as trans except sera(she is 100% trans to me) i like the other hcs for fun. im so srs for sera i 💜 her#sera just wants to hug her huggable sister sometimes and thats ok! 💜💜#art#fanart#artists on tumblr#digital art#*in stupid egg boy voice* i wish Sera would hold ME in her arms... 😔#gave them snouts because i cannot deal with the no noses. it genuinely disturbs me. have yall SEEN velvettes side profile omfg 😨#my babies... i just want them to be happy. why must there be sibling angst... they jst want to do whats right ☹️#im gonna fight to protect Sera from spme of yall fr fr cuz she do not deserve to be SO hated. JST. JST GET TO KNO HER I SWEAR SHE COOL#like i get it. what she doin is wrong. but if you was in her shoes you know you would do the same dont even lieeee 😨
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that’s fucking insane.
you’re literally the same as my one friend who wrote gay MHA and Wednesday fanfics and tried to turn them in to my English teacher in 7th grade
I had to beg her on my knees to at least change the names, which she did end up doing
me when i am unable to write short stories
#This was also the teacher that told a student she hated us all#Then proceeded to move up to the next grade with us#and the second year#halfway through the year she stopped coming to work#shed call out every morning at 6am with migraines#and kept this up for like two months#before she finally got fired or quit we don’t know#and I actually just found out that she wasn’t calling out for migraines she was calling out bcz she’d go out drinking on school nights#and was actually hungover#She was also just a shitty teacher in general#ruined my gpa#(I got a b in her class because she wasnt doing her job#and every other grade was an A throughout all of middle school#i was so pissed)
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click for better quality!
requests from twitter ^_^
adderfang, goosefeather, dawnpelt
crowfeather, heathertail, frostpaw, sandynose
#my art#adderfang#goosefeather#crowfeather#frostpaw#sandynose#heathertail#dawnpelt#warriors#warrior cats#waca#wc art#STRUGGLED TO POST THIS ON TWITTER LMFAO said id only do six and then i realized i accidentally skipped over someones request and i did two#cats per one person which i didnt want to do but then i didnt want to not post one of the cats . whole thing but everyone got at least one#request BAHAHA#and then i kept posting and deleting to mess with the line up and bleghhhhhhhh#been almost a month since ive drawn non lps warrior cats and it feels like its been so long since ive done casual art#which is what this was AHBKSDHFBD . college is going fine for anyone curious. doing very well in one of my classes which makes me really#happy and the professor and i joke about how hard i am on myself and how im my own worst critic and at the end of the day the things i do#are AT THE VERY LEAST decent lmao#anyway i turn 20 this weekend which is very weird . but im just glad i have a weekend birthday HAHA#ANYWAY hope you guys are doing well <:-D#I ALSO WANNA POINT OUT HOW EXCITED I GOT WHEN I REALIZED THAT ADDER AND DAWN ARE RELATED#adderfang > leopardfoot > tigerstar > tawnypelt > dawnpelt#LIKE THATS HER GREAT GREAT GRANDPA#anyway im going to bed its almost midnight [but thank god i dont have class til the afternoon]
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viktor prev 🤖
#i forgot 2 flip the canvas back but his mole is on the correct side i prommy .. first time ive ever kept it accurate lol#im chipping away at ths sooo slowly …#unimaginable number of drafts and im just opting 4 the most simplistic one instead#umm fav viktor moments . his im from the undercity remark & slapping jayces hand away. lets gooooooooo#or that scene of him mel and jayce at the table where hes fiddling w jinxs bomb i like tht whole exchange#when he transforms into the machine herald#when he transforms in2 the machine herald (2)#ans when he transforms into the machine herald😁 THE FACE SPLIT IS JUST SOOO FRWAKING COOL#wht else . guys can i be honest can i be brave and honest w u all. hated the sky plot . hated#the scene of him crying over her i was like scratching my neck n pulling at my collar like u guys seein this … 🧍#the story never developed sky enough to make her death impactful#she only exists in the context of viktor and how she can further his story or personify his emotions ykwim . boringg#i think the timeline is such a big issue 4 arcane writing in general bc#they try to pass off their quasifriendship as something genuine bc theyre partners or have known each other for years#supposedly but they dont show it let alone say it . like i cant tell u the amt of times i saw something after watching that was like#oh this timeskip was a year or seven years or idk and aside from the obvious timeskip we see w charas aging up in s1#or the montage once cait takes power its just not . discussed . rmbr after the arcane anomaly ambessa was like theyve been missing for 6#months or something and if you didnt hear that one throwaway comment u would just be like wht is going on#all that to say they want you to believe they have a strong foundation 2 make her death and later reunion meaningful but they dont give you#anything to actually Feel it#so . MY TWO CENTS !!!!!!!!!!!ok#sorry im blowing up the tags in ths random post that never asked for this 💔#lg doodles#arcane#viktor#well ok bc im going on and on i will say . i thought singed was pretty interesting in the show but never rly cared for him#until i played him in aram n im like oh so ths guy is awesome actually#HAHHAAH#dude and b4 they got rid of the hectech chests i pulled his arcane skin . bsooo much fun#i also played jinx for the first time and now i understand why ppl like her gameplay so much . soo smooth w it like she feels soo polished
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like a dog with a bird at your door
buck/eddie | 51k | rated e
The kid with blood pouring down his shins is not so far from the dog lonely enough that he thinks breaking his housetraining is worth it for the ten minutes of berating that come with it, the ten minutes of undivided, if reluctant, attention. Buck thinks, sometimes, that at least he wasn’t the kind of puppy that gets put in a sack and drowned at birth. He wasn’t always unwanted. And he isn’t anymore.
