#and it just feels so disingenuous
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Rejecting Lae'zel: yeah sorry not interested in you tasting my flesh lol- yeah you can go fuck astarion instead i don't care Rejecting Astarion: Say please.... ha, yeah, it's still a no, but that was funny, anyway... Rejecting Shadowheart: *didn't even realize i did it* Rejecting Gale, Wyll, or Karlach: Oh god, oh god, oh no I'm so so so so so so sorry, I, I really hope I didn't like lead you on- please don't look at me with those eyes, please, oh no, I'm so sorry I'm just doing a different romance right now, I still care about you so so so so so so so much, I'm sorry I'm just a terrible person, I'll be flaying myself alive tonight in penance, I'm so sorry-
#baldurs gate 3#bg3#gale dekarios#karlach cliffgate#wyll ravengard#to be clear this is not any hate to the other three this is just genuinely my experience each time#probably just because laezel and astarion start off approaching it as just sex so i don't feel bad just being like no i don't wanna fuck lo#and shadowheart unless you have the wine night with her at the party genuinely just does no come across as trying to romance you imo#i did feel bad the one time i did wine night with her and then did reject her after#i literally have the game paused rn to avoid rejecting karlach for a few more minutes#also this is probably a little disingenuous because i've never rejected gale i always romance him BUT STILL
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Tetris Fanart.
I've been playing tetris while listening to horror podcasts. and yeah
#text#art#eyestrain#cw eystrain#bright colors#cw bright colors#tetris#nintendo#god i dont know what to tag this with. i dont wanna tag it with the podcasts themselves cuz that feels disingenuous. swagever#i actually started this piece a while ago. ok yeah looking at the date that was almost 3 weeks ago wow#but i finally decided to bring it back and finish it#ive been getting back into digital art and its been really nice. its nice having finished pieces.#ive been trying to get weirder with my art. like this piece was weirdly 'personal' in a sense#its been my unique experience listening to these pieces of media. the game in the bg is jsut as important to my experience as the art itsel#the looming sense of dread these podcasts give fit weirdly well with the high tension of some of these games of tetris#i wanted to have that sorta weird ominous vibe to it. have even the pieces feel loud and threatening.#and the gameplay being Past the ds itself is something i thought could be neat#ykno the tetris effect? where you play a bunch and then after you see the shapes everywhere;you play it in your mind?#that was part of what i wanted to channel there. but also like; how your attention works with this stuff#i might be looking straight at the ds but my attention is elsewhere; my brain is in another world#the game is still inescapable tho. tetris effect whatever. these stories stick in my brain just as much.#its all given me some. very very annoyingn anxiety. but i have to go back to them. like a moth to a flame etc. hince the moth climbing out#but uh yeah. that set up was my life for a few weeks whenever i had free time.#the main podcast this is about was magnus btw <- not typing full name so im not on the tag#and uh.#objectum#yeah i think. i think yeah.
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I like how Jessica Preddy says Rose is not in love or infatuated with Alan, but it’s her third job, her life calling. the unstoppable President of the Alan Wake fan club, genuinely Alan’s strongest soldier. (Source: Remedy YouTube)
#alan wake 2#rose marigold#rose… ily…#ALSO I like Preddy talking about Rose mirroring characters from TV#she’s not being disingenuous but it’s how she understands humans are#but it’s also how she becomes so invested in alan wake and his writing#that’s just How things are and with fiction affecting reality it all becomes blurred#I do feel validated that it’s outright said that she isn’t in love with alan. which is already what i got from the games but nice to hear#esp with that page in aw1 about her wanting to be friends with Alan and Alice#it’s a fantasy and she’s not trying to replace Alice (even if she’s SO focused on Alan that she tends to ignore others/be insensitive)#i think it’s a little easy to assume rose would be in love with alan because I Do think Cynthia was in love with Zane#so it’s a nice contrast
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yes i'm rooting for m*leven breakup because byler is neat but mostly? i'm rooting for m*leven breakup for the sake of el and mike.
to me, their romance was always a puppy love born out of a combination of social pressures, naïve curiosity, and a lack of true understanding regarding intimacy and romantic love and what it really is. it was real in that they do truly, deeply care about each other and they are close friends, maybe even shared an attraction, but a maturing romance is so much more than that. they've grown up and out of being boyfriend/girlfriend, and that's okay! i think television/film needs to show more often that most of us don't have definite "soulmates" or first childhood loves that we spend our whole lives with. it doesn't mean these relationships meant nothing and didn't impact us, it just means they've run their course and that something else is in the cards, and this is part of life!
