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Day 172: HAPPY (very late) HALLOWEEN!!!
#we are back in business baby#your turn to die#yttd#kanna kizuchi#kugie kizuchi#shin tsukimi#greenblings#gin ibushi#wont tag the others since theyre not the focus at all....gin is in the spotlight with the greenblings this time#a kanna a day#my post#my art#halloween#ive found that i havent been having fun with this blog lately so i wanted to make something that was just fun and easy to draw#and for it to look decent too so not just a quick sketch#i mean a full scene with so many characters isn't exactly what youd call fun and easy but. i can explain- (proceeds to not explain)#qtaro is supposed to be ariel of the little mermaid fame but his costume is mostly covered up :-(
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If you ever want to create something regarding you and your f/o, go for it. Make the moodboard with the bright colors, draw that elaborate scene of you both. Make the fanfic of you two being the closest you've ever been, listen to music that describes y'all's dynamic. It doesn't need to be perfect, it matters that you're enjoying yourself. You don't need to be a master at color matching or drawing hands or describing scenes, you just need to have fun with what you do. And I promise, it is more than enough. No matter how insecure you feel about it, no matter how much you worry about it being "bad." Forget that. Think about how it makes you feel. Does it bring you joy? Warmth? Comfort? Good.
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#self ship#fictional other#f/o positivity#f/o prompts#f/o imagines#imagine your fictional other#comfort character#comfort character imagines#f/o x s/i#f/o community#as someone who feels like their writing isn't super good and now has this blog#it is so so so worth it
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Oh oof I slipped and hit them with dark and serious beam. 😣
#connverse#Connie Maheswaran#Steven Quartz Universe#Steven Universe#This had been WIP for almost a year and has been edited a bit some days ago#I did not pick up on it now to see if I can edit further though. I'm just going to leave this at that#This was inspired by a dream I had about watching a post-apocalyptic(?) anime movie about two survivors going through their lives#Apologies if that one was yapped before in this blog. Trying to keep repeating statements already mentioned before is a habit I hope to avo#Anyway. It was almost a dialogue-less movie. actually not sure if the characters did say anything#The movie doesn't explain stuff to you. You just got dropped in a world and experience with the main characters for a few days#In the dream after watching that movie I went to Tumblr (naturally. Lol) and theories about it popped out#And there was a connverse cross-over fanart of it. Lmao#One of the main characters was EXTREMELY calm and stoic. And the connverse AU version of it was that's because Steven is in a comma and his#Pink mode activated as a defense mechanism against the creatures around while in such a state. 😭 So Pink Steven from Change Your Mind#And like. Oh? What if he's conscious? He's just watching his body have a mind of it's own and he can't control it? That's kinda terrifying#And of course like most of my dreams about shows I enjoy. I woke up before I could dream more about it. 😵#my shiz#skedoobles#SU#SU AU#also implied Pink Steven I guess#pink Steven#I rage-stopped drawing this because I know what needed to be fixing but the fixing I've been doing isn't fixing it. Lol#I'm specially frustrated with Connie's bangs and eyes. And like. Man. I'm just going to stop it right there before I make it worse.#It does make sense she has a bad haircut given the dream's setting. But it was not decided that was exactly what this drawing is about.#Also I'd imagine Steven to be having a full beard if that was the case.#Anyway enough yapping I have to get some sleep. Lol#Ohmygod just realizeddd. the in-dream movie sounded like I was describing 'Angel's Egg' jshsjajdbdjfbskkd Haven't seen that film in a while#My dream's movie had a Studio Ghibli artstyle and pretty colorful. But I would actually really like the somber vibes in Angel's Egg#for this AU though. 🤔🤩🤩
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I feel like a lot of people mistake comic relief or goofiness for lack of effort or caring by the creator, and that belies a real lack of understanding of like, writing and humor and art in general.
#i'm thinking about how on 4sd travis and sam talked about the work they put into chet and fcg and veth#all of whom have been treated really dismissively in weird ways#and the people who are like haha they're a dumb joke character invariably stan characters with WAY less effort put in#which is fine! you should like what you like!#but you're not grading on effort clearly so stop pretending you are! it's fine!#this is actually this blog's mission statement. like what you like but stop justifying it with blatant lies#hell for all braius is by necessity not the deepest of characters sam clearly cared enough to rewrite his spoiled backstory!#like i find it just. really...suspicious isn't quite the right word but i'm not landing on the correct one#how people jump to equate their personal preferences with thought and care and effort and quality in the absence of evidence#like man it's ok if you did a wine tasting and your fave was the three buck chuck. drink that and live your truth
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Actually thinking more about Reiju's only sin being a woman and... Going into more depth, I know that logically/canonically she's smart and empathetic enough to not want to be in her brothers' place. She doesn't want to be an heir/ successor or follow the family's footsteps at all. She knows they're bad. She sees herself as such, too, unable to change/be different like Sanji was. She doesn't think she can bring her mother's kindness to this world the way Sanji does, so she sticks to what she knows, whether it is to protect Sanji too or to accept her fate.
