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I am at the eye doctor
I dragged my ass out of bed and made it to the dang eye doctor on time
The hardest part of my day is done
#now i just have to have my retinas photographed and do the periphery vision game#already had the air puff eye pressure test. which is the main reason i'm here#i have elevated intraocular pressure and i'm diabetic so i am on Glaucoma Watch#weeeeeee#mod post#i am so tired my dudes#yesterday was a lot and then i had trouble getting to sleep on time. and then i kept waking up#can't wait to go home and rewatch the new dungeon meshi with hubby#and just chill... and probably nap
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Anyway how is everyone doing
#had to get up at 6 in the morning and therefore had 4 hours of sleep today (a weekly occurence pretty much)#so i just took a nap which took all evening and i'm still tired yayyyyy. because naps only work how they should about 10% of the time#and also i did nothing else today because sleep and now i'm truly wondering what to do with myself anymore#meanwhile i have to get up and go to school again tomorrow 😑 and the day after that 😑 and the day after that 😑#or i could drop out again and have nothing else to do anyway and continue rotting in my room#(whether it's my dorm room or my actual room doesn't matter). what's the pointtttttt#might be reaching some kind of limit or maybe i'm truly just dramatising and should just chill about it all#save me 4 hours of music listening now probably. idk man#got my minimal amount of social interaction today in the form of riding the elevator with 3 of the ppl from my course#when i could have (and normally would have) just taken the stairs instead#i feel like i made a big important step today that will help me later on through this year (no not really)#at least one thing i've noticed recently is that i might have the reverse of what is i guess is usually called seasonal depression#in the sense that now that it's chilly and cloudy and it gets dark earlier i feel like i'm finally LIVING in a way#the good effect of that will probably pass after a week or two though#but also just a bit over a month left now until my birthday and then my long awaited trip!!#anyone else get unreasonably excited for their birthday each year even though there's never anything special about it in the end#and that only makes the day more depressing lol#ok whatever i'm done whining now i think. music time then#celebrating (a bit late) one year of gratsax and lil beethoven today. some of the albums of all time for me personally#goosepost
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playing casual solo without my friends for the first time for 6 hours straight has taught me that spy mains are some of the most devious people on the planet
#tf2#team fortress 2#tf2 spy#tf2 pyro#tf2 sniper#silly post btw i have nothing against spy mains lol#just the 10k hour sweaty spy mains that are toxic as shit#unfortunate type of player i encountered a couple of times#also these r my actual sniper and pyro loadouts#pyro is rlly fun in casual !!! i love the scorch shot#i heard people get rlly mad when you use it#but i havent recieved any toxcicity towards myself or others for it yet#unfrtunately played more rounds with toxic people than w non toxic people#but the chill rounds i did play were super duper fun!#found a guy in zombie infection who had an absolutely spot on muscle man impression it was super funny#everyones doing their contracts right now also#which i assume is making a lot of people a bit more lax#fun fact for reading the tags this far#back when freaky fair was still in testing#me and my friend found like an insane game breaking glitch#where you could literally just turn invisible#i uploaded a bunch of clips of us doing the glitch on bots to youtube#and commented on the workshop page to let the devs know#to this day i dont know if they fixed it#im hoping they did though because some of the new maps r still broken#zombie infection has a glitch where the zombie sniper ability literally covers your entire screen in a missing texture#everyone in the lobby died to that at least once loll#everyone in text chat was complaining#anyways sorry thats enough yapping for now#gonna take a nap probably gn :D
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! Can I also have Ishida and Mitsuru in halloween costumes? Party or some such?
Day 15 - You know, just to sure 💕
#My art#Requestober#Yanderapy#Thank you for requesting my boys again I feel rather spoiled hehe ♥#It's funny I actually saw this one come in just before I took a nap and I was like ''Oh I /immediately/ have a mental image for that'' lol#And this was it! This was the mental image! I done did it I got it in one! :D#Even with a nap in the way it was just too strong of an image to leave my head like that haha ♪#They are insatiably flirty with each other lol their roommates are probably so tired of them haha#''You saw each other like three hours ago can you please chill'' ''But look how cute he looks!''#''I didn't see him Specifically like this I have to say Something'' lol#Mitsu is obviously flustered seeing him looking so handsome but make no mistake - Ishi is flirting hard 'cause he's just as smitten lol#Mitsu showing off his curves like that (lol)#It's not actually a skin-tight outfit - he's got like a t-shirt and either shorts or light pants on underneath#But he did get help actually wrapping bandages around him so it is a bit on the form-fitting side haha#Ishida's was to try and play into the attractive vampire trope 'cause he figured Mitsuru would like it and he was right lol#Can't keep their eyes (or eye in Mitsu's case) off each other despite going out!#Mummies don't have blood but hmmm have you Really checked like Actually Really (lol)#It was fun to give them a go in greyscale as well :D It feels funny since I hadn't so far!#But I do a bunch of other things in greyscale so why not them ♪ It feels like a new medium in a way even tho it's still digital haha
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@wanderfan2000
@faecaptainofdreams
If I screamed “HOT SOOOOUUUUUPPP” within your viscinity would you be shocked or appalled?
