#and its still not aLL OF THEM TOO LMAO
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A little 15 min doodle but first post of the year has to be Bingqiu!
#ok its time to get mushy in the tags because I doubt anyone would read them too closely#Iâve had severe art block for YEARS before I got into danmei in 2024#and it wasnât that my skill was gone itâs just that I thought nothing I did was good enough#I started reading danmei around the summer of last year and I got SO INSPIRED#I dived into the fandom side of things (I havenât been in a live fandom in years) and was so excited about all the art people were making#and writing! and music! and animatics!#everything was so bright and colorful and beautiful#and everyone had such cool designs for these book characters that Iâd grown to love#so I took a chance and doodled a little Luo Binghe and posted him on here#and I was so taken aback by how welcoming and sweet the fandom was#it made me wanna keep taking chances and posting my artâ because I think thatâs one of the hardest things Iâve come to accept#that even if itâs not good enough for me#someone else may enjoy it#and ainât it crazy that ive come to enjoy drawing again too#sure the interaction has been fun but itâs been even more fun experimenting with my style and experimenting with colors and rendering#and grayscale and angles#and composition and expressions#ahh!! art is so fun!! I forgot how fun it was!!#I had forgotten how much I loved to draw!!#and the fandomâ so many ideas are exchanged and Iâve met some of the loveliest people thru the sv fandom!#tgcf too but theyâre a little less chill lmao#anyways#Iâve set up a little spot in the fandom and I plan to keep at it here itâs very nice and cozy and funny and warm#huge thanks to everyone for being so kind and welcoming#and an even bigger thanks to anyone whoâs interacted with my art#I still canât wrap my head around the fact that someone took the time out of their day to like/repost these silly little doodles I post#incredible. ok bye for now :)#svsss#bingqiu#hoot art
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another batch of MCs as thanks for drawing clorađĽšđđ once i start working on something i cant rest until i get it done so ive legit been working on these nonstop for the past 2 days from when i wake up till i go to bed.......i can finally rest đ§ââď¸........THANK YALL AGAINđđđđđđ MC's in order: @moonstruckmoony @syaolaurant @dwightschrute11 @boxdstars @versailles-black @ccelicaa @ethniee @wrongcog @ashiori-chan @tamayula-hl @celestinawarlock @serpensortiamaxima @silvyadrakkon @jadepalaceyaya @zorro-d-t
#and this still isnt even everyone thats drawn clora but even if i never get around to drawing something for u KNOW THAT I APPRECIATE ITđđ#I wish i could draw something in return for everyone who draws something for me but i also dont want ppl to think its a guaranteed thing#i used yalls mc's as paint practice too and omg idk why i did this to myself i bit off way more than i could chew#next time defs just sticking to flat colours and simple shading LMAO#at least ive gotten faster tho i think so it WAS good practice𼰠and its my fault anyway i didnt HAVE to rush and finish these#but it felt so long overdue that i just rly wanted them done#SO HOPE YALL LIKE I TRIED TO MAKE THEM ALL EQUAL WITH THE AMOUNT OF EFFORT#choccyart
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doing chibi is a good design exercise bc it forces u to think on shapes n essential details, essentially thumbnailing ur designs. its also a terrible design exercise bc it ends up looking cute no matter what
#dimension 20#fantasy high#riz gukgak#very specifically class swap bard!riz#fh class quangle#mm. I may need tags for all the asides Ive been doing lmao#riz's canon design is so coherent and thematically clean that I genuinely struggle to keep up...#bard!riz's whole thing is working out his identity through abject fear so it kiiiinda makes sense that hes got a different thing going#on every year I guess? like lmao the directive I go into each of these designs with changes vastly#freshman bard!riz has to look extremely nonthreatening. and also make you wanna pick him up and chuck him at a wall#annoyingly inoffensive. slides off your memory pretty much immediately. a void of an experience#crucially Does Not Show Teeth While Smiling#sophomore year bard!riz I have been keeping the like. cameraman direction for#I want him to be swimming in clothes a little bit... he kinda lands at like. 80s/90s shlocky horror protag too which I do like#bc what is season 2 to riz if not a horror story lmao#junior year bard!riz I want to be somewhere between clark kent and tintin#the journalist aesthetics is not so clear and easy to build as the detective or spy aesthetics...#but also I just. really like boy journalist lmao this is the BD blood speaking again#and! I actually do draw his hair differently than in my canon junior year riz stuff. its a bit shorter here so it doesn't#obscure as much of his face#its so funny actually going from drawing canon stuff to class swap esp. with riz bc he's smiling SO much here#and it's 100% trained like its crucial for u guys to know he is equally if not more fucked up as a bard#barely anybody can wrangle him in canon it's already been mostly him keeping himself on track. imagine if he actually learned how to act#mmm. I think these designs are still gonna soft change as I draw them. thats fine we have fun#drawing sophomore year bard!riz for those comiclets was fun as hell. I think on this factor alone I call it a success lol
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its funny seeing people still insist that kamala had it in the bag when anyone with a brain is aware that she and the democrats ran a dogshit campaign. like utter shit. embarassingly bad.
#angel posts#im not even kidding you the democratic party just outright refused#to address real voter base concerns#stopped running on all the things that made them tolerable years ago#newscasters talking heads and people who care about palestine could see#from day one#this wasnt finna work for her lmao#im actually amazed at how badly democrats fumbled the social media analysis of things too#like eveyrone my age was watching a genocide get livestreamed#we still are#and she had the audacity to mouth off to protesters about it#and be sassy#and offer nothing#not even universal healthcare#not even a higher minimum wage#how long did it take her campaign site to have a policy page?#did that page include something to reduce police brutality?#something concrete to protect queer people?#like god. lmao. its her fault.
