#and it nearly consumed me...
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"Yeah you're right." And it was never easy for Sonic to admit Jet was right about anything. But he had actually respected his skills too. "I took the title because i beat you i don't deny that is what happened and yes i'm not a Babylon. I don't know about you or anything about being a Babylon. But it doesn't mean i wanted to be the reason you are angry and can't show up back home." Again Sonic couldn't help but try being kinder - to see it from the other's point of view. "I don't go easy in any race next time or you'll kill me for sure." Turning away now to avoid Jet own reactions or words. "Thought you hated me anyway.." A mutter awkwardly. he would not admit he saw Jet as the only fastest Babylon he did rule the skies and it wasnt fair Sonic took that away from hin. Any anger he had originally felt towards Jet was gone.
The Babylon didn't respond as he turned away from Sonic mostly because he didn't want to make amends. He liked having a reason to be angry, and let his rage push him to new heights. In a way Sonic beating him made him go beyond what he was capable of. Pushed him to be better far better then he ever was. But the shame of losing followed him like a dark shadow--- his Father would never let him live it down.
" Sonic, you don't get it--- Before you came along i ... was the King of the Skies! no one could touch me... no one could hope to match me! race after race i was King... hell i never even tried..."
He clenched his fists tightly as he locked eyes with sonic.
" But then you came along... and i pushed myself to my limits! and beyond! but there you were, born with a natural talent far beyond my own! and no amount of training could ever hope to close the gap between us! ... and it was made painfully clear the day you crushed m in that race... "
" Do you know what that's like--- to realize to your shock and horror that no matter how hard you try you CAN never catch up! The Prince of the Babylon's! forever in the god damn shadow! of some clown pretending to be hero! you got no idea what that is like for me!?! what it meant to me! to be on top, and be knocked off by some blue boyscout! My pride was all i had left! and all i could think about was BEATING YOU! "
He sighed glancing off to one side as if letting his momentary rage go.
" ... But then the War happened... Infinite came along--- it became less about me and... shit just snowballed after. Here i was running secret missions for Knuckles... gaining intel where i could... ya know watching the world burn sure changes your perspective... "
He placed a hand on his hip
" Then the Zombots... fuck that was just messed the fuck up... like what the hell was i suppose to do? Never felt so damn helpless... So when amy called--- fuck i couldn't just say yes. Had to make it hard for her but maybe i shouldn't have... what ever--- "
" What ever anger i had for you died a long time ago... you still took something from me though. One day i want that back--- but i have to do it my way... No tricks, no games... no under handed bullshit, just me and you and the sky is the limit... so no i dun hate you... "
#Prince of the Babylons#Jet#Fastest Thing Alive#Sonic#I don't hate you...#not anymore...#But there was a dark time...#and it nearly consumed me...#and nearly destroyed me...
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May your hardened heart be woken By the soft and distant song Of all you left here unspoken All the shards we keep stepping on - Take this body home Take this body home Call the wind, and let her know Take this life outgrown Take this broken soul Call the stars, call them all And take it high, take it far, take it home
#svsss#luo binghe#shen qingqiu#bingqiu#sqq#lbh#scum villain#heard the song Take This Body Home by Rose Betts and it nearly took me out at the knees#it really really suits sqq's self-detonation in hua yue city right? i'm not the only one feeling this?#considered adding some literal shards for them to be stepping on - since sqq's sword explodes - but i couldn't quite make it work#anyway this has been playing like a music video in my head for the past couple days highly recommend listening to the song#if you haven't heard it before#can't get over the absolute dissonance between how sqq views this scene and how everyone else must feel about it#like to him he's just completing his plan - hopefully keeping lbh from destroying a city with energy imbalance and escaping The Plot#nbd! he and sqh have planned it all out it's FINE :) off he goes!#meanwhile everyone who loves him - including lbh who worked years to get back to him and is trying to work through a lot of grief#and resentment and doubt and longing and... - watches him DIE in FRONT OF THEM#just collapse while coughing up blood sword disintegrating energy completely consumed#like holy hell sqq could you traumatize the people around you any more???#no wonder lbh went a little bit crazy after that like my man was already not in a great place but what the fuck#lbh watches his shizun presumably sacrifice himself for him ONCE AGAIN like after he's finally Gotten Strong his shizun is STILL#coming to harm in an effort to make up for his shortcomings#my art#most of the time out here drawing what amounts to muppets and then sometimes i get the urge for this and just need to cover everyone in blo
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Remember, it's all funny
Or: Elim Garak's no good very bad life, ft the only person in the universe who makes it a little more bearable
Autonomy - Boy Harsher
#elim garak#julian bashir#ds9#garashir#fanvid#you guys this took me so long and nearly drove me insane i was absolutely consumed by madness while making this#i went full robert louis stevenson mode#regnarposting
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[in grotesque amounts of pain] oh this is so Murderbot coded of me