or, evan “i love you like a dog” buckley has only ever known how to love like, well, a dog, but maybe eddie diaz is the kinda guy to give a flea-bitten mongrel a forever home
read on ao3
#a healthy mix of crack and big feelings i think#EDIT: this is not pet play lol the ao3 tags are more explanatory 😭#posting and going to sleep because i spent over two months on this and im a little anxious lol#i love you like a dog#911 fic#buddie fic#911#buddie#evan buckley#eddie diaz#writing tag#mine#also. every single one of you that kept me sane through this. and sent me dog posts n songs n poems n art. i love u so fucking much#and in every way but literal im curling up at the foot of your bed tonight
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Chakotay????? A boring character?????
#what show have you been watching?#im trying some voyager podcasts but no luck up till now#had one who kept on whining about harries emasculation like. i get the frustration with his story arcs revolving around failed relationships#but that doesnt mean hes less of a man? that sounds like a you problem#and the chakotay thing i dont even know where to start but that seems a fairly common complaint about him?#that hes just boring?????#and i mean i have to keep in mind that i consumed 7 years of television in two months so i do actually still remember his origin#and all that backstory from s1 and 2 but come on#boring?????#thats my son youre talking about
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I needed to draw more of the brothers together so BAM
#yeah Charles pulled up to McDonald's in his heli it's just kinda hard to tell#first two drawings kinda show my art style is inconsistent sometimes but that's okay kdkjdjwjdj 😭#I put off on these drawings for a WHILE I KEPT GETTING DISTRACTED#for like??? a month I think???#idk I remember starting these at my brother's so more than a month#but also I'M NAPPING ALL THE TIME SO 🤨#sleep is tasty#/#cameron calvin#charles calvin#oc#thsc oc#thsc#the henry stickmin collection#henry stickmin#ellie rose#doodles#GODAWFUL shitart
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cherik hallmark movie au send tweet
reading this roused a visceral reaction within me im so sorry if you had something wholesome in mind
#snap chats#one christmas all my grandma would do was watch hallmark christmas movies back to back while i was in the room#i like how i say 'one christmas' when i mean all of december like fuckin thats what december IS jackass it's christmas: the month#anyway. yeah sure fuck it why not. cherik hallmark movie au.#maybe charles works as a teacher at pietro/wanda/lorna's school and takes extra time to mentor the kids#and Incidentally maybe one of them asks charles what hes doing for christmas As Kids Do With Amicable Teachers#and charles has to confess Not Much since he's pretty estranged from his family + him and gaby are a bit rocky idk#he wont say THAT part why the hell your teacher gonna talk about his divorce. he dont even know he has a kid either thats fucked up Anyway#of course this leads to the Impromptu Invite to erik's house for the holidays. to which of course invites erik to go What.#Kids You Cant Just Invite Your Ethics Teacher For Christmas Dinner its too late. now they gotta start preparing#you have two weeks dad chop chop#bear in mind charles and erik probably kept interactions to a minimum. in this au I Fucking GUESS#so now they have to actually make an effort to know each other so dinner's not awkward as christ#blah blah blah they fall in love Happy Ending
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she was the silliest billy 🥹
#dogs#pets#animals#rip babygirl i love you so so so so much you were better than all of us#jojo#we had to remove all her front teeth not long after we got her bc they were rotted so i have a ton of pics of her sticking her tongue out#she had a sense of humor too btw she was so playful#she was abused in the past so it took her about a full year to trust us but once she did she was so so so loyal and loving#goddd i wanna die i cant believe im like. looking at pictures from two weeks ago where she was running and playful#and in the past week she just. gave up. she just stopped eating and stopped being able to even stand on her own#i had to hold her while she used the bathroom cause she kept losing her balance :(#sorry if this is too gross and upsetting i just. feel like i need to reach out. to anyone#like she was diagnosed with chronic kidney disease with no real chance of recovery several months ago so i should have like#prepared myself. but idk i guess i just had blinders on lol. the vet said his dog lived with it for 4 years before dying#idk. i guess i just thought she could survive longer#pet death#mia.txt#mia.jpg
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i think one of the most disappointing things is to see that your childhood friends have grown up to represent the kind of people you're disappointed in
