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the quietest week in tusla was the week Darry bundled all seven boys up in two cars n drove them all a million miles away to the nearest beach. On contrast, the most disruptive week in tusla was the week immediately followin.
#apparently its difficult to get up to mischief when u are all sharin the smallest cheapest rooms that will house SEVEN boys#came home sunburned n full of godawful ideas cooked up in the eight hour drive between tusla n any significant body of water#dallas is burned to a goddamn crisp#n SO fuckin mad#soda came home with this gorgeous tan that is servin to do nothin but piss dallas off more#johnnys got freckles hes never seen before in his life#ponys also burned#tomato twins#two bit fell asleep with somethin on his chest n has god awful tan lines#they all almost drowned#twice#theyre all already beggin to go back next year#darry is EXAUASTED#he needs a vacation from the vacation#he comes home n collapses face down on his bed starfish style n is out like a LIGHT#the truck broke down three times#all three times Steve got out to look n just sorta banged on shit until it started again#ponys watchin him just beatin on it goin i thought u were a mechanic#n steve kicks it real hard n its starts again n he goes well. its on now aint it.#the outsiders#ponyboy curtis#sodapop curtis#darry curtis#dallas winston#steve randle#johnny cade#two bit mathews#makin these instead of actual fics bc im so burnt out rn#but one day maybe#i can see this bein a multi chap thing
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#rgg#ryu ga gotoku#ryu ga gotoku 7#yakuza like a dragon#yakuza 7#daigo dojima#masato arakawa#masadai#snap sketches#nature's healing im drawing masadai <- nature is on fire actually#I WAS SUPPSED TO DRIVE HOM THREE HOURS AGO LOL its fine i love driving late at night#road's empty as all hell .....#anyway legally needed to draw these two this weekend before i drown in Stuff I Have To Do#i was just gonna stop at the comic since i was inspired after trying to piss in full goth gear for the first time in Ever#but then i saw the pose ref'd in the first one and .. lol ..#ok bye im gonna go get ready to leave
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Persona 5/ Persona 5 royal spoilers ahead!


Okay so I did this WIP a while back that I discontinued but I'm still going insane about the meaning of it and also the symbolism of masks in this game and also akeshu parrallels so I need to Yap abt them
Yap session under the cut!
The symbolism of masks in this game drives my so batshit insane actually. Like. So often we see in media that people are finally free when they take their mask off (both metaphorically and literally) but in this game we see people's true forms when they put one ON.
Like the palaces are where we see people's true faces and desires. It's the place where no one can hide who they are. And yet it's one one place where you wear a physical mask and disguise and have to conceal who you are.
I could (and will at some point) write an entire essay about that but rn it's akeshu hours
Because Joker is arguably the best example of that, he becomes alive in the palaces, where his face his hidden. It's his freedom
Versus Akechi
The first time we see Akechi show his true form to Joker (and the player) is in what is percieved at the time as the real world. The entire time we work together in the palace, the place that shows who you are despite the mask you wear he hides who he is. It's only in the gritty real world that he reveals himself.
Joker in the real world is perceived (at least by people outside of his circle) as closed off and someone to be cautious around, he has a criminal record so he could be dangerous. The exact opposite of how he is in palaces, the centre of the team and a flame people are drawn towards
VERSUS AKECHI
In the real world he is a celebrity, he is loved, people are drawn to him. But in palaces he's cold and heartless, his words are cutting and he cares for no one, not hesitating to kill to achieve his goal
Opposites in every sense
THE ABSOLUTE PARALLELS IT DRIVES ME INSANEASHBANANSJAKSS
They were both ruined by the same man. They both ended up in their current predicament because of said man. They both had the potential to weild multiple personas. They both have the capability to lead. They are the exact same and yet the exact opposite
They don't need to lie awake at night and wonder what would they be like if their life had turned out slightly differently. They don't need to because they have each other. EVERYTIME THEY GO INTO A PALACE THEY SEE WHO THEY COULD'VE BEEN, THEY FIGHT WITH THAT PERSON SIDE BY SIDE EVERY NIGHT I'M GOING MAD