i've always felt el was at her best and most confident self when broken up with mike, discovering who she was and what she liked alongside another girl her age instead of just relying on mike for mentorship on how to live in the real world. she deserves more of an opportunity to find herself, her autonomy, and her independence, and to love who she is, and she's made it clear she's felt insecure in the relationship with mike because she isn't being loved and understood the way she wants, needs, and deserves from someone who is her partner.
also, it's okay if mike doesn't love her in "the way he should". he is not obligated to love her romantically and stay in a relationship with her just because she's a girl, because she "needed someone", or because he cares about her a lot. he shouldn't be pressured into a romance if it's not truly coming from his heart. he deserves freedom to find out and honour who he is, too, instead of just staying in his non-functional first relationship — one he got into as a child, essentially — and defining himself that way because it's what's expected when a boy and a girl are close. he loves her in some way, yes, but it's okay if he doesn't feel comfortable or secure being her boyfriend anymore, for whatever reason that is. he's felt insecure too, and that's valid and it matters.
they are their own people and are steadily growing and changing every day. they need time to figure out who those people are, and it's become clear (at least in my opinion) that those people aren't meant to be a couple at this stage.
they deserve freedom. they deserve to grow up and be authentic to themselves and not feel like they need to lie for the sake of a relationship. they deserve to move on from this version of their relationship that isn't making them happy and rekindle the best part of their bond: their strong, beautiful friendship. they don't have to be a couple if it doesn't make them stronger and better and happier people.
i think it would be healthy and wonderful for a show, especially one consumed frequently by young adults, to show a relationship starting, progressing, and ending on good terms in this way. sometimes things don't work out, and that is okay.
#eve text#elmike#stranger things#byler#only tagging byler because i feel like yall will like this take lol#tagging tagging tagging WHAT ARE EVERYONE ELSE'S THOUGHTS#god i can't believe i'm making a post about stranger things. this feels like poking a bear#i'm not particularly anti m*leven but like... they'd have to do something pretty special at this point for me to feel like it's viable#i'm seeing the bts of s5 and it's got me Having Thoughts#elmike friendship is something i am so passionate about#even before i ever liked byler (didn't ship at all until s4 even though i knew it was a thing before) i've felt this way about elmike#i always believed they were close friends at heart and needed to break up#the romance part of them felt very distinctly young and very much “he was a boy she was a girl” to me#and it hasn't deepened into anything more mature and i don't see how it could based on the current state of the writing...#the fact that lumax exists — a young relationship that is actively maturing and is healthy — makes that clear to me#and the “love confession” in s4 and how disingenuous and miserable it felt was just the nail in the coffin#also the fact that will (who is IN LOVE with mike) was instrumental in making it happen? ... uh... okay... interesting choice…#fucked up and reductive if they make it another queer unrequited love sacrifice for the sake of pushing the heterosexual agenda YUCK#so i really hope the speculation about a m*leven breakup is real!! i think it just makes sense for their characters but who knows#i don't believe in the notion of love at first sight or one true love and i think the writers don't too???#love to me is an accumulation of experiences and we inevitably choose it at some point rather than fall into it... but idk#tv is so fixated on keeping couples together... sometimes it's just not reality guys especially with young people... LET IT GO...#like i said though i'm not 100% sold that they're going to give up their “golden couple” LMAO#stranger things hasn't historically subverted too many tropes if i'm being honest#anyway i seriously need this season to come out quickly... i'm so bored and getting my master's is crushing my soul#i need frivolity#ALSO btw i won't respond to hateful messages about this so please don't bother. it's not that serious. this is a netflix show
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i want to delete my twitter account so fucking bad
#i grew my following off of anime stuff and now i'm into completely different stuff and i feel like posting about it -#will alienate my audience way too much#(if you wanna know - these days i hardly even watch one anime a year)#i wanna post about the fuckin saw movies and postal and weird video games and metalocalypse and music i like#and i want to post about my ocs without it feeling like i'm speaking gibberish to a crowd#but none of my followrs GIVE A FUCK#also i find it impossible to make friends on twt 😭😭😭😭 i have like 5 mutuals i'd consider friends#but alas i have too many industry pro followrs to just deactivate#and 40k followers is invaluable as someone whose only form of income rn is comms#tumblr has similar problems but at least i can talk about my ocs properly cuz of tagging#i don't like how monetized my account has become it feels so fucking disingenuous#it's just retweet retweet retweet post art retweet retweet#if twitter went under it'd be a blessing in disguise for me#oh well. suffering from success i guess#maybe one day i'll move accounts and KILL STARRYSHARKS ONCE AND FOR ALL#this is all 13 yr old me's fault#sorry for ranting/venting ig??? on main lol
