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well, i said i'd do it 😭😭😭
#i gave up by the end tho- i told myself i'd draw him a different shirt but naaaaaaaahhhhh#this was super stressful bc i obv dk what im doing when im drawing but#it was still pretty fun#and it picked up my spirits a bit#so uhh yay lmao#technically#the akira “pro-eater” nishikiyama agenda is alive and well!!!!#thanks for asking <3#nonsensememes#drawingcrimes#horkneekoi
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Deeva Årud - Club Wear Voice Lines
When Summoned: Lights dimmed, tension building up… Are you ready to feel our rhythm? Summon Line: Playing music with friends is fun, I’m glad to be here even though I’m starting to feel a bit nervous.
Groooovy!!: We’d be delighted to see you at our next show. Spotting a familiar face among the crowd is always nice. Home: “Let’s rock and roll”, as some would say. Home Idle 1: I joined the Pop Music Club on my second year. Perhaps it’s quite a drastic change from my previous club but… it’d be a lie to say I’m not enjoying my time here. Home Idle 2: Most of the time I’m the one suggesting we should practice, but somehow Lilia, Cater and Kalim always distract me with all these unknown snacks and gadgets. Sometimes I have the feeling they do it on purpose… Home Idle 3: I need to warm my hands, it’s hard playing an instrument when they’re cold. Home Idle – Login: *humming Piece of My World* Ah- sorry, I didn’t see you there. Can I help you with something? Home Idle – Groovy: I’ve been playing violin and other instruments since I was a kid. My family has always had a connection with music and I’ll gladly continue this legacy. Conveying your thoughts and feelings through sounds is quite satisfactory. Home Tap 1: My first concert with them? Since it was the first time I’d be playing in front of many people, I knew I’d have a hard time trying to look at the audience. Cater noticed and told me to look at him so I could feel less overwhelmed… Let’s say I didn’t expect him to be so literal. His clones substituted the audience because no one came to see us. Home Tap 2: Hm, my violin? Indeed, it’s not the same one I use at Mostro Lounge. An electric violin is more suitable for the club’s activities. I’m surprised you noticed it. That means someone’s been paying too much attention to the musician playing ambience music… That was a joke. Home Tap 3: Kalim and I joined the club in the same year so I got to see how much he’s improved his drumming technique. It’s impressive. Certainly, Lilia’s been an excellent teacher to him. Home Tap 4: I like the idea of having customized masks for our performances. Maybe I should mention it once we have enough funds. Home Tap 5: I recently accepted to do some vocals just for our club sessions. You can come see us, but please refrain from telling everyone else. At the moment, I only feel comfortable singing for a few people. Home Tap – Groovy: When it comes to a band like this many wouldn’t think of a violinist, but that actually gives songs an interesting feeling, don’t you think? Duo: [DEEVA]: Ready for a shocking performance, Cater? [CATER]: Ready as ever, Dee-chan!