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short asl thing based on @where-does-the-heart-lie's modern au :) i started this over a year ago but the beginning is all dialogue and felt more like a script to me i suppose??? which deflated my desire to work on it. anyway i checked it over recently and it's completely fine lmfao, self-confidence restored here we go !
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"Yo. Aren't you usually in the middle of your shift by now?"
"I've been banned from the hospital."
"Like, for life?"
"No. For the next, uh.. Twenty-two hours."
"That's oddly specific."
"It was twenty-four, but I fell asleep after leaving the building."
"That wouldn't have to do with why they kicked you out, at all?"
"Hmmm. I'm too sleep-deprived, apparently."
"Ah. And, um, you called me because...?"
"I pressed a random number in my call log after waking up. Lucky you, I guess."
"Yeah. Right. Lucky me. And your car keys are...?"
"Confiscated."
"Ah, right, of course."
A beat of silence. Two. Three, then "Look, if you're busy, thenâ"
"No, no. You called me, so I'll be there. Give me twenty minutes."
"Alright. Thankâ"
"Thank someone else. Also, if you fall asleep in my car, I'm taking it as express permission to drive you around wherever I want."
"Ugh, go die. I don't even know why I bothered."
"LUCKY YOU, I guess," sounds off way too loudly in his ear. "No take backs. See you in ten."
"I thought you saidâ" Sabo breaks off as the call ends, leaving him staring blankly at his phone's too-dim screen. He squints, turns the brightness all the way up, and still squints as the sunlight proves too strong for the display.
Ace shows up in more than ten but decidedly less than twenty minutes. Sabo doesn't waste much brain power on it, only climbing into the passenger seat and yawning into his palm while his other hand fixes the seatbelt into the buckle. Not a second too soon, too, as Ace roars the engine to life and peels away from the curb at record speed.
Ace fiddles with the radio. He turns the music up, then dial it back down to inaudible. They hit the expressway and he leans over the steering wheel, frowning with his eyes fixed on the road far ahead. Sabo yawns again and this appears to be the limit to his patience.Â
"Hey, so, I had a thought after you hung up on me."
Sabo grimaces. "You mean youâ"
"Today's Wednesday."
He doesn't elaborate. Sabo is too tired to process. "Yes," he follows, after a second. He glances at the sky out the front window. "What time is it?"
"Oh, uh." Ace fumbles with hand placement so he can lift his watch to his face. "Nine forty."
Sabo takes a couple beats to try and process this, moves his eyes away from the skyline, and sighs as he pulls his phone out. 2:47 is what the display reads, which sounds much more believable.
"How did the minute hand get off?" he mutters to himself, chancing a look at Ace's busted wristwatch. Ace raises a brow, taking his gaze off the road to scrutinize Sabo. "No, it doesn't matter," he mutters to himself once more, sliding his phone away back on his person and out of his hands.
"My point is," Ace continues, like he hasn't just been interrupted by a whole thing. "Your timeout will be done midday Thursday. Did they switch your days off?"
"No." Sabo sighs. "They technically gave me the next thirty-six hours. Technically closer to forty. Something like that. I go back in on Friday. Sometime.â He tries to smile and it turns out very lopsided, from that he can make out in the rearview mirror. âCan you tell Iâm tired?â
âI donât think âtiredâ is an accurate description,â Ace quips. âWhen did you eat a proper meal last?â
âUh, yesterday. Maybe.â
âMaybe??â
âA âproper mealâ means different things to the two of us,â Sabo huffs. âOn my account it was yesterday. Iâve had food since then, of course.â
âAlright, so hereâs the plan,â Ace announces before absolutely whipping it around a curve. Sabo is his passenger in the passenger seat and had fully prepared to be so when he got in the vehicle, but heâd been vastly underprepared for this sudden course of action, which is how he ends up halfway out of his seat with his cheek slammed into the cold window. Ace doesnât quite notice his brotherâs terminal velocity until the car is once again on the straight and narrow, and only then itâs because of the audible thunk Saboâs face makes when it collides with the glass.
âAw shit. You good bro?â
âOw,â Sabo mutters. âIf I have broken bones Iâm suing your ass.â
âWell, if youâre good enough to make jokes, I think youâre better than youâre letting on.â Ace keeps the wheel steady with one knee while he takes both hands away to crack his fingers. When he glances over at Sabo again, he looks even more pathetic â like heâs becoming one with the glass. âAnyway, as I was saying.
âIâm taking your ass home. Youâre going straight to sleep and while you crash, Iâll make you something decent to eat and stick it in the fridge for you to heat up later. Iâll even make you two servings to eat two different times, since you clearly canât be trusted to take care of yourself correctly.â
âOuch.â
âI want you to conk out for as long as your body allows. We can reset your sleep schedule tomorrow, alright? Put your phone on silent; do not answer any calls. In fact, you know what, just give it to me.
Sabo glances over to see Aceâs hand held out to him, palm up. Fingers wiggling expectantly. His lips pull up into a grimace. âIâm not doing that.â
âFine.â Ace takes his hand back. âBut you will comply with everything else.â
âWow! Itâs so funny, I didnât realize you turned into my mother overnight! Really tapped into your mom potential, huh? Anything exciting happen in your life that would cause that? I guess I wouldnât know, since Iâve been a zombie for the past two days.â
âThereâs nothing wrong with acting like your older brother, you dipshit, especially if you keep putting yourself through the wringer like this. You go home. You sleep. You wake up and eat. You go back to sleep. Then we do laundry. Does that sound agreeable?â
âThatâs negotiable, at the least,â Sabo mumbles. âI will accept good food as a form of bribery.â
âOh, nice, because Iâm flat broke at the moment.â
Sabo makes a mental note of that, and then theyâre pulling into the driveway. Ace lets him exit the vehicle by himself and then promptly manhandles him all the way onto the couch where it will be easier to force his body to relax than in a real bed. Ace knows this, so he calls him weird before chucking a loose blanket at his head. Sabo is almost too tired to function at this point, so he lets Ace have the last laugh in favor of finally closing his eyes.