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i cant tell what's worse, someone comparing writing smut to the shit shane dawson was accused of, or that apparently 1300 people agree
#maybe im just like being dramatic#but it feels so disingenuous and disrespectful ?#dnp#dan and phil
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i think it's kind of offensive to try to make holocaust denial about trans people but idk
#when you say holocaust denial people think antisemitic conspiracy theory#so it just seems... hm.... disingenuous to use that specific phrase?#i do think jkr's tweet was kind of unclear#but it was not ''the holocaust is a jewish conspiracy it was all faked they control everything''#contesting the idea that trans people should be centered in holocaust discussions is not the same thing at all#that wording just grosses me out bc it feels intentional. they know what holocaust denial actually is and they know they can piggyback#off of the enduring suffering of people who were the primary targets of the holocaust#and they know no one is gonna bother to even read what jkr's little tweet said in the first place#isn't it obvious they just want to be able to call themselves holocaust victims
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“Eddie,” Robin says, eyes wide in a way that means trouble. “Edward Munson, I sincerely hope your last will and testament is in order, because you are going to completely and totally die when I tell you who just got hired at Scoops Ahoy.”
Eddie groans. “Don’t tell me Tammy Thompson is giving up on her Nashville dreams.”
“No, I hate you, shut up forever, you’ll never guess.” Robin pauses, then in a dramatic whisper she’s definitely picked up from Eddie himself, says: “Steve Harrington.”
“Jesus. No shit?”
“Yeah, I have to train him. Oh my god it’s the worst. He’s so bad at, like, everything.”
She shoves at his shoulder until he moves out of the doorway of the trailer, and flings herself backwards onto his couch. “Like! Okay! I showed up to my shift thinking it would be a completely normal day in which I would be bored out of my skull distributing frozen dairy products to the flotsam and jetsam of Hawkins, and Ned’s like, hey Robin, you’re showing the new guy the ropes today. And then that freaking jackass has the freaking nerve to say—” Her voice drops a full register. “Uhh, nice to meet you, I’m Steve. Nice to meet you! God!”
Eddie cringes sympathetically, sucking air between his teeth. There’s a special kind of indignity to being so completely and utterly below the radar of Hawkins High royalty, even former bearers of the crown. It’s not as if Hawkins is a big town; Eddie’s pretty sure he could pick every single person in the graduating classes of ‘84 and ‘85 out of a crowd. He’ll probably be able to do it for ‘86 too, though he’s trying not to think about it too hard. So he’ll be a senior again (again) this fall, whatever. It’s fine. It’s whatever.
Once in a while, he wastes some time really, really wishing he’d gotten to know Robin earlier in the year. Maybe even last year. For undying friendship reasons, yeah, but also because with her in his corner, he might’ve actually passed enough of his classes to fucking graduate on his second fucking try.
But he’d only actually met her, like actually met her for real instead of passing her in the hall sometimes, when he’d let himself get suckered into rejoining band. It wasn’t like he could’ve brought his guitar in, but he let it slip to Miss Genovese that he could read music and keep time, and they needed someone to wallop the bass drum, and he figured a little experience fucking around with percussion might be the one thing he could salvage from the year. He’d just…been so goddamn tired of feeling stuck, spinning his wheels. Music was something he could actually handle; something he could actually get better at. Something he could master. He's man enough to admit he needed a win.
The actual songs were all stuffy Holst and Sousa numbers, but they’d had some fun technical bits he spent his evenings hammering out for a couple weeks. And then right around the point when he’d gotten good enough to get bored and think about quitting like last time, it had somehow wound up that shooting the shit with the gangly weirdo in the trumpet section was one of the best parts of his day. Unfortunately, by the time they’d gotten close enough for her to start bullying him about homework and shit, it had been way too late to save his chance at walking that ‘85 stage with assholes like Steve fucking Harrington.
Not that Harrington would’ve even noticed, apparently.
“Anyway, the one singular saving grace about the entire situation is that he looks even dumber in the sailor costume than I do, so at least that will make me feel better about my life until he gets fired for burning down the ice cream freezer or something like that. Eddie, I cannot stress this enough: he is so bad at this job.”
