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I never hated you. I just want to be as good as you.
No.
I want to be better. I am better.
And I will prove it.
- Santino to Gianna
#santino d’antonio#santino d'antonio#gianna d’antonio#i am feeling angst#i might be an only child but i damn right know the feeling of someone being “better than you” and getting more love and attention than you#and it's just not fair#one of the reasons why I relate to santino so much#it doesn't have to be a sibling thing#and it sucks so much
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I mean this so seriously. Now is the time to lean into your creativity. Lean into your aus, ocs, writing, painting, drawing, animating, voice acting, crafting, sewing, knitting, music, whatever it is. These are the things that are going to give us hope, power and sanity right now.
#in light of things currently#i feel it too#and it sucks so much#but like uncle iroh said#we must not give into despair#artists have always been the spokespeople and its our time to shine now more than ever#and i get that its really hard too#its ok#we got this babes
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- Mom, can we get Secret Invasion's Nick Fury? - We have Secret Invasion's Nick Fury at home *Secret Invasion's Nick Fury at home*:
#support real artists#Secret invasion#I am insanely against AI use#sorry not sorry#they scraped countless artists' work to create this for free#AND it sucks so much#sorry if this is considered hate or whatever
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Chapters: 3/4 Fandom: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas Rating: Mature Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Major Character Death Relationships: Nesta Archeron/Lucien Vanserra, Elain Archeron & Nesta Archeron, Elain Archeron & Lucien Vanserra, Elain Archeron/Eris Vanserra Characters: Nesta Archeron, Lucien Vanserra, Elain Archeron, Eris Vanserra, Eris Vanserra's Hounds, Cassian, Rhysand, Morrigan, Helion (A Court of Thorns and Roses) Additional Tags: Slow Burn, Friends to Lovers, timeloop AU, Absolute chaos after chapter one, Timeloop ending death but also. Murder, fuck around and find out as a Plan, The Hybernian War, Bisexual Lucien Vanserra, Bisexual Nesta Archeron, Found Family, Arson, best friends overnight, (and very different reactions to that fact), Elain Archeron has a personality and a brain, Bookstores as important rebellion, healing and becoming, Oral Sex, Canonical Abusive Relationships Summary:
It takes sixteen loops, to realize the trick to resetting is to let himself die.
@skychild29 @missanniewhimsy @blackcanary13 @ae-neon @theknittingoracle @andrigyn
#ITS HERE AND IT HURTS LIKE HELL#obligatory: do not read this if you're a Cassian girl#also mind the warnings and take care of yourselves!#(if you want more specifics#please feel free to message me)#oh my god its here#okay okay okay we are finally going back to Timeline Original Flavor#and it SUCKS SO MUCH#we are also here in Matebond Summer Sadness Era#yes tarquin feel in love with Nesta at basically first sight#yes Lucien continues to possess negative toxic masculinity#jealousy? pfff#I just think that their backgrounds do color their relationship!#homes lost and homes found!#Flowers do the Archerons actually have a kill list?#yeah they wrote it over waffles#Eris out here the third person ever not surprised that Elain is ruthless beneath those dimples#there's something so important about the ways that they're all so careful with each other#Elain never confronting Eris because he is NOT READY#but continually giving him exactly what he wants and won't ask for#Lucien just. missing Nesta so much an unable to stand the idea that his presence could hurt her literally banishing himself#Nesta never kissing Lucien first!#oh my god#they see each other SO acutely#no grave can hold my body down#lucnes#Lucien/Nesta
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Me on my way to learn every skill possible except the ones that will help me pass my school exams or the ones that will help me get a job
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just like dunmeshi before it, no matter how much I obsessively love the locked tomb series, I have had pretty much zero drive to write for it. no desire to share fandom thoughts. nothing
#and it sucks so much#my fandom brain has gone on vacation#left me behind#I can only enjoy things to a certain point it seems
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That feeling when you can't truely relax because any time you do so you run the risk of being paralysed for at least an hour.
#fnd#functional neurological disorder#paralysis#whyyyyy#I can't cuddle people anymore#and it sucks so much#no snuggling unless your willing to be there for an hour
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Not to complain on main but the worst part about having chronic pain is that whenever I'm sick or just have a tiny cold, my entire body decides to double up on pain.
#on usual my pain is a 5/6 but when im sick it immediately becomes a 10 no matter what#and it sucks so much#anyway at least its not covid so i got that going for me hdjsow
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I had to learn the hard way, when all you make is mistakes, you end up with no one.