Coming to is a surreal experience, especially since the sun is still out. He must make a noise because Ace is suddenly within view. His limbs are tangled in the blanket and still so heavy that he doesnât bother moving. âThought you would be gone,â he half-groans, eyes slipping shut again for a moment.
âI did leave,â Ace confirms. âI had to go pilfer some stuff to make stew with. Itâs almost done, so Iâll hang here until then.â
Pilfer. That could mean any number of things. Sabo chooses to believe in the option where Ace is an upstanding citizen, and then remembers Ace saying earlier that he had no money. He frowns and squirms on the cushions enough to where it looks like heâs checking his pockets. âWhereâs my wallet, Ace?â he bluffs.
âSomewhere around here,â Ace pipes up. âYour stomach will thank you for your contributions to the Portgas Householdâs pantry!â
âUgh, I got robbed,â he complains. âThis sucks. âm going back to sleep.â He rolls over so his back is to Ace.
âYeah, you do you, bro. Stew will still be here later. Iâll see you when youâre back in the world of the living.â
â
Luffy comes in late that night and slams the front door shut as loud as humanly possible. When he appears in the main room, he doesnât seem to be upset, so Ace writes it off as a Luffyism. Sabo hasnât stirred at the noise, so itâs all good.
Realizing this, Luffy pads closer to Aceâs side and looks at Saboâs unmoving body warily. âWhy is Sabo passed out like a corpse? Is he sick?â
âNo, heâs not sick, he just canât take care of himself. Which is why we are going to let him sleep for as long as possible.â
Luffy just nods to this, but itâs the uncomprehending Luffy-nod that means heâs just going to end up doing whatever he wants to regardless. Ace sighs, then jerks his head towards the kitchen. âHe ate a little earlier, but I want him to eat again when he wakes up. Thereâs stew in the fridge if you want it â just leave him a little. Got it, Monkey D. Luffy?â
Luffy throws him a salute and then runs off in his socks. âYippee! Ace made stew!â
âThink of your brother, Luffy, and make good choices!â Ace calls after him. âHeâs a pathetic man who needs food to feel better or heâll end up sleeping through Laundry Day!â
â
Sabo does not sleep through laundry day, but he does sleep for sixteen whole hours, so itâs just around noon when he forces himself up off the couch and into a warm shower.
Ace is around, which is mildly unexpected. But heâs still half-asleep, so everything is at least a little unexpected. He glances up from playing video games with Luffy to see Sabo leaving the steam-filled bathroom with his hair hanging around his shoulders. âYou look like a wet cat,â he calls.
âSaboâs awake!â Luffy cheers. âAce thought you died at one point.â
Ace elbows Luffy in the gut, making him hunch over. âI did not!â
âHe totally checked to see if your heart was still beating!â
âIâm undead, actually,â Sabo says completely seriously.
âDoes that mean you donât need to eat anymore?â Luffy questions. âBecause I ate all the stew last night.â
âI saw that coming and made extra.â Ace finger-guns in Saboâs general direction. âThatâs why I bought two sets of ingredients. With your money!â
âWith my money,â Sabo echoes, because itâs such a wild statement to have to deal with this early in the day. Well, early for him. âFuck you.â
âI mean, I can tell Luffy where I hidââ
âThank you, Ace, for agreeing to share your quarters with both of your brothers so we can all do laundry today on your dime!â Sabo raises his pitch so his voice is mockingly squeaky when he says this. He starts moving down the hall before Ace can start to argue, letting his and Luffyâs voices bleed into the background.
When he comes back out, now dressed, it smells significantly better than before. âI reheated the stew,â Ace announces, gesturing for Sabo to take a seat at the kitchen counter. âLetâs all have lunch before we head out.â
âYou have to drink this too,â Luffy tells Sabo, sliding a Gatorade across the counter so it sets in front of him when he finally does take a seat. âAceâs orders.â
âGotta get those nutrients back somehow.â
âArenât we so considerate, Sabo?â
âDo you even know what âconsiderateâ means?â Sabo asks, lips quirking up into a half-smile. At Luffyâs shrug, it turns into a real smile. âWell, thanks anyway. Both of you.â
âNo sweat. And look!â Ace brandishes a five dollar bill for both to see. âI found this baby for us to use on coins! Itâs all on me todayââ
âWhereâs my wallet, Ace?!â
#writing#op#whery if i realized anything while doing this its that we need 2 get you a custom theme....#1) anyone whos not logged in will be able to see all your posts w/ no limits#2) (and the more important COUGHCOUGH) it'll be so much easier to find shit on your blog#if you want a cool blog layout lmk and i'll hook you up but for now#there are many benefits to a custom tumblr url........ being able to search /tagged for better blog organization is one of them#if there's a switch to writing style i wrote the first half of this in april 2023 so thats why!!#also lmao i jus spent the weekend w/ my brother so if its too mean-spirited thats unintentional n i'm prolly channeling is all#sighhhhhhh i love when they look after each other its so very very good#wittb has been great but i do wanna see them get up to other shenanigans later#after the comic (plot) at large i mean#little one-off side things still in the modern au#enjoy the rest of artfight month for now tho!!!#(< says someone who has been putting off af attacks to write things again)
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the doppelgangers in elevator hitch kind of (just found this game am in love)
#i just watched the gameplay of the game#(too dumb to play puzzle games)#i have#a lot of things to say#about coworker#but i will be quiet for now#anyways the doppelgangers#whats up with them!#this is probably not in character#just thought it was funny LMAO#i wanted to use this audio for ages now#i dont know how to draw these characters at all#im still getting used to it#its like#my first time#so#elevator hitch
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does anyone else relate to dis btw. I keep thinking about it since someone posted it around the same time I was having this realization about myself