#To any violinist in the room: I tried :']#I can probably get away with some details since she's not actually playing here#more like positioning her violin/posing#but yeah. An attempt was made#I actually had to redo the whole card because I didn't like how the old one looked#and if it reminds you of something it's probably because I kind of borrowed Lilia's face shape#it was my last resort after drawing 20 heads and not being fully convinced by any of them HDSGSH#the rest is obviously brought to you by my own suffering#Oh and some extra info about Home Tap 1:#Deeva actually kept looking at Cater on stage out of habit even after they gained some listeners#sometimes the poor guy thinks she's glancing at him because he made a mistake or something lmao#Talking about Cater. One of the reason she joined this club was because she promised it to him#when they were first years she didn't know there was a music club like that#and Mr CayCay here informed her a little bit too late of the existence of the PMC#Also unrelated to what I was saying#but please imagine she says “let's rock and roll” with the most monotonous voice ever#zero spirit in those words#until she picks up her violin and the rock and roll starts rock-and-rolling#it's funnier that way#The need I feel to talk a lot under my art posts needs to be studied#twisted wonderland#twst#twisted wonderland oc#twst oc#deeva twst#my art
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I like feyre, even though sjm kinda killed her character i stand with my girl for the most part. emphasis on the most part because i will never recover from her manipulating tamlin to lash out in acomaf/acowar (sorry they all bleed together)🧍🏻
And people will say she was justified in what she did and that its tamlins fault that he lashed out. like it wasnt great on his part but it is a type of emotional manipulation from feyre to get him to do that. she had to push him to get that reaction, it wasnt a natural reaction and man. Sjm accidentally wrote 90% of my childhood experiences with shitty boys LIKE how did she do that ⁉️
#acotar#pro tamlin#feyre critical#i really loved feyre in the first book#shes a little silly and a bit naive BUT she had the spirit!#and then the little rat came along and i cant#anti rhysand#sorry its 2am and my brain is bringing back what i now realize is childhood bullying/trauma#and tamlin is constantly on my mind and my mind loves connecting dots and finding patterns and this lines up strangely well#Rhysand reminds me a bit too much of this one mf i knew named jack#fuck you jack you are a piece of shit#Literally rhysand and jack are so similar and i need to look into sjms mind#Call up a divorce lawyer i need feyre to get away from rhysand#i like feylin and prefer it if i gotta pick a ship but realistically i need feyre to have some personal time#shes never had real time to figure herself out. providing for her family then becoming tamlins fiancee#then getting hitched to the ratty batty boy in like a 2 month timeframe like#girl please#tamlin#feyre
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Accidentally clicking QUIT instead on CONTINUE after finally reaching the top of Death Mountain in OOT
Remembering that there's the secret path back to Goron city through the Lost Woods
#sooooo...i kinda got wrapped into playing Ocarina for the first time#didn't think id enjoy it as much as I have#found out (truly a grand surprise ((sorry im putting sarcasm definer in the parenthesises..)) I like side quests#and when i say like em#I mean what's main game plot- i will literally COLLECT EVERYTHING given the oppurtunity before halfway point#im like...nearly to 30 gold sklltullas#and uhm..i like...i like learning the enviroments and RUSHING to get places before it gets too dark#oh boy i just thought i'd play it a little bit yesterday#got “in bed” around 9:30 and picked it up to play- it was 1 something in the morning before i stopped#then was like OH SHIT ive got work!#but theres such a joy and excitement of just scouring through everything out here#i dont know why- but i suppose the reputation of zelda games just made me feel like id have to slog through things?#or just like...take things really seriously and...i dunno...its this grand ONCE in a lifetime thing#maybe thats just the image ive gotten from passing youtube videos#the only other Zelda game I've finished before-played YEARs ago was Spirit Tracks and I very much enjoyed it#maybe because Zelda was actually part of it that time haaah#well ive run my mouth long enough im gonna go run back to the mountains
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college of spirits 💀⚰️🕯️🔮
#ocs#dungeons and dragons#dnd 5e#fire genasi#bard#dungeons and dwegons#kai#this has been done for a bit. was gonna wait till we leveled up again but eh.#def picking college of spirits cause the wau ghosts haunt my guy is insane#even in sessions ghosts r like 'the guy that's terrified of ghosts? him :))'