BUT (and bear with me for a second here, I know I have been watching too much Succession lately) we also do know that during her childhood she didn't do anything to help Sanji from the abuse. She watched it happen because that was the way things went there and because she knew what would happen to her if she did. Of course, she ends up helping him escape and taking care of him but-- I'm just thinking, for a tiny little moment, about how she's actually the oldest.
She should be the heir. She should be the person everybody views Ichiji as. She should be considered the most responsible. The smartest. The strongest one. The one who should take the throne. And she doesn't even want it now, but what about back then? What about when she did have some little, tiny faith/hopes for her family and what they did? She sought approval and naively thought "my father is going to offer me the place I rightfully deserve, right?" blindly seeking acceptance like all of them did.
But no, because she might be the oldest but Ichiji is a man. She might be the strongest, the smartest, the most reliable... But she is not a man. And I believe there must have been a time when she expected her destiny to be something more, and once she realized she was just a woman in their eyes... Well, we know what happened.
I just keep finding similarities between The Vinsmokes (OP) and The Roys (Succession) and perhaps my headcanon of Reiju being similar to Shiv has gone a bit too far. But the scene where Shiv is like "This is real?" when Logan promises she'll be the CEO and he goes "This is real. Remember this. The slant of light" for it to be a lie later is something I fear could have happened with Reiju and Judge if Oda had given us more content,,,,
#guys i might be mentally ill when it comes to the vinsmokes i keep making up content and background that does not exist#ik reiju's character doesn't focus on this/the whole point is her being treated as just a woman bc of having feelings & yet being reliable#but let me dream of a more complex story behind all of this okay#she ends up helping sanji bc she refuses to keep seeing him suffer but what if something else had also happened back thennn#what if judge had destroyed her hopes of something more??? and with that she realizes first-hand how shitty everything is#and she also hates herself for not having helped sanji sooner#and she does believe it IS a bit sanji's fault for being weak but she's also aware that that weakness is kindness#i am very sad this is so shiv and roman coded i am jumping off a bridge#roman and sanji being similar is also on my list btw#not fully sanji bc i also think roman applies to niji but there's some stuff there okay#“what have you got on your fucking hand?” “idk fucking love?” is something so sanji to me okay okay#but at the end of the day isn't sanji just tom wambsgans in this essay i will-#one piece#vinsmoke reiju#vinsmoke judge#vinsmoke family#succession#shiv roy#robin stop mentioning succession this is an anime blog
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in lieu of having posted any writing/headcanons/asks in the past few days because i have been *so* busy and unable to do anything fandom-related which is terrible and evil, i have a poll out of morbid curiosity and self-indulgence. i've been meaning to ramble here about how i feel about DC's lack fo Deaf representation and which Batfam members i would personally make Deaf, but i am mildly curious about the larger opinion and now i will subject you all to the question, i would love to hear thoughts/opinions/headcanons on any specific choices. (would love d/Deaf/HoH opinions esp but i'm mostly expecting this to reach the hearing crowd, so opinions from hearing ppl are ones i'm very curious about. if you've never given it thought before you are going to now or else /lh)
#necrotic nuisance#<- new tag for nonserious shit like this#batfamily#batclan#deafculture#i think not including bruce in this poll bc i ran out of options is *so* fucking funny so i'm keeping it#bc realistically i could bump off more tertiary characters like harper or jpv to include him#but i won't.#hearing people are seriously invited to reblog and share opinions or headcanons i'm so genuine#just like. behave about it.#i have personal headcanons but i will save sharing them until the poll is finished#as not to skew results#i also have a hunch on who will lead. based on popular headcanons i see#but i will also not share that as to not skew it#i'm using the Deaf identity as an umbrella term that can include Hard of Hearing as well btw#so if your headcanon is more HoH leaning it is counted#i do believe this is something most fans haven't rlly thought about#but i *really* want to write fics with Deaf rep and i have been waffling on who to make Deaf#so. this poll is also a field test of who you would like to see me (a Deaf bitch) write as Deaf.#and i totally pinky promise not to project super duper hard on them. (i'm so lying)#i will get back to writing and the ask games i promse!#tomorrow i have the day off after 4 bc someone else is watching the baby so ic can just chill#also *please please* if you have disabled headcanons for any batfam (or DC in general) character#send them to me. i want to see them. i would love to talk about them with you.#as an anon ask as a message as a reblog idc#gimme.#this isn't my usual content but shhh lemme be self indulgent.#both bc i'm curious and bc i wanna write Deaf shit so. we take a break from my usual nonsense for this.#i'll post writing tomorrow to make up for it#also i have to remind myself this is my blog i can do what i want with and not just be a content machine. yk
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BEGINS episodes I would like:
RAVI- I love him and he deserves to be shown more, also I really need him to become a regular because until he isn't, he is considerably much less safe from permanent injury/death.