#talkys#i was thinking about it especially when i still thought id be moving out bc i worried missing my family but when#i was in college in another city i didnt miss any of them at all#i went over a year ish without convo with my best friend because well i assumed she was too#busy to chat and i otherwise can handle being alone#i havent seen my other close friend in maybe half a year and sure when they come down we have fun but i also#forget abt them until they message me (bc they dont respond to messages LMAO they decide when we talk)#i made another close friend recently and they went on a 2 week trip and during week 1 i was like i rly wish#i could message em right neow! but then by week too i kinda Forgot until they returned#and were an active presence again#out of sight out of mind if i dont already regularly talk to you daily (which is only 1 person rn)#*week 2#like if ur someone i talk to daily i get excited to talk and send messages but otherwise i forget#i guess its also the vibes. i do wonder what one close friend is up to but not the one i know wont give me a response etc
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Me: I think Iâll draw a fun little scene from my Steven Universe inspired Transformers au. Nothing too big, just something fun
Also me: *cries*

I told myself I wouldnât spend too long cleaning this up so forgive the messinESS
#tweaked the bumblebee design I posted a while ago#fuck designing transformers is HARD#you basically just look through all the transformers iterations and pick the features you like most lmao#TWO DOWN#I have ratchets design ready but Iâm still tweaking it#donât even know what Iâm gonna do for the others but weâll cross that bridge later#transformers#Steven universe#transformers au#Steven universe au#bumblebee#tf bumblebee#this scene WRECKED ME the first time I saw it#love bumblebeeâs backstory in this au canât wait to write it all out#Iâm giving them eyebrows and noses because WHO CARES#IF OPTIMUS CAN HAVE EYEBROWS IN TFP#AND THE BOTS CAN HAVE NOSES IN IDW#THEN I CAN DO IT#also Iâve looked at this for too long so Iâm kinda blind to its big flaws so pls tell me if itâs uncanny lmao#heâs talking to ratchet btw#which I was gonna draw#but the only thing worse than designing transformers#is drawing them lying down#so idk lmao
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You're the sunflower/I think your love would be too much
#WOO FINALLY DONE#considered doing a second part with hanahaki riku buuuut. i got a car journey in an hour or so and im impatient#so doing it later means not at all#but anyway!!! had fun w him#still tryna figure out how to draw sora ill prob redraw this when i figure it out#rearranged the heart station more toward the redesigned one but then didnt rlly follow thru cus i wanted both riku and kairi on it LMAO#also i think i drew them too small for this to come across but my thought process was âsora with lots of freckles = sunflower center bitâ#and obvi the station of awakening as well#was gonna be kh2 sora but hnnng his design is. so much#ambitious#i think âyour love would be too muchâ works for every version of soriku though so its okay#soriku#kingdom hearts#soriku endgame actually#kh sora#kingdom hearts sora#sora kingdom hearts#riku kingdom hearts#bev draws#beverly says stuff#this happened cus 2 nights ago i satr up in bed and said THIS SONG IS SO SORIKU CODED#and then i wanted to make the sunflowers behind him look like stained glass#but i didnt know how & figured putting a station there would give a similar effect#regardless! sora looks kinda goofy in the face but im p happy w this !#using references are for cowards (NOT ACTUALLY. USE REFERENCES DO NOT FOLLOW MY EXAMPLE)#kh#kh1#kh1 sora#kh1 riku#also tried out some different brushes for colouring this and i like them :3
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Still trying to finish other things but in the meantime- updated design for my older May! She's an Ace Trainer
#you cant see it form the angle i put it at but she wears her gym badges pinned on her bag! shes proud of them lol#she DID technically win the champion title but the hoenn region saw what happened in kanto#w a child fleeing into the mountains and becoming a hermit. and were like ykno what lets Not do that#so it was kept a secret. shes free to revisit it now that shes older but she doesnt want any champion business anyhow#shes havin fun travelling#she still does contests! her n brendan both#brendan competes in cleverness n toughness contests may in cute and beauty contests... both of them fight in coolness contests#lisia sits back and watches as she clutches out the win yet again cus the stupid teenagers were too focused on winning from EACHOTHER#that they forgot about winning in GENERAL.#good job guys#not totally set on her team?#she has her blaziken. thats also her mega mon#tempted to give her mudkip its just baby forever#she has access to latias? but i dont think shes using it on her team just for flying#ill prolly let her keep her wailord she also uses in game its funny as hell#anyways its mostly all still up in the air#also her n brendan r fighting over custody of cosplay pikachu n theyre both losing#oras#pokemon trainer may#i forgot to actually tag this w the fandom LMAO OOPS#my own rambling makes me forget#hoenn
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the place me and my roommate were supposed to move into today was so disgusting and uninhabitable we just took our stuff and left and now we're gonna be staying at airbnbs and hotels until further notice/until we can find a new place hopefully quickly...........im in my homeless drifter era y'all!!!đđso if im not as active then thats why LMFAO
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#bro was literally trying to rent us a silent hill apartment#we already paid first and last too which was 2700k and he said hes not gonna refund us EVEN THO WE DIDNT EVEN MOVE IN!!#like first month i get BUT NOT EVEN THE SECOND MONTH?? all landlords go to hell#looking back at the og listing like.....yeah i can see why he never took pics of the outside......literally looks like a landfillđ#we're SO LUCKY that uhaul allowed us to keep our things stored with them bc if they insisted on our shit still being dropped off#we woulda been so screwed/forced to move in and then would have had to hire ANOTHER uhaul to move back OUT lol#AND I HATE MOVING the idea of unloading all of our stuff just to pack it again literally makes me wanna perish#but even tho i may be a homeless drifter rn that wont stop me from also working on my oneshot between searching for placesđ#the oneshot has a smut scene at the beginning LMAO and smut takes me forever to write so id been putting it off#but now that im over that hump (pun intended) i think ill be faster now brrrrrrrrrrr 9k words so far#its probs gonna be like 40k LMFAO maybe longer... idek#but also ill be hella busy trying to find a home so LMFAO who knows...chat im so fucking TIREDDDDDđ§ââď¸đ§ââď¸#my moms trying to see if she can fight him and get our money back but it aint lookin good bros#if i randomly open commissions then youll also know why LMAO
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what do you value most in someone?