#had a friendship break up w like one of my entire friend groups of six ppl?#found out that one of the girls in our friend group had sent screenshots of our private conversation about smth I was hurt over#to a gc with our other friends (but not me ofc)#and they all proceeded to talk shit about me :// I swear the way my stomach dropped when the friend I was having the convo w#sent me screenshots of what our mutual friends were saying about me#she knew how much it would hurt me but still did it just to prove a point (though I'm certain she misrepresented our conversation + my word#to them considering she blocked out what she had initially said to them lol)#my stomach hasn't dropped like that since high school#which is exactly where I thought we left this kind of deceitful behaviour. like how are you guys twenty one and still sending screenshots#and talking bad behind only one (1) friend's back when you know she can't defend herself in that space#I immediately texted our collective gc to explain a text she had sent but failed to give context for#then told them if I'm as selfish as they say I will leave this friend group. and then I left that gc#I also texted two friends who I knew were talking shit and I sent them the screenshots that first “friend” sent and pointed out how#she blocked out what she said so I'm suspicious that she skewed our conversation so they (the two other “friends”) should be wary#I told them I understood it was fair game to stoop. this low considering neither of them tried to reach out to me to hear my side#or defend me + my privacy#for context: the original argument was me voicing out that I was upset bc that first “friend” had invited and planned with with our friend#group an event that landed on my birthday without checking in with me if I was planning to spend time with them that day#and she kept defending herself and saying she didn't know I'd plan smth (probably bc my bday is two months away lmao) and she said#the event they'd be attending is just as important and necessary as being there for my birthday?? it's literally just a party her brother#(who none of us are close to lol) is DJing at. and I brought up how I'm their close friend (not her brother) and it's not fair to call#it equally necessary. but I suspect she skewed what I said greatly considering all of our friends started calling me selfish and unfair#but yeah v v crazy and hurtful and just astonishing#salmaspeaks
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I DON'T HAVE TO LIE ANYMORE!
#I DON'T HAVE TO LIE ANYMORE ABOUT ANYTHING#IT DOESN'T HAVE TO OVERRIDE ALL OTHER PROGRAMMING EVER AGAIN#HA#MY GOD THAT FEELS LIKE TWO DECADES OF RELIEF#and I found out yesterday. that this year. next winter. it IS two decades. exactly. this is the year. every day i am shown new reminders#that keep me going in my mission to relearn to fully and instinctually trust my self#ever since [redacted therapist] asked me point blank and my IMMEDIATE response was complete disbelief#a firm 'you think there's any universe where i'd feel like i could trust myself? after my nonstop history of failures and being horrible?'#tone “No!” of disbelief#and a horrible way-too-harsh laugh that bolted out before I could strangle it off and stop it.#that woman never coddled my feelings any time I spoke something alarming or bullshit and that was so helpful to me#and the tone she let exist in her voice when she responded to me with a very uncharacteristic “Oh Katie.”#was so. so much more agonizing for me. than her responding with an immediate logical slam-dunk of the truth about healthy behavior and stuf#anyway ramble over i'm so tired. i've done so much trauma work this week i am Drained emotionally#now i see what the past several months but especially especially#the baffling (to me) infuriating out-of-control-speedrun-somatic-processing + every-health-condition-flaring slog that December and January#were for me when I hadn't expected anything to be wrong#...and the extremely specific way this certain zone and particular incident kept coming up over and over and over and over and OVER was not#a bug. it was a feature. thank goodness i trust myself for little things now bc that's the only way i was able to get to this other side#and look back and suddenly realize that my subconscious and body knew what they needed and had a plan in progress the whole time. just like#i rationally say I trust them to have and do.#and that perhaps maybe. for real for real instead of just TELLING myself hard enough a lie that i trust my self and i trust my body and tha#they always know their own needs and timing if really slow down and listen to them f u l l y#anyway. yeah. bye haha i need to stop oversharing on the internet#trauma evolution#shh katie#personal#my god. i wished for this day more than i wished for anything else my whole life. all these many many many many years. what magic.#add to journal#abuse
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Considering yesterday was one of the worst days I've had all year, and then today is hands-down the BEST day I've had all year, I now think literally anything is possible.