MADDIE- Deserves a begins episode with backstory not just about Buck/Doug. I think we should see Maddie before Buck was born, and her relationship with Daniel. The impact of Daniel on Maddie hasn't been given the time and thought it deserves. Also Ravi and Maddie begins could be combined so well.
EDDIE- another Eddie begins, this time about before Chris. Would be massively on theme for the season, because Eddie will be exploring who he is without Chris, and Chris is literally at Eddie's childhood home, and has already been to the lake.
Also I want to see more about Chim and Hen's childhoods please!!!
ALSO much of this post is like silly and I know begins episodes are normally about how they became first responders, though tbf Bobby's ones were not.
ADDING THIS BC PEOPLE CANT SEE/IGNORED THE ORIGINAL TAGS: PLEASE DO NOT REBLOG ABOUT WANTING A TOMMY BEGINS. Feel free to post about that separately but I don't want to see that and please respect this boundary!!!
#and also please dont reblog to add anything about a tommy begins bc my blog isn't really for you and i am uncomfy with the character#feel free to post what you want on your blog though!#setting the boundary that i dont want to hear any justification for his past actions ot celebrating of the character on my blog#pls pls respect that#911 abc#9-1-1#eddie diaz#9 1 1#911 show#maddie begins maddie begins maddie begins please#maddie begins#ravi begins#maddie buckley#maddie buckley han#maddie han#ravi panikkar#s8 predictions#s8 speculation#jwpyyy#911 season 8
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do you write?
Mel semi-dared me to type: “No, leave me alone.” So I have to include it. But in all seriousness, I'll respond this once, because it does allow me to update people a little bit. Though please know that your notification did have me pause mid-writing. Now, I want to politely, and respectfully direct you to my description on both dash-only and on my blog's theme, I also want to point your attention to my pinned post, and I believe that it's even in my rules, but I could be wrong. Though let me repeat it here:
The depictions you'll find here are canon-strict, and so you can expect many analyses of all kinds here, as dissecting the characters that I write is what I'm passionate about, and what I'm here for (and to write, of course!)
I admit, usually I aim to write more threads/asks consistently even if I'm excessively slow, and though I haven't updated the dash about my circumstances for a while (as I'm decently private about my life), know that writing meta has simply come a lot easier lately when time has permitted me to be on Tumblr. Now, that doesn't mean I don't value people's interest in writing with me, and I will live up to the promises that I've made that I will get to that (as I have occasionally done lately, and was in process of doing again)— but when meta comes easier to me, then I prioritize that as of late, simply because stress' best counter is the distraction that comes the easiest. Now this isn't by any means a waste of time, as it plays into what I quoted above. Because ultimately, here's my thing: I make it exceptionally clear everywhere on my blog that I am canon-strict (or as Tumblr, sadly, disrespectfully seems to call it nowadays: a 'lore purist'), and that this leads me to write a lot of analyses left and right on the characters that I write, but these are fundamental to understanding my portrayals of them. If that isn't your cup of tea, sir, or ma'am, then maybe this isn't the blog for you, and I don't mean that with malice, or in disrespect, but simply as a simple rebuke. In that, I greatly appreciate you checking in on behalf of my writing partners, but I'm also quite certain that they have the capacity to approach me themselves if they have any concerns. Have a nice day or night, wherever you are!
