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fearlesshades · 1 year ago
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God I wanna write soooooo bad I have so many scenes for PDTMSA planned out in my head but I have no energy rn and it sucks so much and I feel so bad for the people waiting for the next chapter but every time I sit down at a keyboard all of the words I just had run away no matter what I do
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deoidesign · 7 months ago
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#ok finally making a post about meds#I've not ever tried taking medication before. I was sorta raised with that classic 'dont rely on meds you have to learn to manage without'#I mean I was also raised with the idea that therapy is stupid unless you have 'real' trauma. and also like idk.#can't stay home from school unless your temp is over 100 or you're throwing up. etc. very suck it up mindset#so I was just really nervous to start. also of course worried about losing myself or whatever I know that's a silly fear but#it's also a common fear for a reason!!! anyways#so I finally was like 'I need to do something' when I realized I was so anxious I couldnt even get myself to go outside alone#like I just don't want to do ANYTHING alone to a detrimental effect. and it was butting into my ability to do my work...#for various reasons. but then ALSO adhd has been a constant issue with my work as well!#it is SO hard to write and draw on a weekly pace like I am without being able to focus#my whole life I've had these terrible nightmares constantly and I've always woken up constantly in the night#sleep has always been terrible so I've always dreaded going to bed.. ESPECIALLy because it didnt even make me less tired#it was more something that I just did because I had to.#but going to bed was always terrible. there have been times I was too scared to go to sleep for weeks on end...#I've been mitigating this for years of course. and recently I've been taking melatonin which has been helping too.#but I've also always struggled to get up. because I've always been EXTREMELY exhausted#but also anxious of what the day might bring... idk.#anyways it has all hit a point that I was like okay. I am doing as many coping mechanisms as I can. the psych said they were good too#but... it just has never been enough. it's never been enough to make me not tired it's never been enough to make me not scared#so I finally talked to the doc about it. and she was like youve def got smth wrong basically. which yah I know.. but yknow#anyways so I started taking wellbutrin. and I am so frustrated now. because it's WORKING#that constant looming sense of dread is gone. I'm excited to get up. I'm excited to go to bed BECAUSE I'm excited to get up#I feel like for years I've been holding on to the idea that I have to get up because I have to put something good out into the world#and I've been clinging to knowing that if nothing else. I am able to help other people feel better.#but now for the first time in my life I'm like. free of it. I didnt even know it was possible... and I'm so sad how much I've lost out on#and so frustrated how my whole life I've been told to put up with it and push through it. and treated like a failure for it being too much.#and just. It has only been 2 weeks. but the lack of anxiety is SO noticeable I'm so...#I'll never miss it. the adhd is still pretty present but like whatever. I can manage that better.#and I'm just crying because of all this combined.#I just. I hope I get to finally be the best I can be now. for myself but also for you guys!
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tj-crochets · 1 year ago
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Another weird medical question for y'all! This one is benadryl (diphenhydramine) related. Well, these ones, plural A. Have you ever gotten so upset and/or emotional you spiked a fever? B. Have you ever taken benadryl for a fever, emotion-caused or not and C. Did the benadryl completely fix your fever? Before anyone points it out, yes I know none of that should I work that way. I did not take the benadryl for the fever, I took the benadryl for the oncoming allergic reaction that was starting, and then once it kicked in I no longer had a fever. I am aware all of that is weird, which is why I am asking these questions lol
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athetos · 3 months ago
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Shoutout to this guy who held the door on the train for me because he saw me running from a block away… he wasn’t even riding he just wanted to make sure I got on <3
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tackrusso · 6 months ago
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show tempe gang crossover with the morris islanders would actually have been the best episode of bones ever. btw
#please ignore the rest of the tags i will just be making things up#okay they start out in carolina but at least half the episode takes place in dc. do not ask me how travel logistics would work#tory spends the entire episode off with tempe doing bone stuff. booth feels upstaged by a 16-year-old girl#so he goes and hangs out with ben who does NOT trust him right off the bat#ben ends up having to run him over to liri at some point because there's crime afoot and tom is busy. they spend most of the ride in silenc#ofc they end up bonding Eventually because they are both obsessed with crazy emotionally stunted redheads named t brennan#tory is more effective than any of the squinterns and manages to piss hodgins off so bad just by existing#coop hangs out in the lab as saroyan tries to kick him out thirty times. he just keeps showing up and she can't prove who's letting him in#(it's tempe.) angela loves tory but tory does not love angela back. saroyan tolerates her. sweets likes her but knows she's hiding somethin#comes to the conclusion that she can read her friends minds and slowly drives himself crazy because obviously that can't be true#tory brings hi along whenever she needs someone with people skills and he is MORE than happy to participate in a hodgins experiment#hi gets to be king of the lab for about ten minutes. shelton hits it off with angela immediately and they solve half the case