At *least* a 2x resistance to ground type attacks. My last partner died due to a 4x weakness to earthquake and it gave me SUCH an ick :/ likeeeee I haaaaate it when my partner gets one-shot by earthquake spammers. its such a turn off.
#LMAO but in all seriousness just someone who can match my energy.#I guess the short answer is patience. BUT also social compatibility.#i don't care if we have nothing in common#BUT i care immensely about our social chemistry.#I'm a pretty hefty home-body and my social battery dies pretty quickly unless I do a lot of mental prep before hand#so if you're the type of person that absolutely has to be talking all the time#or desperately needs to fill the silence we probably won't click#I'm very comfortable in silence and I'm also very okay with us doing our own thing in the same home#so if that makes your skin crawl we definitely won't work lol i am so introverted when I'm at home#i also really appreciate bluntness. if I'm pissing you off just be straight up about it.#OH i also value confidence. like sticking to your guns and loving who you are in spite of what other people think is so sexy and rad and ho#if you like something that i don't and still try to enjoy it despite my opinions i think that's really admirable#I've had too many friends / partners that would give up on things they liked because i didn't like it#and while i get the intention that type of thing just makes me feel bad#because you shouldn't be stopping on my account. do what you love and love what you do. who tf cares what i think of it if you like it?#like just because i hate taylor swift doesn't mean you gotta bottle up liking her ya know?#sorry i feel like this is a very broad question that doesn't have one individual answer in my mind lol#I'm very open minded when it comes to clicking with a partner#but i wanna learn about all your hobbies and interests even if i don't personally care for them.#like if its important to you its important to me#answered#ramblings
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you know when you have an idea for a drawing and it just wont let you rest until you at least sketched it?
... yeah
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demise and hylia (humanoid forms) sleepy cuddles o((>Ď< ))o
#ganondoodles#zelda#art#tloz#loz#demise#hylia#doodles#i know this is a super rough sketch#i slapped some darker and lighter colors on it bc you else you wouldnt be able to make sense of it lmao#im up way too late#....this took me so many hours#i know it doesnt look like it#but god is it HARD to draw two people somewhat intertwined#you wouldnt believe how many copies of the same sketch are in one file bc i kept havign to redo it but was too scared to lose a better one#i had this in mind since yesterday and i just cannot get it out of my head#its a little scene from wayyyy late into the story but i dont know if im gonna keep it this way#still trying to make it .... less self indulgent#............................. listen i still feel embarassed about it all#i dont know how i will live through actually paint them kissing at some point#i know its my own comic and all but drawing it in the actual comic still feels -official- to me#none of this makes sense#its almost 2am im not thinking right anymore#but this sketch would not have let me sleep until i got it to this point at least#i love them so much i dont know how to express it ever aaaaaaaaaaarhdeskfbhgkdf
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gen loss dump part 2 :]







i have a gen loss playlist so the last two was me hitting randomize and drawing a pic based on the song before it finished. the second one technically isnât that cause charlieâs inferno isnât on apple music cause they hate me so itâs way more of the song out of spite because they wouldnât give it to me.