Eddie very tactfully does not bring up the litany of screw-ups that Robin’s admitted to over the last couple weeks since she started at Scoops; he just says, “Buckley, it sounds to me like you might be in need of some quality relaxation time this fine evening. I can offer you a nice cold beer, some herbal refreshment…or a fiendishly weird new song to learn with an intro riff that'll make you cry.”
Robin, inveterate nerd of his heart, sits up immediately and chirps, “New song, please!” just like he knew she would. She’s going to run off and elope with his acoustic one of these days, and he’s not even mad about it.
“Coming right up, m’lady,” says Eddie. “I promise this entire Harrington situation will be over before you know it, and neither of us will ever have to think about him again.”
(ETA: First chapter of this fic has been edited/expanded and posted on AO3)
#new fic time YET AGAIN yes I know I have other things on the boil#seasonal things even#but I have recently spent 36 hours without sleep in airports/airplanes bc the nation of britain is 0% equipped to handle subzero temps#I literally kept myself sane by rereading nice comments I'd saved on my phone so thanks for that y'all#and I just needed to work on a thing that wasn't an angsty mid-90s Steve POV set in chicago; this was next on the docket#I'm just out here vibing with my Eddie & Robin: Gay BFFs agenda#obviously this will be steddie eventually but it feels disingenuous to tag on this part#fyi this will not be fully compliant with Rebel Robin but there may be some details drawn from the book/podcast#fic: purify our misfit ways
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sometimes you're just listening to your music and then a song comes on and you're struck with a vision. idk what to tell you
#tim drake#dc comics#feels a bit disingenuous to tag this as#dc robin#robin#but this is from before his red robin era so#anyway i dont intend this as shipping but also. ive read the comics. i have eyes. so tag it how you want#also this gave me the excuse to make his last robin suit not quite as awful to look at for me personally#for anyone interested the song is annabel's lament from the dolls of new albion. the whole song doesnt quite fit but this part resonates#dcu#dc universe#dc fanart#anyway i know im also focused on kon here bc i just read the relevant ac09 issue#but didnt tim also try cloning bart. why does nobody ever talk about that#like. thats why the two of them are there in the second part of titans of tomorrow. bc evil gun batman tim succeeded in cloning them
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Not to be autistic in the room right now— and do not mistake this as me calling ANY driver ASD—
but it does actually piss me off a lot that you can both be criticised for being flat and too focused on your work, and then when you flip it on its head and try to play into the jokes, you are criticised for trying to make people like you.
I’ve experienced both and it drives me mad the way people try to pick apart someone’s personality and accuse them of lying for acceptance— so fucking what— should we not be considering the state of society that people feel like they’ll only get a break from criticism if they try to make everyone like them?
Also the guy who regularly has to go back on his word bc Twitter informs him what he’s said is fucked up is kinda full of it
#You watch people like Lewis and George get ragged on for years for their personality#they make an effort to change#and then it’s labelled disingenuous straight away- have you not considered WHY they get they had to change#man I went through this kind of shift multiple times in school and fandom#to try and be liked#and every time someone feels so clever for picking that apart and calling you fake#it’s just self serving#Will gets paid money to say whatever the fuck he wants#and it’s gone to his head#personal#tw ableism
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ah how i so enjoy giving them a swirl in my conical flask
#i rlly like that little sketch of percy and annabeth#annabeth my absolutely dripless queen...#im a firm believer that the only pants she owns are those zip off cargo pants#the ones that u can turn into shorts or long pants depending on the weather#thats so annabeth to me#annabeth i love you......#actually speaking of annabeth i have been MEANING to draw some show version pjo trio#however i just end up drawing jason again#aint enough jason in the world sadly#one day ill get around to it#anyway!#pjo#hoo#jason grace#piper mclean#annabeth chase#percy jackson#i aint tagging the others bc they are HARDLY there and that feels disingenuous#art by cricket
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real fun being called illiterate and not well read because of MY opinion on a character. I guess real people’s feelings don’t matter huh as long as you can protect your fictional fave
#fuck off tumblr#the latter is at least ~constructive~ in the bullying. the former is just rude#but it still feels so disingenuous#a lot of people here are very pretentious honestly.#personal
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Thinking about the whole complaint that so many characters these days are too self-aware about their mental health, or use modern therapy-language in an unrealistically casual way.
I think part of this is we've forgotten that it's possible to write about characters (to use our modern language) healing from trauma without using therapy language to describe their experiences.
