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victory-cookies · 8 months ago

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me when the sun is out and I’m not at school or work and worrying about due dates and I’m playing my little games and watching my little shows and I somehow still feel like shit: ah. maybe I am depressed

#Like during the school year I’m like ugh I’m so stressed and the weather is shit so that must be why I feel awful #but it’s genuinely a beautiful day and I slept in and have just been sort of chilling #and yet. I still feel gross #my room is a mess and I haven’t gone outside which probably isn’t helping #but like. I should feel good now! it’s a day off for me! and I have a big thing to look forward to on the weekend!#and I don’t. I just feel blegh #it’s been like this the past couple days too #Like I’ve been off! I had one shift at work and that wasn’t even bad! why do I feel like shit when I’m finally able to chill!#and the things is I know I wasn’t happier doing school! I know I’m not happier at work #it’s just when I’m doing those things at least I have a reason to be stressed and tired! now I don’t!#I don’t have an exam for nearly a week and I’m going to see one of my favourite bands in a few days #and I just started a game I’ve been wanting to play and I’m able to watch stuff I’ve been meaning to watch and I finally did some laundry!#and yet I feel like I need a nap. I don’t want to do anything other than take a nap even though I know I should probably start packing #or take a shower or do a craft or start revising for my exam next week #hhhhh anyway. my laundry’s done I guess I oughta go put my sheets back on my bed #so at least if I take a nap it won’t be on my bare mattress #vent

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