#THEY DRIVE ME UP THE WALL#THIS IS JUST ME SPITBALLING THERE'S SO MUCH MORE BUT I NEED TO WRITE IT UP PROPERLY AND TURN IT INTO SOMETHING COHERENT#I AM SHAKING YOU BY THE SHOULDERS LIKE A MADMAN THEY R SO ABSBSNSNSNSM#Every time someone makes a joke abt persona being nothing but a creepy dating sim an angel loses its wings.#I have my head in my hands#There's so much more to it and I could talk abt it and the themes it carries for hours#I need to talk with someone about it or I'm going to blow up. None of my irl friends play in I'm going into withdrawal for lack of being#Able to have conversations abt it#God it's so it's so#I need to write a more indepth thing but I needed to vomit this out before I went insane#This might not make any sense I'll go back and proofread in the morning#Absolutely no one here follow me for persona content but I'll be damned if that's gonna stop me talking abt them#these two drive me so insane they are the perfect mirrors I'm lying on the floor rolling around#Sorry for the mile of tags I'll go back and edit this in the morning#Might delete idk I just needed to Yap#goro akechi#joker persona 5#persona 5#persona 5 royal#akeshu#Yapadoodledoo: fandom edition
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UUUUGGGHHHHH just finished my rewatch that finale KILLS me y'all
#like i'm sorry but#mabel and stan#the two who are always looked at as the “dumber” twins#stan saves the world by sacrificing himself#and mabel is the one so driven by her heart she believes they can bring his memories back even when everyone else doesn't#oh wait that's it isn't it#two people driven by their hearts#stan pines was always the “screw up” but like he says#bill made one crucial mistake by messing with his family#he messed with a man who would put his family before anything else#and a heart drives someone to love and hold and sometimes#when needed#swing a hell of a punch#and desperate hope that family will come back to you#sometimes its a desperate hope of thirty years your brother will return#and sometimes its a desperate hope of an hour that your Grunkle will one day call you “pumpkin” again#gravity falls#something happened here in the tags
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if i ever DO decide to move to the midwest, or just generally the US east, which is where the midwest is, ive got to start an influencer-style shortform video series where i try out non-Californian things for the first time from an extremely Californian-perspective
#i was talking with my mom the other day about moving considerations and she was like#'oh if you DO end up going to wisconsin you could go to culvers!'#and i was like 'oh ive heard of this place! from podcast people! what is it?'#and evidently its just like some fast casual seated dining place but#while discussing it we both at the same time remembered cheese curds exist.#we were both like oh yeah.... huh.#anyway im not doing to do this#but imagine me filming myself in whatever generic chain restaurant that exists in only the eastern half of the US#imagine a thirty-second time-lapse video where i record the one-day road trip where i cross several state lines and pass through multiple#major US cities#a thing which is impossible in california#remembering that one time someone at work told me she hated... i fully do not remember if it was delaware or connecticut#because she had to drive through it to visit a friend and the whole drive was like blank farmland for two solid hours#and im like... i never considered the 6 hours i drive through sandy desert to visit family in that light...#now im MORE mad about it lmao
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genuinely so devastating to finish my flcl rewatch and pull up the tumblr tag confident that everyone else is also down cataclysmic for haruko and posting abt it but *crickets*
#I THOUGHT IT WAS REALLY POPULAR ON HERE.... WHAT THE HELL GUYS#appreciate all the artbook stuff and the handful of fanartists but other than that its so dead its so over 😭😭😭😭#and most of the posts abt her are like 'shes such a terrible person but fun character other than that!' STFU. POSER#her selfishness and apathy and singleminded drive is literallt what makes her so fucking hot whats so hard to understand#a woman is headstrong n decisive n doesnt care abt ending the world for her ambitions n suddenly ur like ohhh devotion is baaaad#move aside gayboy im gonna get it id let use me in whatever scheme she needs thr fact shed only pretend to care abt me is even better 🥴#i love physically violent women i love being smacked with bass guitars hi hello im right here 😚😚😚😚😚😚😚😚😚#wheres that post thats like i dont even have mommy issues i just think its hot to be a womans pet LITERALLLYYYY#god i need to draw her 5 million times but i wont have any free time until at least tues.....so sad#wait for me babygirl...... i wont forget abt u#we would have the most toxic relationship ever it would be awful for everyone in a 50 mile radius people would die#fake manic pixie dream girl fans when a girl with real mania comes at them:#ANYWAY RANT OVER i need to get my shit together for work tmr#also my chocolate orange cake turned out sooooo good i need to use this recipe again sometime#feeling way better plus i didnt even fully crash i just had like an hour or two of turbulence. but i do need to start winding down for bed#soooo goodnight everyone... and haruko especially.......#.diaries#flcl
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Starting to become. Honestly a bit miffed at UPS.