#spotify is prolly better (definitely is for finding playlists i use spotify to find playlists still and then add those songs to my own lmao#but dad pays for a family apple music subscription and free music streaming is infinitely better then paying for my own spotify#also my wound reference i feel like i let him off easy from the seven foot tall wire security monster#but idk this was drawn a year ago idk what i was doing#like i agree w the vest just being REALLLL bad bruising and internal stuff but i feel like he had wayyyy more open area besides that to get#fucked up besides just his arms#but i guess since the wire monster also got turned off by the button since it didnât immediately go at ranboo next then maybe thatâs still#reasonable idk#generation loss#generation loss fanart#ranboo fanart#continuing my not spamming tags trend so even though i bc puls have tagged all three of them im not gonna#still posting this primarily for me and for everyone else second#OH THE OUTFITS ARE FROM MY PIN BOARDS#I MAKE OUTFIT BOARDS FOR EVERYTHING ITS SO FUN#LIKE EVERY FANDOM IVE POSTED HERE HAS ONE#ITS BAD#and then irl i wear sweats and t shirt lmao#i found mouse trap game board earrings#i spend too much time on those finding highly specific bullshit#the jrwi one is especially cringe cause i have a different section for all of the what ifs#and that shit lasted one (1) episode#also the full color drawing iâm so >:| about it#i need to practice coloring sooooo badly but i always get frustrated w it#i need to slow tf down idk#but thats also from nearly a year ago so
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tagged by @shrips for 9 books you'd like to read in the new year! ty for the tag-- i tag @halfagod @albatrossisland @eponine119 @tru-lyly
#some of these i've started (ie the last book is from the library and i've tried doing the exercises digitally)#i've wanted to try learning how to paint rather than just doing flats but it is sooo time consuming man#also a lot of these is literary / academic / jargony but i guarantee you i will read like#only one of them#i'm a little through elite capture and it's interesting but i'm like maaaan this is a little too much like coursework rn#so realistically i will read smoke / martyr / hopefully oil / maybe enayat or burn#kala and my mother laughs i am hoping to get to bc i forget who recced it to me here but i will try.#also for whoever tagged me before for other ask games but i never got to it im sorry ill get better at it next year again#truthfully i think it is bc i am irl more now lmao tag games used to be my no 1 priority#or im sick and am like im not typing shit rn#im sick rn#i really need to get off escitalopram man the Sicknesses are only getting sicker#also shrips if ur somehow still reading all this dont worry abt ur stuff being not literary its p good tbh i feel like#against a pretentious person's judgement#(NOT ME I THINK. BUT THERE R TITLES THT R CLASSICS THERE AND THE PRENTENTIOUS PPL R USUALLY OK W THOSE)
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The best tdmd moments/things (to me; vaguely but not entirely chronological) (also I havenât read the manga in ages and Iâve only - recently at least - rewatched bits and pieces so some of this is paraphrased while some of it I went back through to get exact quotes and NO Iâm not going to do that for all of them it would take too long) (readmore bc itâs a lot):
- âAs the crowd shouted, trying to make Sero feel better, Todoroki took a moment to melt his opponent from the ice prison heâd created. For some reason, in that moment, he looked very sad to me.â Ok so this is not the sports festival moment everyone talks about but it LIVES in my head ABSOLUTELY RENT FREE. Itâs like, we know Todorokiâs been watching Midoriya for a while, mostly due to his obvious connection with All Might, but in this moment, while everyone is focusing on Sero, Midoriya is Watching Todoroki Back. He Sees Him.
- MIDORIYA TELLING ENDEAVOR THAT HE IS NOT ALL MIGHT AND SHOUTO IS NOT HIM. Midoriya is freeeeeaked tf out bc endvr is intimidating + heâs worried heâll discover the secret of OFA but the SECOND endvr starts talking like an asshole, Midoriya SHUTS THAT SHIT DOWN. Again, Midoriya has had like ONE conversation with Todoroki and actively Really Wants To Get Away From Endeavor, but he just gets so mad about the way that Endeavorâs talking that he pauses his retreat to correct him and I think thatâs beautiful.
- One of Todorokiâs episodes/chapters being titled âThe boy born with everythingâ and how you could easily contrast Midoriya as âThe boy born with nothingâ (I could not find a definitive answer on whether canon actually calls him that but like). The juxtaposition of their opposite struggles and the underlying understanding that underneath it all they are really not that different. That they have both suffered, and are both trying to make the most of a power with a difficult legacy. (This brings me to the next point because -)
- âItâs your power, isnât it?â/âItâs yours! Your quirk, not his!â Yeah. I donât even have to explain this one I think, everyone knows itâs THE tddk moment. Iâll forever die on the hill that Todoroki shouldâve found out about OFA sooner and we shouldâve had a direct reversal while Midoriya was still struggling with thinking of OFA as his quirk instead of All Mightâs and Todoroki repeats Midoriyaâs words right back at him. I mean, Horikoshi LOVES to do that (see: repetition of âbody moved without thinkingâ, âmeddling when you arenât asked to is the essence of being a heroâ, âthatâs what friends are for, right?â etc) the setup was RIGHT THERE, like taking my shipping goggles or whatever off for a second I think it wouldâve been a great addition to the story regardless bc itâs an example of how Midoriya has helped other people AND a reminder that he has not quite conceptualized the advice he gives others for himself! Even without that though, we see how important this moment was to Todoroki literally throughout the rest of his arc, to the point that
- âMidoriya, this is my power. Thank you.â IF WE DIDNT GET TDRK TELLING MDYA THAT OFA WAS HIS QUIRK, AT LEAST WE GOT THIS. MY GOD. I was trying to go mostly chronologically, but since weâre talking about a follow-up to âItâs your power, isnât it?â I HAD to mention this scene next. Itâs a really lovely moment because 1) itâs an acknowledgement of how much Todorokiâs grown (which he did on his own! Midoriya reminded him of why he wanted to become a hero in the first place, and he had a lot of support from friends (& teachers/family) but TODOROKI decided to put in the work to become the kind of hero he wanted to be!) and 2) itâs a reminder to Midoriya that he has made a positive impact and helped the people around him, which I think heâs probably struggling with since this is like. Soon after his dropout arc iirc. (Also: itâs a cool new super move that Todoroki developed himself to try to create a better future for his family!! Which, setting aside how beautiful it is that Todoroki has crafted his fire into something that wonât hurt, is also fun bc Midoriya loves quirks and gets to nerd out over Todorokiâs cool new move lol)
- TODOROKI SHOWING UP TO THE STAIN FIGHT. Todoroki has been friends with Midoriya for like a week and gets a location pin with no other context and IMMEDIATELY deduces that 1) Midoriyaâs not the kind of guy to randomly drop his location so 2) he must be in danger, and 3) IMMEDIATELY TELLS ENDEAVOR HEâS GOING TO CHECK OUT THE LOCATION AND TO BRING BACKUP TO THERE AFTER HEâS DONE FIGHTING BC HE THINKS HIS FRIENDâS IN TROUBLE. When he actually shows up the first thing he says is something like âMidoriya you should include more details at a time like this. It took me a while to figure out what you meant and I couldâve been too lateâ but we literally see in the flashback that he figured this all out in like 2 seconds and IMMEDIATELY came to support Midoriya AND SECURED BACKUP. Every person in Midoriyaâs phone received the location pin and expressed various levels of curiosity/concern about it in hindsight but Todoroki figured it out right away and immediately came to help (this isnât a knock on the rest of 1a btw iirc the rest of them werenât even in Hosu so thereâs not anything they really couldâve done about it besides report it - which iirc Kirishima did -, itâs just that Todoroki WAS in Hosu and DID figure it out so he immediately went to help and it was that simple for him). Todoroki also just like. Instantly accepts that ok, Midoriya and Iida were fighting a serial killer, Guess Heâs Also Fighting A Serial Killer Now. ALL THIS FOR HIS FRIEND OF A WEEK. This is one of the core tenets of tddkism to me: they are as ride-or-die as they come. Also notable: Midoriya is not generally in the habit of asking for help. The fact that he did, knowing nothing might come of it, AND TODOROKI SHOWED UP EXACTLY WHEN HE NEEDED HIM??? Can we acknowledge how much that probably meant to Midoriya. Also the start of tdiimd as a trio, which this post isnât really about, but I canât completely leave Iida out when talking abt the stain fight thatâd be fucked up :(
- âWeâll protect them togetherâ. Yes ik, another Stain fight moment, but I believe this line deserves its own point because, again, Todoroki has been Midoriyaâs friend for like a week. Immediately prior to Todoroki saying this, he tells Midoriya that his plan is risky. Itâs one thing to recognize Midoriyaâs text as a call for help and run to be his backup, itâs another thing to let Midoriya take the strategic lead when heâs already injured and the plan itself could be dangerous. But Todoroki puts his trust in Midoriya and says theyâll protect them together, showing his confidence in Midoriyaâs strategic prowess AND battle planning ability.