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#random personal stuff#personal whining ahead feel free to ignore#it's sinking in that the increase in the displaying of these 'jokes' at work is related to our boss no longer being here#it can't have been a coincidence that the picture in the inbox went back on top the very day we threw her her goodbye party#apparently this man thinks that she was the one who was pushing back against the nonsense?#and maybe she was - I don't know what went on between them#(though I always got the impression that she seemed a bit afraid of him for whatever reason and just let him do whatever most of the time)#but I'm tired of having to put up with this and angry at the situation in general#and I really will go and talk with the VP of Academic Affairs once I can get some advice from my communications major friend#so I can avoid just walking into her office and exploding#(I don't understand this I don't understand why he feels the need to display these images in the office & always about this now-completely-#irrelevant topic and even if it were relevant the 'jokes' are juvenile and mean-spirited and I know he thinks he's doing the Lord's work in#picking the kinds of books that he does but tell me exactly how this garbage is the Lord's work and what he thinks he's accomplishing with#this other than making himself look petty and giving me further cause for frustration because it isn't just the stupid pictures it's the#pervasive attitude behind them that I have had to deal with for years now and I wish I were a different person so I could get right in his#face and tell him that this is unacceptable and expect to be heard and regarded)
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look at this little guy this is the best thing spirit halloween has ever released. his name is pete
#rachel rants#i need him so bad#i'll pick him up before the season ends#the spirit closest to my parent's house finally opened so i went earlier and i saw a little pete and i lost my mind a bit#but i just went insane at the ren faire and spent an Insane amount of money#so i'm gonna hold off a bit. maybe he'll be a birthday gift to myself. a birthday buddy#or maybe i won't be able to resist the temptation and i'll go back thursday after work
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realizing I'm very sensitive to pacing, actually
#thoughts#I think it's why I love OoT to that degree the pacing is just wildly on point you're never really dragging your feet#and also why I loved ALBW --pacing is great the game takes the perfect amount of time#wind waker starts STRONG pacing-wise it just jumps at you with everything it has to offer at its best...#...and then kind of loses that steam a little bit imo#tp is kind of the opposite to me the beginning is... sure a beginning!!#I don't mind slow burns but a good quarter of it if not a third should have been cut or condensed I think#but then I think things pick up quite a lot after the first dungeons and settle in a nice rythm#skyward sword has a weird pacing. haven't finished it yet and it's partially because the game loops stales itself a lot imo#majora's rythm is really interesting --but not always perfect I think especially in the first days#alttp's pace is pretty good too honestly! so is link's awakening same style for unexplainable reasons#can't remember enough about oracles and seasons to assess#zelda 1 is zelda 1#zelda 2 I haven't played#phantom hourglass does drag but it's not too bad in some areas#spirit tracks I haven't played#minish cap's pacing is also pretty good#botw has amazing initial pacing that loses steam but understand its own rythm so it's fine#and totk has a great immediate game loop rythm and imo horrendous pacing otherwise that doesn't value its tension#anyway!! sorry you got a tag-post about my thoughts on zelda games and pacing!!!
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my case for purpose!solas keeps growing and i've not seen a single shred of lore discounting it yet. i don't think i'll be able to make a full meta post with deconstruction but i'll definitely make sure to at least post my evidence before the 31st because... i think i'm cooking
#it always struck me as odd that there's no canon elven word for 'wisdom' (at least per the wiki)#but there's sulevin :)#and it plays SO nice with my namechange to suledin prediction#buoware likes its names on the nose as well#sulevin solas suledin#purpose pride perseverance#and i've noticed trick is a big fan of wordplay like that#personal log#like for a text that's basically begging you to read into it it's a bit odd there's no canon word for wisdom#i'm going to dig into all of the sulevin resources next but i've been deconstructing character motivation in conversation so far#history soon#hm so your bestie is wisdom. and the first two rare spirits you name are wisdom and purpose. ok solas#and we've all picked up on that aNFfH is a parallel to his origin story. so. im#it just all keeps connecting