#i never should have looked at the tracking#if it just ends up being a day or two late thats fine its the holidays whatever#but knowing its been at the same facility like 10 miles from the destination for a week now is mildly irritating#it could have very easily been quite early but fine i paid for it to arrive at a certain time and thats fine#but its an hour and fifteen minutes from the end of the estimated window and its STILL not even out for delivery#and for it to be *late* after sitting ten miles away for a week is just#I'm allowed to be annoyed at that right????#like#the person its for won't even be home until tomorrow but thats so hugely not the point#nevermind its been near two weeks total since i handed the parcel off#i could have damn near delivered it on foot by now#these things happen and its the holidays and its FINE but like#i paid double the price to avoid having to drive 30 minutes to the post office#i've been REALLY hoping it gets there at least by tomorrow evening which shouldn't have been a hard ask#and im just#im upset idk#it's dumb but its really bothering me
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it would have been funny if during one of betty's break up attempts she had just straight up said 'it's because you're a griton.' bc how you play past that? he can't say 'im not gonna yell at you anymore' bc they both know that's a lie. 'i'll try and yell less'? he's said that before too and he kept doing it. he would have to really reflect on it i think.
#it would be a 24 hour break up#he would still not accept it and betty would give in again upon armando's 24 hr semi deep reflection and strong convincing to take him back#in a tricked drive home situation#two of the betty break ups are on days he's yelled at her and its like--yeah i think ur yelling might have played a part in it#even if not said directly by her#bc the lines of boss and bf are crossing over and who can take that? that's not fun#i love when she tries to break up with him bc he's always so shocked by it#she's giving him a way out of the whole thing constantly and he doesn't take it.#its almost as if he did want to date his assistant........anyway
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top tier service you want it they got it
#rgg#ryu ga gotoku 3#ryu ga gotoku 7#yakuza series#yakuza 3#yakuza 7#yakuza like a dragon#yoshitaka mine#jo sawashiro#snap sketches#and by 'service' its murder#my exams are over :) as we know from me driving. TWO HOURS yesterday...#i finished one (1) comm today and then immediately got another#im treating myself idc if maid day over#just a silly lil scribbly..#ok im sleeping because as i said i Have more to do tomorrow WEH
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often susceptible to that human folly that is wanting people who are also part of a thing to at least acknowledge when you spent a bunch of hours working on something thats is for that thing
#most. of the work i do is thankless. and im ok with that cause i sink a lot of time into passion projects#but also because of that (comma) time is my most critical and valuable resource and im very giving with it when i maybe shouldnt be#and when i say mutual aid work has been the most isolating and thankless work ive engaged in ...#i just really objectively dont actually have the amt of time im putting into this.#im just stealing time away from everything else here and there and ignoring how i feel in the alone bits whenever someone else does anything#yippee. whenever i drive to pennsylvania and do 13 hour driving days w minimal breaks . its gonna be less soul rending than this#not that i probably wont have to still have to coordinate stuff while im away 🙃#guys help i thought we were supposed to be decentralized and horizontal. why am i at the center. why does everything pass through me.#why do i have to manage so much and remind people of pre-arranged stuff. i thought we didnt like middle management!!! i hate people managing#asking people to do their portion of the work feels like either aggression or asking for a major personal favor . do you understand why#this is not a role i am suited to fill...#ok. i dont feel better now cause i only got two hours of sleep last night because of this but at least i got it out#i think my recent yearnings for a partner are mostly just because this has pushed me to a crisis point. and you dont need a partner for that#just like anyone who is willing to meaningfully engage with everything. fuck#wish i knew what the last 6 mos of my life looked like from an outside pov. my regular cast of health professionals are deeply concerned#but like im always doing a ton of shit so telling me i need to scale back is nothing new. i just need. relativity. and if my friends feel#like im pulling back from our friendships because i legitimately cant balance all this#ok! enough worrying and complaining. back to grinding that nosestone
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The variety of distances attendees are from concert venues is so funny. What do you mean this place was just down the block for you, I had to drive 12 hours to get here