together#booth fucking HATES hi because he's evasive and really good at the manipulation thing. booth can't win verbal sparring and he gets Big Mad#at one point the four of them are in an interrogation room together (MISTAKE) because tory had them meddling a little too close to the sun#and booth is trying so hard to question them which didn't work even when they COULDN'T read each other's minds#tory figures out who did it and hi steals her thunder a la shrek wasnt vandalized he gave birth#temperance tells tory 'i know you've got a secret sweets told me and even though i don't trust psychology i find he's insightful' etc etc#tory's like well i might be but i can't tell you it's not just my secret and you wouldn't believe me anyway#because let's be real tempe WOULDNT believe her#meanwhile saroyan convinced by sweets paranoia managed to get a sample of tory's blood and test it and is like HEY WHAT THE FUCK#gets hodgins and they just stare at the results together and delve into conspiracy theories. he's like i KNEW there were werewolves#they debate telling tempe but know it wouldnt end well for the kids and decide to get rid of the evidence. but hodgins is SO smug#also angela spends the whole episode trying to convince everyone hi and shelton are dating and no one believes her#they finally see them kiss or something and they're all somehow floored and angela's just like yeah? duh?#if anyone read this i'm sorry and why
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orcelito · 3 months ago
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I do find it so funny that I will graduate college days away from my birthday. Like my birthday is literally in between the end of the semester ("graduation") and commencement
It really will be like a joint graduation & birthday party for me lmao
#speculation nation#i dont really do birthday parties anymore. havent in a long time. mostly just go out and do smth fun around my bday. ya kno#also have cake but like not in a party way. just like. here's cake lol#but im probably only gonna graduate from college once. which means i might as well live it up and all.#invite all sorts of extended family and people who have known me. etc etc.#actually it just kinda sunk in that i am. Computer and Information Technology (Systems Analysis and Design focus) w a minor in Communication#like those are words. it's a lot of words but actually it really is pretty accurate?? like that's indeed what ive been studying.#now how much i *remember* is another question. considering how long ive taken to get thru school lol#but that's what people will see on my degree. that's my Thing. graduated in Computer Systems and Talking.#idk it's just weird to have spent so much of my life on this and like That's the culmination. it took so much work.#even beyond a normal 4 years. i switched my major *twice*. switched my minor too.#first year engineering to undecided liberal arts (as a temp major trying to switch to computer science bc i couldnt stay in FYE)#but then computer science sucked so i switched to trying to get into computer & info tech. which is different. and better.#and ive been in it long enough now that ive kinda forgotten but it did take some fuckin work to switch into it.#like i had to take certain classes first & i couldnt take them during the semesters that in-major students would take them#and i had to have my gpa up to a certain level etc etc. so many hoops to jump thru. i think it took me at least a year. or more. idr#but i made it in and thats my major. thats my thing. computers and information systems and communication.#doesnt FEEL like im an almost-graduate. but then i think about all the things ive taken and learned.#and maybe i dont remember a lot of the more specific things from these classes. but i took core lessons away from each one.#wont be able to recite the theories but i can live them. and thats the point of an education i guess.#anyways im gonna have to start job searching before too long and eughhbb. need to get my license first tho probably.#which i will... i will.... i have so many things to deal with... my life will be So Different in a year...#it will require me to put in the work now. but i can do it. and then a year from now. i'll hopefully be in a better spot.#living somewhere else. graduated from college. with a license and a car. maybe even an IT job of some kind.#kind of scared of trying to find a Big Boy Job. aka a job that requires a degree and networking and all that shit.#rather than just showing up and being like Hi i can do this job. i am not a total drain of a person. hire me please 👍#hfkahfks so many things to think about. and through it all i am still dealing with DEADLINES...!!!!#but yeah this is why my writing has largely been put on hold. idk i have a lot of things im dealing with rn.
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cloama · 7 months ago
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So far this weekend's bullshit is that landlords won't even let me APPLY without seeing me in-person first. We doing old school housing descrimination again. I'm saving everyone's contacts bc this has happened 7 times this weekend. The lawsuit I'm about to file finna go crazy. I'm about to waste everybody's time in a pretty pink dress. It's gonna be the right balance of frivolous and fruitful. Call me Zendaya because I love law. Like yes something as simple as not allowing everyone who wants to apply do so will get you in trouble. Especially if you forgot to be sneaky and do a "prescreening" process.
I knew housing was bad. We all knew the bad shit was back in a big way but gatdamn.
"we'd want you to tour the place before you apply."
Big buddy that's not how this works.
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lizardlink · 2 years ago
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My human got me another hammock. She spent at least ten-to-twenty minutes trying to figure out the perfect spot and decided on this.
I’m not at all convinced, but I guess I’ll give it a few days…
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passerbylookingforfluff · 8 months ago
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AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I NEVER USED THESE TYPE OF COLOURS BEFORE HOW THE FUCK DID I DO THIS WHO AMI !?!???!!?