- âYouâre a kind person, Todorokiâ. Ok Iâll get this out of the way: I have issues with how the writing of this chapter could be read as implying that being a kind person automatically means you have to forgive the person who hurt you. Ik Midoriya tells Todoroki that itâs ok not to forgive Endvr if he doesnât want to, but the way he follows it up with the fact that heâs a kind person and the assumption that he wants to forgive Endvr...arenât my favorite. I think it kind of makes sense for Midoriya to think like this given his own experiences (and also. Midoriya is 15, some of his wording is gonna be a little bit awkward sometimes, so I donât think thatâs the only possible interpretation of what he said), but I wish that if that was the intention, thereâd be a moment later on where this view was challenged and Midoriya really internalized that you can be kind and still not forgive someone whoâs hurt you. THAT BEING SAID, of all the things that Todoroki is called on a regular basis, and of all the qualities Todoroki associates with himself, I donât think âkindâ is necessarily one of them. âKindnessâ was not exactly a virtue that Endeavor seemed to prioritize instilling in him (and though Rei probably wouldâve, she WAS absent for much of Shoutoâs childhood), and he spent so much time building his walls and striving to defy his dad that itâs not something people tend to immediately pinpoint about him. Todoroki really IS kind though, and Midoriya recognizes that AND makes it a point to tell him. For Todoroki, who has worked on himself quite a lot, and just invited friends to his house probably for the first time ever + gone through a tense family dinner in front of them, I think that probably meant a lot (and his expression in that panel is so cute. Ough).
- âThank you for being Shoutoâs friendâ. I think the fact that Fuyumi recognized how meaningful their friendship was and thanked Izuku for it was so significant for both of them, like neither of them, as far as we know, HAD a lot of friends prior to attending UA so the acknowledgement that it is a big deal that they befriended each other is special <3
- Tdrk catching Mdya (and bkg and endvr but this ainât about them) during the first war arc. He doesnât know shit about OFA at this point but he followed Midoriya to the front lines anyways.
- Todoroki tucking Midoriya in in 327 and putting a hand on his shoulder in 32âŚ8? 9? Fuck if I know I havenât read the manga in ages. Anyways. These are both tiny moments but Iâm grouping them together bc they really show how Todoroki is there for Midoriya, in the way that heâs always noticing things about him, that heâs RELIABLE, he WANTS to be there for Midoriya like Midoriya was there for Todoroki and that manifests both in following him into terrifying fights and in the small gestures of support. Todoroki NOTICES when somethingâs wrong, and when he has the necessary context he steps up to help.
Bonus mentions:
- the âare you all mightâs secret love child or something?â convo in its entirety. Between the Todoroki Family Trauma Dump, Midoriya sympathizing with Todoroki and realizing that despite how different their lives have been, theyâre very similar, the beginning of Midoriyaâs desire to help Todoroki, and the beginning of Midoriya really Seeing Todoroki, it sets the groundwork for the start of something beautiful
- AFO: âpay close attention to them, tomura shigaraki. These two could prove to be formidable obstacles to you one dayâ. / AM: âthey may have more in common than they realize. They both have such an intense vibe about them.â The fact that both AFO and AM comment on the tdmd sports festival match leads me to believe that originally their relationship (in the original story Iâm talking about the platonic sense but read this any way you will since. This IS a post abt why I ship them) was supposed to be more central to the plot, in this essay I will - (<- ramblings of a crazy person but like!!! Both AM and AFO!! And youâre telling me it didnât mean anything??? Come on!!)