#my diagnostics are not nearly as precise as its#murderbot#it has consumed every waking thought of mine#i finished fugitive telemetry#which im gonna admit made me way more sad/depressed/angry than network effect#when indah called it a weapon? the amount of gut sinking dread i felt#and then when the human it was trying to protect shot it?#ugh that got to me#that really got to me#ik it's not indah's/that humans job to make up for and apologize for all the shit murderbot has gone through at the hands of humans#it still just really sucked#I'm glad indah came around on murderbot#and that it got to have fun playing detective murderbot
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It’s done it’s done I can’t believe it’s finally DONE
I present: “Greg Odalisque”
#my art#god my most difficult time consuming one yet#she nearly beat me#she had me in the first half not gonna lie#taskmaster uk#taskmaster#taskmaster fanart#Greg Davies#classic art#digital painting
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went over my drafts and realized I literally forgot I had the second chapter of never have I ever, the second book of smih (my baby), completely done and just laying around
someone remind me to post it this week omg it's culminating dust at this rate
#haven't written out that word in a while#smih feels like it was decades ago#crazy how that book consumed me#nearly drove me absolutely nuts too#which is why I will never ever approach writing that way again#never ever#it was agony#but I love that book to death soooo
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“the [Lord’s] work is mysterious & important” BSD x Severance🔪💧
#there’s gotta be some crossover between these two fandoms I simply cannot be the only one !!!🕴️#LISTEN I know I see BSD & Fyodor in nearly every media I consume🤭 - but the severed parallels had me 🤸🏻♀️🤯💥 so had to get this out👹✨#I know technically this whole bit was Fyodor’s “acting#but it still fits too perfectly with what we now know about Crime & Punishment subsuming others/parts of them lingering in Fyodor!#Asagiri EXPLAIN-🌝#anyways I love BSD I love Severance I love Fyodor I love Helly R🥹 I cannot wait for the finale I live in fear🫶#BSD lobotomy brainrot fr🧍🏻♀️#fyodor#fyodor dostoevsky#fyodor dostoyevsky#fyodor fanart#fyodor dostoevsky fanart#fyodor dostoyevsky fanart#bsd#bsd fanart#bungo stray dogs#bungo stray dogs fanart#bungou stray dogs#bungou stray dogs fanart#severance#severance fanart#helly r#severance art#artists on tumblr#artists of tumblr#anime#manga#bsd manga#crossover fanart#bsd x severance
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hrrmm no clue what im going to do today 😔

#endless cycle of boredom once again#cherik i need you to entertain me 😿#i feel depraved despite consuming their media nearly 24/7#sighh#charles xavier#professor x#x men#cherik#wish does not shut up
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Took some screenshots to vaguely trace over just because I feel so rusty with any and all brush strokes, given the new PC + physical health being in shambles and affecting my output. Here's hoping I'll be able to draw more often next year.
#honkai star rail#honkai star rail herta#herta hsr#hsr#honkai star rail fanart#hsr art#hsr fanart#herta#my art#... first time i draw hsr i realize. im glad i dedicated it to my fave#i feel like i have one fave in nearly every media i get into that i largely dont speak openly about#but who consumes me in a way the ones i DO enjoy and talk about dont#its hard to explain. either way herta is one such character#GOD i need to draw her again. the only reason i stopped now is because im tired and pain returned#i wanna write her too... i guess we'll see if that happens and if so how
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I never thought the day would come… but I think I’m getting into something new??
#I’m really liking gaslight district#but I’ve been into tf2 for nearly a year now… like genuinely I’ve only been into that. somethings come in for a bit#but nothings been big enough to consume me like tf2#modie talkie#the gaslight district#team fortress 2
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Stanley Stomach Issues Marsh is unfortunately a loser who WILL know about all the edible native plants and eat them with little care for the possibility that he may regret ingesting fistfuls of random dandelions. Bro will be suffering in the bathroom sick as a dog and not learn his lesson because foraging makes him feel “one with nature”
#he is me i am him#south park#Stan headcanon#lmm voice: look at my son#absolutely not based on real events of course not#totally unrelated to me nearly passing out while stomach acid came out of both ends last night#I lived bitches and I will probably not consume the amount of mock strawberries that I did yesterday again
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accidentally ruined my sneakers so i bought a new pair that i think will be better for walking long distances but they’re not getting here til monday :( and i wanna go on a walk :(
#the only other pair i have is a pair of adidas i bought in 2018 at tjmaxx or somewhere like that#and they were PERFECT i have never known a more comfortable shoe like i wore them on campus nearly every day for 2 years#and then again after covid and i wore them so much that there’s practically no tread on the bottom anymore#and the insoles are nearly completely eroded and there’s a hole in the fabric of the back of the shoe#but i still have them because they’re so fucking comfy and i don’t think adidas makes that exact shoe anymore :( not even an updated version#:( so i bought a pair of new balances and im hopeful :) i tried them on in store like 2 weeks ago but didnt buy them bc they were cheaper#online. does that make me a bad consumer. whatever i’m unemployed . good god i think i should call my sister clearly i need to ramble to#someone . look at the state of these tags
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gay for Dealer anon here. I introduced my friend group to your Dealer design.