#I miss so many people#and it sucks so much#I can’t do anything about it#i hate it#I’ve been sitting here#looking back#being reflective#and I’m realizing that#I won’t ever have anyone bc all I do is make mistakes#and I try to learn from them#I really do#but I keep doing the same thing#i’m sick#and I can’t fix it#I’m alone#I can’t fix that either#it’s getting so dark#…#my post#personal
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autumnal chill....featuring the girl
#my art#oc#svanhildr#furry#anthro#goat#almost typed ''featuring the girk''#my favourite girk of all time baby#this took an INORDINATE amount of time but also i was experimenting with style so maybe it's somewhat ordinate#i did the brush/texturing too small but it looks nice when you zoom in on some parts#and i finally have a decent twitter banner so small mercies#anyway summer kind of sucked this year - not much warm weather. better than last year but still pretty bad#hopefully september comes in clutch with some last minute sun. so i can appreciate the autumnal chill more when it comes#also scrumping season is coming to a close and i regret not eating more greengages when i had the chance...they rotted off so fast#apple season save me. save me apple season#illustration
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Going to vomit from the anxiety
#txt#talking#hell on earth#hate hate hate#evil#i just want a moment of peace#a lifetime of peace#im scared#and it sucks so much#anxiety#physical symptoms
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Apprently there’s a name for the constant crippling depression and fear mixed with the Anxiety attacks that make me physically ill that I’ve been having
#and it sucks so much#Chronophobia#neurological Lyme disease#lyme disease#chronic illness#chronic illness problems#ocd#bartonella#isolation#I feel like time is breaking me#in two and I can’t stop#it it’s alreayd to late#and I have no power#to change my situation
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Okay there’s a note by the OP that notes that they are FUNCTIONAL! Which I love. I also found more. I did say I would consult the texts, after all. There is nothing in the 2023 updated rules that says these couldn’t be used in US competitions. In fact! I pulled this little tidbit:
Now, the any-color-except-black is an old fun fact for me at this point, but the fact that they specifically also say decoration is useful. And this is mainly talking about standard uniform, but there’s nothing to say lames can’t also be any color, and in fact it’s common to see colored lames (think blue, pink). The only thing is that mask designs have to be pre-approved 30 days before their use in an official USA fencing competition. This is also true for logos. So the only problem someone might run into is if someone on bout comittee decided it counted as a logo.
Anyway, sorry to nerd out on a post from 6 years ago but…. No I’m not, I wasn’t here 6 years ago. Thanks for sharing, OP. This is really cool.
[ID: several photos of fencing lames and a mask with colored ink drawings on them. One lame, for instance has a red panda; another has a squid.]
The Deb White practice lame art gallery at Twin Cities Fencing Club!
#fencing#lames#sabre#foil#the 2023 rule book is deeply not user friendly#I have to read it to study for ref exams#and it sucks so much
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So what if Fiddleford ruffled past!Stanley's hair covering his eyes, causing him to resemble Tate (imagine the angst)
Dude he misses his kid so much :((((
#because this is my au and I make the rules fiddleford calls Tate like every night to check in with him#it still sucks and all that but don’t you EVER SAY THAT FIDDLEFORD DIDNT CARE ABOUT HIS KIS BECAUSE HE DID#I’ll cry#I love fiddleford so much rah#my art#ask#gravity falls#twins in time au#Stanley pines#Stan pines#fiddleford hadron mcgucket#fiddleford mcgucket
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Fiddauthor divorce arc speedrun <3
After 30 years of searching for his lost brother through demonic rituals and summonings, Ford has become a bit of a notorious demon collector over the years. He's made a LOT of deals with MANY different demons over the years; from minor and harmless little entities to big and powerful overlords. Most of the time, these deals aren't really a one-way situation, so a lot of demons have a strong grip on him just as much as he does on them. It often ends up being a mutual sort of destruction, as in: "I know I'm but a mere mortal trifling with things I couldn't begin to fathom, and I know you will destroy me eventually; but I don't care as long as I get to destroy you too." He just needs to live long enough to find his brother.
The red hands are essentially pieces of himself (his soul, you could say??) that he wields as his method of restraint to the demons he has "tamed" so far. They act as a leash to contain each demons' powers, and he can loosen or tighten his hold on them as much as he wants. The number of hands required to contain a demon really depends on their individual strengths, but 3-4 hands are already very energy consuming.
YES, I gave all of his demons stupid names. SUE ME.
#been listening to a lot of lady gaga these days so this happened#my art#gravity falls#gravity falls au#Ford and Fiddleford beat each other's ass over 30 year feud- 40k caught on camera#Fiddleford goes to jail for being a cult leader- disruption of peace and kidnapping after the fight <3 he's in his flop era#they both suck- Im sorry- I can't make morally pure characters they need to be GREY and SUCK JUST A LITTLE BIT#it's part of the fun!!#i have so much to say about this AU but I cant verbalise all of it so y'all have to be patient with me alr#ford pines#grunkle ford#stanford pines#fiddleford hadron mcgucket#fiddleford mcgucket#fiddauthor#HWINEBHABWNAJCAHOWEEATOWEUB AU#tw scopophobia
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Doing this bc I’m scared to and won’t on my own
if this gets 5k notes by October 20th, I will tell my dad about my eating disorder and get help to recover + therapist
Rules:
No spamming
5 notes per person including likes
if either one of those is broken, I’m reducing the time limit, basically making it less likely to hit the goal on time
FOR CRYING OUT LOUD PLEASE STOP SPAMMING
tagging is okay
Might delete later(sorry!) because I’m scarrredddd, I don’t wanna tell my dad >:l
#Basically I’ve been trying for the past two weeks to recover on my own without having to tell anyone about it and bro I just cant#Jsbsjdhd#It will only be a temporary recovery though heads up#Because I’m not going to get away with this eating disorder for much longer#I’m going to get found out so this is just temporary until I’m an adult#Once I’m an adult I won’t have to worry about getting caught 😌#Ahhh I’ve had this disorder for like a year now I’m sick of it 😭#Okay maybe not temporary#Actually I wouldn’t mind recovering for good actually this sucks#Notes game#note game
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