- Also âyouâre helping your opponent. Youâre a fool.â Their matching maniacal grins after Midoriya prompts Todoroki to use his fire. Todorokiâs softer smile and little tear. Mdyaâs âAmazingâŚâ. Them immediately deciding to go full force regardless if it kills them (IMPORTANT FACT ABOUT THEM IS THAT THEYâRE INSANE <3). âMidoriyaâŚthank you.â (OUGHHHHHHHHH đđđ)
- MDYA YELLING âDONT GIVE UPâ DURING THE TDRK/BKG MATCH AND FOR A BRIEF MOMENT TODOROKI STARTS USING HIS FIRE AGAIN. Ik he ultimately doesnât end up using his fire, but that makes SENSE, you canât process all that trauma immediately, it takes time!! The fact that for a moment, Midoriyaâs voice was enough to allow him to use his fire so soon after his life-altering revelation in the tdmd match is so important to me though :( (and the fact that Midoriyaâs willing to 1) root for Todoroki and 2) root for him loud enough that both Todoroki and Bkg can hear,,, ohh tdmd are so special to me)
- their little convo at the training camp. âYou have a habit of sticking your nose where it doesnât belongâ lol (paraphrased). Underrated tdmd thing is that theyâre willing to tell it to each other straight. But also, the genuinely good advice of âwords themselves arenât enough, actions are also needed to get through to someoneâ (again, paraphrased) (reminder of how Mdya helped Tdrk!! W/ words AND actions!! And now heâs helping Mdya help Kota!)
- âI donât know, I think heroes cry when they need to probablyâ - acknowledges Mdyaâs crying as a positive trait bc when heâs not crying it means heâs repressing things, also serves as a reminder that heroes are people too (a similar sentiment to Urarakaâs âwho will save the heroes when they need saving?â). Serves to remind Mdya that his crying doesnât make him less of a hero + itâs ok to feel things. Also Tdiimd.
- âYou canât even cryâ/âLet us share that burden togetherâ (this is like. Veeeery paraphrased Iâm sorry I donât have access to the chapter and Iâm too lazy to rewatch). The whole class said very meaningful things to try to get Midoriya to come back, but even though he wasnât ultimately the one to fully get through to him (SHOUTOUT TO IIDA ILY IIDA THIS POST ISNT ABOUT HIM EITHER BUT JUST KNOW I CANT WATCH THAT SCENE WITHOUT TEARING UP THEY R SO DEAR TO ME) Todorokiâs is one of my favorites bc sure maybe he doesnât understand what itâs like to have no quirk and then suddenly have a quirk thatâs actually seven quirks and have a pretty much all-powerful supervillain hunting him down but he DOES understand the burden of trying to shoulder the crushing legacy of a top hero, and here he reaches out to Midoriya once more reminding him that his tears are a good thing and offering to share the burden and help Midoriya like Midoriyaâs helped him.
- Light novel moments: Mdya teaching Tdrk how to make AM origami and Tdrk sending it to Rei, Tdrk going to return Mdyas pencil and admiring Mdyas AM figure and Mdya trying to give it to him bc he has another one but Tdrk refuses bc he doesnât want to damage it so he suggests he just come visit it instead (I havenât read the light novels but Iâve seen these excerpts and I love them dearly) (these are just all really cute itâs nice to see what theyâre like outside of doing hero stuff)
- Todorokiâs âMidoriya Senseâ (yes this is a fandom joke based on like the stain incident + noticing smth was up during the âheroes cry tooâ incident + Todoroki asking abt him before the cultural festival etc but it IS genuinely very sweet that Todoroki is always looking out for Midoriya and trying his best to help when he can)
- TODOROKI TELLING MIDORIYA TO REMOVE THE BATTERIES FROM HIS PHONE SO THE GOVERNMENT COULDNT TRACK HIM WHILE HE WAS ON THE RUN BC HE WAS A MURDER SUSPECT. Now I havenât watched the third movie so I may be wrong about the details but it was VERY funny of Tdrk to be like âdid you kill people??? Never mind that actually hereâs how to avoid the governmentâ (paraphrased for comedic effect)
-âMidoriya and the othersâ (cute, something Shouto saysâŚseveral times lmao) (Izuku has also said âTodoroki and the othersâ at least once (in the first movie) but Iâm not aware of it being a recurring phrase like âMidoriya and the othersâ)
#this is so varied in quality Iâm sorry lmao. but I wrote this at like 4 am and I donât feel like editing it#(âŚthat much. I edited it a little bit)#tododeku#todomido#tddk#todoroki shouto#midoriya izuku#âJulia this is basically every time they interactedâ well yes!!#its 2025. Iâm barely even into bnha anymore. but Iâm still insane about them.#also this post isnât about iida BUT IT COULD BE. I COULD PUT HIM IN HERE TOO. TDIIMD MY BELOVED.#it killed me a little to not mention him that much bc this post is abt tdmd as a ship bc they r my. sighs. otp.#(Iâm almost 23 years old it feels so dumb to use that word and yet)#(edit: oh shit I am 23 I left this in the drafts too long)#but tdiimd both as a ship and the hosu trio friendship is sooooooo important to me tdiimd are sooooooo important to each other#both bc they care abt each other as people and have been through a lot together and in how theyâve affected each otherâs growth#(see: Tdrk inspiring iida to âbe the hero you want to beâ after Mdya inspired him to do the same#& iida being the one to catch Mdya during the vigilante arc w/ help from Tdrk + 1a & repeating the âthatâs what friends are forâ line)#(and donât get me started on the iida/mdya/uraraka trio & how canonically important to each other they are.#or the shouchako friendship that exists mostly in my head. bc this post is about tdmd.)#(but itâs also important to me that you know Iida and Uraraka are so important to Midoriya and Todoroki and each other as well okay? okay??#sorry I have chronic âhave to yap in the tagsâ disease.#anyways to me tdmd is about:#1) the ways they parallel and contrast each other#2) their deep understanding of each other in a way that imo no other character really has#(and the ways that they DONâT understand each other despite all their similarities)#3) their ride-or-die nature that manifests in both grand dramatic gestures and tiny moments of support#oh yeah and how well they work together as a hero team is pretty cool too#anyways weâre freeing this from the drafts idc#I just need yall to know that I never moved on and likely never will
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