#/gen#i am running on probably 5 hours of sleep and around 10 hours of sleep in total for the entire fucking week#Thus I do not take responsibility for my procrastination#Fuck sleeping. I need a goddamn CAT NAP.#I need to just chill out in my bed and wait for the sloth slumber to take me away#I need a goddamn sugar crash holy shit#askaboo
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You want me to draw our muses so bad in stupid little memes.
#Sorry I've been napping all day#I'm probably gonna chill#I think my body needs time to just lay around and rot dnndndnd#TBD.#Hope everyone is doing well!
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okay, i purchased like four books and a vintage photograph - i’m calm now
#i think i can sleep#the thing is that i DO want to stop buying books and go to the library#but i’ve decided that i’m gonna do that for like. supplemental information#all the big sweeping overview stuff i’m purchasing my own copy of#because I’m probably going to want to keep them to refer back to#and i’m still very much in the Overview Stage with like. Everything.#and i don’t have any time to go to the library right now anyway#so that will be a 2026 adventure#(what happens in 2025? don’t worry about it…)#anyways - glad i had today to just chill. nap. watch a few films. eat.#i did a LITTLE schoolwork - but i had to leave that mostly as a tomorrow thing#because it’s just been SO constant that i needed the rest#but looking forward to getting back into that tomorrow#(or not actually because i HATE my classes rn lol… but looking forward to getting stuff DONE)#it will all be over soon… just four more weeks of Hell#and then we enter… Hell 2#(maybe hopefully not as bad?? time will tell…)
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Cozy muffin 😻
#pearl#cat mama hours#for someone with a built in fur collar she seems to require many cuddles and warm blankets lately#she's been napping in one position or another for nearly three hours already#and we started our morning before breakfast with her just chilling in my arms for half an hour#which is a long time for both of us to tolerate that#im debating lunch but hate to wake her#and this position hurts#so i probably will ruin her nap soon#sorry in advance bby
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Kat sat there and listened to Bakura’s story, her eyes closing from the comfort she felt being in their presence. She’d always loved listening to the stories Bakura would come up with. She remembered some of the nights from their short time together, and how sometimes when she was on edge and couldn’t sleep, Bakura would string together some kind of wild story to help her relax.
Between the spell cast to put Bakura to sleep and having to pass through several Gates, instead of going around them, she was feeling a bit tired. She tried to stay focused on the story about the man with the golden eye that was actually one of the relics created from the people of Kul Elna, but it wasn’t long before Bakura’s voice was nothing more than a comforting echo beside her.
((@nb-lesbian-tkb))
#roleplay#rp#ic#nb lesbian tkb#kitty tired#kitty go to sleep#(i should probably mention that she is most definitely purring just like a regular cat when it falls asleep all happy and content)#(tkb has free reign to explore or just chill or whatever during her little nap)
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#diana's music diary#good evening I haven't been on tumblr all day oops#not really been busy I've just kind of been chilling in bed#feel a little nauseous but it's not that bad... got some stuff delivered earlier that I'm excited to try! probably won't until tomorrow#I've not been tired all day despite being on barely any sleep... gonna try and get through it but if I nap I nap I guess...#I have to do some do chores later but after that I can sleep whenever.. might stay up though idk I don't like sleeping as late as i have @@#yesterday was good? I think? I honestly barely remember what happened... I think hung out with my partner and did lessons with her?#everything else was a blur though... :/#anyway... more umineko music! fun :3 !! let's make today good and try to remember it if it is!!