#not even mentioning the people who fly in from different countries because the band never goes there lmao#the one time TMBG played in MY city was in 2011 and it was literally like 7 min away#but i didnt gaf about tmbg at the time. what ever#I have to do a several hour drive to the two detroit ones in like a week. its not so bad road trips can be fun in their own right w family
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picking up my roommate from the airport tnnn
#i've got like. anticipation nerves LMFOAKEKCMSJX#its been almost 2 months. TWO MONTHS !!!!!!!#im gonna miss my alone time cause i like it too much. and also being able to walk around my apartment indecently LOLLL#but i missed her im excited to not be alone again#i got her flowers n baked her banana bread cause its her favorite eeeeee#gotta leave soon cause it takes like 2 hours to get there ugh but i do like jamming out to music on long drives so it shant be too bad lol#goodbye im feeling very chatty cause of the Energy HAHABFJFKDKX#₊˚⊹⋆˚☂︎ bunny babbles ₊˚⊹⋆˚
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i am now at 70 hours of veilguard. I wanna talk about sethius but I can't bring myself to
#val.txt#two of my companions are now hero status. working on the rest for funnies but also bc i like all of them#obv lucanis is one of them. harding is the other. i think davrin is next for me ?? idk#im still very meh about bits of the game but its been pretty fun :) it just makes me wanna replay origins and da2#but now i must sleep. i spent basically my whole day playing video games#i was supposed to go to an egl meetup but um. i got very nervous and talked myself out of it. it was also 40 degrees and raining today#and the drive would have been an hour and a bit. idk. i just got really fucking scared#im never gonna be able to make egl friends lol /dies
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what 93 clip are we talking abt..
Its that scene from the last episode of 92 where jeans all How Much Do You Love Charles Xavier and eriks blows up all How Dare You Ask Such A Question I Owe That Man My LIFE or w/e
#snap chats#that was the one that hooked me like chat they said the L word#ik its not meant to be romantic but still …………….. woah …….#erik funny as hell in that shit he really got so offended 😭😭😭#it wouldve been kinder to shoot him like How Dare You Question His Love For Charles Xavier#really blew up on her like bro ok we get it you love him😭😭😭😭#sorry for asking now can you help save his life ……..#anyway everyone be nice to me today today keeps getting worse#i accidentally left my computer charger at my moms and its a four hour drive to and fro 🕴#and i have an advisor meeting in like two hours 🕴#i mean my computers at full battery so i can attend BUT STILL IM SO PISSED#i can do my comm work cause Thank The Lord of my tablet but still#im mad ……. im gonna lay in bed and daydream of old man yaoi to cope before working#ILL BE FINE. once the meetings done i just go back and get my charger#say hi to my dog and cat while im there ok Might As Well#and then come back and then it’ll all be ok#im just annoyed because my break’s literally after classes tomorrow fuckin driving around so much FOR WHAT 😭😭😭😭#driving i hate you i loathe you with every fiber of my being. moving on now ….
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they were forced to go to the CAR DEALERSHIP :(
#peeved because we didnt learn jenny had work off tomorrow until like yesterday#so like i could have totally done it tomorrow#and yet here i am trapped in alexandria for one to two hours#only to then have to pack for camping and drive to my hometown#IT'S ALL FOR THE BEST because if we were driving tomorrow after work that would be its own headache#but bluhhhhh
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I think the take-away from my near death experience is that I am simply unkillable
#its either laugh or cry and i choose laugh#i have become extremely cautious since then#in case this post is concerning#i honestly never felt i was in that much danger#i wasnt able to check my skin at the time even though i knew i had hives#only once i had been admitted and set up in the ER did it start to feel severe#esp after i saw my vitals#and looking at it from the ERs point of view#patient walks in after driving three hours in anaphylaxis for two of them#epipen a foot away and unused#HR 144 BP 150/100 and PMH of uncontrolled severe asthma#and also reporting difficulty swallowing and asthma#yeah okay i get it#there was a moment i decided between going into my home after a long drive or restarting the car and driving five min to the ER#thats a crossroads#i had no clue i had a life threatening allergy disorder#i thought i had a nearly gone childhood peanut allergy#good call i suppose#i did get scolded for the epipen tho#heres the mystery to me tho: where did the hypertension come from?#im normally hypotensive#bp technique wasnt ideal but not enough to cause that kind of distortion#anaphylactic shock is supposed to cause hypotension#maybe one of the many medications im on#or a unique feature of mcas#ramble over#although I'll never be done treating my medical records like an interesting puzzle#disability#chronic illness#salt baby talks
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