#and it’s like a vicious cycle too

[dolce-elegy]

*me after seeing that I had to pay $525 for my car’s maintenance and realizing that I only have $291 left in my account*

[potato-lord-but-not]

man I know u had made a poll about patreon a bit ago that kinda had unfortunately low results but as someone who just got to oscar in the podcast and is going insane at the lack of blindfaith content i just want 2 say for the record UM if u ever drew spicy stuff for them on the patreon or anywhere u would have at least one very excited fan. thank u.

you see I w o u l d just find another platform to post stuff like that on free of charge (which who knows I might do anyway) but the thing is….. I’m too embarrassed to even share that with other people you’d literally actually have to pay me.

[ivyloveheart]

Ughhh I’m so mad I wish my body and my hair could stay clean for longer than 2 days it’s so hard to motivate myself to shower and do so consistently.

[nina-ya]

do yall ever have a friend who's making the stupidest mistake and you can't do anything but watch the inevitable car crash just happen

[stevethehairington]

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[edgepunk]

I'm so tiredt and it's only 7pm

[anywhore]

When the healer revives you but doesn’t give any further healing and the boss is about to unload another wave of aoes

[mylove-thresher]

I have 6 art wips. Can I. Like. Not.

[kimtaegis]

wait, who left? :(

I don’t want to list anyone because that seems disrespectful in my head, but a lot of precious people have left armyblr over the past couple of years, and I feel like there’s another “wave” going on right now (well since the start of the year, really). I guess it’s always been like that, I often see gorgeous content of deactivated or archived bts accounts. but it’s even sadder when you interacted with the people before and then they suddenly vanish, and most times you don’t have a way to reach them anywhere else. idk I see many mutuals on here as friends so it’s always sad to see one of them go, I can’t help worrying about whether they’re okay

[aliteralgarbageheap]

I am just. A tired little guy. Someone give me a break pls

[sakhafa]

god i feel so absolutely garbage

[gourde]

I'm generally worried about being an Imposter (SUS) in real life because a lot of people like me and it's like AHHH WHY??? But then when I look at myself from the outside it's like "Oh okay yeah I can see why. I'd like me too" it's just ingrained in all of us to be extra critical of ourselves and any self loving is cringe but self depreciating jokes are NOT cringe like okay. I see how the world is

[antirepurp]

not to get way too into something massive but. i am thinking of the logistics of a oc template for frontiers. it'd be more focused on customization for things like ears and hairstyles and quills etc since clothing would get complicated fast, and i could include like a handful of different species that i can make work with sonic's mouth mesh for full game compatibility, so no birds or fellas with remarkably different muzzles unfortunately. i also want to give some options for eye shapes like frontiers does but i can already guarantee i won't go wild with those since that might require me to model multiple base heads, and since im not sure how i'll go about connecting quills ears etc to those just yet it could lead to a lot of unnecessary repetition.

anyway rn im thinking of having options for hedgehogs, wolves/foxes, dogs, cats, and bunnies. those are all in forces already and i figured that's fine, people might already have ocs from those games so i guess "porting" them over with a template could be neat. final amount of variety could be lower though depending on how many options i wanna give to each species, i'd rather have quality over quantity y'know. also exposed hands probably won't be a thing so i don't have to connect the meshes to the arms and keep things simple and optimized for the game

im gonna return to these turnarounds im planning and see how far i can take this idea

[thethingything]

so, a series of events:

our tourettes flares up really bad

our ADHD symptoms suddenly seem to get way worse

we get one of the worst migraines we've had in months that lasts for a week and a half and involved being really shaky and weak all the time

our restless leg syndrome then also flares up

throughout all this the ADHD and tourettes symptoms are still worse than usual

dopamine is either known or thought to be involved in all of these conditions in some way or another, and I'm kind of looking at the fact that they've all flared up at the same time and like, I don't know what to do with this information but hey at least it makes sense that everything's flaring up together and maybe we can use that to judge when stuff will flare up in future if, for example, one of these things gets really bad suddenly

[letstrywritingmaybe]

Me in the middle of trying to get my rl stuff together, but also some writing and suddenly hit with the thought that labyrinth is such a CoAi song. Idk why this just got to me so bad cause I’m not even writing the midnights album right now. But I just got the song in my head and all of a sudden I’m like this is so them

Update: I’m trying to be productive. Please just let me be productive so I don’t have to be upset anymore. I’ve calmed down a lot, and I’m trying not to let it consume me. And it really didn’t help that my teams lost today. So please just let me be productive. Let me finish this next chapter of Devour or maybe even finish IWICL

Update 2: I already shortened the sports AU I wrote for this month but Omm it really needs to be a whole thing and I just read something that makes it even better. Was anyone gonna tell me Mahomes is the team’s backup punter? Cause listen this is excellent on so many levels! And especially for this verse!

[valeechtine]

It really is like such an experience to feel like you should be shot in the streets like a rabid dog but like you still need to do the dishes and make appointments bc you're committed to seeing this through