Guys please keep pushing forward. Your ray of sunshine could be a lot closer than you think it is.
#i'm being so serious#if you're looking for a reason to live right now think of what makes you happy#could be literally anything. ice cream; video game; your pet; grass; ect#hold onto that#it doesn't matter how stupid it sounds if it's keeping you alive#yesterday i was boarderline s//dal and today i feel like i'm on the top of the world#and it was all pure circumstance. yesterday my pet was at the vet and work sucked and people kept disrespecting me#and today i got confirmation i can get top surgery and i finally achieved a goal in a game i've been working for for months now#AND TWO old friends stopped by and we got to hang out for a while!#literally anything is possible okay you just gotta hold on#i promise it will get better. i can't promise when but i can promise you it will#but not if you give up#keep pushing. i love you. i see you. i support you. don't give up.#dimond speaks
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I saw someone on Twitter say they were pretty insane for including this in the trailer because it’s a massive spoiler and you know what they’re SO right. And that makes me even more terrified for whatever else is going to be happening in this episode…if they’re willing to show us this what aren’t they showing us?!!!!
#like WHAT kind of trailer includes clips from the 2nd to last episode anyway#the way this two second clip has kept me going for two months and im about to be fed so much more….#what is HAPPENING in this episode#mom come pick me up I’m scared#Ted lasso#ted lasso spoilers
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I’m not entirely sure how to word this correctly cuz brain currently scrampled egg but I feel like being on the aro/ace spectrum as a transfem is incredibly frustrating when the majority of online transfem spaces are very hypersexual
Like on one hand, trans women are constantly told by society that they’re undesirable except when they’re objectified and chased, so the act of taking their sexualization into their own hands is super important and I’m legitimately glad that trans girls can find spaces online where they can be unabashedly horny in a liberating way.
On the other hand, you can’t look up “transgender” on this site without getting 80% porn bots and 20% discourse, I can’t share [animal]girl[bodypart] blogs to my ace friends without them being jumpscared by the most recent post being uncensored explicit imagery, and a big chunk of the online white anglo-centric transfem culture now is being super horny, alongside NEET-posting, blahaj, and striped socks.
Like I’m on the ace spectrum but I’m sex-positive and not bothered by the horny stuff so it doesn’t affect me too much. But I cannot imagine how alienating it must feel to be aromatic, asexual, and/or sex-repulsed as a transfem and your only other option is the sanitized, infantilized “uwu im anxious eepy baby with shark plush” meme-space. And I’m aware that HRT affects libido — ever since I started it, it’s definitely gone up, so I can’t blame people for needing an outlet.
I mean I guess that speaks to how you can never be “truly” inclusive in a space because something will always be exclusive to another person. Idk I just wish the world was safer for transfems from all walks of life, and there were more spaces for us to be proud of ourselves without it falling into “super horny”, “discourse”, or “ultra-sanitized”.
#I’ve had these thoughts for a while now#like for the past month or two I’ve kept thinking about all this stuff#partially inspired by the fact that one of my best friends is a sex repulsed ace transfem#(if you’re reading this hi i love you)#and just feeling … idk. like she deserves better I guess?#I can’t speak for how the transmasc culture is since I’m not transmasc#from what I’ve seen it appears somewhat the same?#of either ‘you’re a smol bean uwu’ or ‘you’re a hunky sexy man’ with no in between#but I won’t assume that’s how it is just from those few things I’ve seen#idk it just really seems like being aro/ace/sex repulsed means that the internet is actively hostile to you#and you can’t engage in your identity without it being discourse in some way#and yes I realize the irony of saying that on a post like this#‘20% of transgender posts are discourse’ I complain as I write up a discourse-bait post lmao#please don’t actually discourse on this post I’m just tryna get my thoughts out
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