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filled with angry but attempting to stay silly
#Just got ghosted by a friend who I was supposed to pick up today so we could hang out#We had to leave because he didn't answer his door and my family had to prepare for other shit happening today#I have no doubt he was just asleep (he's s very deep sleeper) but like#come on man#We've been discussing this for like four days#Set a alarm or something#Anyway I'm not actually that angry but I am feeling uncharacteristically numb so I'm gonna try to raise my spirits a bit#Not sure how though#Tbh I might just be hungry but it's a bit early for lunch so idk
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Just wanted to let you know that everytime a fic update shows up in my inbox, I literally think "Oh nice! Savior Complex!" It's a fun lil thing everytime. Love your work 👍
WAH THANK YOU I was rly struggling with writing yesterday so this is great to hear 🥺🌟 💖💚
#i was in italy last weekend then the spirit of ulder ravengard of all people demanded i start a new WIP then work got busy#so i had to put it down for a bit but im picking it up again now! should have an update soon#franziska von karma is also demanding my attention i keep getting distractes#fantail postings#🥺🥺💖
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i fucking hhaaaaaaaate brushing my hairrrrr it takes so fucking longggg god god god god. i dont know how i went from "yeah im thinking about cutting my hair within the next year maybe but not yet" to "if i dont get this hair off of me RIGHT NOW im gonna start murdering people" in legitimately a day. but its driving me CRAZYYYYYYY
#YES my hair is so shiny and thick and lusterous and beautiful and of incredible quality and doesnt get dirty or greasy ever etc etc#but i cant STAND ITTTT im NOT a long hair person i just wanted to try it out for once in my life#but its not my heart. its unnatural im not supposed to have long hair its atcually almost genuinely freaking me out a bit#it feels so WRONG..........!!!!!! get this shit OFFA ME!!!!!!!!GRAARGH!!!!!!!!!#and also gimme about 100 bucks for it preferably more since its so beautiful. u know#but if i cant find someone to sell it to before my birthday im just gonna chop it off and let people scramble to pick it up off the floor#like that part in spirited away when no face throws gold at the bathhouse employees. thatll be me at the hairdressers with my gorgeous hair
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#accidentally slept through my only class today#which whoops sorry. (my 9am english)#which kind of killed step 1 of a plan of mine but thats okay#anyways THEN i had to go downtown to pick up this award bc i forgot to show up to the ceremony like a dumb dumb#but the building was like a 25 minute walk and it was COLD (punishment for my dumb dumbness tbh) but anyways i got there early so i walked#around the block and then went inside and picked up my medal#and i was already far downtown so then i popped my head in a couple of stores as i slowly walked back#got a few things from target. new hair clip nail polish m&ms pens and then a mango. very excited to eat that either later today or tomorrow#then i popped in the calligraphy store and then the comic shop and looked around. saw some white ribbon in the calligraphy store which ive#been looking for but didnt get it because it was a bit wide and kind of expensive and i want a lot for my project idea#(want to write out some of my favorite poems on them in sharpie and then use it to accessorize)#and then i went to the comic shop and peeked around. saw a nubia issue and a few gl 2021s in the discount bin but i didnt get them bc#they were all middle issues and i havent read those books yet although i do want to someday bc my guys were in them. one of the gl 21s even#had simon on the cover so i was very !!!!!!!! thats my guy!!!!!#didnt buy anything there but i did ask the guy to make sure to order a copy of the spirit world tpb so ill stop by to get that in a few wks#and then i went to the bookstore cafe and got a cold brew and did a but of English there. they have tables in the stacks its nice. the one i#grabbed was just surrounded by old paperbacks of sci fi and thrillers lol. didnt see anything id read but recognized a few author names like#card (no enders game though) and the pern lady (idk her name i havent read it). anyways did half a blog post thats technically late (ill#backdate though dw) and then packed up and i grabbed a gyro from the halal cart on that block which i just finished back at my dorm <3333#anyways good times. now im gonna try and spam some work and go to freaking trivia team for the first time in a month later. oops#blah#oh and i think the halal cart guy may have given me a free soda. unsure abt that though bc its possible it came with and i was just being#silly again. so anyways i had a ginger ale too