More have been added to the fanclub. We are spreading
hoho i am so proud

(and totally not genuinely amazed people love the way I draw him still fjsjgjdjjf THANK YOU)
#ask post#not art#ive been putting this ask off because I wanted to doodle this in digital but I ended up mostly working on terror star lol#also been sick as heck; fatigue nearly consumed me#I'm both feeling pride over this and WHAT DO YOU *MEANNNNN*
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i haven't stopped thinking about phainon's drip marketing since i woke up and i don't think i've been this impatient or excited for the arc of a character that isn't my muse since.. gosh, jingliu? maybe ruan mei? july cannot come any slower please
#//immortal; (OOC)#as much as i love herta she did not nearly consume my thoughts as strongly as i thought she would#and sure i love aventurine and his arc made me cry and i definitely pulled for him but like. he was a character who had to grow on me#phainon??? ive been sobbing crying screaming on the floor since he showed his stupid face#its so joever and i have to save for the next world too if leaks are anything to go by
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spent a good portion of the last few days babysitting my little cousins who are between the ages of 0 and 6 (theres 4 of them but i wasnt with all of them the whole time), and im just thinking like. i think people overdramatize how "annoying" kids are. like i rarley get annoyed with small children. teenagers, absolutley - but little kids? it kind of befuddles me how people can "hate little kids"when they are so sweet and well intentioned and devoid of negative intent. like its so hard to get mad at someone who is just a little guy that is so in awe of the world and everything in it. like ? yeah sometimes its annoying when theyre loud, but not more annoying than when adults and teens are loud. honestly. its often less annoying. again, hard to get mad at small children when they are so well intentioned and so unaware of so many things. they have such a bare bones concept of what is causing issues for other people...and the great thing is if you explain it to them theyre a lot more receptive to it than adults tend to be. as someone with severe auditory sensory issues, im well experienced with asking adults to stop doing things that are making noises that are causing me intense physical pain, and they tend to get up in arms about it. they have an entitlement that children honestly dont. a lot of people think of children as entitled, but when i tell my 6 year old cousin "hey, could you please stop kicking the wall, that makes my headaches worse, and that makes me sad" or "could we take a break from listening to music, im starting to feel overwhelmed" or something like that, they either do the thing i asked or they dont but they just politley ignore me about it instead of getting defensive and angry and insulting me. and if the second thing happens you can just go to plan b, which is finding something that they like, and drawing their attention to that, so they stop doing the thing that was annoying. i think a lot of people who think all children are entitled and annoying maybe do too much yelling at children and not enough talking politley to them and explaining why they want them to do certain things. it does wonders to just tell a child, "please stop, thats making me sad." or "i know youre having fun, but can we do a different activity for a little while?". i think theyre more receptive to this sort of thing than adults because theyre so early in the process of "figuring out how the world works" that they are openly accepting of the idea that they sometimes need to learn new things! they dont feel threatened by the idea that theyre in the wrong, unless you make them, by being mean to them about it. and so if you just dont be mean to them about it, it works out in the end.
#not being holier than thou to Some extent i think some ppl just get more stressed by kids than others & thats ok#personally i honestly get sooooo stressed and angry when interacting with adults and often also teenagers#i mean. not ALL the time but it Happens. if i dont get along with somebody i REALLY dont get along with them....#i have an issue with accidently escalating things into arguments#kids are just one million times easier to talk to than adults#moral of the story is dont yell at children because They dont like that#if you dont be mean to kids they trust you and when they trust you they listen to you#meeting them where there at is essential#unfortunatley doing this with teenagers and adults is nearly impossible and thats why i have one thousand billion enemies probably#adult interaction is just so much more complicated....#little kids havent developed social cues yet#also kids are too cute that if i yelled at a child the guilt would consume me forever#text
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The Rot Consumes will always be a theme in works of Aphblr because we write what we know
#the rot consumes#we are literally all rotting about these shows all the time#nearly everyone in my discord just randomly shows up like “Hey I saw a thing that made me slightly think of block people”#and then we all go bonkers about it#aphblr#shit post#minecraft diaries#mystreet
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