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i need a bit more sleep and alone time today (have to take my testosterone and preferably decompress)
but i am chewing on some lore in my head to hopefully make my muses more comfortable to work with while i make connections with them. logistically, anyways. (such as volo being in the future, twins traveling, etc. general things. )
my rp mental health is a little fragile admittedly, and i don't know what it needs... though i may try to focus on just making posts/ possibly replies until i feel better. my mental health overall is fine, just some little internal issues.
I'm still available for ooc chatter if you have something! but I'm trying to fine tune my efforts ic. when I'm feeling better i might make some self indulgent posts, but imma rest until I'm in good condition to reach out w/ individual wants again-
that's my mental from the past few days, there'll probably be mood whiplash and sin/fluff the next time i post IC- gonna let the muse be a brat later cause he deserves to unwind a bit.
#ooc.#the sun is shining in my face and i can't sleeeeep#but yea idk what my problem is besides self criticism :/ sigh#simultaneously have felt too selfish and too selfless and at this point just wondering if i need a small amount of rest#i probably need some me time regardless but it's like and then what???#negative jic#my brain/interactions have been pretty all or nothing. shitpost or super serious#..... course this could all just be the work week + low T speaking. which are about to be solved in a few hours#and like. an unspoken effort to try sending things out but I'm hitting a mild mental block there too#anyways I'm gonna try to go back to sleep here and slack off.#see y'all in a bit after I've napped+eaten+dosed+chilled#got several days off so I'll probably stream at some point when I'm feeling up again. today's gonna be focused on muses playing/ connecting
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No but I'm still looking for the Denny's that is still in the middle of nowhere
having cis guy friends is so funny like youll ask if they wanna hang out and theyll send you to the dark woods
#no joke#my brother. fresh out of the house. 19#years old. rolls up to our house right after midnight with a car full of teenagers. tells me and my little sister to get in.#obviously we're asking questions. where are we going. how long are we going to be gone. what are we doing. why are all these people in here.#and a big ol barn that quite literally looks like it's from a Scooby Doo snapshot. it's falling apart#the whole shebang#he answers NONE of them.#so we get in the back seat. I'm being gay with my friend at the time. and we're chilling listening to tunes on the radio.#except now they're talking about a Denny's. i look to the front seat where my brother is driving and he pulls up pictures on his phone#of the inside of somebody's. house. What?#and if that wasn't weird enough. we had already driven 20 minutes off a sideroad into the middle of nowhere. nothing but grass#and a big ol barn/farmhouse that looks like it came straight out of a Scooby Doo snapshot. it's dark as hell out. the lone building appearin#blue in the dark. with a single orange lantern lit hanging from the top. i look to my brother who has never lead me astray before.#and I feel like i am part of Scooby Doo. five teenagers in a car. in the middle of the night. wondering where the hell Denny's went.#now finally my brother has some wits to him. and we take a tight u turn and turn ourselves around. good. shows over right? WRONG.#this bitch pulls up YET ANOTHER place on his phone and starts driving 15 MINUTES UP ONTO A DIRT ROAD AND KEEPS DRIVING.#we're going to a haunted bridge boys!#in the middle of the night! at like 3am! the witching hour! great plan broski. sounds awesome. good thinking there.#we get to this haunted bridge. and this mf is barely 5ft across. but the water below is dark and murky and my lil sis INSISTS she sees a#dude down below. so I'm silently freaking out because what the hell do i say to that. she's like. 13. i tell her it'll be okay. because#that's what big/middle bros do. we drive over the bridge. nothing happens. cue relaxation. my brother is audibly disappointed#“well that was useless” bro you almost took us to Denny's in some cannibalistic farmdudes basement. i think I'll take the barely haunted#bridge. my brother. who still wants to show us an adventure. and probably save face in front of his friends. flips us around yet again and#starts heading off into a whole NEW direction. towards the World's Largest Gas Station!#it is like 4am by now. we're hungry. we're cramping. losing our marbles with exhaustion. and still processing our latest episode with the#Mystery Machine. so fine. I'm taking a nap. just don't get us killed in the long run.#we survived. btw. if that wasn't obvious. and we did actually make it to The World's Biggest Gas Station. and it was pretty fun.#as far as gas stations go at least. i got some honey sticks and a lollipop in the shape of a bear. i don't really like honey. but it wascute#there were walls FILLED with stuffed animals.a whole clothing department. a candy shop. and even a full fledged restaurant on the other side#i think there were even two levels to it? i can't remember. but anyways. we eat. we leave. we survive. end of story.