But the thing is, people have been writing about mental health for thousands of years. Thomas Hoccleve describes himself having what we would call a mental breakdown. Margery Kempe's book of visions opens with her going through post-partum depression. But the language they use is different because of when they lived.
So in light of that, I think it's important to consider what language your character would realistically use.
#this has been on my brain a lot lately due to#untitled arthurian thing#i think there are stories where therapy language makes sense#(for all the mcu's flaws there's a couple places in the mcu where it feels natural because sam wilson is a counselor#that's the language he has and would reasonably use! so i'm not mad about it!)#but such instances are not especially common#and even when characters DO have reason to use that language that doesn't mean they SHOULD#(despite being a psychologist mulder doesn't really use that language to talk about his own trauma to my recollection#and this makes sense honestly due to how his character is)#((there's also the element that irl the answer to Why Am I Like This is often WAY more complicated than we make it out to be#so the 'i did x because of y' thing sometimes comes across as disingenuous))#i'm just rambling here#stuff i found in my drafts#writing tag#queue
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For any toontown tierlist fans out there. I made a tierlist for toons (mainly from ttcc, some rewritten is included) since I couldn't find any. I'll attach and image below of all the ones I included, but if anyone has any suggestions I'm all ears.
Link if you want it
#clemramble#actually im tagging it now. i lied about doing it later 3s ago#ttcc#toontown corporate clash#Some of these characters are cross-server#like surlee and lowden and flippy and you get the idea.#But if they were in clash I used the clash images since it was easier on me#theres also some characters missing bc theres no wiki link and with so many toons i didnt feel like going into game and personally-#screenshotting them. But I might add more later and do it#my goal is to eventually get every toon. unless theres over 2000 in which im limited by the website#Also requests aren't just ttcc exclusive. i'll add rewritten ones too if ppl want. idc im a toon fan i heart all toons#im just a ttcc focused acc/player so i feel it disingenuous to add a bunch of rewritten toons#anyways if this exists already i'll delete but all the ones i found were like. toon species or sounds and i wanted NPCS!!!
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6/11 • Day 3 • Celebration
I Think We Might Be Friends -- Level 40 Convo, featuring my Summoner, Moe! (Uses it/it's pronouns!)
Aka what happens when a mirror reflects a mirror. But like with one of those funhouse mirrors that distort your image. Wouldn't that be fucked up or what
Also also just. Sharena bestie you have me BEWILDERED. I remember so distinctly when I got her 40 convo, waayy back before I had a good read on her character... it struck me, stuck with me for years. I think I finally understand, now, though.
Some close ups of my fave shots!
Also! Coloring this was a last-minute impulse decision, which thankfully paid off! I was sooooo scared though ESP of not making time after. ALL OF THIS TIME. So I took pics beforehand too!
With... kind of inconsistent lighting LMFAO 🧍 I feel like this version has a nice effect too, but! It was important to me to show Moe in full-color, here. Similar, but in opposite directions...
@sharenaweek
#sharenaweek2024#fire emblem#feh#i understand why animation errors occur now. if you notice any wonkiness no you didn't LMFAOOO#THSI WAS..... SUUUUUUCH AN EXPERIENCE THOUGH ........ and i've been WANTING to do this FOR YEARS TBH#she threw me for a loop SO SEVERELY in the beginning. and it just Stuck w me.#what they don't tell you is sharena has a front she wants you to fall for too. but she doesn't even realize she does it...#and i think that's a huge difference between her and al and her and moe. those two are extremely intentional.#sharena... i just get the sense she's desperately trying to just get something to work.#like to me. she's got a case of autistic masking so severe it's hard to see her under there.#but she's trying SO hard. to be herself. but bc of that masking... even though she's devastatingly sincere#she doesn't come off that way. which is why she's so hard to read. why some things feel forced.#why sometimes she comes off disingenuous when like. she couldn't be more genuine if she tried.#which is why she has/had so much trouble making connections esp early on. why her ties would look different than alfonse's#LIKE. v hc territory LMFAO but like. i feel like her character finally clicked for me when i realized#oh. she has trouble making friends too.#sharena#moe tag#summoner oc#my art#my comics
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guys i might change my url again
#june shines#AGIAN LMAFODHAWHWEK#the reason is simple........ this username is a direct reference to my baptism 3 years ago and i really don't feel like having that reminde#all the time anymore#like girl idk!!! shit happened i can't do the faith stuff#so having a username like that feels disingenuous and mocking now#anyways haha the believer was never believing which kind of undermined the identity!#just wait for it#i might keep the alias of june for awhile though i really like it:)
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