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UPDATE on the TAG BREAKING
you can search tags on INDIVIDUAL BLOGS and that tag will appear. if you go to my blog and search qsmp or mishapen words you'll get to see my increasing bafflement as i test. however. IF YOU CLICK A TAG FROM THE DASH OR SEARCH FOR IT, RECENT POSTS WILL NOT SHOW UP. this means that you can go to a single blog and find all of their content nicely organized on the blog, but that is the ONLY way to find any of that content posted some time after 4:30 EST. unfortunately, this means that my previous advice to schedule a post with your personal tags will not work. you'll need to repost your art/writing/whatever if you want it to be visible to anyone who doesn't search your blog for it. this isn't a huge issue, and our temp tags are STILL WORKING, so go ahead and post today if your blog organization is something you don't care about. i don't have a way to test this right now, but you may want to be mindful of anything you queue or schedule today not showing up in the tags at all once they return- essentially working under the same rules of everything posted today. Again, all posts are still organized on your blog. All tags that were empty before the break are working normally. go forth, gamers, and spread the word
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koushirouizumi · 11 months ago
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{R.E.B.O.R.N} - T H E O R I Z I N G ~ P A R A L L E L Worlds + Y A M A M O T O & B Y A K U R A N + G E N K I S H I S Death + TYL!Y A M A M O T O
Inheritance Ceremony!Y A M A M O T O -> T.Y.L
"T H I S Will D e c i d e {It}."
B O N U S:
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"{T S U N A}, Why don't you T a k e a l i t t l e B r e a k?"
"THIS will D e c i d e I t..."
"If I can get {t h e m} with {T H I S} IT'S--" "{G A M E} & {S e t}!!" A.K.A. C o n c e p t s For S t o r i e s I'll N e v e r? -- Be Able to W r i t e...?!
{Cap'd by Me} (A S K to Use)
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#koushirouizumi khr#koushirouizumi khr cap#koushirouizumi khr refs#koushirouizumi yamamoto#koushirouizumi 80x27#c: takeshi#c: tsunayoshi#c: byakuran#c: daemon spade#c: genkishi#c: chrome#yamamoto and byakuran#yamamoto and tyl tsuna#natural born hitman yamamoto#(mE SHRIEKING @ A M A N O FROM AFAR IN THE YEAR 2K24 'HOW MUCH OF THIS DID YOU ACTUALLY PLAN BECAUSE U M')#('WHY AM I SEEING ALL THESE P A R A L L E L S AND POSSIBLE CONNECTING POINTS AND')#({MAYBE IT WAS **AN {ALMOST} FULL CIRCLE** AND NOT *AN UNSOLVED MYSTERY STRING OF PLOT POINTS* ALL ALONG})#(YAMAMOTO ' HAHA . TSUNA IM TOTALLY FINE . BYAKURAN ISNT PLANNING ANYTHING ')#({AND TOTALLY CANT *STILL* SHARE KNOWLEDGE BETWEEN TIMEFRAMES BEFORE OTHERS GET WIPED FROM THE TEMP FIX & YAMAMOTO EVEN SUSPECTED IT})#(T.Y.L YAMAMOTO '{GOTTA MAKE SURE TSUNA WINS NO MATTER WHAT Even If They Think I DONT Know in This Timeline}')#khr timeframe: this is the {supposedly} only world in which you helped me {irie} when you bumped into me#(I kind of rEALLY Want to write a Longer Concept for this but hhhhh I havent written for Yama Yet and I am Low Screaming Into Void)#({'AND THEN IDEK MAYBE YAMA REVEALS YAMAS DOING IT ALL FOR TSUNA NOT {BYAKURAN} & TSUNA ASKS FOR YAMAS HELP TO DISBAND WIDER VONGOLA FAM'})#('AND YAMAS LIKE {ID DIE FOR YOU TSUNA} AND TSUNAS LIKE {NO YOU WONT}')#(BYAKURAN ' {ACTUALLY I MIGHT NOT HAVE HEALED YOU ALL THE WAY} ')#(Also the '''hospital'''sTM in Namimori are SH*T and Tsunas team basically all use the same hospital as all the rest of ThemTM by ending)#({Which is likely ALSO Why Byakuran Gains Control So Easily by T.Y.L Timeframes})#(IDEK IDEK JUST KNOWING AMANO EVEN BRINGING UP THE LATER PLOT POINTS RE YAMAMOTO ANYWAY ARE MAKING ME YELL A LOT)#(If I was able to get this concept down I could try to write something by later Apr but hhhh A.M.V Might Work Better....)#(oK BUT ALSO LIKE *GENKISHI LITERALLY DESCRIBES ALL THAT WORD FOR WORD* AND AMANOS LIKE 'HAHA' 'OH BYAKURAN ~~HEALSTM~~ YAMA BTW')
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oysterie · 1 year ago
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bad day 👍
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bereft-of-frogs · 1 year ago
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It might just be all the new years resolution-ing going on around me (even though I myself have set no resolutions), but I’ve been seriously thinking about getting back to an outdoor running fitness level again and genuinely one of the pros of this is the route I mapped out when I first moved here would allow me to look at ✨ 🌊The Sea 🌊✨for a quite a significant portion of the run…
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gottagobackintime · 2 years ago
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Me on Wednesday, probably, after I’ve stayed up to after 4/5am to watch the season finale of Ted Lasso to then go to work at 6am.
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abutterflyobsession · 1 year ago
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the least exertion brings on a fever please send me to the seaside for my health
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outguilt · 1 year ago
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i live
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