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SaL anon here friend, back to (continue to) bitch in your inbox. Just read @outrunningthedark's excellent comments on the sperm donor arc on my lunch break and felt the need to continue my tirade. I would add to her observations that, while we did see Buck break up with TayKay, it was over "drama" not a choice on Buck's part after really considering if he was happy (and why it fell so flat next to the eddieana breakup). Anyway when I left off I was bitching about how illogical the whole premise
of this arc was, and would have probably dropped my whinging over how nonsensical everything about it was if not for last episode. How the hell did we get from Buck saying "donor, not dad" to Hen in episode 3 to "I'm going to be a father" in the finale?? Is there some conversation that happened in KR's head she forgot to mention?? Because Buck seems pretty clear on what his role is in this whole process when talking to Hen, but now has done a 180 and is calling himself a dad. That's a pretty big leap, and while I agree Buck can get pretty enthusiastic or go overboard as part of his personality, he's not fucking naïve!! He knew then, and if he didn't, as you pointed out once, the mountain of paperwork he would have to sign to be a donor, that makes clear he's giving up all rights to that, sure as hell would!! So what changed, why is Buck suddenly convinced he's going to be playing a role in this kids life? More importantly, Eddie's snarky comment aside, why aren't his friends calling him out on this?? Again, this seems so contrived as a way to put Buck through the wringer at the expense of making him ignorant (what's that?? Oh, its the echoes of Michael Guerin's s4 plot). Anyway that wraps up both lunch and my bitching on this particular aspect of this dumb arc, next up we can talk about how there is no good way to wrap up this storyline or accomplish what KR supposedly wants (Buck's growth). Till later!!
Okay so first of all, I could have saved both of us some panic if I actually READ your ask thread instead of just the heading that comes across my notification because you clearly ended your last part saying it was the last part! 🤦🏻♀️🤦🏻♀️🤦🏻♀️ My B!
I’m glad we’re going to have another ask thread to talk about where this arc goes from here because the more I think about it and the more I read other people’s comments about it, more I become incandescently furious about the whole thing, especially in regards to what Buck is supposed to be getting out of this arc now that there is a baby. So it’s probably better that we haven’t gotten that far yet because right now my response would just be
ANYWAY, at least on this point I have somewhat of an answer I think! It seems like KR misinterpreted the line in her interview because what I and may others heard (and I believe saw on their captions as well) was “I guess it’s easier when you can just say “I’m going to be a father”.” Meaning, Buck’s trying to figure out how to say “I got this lady pregnant” without implying he did anything with her or is actually the father.
Here’s the thing though. That....kinda makes it worse? If he’s already moved past his concerns and is accepting the “donor not dad” thing then....why is the arc not closed? If he’s already gotten to the acceptance part, why didn’t we see any of that happening? (Again, I have...MANY THOUGHTS about that possibly being the closure of the arc but that’s not the point right now.) More importantly, since this clearly ISN’T the closure of the arc, WHEN is Buck going to start questioning things? Because up until now, he’s been super chill about the whole thing and quite frankly, now that there is a baby it is TOO FUCKING LATE to say “actually, I don’t think I can do this”. So where can this even go? I’m interested to hear your thoughts and if they’ll help make mine any more coherent but I’m just baffled at what they think they are doing here. This arc has had ZERO tension once he said yes. No on has pulled him aside to have A Talk and tell him they have concerns, which would allow him to get defensive and maybe give us a peek at what’s going on in his head (a mystery for quite some time now), the couple came to yell at him at work, but we saw he wasn’t trying to back out or even having concerns so it wasn’t anything, we haven’t seen him struggling or having second thoughts, just totally on board with the whole thing. So....what? The baby dies? Hard pass. The couple ghosts him? Buck gets left behind again. Shocker. He suddenly realizes he can’t have a baby and not be involved? Tough fucking luck, it’s happening and you can’t back out now. What is he gonna do, sue for custody/visitation rights?