#[ inquiries: out of character. ] they do not know what to make of me. i have kept to myself; for fear of giving them purchase to cling to.#[ i don't have qualms about the message-- though it is a bit of a thing of... if you're waiting to write with me-- ]#[ which bless you; i'm humbled-- but you're more than free to come to me and express this. my answer would've been a lot different. ]#[ instead of having to address it like this; which i'll always do with a bit of a firmer hand. ]#[ but also; i have apologized to people on numerous occasions. but i don't like to half-ass writing. i'm not here to write 50 words. ]#[ i don't do one-liners. i want to give the quality that i know i'm capable of even if i'm a bit rusty. ]#[ and that takes time for me. that isn't just a switch that i can flip and go 'ok! I'LL WRITE'. ]#[ if you've paid attention; you do see the thread or ask come out. amidst a /lot/ of meta. but the meta is important to my blog. ]#[ it has always been. it's always been part of the foundation of my blog(s) and if that isn't up your alley then i present you with... ]#[ many other writers who touch on the same muses as i do. ]#[ but my meta /is/ part of my writing. it /is/ part of my blog. of my portrayals. ]#[ and i know not everyone is game for that and that's okay. but then know it'll /always/ stay a fundamental part of my blog. ]#[ and while threads/asks will come more frequently; they are slower at present. that just is how it is in my current situation. ]#[ to sum up/remind: i'm in the midst of moving/apartment hunting and my roof over my head is an airbnb. so a certain stress hangs over... ]#[ my head. so whatever gives me most distraction; i will indulge in. i have numerous drafts in the works. they'll come out. ]#[ if you're patient-- i thank you immensely. my gratitude is endless. and if you're not; that's okay. but then kindly... ]#[ and respectfully seek the door and let yourself out. ]
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Craving warm soup, a visit from my f/o, and for them to pepper my face with kisses. I want them to hold me and take care of me, and I want them to giggle as I burn the soup on my tongue and then tell me they will kiss it better once I'm no longer sick.
#I'm yearning oh good grief I am YEARNING EVERYONE DONT MIND ME#I am sick#THAT IS ALL! OKAY!#baked potato soup.............................#COMFORT CHARACTER CENTRAL NATION IT IS AN EARLY AFTERNOON FILLED WITH SOFTNESS#when am I not being soft on this blog? never AHAHAHAHA#f/o imagine#comfort character imagines#self ship imagine#imagine your f/o#self ship imagines#f/o imagines#random tags lalallalaal because Tumblr bullied me and isn't showing my usual tags ok thank u very much!!!!!!!!!
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i have officially returned. ask me anything.
#random thoughts#i'll probably answer it tomorrow because i'm tired. i don't know why.#ciel if you see this i've been nicer to myself these past few days following your birthday. taking care of myself in general aspects.#which i sort of hate myself for but it's okay because. uh. i won't be like this forever. i'll be better at what i'm trying to do i promise.#new year's resolution is not fucking with me.........#oh also!! i've been sort of feeling like a dead person at times. and also like a cockroach. i have had to repeatedly tell myself that#i'm not dead i'm not dead!!!!#because i'm not. obviously. and i know i'm not. my brain is just silly. it likes to tell me i am things i am not like book characters.#and recently my mother got me my own rosary and we've been practicing praying together with my brother.#can you imagine how bad it must be for me to turn to christianity as a coping mechanism? not even when i was terrorized with death thoughts#not even in august for fuck's sake.#but it's actually not that bad. though i think i like the idea of organized religion more than i like being a part of it.#also i feel like my being catholic (mostly non-practicing) is betraying the queer community somehow. like. queer people have suffered#so much because of the christian church in general. so it's like. being christian is weird when i'm also queer.#but also then i feel weird when i try to do things in relation to christianity. like. put saint in my artist name.#that feels blasphemous i don't know. is it?????? it's not that serious either way but. augh.#i am going to write a song about this. also fellow christians is it okay to use the lyric 'uselessly clutching her rosary' or is that bad?#because i mean. technically. the she i'm referring to sort of is. because god isn't solving any of our problems.#he's just fucking. watching. if he's even real.#(and no my disappearance isn't related to the catholicism thing it's something else. as in the one thing i haven't told anyone else but cie#and an irl friend. if you are ciel then i am completely open to talking about said thing.#otherwise i will continue to drop cryptic little notes on my blog because I AM SILLY. {: )#going to play roblox now and maybe say hello to you fuckers on discord for a bit of fun. goodbye.
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if you don't mind- and it's totally fine if you don't want to - but could you explain how you can be he/him and a lesbian? it's not something that i've heard of before and i'm not sure how to go about looking into it other than asking. thanks ♥
i'm not a man. i'm a woman who uses he/him. pronouns do not equate to the fact that you are a man. i use he/him, she/her/ and they/them. i just put he/him on my pinned because that is my most preferred set of pronouns when it comes to interacting online.
in real life, i stick to she/her pronouns. but i'm a woman who uses he/him. that is how it makes me able to still be a lesbian while using these pronouns.
i appreciate your sweet tone of voice, i'm sorry if i come off really pointed in this - but, i'm a little like . . . i did explain this when i said i posted my pronouns in my pinned & i never expected these types of people to come after me - because it's literally not the deal that they think it is. but i am a woman and i have a female partner. and i am sally's girlfriend. and my real life name is feminine. and i dress feminine. it's just kind of ridiculous to me that i need to explain these things to people - when everyone can just mind their business and not question things, i suppose.
i feel i have posted enough images of my face that give way to the fact that i am entirely female presenting in my day to day life. it's just a preference to be referred to as he/him. it's just like how other people have neoprounouns & whatnot. pronouns do not equate to the gender of a person. you are able to use any pronouns that you would like to. i just happened to prefer these ones.