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me when the sun is out and I’m not at school or work and worrying about due dates and I’m playing my little games and watching my little shows and I somehow still feel like shit: ah. maybe I am depressed
#Like during the school year I’m like ugh I’m so stressed and the weather is shit so that must be why I feel awful#but it’s genuinely a beautiful day and I slept in and have just been sort of chilling#and yet. I still feel gross#my room is a mess and I haven’t gone outside which probably isn’t helping#but like. I should feel good now! it’s a day off for me! and I have a big thing to look forward to on the weekend!#and I don’t. I just feel blegh#it’s been like this the past couple days too#Like I’ve been off! I had one shift at work and that wasn’t even bad! why do I feel like shit when I’m finally able to chill!#and the things is I know I wasn’t happier doing school! I know I’m not happier at work#it’s just when I’m doing those things at least I have a reason to be stressed and tired! now I don’t!#I don’t have an exam for nearly a week and I’m going to see one of my favourite bands in a few days#and I just started a game I’ve been wanting to play and I’m able to watch stuff I’ve been meaning to watch and I finally did some laundry!#and yet I feel like I need a nap. I don’t want to do anything other than take a nap even though I know I should probably start packing#or take a shower or do a craft or start revising for my exam next week#hhhhh anyway. my laundry’s done I guess I oughta go put my sheets back on my bed#so at least if I take a nap it won’t be on my bare mattress#vent
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HE KNEW?! OH MY GAWD
OF COURSE CLASSICAL MUSIC IS THE WAY TO ANY GUY'S HEART
Your bsf also knew 😫🥺 Are you still as close?
HELPPP no yeah i told him bcs like the way my crush on him began was funny asf . but then like . i never told him the story . so it just stayed there super stagnant. 💀💀💀💀 we're chill tho
#theres actually also another close friend of mine i used to crush on n he knows too lmaooo but like#that was like 5yrs ago idrt he cares but he brings it up sometimes ? which is so weird because he has a gf ? and that gf is my close friend#if ure curious uhm. my crush on band boy was kind of like one of those fevers where u think its a cold u can sleep off. then u wake up and#youre just so fucking sick like ure gna die#he kept popping up in my head for no reason n 1 day i was like no ill just take a nap n ill wake up and ill get over it. but then.#i dreamt abt him. ad we went on a stupid ass date. my godddd#BUT IT WAS SO FUNNY IN RETROSPECT. i got sad sometimes bcs I'm emotional but it was mostly just funny#no but yeah i think we're chill but idr like him now like as a person its just bcs I'm petty and i hate my class#and hes in my class . he's probably just a good guy though#probably has something of a complex bcs he's a good singer and pianist . and I'm a mid singer and a beginner pianist and he's probably +#negatively judged me before . regardless! lmfao#bsf and i are on good terms we're not that close tho but that's bcs of a different thing LMFOAOO 💀💀💀#asks#thats my lore tho 😍😍 and thats probably the most ill ever say bcs its personal
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My mom will be taking a nap in the living room with her HEADPHONES ON. and my dad will glare at me if I take a single step into the kitchen.
#drinking cold (hot) chocolate because apparently using the electric kettle is too much noise#it's not even that he was concerned it'd wake her up it's that both him and my mom default to staring me down like i killed someone#even when they're like. mildly annoyed.#it doesn't help that i panic when they do this but that's not exclusively on them#like could they chill out occasionally. could they do that for me#their child#i guess not#my dad didn't even know if it'd wake her up. this isn't me using the kettle knowing it could wake her up#it seems pretty likely to me that it wouldn't but neither of us know for sure#I'm 18 years old I'm pretty sure i can assess that risk for myself thanks#he's ALWAYS LIKE THIS too. you make the SLIGHTEST noise while my mom is napping and you will face the consequences.#even though she could sleep through a tornado#i just. ouuuuugh it feels so patronizing and harsh and unnecessary. it also makes me want to cry#like i get to a point. where I'm like maybe my dad isn't that bad. and then he reminds me he has the temper of a thousand suns#and he does NOT think I'm allowed to be upset about it ever. even when it's stupid#and i feel so upset and angry but mostly i feel scared. i feel like I'm waiting for the other shoe to drop#and any second someone's gonna scream their head off at me or take away my shit etc#and this is like such a tiny thing but i spend all my time around people who i don't like and am beholden to and it really grates on me#so we have things like this that are like. nbd y'know. hell I'd probably apologize if it was anyone else#even if i believed i wasn't gonna wake anyone up#but because it's my dad. and he has spent most of my life alternating between ignoring me or screaming at me.#being protective of my mom. who is demanding and mean and selfish.#i feel like i want to cry and scream and throw something but I can't do any of that.#because it would wake my mom up and we can't fucking have that can we.