I know I said we were gonna talk about it later and we WILL, but just a thought to percolate on here, what is Buck supposed to learn from this storyline? Because the options are...limited.
a) It’s okay for people to use you for parts and you need to be more accepting of that and just be happy you were able to help them. Yeah, that’s the OPPOSITE of the less Buck as a character needs to learn.
b) That he’s just better off as “fun Uncle” and is totally cool knowing there’s a kid out there that’s his and he doesn’t need to be involved/is okay just getting cards and maybe sending a few gifts over the years/maybe kids aren’t for him? Again, NOTHING that fits with the character OR what the character needs to grow. His whole story has been about finding love and building a family and having people who will stay. Does he HAVE to have a biological child to make that happen? No, but HAVING a biological child and walking away because he’s “learned” he doesn’t need one to be happy doesn’t fit for him either. If he struggled and walked away BEFORE donating, they could go that route, but even still, for what we know of his character, I think having a child that’s his could be something important for him (one of the reasons I love a “Buck is asked if he wants to formally adopt Chris” arc in fics, because Buck really needs to know that he is tied to people), and brushing it off AFTER a baby is already on the way doesn’t really work.
c) That he isn’t ready to be a dad yet, and needs tp practice being on the sidelines of a child’s life? Not only does he have a niece for that, we have literally seen him “practicing” with Chris since season 2!
Please, tell me where else this story could go? Because you know those two random side character completely divorced from the first responder world aren’t going to just be major fixtures in Buck’s life, hanging around. We didn’t even get to hear about Bobby’s sponsor who has been instrumental in his recovery and is besties with the whole Grant-Nash family, until two minutes before he was killed off.
Anyway, gotta stop now and go watch some other show for a bit before I start eating drywall about this. Can’t wait to hear more of your thoughts my friend! This hiatus is going to be rough I think....
#my sweet nonnie friends#sleeping at last anon#911#911 spoilers#evan buckley#y'all i TRIED to give this arc a chance but i am fucking OUT#i can't anymore#i just....*screams*#WHAT is buck supposed to learn?!#GOD I'M JUST SO FRUSTRATED WITH THIS!!!#and in the spirit of spreading blame where it belongs#here's a reminder (for me as well) that tim clearly didn't see an issue with this storyline just like he allowed the L thing#until the audience backlash was too great and then it was cut as much as possible#on the bright side since this happened right before hiatus the audience has lots of time to make their dissatisfaction known#and they HAVE been literally everywhere i look#so maybe they will take some fucking notes and change things up a bit#and we'll luck out with a false positive (seriously HOW would they even know this soon? especially since it can take a few tries to work?)#or with the news that they each picked a person to ask to donate and it's someone elses or maybe cameron had a few good swimmers after all#but with the information we have RIGHT NOW there isn't a satisfactory end to this#or a 'lesson' for buck to learn that makes sense for his character#brb gotta go scream into the woods for an hour
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sometimes my ass has mental breakdowns and has to choose which of my comfort songs that makes me cry is gonna have to help me stop crying
#fun experience!#bad end night is being looped rn#i am still crying but its picking up my spirits a bit at least uh
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in the manga the shibuya arc just randomlys tarts after it gets mentioned during the fight between mahito and mechamaru???
remember chapter before it, utahime says there's a mole? yeah so the setting for it starts way before it, you'll see in season one mahito geto and his group were succesful in stealing the cursed spirits from the protected safe door and mechamaru was tipping them off because as yk mahito's technique can change body/soul, so he made a pact bind with them that he'll help them get gojo and mahito will help him recover (he wasn't planning to stick to it, neither were they because as you see they wanted to kill him soon after that, but since it was a bind they can't betray until it's fully done) and also geto chose mechamaru because of his simple domain, that was only one of kind where gojo might have disadvantage so he wanted to see how that works too++ they were constantly increasing the number of cursed spirits just since last year (this is also mentioned that's why everyone was busier and there were new unregistered curses all over the station and older hiding ones which will help them cast the curtains) and you'll see how they'll use the other cursed spirits, it was all like build up and their fight was what gave the proper mention and start to it
#it was like a well curated plan for over an year or smth#my facts could be a bit misplaced here and there because these are totally based on how i picked up while reading so#it's like elaborate plan every cursed spirit who could think joined in to collectively take gojo down#you probably knew half of these but i wanted to include as much info as i can to make it all sense#ujala safedi
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