#ℕ𝕆 𝕆ℕ𝔼 𝕄𝔸𝕂𝔼𝕊 𝕀𝕋 𝕆𝕌𝕋 𝔸𝕃𝕀𝕍𝔼 / out of character.#i really hate that i have to have this conversation on my roleplay blog of all places - and i really do mean it that i appreciate your swee#tone of voice it's just that i would rather be posting about art the clown and not worrying about#the intricacies of gender and the likes bc#i figure this isn't really a place for those topics; nor do i understand why i have to be the one to say them#so i'm sorry if i seem pointed about it i'm just like#aiughhhh#thank you for being sweet though i do mean that
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draw yourself opening presents with me :3
all the cool kids are doing it
#this isn't a choice#I have a gun to your head /j#ocs#my ocs#oc art#original character#my art#digital art#artists on tumblr#oc#drawing#also I'm tagging all my posts cause of how often I reblog#makes them easier to find#I'll use the following tag on my posts from now on:#Emily's Epic Blogs
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screaming, crying, throwing up



#okay but wyll being the sort of slow burn romance offers karlach a semblance of normalcy she's not had before / absolutely *craves* in a wa#he's the kind of guy who finds out what your parents like to eat / drink / your mother's favourite flowers so he can make a good impression#i have several ships that are a weakness of mine and this is *absolutely* one#... also this isn't me hinting either I just love his smoochie animation#this is a pro-wyll blog and idc who knows it#gnutty for gnomes. — [ out of character. ]
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Idk if I want this blog anymore or at least I feel like that right now
#the selfship community is sort of a lie#“it's a community built on love” people like to act as if it isn't#overly aggressive posts#disrespect even to those who don't like sharing their f/os but don't make it other people's problem#being completely ignored if you don't post your art and writing here#most people generally not caring about someone pouring their heart out unless it's about a character they recognise and/or like#i'm not deleting this blog because i want to save the stuff on it and still reblog stuff here but like#i stopped using community tags on posts about my f/os ages ago because their was no point#i don't add tags and i'm mostly ignored#i add tags and i'm mostly ignored#i see people being like “it's sad when you only get a few notes. like five at the most” and my average is zero#like i'm not doing this whole thing for attention. it's just that if i'm sharing something it's because i want to feel heard#there's no point#what is the point of me actually talking about my feelings or how much i love my f/os? people even in this community do not care#it's a self centered community#anyway sorry for bitterly screaming into the void but i'm bitter and tired right now and this has been on my mind#thorn talks
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i may not have started posting TWALB, but i can make memes about it and post them since the characters are on our art fight LMAO
#digimon#apocalymon#impmon#sky's art#i'm repurposing the character i introjected from btw in case anyone is like “but hey isn't your name skyler?”#yes#your point? /lh#i've got a separate blog set up for TWALB when i start uploading it and i'll like#link it here about a week before august
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get out of the main selfship tag you pred
ctrl v much
anyway posting this in main tags again, but anon, you can always just use the safeshipping tags if you don't want to see proshippers. we aren't invading your space, it's a communal space with subgroups. that can apply to any fandom or any community, there will always be subgroups you don't like, but fortunately there's usually more specific tags that cater to you! there's also the block button if my content makes you uncomfortable in any way, and I highly suggest you use it if that is the case (though, something is telling me you didn't look at a single post i made).
Have a great day anon! /gen
And to everyone in the main tags, anti or proship, I hope you have a good day and remember: your f/os love you!
#antis can interact but please note that i am not one#also i hate kids and the concept of interacting with children in any capacity is awful#so i dont know how i could be a pred but i appreciate the gesture!#selfshipper#self shipping#self ship#op is a proshipper#selfshipping community#selfship community#self shipper#self ship blog#self ship community#self shipping community#selfshipping#selfship#gonna talk more in the tags down here: im dx'd with a paraphilic disorder#and my therapist does in fact suggest that I do this (take my fantasies out on fictional characters) rather than bottle it up#because it's hurtful to bottle up your emotions and shame yourself for your own mental illnesses and disorders#and whether youre anti or pro harassing people in your community isn't cool#if you dont like my content you can block me! tumblr is so much better if you use the block button religiously :}
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