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As someone who has never known if I would/could have a child, it is so incredibly significant to me how much love the puppies I've raised will spread in the world
I grew up with dogs, one a year older than me and one a decade younger - more since. I always had a dozen animals around me, but I am also chronically ill and disabled. So I waited over a decade into my adult life to get a dog.
I knew I needed a service dog, and that I'd have to put my years of work with animals into it because I'd never afford one (or the crystal clear diagnoses to get granted one). I didn't even begin to consider it until after I'd spent months taking care of a roommate's wolf-dog, and even then...
I wasn't considering puppies. He was, to replace the dog he'd lost, but I hadn't even batted an eye at any of the many he'd shown me. Then I saw Alice - one of over half a dozen mutts produced from a husky breeder mating with a family Pitt. Something clicked. Suddenly I was going, just to see, and was pulling money out of the bank on the way. When I got there, it was past dark and I sat in a dimly lit hut outside while a brindle puppy climbed into my lap and refused to leave.
There were others, with one blue and one brown eye each, with husky golden coats that could've passed for purebred. Who were friendlier, more enthusiastic. But she planted herself in my lap, and there she stayed the hours drive home.
She was so easy to work with. Quick to learn, eager to please and devastated to disappoint. She was always in tune with my body & mind, more than I'm able to be, and even heavily pregnant would tell me just when to turn around before the pain in my ankle began, or when I needed to sit before the world spun in front of me. Nevermind the panic attacks, the leading me out of stores while I'm dissociating out of my mind. The way she checks in as soon as the intrusive thoughts - "you can't see them, so something horrible must've happened" - take over. The way she sleeps touching me (or my partner) at nearly all times.
But for all the ways she helped me, helped us, it's been even more amazing to watch her move through the world. Greeting people at parties with a contained enthusiasm, trotting up to strangers without fear the second she hears the go-ahead. People see her and beam, they pet her and smile as she shoves her toy back into their hand in offering. Little children clap and point, the youngest babies reach out and laugh in delight as she gently licks their face or outstretched palm. My sister's toddler follows obediently after her with a hand at her waist, resting on Alice's back. Workers smile through weary masks and babies beam and adults giggle and croon.
She brings the best to everyone. She brings joy and smiles and laughter, calm and peace and safety. She's everything I hoped for in a dog and more, and she's one of my companions and partners through this terrifying world.
And she had babies. She had puppies to nurse and raise and care for, and she did so every minute diligently and gently and lovingly. And now they're spread throughout the world, through friends and family and friends that are like family, to bring the world more of the joy and peace and calm that she brings. I see pictures and videos and hear stories from friends and friends of friends, and get to run into the very puppies born into my hand barely a few pounds on this earth now spreading so much love and joy and hope. Every puppy went to a loving home I trust, and every one of them is spreading that same love and hope and joy through the world and that is! Incredible!!!
#pets#to come back to#my sister got one of the puppys and already ive gotten video of him in his crate w several new & old toys & two new beds#and a thank you text from my step gma about how much love and joy hes already brought her and how he gets along w her GIANT WEIMERENER#And ive gotten so many pics and updates from friends and theyre all growing and learning so well#and so chill!!! ive met so many off the wall puppies this age just biting your hands and plsying away and i realize now#they were probably taken too young or not getting exercise bc everyone reports/has when i visit the calmest pups#and the two i have just play w the group and nap w us all and repeat lmao#theyre so sweet and loving and give all the kisses#rn one is in my lap laying parallel and against her mom#and the other is above my partner's pillow (she doesnt like sleep jostling)#i just love them so much!!!!! talk about spreading love!!!!!! talk about spreading joy!!!!!!!!!!#my amazing bean and Fen (not mentioned here but an amazing gentle soft boi despite going throuhh hell)#(just wants love and pets and to learn how to play tug properly lol)#made the best lil beans and i wouldnt have bred them otherwise but man!! man!!!!!!#you can hope itll turn out good and then like#seeing it#seeing them all be so good andnher and Fen be so loving to them and hearing so many people tell me#thank you for the love and joy you brought to my life through these!!!#like thats all i ever wantez
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